#kendra writes a thrawn fic

[teeth-ing]

Alright y'all, I have a fic that's finished and ready to go... But it's another shibari themed one (Thrawn, ofc) so I'm like??? ?? Should I???

Y'all wanna read? ??? I just dunno

#it's very sweet and fluffy #also I imagined old man Thrawn when i wrote it but it could work as both #kendra writes a thrawn fic

[maybege]

This love letter is for @milf-thrawn-nuruodo. Kendra, you are such a wonderful person, I always enjoy our interactions. Your fic writing is absolutely god-tier (I am always so pumped when you post), and you answer anons with such grace and with genuine advice. I am so lucky to call you a friend! 💕

A love letter for @milf-thrawn-nuruodo ! 🥰

#a love letter to creators

[gaiuswrites]

Made up fic title -

For the Want of True Power

no one said it grammatically had to make sense; that's not how I roll 🌝

Kendra hi ily 💙 (why am I getting massive Thrawn feels from that title?? I don’t even read Thrawn, I just know of him through what you post haha)

Okay, I’m getting Mand’alor!Din vibes. I’m spitballing here: he’s the reluctant king of this planet, and his day is filled with the political humdrum of a cushioned royal life. Okay, there’s some explosion in the capital (an assassination attempt? Who’s to say?) and Din takes it upon himself (he would be so eager; finally a chance at some action, excitement of a sort) to investigate what’s going on in his city. He begins working with a woman tasked with aiding his investigation and the two, upon working long hours, become close. Intimate, even. Fucking in the throne room, in the corridors when they guards are changing shifts, in her chambers—files of inquiries and suspect profiles littered on her bed. It stretches for months and through that time, there are a series of smaller attacks committed, all with bizarre timing and coincidental facts that don’t add up—with information that could only be known by an insider. Din begins to suspect a mole among his court. BLAH BLAH BLAH political intrigue. Anyways, long story short, we discover that this woman is actually the plant, and she’s been seducing Din to get closer to him— to dull his senses, to make him blind. Turns out, her family is apart of some old crime syndicate (?) that believes they’re the rightful rulers of Mandalor or some shit idk. And they’ve been attempting to overthrow the government and end Din’s reign.

BUT THE KICKER IS, she’s been slowly falling in love with Din. Her mission was to spy, to sew distrust in the court and point the finger to other officials, to throw Din off their scent. But she could have never expected him: that strong masculine presence, his wordless elegance, his desire, his endless need to be sated, his longing, his loss— and now she must chose between her past and her righteous blood ties and the possibility of a future with a man her family wishes dead.

✨ send me a made-up fic title and i'll tell you what i would write to go with it ✨

#Kendra ily #what is this hahaha #din djarin x reader #Mandalor!Din Djarin #din Djarin x you #din Djarin #fic title game

[loth-wolffe]

Hello darling, maybe send a 📝? If not, feel free to ignore me. 💕 Much love!

Send me a 📝 and I’ll tell you what my favorite fic of yours is (and what I love about it!) 💕

hihihi hello! omg of courseeeeeee. much love to you too!

sOoOooOooOo. this took me so long bc i had to like, reread everything just to be sure my fave one was,,,, my fave one. u know. and also got slightly busy at my grandma's so didn't have much time to check them out and aaaaaaa excuses excuses. ANYWAYS HERE IT ISSSSSSS

i changed my fave fics like 833736 times, but I finally decided heheheheh.

SO. blankets of flesh.

where can I even begin. this is so good. so. good. I'm trash for soft thrawn and you write him so well. not just soft thrawn but like, thrawn in general.

the way you perfectly balance this saccharine softness and still make it so hot,,, wow, like, damn. natahanto. if u know what I'm sayin. (undescribable)

and it's just how worried he's at the beginning, asking reader if she's alright, ready to stop the second she shows discomfort.

when he says "you're in pain" and he's already walking towards her, ready to do whatever she wants him to.

the whole exchange makes my heart ACHE like, it's so pure, to be in love with someone and not saying it with those exact words but with little actions and with the care you're trying to show to compensate the lack of those eight little letters.

AND this !!!

“Do you enjoy being at my mercy?”

“Do you enjoy being at mine?” You counter like a jab, a sparring session of words with no decided victor.

no comments just AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

and thissss?!!!!!!?!!!

"How do I make you feel?”

“Like no other has, my csaz.”

JUST MORE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

and u know, many thrawn fics I've read are just like,,,, maybe soft dom? sometimes. and you just made this dynamic where them both are soft subdoms(??????? idk idk

and it's so !!!!!!! because I aDORE where reader is also a match for the person she's with.

Thrawn’s hands cradle your face as he sees to ruin you, pushing aside all that once was until he can reach near your lungs; and maybe one day he’ll tell you he loves you.

But today he only asks, "What color?

I JUST– ITS SO SKFJSKDJAKWN I HAVE NO WORDS. this fic really k worded me.

AND ITS JUST. when there's the thought of saying, of admitting, this feeling, to be vulnerable enough to let them know you feel like this or like that, and to think "maybe today's the day" BUT IT ISN'T, and instead they say this other thing that means jUST AS MUCH for them.

AAAA It makes me go 🥰🥰🥰🥰 and feel so warm and fuzzy.

AND THIS

“I am yours, Grand Admiral,” you turn your head to the side, kissing his palm, “but are you mine?”

“I would never belong to another. You are ch'eo csaz, ch'eo ch'acah."

THISSSSSSSSS

the uncertainty, the doubt, "are you mine?" even after the care he shows, even after the kisses and the touches, even after all that has happened between them, there's this lingering doubt.

AND HIS ANSWER I–

i am crying.

there's this,,, humanness in those words. in that moment alone. it is what make us us, you know. that we want to know these things, to be loved just the same as we love, to know it's reciprocated, that we feel as one. and it's in this intimacy that we dare to ask, when our walls are down and there's no space to shy away because we're filled with this blissful feeling of him inside you.

idk. just me thinkin stuff.

anyways.

AT THE END !!!! i lOVE this. I LOVE hIM.

A large thumb brushes the tears from your cheek, “You are alright, my love, I’m here.” No Cheunh this time for fear his truth would get lost in translation; words bringing you down from the clouds until you’re safe in his arms once again. 

I'm. here.

fuck. dude this is so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i literally can't express how much this makes me feel, my heart swelling bc that's so f u cki i ng soft.

and like I said, the balance between this goddamn hot fic along with this– rawness of what it is like to be in a relationship with someone that cares for you the same amount as you care for them. showing us this,,, familiarity. these feelings, these forms of love.

so beautiful.

other fics of yours i absolutely adore are that one rex fic where he wears lingerie.

the moment he goes all "you don't like it" :((( i fucking SCREAM every time. rex is so cute and my number one (1) baby boy so seeing him in this scenario makes me go 🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴🥴 but at the same time u showed us what is like for your partner to be self conscious at the lack of response from you (bc it's usually the other way around in some fics) and ahhhh!!! you did it so wonderfully. i like to reread this from time to time bc one (1) it's so amazingly written and it's a *chefs kiss* fic and second I'm a w word for rex ahdkahd.

AND. that one fic with thrawn and eli. oh my gODSSDJKWFNISND. jesus christ kendra darling that sent me straight to horny prison in fucking hell. gosh. when mr. vanto goes and says "we eat first" I short circuited and had to take a moment bc dAMN GIRL, you really wrote this masterpiece and expected me to not fucking combUST.

#what dO you mEAN when sayin feel free to ignore me #HOW could ANYONE ignore you #u rock babes #ari answers #ask games

[saradika]

📝

Jess, this is an amazing ask game idea! 🥺💖

Ahh Kendra, thank you so much! I am so excited to talk about your fics. For a long time my favorite was Cataclysms but I think lately it’s become Blankets of Flesh! 💙

The way you write Thrawn is so beautiful and complex, I am always in awe. Like this line:

You are a weakness, a vice he cannot conquer, a habit he would rather die than break. You scare him, and he likes it. 

Honestly all of your fics are gorgeous, but this one in particular just really got me and grabbed hold of my heart. I am such a fan of your work, my friend! 💖

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(Send me a 📝 and I’ll tell you what my favorite fic of yours is 💕)

#ask games #fic rec #let me tell you my fav fic! #milf-Thrawn-nuruodo #saradika answers

[zinzinina]

Hi Sam! Just popping by to say I love and appreciate you. You're such a sweet presence in our little corner of this fandom, and I'm so proud to call you my friend. I hope you have an amazing weekend! 💕💘💫

Hi Kendra! This is so sweet, thank you so very much! I feel the exact same way about you; your writing brings me so much joy and inspiration, and thank you for always being so beautiful and kind! I’m so lucky for your friendship. I hope your Sunday treats you well! (I’m itching to get home so I can devour your Thrawn fic 😏) x

#zin answers #pala din djarin #beautiful humans

[shiny-mando]

Hello darling may I send a 📝? If not no worries! 💕

KENDRA OF COURSE! Babe, I’d never pass up an opportunity to tell you how much I love your work. Also I kinda included some of my thoughts about your poetry too....

Send me a 📝 and I’ll tell you what my favorite fic of yours is!

Obviously Cataclysms is a favorite of mine, and my mouth literally fell open when I read The Eponymous You.....but I have to give some hype to Blankets of Flesh.

First of all, I’m a major sucker for good communication. If Thrawn even thinks he senses some hesitation in the reader he asks, and I fucking loved that. Also these lines:

“Vah ch'ean'i… natahanto." 

You look indescribable

"Then don’t describe me." 

ARE YOU KIDDING ME??? Oh my god it’s so good.

Ok now for the spicy bits....

I love the relationship you’ve built between Thrawn and the reader.

"What if I said you haven’t earned the right to cum? Would you deny yourself, for me?"

He’s a master of self control, you know he could stave off even the most urgent release until he felt so overwhelmingly close that he’d beg his way to coming.

”Yes.“ Is all he says, followed by a sound not unlike a whimper.

I nearly screamed. There’s clearly so much trust in their relationship that I could feel how comfortable they are with one another. It’s truly something special to feel like you’ve found a home in someone’s presence, and you so beautifully depicted that in this fic.

Also, I always get so excited to see aftercare in fics so bravo for that too

NOW FOR THE POETRY

I’ll be totally honest, I’m an English major who never really had any interest in poetry, not because I don’t like it, I’ve just never really found anything that spoke to me or made me emotional (this is an open invitation to send me personal favorites btw).

This fucking poem....babe I don’t even have words. With every line I kept thinking “Fuck, that’s good.”

wearing me like a puppet clenching words through my cunt

it speaks: traitor, rebel, fulcrum, and dove

This felt like a gut punch but in the best fucking way. I mean the entire poem made me emotional but when I read those lines it hit hard. Now excuse me while I go scream into a pillow because I love your writing so much.

#like babe i know ive said this before but you have such an amazing way with words #i need you to give me poetry and book recommendations for real #mutuals my beloved #milf-thrawn-nuruodo #ask game

[teeth-ing]

"Your body does speak so loud, doesn't she?"

Ok, Grand Admiral, we get it. You fuck.

#kendra writes a thrawn fic #🥸🥸🥸 #the only good God is a dead one #its a working title don't judge me #female reader #she/her pronouns

[teeth-ing]

"A heart," he says after a breath, "is a very pesky thing."

Oh no y'all there's ANGST. 🥴🥺

#kendra writes a thrawn fic #how is there literally angst i just wanna fuck the big blue alien man #kendra irl

[teeth-ing]

"And if I destroy you?"

"I would welcome such destruction."

#oh hi part 2 of insubordination already in the works #kendra writes a thrawn fic #kendra writes #literally all my writing just starts with rando dialogue in my brain

[teeth-ing]

I might be writing a Thing™️ so someone quick tell me what's in Thrawn's personal spank bank.

#kendra writes a thrawn fic #that's all kendra writes apparently #sorry I don't pick the hyperfixations

[teeth-ing]

"How many fingers will Lothal watch you take, tonight, Commander?"

Damn. Ok Thrawn we get it.

#he's fucking you in front of like an observation deck thingy look i dunno the structure of the Chimaera ok #kendra writes a thrawn fic #f*sting? perhaps #probably not but 👀👀👀👀👀 #18+

[teeth-ing]

hi!!!! i just wanted to ask u if you are still planning to write a third part for your thrawn series!!!! i absolutely loved the chiss puppeteer and i read in one of your posts u had ideas for a continuation. absolutely no pressure!!!! i am just curious, i love how you write thrawn, and u are very talented :) have a nice day!!!!

Hello, sweet nonny! I absolutely am!

I actually just closed the word document to check Tumblr sksksksk 🌝

Thank you so much for your kind words of support, I love that big blue menace sm and will probably be writing for him for a good while (because he simply will not shut up in my brain lmao) 💙

#anonymous my beloved #kendra writes a thrawn fic #im actually super excited about this one because theres hella Wild Space plot #which means Long Hair™️ Thrawn

[teeth-ing]

Part 2 of my Thrawn fic(Insubordination) entitled The Chiss Puppeteer will drop tonight at 7:30!! Let me know if you would like a tag(I already have a few besties on my list, but lemme know!!)

#kendra writes a thrawn fic #kendra writes #thrawn x f!reader #thrawn x reader

[teeth-ing]

idk if i’m on your tag list but put me on there if i’m not pls!!

Of course, bb!! 💙

#i was definitely going to tag you cdvbfscgf #cait! 💘 #the treasured mutuals #kendra writes a thrawn fic

[teeth-ing]

For purely scientific purposes, does anyone have any HC's about uhhhh Thrawn's dick?

Like, what's he got going on down there?

Share with the class? 💙

#kendra writes a thrawn fic #i know its blue/indigo duh #but its like... normal looking yeah? #because some of the fics I've read have some pretty uhhh interesting dick designs for him 🥸🥴 #18+