#it’s mostly bc I gained weight after she died and they don’t make fun stuff in plus sizes for poor people!!!!!

[prehistoricmancunt]

Just truly put together that I stopped wearing clown adjacent fun makeup and extra fun outfits when my mom died and that made me very sad like to a normie I don’t look like a normie but to old me I look like suuuch a normie now it’s so sad

#it’s mostly bc I gained weight after she died and they don’t make fun stuff in plus sizes for poor people!!!!! #or maybe I’m not looking in the right places #and without fun outfits I’m less inclined to match it with fun weirdo makeup #i miss my old self #and my old life #lol #text post #mom