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birgittesilverbae · 1 year

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hey em what happened to princess after mary was also gone and does the answer involve lilith

how did I know it was gonna be you who landed on this (probably mainly bc I've already yelled at casper abt it). it'll be touched on briefly in the epilogue, but yes, you're v right, it's always been about Lilith (smth smth Lilith being mentioned in concert with Princess in every appearance 😌)

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In the wake of the Vatican, in the wake of Beatrice and Ava leaving, Lilith teleports. It's uncontrolled, haphazard, some force drawing her, hooking into the meat of her and pulling her through fire and brimstone to emerge, reeling, in Mary's living room.

She collapses on the couch, exhausted, too tall to stretch out on it but unable to bring herself to take the bed. One hand curled beneath her cheek, the other dangling off the edge of the couch cushion.

She's awoken in the middle of the night by a strange sensation, something prickly and rasping across her skin, and her claws unsheathe of their own accord before she fully reaches consciousness. When she's finally blinked the sleep from her eyes, she finds herself face to face with Princess, who's sprung back away from her, fur puffed up, back arched, tail on high alert.

Lilith stares at her for a long long moment, at this mirror of her hurt and anger and fear, and tries to get her racing heart to settle. Finally she exhales all in a huff, retracts her claws, hugs her arms tightly about herself and tries to fall back asleep.

Her eyes snap back open at the sound of movement, though, and the last thing she sees is princess's eyes glittering back at her in the dark from the top of the cat tree in the corner of the room.

At first it's all automatic, the pull in her chest, the hole torn through the fabric of space time, spitting Lilith out in Mary's living room. She dutifully refreshes Princess' automated food and water dispensers, unhappily deals with the litter box, and sits in a silent uneasy truce with Princess, the two who've been left behind.

The first time it's a conscious decision to return to Mary's apartment, to use it as her homebase, Lilith's been badly injured by a wraith-possessed group. Well, it would have been a bad injury, had she not been who she is. Instead, the wounds seal up, scale over. But she's left sitting in her own blood-damp clothes realising that if she had died there'd be no one to look after Princess.

She teleports into the bathroom this time, feels faintly proud of herself for the improvement in precision she's worked so hard to train into herself that lands her directly in the tub. Shucks off her gear, washes the filth off her skin, raids Mary's closet for sweats. A burst of energy has her tackling the fridge, clearing out the moldering remnants of Mary's last meals. Has her cracking open a can of wet food and plating it beside Princess' usual bowl.

It wanes quickly though, the energy sapped from her limbs as she slumps on the couch and realises, distantly, that she may not have gotten the Halo, but she's still assuming some aspects of Shannon's life in her absence.

She pulls the hood of her sweater up over her head and curls up on her side on the couch. A moment later, there's pressure on the cushion beside her, and she opens her eyes to find Princess settling inside the curve of the lonely parenthesis of her body.

#ask #kchzndrvh #fic: tmtl #warrior nun #sister lilith #myfic #mywn

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olreid · 1 year

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hello! i had been thinking of trying out friends at the table because i hear good things about it (from you especially) but there's a lot of campaigns out and, i think(?) some of the campaigns are connected/are set in the same universe-ish? may i ask if there's a particular starting point you would recommend for someone trying f@tt for the first time?

its true, some campaigns take place in the same universes and are meant to build on each other ! f@/tt has a scifi strand, a post-apocalyptic fantasy strand, and a folk horror strand as well as a patreon campaign that's like. newjerseycore? lol anyway the fantasy strand consists of four seasons and is fully wrapped, the scifi strand has four seasons so far including the season that is currently airing, and the folk horror strand is the newest setting and only has one season so far with at least one more planned. i think almost every f@/tt fan i talk to has a different opinion on what the best starting point is, AND i think it depends on the person. if genre matters a lot to you, or you heavily prefer one of the three aforementioned genres over the other two, i think it totally makes sense to choose your starting point that way. if, however, you are genre-neutral or just asking for my two cents, i would say the best place to start is sangfielle, which is the folk horror season. this is the first f@/tt season that i managed to stick with, even though i'd tried to tackle some of the other campaigns without success. it's a recent season which means the pacing and production is tighter, the vibes are right, the world-building and characters RULE, the theme song is excellent as always... it's just my favorite season lol! so that's the one i always recommend

#asks #kchzndrvh

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the-penguinspy · 10 months

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for the ask meme: u are! 🤔 half of online and half of cool dice,,

online: 2/3!!! good opinions (hellz yeah) n not running out of fucks to give :) does walking on grass count as touching it by proxy

nerd: !!! :) unfortunately i have mega boring socks (10 pairs of the same black ankle socks in bulk, 6 pairs of wool gray socks in bulk also) but! glad i radiate 'cool sock' energy 😌 my special interest is cars!!i just love cars so so much, i love recognizing cars on the road by their window frames and headlights and tail-lights and shape...im not that good at it but when i get it right, i always do a little internal fist bump ^^

Who am I? tell me, will,

#penguin honks #kchzndrvh #kei!! thanks for the ask :)#i actually didn't realize how much i was into cars until i was chatting to my colleague abt the kind of car i'd get if it was feasible #for me #(not practical for me to get one both in terms of cost + public transit is fine for my everyday travels right now)#and after 5 mins of me rlly excited abt it he went 'ah sorry im just not a car guy'#i was a bit embarrassed after that...was trying to scrounge for conversation topics #bit awkward since he's driving the both of us for a work event and all i could think of was pointing out weird/cool/fun cars on the drive #:') ah well #ask meme

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banditchika · 1 year

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for the memorable scene ask, the absolute first that came to my mind is that bit you wrote of phanana and junna with phanana gripping junna's wrist in place. just junna (and the audience) getting that super duper blaring vibes that Alert: Big Danger all around nana with her insanity normally sooo carefully hidden but now peeking through with her displeasure. just nana being SO eric phantom-core truly. its so very sexy it still lives in the back of my mind homie <3

KEEEEEEI <3 <3 if no one else got me i know my homie kei got me

hilariously. i legitimately have no memory of writing this or where it even is in my docs or our dms, but it feels like the kind of thing i'd write. reading your description of it i think i have a faint memory of wondering whether that depiction of nana was too extreme, even for an au, but then homegirl went ahead and canonically told her gf to commit suicide in the movie so frankly, im the clown here

#ask #kchzndrvh #do you remember where it is kei now i want to read it again #thank you for the ask bestie #edit: I FOUND THE SNIPPET. i think it was very sexy and visceral but if i did it again today id definitely have written it differently

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daisychainsandbowties · 1 year

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squatting in your house to pick at your brain Do u have thoughts to lilith's unique halo ability bc ive been wondering about keeping a more minor teleportation but im very curious if youve decided on one in ur thoughts 👀

definitely not Decided on one yet. this au has the halo acting a bit like a mirror/ prism/ the myth about Archimedes burning ships. in the sense that it is Soaking Up Blood, getting a bit abyssal. so the blood rain ability is the halo’s shtick, not lilith’s.

i have another scene where she levitates and ruptures spears of light from her body (the caveat being they break the skin on the way out)

and you BET she will eventually have halo wings, but it might get a bit Picture of Dorian Grey up in here… corrupted halo corrupted powers etc.

also her phasing inside of ppl’s bodies, reaching inside and crushing the heart, + just fully abusing the Pauli Exclusion Principle, acting like a little antimatter bomb but refusing her part in annihilation.

but speaking specifically on Thoughts about teleportation = yes, absolutely.

minor, like you say. i was thinking limited but instantaneous teleportation, probably based on sight or within a certain radius, & the halo as an anti-physics engine that can squash the interposing space together. (if you have read nevernight it’s like how mia can move from shadow to shadow).

she just Steps and suddenly is across the room. in a very eldritch kind of way, possibly leaving ribbons of black scar tissue in the fabric of the world, which fade gradually, but after she fights and ports a lot it’s like standing in a miasma of uncomfortably stretched shadow

in general with Halo!Lilith abilities/ fight style i am thinking of something like if u have ever watched StealthGamerBR play Dishonoured. but we have a bit of ‘character with telekinetic abilities makes people pop like a balloon’ going on

#leaning into beatrice having to watch her lover destroy herself #they are very 'a knife making love to a wound' re: natalie diaz #tw blood #tw gore #kchzndrvh #halo!lilith au

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tigersnails · 7 months

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i think @kchzndrvh likes seiran a little bit 👍

#revue starlight #doodles

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appleciders · 1 year

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a rising, a scab, a bright spot

Summary: Bea gets chickenpox. It’s not fun. Relationships: Ava/Beatrice Characters: Beatrice, Ava, Mary, Lilith (with a bit of Camila sprinkled in) Word Count: 12.9k A/N: originally meant to be done in time for avatrice week, because who among us can resist whumping bea. shoutout to @kchzndrvh for looking it over for me!! title from leviticus 13

read here on ao3

#warrior nun #ava silva #sister beatrice #avatrice #i couldn't take it anymore i just had to post it mess and all bc it might not really be done but i am done with it!!!#my fic #thank u keiiiii for reading this. owe u my life

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birgittesilverbae · 1 year

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for the prompt! "here, hold my hand" + shannon mary

"Remind me again why I allowed you to talk me into this," Mary grumbles as she waddles across the rubber tiling towards the outdoor rink.

"I believe there was mention of spiked hot chocolate when we got home. And a massage." Shannon's sitting on the boards, drumming her heels against the panels and watching Mary's approach. Mary looks something of a penguin, with her poorly made yellow scarf (Lilith swore Libby picked the yarn out herself, but Shannon has her doubts) wrapped about her neck over her dark puffer jacket. She's pleased to see that, despite Mary's complaints about the matter, she's put on her helmet for the task.

Mary slumps against the boards beside her, hanging half over them and wheezing gently. "You mean you didn't spike the thermos? For shame, Shan. Have I taught you nothing?"

"I've still gotta drive home, darling." She pats Mary's back affectionately and slips down off the boards.

Mary groans. "How the hell do you make that look so easy?"

"Almost twenty years of practice."

"Right." She pushes herself back upright and rocks into Shannon's shoulder. "Must've slipped my mind."

"Of course, of course." Shannon opens the gate and steps out onto the ice, taking two sharp quick strides towards the centre of the rink before cutting back hard towards Mary. "How are you feeling?"

"Tired already," Mary admits with a rueful grin. "Am I supposed to feel this exhausted?"

"Lots of little muscles getting put to new uses when you put on skates. Your legs and back are probably gonna hurt for a couple days after this. Hence the promise of a massage."

"I let my girl hit because she says shit like 'hence'," Mary jokes. The flush that burns up Shannon's face must be extremely unsettling, because Mary backs off from the topic immediately. "You ready to teach me a thing or two, hotshot?"

"At least three things, actually." Shannon reaches for Mary. "Here, hold my hand. It can be tricky to get on the ice and stay upright."

Mary's hands clench tight around hers as she takes a first tentative step out onto the ice. She lurches forwards, and Shannon catches her around the waist with one arm.

"Careful, darling!"

"Fuckin' slippery," Mary grumbles against the side of her neck, pressing a kiss to her pulse point before attempting to draw back.

"It is ice, after all." Shannon keeps her hand curled in the hem of Mary's jacket and glides backwards, tugging Mary along with her. "Okay, what you want to do is turn your foot on an angle, dig in, and push."

"Easiest thing in the world, huh?"

"You'll get there, Mary."

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Half an hour finds Mary completing a shaky half-lap, Shannon hovering protectively nearby. Forty-five minutes finds Mary settled up on the bench, back in her snow boots, watching Shannon circle the rink with great long strides, like she's floating as much as skating, flyaways whipping about her face with the speed of her movement.

An hour finds Shannon clambering over the boards to land in front of Mary, her cheeks pink with windburn.

"Shoulda worn a scarf," Mary laughs, tugging at her own.

Shannon makes a face. "You know Lilith knitted that as a prank, right?"

Mary shrugs. "I'm pretty sure she hates it more than I do, so every time I wear it I get to both be warm and irritate her."

"Fair enough." Shannon tangles her fingers in one end of the scarf and tugs Mary forwards. "Wanna warm me up?"

"Always." Mary cups Shannon's face between her gloved palms and presses up on her toes to close the distance between them. Shannon wraps a careful arm around Mary's waist to keep her steady. "Kinda hot, you being this much taller than me."

"I'll make sure to wear skates more often, then."

Mary kisses her, soft and wanting, a balm against the chill of the day, and Shannon thinks that this is maybe the all-around best afternoon off her life.

#ty for the prompt!#not stoked with the back half but brain is not going brr these days really so #ask #kchzndrvh #fic: dads #mary x shannon #myfic #mywn

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birgittesilverbae · 9 months

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25 look at me + shanmary 🫡

"Mary, please," Shannon begs, tugging on Mary's sleeve, "just look at me."

No matter how tempted she is by the warmth of Shannon's hand through the fabric, Mary remains firm in her convictions, staring a hole into the far wall as she shakes her head; "I'm not going to, no matter how much you plead with me."

"Mary-" and there's a hint of desperation to it, but Mary's long since grown past falling for that little trick.

"Shannon, no. It's bad luck to see the bride before the wedding, and we've already had enough bad luck to last us a lifetime."

#warrior nun #myfic #mywn #mary x shannon #shotgun mary #shannon masters #ask #kchzndrvh #ty ily am soft today

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birgittesilverbae · 1 year

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fic writer ask! 🤡 and 🤯

thanks babe 💖💖

🤡 What's a line, scene, or exchange you've written that made you laugh?

when I wrote 3.5K of come to me, all you who are weary and burdened as an excuse to make a terrible joke

"Suzanne?" She traces her thumb across the text, wondering quietly to herself whether she's crossed a line as beside her Beatrice's breathing goes short and ragged. "Is that your-" "Mother Superion." "Oh. Cool. I didn't know she had another name." "You thought her parents named her Superion?" "First name Mother, last name Superion." Ava shrugs. Ava can all but hear the gears turning as Beatrice tries to determine whether she should dignify that with a response. Ava lets the silence sit for a moment before continuing. "Why did Mother Superion give you her meth?"

🤯 What's a genre you struggle with as a writer (ex. romance, action, etc.)?

I have trouble writing romance, like you two characters can go do that in the background please and thanks I have grief and hurt to tackle here

#ask #ask meme #kchzndrvh #myfic

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birgittesilverbae · 10 months

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