#jenlisacameo

[styw]

sweaters and ipods

In which Park Chaeyoung forgot to return Jisoo Kim's sweater and Ipod.

Pairing: Kim Jisoo & Park Chaeyoung

CHAESOO

It's not like she's going to jail for this. Yeah, she's not really going to jail for this, because, after all, the iPod that she's holding, and the sweater that she had just borrowed slash stole was from her best friend for almost twelve years, Jisoo Kim.

It's not like this was her first time stealing clothes from Jisoo, but it's sure to be her first time holding an iPod she doesn't recognize. She had only found out it was from Jisoo when the raven had told her that she could use it to find something informative for their project since Chaeyoung had forgotten to bring her laptop along with her.

And of course, Chaeyoung, being a forgetful person, had also failed to realize that she had taken the iPod along with the sweater. Damn her forgetful mind.

Chaeyoung sighs, stomping her feet on the floor the moment she arrives. How is she supposed to return these now? She had promised to spend her time at Lisa's house to help the Thai pursuing her best friend's once in a lifetime love life tomorrow.

And even if she attempted to return it tomorrow along with Lisa, she knew Jisoo wouldn't let her go so easily, and Lisa would end up drifting away in the process. Then Lisa would tease her endlessly for being such a whip at Jisoo. As much as she hated it whenever Lisa teased her about it, it would be a lie to say she didn't get butterflies in her stomach whenever she saw the smile on the raven's lips.

Chaeyoung's kryptonite, after all, was Jisoo's warm cuddles, sloppy kisses on her cheeks, and smiles.

I'm sure Jisoo wouldn't mind me holding her iPod for the weekend, right?

Yeah, It's not like Jisoo would die for not having her iPod for the weekends. After all, the raven wasn't really interested in playing games on her iPod unless it was used for listening to some songs Chaeyoung didn't know about.

Speaking of music, Chaeyoung's eyebrow lit up and she glanced at her best friend's iPod. If there was something Chaeyoung was so curious about and eager to find out, it would be Jisoo's taste in music. Sure, they've been friends for the longest time, but Chaeyoung had never really caught a glimpse of the older girl's music taste.

Though she does hear Jisoo humming some songs, she's only sure that it was just some piano pieces created by some famous pianists that Chaeyoung isn't really familiar with.

Chaeyoung lets her fingertips collide with the screen and go to Jisoo's spotify account.

Okay, knowing Jisoo, the raven woman, would probably find no sense in purchasing a premium account when you can just browse some playlists to play the song you like, but then everyone has a surprise under their sleeves.

Chaeyoung widens her eyes in disbelief when she sees the word "premium" in bold capital letters beside Jisoo's weird username.

Okay, that's totally a first.

She doesn't expect that, nonetheless. She shoots her eyebrows up when she sees the recently played songs.

Okay, she had totally not known that Jisoo adored Doja Cat.

Chaeyoung couldn't help, but find herself smirking as she recalled one time Lisa and she had a bet about Jisoo having at least one sinful song on which the raven listened.

Apparently, it looks like she won that bet they had. Chaeyoung took a mental note to tell Lisa about it tomorrow.

The next thing she did was to listen to anything she wanted. The perks of having a rich friend? They can use their Spotify account without fear of being charged.No, really, Chaeyoung was just kidding, nonetheless. She's going to start using Jisoo's account starting today.

And she did as she cleaned, because after all, cleaning without music is kind of boring, right?

Chaeyoung takes the broom, lip-syncing as she swings the broom, just like any musician would do whenever they are in the moment.

If only anyone could see, her sister or mother, they would have laughed their ass off once they caught Chaeyoung in the moment. But they wouldn't. They wouldn't, because no one was in the house aside from her, and Chaeyoung took advantage of that.

For minutes that almost turned into an hour, Chaeyoung kept her pace until she furrowed her eyebrows at the song's turning from energetic to sad.

It's not like Chaeyoung hates sad songs.

She'd just like to skip it, because she's cleaning, for goodness sake, and she doesn't have time to get fake sad during the cleaning. Okay, she does have time, but she scheduled it for a very late night.

So she takes the phone to skip, only to find a playlist that had her... name?

Chaeyoung felt her heart skip a beat. She knew the name Chaeyoung could be anybody's name, but maybe, just maybe, it was for her, because after all, she hadn't seen anyone with a Chaeyoung name interacting with Jisoo except her.

Chaeyoung takes a sharp breath. She taps, and when she sees all the songs, some of them are familiar to her, while others are not. And Chaeyoung isn't an idiot.

Okay, maybe she is, because she's blushing over something she wasn't even sure was for her. Although, she does feel a sting in her heart when she realizes this was all a love song and it's for somebody who's not her.

I Like U - NIKI

Sweet - Cigarrettes After Sex

Adore you - Harry Styles

Fallin' All In You - Shawn Mendes

Best Part (feat. H.E.R.) - Daniel Caesar, H.E.R.

Baby I'm Yours - Artic Monkeys

This is how you fall in love - Jeremy Zucker, Chelsea Cutler

I Love You 3000 - Stephanie Poetri

Paraluman - Adie

I Don't Wanna Be Okay Without You - Charlie Burg

It takes two - Fiji Blue

we fell in love in october - girl in red

Rosie - John Mayer

Wish You Were Gay - Claud

I wanna be your girlfriend - girl in red

I Kissed A Girl - Katy Perry

Cool for the summer - Demi Lovato

Chaeyoung smiles a little, almost sadly, and just when she was about to put the tablet down, and perhaps sigh in sadness, a knock was heard from her door.

She yelped, holding her chest in the process to ease the adrenaline rushing to her spine.

"Chaeyoung? It's me, Jisoo. Can you open the door?" A familiar muffled voice was heard from the door.

"Jisoo?" Chaeyoung mumbled, as if processing. "Jisoo? Soo!?"

"Yes, it's me," Jisoo says, "I think you got my tablet."

Chaeyoung freezes. She glances at the tablet, and if Jisoo finds out about her snooping into her spotify account, she's doomed.

"Uh-- yes, I'm coming!" Chaeyoung shouts, taking the tablet as she closes all the tabs hastily. However, she wasn't sure if this would be enough to destroy all the evidence. "Hold on,"

After a couple of seconds of speed exiting all the tabs. Chaeyoung takes a final glance at the mirror before fake coughing and finally opening the door for her best friend.

"Hey," Chaeyoung rubbed her index finger against her thumb. "You should have waited for tomorrow to come, ya know."

Jisoo smiles, walking inside before diving into Chaeyoung's bed. Chaeyoung purses her lip, following along, but not to the bed. Instead, she walked to the desk, and gave the tablet to her best friend.

"You used the key at the mailbox?" Chaeyoung asks, recalling about the key Jisoo and her used to hide so if ever one of them gets drunk, they'll still have a home to return to.

"Yeah," Jisoo replies, propping her cheek at her palm as she watches Chaeyoung. "I sent you a text about me coming a while ago, but you didn't respond."

"You did?" Surprised by new information, Chaeyoung takes her phone out only to find three missed calls and Jisoo telling her about coming over.

"Sorry," She says quickly. "I didn't notice it. I was too engrossed in cleaning around the house."

And also vibin on your spotify account.

Jisoo doesn't say anything. Instead, she just stared at her best friend. Normally, in this situation, Chaeyoung would stare at her back, but how can she stare at her back when everytime she glances at Jisoo, she thinks of the person Jisoo has fallen in love with.

"What?" She didn't mean it to come out nervously.

"Nothing," Jisoo replies, smiling as she sighs fully into the bed. She signaled Chaeyoung to come over, which Chaeyoung obeyed.

And before Chaeyoung could realize it, she was already engulfed in a fragrance that she dearly adored. She smiled, engulfed back.

"You smell so good, Soo." It wasn't planned. In fact, Chaeyoung just blurted it out. At this point, she's going to tape her mouth.

She hears Jisoo laugh at that. And god, just like every puppy love sick out there, she would always find Jisoo's laugh her favorite sound.

Then her laugh died down. Chaeyoung could feel Jisoo's grip on her growing tighter

"You saw it, didn't you?"

Fear of getting caught, Chaeyoung's breath halted. "What?"

"That playlist."

"What playlist?" It was the nervousness that talked, nonetheless. Chaeyoung hopes it wasn't too obvious.

Jisoo's grip around her loosened and sat up. Chaeyoung could feel an intense atmosphere from Jisoo and the fact that she doesn't know what the raven was feeling at the moment was not helping at all.

"You saw it." Jisoo wasn't asking. She was stating the fact and the fact that she could see through Chaeyoung amazes the blonde.

"Okay, fine." Chaeyoung breathes and realizes just how long she has been holding her breath. "I saw it."

All of a sudden, Jisoo smiles, almost shyly. And Chaeyoung hated that stupid smile. Are they going to talk about their crushes now? Because Chaeyoung doesn't find any amusement in Jisoo talking about the girl she likes.

"Did you listen to it?"

"I didn't."

"Why not?" Jisoo asked, furrowing her eyebrows.

At this point, all Chaeyoung felt was irritation, and sadness. She sat up, mumbling.

"Just because," She says before finally taking the courage to get out of the bed only to be held back when she feels Jisoo's hand on her.

"ButIMadeItForYou-"

"Huh?"

Jisoo clears her throat. A blush appears on her cheeks as she glances away.

"I made it for you." She mumbled.

Dazed and stunned, Chaeyoung doesn't say anything. Instead, she only stared at Jisoo in shock. Okay, first of all, she didn't expect that. Second of all, she has been crushing on Jisoo since elementary grade and has been showing her adoration, but the thing throughout that year was everybody knew but Jisoo. She was so dense.

"Can you say anything back, please?" Jisoo pleaded in anxiety.

"This was for me." Chaeyoung finally says, as if she was stating a fact.

"It's just for you."

"You like me?" Chaeyoung blurts out, her gaze steadying into Jisoo.

Jisoo nervously glanced at her best friend before looking down. The way Chaeyoung had stared at her was something that she couldn't comprehend.

"No," She finally says before gathering all of her courage. She glances up to meet her best friend's eyes and when she sees how dejectedly Chaeyoung looked. She widened her eyes.

"No! I--- I mean," She stands up, taking Chaeyoung's hands into hers. "I mean, I love-- I love you, Chaeyoung. I have been in love with you for a long time."

"You're in love with me?" Chaeyoung asks, her eyes were bloodshot.

Jisoo only smiled. She could totally understand why Chaeyoung has been acting like this. If only Lisa hadn't talked her out of this back in highschool, she wouldn't have realized just how lovesick she was for Chaeyoung.

"I am." She says, bravely. "I'm sorry it took me long to--"

"No, it's..." Chaeyoung didn't get to finish what she said, because the next thing Jisoo felt was Chaeyoung embracing her.

She hadn't said anything. Chaeyoung hadn't said anything about liking nor loving her back. Oh no, was she late? No.

There was silence engulfed between them and Jisoo's head was filled with negative thoughts. If only she had been early, she wouldn't have lose Chaeyoung in the first place. Damn it.

"I understand that you don't feel anything for me anymore, Chaeyoung." Jisoo was aware of her voice cracking down, nonetheless. She continued to speak and embraced the blonde back.

"I was too late. And I'm sorry for being late. This was my fault." She continued, "But even though you don't feel the same anymore, can I just love you still?"

Jisoo bit down her bottom lip, keeping her tears at bay as she caressed the blonde's hair.

"You idiot," Chaeyoung finally mumbles, breaking away from the embrace as she wipes her tears. "You think I'd lose feelings for you when all I ever felt whenever I'm with you is paradise?

"I love you too, you idiot." Chaeyoung hisses before she leans closer and captures Jisoo's lips to hers.

#chaesoo #gxg #parkchaeyoung #kimjisoo #blackpink #lalisamanoban #jenniekim #jenlisacameo

[styw]

Rain in Paris

All I ever see is you.

"Jisoo, don't look." 

Jisoo hummed, turning her achilles heel to where Jennie was staring, and blinked almost unbelievably when she grasped it.

"Shit. I told you to not look. Are you dumb?" Jisoo felt something wrapped into her wrist and there, she saw Jennie holding it tightly, and tried to walk them into somewhere private where she couldn't see, but Jisoo didn't want to run anymore. She was exhausted.

"It's okay," she says as she sucks her breath. "I'm fine, Jennie. It's okay. It's been six months, I'm sure... I'm sure she's fine too." 

Jisoo knew she had said it with a tight smile because Jennie was giving her the look, the familiar look she had seen over the past few months, and honestly, Jisoo was getting sick of it. It was time for a change.

"Are you sure?" Jennie pulled her wrist to her chest and drew small circles on it. 

Jisoo nodded. She hoped her smile wasn't too tight for Jennie to notice, but then again, nothing goes undetected once you've got Jennie Kim's eyes locked on you.

"Are you really really sure that you're going to be fine? Because if you're not, I'm going to ditch the party and just have movie marathons with you." 

Jisoo scoffed a smile as she pulled her hand away from Jennie's grasp. That earned an alarming look from Jennie, and Jisoo noticed that, but she only gave her a kind smile.

These past few months, Jennie Kim has been nothing but a sweet, protective cheeseball to her, and Jisoo appreciates her best friend for always being there when she needs her most. However, she couldn't let herself become like this every time she saw her. Jisoo doesn't want to allow herself to be dependent. She refuses to.

"I am fine now, Jennie." Jisoo tangled her hand with Jennie's and smiled almost brightly, almost as if she had almost let herself be fooled for once that she was fine. when she was not.

"I'm fine," she repeated, but this time, she murmured it under her breath, and looked up with a slight crooked smile. She was going to stay strong today.

"Do you want me to fetch you some wine? I heard there's champagne here."

"I'm fine, Chu. It's just, I'm worried about y-"

"I'm going to get two champagnes for us, alright? Don't go anywhere. Lisa would be here soon." 

Jisoo forced her two feet to walk and left Jennie without waiting for her reply. Jennie was too much of a nagged today and Jisoo wasn't in a mood to hear such a nag. In fact, all she wanted to do at this instant was to focus on why she came here today: pose for photographers, drink some champagne, and let herself have a break for once. She's not going to allow herself to sulk in the corner just because the love of her life was standing right there.

Well, the ex-love of her life, that is.

Jisoo drank two shots of whiskey when she felt a lump in her throat. No, not today. She wasn't going to let Chaeyoung win today. Not now, not tomorrow, and never. She wouldn't give her satisfaction about what their break up had done to Jisoo. However, she admitted it did leave a hole in her heart. 

Jisoo closed her eyes for a second and tried to think about the beach house she had brought last year. Struggling, Jisoo tried to hear the waves in her ears. She pictured herself as she sat on the sand while she looked at the sun embracing the sea. She had tried to hum a song in her head, but when Jisoo did, the only song that came out of her lips was what Chaeyoung had taught her last year. It was Chaeyoung's favorite song, if ain't got you by Alicia Keys.

What was wrong with her? Sometimes, Jisoo wishes she could reset her memory of Chaeyoung and just delete them fore-

"Hi." 

Jisoo had stiffened up in her place when she heard a voice that had been hunting her for months. It was Chaeyoung's voice. Jisoo could not doubt it. She was certain it was Chaeyoung's voice, her favorite person.

"Hey," Jisoo said, turning around with a phony smile.

"How are you?"

"Cool. You?" 

Chaeyoung had stiffened in her position. That didn't go unnoticed by Jisoo, and she hated herself for how much she remembered. She doesn't need a fucking witch marble to guess, because until now, she still memorized how Chaeyoung spoke, how she moved, and more importantly, how she imperfectly tried to hide her emotions before Jisoo. Chaeyoung was still the book Jisoo had adored so much. 

"I'm fine. Actually, doing well..." Chaeyoung touched the rim of her champagne glass and smiled a little. She was not.

Jisoo flashed a small smile as she pretended to not notice. She was not here to emphathize. She was here to lose herself, fuck around, and drink some champagne for once in her life, and she's going to do that even if the love of her life is standing right in front of her. 

Who cares anyway? She was not Chaeyoung's anymore.

"That's nice. I have to go now. Bye, Chae-"

"Wait!" 

Jisoo halted her steps and stared at Chaeyoung. Chaeyoung was looking at the floor, almost like a shy school girl, and for once, it made Jisoo coo about how adorable she was.

"...I'm sorry." 

And when Jisoo thought she couldn't freeze any more, she was proven wrong. She felt she couldn't even lift an inch of her finger when she heard and felt how sincere Chaeyoung was. 

"I'm sorry, Jisoo." She repeats. Almost like she was pleading for her to comeback. Jisoo didn't like it a bit.

Jisoo tightened her grip on the monkey bar she was holding in her mind. She wouldn't falter. She wouldn't allow herself to. But when she saw that Chaeyoung was in a state to cry and could feel just how vulnerable and naked Chaeyoung was, she felt she needed to take their issue somewhere where eyes and the camera lens could not see them, so she grabbed Chaeyoung's wrist, and let her steps lead them their way.

Jisoo had let go of Chaeyoung's wrist when they reached the balcony. And when silence engulfed them, Jisoo sighed so loudly, reached out to ruffle her own hair, and felt Chaeyoung's eyes burning on her.

Jisoo turned her head and she wished she didn't, because as soon as she saw. She took the hanky from her pocket and gave it to Chaeyoung. 

"Don't cry," Jisoo looked at the flat view. "People will think I bullied  you or something." 

Somehow, Jisoo heard a chuckle and she smiled a little. She could still hear Chaeyoung sniffling, and Jisoo remembered so dearly how she would wrap her arms around her just to comfort Chaeyoung.

She hates this. She doesn't.

"How's Jennie?" Jisoo held back her head to turn. 

"She's fine," Jisoo smiles. "She's been a baby lately. She wouldn't refuse to leave me alone. She wouldn't even let me go out alone. She's like a glue stick to me." 

"Except now?"

"Except now," Jisoo repeats and chuckles. She hoped it wasn't too forced.

She heard no response from Chaeyoung, and when Jisoo turned her head, their eyes met. And for a split second, Jisoo wanted to know how it felt to be in Chaeyoung's arms again. Chaeyoung's eyes were burning red, her face was puffy, and Jisoo cursed herself for that.

I'm still longing for you. I hate you.

"I miss you, you know." Chaeyoung said, her voice almost strained as she stilled her gaze.

A bitter laugh escaped from Jisoo's lips. "Yeah. Sure you do." 

"I'm serious."

"You don't, Chaeyoung."

"I miss yo-"

"If you missed me, why didn't you come for me?" Jisoo snapped. Chaeyoung had pursed her lips as she stared down at the floor.

"Don't tell me you missed me if you don't mean it," She whispered. "It hurts me."

"But I mean it, Jisoo." 

Suddenly, Jisoo felt something warm on her hand, and there, she saw Chaeyoung's hand resting on top of her. She looked up slowly and met Chaeyoung's intense gaze. Oh how she missed those eyes staring at her lovingly. 

"I'm sorry for not fighting for us," She whispered and Jisoo let Chaeyoung play her fingers. 

"I'm sorry for not being there with you when you needed us to fight for the relationship we have. You were right, I was a coward for not fighting for us." Chaeyoung started to draw small circles as she continued to talk. Tears were starting to stream down to her cheeks.

"I was just so afraid to defy them, Jisoo. You have to understand that they were the only family I had at that time, and I didn't want to disappoint them... No child wants to let their parents down. They were against of our relationship when I told them about us... so I thought of leaving you in order to stop their disappointment in me, but it didn't work.

I just want them to love me for who I am, Soo, but they never did. They never loved me for who I am, and I'm sorry..." 

Without a word, Jisoo held her tears back, and pulled Chaeyoung closer to her embrace. For six months, Jisoo had always wondered what, where, and when she had gone wrong. What was wrong with her for Chaeyoung to leave her just like a rug? She had always thought she was the only one suffering from their break up, and their relationship didn't mean that much to Chaeyoung. Turns out, it did. Chaeyoung just happened to be good at being silent about it.

Chaeyoung was still sobbing uncontrollably into Jisoo's embrace and Jisoo was trying her best to whisper words that she remembered that would calm Chaeyoung.

"Hey, listen to me. Chaeyoung, it's alright. You hear me, It's oka-"

"No, you listen to me." Chaeyoung cuts off, pulling herself away as she sniffed and wiped her own tears. "I hurt you badly, Jisoo. You don't deserve that. You never do. My reason for what I did to you doesn't justify it. Still, I'm sorry... I'm sorry for breaking your heart."

Jisoo's eyes were tearing up as she listened and looked at Chaeyoung. This was her first time seeing this side of Chaeyoung, so desperate for forgiveness, so sincere, and so vulnerable. What happened? Jisoo pulled Chaeyoung back to her embrace and patted her head wordlessly. "I'm really sorry, Soo."

Jisoo didn't speak a word, instead she kept her position and held Chaeyoung close to her.

"I look horrible..." Chaeyoung murmured, pulling herself away to wipe off the smudged eyeliner.

Jisoo broke into a fit of laughter, and when Chaeyoung saw it, for the first time in the past six months, she felt warm in her stomach and pouted.

"Don't laugh."

"I'm not."

"You did." Chaeyoung narrowed her eyes accusingly and trailed her finger down to Jisoo's chest with a sad smile.

"Tell me something I don't know, Jisoo."

Jisoo smiled. "I forgive you, Chaeyoung."

Chaeyoung widened her eyes in shock, and Jisoo chuckled as she reached out and tucked Chaeyoung's blonde hair at the side. "Tell me something I don't know, Chaeyoung."

"I want us back, Jisoo," Chaeyoung muttered and took Jisoo's hands on hers. "I want us to try again. At a slow pace, or whatever you want, and this time I will fight for you, Jisoo."

With so much sincerity in her eyes, Jisoo knew Chaeyoung would fight for them, and so she leans closer and clashes their lips together. It's been six months since Jisoo got the taste of those lips and until now, it still felt sweet and beautiful. She adored every inch of it. Chaeyoung had circled her arms around Jisoo's neck and tightened them. She had missed Jisoo's lips too, and she was ready to risk it all just to get to taste those lips.

She was ready to risk everything for them to try again.  Jisoo was worth it. She was worth it. Their relationship was worth fighting for.

When Jisoo had pulled from the kiss, she spoke something and that was enough for Chaeyoung to cry more, but instead of sadness, she cried in happiness.

"I want us back too."

#chaesoo #parkchaeyoung #kimjisoo #blackpink #ot4 #jenlisacameo #jenniekim #lalisamanoban #fluff #slightangst #slowburn #paris #gxg

[styw]

jealousy jealousy

In which Chaeyoung gets jealous over something causing a huge misunderstanding between the two of them.

It was exactly eight o'clock in the evening by the time Jisoo Kim arrived at the venue. The venue was big enough to support a lot of people coming in. There, she stood as she subtly moved to glance at a person who she hoped to see.

In the midst of the crowd, a blonde-haired woman saw her and smiled. She turned to her company, murmuring something in her ear with a smile plastered all over her lips. It took her a couple of seconds before she finally moved her feet, and shouted through the crowd. "Sooya, you came!" 

Then Jisoo turned. She never particularly liked loud people, but in this case, Lalisa Manoban, the one who called her just now, is an exception. A smile crawled into her lips before she made her way.

"Lisa, hey!" She opened her arms and, without a beat, Lisa hugged her tightly, as she predicted. 

"I miss you! I'm so glad you came!"

"Of course." 

Lisa flashed a smile. Her teeth were showing before she turned her back on Jisoo to call on someone. Jisoo hummed, following where Lisa's gaze was located, and there, she saw a familiar person she had seen during her time at Seoul College, but particularly didn't talk to.

"Jennie Kim?" Jisoo hadn't realized she had said that out loud. 

Lisa hummed, waiting for the feline eyes to come over, and when Jennie did. Lisa had this bright smile plastered all over her lips as she laced her hand through Jennie's waist and proudly introduced Jennie.

"Jisoo. This is my girlfriend, Jennie, and Jennie, this is Jisoo. Chaeyoung's bestfriend!" 

Lisa's voice was loud enough for them to hear, but Jisoo was totally sure it was so loud enough for the people at the back to hear. Jisoo raises an eyebrow in amusement before she offers her hand with a smile at Jennie.

"Lisa has talked so much about you, Jisoo." 

"Good things, I hope." Jennie laughed at that, which made Jisoo jokingly narrow her eyes at Lisa, who only grinned at the side.

"I'm parched." Jennie blurted out all of a sudden. "I should go fetch some water. Lisa, do you want one? Jisoo?"

"I'm okay, babe."

"I'm fine, Jennie."

"Alright." Jennie says, smiling at the two women before she excuses herself. 

Jisoo's eyes shifted and there, she saw Lisa was still staring with a smile all over her lips. She smiled a little.

"Lovesick, aren't you?"

"She's the best, Sooya."

"Mhmm... I'm happy for you, Lis."

Silence. Despite the unnecessary noises in their background, there was silence between them, and in that silence, Jisoo wondered if she could ever find the one. The one she could spend her remaining time with.

"How about you?" 

"What about me?"

"You and Chaeyoung. You guys fought."

Jisoo doesn't answer. Instead, she looked down at her fidgeted fingers. It was true. Chaeyoung and her fought a few days ago, but she wasn't sure why. It wasn't clear why, because Chaeyoung was just so confusing.

"Who's R?" 

Jisoo hummed, not quite getting what Chaeyoung had just asked. Both of them were in the living room, shoulders pressed together as both of their eyes were glued to the television. Today was movie marathon day and by marathon movie, it means they're watching anything that is related to Disney.

"I said, who's R?"

Jisoo blinked before she distanced herself to look at Chaeyoung, who had already looked. Chaeyoung’s voice was sour. Her eyes were cold and it was rare for the rays of sunshine to all of a sudden look and speak to her like that. Jisoo was sure her face was so confused that she gave Chaeyoung a look.

"What? What are you talking about?" Jisoo questions, still unaware.

A frustrated sigh escaped from Chaeyoung's lips, and it made Jisoo wonder what the hell she had done to cause Chaeyoung to act like that. 

"What's wrong, Chaeyoung?"

"Nothing."

"That doesn't seem like nothing." 

Chaeyoung's jaw tightened, almost annoyingly, and unfortunately, that didn't go unnoticed by Jisoo. What was wrong? She was sure the necklace she brought during her time back in Amsterdam had nothing to do with her best friend. Well, it did, but that was another story. Jisoo blushed at her reason. She wouldn't let Chaeyoung find out who was behind R.

"Why are you smiling? Stop smiling!" Chaeyoung said, sparing a glare before she turned on the television.

Jisoo raised an eyebrow, noticing the new tone. "What's your problem?"

"Nothing."

"Stop saying nothing when there is something, Chaeyoung."

Chaeyoung doesn't speak. Instead, she sucked a breath, and looked away. Jisoo was still confused and it was unfair. Why is she leaving her in the dark?

"Talk to me. You've been acting weird ever since I came back from Amsterdam. What's wrong, Chaeyoun-"

"You never called me with my nickname anymore."

Jisoo halted. She saw Chaeyoung spared her uninterested look before she stood up and hastily took her coat. That immediately alarmed Jisoo as she reached for Chaeyoung's wrist only for Chaeyoung to move it away almost harshly. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Jisoo stood up from her seat, trying to grasp Chaeyoung's wrist.

Okay, she didn't mean for it to come harshly, but she was just so confused about why she was acting like that.

"What the fuck is wrong with me? Really, Jisoo? Me? Fucking me?!"

Jisoo sucked a sharp breath. Chaeyoung's face was filled with a scowl as she continued to speak.

"Why don't you fucking ask who that R on your neck is? Oh wait, right. Forget R. Maybe Nayeon could fucking tell you what's wrong with me." 

"I don't understand you, Chaeyoung. Nayeon was just a friend!" Jisoo moves her hand, explaining her point with distress.

"Sure. A friend." Chaeyoung muttered before she turned to walk away.

"Why are you like this?" Jisoo shouts from behind, trailing like a dog to it's owner. "Why are you acting like that!?" 

"You know damn well why I am acting like this, Jisoo! Don't you dare fucking say you don't!"

"Well, news flash! I don't! So fucking tell me what's wrong with you?" Jisoo halted before she took a deep breath and shouted. "Why are you acting like a jealous girlfriend when you're not!?"

For a split second, after those words left her lips. Jisoo somehow regretted it when she saw Chaeyoung stopped, turning, and almost flashing a look as if she was hurt by what Jisoo had said.

Somehow, Jisoo's lips quivered as she dared to stare right into Chaeyoung's eyes as she took a step in front of her.

"Why won't you believe me, Jisoo?" Chaeyoung whispered. "I told you. I love you more than anything in this world, so why can't you believe me?"

Jisoo stiffened when she felt Chaeyoung's hands on hers.

"You told me you adored me. You told me that you were going to wait for me, so when I told you that, I felt the same. Why wouldn't you believe me?"

Jisoo sucked her breath before she moved her hand away and folded it into her chest. She looked up at Chaeyoung.

"You don't love me, Chaeyoung. You don't," She bitterly chuckles. "You were drunk."

After spitting those words, Jisoo felt her lips dry, and she licked them before she could feel tears threatening to fall. It was true that Chaeyoung had been drunk when she said the words she had been waiting for almost her entire life, and Jisoo was never the one to trust a drunk woman.

"Is that what you really think?" Jisoo stiffly looked away and Chaeyoung let out a dry laugh. "I'll see you around, Jisoo." She turned her back around as she walked out of Jisoo's apartment.

"She told you?" 

Lisa shrugged. "Chaeyoung has been my bestfriend for so long, Sooya. I don't need a word to come out of her lips for me to know what has happened between you two." 

Jisoo hummed. "Sorry."

"Don't say sorry, Sooya. It's not your fault that you were hesitant. Though, I must tell you to not always let the doubt win."

Jisoo wordlessly nodded and just when she was about to open her mouth, she purses her lips when she sees a familiar pair of hazel eyes in the midst of the crowd. Both of them didn't dare to tear their gaze away and when Jisoo almost forgot to breath, she looked away. Her heart was thumping so impulsively.

"I need a drink." Jisoo said, almost hastily, and immediately walked to the snacking area without waiting for Lisa's reply.

By the time Jisoo drank a tequila shot without hesitation, she feels a presence behind her, and there, she sees Chaeyoung trailing behind her back with an unreadable expression.

"Hey."

"Hi."

There was a split second of silence between them and just when Jisoo decided to excuse herself from the awkwardness. She hears Chaeyoung speak.

"I'm sorry for the way I reacted the other day, Jisoo. I know I... I don't have the right to act like that."

Jisoo hummed. Chaeyoung nodded. It took them for almost a minute for one to speak again, and when it did, Chaeyoung, peeked her head up as she bravely spoke.

"About the thing I said to you the other day. I really mean what I've said to you, Jisoo. I know you don't believe me, so I'm going to prove it to you, " She says, almost running out of breath. "That I love you."

Jisoo doesn't say anything, and Chaeyoung starts to sweat bullets as her cheeks start to burn in red.

"Can you say something back?"

Jisoo feels her lips tugged up a little. "I don't like, Nayeon... If that's what you're thinking."

"Oh,"

"Relief, aren't we?"

Chaeyoung laughs a little at that. Jisoo smiles a little before she reaches out for Chaeyoung's hand to hold. She feels Chaeyoung stiffen from the touch.

"And as for R... It stands for Rosie, silly."

Chaeyoung paused, eating all the information she had just heard. Jisoo notices Chaeyoung's shoulders relax and burst into a sheepish laugh as she mumbles "Oh" over and over.

Jisoo smiled as her eyes never left the strawberry blonde. "I love you too, Rosie."

"Can I kiss you?"

Jisoo blinked, and before she could say a word, Chaeyoung leaned closer, clashing their lips together with no hesitation. Jisoo unconsciously wrapped her hand around the waist and pulled for their kiss to deepen.

When the air became an issue, Jisoo was the first one to break as she blushed, and felt Chaeyoung embracing her as she buried her face on the raven's neck.

"By the way, nice necklace."

#chaesoo #kimjisoo #parkchaeyoung #blackpink #ot4 #jenlisa #jenlisacameo #jenniekim #lalisamanoban #fluff #gxg #slightangst

[styw]

Love, PCY

Park Chanyeol who? I only know Bang Chanyeol.

Bep. Bep. Bep. 

Hearing the doorbell ringing three times was enough for Jisoo to rise up from her slumber and wonder while she wears the nearest hoodie she could grasp. As far as she recalls, Jennie called her yesterday to tell her that she would be arriving today at eight in the morning, but right now, when Jisoo checks her phone as she walks closer to the door, it is, in fact, six in the morning, so who could it be?

Jisoo sighs from the thought, growing confused and confused as she opens the door only to find a colored white envelope with a flower, more specifically, a rose attached to it. 

The raven-haired woman blinked.Not again. She thought as she bent down to pick it with her hand. She has been getting love letters these past months, but with a flower attached to it? That's a first. 

No one has ever given her flowers, more specifically a rose, which is her favorite flower. Not even Jinyoung from Class C, who asked her to be his prom date last year, nor from anyone during Valentine's day. And even if someone dares to give her a flower, they would always avoid the rose as their reason would always be; a rose is an overrated flower.

And receiving a rose, especially from a secret admirer, intrigues Jisoo, but at the same time, it makes her wonder in circles.

How did they know she adores roses? 

The brunette shakes her thoughts away. It could be a coincidence, that maybe this secret admirer of hers also admires roses just like her and just sent her one for fun. 

Jisoo sighs at the thought before she detaches the envelope.

Hi Soo :>

I've been noticing lately that you seem troubled and down. I know it's going to be stupid of me to ask, but are you okay? I know it must be tough, but I believe that you can surpass that. 

Anyways! I heard you got a quiz today, I'm sure you're going to be fine. You've worked hard on it, and hard work never betrays.

Bye! :>

Ps. I've heard you adore roses, so I hope this rose will give you happy luck :P

Love, PCY

Jisoo blinks and if someone ever saw her at this moment, she would look like an idiotic gaping fish. The raven quickly stuffed the letter into her hoodie pocket, peeking her head around the doorframe to check for any crumb traces of her secret admirer from left to right. Unfortunately, the raven doesn't find any, and so she sends a quick text to none other than her roommate slash best friend, Jennie.

Code: You better hide your girlfriend and yourself or else I'll have to whop both of your asses back to New Zealand for selling me out!

///

"Look, for the last time. I told you, It's not me. " Jennie says, rolling her eyes at her best friend's sudden accusation.

Jisoo huffs, throws her back at her seat, and crosses her arms, "Then who?"

"I don't know, okay? But one thing for sure is I didn't sell you out. And also, why would I even do that? It's not like the fact that you liked Roses would create a sudden miracle like it'll fix the Global Warming problems or something. " The brunette murmurs, taking a bite on her chicken salad.

"Good point." Jisoo says, before she turns her head at the other figure, who is surprisingly eating her food quietly.

Lisa, who noticed the raven-haired girl's sudden look. She scrunched her nose in confusion before she locked her eyes at the raven, "What?"

"How about you Lis? Would you sell me out for free cat food?"

"...Is that a trick question?"

"No,"

"...If it means raising my babies, then I would not hesitate."

"So it was you!" Jisoo whispered loudly enough for the three to hear, squinting her eyes in suspicion at Lisa.

"What!" Lisa widens her eyes before she furrows both of her eyebrows as she turns her head at her girlfriend for help, but her girlfriend, Jennie, shrugs it off as she continues to eat her chicken salad like there is no scene in front of her.

Lisa could only blink helplessly at her girlfriend before she glanced back at the accuser, "Look, It's not me. No one has made an offer to me like that."

"But you would sell me out if someone offered you that offer."

"I would... but! The most important thing is I didn't sell you out, so..." Lisa shifts her eyes, praying the accuser's eyes would leave her alone.

Seeing the uneasiness of her friend, Jisoo sighs guilty as she throws her back on her seat in defeat before muttering a sincere apology to her friends.

Just how the hell did her secret admirer know about her admiration for the roses?

"Anyway, if they knew about your favorite, that would probably mean they are stalking you or perhaps, it's just someone who happens to know about it." Jennie says, bringing back Jisoo to reality.

"Probably." Lisa agrees, cutting her lasagna in half and placing the other half on Jisoo's plate.

It's true that her secret admirer could be a stalker because she hasn't mentioned to anyone that she adores roses except her best friends, but if her secret admirer is a stalker, how did they know she adores roses when she hasn't given any hints or been subtle about it? Are they watching her? That's kind of creepy...

Before Jisoo knew, she was already sighing and rubbing her forehead in confusion unconsciously and that didn't go unnoticed by her two friends who glanced at each other helplessly.

"Didn't you say about their initials? Maybe we can help you by starting to find out with someone with the same initials as them." Jennie offers, tapping her friend's arm.

"Yeah, maybe we can." Lisa joins.

Jisoo purses her lips, looking at her two friends' eyes before she thinks about the letter.

"I think it was PCY or something-"

Before Jisoo could speak anything further, she was cut off by a continuous choking sound from the opposite seat. Jennie, who was beside Lisa, looked alarmed, and tried to pat the Thai's back, hardly enough for Lisa to come back from her normal state.

"Eat slowly, you idiot!" Jisoo hisses, offering Lisa a water, who immediately takes it without hesitation.

"...Thank you for pulling my leg from Heaven," Lisa says, panting as she offers a peace sign at the two before faking a cough, "Anyway, continue."

"Eat slowly next time, you idiot."

"Yes ma'am!"

Jennie sighs at the silliness of her girlfriend before turning her head at Jisoo, who's eyes lingered on Lisa and fakes a cough to earn the attention of her friend.

"Anyway, as far as I can remember, there is only one person who owns that initial."

Surprised by the new found information, Jisoo widens her eyes as her eyes start to twinkle in hope like the stars that can be seen in the night.

"Really?"

"Man, you really need to step out from your cave." Lisa comments, reaching out her fork to the raven's plate for the chicken nuggets.

Jisoo rolls her eyes at the Thai before she focuses her eyes at the owner of the feline eyes whose lips are sealed.

"Who?"

"Before I answer, I have a question. What are you going to do after you find out who's behind the letter?"

Jisoo gives a narrow look at the brunette before it turns to try to identify what is behind those feline eyes. That was probably the stupidest question she had ever gotten from Jennie, because it was really obvious what she was about to do, but she was going to stop herself from actually voicing it out. It looked like Jennie was serious enough about the question, so Jisoo is going to give a serious answer to her best friend.

"You both knew that I fancied Roseanne from the beginning and also, it wouldn't be fair for them to lead them to an idea that I have reciprocated their feelings, so I want to reject them properly before it gets out of hand." 

If there is one thing anyone should know about Jisoo, it would be that Jisoo's mouth forms words faster than her brain. It was true though. What she said to Jennie was completely pure honesty.

Jisoo was in love with Roseanne and has been pursuing the strawberry blonde since they were in kindergarten. Despite the fact that Roseanne had shown no signs of reciprocating Jisoo's feelings over the years, the raven haired was hurt, but she wasn't giving up on Roseanne. And it is one of Jisoo's principles to never entertain anyone, even if it's a chicken in the form of a human when she's pursuing the woman she loves. 

"Don't worry, Chu. You and my step-sister already got my blessings." Lisa teased, enjoying the flustered side of Jisoo.

"Shut up." Jisoo hisses, trying to look away to prevent her friends from seeing her pink tainted cheeks.

Jennie knew it was a stupid question to ask, but she only smiled because she was pleased with the raven-haired's perseverance in pursuing her Aussie friend slash co-captain.

"Anyway, Park Chanyeol is the captain of the soccer team. If you want, I can ask him to meet you after practice." Jisoo gave a puzzled look at Jennie.

"Chanyeol? I thought that guy was a Bang." Lisa laughs.

"Bang Chan and Park Chanyeol are two different people, Chu."

"Oh,"

. . .

"Oh!"

And that's how Jisoo ended up standing alone beside the bench. She was uneasy about the stares she was getting from everyone, but she held her ground tightly and hoped that Chanyeol would just show up now.

Today was the day. The day Jisoo is going to end it all.

If Jisoo was any other girl, Chanyeol would definitely be the man of her dreams. Chanyeol was a nice guy, despite the stereotypes of the jocks Jisoo sees in the books, he was not like that. He was, in fact, the opposite. He was nice, rich, and handsome. In short, he was every woman's standard, but Jisoo wasn't any other girl. It may be an advance thinking, but Jisoo couldn't just imagine herself to be in that man's arms. 

She couldn't see a future where Chanyeol was her spouse.

"Jisoo?" Hearing a familiar feminine voice was enough for Jisoo to bring herself to reality. Turning her heels, Jisoo's eyes immediately locked with the owner of the voice, the head cheerleader, Park Roseanne.

"Rosie." Jisoo says, shrinking from her position and flashing a smile that she hopes isn't idiotic or awkward, but that was probably the most awkward and idiotic smile she's ever plastered, given that her facial expression will always betray her brain.

Great. Another embarrassing moment to recall before falling asleep. Just great. 

Her cheeks burning more in embarrassment, Jisoo bit down her lower lip to suppress her embarrassment and looked up when she heard a cute giggle coming from Rosé.

Did Rosé just laugh? Her ears must be playing with her imagination, but Jisoo has come to the conclusion that it wasn't an imagination when she sees Roseanne trying to hide her smile with the back of her hand. Just how could anyone be this gorgeous?

"Sorry, it's just you're adorable," Roseanne says, biting her lower lip to keep her smile from turning into laughter.

Not having a comeback to that, Jisoo didn't speak any further, and just sealed her lips as she had no trust in her lips. If God isn't going to save her from embarrassment and looking like an idiotic woman to her future wife, then she must step up and do the deed.

Roseanne fakes a cough to ease the tension between them after receiving no response from the raven-haired.

"So what made you come here? If you're looking for Jennie, I think she left with my sister a while ago."

"Oh, I'm not actually here for Jen... I'm here for someone." Roseanne's gaze narrowed at the raven-haired.

"Who?"

The raven-haired woman opened her mouth to say something, but was cut off by a baritone voice behind their back.

"Hey Kim, you were looking for me?"

Immediately turning both of their heels, Jisoo’s eyes were still lingering on Roseanne even though her body was facing Chanyeol. She couldn't help, but catch a glimpse of disappointment in Roseanne's facial features. Although she is perplexed as to why, the raven haired girl did not dare to ask any questions as she locked her gaze on Chanyeol.

"Well, looks like that's my cue to leave now. Bye Park. Bye Soo." And with that, before Jisoo could bid her goodbyes to the cheerleader, the cheerleader was swift enough to disappear like dust blown by the wind.

Chanyeol furrows both of his eyebrows from that, confused by the slight change of tone of the cheerleader, and glances up at Jisoo, who had a longing look at where the cheerleader disappeared to.

Clearly, there is something weird going on, but Chanyeol decides to shrug it off. Thinking it was none of his business. He snaps a finger in front of Jisoo and from that, Jisoo is immediately brought back to reality. She muttered a small apology at the soccer captain right away.

"It's alright, Kim. Anyway, Jennie told me you were asking for me. What's up?" He asks, innocently smiling.

Chanyeol could tell the raven-haired woman in front of him was hesitant and uneasy where she was standing just by looking at her, but Chanyeol didn't say anything as he patiently waited. It must be that kind of serious for Kim to be this way.

The raven took something from her pocket and once she grasped it, she hesitantly stuck it out for Chanyeol to look at and accept. 

The soccer captain took it, though he was perplexed by what the raven-haired woman gave to him. His gaze lingered on the letter, still perplexed, and in the hope of finding answers, he returned his gaze to the raven haired, only to find Jisoo looking at him apologetically. No one dared to speak between them and just when Chanyeol was about to speak, Jisoo beat him to it.

"Look, Chanyeol... If I was any other girl or any person, I would really accept your confession. You're great and all, but I-"

Jisoo was still speaking, but the soccer captain didn't hear any words escaping from her lips as he focused on himself, trying to process everything that the raven haired had spoken to him. 

"Hold on, hold on, hold on," Chanyeol chants, cutting Jisoo off, "You think this is me?" He says, pointing at himself, then at the letter back and forth. He looked at Jisoo in bewilderment.

"Who else?" Chanyeol laughs awkwardly, blinking rapidly; a habit he does when he doesn't know what to do or respond.

"Look... dude, I like you, but as friends. And this? I didn't write this. Though, I really think you got the wrong person." He says, explaining from one to ten to the raven haired.

As Chanyeol ran his mouth to speak, the raven haired was the opposite. She was quiet as she processed everything the soccer captain had said to her.

"So you're saying that you're not the person behind the letter?"

"Yes!" Chanyeol yells, his eyes bright, but falters when he leans forward to whisper. Jisoo didn't move as she freely let Chanyeol do his thing.

"I mean, I thought the word had spread that I'm dating Baekhyun?" He whispered.

Surprised, Jisoo blinks at the newfound formation from the soccer captain, but at the same time, embarrassment starts to crawl up from her toes up to her spine when realization hit her like a bus.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry! I thought you were them!" Jisoo says, wishing the ground would just eat her alive in an instant. 

"It's okay, man. I mean, if I were in your shoes, I'd suspect myself because a secret admirer of yours has the same initials as mine." Chanyeol chuckles, trying to ease the embarrassment, but it looked like the embarrassment was too big for Chanyeol to ease.

The raven haired was still muttering endless apologies and it looked like she didn't have any plans to stop. Thankfully, Chanyeol actually stopped her on her ninth apology with a reassuring smile.

"Really, it's okay Kim. Let's just pretend we didn't meet today, alright?"

Jisoo nodded, still wishing the ground would eat her alive. Although she appreciated the soccer captain's efforts to alleviate her embarrassment, it wasn't enough; after all, who wouldn't be dying of embarrassment if they were mistaken for their secret admirer? If asked, Jisoo would fight anyone to say it isn't that embarrassing.

Before Jisoo could actually drown herself with thoughts, a soft anime song echoed between them and, from the looks of it, it came from Chanyeol's pocket.

"Crap! I forgot I was gonna have a study session in the library with Hyun! I should go now Kim. See you around!" Patting Jisoo's shoulder, the soccer captain didn't waste a second as he sprinted off to meet his boyfriend, leaving Jisoo alone standing to rethink her choices in life.

This secret admirer of her has been driving her nuts, making her walk circles, and Jisoo could only sigh in frustration before she rubbed her forehead. 

If it's not Chanyeol, then who?

///

Jisoo woke up frowning when she felt like a nail drilling slowly into her head, slowly torturing her brain. Where was she again? Oh right, she was at Lisa’s house along with Jennie. Just what came into her mind to come along with Jennie into Lisa's house with a bottle of wine? As she sat up with a groan, the raven-haired woman is slowly regretting her decision.

Hearing a soft groan at her side, Jisoo turned her head only to find out Jennie was still in her slumber. Like a burrito, the feline eye tightly held the pillow as she snuggled closer to it. Jisoo could only chuckle at the sight before she felt the nail drilling continuously on her head again.

She needs a hangover soup and medicine to ease her throbbing head. Call her overreacting, but Jisoo might actually die from the throbbing pain she feels in her head. Curse you Dionysus!

As a result, the raven-haired woman moved, sauntering her way downstairs. The scent of something good was the first thing she smelt, so she walked faster, hoping Lisa would immediately feed her with soup, and peek her head right through the door frame.

When she did, Jisoo could only purse her lips and blink at the two figures standing in the kitchen.

It was Lisa and Roseanne together in the kitchen.

It looked like the two of them were talking about something serious and Jisoo, who respected privacy, attempted to walk away, but before she could fully walk away. She freezes in her position, widening her eyes when she spots Hank, Roseanne's dog not so far away from them.

Based on the interactions she had with Hank every time she visited Lisa along with Jennie. Hank was a very energetic dog, but only to people he found comfortable with. And it looked like Jisoo's luck ran out in time when she noticed Hank's ears starting to perk up, his eyes starting to light up like fire when he spotted one of the humans he finds comfortable with. 

To Jisoo's horror, Hank immediately ran up to her arms, and just when Hank was about to bark and lick Jisoo's cheeks. The raven swiftly reaches out her hand up to his mouth to shut him off. Just when will the Gods bless Jisoo with good luck?

"So where were you? I didn't know you're into getting up early in the morning now," Lisa asks, the sizzling noise still present, but Jisoo could just hear them fine.

"I... Uhm, I had an errand to do before class, so yeah,"

"Really?"

"Yeah."

There was a brief silence for a while and even though Jisoo didn't actually witness them physically talking, she could already tell Roseanne was kind of anxious, uneasy, but Lisa, on the other hand, was calm as she spoke. Different from Roseanne's odd behaviour.

And just when Jisoo was about to step up and interrupt the conversation to save the love of her life from spilling where she came from, Lisa blurted out her question that made Jisoo and Roseanne caught off guard at the same time.

"Do you have a crush on her?" 

It was just a sentence, but that sentence was enough for Jisoo's heart to pound like a speaker at full volume, blasting like there is no tomorrow around the neighbourhood. Although the raven haired was anticipating the strawberry blonde's response, she felt as if her heart was being pinched with pliers while she waited. It's not going to be her, isn't it?

"I don't know what you're talking about, Lis."

"Oh, come on! I know you're behind those letters, Chaeyoung." Jisoo could only furrow her eyebrows in puzzlement at the name Lisa called her step-sister.

"I... I don't know what letters you are talking about." 

"Right. I totally didn't see your ears go red just now. Seriously, just admit that you have a big fat crush on her, you dummy."

Roseanne responds with a nervous laugh, opening her mouth to speak another lie, but stopped mid-way when Lisa locked her eyes with her. The Thai's eyes practically scream that if she's going to throw a half-baked lie at Lisa, she's throwing the strawberry blonde's ass back to Melbourne, Australia.

"Alright, fine! I have a crush on Jisoo!" Roseanne hisses, sounding a little bit annoyed at what she has admitted, but her expression totally betrayed her as she felt her blood crawling up to her cheeks, making her look like a tomato ready for ripping.

"See? It's not that bad to admit that you like Jisoo." Jisoo could practically hear Lisa smirking.

"You better not tell her or else,." Lisa laughs at the threat.

"Alright, okay."

"And also, how did you even find out?"

"That is a very dumb question coming from a genius like you, Park Chaeyoung."

"Nevermind."

Jisoo could hear Lisa laugh once again, "Wake up Jennie for me, okay? Don't forget your girlfriend as well."

"Ugh, shut up." Roseanne hisses softly, blushing at the Thai's teasing.

As the footsteps start to fade from the background. Jisoo doesn't hear anything further aside from the sizzling sound that was made. And before the raven-haired could realize it, Hank took advantage of the opportunity to summon all of his strength and break free from her embrace.

Jisoo cursed under her breath as she tries to get Hank back into her arms, but unfortunately fails as Hank makes his way to the stairs as he wags his tail, and Jisoo guesses he’s probably going to crawl back into Roseanne’s arms upstairs.

"My, I didn't know you were the type to eavesdrop, Chu."

Jisoo yelped, like a kid caught red-handed, Jisoo widens her eyes caught in action as she helplessly looks up from the floor only to meet Lisa's teasing eyes.

No words escaped the raven's mouth, so she remained silent, and Lisa took advantage of the opportunity to continue with her teasing smile growing with each passing second.

"So, is it safe for me to assume that you have found out who's behind the letter?"

///

Jisoo woke up staring at her ceiling. There was nothing interesting happening in the ceiling, but somehow Jisoo finds the entertainment of staring at the ceiling as thoughts run through her mind.

It's not an everyday scene to find out your secret admirer is actually the person you have been crushing on since kindergarten, so Jisoo took her time to stare at the ceiling. Processing every detail that happened yesterday.

How the hell did she not notice it before? More importantly, just how the heck did she forget that the strawberry blonde has a Korean name? Sure, she had heard Lisa mentioning that name before, although the raven haired didn't know where and when, but Jisoo was really clueless and thought Roseanne and Chaeyoung were two different people. Oh god, she was so stupid that she didn’t realize Roseanne and Chaeyoung were one person.

Jisoo sighed before she hid her face under the pillow, screaming in embarrassment before it turned into giggles and squeals.

Roseanne likes her.

Chaeyoung likes her.

Now she has found out that her crush also felt the same. Just how the heck is she going to normally face Chaeyoung now? More importantly, how is she going to catch Chaeyoung red-handed?

/// 

The next morning, Jisoo simply woke up to another letter in her locker. This time, there were no flowers, but the letter was enough for Jisoo to brighten up her day, brighter than the sun. 

The letter was nothing special, but the words that Chaeyoung sincerely wrote for Jisoo were enough to make the raven haired girl's heart race erratically at the thought of the blonde.

"Man, my sister's effect must be that bad to immediately put a smile on your face after Dalgom ate your chicken like a while ago." Jisoo laughs, rolling her eyes as she does.

"Oh shut up, Lis." Lisa snickered before widening her eyes for a split second and pulling out her phone.

"Oh right, can we switch places tonight? I have a surprise for Jennie, and I kind of need you to get out of the dorm." 

"Please don't do it in my bedroom." Feeling a fresh sharp pain in her shoulder, Jisoo whines as she glares at Lisa, who only blushed.

"I’m telling Rosie that you’re hurting me physically." Jisoo threatens, pouting as she rubs at where Lisa struck her.

"W-We're not doing that you idiot! I just want to spend some alone time with my girlfriend." Jisoo snorts at that before she recalls the memory of one time she walked in to them having an intimate moment on the couch.

Although she feels bad for teasing, Jisoo just couldn't let the teasing chance pass through. She scarcely had any comeback to throw at them during the teasing war, so now she's had it. She's not going to hold it back.

"Okay, fine, but just make sure you guys feed Dalgom there, alright." 

"Great! You can stay with my sister tonight."

Jisoo widens her eyes at that, "What? No!"

"Oh come on, Chu. You're not going to avoid my sister forever. And also, don't act like I didn't catch you smiling at the letters. You guys totally need to talk." Lisa says with a smirk on her lips.

"And also, don't worry about food. Chaeyoung is a great cook, I'm sure she's going to fill your stomach." And before Jisoo could utter a word, Lisa winked at her before sprinting away.

Did Lisa just set her up on a date with her sister at their own house?

///

"Here you go, Princess." Jisoo beamed, pride evident in her voice as Chaeyoung softly laughed at the content that Jisoo had presented to her.

"I made you the finest bowl of Fruit Loops that I could find in your cupboard." She said, which made Chaeyoung snicker, hiding the laugh beneath her lips.

"How did you even find this? I didn't even know we had one of these." She says, glancing at the Fruit Loops, then turns her gaze at the proud eyes owned by the raven.

"Well, I have my ways." Jisoo says, confidently, and flips her hair as she does. Chaeyoung scoffed at that, her lips curling into a smile afterwards.

"Idiot." She whispered under her breath.

Jisoo only flashed a lopsided grin before she sat opposite where Chaeyoung sat. The raven didn't really remember how both of them ended up having Fruit Loops as their dinner for the evening, but from the looks of it. It looked like Chaeyoung seemed to like it. She even offered a bite to Jisoo, which doesn’t make sense, because they’re both eating fruit loops, but Jisoo accepted heartedly, and blushed when realization hit her afterwards.

That was an indirect kiss, wasn't it...

Jisoo knew she wasn't supposed to make a big deal out of this, but she couldn't help it. It seemed like the blonde didn't notice and was even confused when her eyes landed on the blushing raven.

"What's wrong?" She asks, furrowing her eyebrows in confusion.

"N-nothing..." Jisoo replies, looking away to prevent being seen with blushing cheeks.

Chaeyoung knew it wasn't just something, but when she glanced down at her spoon then at Jisoo back and forth. She widened her eyes for a split second before she turned to look at the raven who had been blushing.

"Oh..." The blonde muttered, smiling as she looked away.

There was a brief silence between them until Jisoo decided to break the cold ice with a fake cough. Being silent won’t get them anywhere, so she starts.

"I don't think Lisa is coming home this evening." She says, trying to lock her eyes with the blonde to ease the tension between them.

"Yeah."

"When will Mrs. Manoban and Mr. Manoban come home? It's been a long time since I last saw them." It was out of the blue, but that was the only thing Jisoo had in her mind to blurt out.

"I think Mom and Dad will be back around July? I don't actually know. They often change it. They miss you, ya know." Jisoo blushes at that, fluttering.

"Well, tell them next time that I miss them too." Jisoo beams, giggling as she does. Chaeyoung does the same, taking a bite of her Fruit Loops.

"How was your day, Soo?" She asks and, without hesitation, Jisoo immediately tells her what had happened during the history class, making Chaeyoung burst into soft laughter after learning Lisa fell down all of a sudden on her seat.

"So that's why she was whining about it and asking me to massage her back." Jisoo hummed at that, her smile still present.

"Your sister is kind of clumsy. She takes after you."

"Hey! I'm not clumsy," Jisoo laughs at that.

"Yeah sure, Princess."

"I'm really not!" Chaeyoung narrowed her eyes at the raven.

For a split second, if Jisoo didn't know Chaeyoung better, she would have thought Chaeyoung was annoyed by her, but when she saw the smile crawling into the blonde's plump lips, Jisoo knew it was nothing serious.

"How was your day?" Jisoo inquires, her gaze still locked on the blonde's.

"Nothing is interesting in my day, Soo."

"Well, I am, so come on. Tell me your day, clumsy dude." Chaeyoung burst out laughing as she heard this.

"Did you just call me a clumsy dude?"

"I did. Do you have a problem with that, clumsy dude?" Chaeyoung chuckles, rolling her eyes at the raven.

"Okay, chicken dude." She murmured, making Jisoo chuckle as she narrowed her eyes teasingly at Chaeyoung.

Cheayoung then starts to speak about her day, starting from the cheerleading practice to the end of the day. Of course, Jisoo was listening very well, laughing at the things Chaeyoung explained about what happened in the class that made Ms. Lee mad. 

Jisoo knew she had to seize this opportunity. And Jisoo knew better that it was better to not underestimate Lisa, so she mustered up the courage. If no one is going to speak, then she'll take the lead.

"See? It's interesting to hear about your day. And by the way, thanks for the flowers and letters, Chaeyoung."

"You're welcome, Soo."

Jisoo smiled. Chaeyoung freezes after picking it up.

"I... uhm... I-" Chaeyoung looked down, trying to find an explanation as anxiety and fear started to crawl up into her spine.

"It's okay, Chae. I know." Jisoo murmurs, smiling as her eyes never leave Chaeyoung.

"...What?"

Jisoo blushes again, this time a little brighter, but she's not going to back down from her confession or keep quiet about it. Not when she literally just started, and she has no plans to end it until she says it.

"I am in love with you too, silly."

And that sentence was enough for Chaeyoung to blink as she processed everything. All this time, she thought it was platonic, but it was not? Oh my god. Oh my god.

"You still remember it, right? I mean, it would be so awkward if you didn't, but if you want me to remind you of the first letter you told me, in which you told me you love me and-"

"You're in love with me?" 

Jisoo smiled a little although she was in a blushing mess, but she didn't care. She reached out to take Chaeyoung's hand on hers as she looked at her in the eyes full of sincerity.

"I am. I am in love with you, Chaeyoung."

Chaeyoung flashes a quivering smile when she hears that. And Jisoo couldn't help, but to panic when she saw tears starting to form in the blonde's eyes. She instinctively stood up from her seat and sat down beside the girl to comfort her.

"Oh shit. I mean, I totally said I'm in love with you instead of I'm not, but oh my god, don't cry please. I'm sorry. Please don't cry." Jisoo says, cupping Chaeyoung's cheeks into her palms and starts to wipe the tears. 

"I thought I was gonna lose you." Chaeyoung whispered, also trying to wipe her tears.

"Well, for a second thought. I also thought I was gonna lose you. You scared me silly!" 

Chaeyoung laughs at that, tears still present in her cheeks before she reaches out to cup the brunette's cheeks and does the impossible.

Jisoo widens her eyes in shock, feeling the plump lips pressed against her. Chaeyoung's lips were sweet, although a little bit salty, because of the tears, but nonetheless. It was the sweetest thing Jisoo had ever tasted. Regaining and finally absorbing what was happening, Jisoo instinctively circled her arms around the blonde, and kissed her back as she poured out all of her feelings with closed eyes. 

She could feel the blonde smiling between their kiss and when the oxygen became an issue. They broke it off before they shared a loud laugh with happiness. They must have been that dumb and dense for not realizing they have been in love with each other for years.

"So does that mean we're girlfriends now?" Chaeyoung asked, now leaning into Jisoo's shoulders as she played with the raven's hand.

"Well, you still haven't asked me, so I guess not?" Jisoo replies, leaning as well on Chaeyoung.

"Then ask me, silly."

"Why me?"

"Why not you?"

"Ask me out."

"No, you ask me out."

"Is this going to be our first love quarrel?"

"It’s not if you’re not going to ask me out."

"Touché."

Chaeyoung laughed and Jisoo smiled before she faked a cough and properly positioned herself, turning her head at Chaeyoung as she held her hand closer.

"Okay, since we're both very stubborn and you're being cute, which is very lucky of you. I'll do the asking then," Jisoo says, earning a slap on her shoulder as Chaeyoung laughs at her. She pouts, before she continues with a smile, "Will you be my-"

"Yes." Jisoo laughs at that.

"Do you even know what I was going to ask?" She teased.

"Oh I know you're going to ask me to be your girlfriend, Soo." 

"What if I ask you to be my mega bestfriend instead of being my girlfriend?"

"Oh shut up, simp. You love me." Jisoo laughs at the name.

"Okay, mega best friend who has a huge crush on me."

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