#it's the other party that can't move on

[mygwenchan]

At this point the hate campaign against Build has really become somewhat of a weekly occasion, huh? They always come for him when something good is happening, like the magazine sales that are doing really well, the current donation event and his nice Japan trip. They really need to ruin the mood every time... Well, I can only laugh about these pitiful attempts to destroy his career and his life. It's just narcissist and stalker behavior from his ex, quite pathetic tbh. She and her minions can't even get creative about it. Like come on, at least leak the s** tape or something! lol But nope, it's always just chats that are either fake or should've stayed private or some irrelevant pictures. Nothing new here. Next!

#yes i read the chat translations (which might not even be accurate i might add) #still don't care 🤷‍♀️🥱 #just the other day i probably talked more shit about my boss #than build ever did about all his ex-colleagues combined lol #guess i must be a horrible person as well #or just really stupid cause i'll continue to be his fan #or somehow a 14 years old who is fawning over a cute boy #oh well 😂 #best thing everyone can do is look at the big picture here #and ask themselves why these chats and pictures are still getting released after more than 6 months #why there is one scandal after the other #build isn't creating these scandals #he is not the one who leaks private information about others #he is not the one who spreads false rumors #he just wants to live his life in peace #it's the other party that can't move on #like i said #stalker behavior nothing else #at this point he should just get a restraining order against her or something #and get her minions accounts deleted while he's at it #midnight thoughts #build jakapan #build jakapan puttha

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Bestie Deficiency

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #a-qing #xue yang #xiao xingchen #Xue yang is cold because cold blooded creatures can't generate their own body heat #I am skipping over drawing the stories they tell due to the fact this arc is already really dragging #but I think they are very key in understanding the yi-city characters #Even if they are stories that really bring down the slumber party vibes A-Qing was hoping for. #I mentioned some of my thoughts in the tags of no. 76 but to continue on a bit more #I think xxc and xue yangs stories inversely mirror each other on the meaning of sacrifice and what it means to 'deserve' something #to xue yang he has only ever sacrificed - therefore he is in his right to 'deserve' what he wants. And he wants everything. #xxc leaves song lan thinking its the best course of action to atone but my god. No it wasn't. Poor communication crown actually goes to xxc #but it's what xxc he feels he deserves - continued sacrifice to atone. He wants to want nothing. #both are very stuck in the past in ways that are not actually accounting for their actions #It's easy to look at xue yang and go 'dang you need to get over your childhood trauma' #but that very much ignores that fact that we - real human beings - define so much by our childhood pains. #Growth is having to come to terms with it and trying to move past it...and not everyone is ready for that. #I have a lot of thoughts on that matter but I'll let it be for now. #Anyways. Amiguito appears to be one of those words whos meaning change depending on speaker and contextual factors #So as far as I can tell it slides around on the scale on romantic and platonic. Which works for this dynamic. I think. #Native Spanish speakers I am so sorry.

[bylertruther]

not to be too real but since we're talking about it... we always talk about will feeling lonely which is fair, but... it is such an Ugly, isolating, and genuinely heart-wrenching feeling to be the odd one out in your family, and to watch them treat others who aren't related to you the way you wish they would treat you, to watch them perform their familial roles with them and not you.

nancy's the only person in his family that mike could talk to, the only person that has the same trauma and would understand, and yet... he can't. they don't ever talk unless it's to be snippy and bite. nancy spends more time caring about max and will than she does mike, her own little brother.

holly is too young for him to bond with like that. she's just barely a kid, one that still needs to be cared for.

his mom tries her best, but he doesn't feel comfortable being vulnerable with her. considering the fact that she did everything "right" according to society's standards and married their dad of all people, i doubt he feels comfortable showing her who he really is. he lets her hug him when he's at his lowest, but we don't see them actually connecting.

his dad is just some ghost that haunts his house. he doesn't care about mike or think highly of him at all. the only times we've seen him pay mike any attention are when he belittles his interests, mocks him, punishes him, or shuts him down by telling him to listen to his mother. the only support he gets from him is financial in nature.

meanwhile, everyone else has a family they can turn to. dustin, despite lying to his mother to keep her out of his shenanigans, seems to have a decent relationship with her. even if he doesn't, he still has steve and robin. lucas is shown to have a healthy relationship with his parents and erica. will and el have their family.

max's situation is different, but she has the backing of the party; people that love her and actively try to help her and pull her back into the world of the living. she isn't thrust into a leadership role that doesn't allow for vulnerability. she has nancy who is willing to fight monsters for her, el who literally performed a miracle for her, and lucas who has stood by her since the beginning.

and mike... well. he has will back now, sure, but... things have been different between them for a long time now, even if they're both trying their best to be how they were before. and before then, will obviously was in california, not returning his calls or reaching out, making mike feel like he'd lost him for good.

so... all that being said, it's not that surprising that mike is the way he is: riddled with abandonment issues, wanting to be needed, immediately apologizing whenever he dares to open up, inclined to give others the protection and comfort no one's ever given him, prone to jealousy and possessiveness, unable to be completely and wholly honest about what troubles him, not exactly the most open to new people, and someone with appallingly low self-esteem.

you know how they say people that are drowning don't always look like they're drowning? that's mike.

#mike #mine #wheeler #mike analysis #byler #i can't think abt him for longer than two seconds bc then i make myself sad lol <3 #will's story is fucked up but at least he has people that love him and help him and SEE him and that he feels comfortable being his #true self with. but mike? :/ sigh. #mike just bottles it up and overcompensates / gets his mind off of it by caring for someone else. #like in the van scene when he's opening up to will and then immediately tries to deflect bc he thinks it's not important. #like... mike... you ARE important. you're feelings aren't stupid. you aren't some worthless loser with nothing to offer people. #the way that he talks about himself and the lack of support he has in his life is like ... actually so fucking sad lmao! #bc he spent all that time with el and sent her all those letters and yet they never actually got to know each other. it wasn't anything of #value. it was just company. and he had will but things started changing and mike felt like will was pulling away from him. then they both #moved across the country and he tried to call will all those times but couldn't reach him. and then will never reached out first so he just #straight up felt like he'd lost will. and the remaining party members are great but like mike says they aren't will. so he was just alone. #bites my own hand bites my own hand bites my own hand bites—

[nottoonedin]

Drunk & Party and Love & Peace lyrics ENG translations!

#these songs djrfjfrkjfjkjfrj #I have so much I wanna say about these songs and Hyuna herself but i'm terrible with words #but a little about these songs: #I think Drunk & Party may be about Hyun-woo #most notably the first 4 lines #and moving forward from the past #whereas Love & Peace seems to be about Luka #and how she can't seem to move on from him #for now at least #it's interesting how the songs seem to contradict each other if you look at them this way #anyways i love alnst mwah mwah <3 #alien stage #alnst hyuna #hyuna alnst #hyuna alien stage #alien stage hyuna #alnst

[kuzann]

Some people are so weird like what do you expect to happen when you roll up on some ship art and tell the artist that you don't like their ship?? And especially talking down to them about it like? Okay dipshit fun police, enjoy the block you can fuck off now.

Incredibly rude, childish behavior.

#Like what even is this #Rolling up to THE Jack/Vlad shipper and saying #“Well Vlad hates Jack so they can't be shipped” #Like sorry you live under a rock and have no concept of the Enemies to Lovers trope kid #But stuff like “one party hates the other” has never stopped shippers before and it's not gonna stop them anytime soon #I'm gonna ship them more out of spite #But also cause I just like the ship lol #To be clear my friend was the one who was being bothered and I'm getting mad on their behalf #The whole thing was just so baffling like #Don't like the ship? Cool. Block the tag and move on with your life #Do not bother shippers if you don't like their ship for the love of god why are you so fucking rude?

[circusballoon]

Oh I forgot to put this in the queue I think!! Aggie hangout with @erradox!

I had a dream last year about an alien that was a sparkly glam parasitic pile of goop with a silly name, and I decided to make him a character. (I couldn't remember the actual name but I did remember it was random nonsense put together, so I went with Mystery Party.)

He's not actually native to the planet Wenqosi now, but he's a parasitic alien goop that scientists found in space and can take control of people's bodies + give them temporary increased healing while he's there. The scientists were excited about this blob and took him in, but a rift in space ended up ultimately getting him stranded on the planet Munanhil away from his scientist friends. But now he's friends with @erradox's character Noll and has the freedom to deck them out in fun clothes.

#possession tw / #parasites tw / #toplessness / #all he wants is to wear fun clothes and go to fun stuff like parties and/or dancing / #but he's simply a stranded pile of sparkling space goo that can't move much in environments with gravity / #but he saves Noll's life and they are friends and can take care of each other #Mystery Party is a weird character but I love him so much and I can't articulate why but I do #space #Wenqosi #Munanhil #Mystery Party #Noll #for others #Tiger #aggie #Rosette #Tigersona

[lyxchen]

Gotta love when your friend cancles your meeting that you planned a while ago because she had an appointment at the nail salon :)

#i LOVE that Really :| #(not) #like i'm really trying to be understanding #and not pissed at her because it's fine i don't need to make a big deal about this #cause the thing is we were supposed to meet and have a sleepover from today to tomorrow #but she thought it was from yesterday to today #and we realized it early enough on monday #and i told her that i can't do from tuesday to wednesday because i have work on wednesday morning (today) and i don't want to have to get up #at like 6:30 am at her house just because i have work #and she said from today to tomorrow is okay too she just had to move another thing she was doing #(which is totally okay for me) #but then she said it wasn't gonna work so maybe we could just meet up for the day without the sleepover #which is sad but it's still fun #and then she said that actually she can't meet up because she has an appointment at the nail salon today #so we didn't meet up today #and like it's fine but also it's not #cause really?? #nail salon? #also this is just extra sad for me too because we were gonna do the sleepover with one of her other friends who i met at her birthday party #and who i really like and so i was really excited to also see that girl again #and now i won't :( #and i'm too scared to just ask her to meet up because like i've met her Once #anyways #this kinda reminds me of the time i was trying to meet up with my best friend and she canceled on me last minute three times in a row #which to be fair wasn't her fault at all that was her mother's fault but still #soo yeah #lea's random thoughts

[goodobservationshirley]

another one of my all-time favorite cam/donna scenes

#halt and catch fire #would donna and gordo's marriage have survived another few years if she didn't need his money for the move? #on one hand maybe for the kids #on the other hand i think donna asking that of him kinda balanced the guilt #without it i'm not sure she doesn't call it quits soon after #they both had something to feel guilty over #and it took the focus away from 'do we even want to be together? are we happy?' #maybe you can leave the father of your children even if he's sick #but you can't really leave the relationship you just used to blackmail the other party into giving you a shit ton of money

[unholylevitation]

Genuinely didn't think I was going to make the roll but I DID and now I have three ogres on my bankroll, my lolth-sworn drow Tav can not stop fucking winning.

#My girl is sneaking around Minerva's army like 'yeah easy pickings around here whos running this joint a fucking goblin' #lolth sworn are fun because you ask them something and they're like 'sorry but your race sucks and you deserve to die next question' #love my baby girl #Can you guess she's a warlock LMAO #i keep forgetting shes weak and her muscles are 100% for vanity bc she can't lift for SHIT #Everyone in the party approved this move by the way #I wish Lae'zel was in for this but I swap her and Karlach like I swap Gale and Wyll and Astarion so no one feels like a perma bench warmer #Shadowheart is forever she stays no matter fucking what #Her and Lae'zel and my tav have TENSION they have HEAT they are MADE FOR EACH OTHER

[goblinalchemist]

Me waiting for any real story progression in the Delicious Party Precure.

#am tired man #why the hell did they put Takumi/Pepper into the opening since day one #only to give him maybe 5 minutes of collective screentime #it's August and we've only ever seen 2 bad guys doing essentially nothing of value #Yui's whole character is being hungry #Takumi needs to stop simping it's not gonna work bro just move on #i don't like Cure Finale being blonde after transformation it should've been violet and u can't change my mind #also why desserts/parfait mid-season Cure do u guys not know any other types of cuisine? #i firmly believe Takumi's dad is just having a gay time with Yui's dad and stay away from their wives #rant over #beikon's banter #delicious party precure

[gamebunny-advance]

Random Thought

I can't believe Rudy was just introduced in New Leaf.

He just seems like a "classic" villager that would have been there since *at least* City Folk or Wild World.

#been playing NH again lately #been thinking of finally swapping out raymond #and rudy is currently a pick #i don't have any history with rudy (well i had him briefly on the nh island but not long enough to get attatched to him) #i feel like it's almost impossible to bond with the nh villagers #since they're so shallow #like the perfect line of events has to happen to even give them a sliver of personality #i have maybe 3 villagers i've actually bonded with in nh: #1 was Cobb because he threw my b-day party #and i was so sad to get rid of him because he glitched out ;o; #2 is actually raymond #because even though i didn't get into him during the hype #he was my auto-move in from the campsite #and he established himself as a narcoleptic very early on #he would always fall asleep while doing anything #and coincidentally smug villagers teach you the sleepy emote #so he's a very sleepy boi in my heart #and lastly was Cyd who I also moved out but he always gave me the cutesiest items and said they were from his personal stash #and i always think it's cute when the cranky villagers end up doing that #i also really like Norma but i can't say i've 'bonded' with her the sameway i have other villagers #she's just cute. that's all. #gbunny scraps

[feathertailedcentipede]

"gonna have to cancel our plans to hang out again sorry"

"no worries, I get that you're busy. maybe next time!"

edit I got to hang out with one of my friends last week & I feel at least a little bit better :)

#I miss my friends tails #I miss them a lot #I'll be back #ok gonna rant bc I'm still sad #I haven't seen my friends in like 4 months #I've been spending that time asking to hang out like every other weekend #bc I need them to know that I'm moving house soon #& we'll have even less opportunities to hang out #but I didn't want to just drop that on them in a text message #but now it's been four months. I haven't seen any of my friends in person for four months #and now I may not even see them for years #and what do I get for it? left on read every other day #and whenever we plan to hang out they only tell me they can't make it the day before we were gonna hang out #it's my friend's birthday today. she cancelled her party. #I know they're all probably going through their own stuff and I need to talk to them about this #I'm just. so sick of being nobody's best friend

[bylertruther]

me when season five airs and The Big Reveals are mike's sexuality and will's love for mike bc mike has always known he's loved will but he hasn't always been comfortable with his sexuality and will has always known what he is but he didn't always know that what he felt for mike was that kind of love until it was already too late and thus the source of his pain has been jealousy + unrequited love

#mike said 'it's not my fault you don't like girls' and 'did you think /i/ would never get a girlfriend?' and joyce said she was so proud of #will's rainbow rocket ship and jonathan told will he'd always love him no matter what and to please talk to him if he needs to and the #party has always heard what people call will and loved him anyway no matter what and will has generally always had people in his corner #to support him that have literally endangered themselves and almost died for him and some people STILLLLLL think that HIS plot is abt #/focused on coming out n being generally accepted for being gay. like we didn't see that his entire s4 plot was abt his feelings for mike #specifically not his feelings for men in general. #UNLIKE MIKE who was fiercely devoted to will from the get-go but suddenly pushed him away n projected his internalized homophobia #and shame bestowed upon him by society onto will who wasn't even fucking talking about THAT thank u very much and who has been #battling being a freak loser (aka himself) vs conforming to what everyone else wants him to be (wearing mommy's clothes; impressing #other people by getting not just a girlfriend but a SUPERHERO girlfriend) and who in the season where he says he doesn't want to be #popular and where the person he looks up to talks abt nonconformity and mentions sodomy in relation 2 dnd etc etc they make HIS plot #focus on how he CAN'T SAY I LOVE YOU TO HIS GIRLFRIEND IN A ROMANTIC CONTEXT until HIS BEST FRIEND confesses his feelings #and it moves him enough to then make him say it to el when his bestie tells him to. like. literally how much more clear does it need 2 be #MIKE is the one that has BEEENNNNN vying for acceptance and self-worth and battling shame #WILL has been the one that has Known what he is and suffered bc he thought mike was that too n obviously felt hurt by mike replacing him #with el n ignoring him altogether aka 'you're destroying everything and for what? so you can swap spit with some stupid girl?' #like am i the weird one or does mike's 3984093 weird projecting statements after s2 vs will being jealous of el not make this super clear #will HAS ALWAYS HAD ppl to accept him n love him for who he is. the party + his family are right there for him to go home to after being #bullied. it's scary and a part of his story yes undoubtedly but it is not The High Point. and mike has always been crazy for will but #that doesn't mean he's accepted it or thinks others will accept it. #but anyway. im normal i did not write an entire essay in the tags bc i am normal

[falinscloaca]

rewatched paranoia agent by proxy (reaction youtube), feeling emotionally akin to warm yet raw eggs again. great.

#i hate that i unlock my enlightened discourse centrist powers when this happens #like. that 'voting for biden as a practical decision because the repub candidates would all be worse on the issues he's fucking bad on alre #already' and 'jesus fucking christ this isn't democracy so why shouldn't the american minority demographics hold themselves hostage for som #NUDGING of the democratic political platform' (....the democrats will let us die though. like they won't budge. some will make concessions #but not many and not the ones with the ability to change didly dick) are both technically 'correct' viewpoints to have #and no i don't think things will get anywhere better for minorities in the united states where its headed even with a dem in the white hous #well at least BECAUSE of that. the republican followup to the last two we've had will still kill more. it'd still be GOOD to avoid that. #g-d the Dem party will let themselves die before they move meaningfully left though. #on one hand we have a rock gently sliding to crush us and on the other hand we have another rock moving much faster to do the same #and of course going out of their way to kill human beings en masse abroad #like if the democrat's pet minorities can't meaningfully withhold the vote then what the fuck is the point??? and we CAN'T. #not for president!!!! #(still get fucking involved with elections besides Presidential #pickings will still be slim in terms of 'good' but its not a fucking sham) #just. fucking. mutual aid and direct in-person organization. #join a fuckin org try reading some shit about sociology and political activism advocate for tenants rights and voting rights for criminals #& voting access for all #(those last two things wouldn't fix a presidential election but working to better democratize the rest of the system could give fucking spa #in years where there actually IS a primary maybe shit will be slightly less greusome. though i'll be fuckin rich if any presidential candid #candidate manages to stay true to their fig leaves to the progressives come inauguration #ALSO FORM A FUKIN UNION #MAKE ART!!!! #NOT JUST POLITICAL ART!!! MAKE ART IN GENERAL!!!!! APPRECIATE EACH OTHERS ART!!!!!! CONSUME LESS CORPO SLOP!!!!!!!!! LOVE EACH OTHER AND #OURSELVES!!!!! #to clarify by 'we cant meaningfully withhold our vote' that doesn't mean we have an imperative not to. i mean that if we withhold it #nothing will change about the democrats besides them getting pissy and at bwoerst they lose the election to the kill everyone now party #it WOULD continue to good!radicalize the american voterbase though possibly but that could also happen if we all voted for biden again and #he kept doing not enough (good stuff #he can do bad quite clearly)

[cyberstabbing]

i'm always down in the dumps in january and feeling stuck and ugly and all that but this is the third january in a row that straight male friends/friends of friends come on to me and maybe i should start using that wlw dating site again since apparently i'm sending out some signals. the wrong signals

#but it's so scary 🫠 the last time i talked about my feelings with a girl (we both liked each other) #we were at the strangest house party i've been to. cocaine in the living room and ket in the bathroom and who knows what else in the bedroom #and we were in a tiny room with ten other people on someone's bed and she kept asking me questions and i was so terrified of opening up #i couldn't move or speak or look up and i was so paranoid and deadly afraid #like if that's what i'll keep doing then i can't really meet someone can i? #but how tf do i get over it? #it's hereditary though. everyone on my dad's side are lone wolves #everyone falls in love like once and then they fuck it up and never date again and die alone #and that's my fate too #anyways men find me hot so lets get some womanly validation and love too huh!!?!!!?!!! #mine

[anonymouseeverything]

As a person who's actually incompetent, the entire concept of weaponized incompetence strikes the fear of god into me

#It's downright horrifying that people might just interpret my actions as if I meant to do them on purpose #Like no I just don't get the point of making the bed or whatever I stg it's not an elaborate ploy to make you clean the whole house for me #Rock (I can't help but feel bad for the weaponized incompetence guy after he does something I'd do on accident) #Meet hard place (I feel bad for the other party in the relationship because she shouldn't have to deal with all the mental load nonsense) #No winning move but to not play #weaponized incompetence