#it's all blocked away

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

For the rare coherent, rational thought: it's pretty unlikely this is actually about him or even me. He's sure as fuck not helpin but it's just a smokescreen.

#i started spiralin pretty suddenly at almost two weeks since any interaction w/ him & w/ seemingly no trigger #unless we look outside the system. cause it woulda been a couple of days after we broached some things in therapy #n i don't know what it means but i don't like it #was just the general topic too close n triggered some kinda emergency protocols? we've mentioned it before w/ no issues #or was it that what we've assumed to be basically just speculation w/ nothing tangible is closer to the truth than we think #we can't assume anything til we have either smth tangible or actually remember things but #it's all blocked away #what changed? would pointing fingers at the wrong person have caused this too? #is someone tryin to tell us smth or is this a sign to back off? #we can't keep backin off forever we can't fucking live like this but idk what we need to do to get past that block #n i know we can't go digging it just triggers more defenses n doesn't even work #but it's driving me fucking insane #i keep wanting to watch some specific movies or shows to see if it'd trigger a memory but i know that's not even remotely safe #i don't know what to fucking do #do i ignore it? obsessing over the same things over n over helps no one but i got nothin else to go on from #some things in val that we don't.....recognize. it's not rly source him it's none of the other people he introjected things from #it's no one we remember. who is it? do we even wanna remember? #cause sometimes i look at the shit i say n see the trauma holder who Knows the one who can't tell n only talked about it once #something we're replaying just w/ a different cast #who's feelings are these? whose words is he repeating? #n then we have the fucking dreams we never talk about but idk if that's just cause we think about it so much #is it just all of the shit mashed together or is it a memory #or more just fragments of one anyway #spdrvent

[krysmcscience]

Look, Aym, I know you wanna annoy your big bro sometimes, but y'all really gotta stop putting the death god into silly mode. He is Very Dangerous, you see. ŎuŎ;

this idea wouldn't go away until i drew it so here it is lmfao

#fanart #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl narinder #cotl aym #cotl baal #comics #the lamb tries to engage narinder's silly mode One (1) Time #they regret it the instant his giant paw comes bearing down on them like fukken kitty armageddon #get martyr'd idiot #anyway my buddy told me the dialogue could come across as flirty somehow??? which my aroace ass doesn't get At All #but just in case i wanna say right here and now: #if you tag this as shipping between aym and baal you are getting a block from me So Fast #ship what you want - i am totes cool with that - but keep it away from my art k thnx :) #aside from bishop orphans it's basically gonna be all narilamb from this point on #i just had to get the rest of this stuff outta my system first XD

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

No time to play. You are being sent away.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #yu ziyuan #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #wei wuxian #Do you know how hard it was to *not* do a 'Sold To One Direction' spoof comic? It took nearly all my will power. #Mostly because it misaligns a little too far off from the canon events and vibes. #But sit with me for a moment. Consider it: #“BEEP BEEP BEEP. I threw my pillow at my alarm clock. ”Wei Wuxian get your lazy ass downstairs!“ Yu Ziyuan yelled. #I ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror to see my grey orbs staring back at me. #I put my long straight black hair in a ponytail with a red ribbon. #I went downstairs to see my adoptive mother holding a bottle of vodka and a cigarette. #'Listen up whore! I need money to pay the bills so I sold you. Your new owners will be here any minute so go pack!' #I stormed upstairs. There was no way I was going to let her sell me to a creepy old man! #I decided to run away. Since I'm not like other girls I don't have very many friends. #My gay friend Lan Zhan was mean but he lived like a block away. #As I opened the door I saw Wen Chao blocking the door. 'Ello Love. We're your new owners!' #I rolled my eyes and pushed him. 'Aren't you from that stupid Wen Sect? There's no way in hell I'm going with you!' #Hey again. It's me the OP of this blog taking a pause. I haven't actually read this story before aside from the memes #and I am honestly reeling from how this watpad fic chapter ends. What do you mean one of the one direction boys chloroforms her??? #Chapter 2 is so much worse #Why is there such a strong focus on the *eyes* of every boy!!! #This fanfic is a horror story actually. I came into it trying to make a funny parody but I got in over my head. Dear God. #It's me again. Several minutes have passed and I'm on chapter 4. What the FUCK is going on here? #I feel like I opened up pandora's box hoping for a fun little treat and got the plauge upon me. Dont read this fic.

[vrronica-sawyer]

On the job 🏃‍♀️

#this is a concept sketch for some Trigun spring shaker charms im planning but I got carried away blocking in the colors bc I love them #i have vashwood ones sketched too they’re…. fine #I was gonna only do ones based on panels from the manga but there’s no canon scenes of the whole trigang traveling together and I want one #might make one up #anyway when I have all the sketches done I’m gonna do an interest check post #even if ppl don’t want them I’m ordering a small batch for me and my friends lol #Meryl Stryfe #milly Thompson #Trigun #trimax #trigun maximum #rill'sart #rill’sart #fanart

[starkspi]

will i ever finish this whole scene (which is my absolute favourite by the way) from @morningstarwrites fanfiction? we shall see

#i have almost all the panels finished for this scene but my god can i be any slower #and favourite scene among others i should add #and i LOVE the usage of visual poetry in this fanfiction #i wanted to honour that so i drew alastor's quotes like this #AND #alastor pushing that stupid oversized hat out of the way is inspired by another scene #where he just takes the hat and throws it away because it blocks his view #i now imagine him ALWAYS being annoyed by this #because he cant see lucifers face haha #hazbin hotel #radioapple #and if i remember correctly #duckiedeer #is preferred haha! #hazbin hotel fanart #alastor #lucifer morningstar #my art

[boba-beom]

taehyun and his noona kink thoughts 🫠

cryin bc idk where this thought came from but you being beomgyu’s older sister and whenever taehyun comes around to see gyu he always drags the way he calls you ‘noona’ 🫠

he’d be sweet and well-mannered when beomgyu’s around, a contrast from your younger brother’s behaviour towards you. but once beomgyu leaves the room taehyun’s aura switches up and starts flirting with you, “I missed you yesterday noona, didn’t get to see your pretty face.” or “you look good today, all for me, noona?”

and when you’re both in the kitchen, because beomgyu doesn’t want to cook, you’re by the stove cooking and taehyun lightly places his hands on your waist to ‘pass by’ when there was plenty of space. and though it shouldn’t, it made you blush from his flirtatious actions towards you.

at one point he’d linger over your shoulder, his warm breath fanning against your neck to check on the food, his chest gently pressing against your back and his quiet but sultry voice in your ear.

“noona, will you let me taste?” and your eyes widen in disbelief, turning your head to meet with taehyun’s eyes just a few centimetres away from yours.

“sorry what?”

“the sauce. will you let me taste the sauce?” and he’d tilt his head with a faux confused expression, but in his mind he finds this all too entertaining. “what did you think I meant?”

“nothing.” you shrugged, spooning a bit of the sauce on a teaspoon and feeding it to his mouth. your eyes focused on the way his lips enveloped the spoon before making eye contact with him. “but because you asked nicely, I’ll give you what I thought.”

and taehyun doesn’t answer that but rather he presses his bulge against you a little harder, leaving you with a smile far from innocent.

© BOBA-BEOM ; all rights reserved. do not repost, copy, alter or translate in any way or platform.

#mdni #smiles hard hours #the contrast of this and my last post is crazy #anyway #taehyun and noona kink forever #taehyun suggestive #taehyun smut #taehyun hard hours #taehyun hard thoughts #all these small thoughts are working up to my comeback #writers block go away!

[firefox-official]

annoying people always forget you can block anons

#spamming inbox is neither original nor funny but dont worry if i block you all the asks go away. Soo

[undy1ngumbrage]

arrests u but homosexually

#google dot com how do i make art block go away #all my posts are flopping #jjba #leone abbacchio #bruno bucciarati #bruabba #jojos bizarre adventure #jojos bizzare adventure fanart #bruno buccellati #jjba part 5 #jjba fanart #jjba golden wind #jjba vento auero #anime #digital art #fanart #my art

[evankinkley]

Oof, just entered the Oliver Stark tag for the first time in ages and while I knew it would be different now, it fucking hurt. Seeing tumblr posters I recognize the url of - and used to admire - spouting absolutely bullshit is a unique sort of heartbreak.

It's like... I genuinely thought these were people with both feet on the ground and enjoying the same show as myself. If you have to analyze and villainize one actor in a five minute video, we aren't the same.

#oliver stark #bucktommy #cause those peeps understand #and obviously i did block these people now but damn #also do you all have a psychology degree you're hiding away or something? #are you all besties with oliver stark?

[sketchy-noodles]

It’s MerMay, so here’s a DeathDuo AU

Missa is a dork of a human who likes to come down to the pier to sing and work on his music where no one will bother him. Phil is a massive fish boi who likes the sound of Missa’s voice ❤️

Plus a bonus messy doodle of Missa carrying his husband around in a bucket.

I’ve decided Phil can change his size to fit into various different bodies of water. His default is big fish and he won’t get any bigger than he is in the first picture, but he can shrink himself down if need be to fit into smaller spaces

#Despite everything that’s happened #(and all the people that believe the eggs leaving to be the “end” of the QSMP. YesYes I see you) #I love this community a little too much to let it sneak away from me without a fight >:] #so now you have to deal with my shenanigans #ALSO #I can and will block anyone who looks at this and says that Missa is the massive mer #/j #Bucket I’m looking at you #qsmp #mcyt #philza #philza minecraft #death duo #missasinfonia #mcyt au #pissa #philza fanart #qsmp fanart #sketchy’s doodles

[willowser]

katsuki manages to take halloween off for the first four years of your daughter's life but he has to miss out on her fifth and he won't show it but he's devastated 🥺

#he's like 'she'll see me everywhere all night and i ain't gonna see her 'til tomorrow' 🥺 #he doesnt want her to look at people in dynamight costumes !!! and think that's him !!!!! he's pissed !!!! #and he's so worried about her getting snatched up like SO WORRIED ABOUT IT #and he doesn't want someone to scare her #you're like babe. we're going to a small little party at the park a block away from our house so she can get some candy. we'll be okay. #he could be across town and she could sneeze and he'd come RUNNING #aww he's so sad he'd rather she not got but he can't say that skgbdjakqk #cw children #✿ thoughts: bakugou #✿ theme: dad bakugou #✿ theme: domestic bakugou

[prairieprayer]

aight with the trivia about angel and husk's romantic preferences and the inclusion of vivz saying "angel is meant to get a love interest," if it's not husk then brooo we haven't even met the love interest yet. but i'm betting (ha) on husk cause

husk is apparently "sweet" and "cuddly" but only with a significant other

husk values consent

angel wants "a solid relationship built on respect, with someone who values him"

angel apparently finds "someone masculine" and "other gangsters" attractive

husk is described as being "angel's best friend"

vivz wants to "make sure their relationship has the time to develop" but didn't indicate of that was platonic or romantic

they're at least meant to be BFFs and husk is literally angel's type, values consent (the opposite of Val), and they were really given each other the eyes by the end there. if that isn't leading up to huskerdust i'll eat a hat

#huskerdust #hazbin hotel #angel dust #husk #all that trivia is on the wiki and cited to vivz #vivz included that she didnt want to give away who angel's love interest would be but of the current characters husk feels obvious #especially with the past trivia about what he finds attractive and how he wants respect. husk is grumpy but a gentleman hmmmm #id say the age difference could be the only major road block buuut they're still adults and age is stagnant in hell for sinners i think so

[hiphopcherrrypop]

im probably like their #1 fan...... i luv how the pink hair boy looks like he's 2 seconds from crying

#THE NONDYSFUNCTION CHILDHOOD FRIENDS(?) !! #bucchigiri?! #bucchigiri #bucchigiri fanart #jabashiri #hagure #anything happens and hagure is like 'ARE U OKAY🥺?' #anything happens and one of jabashiri's arms is up blocking hagure #so silly how he was hiding from mahoro #hagure calls him ryu-chan what if i died #i think jabashiri should have a soft spot for one perosn and that one person is hagure #hagure tatsuto #jabashiri nagare #idk where their full names appeared from but those are whats on myanimelist and i will trust that as accurate #post ep 3 tag addition..... #WHAAAATTTT #HE WAS LIKE ALL SHY AND TIMID OR WTVR IN EP 2 #HOWD I GET HIM YAPPING AWAY CORRECTTT #he's like more mellowed out than when he's yapping but STILLLL THATS CRAZY #im so happy he's really silly i could cry i tell u

[bakubunny]

gentle reminder that you are always welcome to spam like or rb any of my posts at any time. it brings me joy. idgaf about engagement or if it’s considered ‘rude’ by others. you are allowed to enjoy what i post. that’s why it’s there.

#this is bc i saw another post of a fic author being all #‘pls don’t spam like or i’ll block u 🥰 esp if u don’t rb 🥰 #you’re literally turning away people who are just trying to enjoy your blog #people with brainrot on the same characters as you that you might get along with #imagine a musician saying ‘you can like my music but don’t obsess over it in a way that i can see it bc that’s rude’ #like get a fucking grip #SORRY #just turn on your damn notif filters or smth if it bothers you that much #gnight #love yall

[princenotsocharming]

💋

#harringrove #harringrove fanart #steve x billy #I'm sorry for posting the same stuff twice all the time #I really wanted to draw vampires for Halloween but life is stressful right now and I have a creative block #I'm starting a new job in two days so hopefully the art block will go away once I settle there

[solarpunkani]

Psst, hey.

Hey you.

Come closer.

Listen to what I'm about to say good and well, alright?

#out of queue #ani rambles #anti ai #anti ai art #solarpunk #solarpunk aesthetic #does this have the official backing of the other 2 event hosts? no i just made this meme on a whim #but also if you try submitting AI art and we find out? or worse if I can flat-out TELL its AI? I'm blocking your ass #one of the best artists I've ever had the pleasure of knowing won't touch the Solarpunk community with a 10 foot pole because of all the #goddamn AI art infiltrating this space. constantly. like even when I'm trying to be on the lookout for it I somehow reblog it anyways #even when I block the tags too!!!! this is a PROBLEM #you want more artists taking part in this community spreading the vision visualizing the future? #STOP REBLOGGING AI BULLSHIT AND CHASING THEM AWAY THEN #how are artists supposed to feel accepted and appreciated and loved by this community when every other piece under the tag is some fuckin #midjourney bs made my scrubbing the internet and spitting out a mishmash of other artists' works and ideas? #i have said it before I will say it again #i would rather see a messy pen scribble on the back of a coffee stained napkin with stickfigures than see some smooth smudgy AI BS again #this applies to AI writing too if I catch an INKLING that your short story even STARTED with some bs chatgpt ramblings you're blocked