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jinnie-study · 3 months

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2024.03.05 - march and all the things before it

one day, after everything is through, i'll turn around and still have you.

excuse my messy desk, it just felt like it added to the photos of where i'm at mentally.

first year of med school has been a whirlwind of amazing new things and also a bit of a disaster. here's a list of updates in no particular order of just everything that comes to mind since i started school:

i had my first course failure ever (like.... ever.) and it's taken a huge toll on my psyche. i have to remediate it in the summer and it sucks because i wanted to do other things and i have to just sit with this feeling of having failed something big time for the next two months until then.

before that, though, i got thru first semester for the most part unscathed. a few bumps and bruises but nothing crazy.

im a part of student government and had a major success in getting rid of a really awful lecture that people have been trying to get changed or removed for at least the last three years.

i got to visit my partner abroad for christmas! it was wonderful and i miss them so much. it makes it that much harder to be down here i think.

i have gone to the beach and stared at the ocean a few times and it helps but i don't do it often.

back in august, i had a major back injury that limited my mobility almost completely for two days. since then, it's been on and off pain for months and i finally started going to PT. hopefully we can make the pain go away because apparently it has already made my left leg decently weaker than my right leg 💀

my cat had a really bad cancer scare back in september and he's only now beginning to recover. i love him so much and we had come to terms with not putting him thru surgery to remove the tumor and just wanted to keep him comfortable and at home. my mom fed him holy water and he's managed to get better. ❤️‍🩹

i've forcing myself to get back into journaling and reading because i need hobbies that are off-screen and i'm limited from exercising until my back is a little better.

i bought noise-canceling headphones (pictured above) and they've changed my life tbh. i don't know how i managed before.

i didnt used to burn candles but now they help me turn my brain into focusing mode and it's changed my relationship with stress and studying.

i went on a random mini vacation with my family to nintendo world in february and i think i healed a part of me that i didn't know needed healing.

i think that's all the biggest updates i have to share. i've been documenting med school and life more often on my private twitter account but it feels more important to me to make sure i get it here in this blog. i want to be more consistent with posting here again! i might add it to my to-do lists when i update newsletters and socmed. but i also like this blog just being a space for me to be without a lot of pressure to keep up with it. idk. thank u for being here! for reading and for sticking with me 🫡 till next post

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southern-belle-outcasts · 3 years

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Rules- updated 12/27/2023

These have had more than one big update. Please read. Keep in mind these are written to be as thorough and blunt as possible to avoid miscommunication. They are not written to come off bitchy, and I am far more lax when I get to know someone. I just want us both to be comfortable writing together!

following- i don’t always follow back. i try to keep my dash to things that spark joy. i reserve the right to not follow back or unfollow at all times, without need for explanation. if we are established partners, i’ll always try to be courteous and message you to explain why we aren’t going to work out.

i don’t follow back until i’ve received my rules passcode. you will not help your case by: constantly liking my posts even though we aren’t mutuals yet, sending ic asks before said passcode, tagging me in ic posts, etc. i’m not pressed for interaction, i have plenty. i’m well established and if i know you can’t read rules there’s really no need for me to be following you or writing together.

blog is 21+, 25+ to ship due to multiple facets of adult content (if you’re between 21 and 24 and we have a good relationship, i make exceptions case to case). if i find out you’re under 18, you will be immediately blocked. no exceptions.

blog hoppers and one liners- if i see chronic muse addition or blog creation without an actual interest in muse development and thread continuation- i will not follow/unfollow. i have written my longest standing muses for nearly 13 years now, I didn't drop them. i'm here for extended muse development and real storylines that can and have lasted for years. i’m not here for instaship (mun chemistry can change this, sometimes the homies just come at you with a ship and you make it work...but you already know that person), not asks only interaction, definitely not one-liners. not everyone is in it for the long haul, that's fine. but constantly starting story-lines you came to me to plot out, only to have them dropped for the next muse or the next blog a week later just makes me resentful and disklike rp. if you cannot commit to a muse and a storyline I’m sorry but we won’t mesh and that’s okay.

triggers- i do not tag all the possible triggers that exist. my content is pretty trigger happy- drug use, violence, gore, language, sex, mental illness, death, pregnancy and miscarriage, etc. if you truly have a trigger, hit me up and i can tag it for you, most especially for visuals. but when it comes to my novella replies with a partner that’s already cool with the content, i’m not tagging every little possible thing. things I always try to tag unless adhd brain attacks: pregnancy, miscarriage, babies (#baby tag), vomit mention, self harm, suidice, suicidal ideation, addiction, current events, politics, reptile and spider visuals. Tagging format is consistent with what is best picked up by various blacklists: __ tw, __ cw and all spicy content will be tagged #nsfw ish.

if on the rare occasion i see something pressing for politics or current events i feel needs sharing, i will tag with politics, current events, not rp. i try to keep the current event stuff to my personal blog and I don’t follow a whole lot of that stuff to have some escapism on at least one socmed. i will also tag all of my work blogging stuff so that you can avoid that as i do kind of keep a tab on what i’m doing so people can know whether to expect replies that day.

drama begone- if i see you with dnis or callout posts, i’m not following. i don’t have time for drama, and i don’t have any interest in people that are going to dictate who can follow what other people. blacklist exists for a reason. if i have a problem with people it will be handled privately in their dms, not making a callout post and not making my moots take sides.

if you are incapable of communicating when there is a problem, please don’t follow me. we are all adults here, act like it?

this is a purity police free zone and is going to stay that way. blacklist, don’t follow, etc but don’t dictate to people what they can and cannot write in FICTION. mun ≠ muse or that they endorse what they write. evaluate someone from their ooc posts. you don’t get to tell other people how they work through their trauma, and they do not owe you that breakdown for your approval. something squicking you out just means you need to customize YOUR space and stay out of theirs. i respect the hell out of people tagging the shit out of their dark content. purity police? no. not so much.

muse variants don’t bother me. they’re not the same muse, you have your own interpretations of them. don’t be afraid to follow me just because we write the same canon muse, i promise our interpretations are different. only way i’ll have a problem is if you’re copying my headcanons a little too verbatim for this to just be a case of common fanon or coincidence.

i don’t follow blogs that use E.lizabeth O.lsen or C.aity L.otz as FCs. fully your right to do so, i’m not going to give you shit for it, but they make me personally uncomfortable with their out of character conduct, so i distance myself (this is why i recast Sara’s fc, don’t like, don’t follow).

replies & reblogs- i am slower than a snail going uphill through molasses in january some days. other days i reply at lightspeed. some days I’m responding to everyone, other days I can respond to just the one or two people my muses want to play with. NONE OF THIS REFLECTS ON YOU. i have chronic pain and fatigue, on top of ADHD. Some days I struggle to even maintain waking. the best way to ensure i have a better turn around is give me feedback about our threads and actually plot. if you never message and never send asks, i’m going to assume you find our threads an annoyance even if that’s not actually the case.

mutuals are absolutely welcome to reblog memes, aesthetics, musings from me whether or not the source is available idgaf, but if we are not mutuals, i am not here to only be your meme/aesthetic source. using me as such when we never interact will result in a block. if you became a mutual just to pull from my aesthetics queue...don’t. it’s very obvious when there’s crickets from you for months except for when you reblog a pile of aesthetics.

do not reblog an rp thread unless you are directly involved. if you enjoy reading it, liking is perfectly fine, but only involved partners may reblog.

headcanon posts are only for mutuals mentioned in them to be reblogging.

ooc communication- i NEVER mind being asked if i didn’t get a message or notification, especially on dumblr. seriously, i really don’t want to miss your stuff, i appreciate being linked if you think i didn’t see it. i do, however, very much mind receiving “small talk” messages every few hours while i am working because you saw me on the dash reblogging a thing or two and decided that meant i need to respond to you immediately. i can see through that game and it isn’t cool. don’t do it.

i love having conversation when i have the energy. please, please, please come gush at me about our muses and threads and show me you’re also enjoying this. what i cannot stand is someone trying to use convo to be passive aggressive or just shallow. my spoons are limited, don’t make me bring out the knives. if you are looking for a reply, please just say so.

if you are opposed to occasionally checking my threadtracker so that i can know we're on the same page with threads, please don't follow. i am not sure why it's seen as such a negative to keep track of them, but if that's what it is for you, this isn't going to work already. i put a lot of effort into trying to keep track of multiple people and more than three times the threads than muns. please help me do that, they're your threads too.

shipping- no NSFW will be written with muns below the age of 21, preferably 25+, otherwise case by case basis for younger than 25 due to previous bad experiences with grown children.

i will not take smut to discord just because you don’t want to write it in the open. if you are uncomfortable writing a ship’s natural progression, this is not the blog for you, shame free smut zone. i don’t use readmores, as it’s excessively redundant if you already tag. I do not use the maturity filter though because it can get your blog shadowbanned or make it so that you cannot cut the thread.

i do NOT smut unless we thread regularly AND regularly interact OOC. NSFW threads are a means to getting to know my muse, and our muses’ relationship better. Hook-up situations during meeting are case by case and should be messaged beforehand if we don’t talk ooc yet.

ships are unique to themselves, don’t expect identical interactions ever, and i do multiship. every ship is its own verse, there is no cheating going on. I generally limit any canon/canon ships of the same ship to 2. i’m not collecting the same muse like pokemon.

unless you’ve cleared it with me, please do not make our rp thread interactions into your muse’s general canon outside of our ship verse. i did not sign up for that and it makes me really uncomfortable to think anything i write is being inserted into your muse’s canon and subject to critique in that manner. on that same note, i will not write with canon-inserts (oc child, parent, sibling, best friend, etc) unless i have a means to not have it affect my own muse’s canon if i’m not comfy with your canon.

my triggers - i do not have many triggers but i have a hardstop at m!preg, magical/spedup/ovi/otherwise not realistic pregnancy, A/B/O, breeder, DD/l, eating disorder/weight talk. i will not roleplay them, and if i see them on my dash without being tagged i will immediately unfollow. y'all are welcome to do as you want, but i’m not making myself uncomfy in my antistress zone.

i will not use pregnancy/children as plot points but for a select few muse relationships where it is part of the natural flow of the ship and has been plotted as such, or our ooc relationship is good enough for you to know my stance on sending a pregnancy meme. i am not a source for fetish content fishing (not kink-shaming just telling it like it is).

i don’t enjoy cheating storylines or love triangles and won’t write them. yes cheating exists, but it severely bothers me. i have no interest. as a polyam person, love triangles are just not my thing, and i don’t get them. i’ll happily write a polycule situation (between two muns, more tends to get messy), but love triangles won’t be found here.

if we have barely interacted, please refrain from nicknames that imply we’re close. i don’t mind you asking if something is okay to use, but if I haven’t even known you a week and i’m being called “baby”, “honey”, “brosif”, etc…yeah no, highly uncomfortable. please don’t.

do not tag me in stolen art, or send it to me in my dms. stolen art is any art you or the reposter did not get express permission from the artist to be reposting, credit or not!!! just because you physically are capable of saving that image doesn't mean you have the right to. that means if the post is not by the artist, and they don't have "reposted with permission from xyz" in the caption I DO NOT WANT TO SEE IT. reverse search that shit and do it the right way, and if they don't have a tumblr...link to the original site it was posted on, but don't save the image. and for the love of all things unholy, definitely do not send me a.i. atrocities as something to appreciate. i have suffered enough as an artist.

thank you for reading

if you have gotten this far, bless your soul. have a chocolate chip cookie. please send “room full of rocking chairs” to my dms or askbox so I know I’m not chucking my words into the ether, and don’t forget to fill out my interest tracker so i can more easily throw muses at you and get the party started.

#;rules #;rules update #;required reading

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snkwritings · 3 years

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Announcement + Semi-Hiatus

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yep im going on an official hiatus wow🤩🤩🥳 as if my inactivity wasn’t alr——🤡🥲

Long story short, I’m going on a semi hiatus. AKA going on a hiatus, may be active every now and then in regards to posting, but overall I’ll be taking an official hiatus because of personal reasons and as I’ve constantly mentioned, feel bad that I can’t always get requests done on time despite making promises (which I apologise for, really I’m sorry to those who have their requests still sitting there for who knows how long.). Life’s tough, demotivation sucks but hey there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel so anyone else who is struggling and is reading this let’s hang in there~🙂🌈

TL;DR: Going on a semi-hiatus. I might post but it won’t be as often. Mostly a hiatus.

About the LeviHan AU

It will be continued, just not now. Hopefully& Most likely in December when all my exams are over and my life will be more together etc. Anyone who still wants to volunteer as an artist just feel free to hmu;;

The artists who have yet to see their artworks, expect it to be in Chapter 2 which will most likely be posted in December. I appreciate your patience and your kindness for volunteering <3

About my Fanfics

if anyone following me from @rosaline-kei is reading this and reads my fanfics on ao3 or ffnet, well originally I planned to post the next chapter(s) at the end of June, but I didn’t expect to be overwhelmed with other things so 🥲🥲 Similar to LeviHan socmed au, December might be kinder to me so :-D. But since all of the next chapter(s) are already in the works, I might find some time in July to finish it and post it then, hopefully lmao. After that, as always, updates are always infrequent 😂😂and as mentioned above, December may be more frequent 🥲🤩 (will be posting a similar announcement on my main blog later)

TL;DR: might post next chapter of fanfics in July. After that, updates are uncertain till December. Though admittedly, whenever I have a bad day, I tend to write (fanfics, not socmed au) so... if you see a random update popping in September then..😂😂 otherwise, don’t get your hopes up

Otherwise, thank you guys for following, supporting, understanding and your patience 💕 my apologies that I can’t be consistent right now,, till then <3

#admin #announcement #admin stuff

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raexx · 3 years

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I’m finding the path back to my love of reading and writing. But I find it so hard and I’m almost at the verge of giving up.

A little context.

I loved reading when I was a kid. I think it started when I saw my cousin reading an old tattered Nancy Drew book which she borrowed from our school library.

I didn’t know that those nearly moth-eaten pages of Nancy Drew books were my ticket to an entirely different universe.

I fell in love; the way my imagination ran free with every word that I read was a different kind of experience that I wouldn’t dare trade.

Apparently, for me, reading and writing went together, hand-in-hand. I started creating alternate endings and scenarios for the stories that I read. The stories that I created comforted me but I was too shy to actually breathe these stories into life and share them with others.

In time - with sufficient support from my friends and family - I became more confident with my stories. I started writing fanfiction during highschool. I wrote fanfics for Maximum Ride and Mortal Instruments. (They were all published in fanfic.net btw)

For what felt like a long time, I was really proud and content with my work. (This was around 2010-2014)

Came college (2014-2018) I didn’t have much time to write. But I did manage to squeeze some books to read here and there.

Then, real life responsibilities happened. I got busy. (2018- early 2020)

Too busy to the point that I forgot what it felt like to open a book, get lost in its world, and extend that world and make it my own.

Please do take note that at this point I have (by the looks of it) completely abandoned my love for reading and writing.

But there were attempts! I tried to read. But I could never get past even half of the book. When it came to reading, my attention span decided to short circuit.

Fast forward to 2020. It’s a known fact (based on my blog) that I slipped into the diamond life. I became a Carat (not a single regret can/ will be found).

I got into stan twitter and was exposed to a completely different culture. To be honest, it took me a while to adjust.

When I settled, I saw that there were accounts that created social media alternate universes (socmed aus) for their idols.

Long story short, I found myself enjoying the different stories that they wrote.

No other thought ran in my head except: I was reading again.

The format was different from what I was used to. But as long as I was happy, it didn’t matter. I welcomed it with open arms.

Moving on to a more recent timeline (late 2020), I unconsciously started creating my own socmed aus. Although, I never had enough guts to give physical birth to it. They remained vaulted in my thoughts for safe keeping.

Not until early this 2021. I woke up one day and decided to give my socmed au a try. I wrote and created conversations the way they were formatted in socmed aus.

I would be lying if I said that it was easy at first. To actually think that it’s been years since I last wrote and that I’d be writing in a different format.

There were days that I found it incredibly easy to type the words and make my story flow. But more than half of my socmed writing experience consisted of me procrastinating, plotting it all in my head and not actually write it down, and just staying mad and disappointed at myself for even trying to start something that I’m not even sure I could finish or even give justice to.

So here I am, running to tumblr to express my sentiments with the hope that I could find inspiration to actually write something and not have the urge to delete my socmed au.

I honestly don’t even know if what I just said made any sense but writing my thoughts kinda helped ‘cuz I’m feeling a lot better now.

#seventeen #socmedau #writing #stantwitter

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