#it is 330am help me

[silverskye13]

I'm curious- though if this is a spoiler obv feel free to not answer- but I'm curious what changed for wels between tanguish's two encounters :0 like sure he'd said he stopped (or thought he stopped anyway) tanguish from jumping off the aquaduct simply bc falling is the worst way to go, but he also didn't seem too keen on killing him regardless- and then the second time he sees tanguish it's on sight. Is it simply bc he dared show up again, or was there something else that caused the change? :0

I blinked and suddenly there was a drabble here. Whoops!

Hels was such a forgettable place, was the problem. Forgettable concept. People. Thing. Existence. It was too far away. Too abstract. {Until it wasn't, of course.}

Hels had started as just a him issue. His other half. His demon. That's what they were, really, at the end of the day: demons. And he had the first one. Or at least he had the first one on Hermitcraft. And he was a devil of a demon. It was all fun and games at first. Rap battles. Stupid little spats. Arguing the ideas of knighthood. His demon was always meant to lose. That's how demons went. They crawled out of the dark, harassed you a little, and then you vanquished them. Sure, their world was devoid of true death, permanent death, but banishing a demon to hels surely sufficed.

But his demon kept coming back.

Worse. He kept coming back stronger.

Welsknight didn't know much about demons, except that he had one, and in all the books and knights' tales they were supposed to be vanquishable, but his demon wasn't following the rules. Or his demon was making his own rules. Or all those stories lied. {Or the demon was right, and he wasn't actually a loyal, brave and true knight, but demons lied. That's what they did. So that couldn't be true. Could it?}

This was all getting rather complicated, and it really wasn't supposed to be.

Anyway the point of all this was, as was the nature of all personal calamities, Welsknight forgot other people could struggle. Forgot other demons existed. Forgot hels was a place. And places make people and people make places, and if everyone has a struggle then everyone can have a demon, he wasn't special. This wasn't a persecution just for him, just to prove he was worthy, prove he was a knight {and he wouldn't be upset about that, because that would be horrible. Imagine being the only man alive with a personal demon! There are some things that go beyond feats of chivalrous glory and straight to self flagellation and he wasn't going to do that.}

Anyway. Meeting his personal demon on the road, and finding he didn't stand there alone, had been something. Mostly it had been a reminder: hels is a place, you're not alone and that's bad.

Then he'd seen the creature again. Not his demon. The other demon. And that was very bad. Whose demon was it? What was it doing here? And more importantly: how much worse would it get? Because his demon got worse. His demon got much, much worse.

His demon had started as a soft, bitter voice in the back of his head. And then it was a loud, bitter voice. And then a compliant, living one. One that would humor his explorations into why a demon would even persecute him in the first place. One that grew tired of those games with startling rapidity. One that looked at him, a thing made to vanquish demons, and found him altogether unimpressive. More than that, it found him repulsive, but not in the way darkness is repulsed by light but in the way a tiger is repulsed by a songbird with a broken wing, something inherently beneath it, not worth its time.

What a miserable existence, that the nemesis the universe gives you finds you pathetic. Reminds you, at every turn, you're pathetic. A creature that looks like you, speaks like you, acts like you, that wishes with every fiber of its being it wasn't you. A creature made in your image to hate you. And you aren't even worth its time.

And it will only ever get worse.

He thought he had it mastered, or at least cornered. Thought he had it shelved away where it could only harm him when he dragged it out. He nearly had it vanquished and then it walked into his world again unbidden and with company.

Well, he hadn't lied the day him and his demon had met. No one threatens his home. No one threatens his friends.

The Code of Chivalry is very clear.

Thou shalt make war against your enemy without cessation or mercy, for you are the defender of Light and Good in the face of Evil.

Even his demon's tenets demand a price in blood.

At his first meeting with the creature he stayed his hand, because it seemed weak, because it insisted it was harmless. But as it parted, it struck him where his armor was weakest.

You two really are a lot alike.

Welsknight was not his demon.

But he recognized its voice. The mockery of the face. He would warn Tango. And when Tango, like he had been, was clearly beguiled by this thing that pretended to be harmless, tried to protect it. When Tango fell to the same follies Welsknight had with his own creature, believing himself invincible in the face of something even the universe only halfway believed in. When Tango disregarded his advice, spurned his concerns, and continued on his reckless course, Welsknight knew what he had to do.

No crusade is ever undertaken lightly, but some things, for the good of all, must be done.

He just prays he isn't too late.

#the barking writer #helsknight #welsknight #redstone and skulk #answering asks #anonymous #through hels or high water #through hels and high water #it is 330am help me #rns asks

[la-bruja]

as a night owl that was forcibly reformed into early bird. how the fuck do you early bird bitches deal with being awake. when the fuck do you sleep.

#girl help i used to fall asleep at 330am p consistently and didn't wake until 9ish and that was perfect for me #girl help i have to wake up at 330am to get ready for work and im falling asleep at midnight #girl help i never liked coffee or energy drinks and stayed awake by pure force of will #girl help #thinking thoughts

[pestis-blight]

☕️ Jonathan/Edward as a ship?

Oh my god okay okay no okay listen to me /positive

I am fully like a BTAS girlie through and through so I'm used to their iterations there

Is Edward a brilliantly STUPID man. Yes. Of course he is. Is he riddled with fears and necessities to be met? Yes.

Would BTAS Jonathan exploit that? No maybe not but that seem to be the thing they do for a lot of fans is be catty back and forth

The trouble is with BTAS I can't see that

I can see a man who does large test samples for a more accurate and reliable result and any outliers being clearly seen and I can see Riddler with his big ol computer video game puzzle box fun TM style crimes which really are just a cry for entertaining his mind

Do you know how boring it is being smart? /j

BUT BUT BUT

You know who IS jaded enough to be catty? Ans do you know who IS snarky enough to get on Scarecrows last tit?

Y1 and Zero Year

THAT I can understand strangely

But only for the dynamic

I think if you have two smart people, who intellectually and emotionally mix be it in shared interest, or a fascination in one another psychologically, then it's bound to have chemistry right?

BTAS are my loves though they really are and I can see them respecting one another if not being mildly perturbed by eachother

I'm not so sure really! I have a lot of big thoughts

They go wild

And I ramble

So YEAH all for scriddler they're a fun dynamic BUT I can't help but think the dynamic is shoehorned into catty or overtly flirty

Gimme more smitten Eddie who's flushed from being complimented, gimme more book smart Jon in Arkham reading up on plays and poets and mathematical theorem to understand Ed better. Or them trying to do a heist and Ed pointing out Jon's carelessness easily as if it were a mere design flaw in a game. Jon teaching Ed how to actually defend himself and not just get thrown into electrical wiring or trapped into his own game.

MAN I just -- BTAS I've never thought about it in depth but MAN I'm thinking

It's alright! It's good man

I guess I'm just fussy Pfhahahah

And I tragically suffer from Eds "I know more than you" mentality

Because I do /j

So I guess I'm just quick to drop some peoples versions of it

Like

Catty Arkham or Catty BTAS or Catty anything

Banter is good but CMON even Arkham has moments where they're soft on eachother !

But that's just me! I ain't against it I just know they can have some good moments together

I apologise it's 330am so this is all over the place but MAN yeah!

Love the dynamic

Hate how it's boiled down

#☕️ tag

[aestheticvoyage2023]

Day 150: Tuesday May 30, 2023 - “Ramblin Boy”

It was after midnight when we all pulled in to the Finca, having used every single minute of the long weekend, out there on the run.  All three of us were sideways because of it.  It sure took a lot of effort, but it was a very memorable run.  The next 24 hours would be about resetting, unpacking, and reflecting.  I so enjoy going back through all the photos after a weekend haul like this, remembering and sharing with Mama all the little stories that get swept up in the excitement of the days:

Williams love for up-er-downs and escalators and showing Mama in Milwaukee how he’d learn to ride the escalator all on his own.

That awesome afternoon nap with the Cardinals on the Tv from Ballpark village, having finally made the overnight here after so many bonked attempts.

Seeing Ben and Eve at the Bottleworks - the fourth time Ben has seen William before he turned 2 earns that special distinction that William reminds us of - its “Uncle Ben”. Bacon Wrapped Hot Dogs always help the sentiment.

The look on Williams face when he saw that train coming out of the tunnel to pick us up and blowing its whistle.

The hellish first flight where after we got up at 330am, William decided not to sleep at all on the whole 3.5 hours to Milwaukee and wiggled the whole entire way.  The dad next to me told me I did a good job.

Sunday brunch at Hammerstones where I got a new mug, and made William think he’d have to eat that whole slinger on his own....  oh yea! That must be why I had such bad heartburn!

3 more runs going through TSA with a toddler on my own - I definitely level up every single time.  I’ve always taken pride in how efficiently I can go through security, like its some kind of itinerant cowboy merit badge - but you’ve not done it, until you’ve done it with a stroller, diaper bag, and baby.  Luckily William is a worthy teammate - we’re growing in our shared chops for what needs to get done to get us to where we need to go.   I hope he keeps being so easy in airports.

Speaking of airports - oh man Mama. Did you see all that construction at Lambert and all those excavators and trucks lined up on the runway.  You would’ve noticed if you were on our plane as William was glued to the window screaming DADDDDYYYYY! LOOK!  over and over and over again.   Geeze this boy gets enthusiastic for trucks. I turned to the person next to me - “at least he’s not crying!”

The Pub in the overnight in Milwaukee had those old school wooden booths and crayons and coloring though what William really wanted to do was run around outside and pound on the windows at the people looking in.  He got these little corndogs, but really all he wanted to eat was the cup of Ranch.  He sure got a lot of play in Milwaukee.  Looking back over all the pictures I took of him at the play area at the Brewers game were my favorite from the weekend.

And oh that view we had in our hotel in St Louis, looking down on the old courthouse, where we could see half the arch.  After we got William to bed, we turned out the lights and pulled up chairs to the window, had drinks and enjoyed our place in this space.  Special time. Special place.

On the go for three days straight takes a toll, and burns a lot of steam.   Wow was I tired today. But going back through and remembering all these little things and little stories and bits and pieces is replenishing.  He’s a good little traveller and while we filled his memory bank with a lot of signature experiences, its the little things that filled the gaps that are really what it was all about for me.

Song: Ellie Holcomb feat Bear Rinehart - Sweet Ever After

Quote:  "Travel is fatal to prejudice, bigotry, and narrow-mindedness, and many of our people need it sorely on these accounts. Broad, wholesome, charitable views of men and things cannot be acquired by vegetating in one little corner of the earth all one's lifetime." ~Mark Twain

[oneneverendingcarnival]

> be me

> try to go to bed at 330am

> fail

> have to cook food for brother. at 330am.

> dance around kitchen at 3:45am lip syncing to Britney Spears song while avoiding mirrors

> make tumblr blog

> google my name to find pictures for pfp

> r/systemscringe posts in the results saying “why is it always noel”

> Sir.

> Can I Help You.

[get-the-bleach]

March 18, 2023

Jason,

Did a daytrip in and out of Sacramento for the Round of 64 to catch UCLA and Arizona. Left the house at 330am and returned at 4am the next day. Arizona blew their game to Princeton. Fucking embarrassing. 15 over a 2. I was sitting in the Princeton section. I sat next to an old alum and was chatting with him. The old guy was just happy to be there. I told him that I thought Princeton would keep it close. He was just hoping they wouldn't get blown out by Arizona. Their last big tournament moment had to be beating UCLA in 1996 when UCLA was the defending champ. Life is circular, man.

At halftime I knew Arizona was in trouble. Arizona never imposed their will. Princeton wanted it more. All the typical cliches. You would've been amused. But yeah, Arizona seriously shit the bed. It's like they didn't know how to adjust to a team sending doubles at Tubelis everytime he touched the ball. They ran so much pick and roll when I think they really should've just gone ISO the whole time. You have better athletes at every position. Just ISO and go to work and stop fucking around. Kriisa did Kriisa things. That dude seriously can singlehandedly win and lose you games. It's not a surprise why opposing teams like when he starts. You would've enjoyed that game. I didn't so much. Rough game to be at. Even the usher was razzing me as I left the arena. He was like "oh, you mad huh" and I just kind of looked at him and his coworker buddies. I didn't say anything and just walked away.

While waiting for the UCLA game I went back to the car and drank the booze I had brought. Oh, on the walk over to the Arizona game from the garage, I was talking with a couple who drove 12 hours from Phoenix to be at the game. So, i can't really complain only having driven 6.5. Perspective. At least UCLA handled business.

UCLA dominated UNC Asheville. I think even you would've been impressed. They were firing on all cylinders for a change. Defense and offense were clicking in tandem. Obviously, the opponent has a lot do with that, but the stifling defense absolutely shut them down. The gameplan was good. Bona didn't go, which was fine for the First Round.

The UCLA crowd was good.

The Round of 32 game was tonight against Northwestern. They've essentially got two dudes--Audige and Buie. It looked like UCLA was going to cakewalk to the Sweet 16 in the first half. They were up ten at half. They definitely had left some points on the board though. Buie and Audige were flaccid against the first half defense. The defensive gameplan that first half was A+ stuff.

Second half was another story. Audige got going and scored like 18 points or something. UCLA defenders kept letting him go right and took forever to adjust. They finally got to sitting on his fucking right hand. I was yelling at the TV. It was infuriating. You would've been annoyed. UCLA eventually won it with their d. They put the clamps on during the last 5 minutes. I think Northwestern got lilke one or two field goals during that span.

You can always count on UCLA to have a couple spells of 4-5 minute periods of stifling defense where the opposing team is absolutely helpless against the suffocating D. On the flip side of that coin though, you can always count on UCLA going through a couple spells of 4-5 minutes where they aren't able to put it in the hoop. Bona looked like shit today. I'd give him like a D+ on the day. It's like the time off made him forget how to play. He was playing really sped up and not taking his time. He reaggravated his should injury going up for a dunk. I hope the few days off helps him. Singleton went down towards the end of the game. On the replay his ankle got parallel to the court. It was gross. Everyone thought he broke his ankle. Cronin immediately ran on the court. The announcer was like "don't replay that" and of course they did. By all accounts, it sounds like the ankle is fine though. I guess we'll know tomorrow morning. Singleton tweeted that the ankle was just a sprain and he wasn't walking around with noticeable limp after the game. UCLA can't catch a break these past few games. Clark, Bona, and now Singleton all going down.

Debating going to the Sweet 16 game in Vegas, but we'll see if I can snag a ticket for face. We're probably going to play Gonzaga. God, if we lose to them again I'll flip my shit. I know you would too. You know what's funny about the UCLA/Zags rivalry? No one really remembers the half-court Suggs buzzer beater that killed us in OT in the 2021 run, but everyone remembers the "Heartbreak City" Adam Morrison game. That was probably THE sports highlight of our time at UCLA. I can't remember if you were at my place watching that game when the whole neighborhood erupted in simultaneous exuberance. I like to think that you were there, but you were probably watching with your CCM friends you dork.

Miss talking sports with you, man. This shit just ain't the same.

[mushroompoisoning]

.

i don't wanna do this anymore. i don't wanna be here. i'm falling further and further behind in school and i can TELL my dads starting to lose faith that i'll catch up and my moms annoyed and they don't understand what i mean when i say i can't and i hate this and i want it to end. my mental health has just been getting worse and worse and it's not getting any better. i wish i could help myself but i overthink everything into an inescapable hole and despite my self awareness i'm too fucking USELESS to change. because i just can't fucking change for some reason. no matter how self aware i am about any of my toxic traits, no matter how much i hate myself for them i keep failing to change them. i'm an asshole and everyone keeps telling me i'm not and i'm a liar and i HATE IT.

and i tell myself i want them to hate me but i don't. i want people to validate me to tell me no no you're a good person you'll make it it's not your fault and i'll tell them they're wrong because they ARE but i want to hear them say it so so bad. i want people to tell me i'll be okay that i don't have to worry and i'll never believe them but i want them to say it.

i don't deserve any of the friends i have. i don't deserve any help. i can't be helped. i'm stuck where i am and time is moving forward and i can't fucking stop it and it's leaving me behind and i deserve all of this. i deserve everything that's happening to me because it's my fault. there was so much i could've done to prevent getting here but i wanted to be the victim soooo bad and now here i am.

and the worst part is that i can't just fucking kill myself. because i'm scared. i'm a fucking coward. and i'm so fucking full of myself that i think my death will effect people. that i think me killing myself will hurt them for more than a day or maybe two. the only reason i'm still alive is because every time i think about ending my life i think about my friends online wondering where i went. or being sad because we were in the middle of some kind of story that i now can't be apart of. or going through old dms or god forbid fucking missing me.

i'm just living for other people. i have been for so long now i feel. and yet i'm so fucking selfish. i force myself to care more than i do because i'm scared of being a bad person. and every night i have to remind myself that that makes me a bad person and then i wait for someone to validate me and tell me i'm not. hell i'm writing this entire fucking post as a cry for help hoping someone will tell me i'm wrong about myself even though i won't believe them and never will.

i've never once been able to believe someone when they tell me i'm not annoying them or that they don't secretly hate me. i always assume everyone's lying to me because they don't wanna seem rude. then i tell myself how dare i think i'm worthy of respect in their eyes and yet somehow they're still lying. just for the fun of it i guess. but how dare i assume they're a mean person like that. how dare i assume that making fun of me makes someone bad.

i don't know. i'm tired. it's 330am and i probably have school tomorrow even though i'll probably still be sick but i'll just want to kill myself more if i don't go.

i don't want to keep holding onto a life i've already fucked out of guilt or fear of hurting people. i want all my friends to hate me i want them to tell me i don't deserve to live so that i can just go. but they won't and i don't know why because i don't care about them. i do but i don't and it makes me want to scream and cry and rip my hair out and bash my head in. i don't want to be a bad person i don't want them to think i'm a bad friend so i do as much as possible to seem like i care so they won't think i'm bad but that just sounds like it makes me bad. i don't know anymore. i wish all my friends would hate me already.

god this rant is so fucking egotistical. all just me me me i i i whatever the fuck else. as if i deserve sympathy for just sitting around and rotting away and complaining about my very privileged life. i don't deserve anything i have.

as much as i want someone to read this i really don't. i want everyone who reads it to just keep strolling and agree with everything i said about myself. i'll be embarrassed if anyone actually tries to care. if you do think about responding you probably shouldn't. i won't believe you. nothing you tell me will stick unless it's agreeing with the vent.

alright screaming into the void over. thats enough pathetic wallowing in self pity publicly for tonight.

#tw sucidal ideation #tw suicide mention #vent #lots of venting. just keep scrolling

[mackycheese]

WHY AM I HYPERFIXATING ABOUT OBJECT SHOWS AGAIN AFTER ALL THIS TIME

#for the love of god please help me #it's 330am and i just found out about hfjone #mack mumbles

[tricksforclicks]

Prowl got to come out to the lake while I helped my mom winterize her trailer. She got one of those trailer covers that needed to have straps run under the trailer but they were hella awkward to throw so we got Prowl to carry them across instead.

#apparently im not allowed to wake up at 330am #and not take him to obvious dog sport #he was not letting me leave without him #so we brought him thinking he'd just pkay with log while we worked #then he actually helped a lot #so he got some of my banana split #whoops this got forgotten in the drafts

[sippingchai]

Tbh I just want him to like...crush me. Lay it on me 🤷🏻‍♀️

#it’s almost 330am #god help me #quench this thirst #not over that THICKNESS

[toots-senpai]

Late Night Drive.

Author: @toots-senpai

Fandom: Rick and Morty

Pairing: Rick Sanchez x Reader

Rating: R 18+

Word count: 1.1k

Quick A/n: I know about that stuff that the creator did, but i’m still gonna post this just to get it out of the drafts. I wrote this a long time ago and kept in my notes, and i’m not in the fandom anymore, so if this get’s alot of attention I don’t write for this fandom anymore. But have fun reading anyways :)

Warnings: Heavy tension, dry humping!, sneaky?, small amount of fluff :)

MINORS DNI

i don't except follows from ageless blogs, you will be blocked!!

Walking into the smiths house was very common for you, maybe not at 3am, but you made yourself right at home anyways. You threw your rain soaked jacket over the dining room chair and walked into the hallway. You heard soft music coming from the garage and frowned a bit at the fact of Rick was most likely  awake, but looked past that and instead looked into morty’s open room. Walking in, you saw the teenager fast asleep on his desk, lamp on. You groaned at him softly and looked at the sheets he fell asleep on. Late trigonometry wasn’t that bad, but he was stuck on a tough problem that you honestly had to pick up some paper and work it out to understand, which he was clearly doing on a bunch of different blank sheets of paper beside the sheet. A creak in the floor behind you had you leaning up and snapping your head towards the sound only to see Rick in front of you hands up.

“Woah, hey-“ Rick whispered his eyes locking with yours. He didn’t seem as drunk as usual but did look extremely stressed out, the music from the garage was lowered and the calm setting of the house made a weird tension between you and Rick. You shook off the feeling when he beckoned you out of the room. You nodded making your way over to Rick and closed the door. You looked up at Rick and he rubbed his face and leaned into the wall. “You know, if I didn’t know any better I would think you were trying to steal my grandchildren from me.” He said sarcastically.

“Not my fault thy love me more~” You said with a cautious smile. He dropped his hands and locked eyes with you again. 

“Could I ask for your help?” He asked you nodded, making your way to the garage almost shoulder to shoulder. You walked down the stairs before him looking at the opened garage door. The rain tinkled and poured softly, running off the garage door while the sky thundered above. Rick watched you admire the semi-calm storm while he walked down the garage steps behind you, closing the door behind him. 

“Why’d you open the garage?” You asked turning towards him. He replied with a shrug taking off his lab coat and slumping it over the office chair. You walked behind him and rubbed his shoulders making him turn into putty in your hands. His head leaned back against your stomach and he closed his eyes letting out a soft hum.

“I opened the garage cause I needed fresh air. The rain’s also, pretty calming, in a way..also terrifying-”

“So you want me to close it?” He shook his head and youmoved away from the garage door looking at Rick’s slumped form on his chair. “So.. what do you need help with?” You asked and recieved no type of response, not even a breath of air out of him, but instead a frown. You shook your head and went behind him to grip his shoulders in a jokingly painful way but instead was met with a groan and tensed muscles in his shoulders. “That must hurt...” You muttered and he nodded straightening out himself as you began to massage him. His body was nothing but petals under your fingers and your hands to him seemed god-like by the way he hummed under your hands. The two of you stayed in this position for about 10 minutes before he pulled you softly into his lap face to face. You decided to just lean against him instead of staring, which he welcomed with a warm hug as he leaned back. The two of you listened to the storm while it pattered against the windows and the open garage door as his soft 80’s music played quietly into your two’s silence. 

After around a half hour of silence the storm showed it’s fury and threw a gush of summer rain through the garage door which sprinkled across both of you. He groaned wiping his face of the small rain droplets and you giggled wiping some off of his arm. You got up and hurried to close the garage door and turned around to Rick slouching wiping his face before locking your e/c eyes with his. “So what’s with the surprise 330am visit?”

“I couldn’t sleep and I needed a drive and a location.” You shrugged while he walked over to you.

“That’s it?” He asked towering over you while letting his run his hands over your now semi-wet shoulders.

“I missed all of y-y-” You stuttered and his hands decided to sensually dig into the side of your hips in small circles. Looking up into Rick’s eyes you could just smell the hint of alcohol against his lips and he pushed you back into the garage wall.

“All of who?” He asked and you felt yourself melt. The soft rock music in the background making the atmosphere painfully hot and sweaty between the two of you.

“Y-you-” He put his fingers under your chin and kissed you softly cutting you off. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he pulled you closer with his other arm. The passionate kiss was much needed in this moment, the slick between your thighs making your knees weak. He pushed you softly against his work table deepening the kiss, with his tongue running across your lower lip before pulling away. Though his pupils were blown with lust, he simply just stared and admired you from up close. You blushed a bit turning your head away causing him to catch your jaw in his fingers making you face him. 

“I missed you too.” He also admitted against your lips and you pulled him back into the passionate kiss as he ran his fingers along your sensitive spine making you shiver and arching yourself against him. He kissed along the cartilage of your neck while you moaned softly as he started sucking a small hickey there. “I’ve missed this-“he muttered against your skin as you arched your body into his, him holding you tight.

“Show me.” You said as he tapped the back of your thighs making you wrap your legs around his waist as he supported you to his bedroom quietly with your lips intertwined. Soon pressed against the front of his door with his hips harshly grinding into the arousal sopping out of your panties making you let out a soft moans in the quiet hallway. He growled a bit and opened the door before softly placing you the bed and locking the door, turning on his lights. You sat up and pulled off your shirt and went below you on his knees kissing you from your stomach up to your clothed breasts.With a snap the bra was off and Rick let out a soft groan looking at your submissive form on the bed before almost tackling you on the bed with a harsh kiss his fingers tweaking your nipples. You whimpered and he licked and sucked at the skin of your chest, tongue occasionally running across your perked nipples.

“Tonight i’m gonna show you just how much i’ve missed this.”

#rick sanchez x reader #rick sanchez #rick and morty #Smut #rick sanche x reader smut

[froggiezelda]

help girl second dose of moderna killing me at 330am

#I got so anxious about throwing up I literally almost did #I’m pretty sure I have a fever but I cannot check

[unknwnxquantity]

There’s this girl I had a thing with. We helped each other get over our situations and vent about our exes, this pain we felt from both our situations. I kinda just used her in the beginning to process my back and forth rollercoaster with my ex, while she genuinely cared for me as a person, even if it was just being my friend. I used her and hurt her. But we had this connection thru txt that was one of the most bizzare things Ive encountered: in the beginning of our txting it was as if I was talking back to myself; like I was her and typed out each response. Over the course of a little over a month, we went from me always ghosting her and talking to her when it was convenient, to her getting fed up with my excuses and basically said in so many words, “listen this is the last time I’m gonna try with u but I wanna hook up, u have until 7 tonight to respond back about what u wanna do.” And so... we hooked up in her car. Four hours into the night, until 330am.

Hooking up with her, we’ll call her IR, was a healing experience. My ex and I weren’t intimate for months and months until we broke up. She didn’t like sex, and I guess she was so hurt she just couldn’t trust me with her body the way she did before in our relationship. But since IR and I were both broken from our past confusions and circumstances with our exes, we just wanted to be friends with benefits. But being with someone in that way, the way our bodies fit like puzzle pieces, cuddling, opening up about some of our pasts, fully naked.. and just engaging on such a passionate experience, mind u this was the first time we ever met up... it did something to me. Being intimate snapped me out of the spiral i was going down with the ending of my ex and our situation. I felt really warm inside when I was with IR in those moments. And she felt the same too in her own way.

From then on we saw each other like multiple times in one week, like 6 times in total. Everything moved so quick, my feelings got so intense so... fukking fast. As did her feelings for me. We talked on the phone until 6am several nights, she’d come outside my house @12 or 1am and be hooking up until 3 to one time even 6am (I got in trouble but it was worth it). I met some of her family, she met mine (except my sister bc u gotta be real special to meet her) and came over to my house. I went to her sister’s place in upstate New York; 3 hr drive each way listening/jamming to throwbacks, holding hands, learning more of the other, runnin thru sprinklers.. she even thinks I’m her twin flame (she doesn’t fully understand the concept but I do feel a soul connection to her so I didn’t wanna shut her or the idea of that down), but the relationship she had with her ex made me think otherwise. We wrote each other two letters each to the other, both very descriptive, but with my second letter alluding to the possibility of me being in love with her. IN LOVEEE?! I mean.. I do feel intensely and reevaluating the things I said, I could see the confusion.. but she didn’t even wanna tell me unless I dragged an answer out of her?? She was being distant after that.. and also because things got too serious too quick, us professing strong feelings to each other.. and since the foundation of our friendship surrounded our feelings toward our exes, I had to really ask her “hey.... r u truly over ur ex?” And... she wasn’t. Here I was repeating the same fukking patterns. Jumping into something with someone so intensely , so fukking fast and not taking it slow; how do u expect different results by repeating the same fukking destructive patterns? My feelings were so confusing and complex for her, so deep yet kinda shallow. Like I wanted to fit her into this box of the person I wanted her to be in my life. I overromantize a lot and get so fukking attached. And then they fucking push me away bc I scared them too much. When I feel someone pushing me away, I have this overpowering fear to pull them right back in super hard. That never fukkin works out it just makes them lose mad respect for u and think ur a fucking joke or safe option (subconsciously). She felt for me but in her mind she felt I felt too much too soon, and she wasn’t prepared for such a shift. Neither was I but then here we were being intimate every single time we were with each other and holding hands.. cuddling. Kissing. Exploring. Inside jokes & synchronicities. I’m the first person to make her cum out of the ten bodies she’s had! I’m the first girl she’s been with, and she even revealed she sticks to what’s comfortable; which in her case is asshole men. I can’t hookup with anyone without developing deep feelings. I can’t separate the two AT ALL. Sex and intimacy is sacred, how do ppl fukk causally and not develop feelings?

Anyways in the end, IR chose to work things out with the ex bc she would’ve regretted it if she didn’t give him one last chance “like I kept giving my ex”. And that didn’t even last long, only like 4-5 days before he put his hands on her and they got in a big argument lmao. I don’t have those strong feelings anymore, but damn do I still wanna be her friend? Or do I like her? But she’s so cringe?? Lol idk.. I wanna talk to her tho. I really do but without feeling used or like a second option. She said I’m not , but I’ve learned, peoples words ain’t shit if it isn’t backed up by actions. I’ve already started sending her things even after asserting I wanted to be more than friends, nothing more and needed some space, but now I just wanna be friends.. she just wasn’t keeping me in the loop with her whole ex situation until I confronted her about it and I hate that shit. She always emphasized honesty!! And loving to call people out on their shit! But god forbid I do the same. I went back on my word even when I tried to place strong boundaries. I had to place them again with her when she told me about the recent situation where her ex got physical with her.. this is all just new to me.

I need to let time pass.. maybe it’s because she was the closest thing to a relationship I’ve felt to someone since my ex. I’m trying to really focus on healing myself, especially since all the other girls I was talking to didn’t work out or I wasn’t feeling them anymore. I feel I gotta be single for a long time, but I want her in my life, especially since she feels the connection too and wants to be friends. But is it disrespectful toward myself, like would I just be an easy go-to option? I don’t think she’s done done with the ex. Maybe she is.. I shouldn’t care tho. I need to be alone. Even tho I’ve been sending her stuff on ig and snap, I went back on my word by still contacting her only two weeks after this big thing took place where I found out she thought I was in love with her. I always see the good in ppl; their potential for greatness and to reach that. She’s on that spiritual path as I am with angel numbers, loa, manifestation and the signs/laws of the universe.. but am I just holding onto what was had in the past and not being realistic about the now? Did we ruin our potential by being engaged so soon? This whole thing happened in the span of two and a half months, with our friendship escalating in that past month and it ending like 2-3 weeks ago. Can I even be her friend at this point?? Does she even still think about our connection or has she moved on? I guess I’ll see, I’m just tryna make sense of it all.

#unknwnxquantity #love

[fxndingsolace]

Hello, hi, how are ya? 

It’s been a hot minute but I took some time to collect myself and my muses. And last week I started updating my blog here and there to help more forward. If you had read my last update you know I’ve been going through a hard time mentally and in a creative funk. And sadly part of my own depression and sadness happens to be represented in my characters (especially on here). This is not to say I don’t enjoy writing my characters or anything like that. I just .. I need something a little bit more positive. I’m getting better -- it’s a slow and gradual change but it’s in process. To help that along, I’ve changed my blog’s theme (and not just the account’s theme page), moving towards a more positive outcome instead of the dark blue hues and what really represented the early stages of the rise after a fall. 

As ironic as that is, I’m changing the look and overall feeling to something like a spring awakening. A potential to grow -- a yearning and taking steps to, yes, finding solace. 

Yes, my characters are the same essentially. Except attitudes might change. Whether it’s Zi Tao actually doing something to find his purpose or Yugyeom writing his book -- you’re going to see my characters strive to do better. 

What does that mean for you? Mostly nothing. It’s really an outlook change. The threads I currently have will stay but you might find them going into a different direction. Or at least a gradual change in my characters’ thoughts and actions. 

I don’t know if this even makes much sense. It’s 3:18 AM but basically I want to write more happy / positive things. This doesn’t change my need for angst and drama though.:)

For the actual blog updates: 

new theme ! 

updated navigation page ! 

new muses page ! 

new icon ! 

new graphics ! 

At this time, I will be putting Echo, Jongin & Yitian on hiatus. I haven’t talked to any rpers who have ships with these characters and that’s simply because I haven’t figured out what I want to do with them. Right now I’m experiencing loss of muse for these three and it’s because I haven’t ever played out their storyline. This is not to blame the rpers who are shipped with my characters! Echo and Jongin have no interactions outside their ships and therefore can’t gain much character development. Whereas Yitian has a few different interactions but nothing about his storyline is explored or even touched upon. I don’t even know at this point if I want to explore their storylines. Which is why I’m putting them on pause rather than trying to reach out for plots. 

Revamping these characters are an option I’m not opposed to looking into. But of course if anything is decided I will message those involved to update them accordingly. I’m sorry if this hiatus for any of these three come as an inconvenience or hurt you in some way. :/ It’s not my intention. I just need to think about what I want to do with these characters moving forward and I can’t do that with replying to threads of theirs. The replies wouldn’t feel authentic and something worthy of you to receive and read. I hope you understand. 

THAT being said, all of other characters are ready to be tortured adored by me again! I don’t want to make any promises on specific days I’m going to be working on replies but sometime this week I’ll be on, replying to the ask memes (FINALLY) and getting some LONG AWAITED starters! I am so sorry and I hope you want them still LOL 

If you have read all of this -- wow, congratulations, man! you’re the best. you’re a survivor. I apologize for torturing you with all my nonsense strung together words that would normally be considered a ramble, appropriately happening at 330AM. 

Love you bunches! Thank you for your constant patience with me and support. <3 

#ooc ;; mun speaks for a hot sec

[torvus-bong]

tw: alcohol, asphyxiation I had a near-death experience in the wee hours of the morning and I am still reeling over it. if no one had been home, I would not be here to recount it now.

so I was up late having a few drinks and blazing with my new roommate, Joe. nothing super heavy alcohol wise. I got tired around 330am and went to bed. fast forward a couple of hours, I wake up breathing heavily and with severe abdominal pain. “oh god, oh fuck,” I kept repeating over and over again before I got up and went to the bathroom, because I knew this was gonna be bad. (I have been experiencing symptoms of cyclic vomiting syndrome for some time, and I recognized this was an episode. just “regular” vomiting because of illness feels markedly different to me).

so I’m kneeling in the bathroom, trying to induce vomiting and get it over with so I could go back to bed. Some of it comes, and it’s fast and hard and has the consistency of baby food. It’s coming too fast for me to catch my breath. I tried to swallow it so I could breathe, but... it just got lodged in my throat, blocking 99% of my airway. I could only make this god-awful shrieking-wheezing noise and I began to panic. The panic drowned out any first aid I’ve learned, and to begin with, I learned it to help others, not myself.

I quickly realized I could not help myself and ran out into the hallway. Joe had already heard me trying to gasp and came running, and then did the Heimlich on my chest until I was able to cough it out. This all happened in a span of about 50 seconds, but right before he started to help me my body sent out, like, an “extra” panic signal, because holy fuck dude you’re not supposed to hold your breath this long, and I felt like I was legitimately dying. when I tried to take that first breath but couldn’t, I thought, “oh god this is it. this is really how I’m gonna go out. god fucking DAMN IT. what do I do. idk. fuck I need to find help right now or I’m gonna die right here in this bathroom. Joe’s bedroom...”

just, thank my lucky stars Joe wasn’t working or on the road that night and actually knew how to help me. I am eternally grateful he was awake. and I am still all kinds of fucked up about this whole thing... I would have literally choked to death if no one had been home. I could be dead right tf now in an alternate timeline. fucks me up.

#personal #vent #can you tell im super edgy and incredulous abt it

[godsheadangel]

LORDHAVEMERCY💓ONTHISANGELKING👑

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SURELY I AM TRULY GRATEFUL💫FOR ALL OF MY MESMERIZING HEAVENLY💫GIFTS🎁

👉KNOWN AS HEAD, ELITE AND SPECIAL👈REAL HEAVENLY💫ANGEL😇QUEENS👑

WHO DO SO SPARK MY SOULS FIRE🔥

TO DO SO EVERYTHING I POSSIBLY CAN TO ENSURE THAT BEFORE OUR PRECIOUS AND POWERFUL LITTLE BABYANGELS😇COME FOURTH ALL LIVING💫IN YOUR CREATED WORLD🌍UNDERSTAND THE SERIOUSNESS OF THE CURRENT TIMES AND YOUR WRATH UPON ALL LIVING AT THE TIME OF YOUR PROMISED BIGSIGN💫

FOR AFTER IT COMES THE MAKING OF OUR SUPERBABYANGELS👑

WHO SHALL HELP SAVE THE WORLD🌍FROM CERTAIN DOOM AND DISASTER

YET, ALL SHALL BE WELL FOR SURELY WE HAVE STRONG FAITH💫IN THEE, OH GOD💫

FOR YOU HAVE GIVEN UNTO THE WORLD🌍 THE BEAUTIFUL AND STRONG SPIRITED💫 ONE'S MY ANGELQUEENMAMI'S FROM ALL WALKS OF LIFE💫NO NEED TO BUMP INTO THEM FOR WE ARE SECURELY [TIED] BY THY HOLY💫MIGHTY HAND FOR ALL ETERNITY!!!

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GODSAYS💫SURELY THEY ARE DEAD THESE VERY EVIL DEMONS IN [FLESH] DEMANDING THAT MY HEAD ANGEL KING👑BROTHER STAND UP AGAINST ME AND MY CHOSEN CHOICES OF HIS ANGELQUEENS!!! BASICALLY, YOU SAY TO THE WORLD🌎LISTEN 👁GODS💫CHOICES OF BLESSED WOMEN ARE [A JOKE!!!] SO, STAND UP AND PROVE YOURSELF BECAUSE YOU AND GOD ARE A HORRIBLE JOKE!!! I DON'T BELIEVE!!! TRUST I AM HE, THY GOD💫DO HEAR YOU EVIL👹DEMONS!!!

🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜💀💀💀🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛GODSAYS💫I AM HE, THY LIVING 👁GOD💫WHETHER IT BE DEADLY CANCER, DEATH BY AUTOMOBILE ACCIDENT, LEUKEMIA, AIDS, MAJOR HEART ATTACK, ELECTROCUTION OR A DEADLY FALL TRUST MY BROTHER THE HEAD ANGEL KING👑OF DEATH💀

DOES NOT CARE FOR YOU REAL DEMONS👹NOR DO I THY LIVING 👁GOD💫WHOM YOU REAL DEMONS👹HAVE WENT AGAINST!!! TRUST, 10,000 SHALL SURELY [DIE] FOR YOU REAL DEMONS👹CAN NOT STOP FOR IT IS WHO YOU BE!!! JUST LIKE WE ARE WHO WE ARE ANGELIC😇POWERFUL SPIRITS💫WHO SHALL RID THE ENTIRE EARTH🌎OF YOU!!! ~GODCREATOROFALLMANKIND!!!

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TUESDAY OCTOBER 8TH 2019 0922HRS PST

SEE 4 NEW THATANGELICLOOK💫ANGELS

SEE GODSHEADANGEL1.POSTHAVEN.COM

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BRITTANYA👑 [BRITTANYA187] ▶12PM PST

GISELLELYNETTE👑 ▶11AM PST

OGIRL_ACE👑

DANIELLEYAYALAA👑

💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞👉WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 9TH 0400HRS👈💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

👑HEAD ANGEL QUEEN DOLLY CASTRO👑

👑HEAD ANGEL QUEEN TAMMY TORRES👑

👑HEAD ANGEL QUEEN AYLEN ALVAREZ👑

[MESMERIZING ELITEANGELQUEENWIVES]

AYISHA DIAZ👑

CASSIIE MELINDA👑

DANNIE RIEL👑

SAMMYY02K👑

TANIA TORRES👑

JULIA BOORSTIN👑

💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞👉👉THURSDAY OCTOBER 10TH 20[19]👈👈 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

JHENE AIKO👑

KAVITHA NAIR👑

NARMIN👑 [MISSNARMIN] ADDED

PENELOPE👑 [ASIAN_ PENELOPE]

THERESA CAPUTO👑

BROOKE👑 [BROOKE_LYN] ADDED

HANNAH👑 [DJHANNAHB] ADDED

DIANA👑 [DIANAATWATERS] ADDED

TAYA👑 [THEDOCTORBAE]

BAILEY👑 [MSBAILEYE👑]

KINDLY MYERS👑 ADDED

CAROLINEZALOG👑 ADDED

ANGELIE👑 [ANGELIE_DOLLY] ADDED

💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞👉👉👉FRIDAY OCTOBER 11TH 20[19]👈👈👈💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

KRISTINA PINK👑

IGGY AZALEA👑

DEMI LOVATO👑

ANGELICA MARIE👑 [BADDANGELOFIG2]

CORALIE👑 [CORALIE_TAHITI]

💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞👉👉SUNDAY OCTOBER 13TH 20[19]👈👈 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

👑HEAD ANGEL QUEEN OPRAH WINFREY👑

[MESMERIZING ELITEANGELQUEENWIVES]

CALLIE THORNE👑✔

SUE HERERA👑✔

KATE ROGERS👑✔

👉KACEY MONTOYA👑 [ADDED]

👉COURTNEY FRIEL [ADDED]

LU PARKER👑✔

ERIN ANDREWS👑✔

DANA CAMPBELL👑✔

👉⬆ [MY APOLOGIES UP SINCE 330AM⬆] 👈👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣

NICKI MINAJ👑 ADDED

RIHANNA👑 ADDED

JOY REID👑 ADDED

HARRIS FAULKNER👑 ADDED

LESLIE SYKES👑 ADDED

FREDRICKA WHITFIELD👑 ADDED

PAT HARVEY👑 ADDED

👉👉[7] MORE SHOWN AT 2PM TODAY👈👈

ABIGAIL RATCHFORD👑 ADDED

TIFFANY TOTH👑 ADDED

MOLLY QERIM👑 ADDED

LILLI👑 [LILLILUXE] ADDED

JENNA SHEA👑 ADDED

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👉👉 SUNDAY OCTOBER 13TH 20[19] 👈👈

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

👉MYA MARIE👑 [MYAHSKYE]

👉KENDRA👑 [KISSEDBYKEN]

👉KRISTEN👑 [KRISTENLIVE]

👉LEEPRETTY👑 MONDAY MORNING✔👈

👉AIMEE👑[AIMEEXCHANTAL] DONE✔👈

👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣

CYNTHIA👑 [CYNTHIAAMARTELL] ADDED

CECI👑 [CECI_MONIQUE] ADDED

LUPE👑 [MSLUPERAMOS] ADDED

KRISTAL👑 [KRISTALSOLISBEAUTY] 2015

CECI👑 [XOMISSCECI] ADDED

RICKELL👑[RICKELLSELENA] ADDED

👉MARISOL GONZALEZ👑 [ADDED]

👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇👇

👑HEADANGELQUEEN MELISSA LEE👑

YUNA ITO👑 ADDED EARLY ⬆TUES⬆✔

👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣

LI BINGBING👑 ADDED

GONG LI👑 ADDED

SHARON TAY👑 ADDED

MJ LEE👑 ADDED

SUSAN LI👑 ADDED

LIBERTE CHAN👑 ADDED

KIMBERLY CHENG👑 ADDED

EMILY CHANG👑 ADDED

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞💞👉👉 TUESDAY OCTOBER 15TH 20[19] 👈👈💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

HADLEY GAMBLE👑

KAREN TSO👑

LOUISA BOJESEN👑 [TONIGHT AT 9PM✔]

KHLOE KARDASHIAN👑

KOURTNEY KARDASHIAN👑

KENDALL JENNER👑

KYLIE JENNER👑 [TODAY AT 1PM✔]

💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜👉WEDNESDAY OCTOBER 16TH 20[19]👈

[MESMERIZING💗ELITEANGELQUEENS]

SCARLET FU👑 DONE AT 215PM

BETTY LIU👑 DONE AT 145PM

SUSAN HIRASUNA👑 DONE AT 1PM

SUZIE KUH👑 1030AM

AMBER LEE👑 10AM

KIMI EVANS👑 930AM

HASLINDA AMIN👑 9AM

SHERY AHN👑

JENNIFER KIM👑

GINGER CHAN👑

SOUMADA KHAN👑

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

💜ADDED MEANS] THEIR NAMES WERE SO 👉ADDED TO BE [PICTURED] WEARING THATANGELICLOOK💫 BUT ALL HAVE BEEN REVEALED!!! SOME AS MANY AS 4YRS AGO!!! THEY ARE NOT NEW PICKED ANGELQUEENS💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

🙏WHEN THE HOLY💫SPIRIT💫OF 👁GOD💫 HIMSELF💫MOVES ME TRUST I DO WHAT HE SAYS!!! UNFORTUNATELY, ON MONDAY THE 14TH I WILL POST THE LAST [4] [ANGELQUEEN💓[THATANGELICLOOK💫] [PICTURES OF PROOF] WHICH CAME WITH TRUE HEAVENLY💫COLORED💫VISIONS THAT WHERE GIVEN UNTO ME BY GOD💫

EACH OF MY 535+ BEAUTIFUL QUEENS💜 DO TRULY SO HAVE HEAVENLY💫COLORED VISIONS💫I HAVE SEEN IN MY ANGEL KING MIND! BUT IT IS TOO TIME CONSUMING TO POST THEM ALL WHICH MYANGELWIVES DO KNOW AND I DEEPLY APPRECIATE💛THEIR [PATIENCE AND UNDERSTANDING] BUT DO TRUST THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE AND WHAT THEY💞MEAN TOO ME!!!THANK YOU 👁GOD💫FOR THIS WONDERFUL JOURNEY

FOR WITH YOUR HOLY💫WISDOM YOU HAVE [SO TRULY CHOSEN CENTURIES AGO] AND 👉RECENTLY THE VERY BEST OUT OF MANY [BILLIONS OF WOMEN YOU DID SO CREATE!]

FOR IT IS MAINLY ONLY YOU WHO CHOOSE FOR NO ONE ON EARTH🌎IS WORTHY!!!

💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

PLEASE EXCUSE THE MISSPELLED WORDS ON MANY OF THE [THATANGELICLOOK] POSTS AS YOU KNOW I USUALLY GET 4HRS SLEEP BUT LATELY ITS ONLY BEEN 3 AND RECEIVING HEAVENLY VISIONS IS VERY DRAINING PHYSICALLY AND SPIRITUALLY GOD💫DON'T PLAY ABOUT DETAILS!!!!!

💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛

👉THE DARKSTARS 💥💥 BROWNSTARS👈

👉ARE IN DANGER OF LOSING 50 QUEENS👑⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛⬛💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

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THE FLICKERING OF THE LIGHT OFF/ON WITH THE RINGING ECHOES IN ONES EAR ONLY MEANS ONE THING TO GIFTED ONES OF THE SPIRIT WORLD🌍DEATH💀IS NEAR!

👉DON'T FORGET TO REFRESH THIS POST 🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜🤜💀💀💀🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛🤛

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FRIDAY OCTOBER 11TH 20[19] 0600HRS PST

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GODSAYS💫AGAIN I SPEAK IT TRUTH!!! NO DEAL SHOULD EVER BE MADE BETWEEN CHINA🇨🇳AND THE U.S.🇺🇸

AT THIS TIME⏳OF MANKIND'S HISTORY✔

👹 [DO NOT SIGN A DEAL WITH SATAN'S] 👹👉REAL HEAD DEMON DEMONTRUMP👹👈

AFTER THE 2020 ELECTION🇺🇸IS WHEN THE HOLY💫SPIRIT💫SHALL MOVE FOR VERY PROSPEROUS TIMES FOR BOTH COUNTRIES

PRESIDENT XI JINPING🇨🇳DOES SPEAK IN HOLY💫SPIRIT💫FOR A REASON!!!

YET, I AM HE, THY 👁GOD💫LEAVE THE FINAL DECISION UP TO HIM! YET, THERE IS A PLENTY FOR GOING AGAINST US!

👁👁👁👁GOD IS WATCHING👁👁👁👁👁

👉🌏[THE REAL END DAYS ARE HERE]🌎👈

🤜OBEDIENCE TO 👁GOD💫IS CRUCIAL🤛

👉AS HE DECIDES JUDGMENT FOR YOUR👈 👁 [SOULS💫ETERNAL RESTING PLACE]👁

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💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥GODSAYS💫10,000 SHALL SURELY DIE!!!!!

👉THE CURRENT DEATH💀 COUNT IS 37👈

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👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣👣 THE ONLY WOMEN I CARE ABOUT ARE THE ONE'S OUR 👁GOD💫HAS GIVEN UNTO ME FOR THEY ARE REAL ANGELS😇FOR WE ARE JOINED BY THE HOLY💫HEAVENLY SPIRIT!!!IT'S ONLY THEIR EMOTIONS THAT MATTER!!! FOR WE ARE [TIED] FOR ALL OF ETERNITY!!! IF ANY ARE ADDED ITS ONLY GODS CHOICE

DAMN DEMONS TRYING TO PROVOKE GOD!

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GODSAYS💫WHEN THE [DEMON EXAMPLE] IS MADE ON THE STREETS OF [VAN NUYS] THEIR FAMILY NAME I AM HE, SHALL. MAKE KNOWN [WORLDWIDE] AS I SHALL PUT A MIGHTY POWERFUL CURSE ON ALL OF THEM!!! LIKE PHARAOH THEY'LL ALL LEARN THE HARD WAY OF MY WRATH OF DEATH💀

TRUST THE MONEY AIN'T WORTH IT TRUST

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WHICH RACE IN HUMANITY HAS THE MOST EVIL DEMONS👹TO STAND AGAINST GOD?

SURELY THERE ARE 2👹 LEADING THE PACK SURELY THE JOURNEY IS NOT LONG NOW! WHICH RACE IN HUMANITY WILL BE THE 1 CONSIDERED THE [WORST OF THE WORST] TRULY WE SHALL SEE👁AS EVERYONE LOOKS FROM AROUND THE ENTIRE GLOBE

💀I AM TI, THY HOLY💫ELDER OF PARTS OF HEAVEN💫UNKNOWN ONE OF 24 👁GODS💫☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝☝