#its want not wat

[pinkmoondoll9shihtzu]

hoLLister star for cutie

#sorry its kind of revealing i just rly want to showcase this hollister skirt i love it so much #rly wana find out wat year its from #thrifted it in 2017 #i dont wear it that often cus its 2 inches big but its such a nice artifact.. #frossworld

[bbeelzemon]

bi-sopod. is that anything

#art #bugs #insects #isopod #pillbug #hi i wanted to try painting. wat do u think #its fun! I still want to try rendering a character with painting but. i mean. we'll see if ill be able to post it LOL #the bi flag is so pretty this ones for all the bisexuals and isopods out there #ik it's fuck o'clock in the morning i might reblog this again tomorrow. goodnight

[lemongogo]

me admitting that i dont hate ast*rion after all .

#like him.even . maybe. #i just drew him and i was like teehee~kicks feet and giggles and thenni remembered who this was and #my face morphed in2 thousand yard stare guy #IM SRYYY IM SRRYYYYY #IM FALLIBLE !! #wat do u want from me. if its good taste in characters wwll. u r in tha wrong place . #though i do think its bc like . like tell me why he has 90x the content of anyone else #if i hear wyll say well met one more time im gna blow up our camp.IM SOOOz give me something anything pelase please #like he’ll have nothing for 30 long rests save for a line here or there #but astarion will just want to chat u up every night like can u equal it out please pls ❤️ karlach even . #anyways . i hate gale tho HATE GALE . GALE HATERRR ☝️☝️☝️☝️ #idk if its because i found him last or what but atp i dont care to get to know him #this game is legit saur fun . the exploration especially #like i spend 90% of my time opening every vase and crate and reanimating the dead on every1.talking to all the animalz #speak w the dead* i mean #also just rhe potential 4 the funniest mistakes ever #when auntie ethel disguised herself as mayrina in fromt of my eyes i didnt process it and killed her indtead of ethel HAHAAGAHAHAHAHHA #like the sjock of messing smth up so badly but u cant do shit abt it like ok!i guess ! #karlach pushing 1hp shadowheart in2 firepitcon accident and killing her . happy family❤️🫶 #bg3

[worstloki]

trying to put together an anime recommendation list but there are TOO MANY ?????

#did not realize how many there are #like sure im sticking to ones i think are good but there actually are quite a lot #HOW am i meant to fit them all on a page???? #maybe i should post a list of iconic animes and then try sorting the rest of them by genre etc.???? #too many #how do people typically do this because i don't wat to split them by year and season of release #i wanted to also do a list of ones which neglect fanservice aspects but maybe there should be a separate list for it since its normalized #sorting by 'inappropriate topics mentioned' is basically pointless because of that #AAAAAA

[jockbots]

its that time of the year again where i think of Patroclus being like "im no fighter like Achilles" and then proceeding to kick ass and take names like homer and his list of ships. ye he cant take down armies but this mf trained with Achilles for decades, watched him like a love sick hawk, it stuck, he tries to mimic Achilles and that combined with his training would absolutely make him a formidable foe, just not a demi god, but just bc an athlete isn't Olympic gold doesn't mean theyre not good at their sport.

#Patroclus #my bby boi bby #zag: y does pat call u bby girl #Achilles: dont ask me abt that lad #its bc he fucks ok #im convinced #tsoa #the illiad #patrochilles #also hi i want to write an au where he and Zagreus and Nico go on a trip #and him being like 👉 👈 well u demi gods fight better than me but ill try #THEN PULLING SOME BRAD PIT LEVEL MOVES OUT LIKE BITCH WAT WHERE DID THAT COME FROM #shrugs i loved to watch Achilles fight

[kagender]

#its 3 am i do wat i want. #credit to alli for 2nd image #keroroposting

[sharkjumpers]

aughhhh (clutches my cursed eye.)

#Sorry to vent on tumblr but i have nowhere else to talk right now: #i was doing so good in school but ive taken a steep decline and it feels like everything is Over and i'm failing. its literally just three #classes. all i can do all day is cry and stare at the wall and i dont feel like anything really at anything i do. i dont know what to do an #its killing me. Im gonna do something that lands me on national television. im in pain all day and have a migraine every day and when i don #im busy sobbing the rest of the time. i know its just because its that time of the year but that doesnt really help me at all. im trying my #hardest and it still isnt enough. Wat am i supposed to do. Theyre putting me down tomorrow. #i have not felt this bad in a while and its not Nice and I Dont Like it and I cant pull myself up. i cry as soon as i wake up. Who is #putting me through some matt murdock depressive episode simulator. #i need help but theres nothing anyone can help with and i dont want to be here* #*here meaning the state i live in. #i am so Alone here. #i feel little and stupid

[witchblade]

and the secondary smaller worlds which are pre- and post- me reading that article where beyonces producer was like yeah we kinda just dont care anymore and do whatever now

#artists dont want to be held down by the process of recording and most people dont care wat music sounds like so its fine

[socialprawn]

sobs

#sorry... its my blog... i do wat i want.... unfortunately #diana shepard #btw i only changed her eye colour in me2 and me3 the face is purely imported

[thysilus]

throwing up so mch tht u end up nauseous abt having nothing n yr stomach bt then evn drinking water makes u nauseous n th original direction again rinse nd repeat (ad nauseam)

#emetophobia #idk why im evn throwing up i haaate thiiiissss wat did i do #its 4am let me sleep body chill oouuuuttt #im 3 days from 1yr sober its like my body quickly wanted to remind me wat i used to do multiple times a week #jst spend 12 hungover hours puking #blargh this sucks so hard my throat hurts #taitalking

[arvoze]

the power i will receive in a matter of days will be astounding. watch out

#i am making this post to ramble. idk if it will actually change anything but i am trying 2 be hopeful . #ive been very. Rough all month thus far both physically and mentally and occasionally both at the same time #i am just hoping tht wat i am getting soon will help me do things bc ive rly had no energy to do anything at alllllll #and i rly dont want to like. Explode i would like to get things done #i have things i owe to people!!! i just dont have the spoons to do it Ever and it piles iup and up in my head #it fucking blows dude i have been stuck in a horrendous loop for like almost 6 months #i just want 2 be normal u know . i am hoping something will change soon #if it does not change in the nesxt few days when my shit arrives i think im like. Done For in general #like if im unable to get anything done in the next few days then i am going to very seriously have to reconsider #literally everything i do online i think. its a bit fucked up #ik it sounds like an exaggeration bu there is noooo way in hell i am Surviving like tihs !!!!!!! slash srs #i wish twitter circles did not die so i cold blow up in there bu back to ye olde norm of tumblr tags will have to do #also it feels less invasive so like. win for me ig. i do miss rambling nonstop in tags #i miss tumblr!! i miss a lot of old stuff. reminiscing for reasons both good and bad. the tumblr stuff is the good side tho #anyways i have been slowly chipping away at writing thigns this month and ik its like. not a lot at all. #but its a lot to *me* and when youre someone whos only capable of doing so mch its like. a big deal #(im writing pmdnd stuff finally getting back into gear nd stuff i have been trying to slowly draw the npcs #that ive made whilst trying to recover in other areas bu rghghrghgrgr i dont ewant to draw #i havent wanted to draw in a long long time blows up) #i shuld. stop typing actually i am rambling too much i jsujt have nowhere to mindlessly ramble anymore technicaly #i dont want to bug my friends w me being unwell all the time DFJKGHDFKGFG #mayne i will try to ccontinue with the npcs. we will see based on if i post again in the next 30 minutes

[babylion]

#my friends/sister always tell me their significant other/friends wants to meet me bc im cool like WAT ARE YALL SAYING ABT ME #say it 2 me first man jk ik im funny but omg..... its so cute when they want me to meet someone imp 2 them #minhyung #nct

[run-on-dreams]

a little while ago i had a idea for a menhera themed story but i dont wanna post it on my main blog SO im gonna post it here even tho it doesnt really fit the theme XD

itll be below the cut, warning for mentions of self harm and mental illness and related stuffs. menhera stuff yknow

(copy-pasted from my notes)

a girl is an up-and-coming idol, scouted for her good looks out of high school. she does actually care about idoling, but there’s a problem... she’s a menhera dealing with delusions, hallucinations, and a self harm addiction. she tries to manage both sides of her life and be the best idol she can, but she feels like it’s only a matter of time before it all comes crashing down..... until she starts having a strange and very persistent hallucination. turns out, it’s not a hallucination at all, but the ghost of a dead idol! the ghost girl struggled with some similar things when she was alive, and was even reported to have died by suicide when she died a year or so ago. however, the dead idol seems like she was in a better headspace than ever near the time of her death... could foul play have been involved? was she... murdered??

together, the living idol and the dead idol work on themselves, and the living idol uncovers the mystery of the ghost girl’s death.

#ALSO IDK MUCH ABT IDOLS so if something doesnt make sense in my idea dont come 4 me plz #n e way this idea was kinda inspired by how i never see stories abt people like me/dealing w my issues or watever #so i wanted to make a story like that but like thats not thw main plotline its just a character trait of the mc nd its not like glamorized #the mc practices for her job and solves mysteries with a ghost and also just happens to have mental problems & addiction #and she still tries to do wat she cares abt even tho its hard w her poor health #ok thats enough rambling XD ill put real tags now #menhera #メンヘラ #....idk any other tags to put THATS IT IG LOL

[obnoxiousarcade]

!!!!!!! book that speaks of part of my thesis? its likely.

#im reading the reviews and snickering to myself Thinking how fooling they are #WAT TH HECK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT MEDICALISMS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS! you say after youve just been proven weird. #Ok i think i will disagree with a lot of these points that are presented in the book but the fact that they made a book on it means a lot #reading an argument in the reviews. Cinny versus Kathy who wins? #! ''WHY DID THEY LET THIS BOOK GET PUBLISHED'' as i expected! #no one helps victims really its odd. Everyone spends more thought into bashing the assailant ignoring near everything else? #And i feel that maybe its still a opposition to even thinking about the perverse that fuels that Makes sense? #And of course to shut out other beasts is to JUST shut them out not to stop them. You just dont want to have to think about it. #Really its all just NO NO DONT TALK ABOUT TJHAT i think. There is SO MUCH you could do if you just looked the problem in the eye! #OK im repeating myself i know but really here. But still!

[schwarzeneggr]

the tsundere trope has never been exploited well ONCE

#besides fanworks. we know better than they ever will #people are fed up with that trope for a reason #but its really good its really good. its fucking good #it boils down to this. a character that cannot express what they really want #the reasons why are always stupid and frustrating #but the trope remains incredibly interesting #why cant the character express it? wat is stopping them ? internal pressure ? environment ? society ? #and of course it becomes increasingly interesting about a homosexual character #and then. my favourite. my bread and butter. my everything. internalized homophobia that fucks them up so much it becomes toxic #its a true work of art. something both relatable. sad. but also FUNNY #gay boy why dont you calm down #you are fistfighting this man because you want him carnally just accept it #but they cant !!!! they were wired not to. to accept it means deconstructing everything they came to believe about wat being a man is #and means !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #link to my thesis on toxic homosexual repression coming soon. ive been studying this since i was 15

[ge]

dont know if its canon or just some artist i saws headcanon, but chung myung being fond of kids and spoils them rotten and likes being called grandpa IS SSOOOOOOOO...ITS HIS GAP MOE

#referring 2 pbss here⬆️ but its even funnier 2 imagine current chung myung spoiling kids much 2 the surprise & confusion of his disciples #say wat u want about chung myung but one thing is for certain and its that hes a GRANDFATHER