#it's not secret if you post it on the internet...

[wolfertinger666]

I don't like showing much vulnerability online like I did as a kid and it feels good to keep my lil secrets and personal space.

that said, I'll be honest and say that having my(our old host) art completely ripped into by the internet not only hurt and traumatized us but it also made me almost give up art all together. I don't like panicking over small mistakes or slightly anatomical errors that are bound to happen. when you post your work online you are kinda opening yourself to many things, whether that be adornment, or pure hatred/mockery. still I believe putting yourself and your work out there is very brave. I'm glad I never dropped art.

[moeblob]

Happy Birthday to Ferdinand von Aegir!

I actually made 33 emotes, affectionately known as Aegirglyphics to some, for my own personal use on discord. However, I figure why not share some of them! They're free to use for discord servers/icons/pfps or whatever. However, my only request is Do NOT use them as subscriber emotes on Twitch. You can make them free follower emotes but you are not to make them locked behind a paywall.

#fe three houses #ferdinand von aegir #discord emotes #i thought long and hard about this bc idk the actual want for emotes i made ages ago but #i still love my son and its his bday ad so i should be nice and share #since i no longer have nitro and can no longer use them myself #the fact i can technically post 30 at once was tempting but #some of them arent living up to my standards and also just might not be easy to use in most contexts #so those im gonna skip on lol #whoever wants 21 aegirglyphics tho have at em #i think i might have posted some before? but only 10 and i dont recall which ones #if you want a secret the last three and the middle on the second row are my favorites to use #i used concernednand (the upper one) so much #the internet concerns me guys it was a valid use every time #debated sharing heartnand but honestly the world could benefit from it imo because gotta spread that love #fun lil trivia i love making emotes and so when i was in a server and people knew me as the ferdinand fan and artist #someone was like why hasnt salmon made a ferdinand emote yet #and im like bc i dont run the server and i cant just demand they add my art #and then a mod was like i didnt wanna put pressure on salmon but i thought about it so i was like bet #and then drew a server exclusive happy ferdinand emote #and that was the start of me somehow being able to have like.... ten emotes in that server #some of them were just me joking and then mods encouraging me #cause i used to use felix for every single art prompt theyd give and one week someone said the prompt was pog #and i just was so upset because dude why would i wanna draw felix for that hes not pog #so a mod was like hey if you make a pog felix emote we ill add it to the emotes here #so i once again was like bet and then posted it and then they really added it lmao #anyway sorry for so many rambles please feel free to use them on discord in whatever server #i cant really expect everyone to credit me but also im not really concerned since i fear people know my nands a mile away

[ktaerssoi]

blabber mouth

summary: the multiple times you were caught having an interaction a little more than friendly with paige.

paige bueckers x fem!reader

(582)

notes: not proof read sorryyyy. also sorry for disappearing for the past three days i was preoccupied. anyway i actually like this i hope im not wrong. i keep watching this one caitlin clark edit someone save me she is so fine. - kate

1.

you had been known to the fans of UConn women's basketball, usually hanging out with the girls. you had met them through azzi, the both of you majoring in communications, and eventually, you had been indoctrinated into the team. you had grown close to many of the girls, befriending everyone. and maybe even going on a few dates with a special girl you had the privilege of meeting.

that being said, it wasn't common for you to be seen in tiktoks or lives. that's why fans went borderline insane when they saw you leaning your head on paige's shoulder in the background of one of ice's lives.

rumors of you being in a relationship were swarming the internet, fans trying to find even more "proof" of you together. they had been right, you were dating, but no one else needed to know that.

that's why you posted a video on paige's tiktok making a disclaimer that you guys were "just friends." however, the fans had gotten a taste of you two together, and weren't about to stop the edits or comments.

2. 

being a secret girlfriend to UConn's star player wasn't easy, you needed to go to all of the games to make paige happy, but you also couldn't be too public about your relationship.

you had thought you were doing a pretty good job, you sat directly across from the home bench and cheered when acceptable. you had been recognized more and more often now as you had officially posted with the team and were with them almost all the time.

your phone was blowing up with follow requests and tagging notifications, and your newfound fans wanting to get to know you outside of the girls. checking through notifications one day, you saw you had been tagged an abundant amount of times on one post.

clicking on the video, it starts to play a lovey-dovey edit audio as you watch clips of you a paige at the games. her pointing to you in the stands, you cheering as she shoots a three, and her hugging you after a game were all clips included in the edit. 

needless to say, that was not the last of those edits.

3. 

you and paige had been going on date nights frequently throughout your almost year-long relationship. along the way you guys had gained a bit of a following on social media, being spotted almost everywhere it was difficult to just be a couple in public.

you and paige had finally had a good amount of time where the both of you were open and could do anything, deciding you would go to a nice little restaurant near by your shared apartment.

you had been laughing about some funny story paige had been telling about her day when a fan came up to your table. "wait, oh my gosh, no way, ohmygosh, you're paige bueckers! and you're her girlfriend!" you had gotten flustered at the correct assumption, not wanting to deny it but knowing you would have to denounce it to protect paige's future.

"oh um," you were cut off by paige grabbing your hand, giving you a look before turning to the girl. "that's me, do you want a picture? i have some time."

you smile as you watch her pose for the photo, what you hadn't realized was that you were visible in the background admiring her like she was the sun.

the fans had a field day with that single photo.

#wcbb #wlw #i need her #paige bueckers fic #paige bueckers #uconn wbb

[st-just]

On the one hand it's very true that people use the internet at least as much as a place to scream and vent as for like, productive discussion.

On the other I, at least, find the idea that people should ignore what I actually say to them and divine the secret real feeling motivating it instead just, incredibly insulting. Especially in a format like, well, Posts, where one can presumably take the time to figure out what they actually want to say to you. Responding to what people have written seems like an absolute baseline of respecting them as conversation partners.

#musing #vagueposting

[gibbearish]

love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking

#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire #'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem #the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted #also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out #so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my #notifs page cleanish lol #also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3 #secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because #of investors bankrolling everything #and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest #however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point #once again. so many murder dollars #so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction #anyways . love yall 💕 #origibberish #bigger gibbers

[cranbebbies]

I am by no means a George Santos fan, but this is so infuriating to me. How is this “the worst ill fitting sweater of all time”? Is it because you can see his fat stomach? How is he retaining “a level of confidence rarely achieved by mortals”? Because he’s not concerned with hiding his fat body? Because quite frankly I don’t think there’s actually anything ill fitting about the sweater. It looks comfortable around the arms and the neck, and it’s not too big or too tight. I can’t believe I have to even make a post where it sounds like I’m defending George Santos because I’m not. I am just sick of seeing people make ridiculous hyperbolic comments about someone’s fat body because you can *checks notes* See That They Are Fat™ . And I’m sure lots of other fat people are sick of it too. Skinny people fuck all the way off.

#tw: fatphobia #fatphobia #like seriously I cannot reiterate enough how much I don’t like George Santos this is not about him specifically #this is about nonfat people making posts degrading fat bodies and fat people for internet clout #I bet you thought this post was a real banger right 🤪 #like he knows he fat and we know he’s fat it’s not a secret #and the goal of clothing is not to look as not fat as possible

[mysicklove]

just found out that one of my followers that was HEAVILY interacting with my account and even dming me is 12 years old! 12 FUCKING YEARS OLD! kill me 🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗☺️☺️

#🔪 - mello talks too much #i’m disgusted. #i don’t want to be mean bc she is a child #BUT WHAT THE TUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU #WHEN I WAS 12 I WAS SMARTER TAHN THIS SHIT #she made up a fake story on why she had to block me so i went on my secret account and looked up her account #and her navigation post says she is 12 #i can’t even explain to u guys how i feel #(i had a feeling she was lying tbh so i tried not to interact with her too heavily) #but what the fuck. #she made up a whole story about her life #the internet is a scary place #i don’t trust anyone on tumblr anymore 😭😭😭😭 #i can’t explain to u guys how traumatized i am

[ratguy-nico]

2# Father of the Bob

And this is a perfect example of a great episode beyond a holiday special episode (I didn’t even realized that it was a christmas special until I read the series wiki)

The episode gets me since minute one. Since the very first scene I knew this episode would be it. And is just that this first scene is devastating, seeing how Big Bob demerit Bob’s efforts and ideas, he doesn’t even take a moment to think about how this hurts Bob, it’s not important, is not a moment that would mark Bob for life, is just another day. It makes me sick.

Then I saw the 15 minutes rule, and it reminded me so much of my own relationship with my grandma that Big Bob became immediately a villain in my head, some hurtful man who didn’t care about his son, but oh boy if I was wrong.

Big Bob is not a villain, is not a bad man, he’s just a very imperfect dad. Because yeah (for me) Big Bob is not a good dad, not a bad dad either, and I get this for others episodes as well.

Big Bob wasn’t a great dad, he loves Bob of course, but he also hurt him deeply over the years and since a young age, but how the serie deal with this is what amazed me. Big Bob in this moment of his life, where he thinks he already lost his son, is still trying to change, which is huge for me.

Big Bob, even if at first didn't wanted to admit it, understand why Junior go, why they couldn’t work together and finally recognize that he made things in the wrong way, and he is indeed trying to change and be more accesible and communicative, we see more of this in further episodes. But he doesn’t do this expecting for Bob to go back, he does it because is the right thing to do, is what needs to be done.

I’m not trying to say Bob wasn’t also in the wrong, cause he was, but he’s the one to extend the branch of olive and he does it in the best way possible.

Who knew this man could actually communicate his feelings in such an on point way. Damn.

And know that we are in this scene and I have to clarify this next part is my brain looking too deep into things. (pls bare with me)

For me this whole scene in Pete’s Gay Bar alludes not only to Bob’s burgers ideas or him running away from Big Bob's Dinner, but is also about his sexuality (and maybe even his autism).

Bob can not believe his father is just so comfortable in this kind of place, surrounding by people that are just like Bob, this parts that Bob always thought his father couldn’t accept, this parts of him he couldn’t even voice out loud himself. Cause in this scene is obvious they both know, but they just don't talk about it. Bob assumes Big Bob will never accept it and Big Bob try to not mention it cause he doesn’t get it, but he wants to get it, want to understand, but he doesn’t tell Junior any of this, maybe under the assumption that Junior doesn’t even care cause it just too late.

The line “You have weird and happy kids” broke me. Big Bob knows as well as Bob that the kids are different, neurodivergent, but don’t have the knowledge to refer properly about it. Big Bob accepting the fact that the kids are weird but still amazing and, most important, happy as they are, close the circle of him rejecting his son in the past for being weird and ungrateful (not happy) and for the cherish on the top he says “You are a good dad” cause yeah Bob is certainly doing it better than him at the past.

I really love this episode so much, maybe even more that the actual Top 1 but for now here it is. Is a complex episode, that I could see over and over and still think more about it.

EXTRAS

I love how passive-aggressive Linda is with Big Bob, she really wants for him and Bob to have a good relationship and she forced as she does with her own parents. But in this and other episodes is clear that she doesn't forgive Big Bob for all the things he put Bob trough.

The kids are the glue on the episode. With their innocence and naivety in the matter they get to bring the family together. They don’t get why their dad doesn't like Pop Pop but they don’t really care, they like their Grandpa and that’s what matters.

I kind of ship Big Bob and Pete, there it is I said it. Leave me alone. This destroy all my discourse but I just love the idea of Big Bob finding love again and in this man that obviously support him and like him the way he is, they get each other. Shut Up! leave alone.

Oh and "Baby You Can Chive My Car Burger" is so special to me, I'm just waiting for the right moment to cook it, is like one of my dreams in real life.

#bob's burgers #Father of the Bob #this ended being an over analysis of Big Bob and Bob's relationship but meh #if you think I skip a day and post this a day later #you are right but #shush #keep the secret #better late than never #so here it is #I love this episode deeply #is an important one #and I felt kind of self conscious talking about it here in the vast internet #I think this episode is what truly bring me into the serie and the fandom #so yeah...kinf of important for me #maybe not my favorite christmas special but maybe definitely my favorite episode #Big Bob and Bob's relationship is to complex and beutiful for me to get in just this post #but I tried my best #again if the drafting is poor an apology #I didn't though writing my thoughts of episodes would be this hard #maybe is because I dont really speak english but who knows #hope you enjoy it #and a real thanks if you read it

[katyspersonal]

#personal #internets #at this rate I've unfollowed both of the kinda.. 'controvercial' blogs I've been following #since there was a good chunk of actually good takes about how bad media is now and society and braindead internet 'activists' that- #-had it too good in their western countries and NEEDED to invent the reason to bully and excile people #could honestly resonate with it despite some other posts causing genuine pain. but mostly about terribly handled media #like you know that thing when corporations do terrible ass rep to pretend that they care for minorities #or artificially fabricate online backlash against their new actors to show investors that people show interest for their product because- #-of all the clicks on their article? #like discussion of this kind sorta keeps me sober #as a person with BPD I get contaminated by opinions VERY easily and as an autist I will believe everything if it is put together 'logically #that's why I HAVE to be exposed to every possible opinion so I am forced to make out my own rather than being swayed anywhere #but at this point those blog became kinda.. bad? like they don't just have 'opinions' but they hate just to hate #but now my dashboard and recs are full of exclusively things I can fully agree with and I am scared that it will rot my brain #like.. emotions are always the same. where is the 'wait WHAT' effect? where is anger? where is self-reflection? #but ALSO I realized that 'those' blogs are no better than those western 'warriors' I despise and they become narrow-minded too in the end #they advertise themselves as 'open to debate' only to always sway debate into trying to win and not into actually discovering the truth #I cannot trust any side because they're all narrow-minded and hostile but I cannot trust people without any side because- #-they're fence-sitters without morals that side with the winner #is there a secret third thing? like is there a way to not take a side but to still HAVE ideals and opinions? #my problem is that if I am not exposed to people that trash everything I value I forget why AM I valuing [a thing] to BEGIN with #and that won't do will it

[goldensunset]

tiktok users saying things like 'ugh stop sending us instagram reels or whatever that were reposted from tiktok like 6 months ago just get off your high horse and download tiktok like the rest of us' ok and you send me stuff reposted from tumblr that's been circulating since 2012. checkmate

#peach rambles #plus half of tiktok posts steal their ideas from tumblr. you aren't the one #you are not the one. #your social media site of choice is not thee cultural center of the internet #tumblr creates everything in secret and is (validly) ignored #until those traitors who move in the shadows (use both tumblr and other sites) repost things

[figofswords]

yknow those artists who post exclusively original art and yet still have massive followings and consistently get good amounts of notes on all of it. yeah how do they manage that

#preface: this isn’t a complaint or a guilt trip I am just musing #it’s just like. any time I post anything original I do it knowing full well it will get a FRACTION of the attention of anything fanart #and that’s if I’m LUCKY #and like I’ve made my peace with that even though it is really frustrating sometimes #to feel like I HAVE to make fanart to garner any sort of online response whatsoever #but I just. I see other artists manage to get attention on original work and I’m????? tell me your secrets #how do they get people to give a shit. it’s insane. their power #like it’s absolutely well deserved I see some gorgeous shit out there #but I also know that generally speaking people on the internet don’t care unless it’s fandom #so whenever I see something non fandom get popular I’m just fascinated like what is the rhyme or reason #I don’t mean this as a guilt trip btw reblog what you want I don’t care #and I don’t say this to be all WAAAAA REBLOG MY ORIGINAL STUFF #it’s just interesting to me that sometimes people seem to genuinely want to engage with original work #but only in very speciric scenarios and with specific artists #and then the rest of the time it’s like. ‘if it isn’t my blorbos I will not touch it with a ten foot pole’ #I want to know what. The logic is. what causes this. why

[nothisislyra]

the thing about number go up is like. it doesn't help

#this is less about text posts and more about like selfies and stuff #post my little selfie and like. there's no amount of likes or reblogs or replies that will make me go 'you know they're right i am pretty' #or whatever #local woman discovers dark secret of the internet more at 7

[deadbeatdadjokes]

Rouxls having to do certain shit in secret despite being the single most conspicuous creature to have ever gleaned the face of the planet is something I think about. A healthy amount

The amount of divided by zero energy in this man is unparalleled. He’s playing 3836-D Chess with himself and losing bc he cannot figure out he’s actually playing checkers

Caring is a performance until Lancer comes along and fucks it up so not caring is also a performance and he makes them fight for dominance on the regular

#the idea that a lot of the actual care he gives Lancer is like a secret they share #bc Spade will absolutely lose his shit if he perceives even the slightest amount of influence coming from anyone that isn’t him #so even basic stuff like feeding your kid is the gravest insult to him because his fucked up perspective on the world leaks heavily #into his style of parenting #it kills me continuously #this isn’t to say that telling said child to fuck off on the daily is the best look #but like. look at him #i think he’s 100% genuine when he yells at lancer to kick rocks but the fact that he still feeds him and takes care of him when he’s sick #is NOT the nothing he’s received from the ppl that were supposed to be looking out for him so there’s that #deltarune #rouxls kaard #lancer deltarune #dumpster divin #i just want lancer to be happy I just want the people who love him but have failed him to take accountability I just want him to post #stupid silly stunts and video game lets plays on the internet #Rouxls will tuck him into bed and then jump out a 5th story window to avoid being associated #he’ll make him a special meal with shit he found in the literal garbage #he’ll make sure his cold isn’t worsening by setting him on fire you know #is it healthy probably not. but boy do I ever have a soft soft for bitches who try knowing they’ll fail anyways

[obnoxiousarcade]

UGH PEOPLE CAN BE SO STUPID SOME TIMES.

#okay okay but its obvious if you even practiced basic thought you would get it-- unheslthy coping mechanisms come from things people need to #cope with #and if you are MEAN TO THEM #they will withdraw further into the mechanism #ESPECIALLY if you are hating on them for the coping mechanism that is directly linked to traumatic experiences #it is THAT STRAIGHTFOREWARD #please JUST TREAT OTHE R PEOPLE LOIKENTJr nvrsgtv ugh #this is coming from a girl who imagined some one being mean to people people who im not even like #the things that theyre being mean about dont even apply to me (much) #UGHHH I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ON HOW THIS IS MANAGED SOCAILLY i need to UGH GOSH #it makes me very mad okay? #but also who could i tell about this becaus eit makes a problem *I* have (that i would rather keep mostly secret) very very apparent. so i #cant tell my normal friends. but the ones closest to me who already know might disagree and im really really scared about what they would d #if they disagree #hehehe sorry that was im rambling okay bring the post tag: #fox (vulpes vulpes) on the internet for the first time #and done 😁

[sege-h]

God this fandom is extra fucking annoying this week

#Personal #Problem after problem thatd just be solved with 'what if you curated your own experience and just didnt look at what makes you uncomfortabl #or hell even blocked a tag or a person without kicking up a fuss over it' #Guess what! Im also uncomfortable with nearly every thing that's been brought up this week! #Except that twink is a bad word yall are just stupid for that one and falling for secret ter///f kool aid AGAIN #BUT. Guess what #I just dont look at those artists and people with the art that makes me uncomfortable #Instead of wasting my energy deciding someone has less morals than i do because their art made me uncomfortable and making posts about it #Because guess what if every art that made me uncomfortable was a moral failing then most of the internet would be a bad place! #You ever done any ns///fw? Any nude art? Any of my notps? Drawn a nipple ever??? Even on humans?? Well im a repulsed ace and the world has #Making me comfortable! If you squick me out then youre a bad weirdo person! #Thats all a joke btw and an example because thats what yall sound like #Literally youre living your worst online lives

[ssreeder]

Sorry for sending that Jet/Suki ask a while ago. Saw your reblog tags under some chiptrillino art and it sounded like you shipped them. We rarepairists get overeager sometimes. I’ll just leave you alone. 😅

OMG ANON NOOOOO!!!

Please don’t leave me alone!! I’m so sorry! I have been struggling to answer asks for about a week (I’m very behind but I love every single ask I get) & I did post my love for Suki x Jet (jetki? Jetski?? Idk anon idk haha) & I’ve gotten a few asks about my Jet / Suki tags - I have just been trying to find the best way to answer.

You’re not overeager at all, I’m just a slow responder & forgetful. I am sort of showing some of their compatibility in my fic LIAB, but I don’t know if they’ll end up together or just friends (we’ll see… jets gotta live)

But they are one of my favorite ships because I think they have a lot of potential (if you don’t like Jet I’d probably skip this ask)

Jet is passionate, a skilled fighter, cocky, charming, a leader, attractive, cares about people (come on now he took in a bunch of orphans and built them a treehouse I’m not arguing with anyone about this) and has a tragic backstory.

Suki is also passionate, a skilled fighter, charming, a capable and strong leader, cares about people, funny, and a beautiful girl.

I feel like Suki would have the ability to put Jet in his place and have all the skills to back herself up if he challenged her. They would compliment each other in their fighting styles as well as their banter because they both have a sharp tongue and a snarky sense of humor. They both can relate to the pressure of being in a leadership position and depending on how you see Sukis backstory they could also share the pain of losing loved ones.

I think out of everyone, Suki has the best chance at making Jet WANT to be a better person and she could give him a reason to actually fear disappointing another person. Jet would also possibly feel truly loved for the first time since losing his parents so young which might help breakdown his cold exterior and soften him a little.

I’ve always really liked them together, and I have a few fic ideas with them as one of the main ships (haha & one with Zuko third wheeling them with his silly gay self) and all sorts of ideas of how they could grow and what a future together would look like… it’s just hard for me to articulate why I like them together so I hope I did them justice by answering this ask lol.

I’m sorry if I seemed like I was ignoring you, it was never my intention to make you feel like I wasn’t interested in answering… I just don’t know how to make my thoughts make sense sometimes (ignore the fics I’m writing those don’t count) so I hope this made sense!!

#I’m so sorry anon!! #I mean I ADORE jets problematic ass #(I don’t dislike jetko I might be writing them a fic next if I can make up my stupid mind) #(fuck it I’ll do a poll & let others decide) #but I think Suki really has the chance to bring out the best in Jet #not that it’s her job #but I don’t think Jet would let her mother him either #he would support her and challenge her and train with her and push her to be a better version of herself #Suki would be his equal and partner #idk I think Jet gets a lot of hate because of his character design and his extremely flawed personality #but I see people make crazy excuses for characters all day so I think we can cut Jet some slack at time #listen anon I’ll rant to you more haha #you’ll just have to DM me #you got me posting my secrets out here on tumblr dot com haha #but again I’m sorry #oh & if anyone sends me Jet hate don’t waste your time #I don’t argue with strangers in the internet #thanks for listening #:) #ask #Jet #Suki #jetski? #haha fuck it idk their ship name #they are my actually one of my TWO rare pairs I adore #but I’m not telling my second heheheheeeee #hush pipp you no nothing