#it had been a good couple years since someone important to me died ykno

[blitzgamev]

Just some thoughts I had that I dont wanna put in the tags of my dumb daily post

#headsup its tchno and grief talk #its just in tags cuz thats how i do thinhs on here #so aint tagging it seperatly #anyway #it had been a good couple years since someone important to me died ykno #forced me into relearning how i go about this #with which i mean i repress like everything else lmao #like the first two days were hell and then i got into the new normal #aka ill gladly watch his content it brings joy #but the second i get reminded there wont be more or he wont show up in places i expect him #like watched the tmmy interview and just got so sad about the joke of us waiting for all of them on there which wont happen now #pretty sure thats why i didnt enjoy micrch as much either man #and otherwise im fine its just those lil things that get me #<- i dunno it all hit me today and i wanted to send it into the void that is this place lmao #also dont know how normal this is #considering its already an unusual Thing to have someone i dont know inpact me this much #but ive also been told i deal with death weirdly irl so #ah the fun time that was being called emotionalless and detached and some other Things #anyway yeah rant over tata or whatever the brits say #shut up blitz