#it's SO BAD.

[running-in-the-dark]

well. apparently I did something bad yesterday because I woke up with very very very bad pain in my shoulder/arm/upper back. I guess it's sore muscles but I don't know from what. 🙃

#didn't do anything unusual yesterday. mostly sat around. also drove 30 minutes but that was fine. painted a while. stuff like that #I just wish sore muscles (or whatever it is) didn't feel so absolutely fucking horrible #it feels like my arm is being ripped off. it feels like it's on fire. it's genuinely like an 8 or more on the pain scale #it's SO BAD. #and I remember that it did not used to feel like that. the first time it happened I was like 20. #that was... awful. #and since then it keeps happening #anyway idk I just feel like that isn't normal??? #it's not something I've heard other (healthy) people describe? #like it's not. oh yeah I exercised too much and now my arm is sore. I remember what that felt like. no it's like being tortured #or maybe I am just a big baby. it's probably that. #I'm trying to distract myself by watching stuff but the pain is so bad that I can't focus on anything #I've taken painkillers. hopefully they'll work soon. it hurts so bad. #personal

[supercantaloupe]

oxford music online your searchbox sucks such horse ass

#sasha speaks #IT'S SO BAD.

[takami-takami]

Spinning around in my room listening to music. I was just listening to the worst song I've ever heard in my life (Hatefuck by MIW) and you guys do not understand how badly I've wanted to write a songfic to Hatefuck but it's so fucking ooc. I can't do it.

I've been wanting to write a songfic to that since march of last year and every time it comes on shuffle I cover my face and get so tempted but I don't even know where to begin with it.

(Ohhhh I want it dirty with the lights on, filthy, vile, and obscene I wanna show you what a bitch I can be.....)

#this song truly does reek of cishet male dom and i fucking love it #it's so bad. #🐇 rambles

[cyberparadis]

I'm so normal about him.

#ෆ — snapshot #vinland saga canute #my beloved lone wolf. #yes y'all have to put up with my fondness for him. #i think I'll write on him but i can barely foCuSsssss #it's so bad. #i think i took all the snaps of his scenes lmao #✩ — memo

[doctorcanon]

The Zelda Timeline *cough*marketingploy*cough* pisses me off so fucking bad.

#IT'S SO BAD. #Like...it was clearly made solely to sell Skyward Sword and hyrule historia. #Which is fine. #but don't LOOK ME IN THE EYE and tell me that botw and totk take place in all three timelines #because the twimless splitting doesn't make any goddamn sense in the first place. #I HAVE COMPLAINTS. #I HAVE GRIEVANCES. #because of course I do. #loz

[lonesomedotmp3]

just got the grades for the terrible horrible no good essay. no thank you! I will not be opening that file attachment!

#.txt #it's so bad.

[rjalker]

*Rod Sterling voice*

Imagine if you will, me, in whatever form you imagine me, sitting at a fancy, solid wood desk. I am leaning forward with my forehead resting on the wood of the desk with my hand holding the edge. Beisde me i a copy of Dragonblood, by Todd McCaffrey. You hear the repeated, loud, solid thudding as I repeatedly hit my head against the wood of the desk. This goes on forever.

#Rjalker reads The Dragonriders of Pern #I don't even... #it's so bad.

[28dayslater]

very troubled to see pedro’s most recent tiktok posted on twitter, i was hoping no one else was gonna notice it

#it's so bad.

[dullanyan]

Seeing the topic of people saying specifically japan/anime has a problem with sexualizing minors, and some people claiming ignorance to the west having that problem like. Have you ever seen any western show about high schoolers ever? Lmao.

#It's so bad. #Mawcie.Txt #Having sat thru my mom watching some cw shows. #Pain. Suffering even

[munamania]

if my coworker doesn’t stop smacking his lips it’s gonna turn into a murder-suicide situation.

#they have him come in late to do essentially nothing. i set up the big event myself ran around and then he still acted #completely useless for the simple fucking event at 10. which is fine bc u know that's the only other one going on while im here #and yet i have to just sit here. anyway yay hours. but yeah im over it i just want to be out of here and go to class tbh. #WANT to go to class. i love my instructor that's my best friend. thought abt how bad i wished ic ould talk to him last night #HES DOING IT AGAIN UGGGHFSHGJFDHGDFHG. i might have to leave the office till he finishes this cookie im not even joking #it's so bad. #abby talks #u know when writers r like they Punctuated an action with blah blah blah. he jsut did that extremely loudly as if he can tell im suffering

[thenarryparable]

📔 (You can pick which of my muses! @parables-for-days)

(BOTH. I AM DO BOTH.)

(this is what his thoughts are and same. I mean he's a projection of myself so yeah THIS IS SO BAD.)

"I'm writing in this journal again because just got it out of the void. Out of all the entries about these two, this one is going to be specifically about little honey lemon and his dumb existence I like way to much.

Like he's adorable. I honestly think so. He's all quiet and stuff and I like that because I'm the same. I would like to just hang out with him one on one but it would be kind of awkward. At least with Thursday, I can shy away but if it's just us I don't know what I would do honestly. I'd probably be the same way if it was just me and Thursday though, never have done well just alone with one person.

But you know I like him. He's like a ray of sunshine. Always sweet and bright despite not even trying, he also has that dumb dorky side and I can tell it stands out more if he's comfortable...probably.

Hm. Maybe I have a new nickname for him. Sunshine. Perfect! Gotta go make something then."

~

"So about Thursday, I think she's too sweet. Which isn't a bad thing but she's just so kind and caring I can't handle it. She's more like Cyrus than she could ever know and we already know how I think about him. dumb dork.

I'm fascinated by her honestly, I mean I can understand how Cyrus is here and all but why her? What's so special? Not to be rude but she just seems...like a regular person. Of course, maybe not completely I can see her struggle but I just wonder. Why? Maybe I could ask

On the other hand, I showed her something new. Just a new book I started reading, something about these guys with codenames on a train. It's sweet that she listened and tries to understand. I appreciate it honestly.

Ugh, this page is almost filled up. Well just know, Thursday is good...maybe too good. Too sweet, like honey. Haha maybe I should give her his old nickname. It fits her better."

(SORRY THATS SO LONG AND STUPIFBDSJBSSJNS. THAT TOOK WAY TOO LONG. IM SORRY. I JUST SHWISBSJS writing is hard when it's dumb and sappy *sobbing*)

#YAYYYY #It's too long. #but it's FINE. #ic #rosie <3 #I DIDNT MEAN TO POSSTUSNSAKNS #FUCK. #WELL- #TOO LATE NOW. JUST TAKE IT. #it's so bad. #Bssknwakna

[milesducemdominus]

.

#Today is a hard day #Not only is it the second annivereof a close friends death but also #Mom's having a major mental health episode #And the abuse she's coming out with is obscene #It's so bad.

[butchfalin]

the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours? #also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that! #unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

[tariah23]

Oh…. Well, it’s over for Crunchyroll I guess

#Crunchyroll #piracy #funimation #money hungry ass streaming service #rambling #I’ve never paid for a streaming service in my life thank god #I appreciated using others accounts but I personally cannot see myself paying this much for a service if I had the funds 😭! #get back to pirating kings!!! #anime has always been one of the easiest forms of media to pirate anyway so y’all got this #CR is definitely not worth paying for though #CR is certainly not worth paying this much for even if it’s a yearly one time fee #capitalism #the fact that CR has always had pretty bad quality as a streaming service anyway #it buffers every time you pause or rewind anything

[navysealt4t]

60k mentally unwell jay ferin. i want her

#and they’re literally in my STATE #:( i wana adopt them so bad #cats #petfinder

[bahoreal]

obsessed with this

#like. not to make everything about good omens but #crowley #there are so many versions of this with him gazing at aziraphale its so fkabdkahdbw #i did a real bad job at positioning these fjsbdhs i also know the last one is 'no one knows what..' but. whatever #.jtxt