#it sucks SO much

[tres-pistolas]

When you try to socialize in a group that you don't connect with, the loneliness becomes unbearable. You become discouraged. You realize you are alone in mind too.

#it sucks #it sucks so much

[thejavavoid]

i really wanna post art for easter and for trans visibility day but PROCRASTINATION GOD DAMMIT

#it sucks so much #jj rambles

[antiv3nom]

welcome to 2023 folks!!!

(as always, id in alt text, and im. genuinely so proud of this piece? my art is evolving. like a pokemon :])

#my art #antiv3nom's art #guilty gear #guilty gear strive #anji mito #ggst #fanart #THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN #BUT I DESPISE DRAWING ANJIS HAIR #IT SUCKS SO MUCH #anyways! im. thriving. i love this piece sm #currently in the fuck around and find out era of my art #and tbh its working so far #anyways. i must sleep now #happy 2023

[counterspellthisyoucasual]

It’s all “what about the kids” “think of the children!” But when the children are growing up into an unliveable world, where they will have to work and rent for the rest of their measly lives? There’s no outcry, because that benefits them.

#I fucking hate capitalism man #it sucks so much #eat the rich #fucking kill them #I abhor the death penalty #but at this point I’ll grind them between my teeth myself

[tildexart]

me: oh I forgot how much I love drawing! Why am I not going into illustration when drawing is so fun??

wrist pain:

me: oh :[

needless to say I will not be posting art as much :/

#IT SUCKS SO MUCH #like yea id love to be a professional illustrator #and then the issues come back and I remember its not possible #L on my part #art issues #please take care of yourselves #dont be like me #tilda rambles

[makemewobble]

Living in the unfortunate reality where my it's will never be fat enough to make me feel happy

#crying into my non existent chest eating mac and cheese #and snaxkin on reeses christmas candy #it sucks so much #god i wanna be bursting out of bras

[sleeepy-sun]

Quick venting but ough i hate it when i wanna talk to mutuals and friends but im too tired to engage in conversations ough

#it sucks so much #i already find it difficult talking normally. now it's basically impossible!!!!!!! #wanna talk but brain doesnt wanna function..... ourgh........... #sun vents

[icarus-suraki]

Day 5:

I'm so tired of being sick

#don't get the flu #it sucks #it sucks so much

[onimusha095]

Fun Fact: A lot of my designs incorporate either black or blue

Cause it's the only colors that I can properly identify majority of the time

(Being Colorblind sucks)

#rants #Being Colorblind Sucks #Like when I color stuff and show it to my friends they ask me why it's a different color than what i see #it sucks so much

[dapperenby13]

I hate being scared all the time

#it sucks so much #I will never be able to truly relax #goddamnit brain #v says things

[arrowpunk]

I need to make more artist friends for my health and wellbeing but I don't ever wanna come off as parasocial or only wanting to befriend someone just because I like their art

Do you see my problem here

#ramblings of an arrow #all the artists I would like to befriend are also ppl who like seem like genuinely neat ppl #based on what ive seen from their non art posts as well #but I dont want to be weird!!! #so I just sit here #it doesnt help that like if I enjoy an artist my brain just assumes they must be like super popular #and obviously therefore would be weirded out by some random follower being like hi i like ur shit also u seem cool #what if we chatted so so casually while we vibed each other out and mayhaps became friends #it also does not help that I have been on the recieving end of being the cool artist someone wants to befriend because they want free shit #and like I WOULD NEVER DO THAY #but I understand the fear on a visceral level #it fucking SUCKS to become friends with someone only to realize down the line they were just using you #for art or clout or whatever #it sucks so much #which is why I am always terrified of coming off that way lolllllll #and like the 2 biggest offenders used me because they knew I was a good storyteller and wanted me to run DnD for them #and then absolutely wrecked those games #and most of my favorite artists are ttrpg artists #so im just sittingggg hereeeee #not wanting anyone to ever think i would do that #pls I just enjoy and appreciate other ppls art and characters #but in a normal way where I dont feel entitled to anyone elses creativity or energy #anyways I am making up problems in my own mind I know this

[emblazonet]

My websites are created through wordpress, this is the only place I post 'regularly', and I've got two Funguary pieces I want to share, and I just... don't want to post art anywhere. I hate the way my pieces look Glazed. I hate worrying about algorithms, and I was just trying to get ok with posting again when along came AI.

Do I learn how to code my own website? That'll take time, but I could have a cool retro-esque neocities(or something) site. Then I wouldn't be dependent on wordpress. Except that I don't super love coding, I'd need to relearn and learn new worksets, and it's a lot of work for something no one might ever see. I'm not great at HTML or CSS and I'm just... Wordpress is what I know.

It just all feels so hopeless. I was never good at audience-building back when social media was 'better' for artists, and yeah I do want to sell stuff someday because I love it when my art makes ppl happy and also I like eating and it'd be great to quit my dayjob if possible, but there's such a sense of futility to it all.

#personal post #ai art #tumblr shenanigans #honestly fuck you automattic #wordpress isn't my webhost at least #I'm not sure if my websites are getting scraped #but this whole thing sucks #it sucks so much

[footnoteinhistory]

I can't post anything about his death because simply looking at a picture of him makes me cry. It's so painful to think he could still be here...

I understand. Ik I said in that last ask there’s been some cathartic moments today but it’s mostly been wave after wave of dizzying pain. I can’t believe it’s 10 years, I can’t believe it’s even real. I truly still can’t wrap my mind around him not being here

#like I have to either laugh out loud in disbelief or literally fall to the ground it’s crazy. what the hell #today on my walk my knees kept shaking I almost just sat down on the side of the road #it sucks so much #ask #anonymous

[iwantaswordsobadly]

who cursed the french?

#not to feel sorry for them #but damn #it sucks so much #(oh no i feel sorry for them) #f1 #liveblogging

[syst3merr0r]

I've never came across a game that I refunded after not even a full playthrough.

Garten of BanBan 2 did it for me. Seriously, fuck that game.

#mun speaks #fuck garten of banban 2 #it sucks so much #all it is #is repetitive button pushing and SOME chase scenes #im very optimistic about finding new video games #but fuck this game #garten of banban #garten of banban 2 #mun rants

[leaving-fragments]

it's three years "after" the pandemic but i think i have never been sick as often as i have been this year

#it sucks so much #and im not the only one literally everyone around me is sick all the time #but the pandemic was ages ago right let's all just keep going #emma talks