#insecurities are killing me

[least-fav-proxy]

awh, c'mon. You'd be a great fucktoy for meee.

why do you want me to be your fucktoy so bad? i don't really know how to be a bottom. if that's even what you meant. i dont understand why you'd want that, either.

#toby! #proxy prances #insecurities are killing me

[firelise]

Cinematic parallels - "F*ck them kids!"

Twilight Breaking Dawn Part II (2012) Insecure (2016-2021) Killing Eve (2018-2022)

#this gifset came to me in a dream #also completely unrelated im on my period happy unpregnant day to all who celebrate #goodnight sleep tight #issa rae #dakota fanning #jodie comer #villanelle #killing eve #insecure #twilight #breaking dawn #movie gifs #tv gifs #cinema #mygifs #cgedits

[bleue-flora]

"He has friends, Tommy. I'm right here. I'm his friend... What are you gonna say about that? You think I'm not his friend?" — Punz —

Thought it was only fair that I do c!Punz after doing c!Dream, so here he is, ready to fight anyone who messes with his friend. And yes, just like with c!Dream all of his Minecraft skin elements and colors are apart of the design in one way or another.

#and on that note… speaking of punz XD #ah and now you see why I've had such punz brain rot I've been working on this for like months... #blue does art apparently #once again so insecure... i so despise doing people... but also I wanted to do a more unique punz design ya know #dsmp #dream smp #post people is so stressful…. but damn I’m pretty proud of the face. I was really scared of doing it #dsmp art #c!punz #staged duo #and if you’re wondering yes ideally it would be fun to complete wanted trio… but I’m honestly not sure I have the skill to do techno… #punz fanart #dsmpblr #c!stagedduo #c!drunz #dsmp punz #shoutout to the person who I can’t find the comment/post on about punz always being in just a boring hoodie #I hope you like the different take <3 :) #that quote still kills me… #pandora's vault

[noeggets]

i wanted to draw them interacting in casual clothes, blaze would be one of those people who question what everyone is doing while also doing it too

this action doesn't mean anything at least not anything i know i just drew a random pose

#art #sth #blaze the cat #amy rose #rouge the bat #curse sonic characters for not having very different body types I WILL GIVE THEM DIFFERENT BODY TYPES IF IT KILLS ME #that being said Amy has long legs Blaze is tall and lanky with wide hips (to make up for her small chest shes canonly insecure) and rouge i

[earlgodwin]

"He waited for the moment when he felt it was right. He wanted to do it for years really. I think it’s out of envy and anger. But I don't think it was something that he particularly enjoyed doing it. He didn't want to talk anymore because he knew Juan could change his mind. It was hard for Cesare to kill his brother." ― François Arnaud.

#:( #david oakes: “juan apologizes to his brother and gives his heart to him and he still gets stabbed and thrown off a bridge.” #“if cesare had listened to what juan was saying...he wouldn't have gone through with the act of killing his little brother” #i just love how both david and françois agree on the same thing...interesting #that being said...i just think it's so hypocritical how he said that they're borgias and they never forgive- #then 5 mins later he was begging for rodrigo to grant him his forgiveness like hello?? #those final words “we're borgias. we never forgive” right after juan openly forgave cesare ... the last words juan ever heard #that's so cruel rip especially when juan's character core is how he struggles from insecurities and if he's a true borgia or not #it saddens me how juan was so cheerful and fun-loving the he slowly spiraled into darkness by everyone's treatment of him #and this part is so cold because cesare is suppposed to be the older brother you know? but oh well #juan borgia #david oakes #cesare borgia #the borgias #theborgiasedit #periodedits #perioddramaedit #juan and cesare #by jen

[k4pp4-8]

Who's your fav out of Rad, KO and Enid?

RADICLES!!!! I love KO and Enid but Rad has always been my favorite out of the three!! Mostly bc I think he's the funniest one and I'm enamored by his patheticness and his :3 smile

#if rad has zero fans then im dead #yes he's flawed and kind of an insufferable jerk sometimes but i love him regardless #I surprisingly relate alot with him at times #love my insecure king!!!! #he was my fav character when i first started watching the show #also i think he's the most underrated out of the three which kills me ToT #asks & answers

[carryondrawing]

OK but the fact that The Doodler is just a child trying to reach out to their "dad" and not understanding why they're not receiving affection back?? That's such a cool concept I'm in awe.

Like, The Doodler and humanity reflect both Lark and Henry's as well as Lark and Normal's relationship perfectly. Lark is angry because Henry isn't. He feels like he deserves to be punished for what he did, and when his dad doesn't feel the same way and doesn't act accordingly he feels betrayed.

Normal tries to reach out to his dad, but when he doesn't receive that affection back he doesn't understand why. He can't understand why his dad can't love him and can never be proud of him. Like The Doodler he reaches out with the intention of love and gets shut down.

Both Lark and Normal saw themselves in The Doodler when they were on the throne. They both saw the same thing, they both understood it differently. Lark saw someone hurting others and Normal saw someone who was hurting. When Lark saw himself in The Doodler he chose to die, when Normal saw himself he chose to help.

#like Lark seeing all of his insecurities reflected back at him and going 'yeah kill it' and Normal going 'I understand you let me help'??? #beautiful spectacular never been seen before #the duality of the Oak boys #dndads #dungeons and daddies #dndaddies

[hadesknockedupintheunderworld]

Okay, but like

As someone who personally disliked the fandom characterization of Mangey as a child who is basically a wild animal

Which of course meant that (even though this standard was not applied to other equally feral boscage maze characters) if you even dared to have ships involving Mangey it was considered "beastiality"

Season 3 was so vindicating for me. Like as someone who always characterized him as selectively mute/largely nonverbal and with less palatable autism, it was so great to see the proof in the pudding that he is just as capable of being more than just the group dog thought like any other mobian and the hilarity of him being surprisingly adept with technology. Like god those few Sails/Mangey interactions were so so good

#Yes I believe S3 could have been better if it had more episodes but there is also still some GOLD there #Nothing like a single episode to make me committed to the possible relationship dynamic between Sails/Mangey (even though I already liked #the idea of shipping the variants together) #What's funny is that I've been considering doing a breakdown of why I think fandom unfairly characterized Mangey vs the others in the #Boscage Maze gang and why I personally characterize him the way I do #but instead I watched S3 and posted this instead😂 #Also on the point of topic I would have killed for more Tails variant interaction #When Sails and Nine saw each other at the end of season 2 the gears in my brain turned hard #And like are we not gonna mention Nine's 'there can only be one' in S3??? #Like the level of insecurity he's at where he just has to be the only one of him but also HOW HE LITERALLY MOVED TO KILL MANGEY AND SAILS #BECAUSE HE KNEW JUST HOW MUCH IT WOULD HURT SONIC #You jealous identity crisis having fox you😂💖 #sonic prime #sonic the hedgehog #mangey sonic prime #miles mangey prower #mangey the fox #sonic prime s3 #sonic prime season 3 #sonic prime s3 spoilers #sonic prime season 3 spoilers #i just be ramblin

[hkpika07]

Hot take. Spencer is misunderstood and is a complex character who isnt all that bad, you guys are just mean.

#thats my boy youre ragging on. #evil spencer is an interesting take on the character. he is an asshole. maybe deserves one smack to the face #but i keep seeing genuine vitriolic hatred for him and seeing him portrayed as an irredeemable monster and that makes me sad inside #i need to write up a post on spencer and why i think he acts the way he does #“he tried to kill Hiro” so many other engines tried to kill other engines. Diesel was boasting about how everyone would get killed and then- #-subsequently replaced by him. im not excusing his actions. but i think theres a reason behind it #and if Hiro can learn to be friends with Spencer i think you should at least look at him with a bit more kindness #Hiro my sweet grandpa how do you have so much love in your heart. you forgive a clearly misguided and insecure engine who was surrounded by- #-horrible influences (engines on the mainland) #forgive my boy spencer hes an asshole but he gets better #ttte

[sophsun1]

#cinemapix #cinematv #filmtvcentral #userthing #smallscreensource #userrlaura #userrobin #noalook #lgbtedit #usermandie #chewieblog #userstream #brian kinney #britin #queer as folk #brian's insecurity and vulnerability here has killed me #5x02 #mensource #mlmsource

[moeblob]

Deacon loves two things: Ymber and digging himself a grave.

Fulj hates one thing: Deacon.

#my characters #waiting on some info on the next commission so i indulged in ocs today bc i doubt i will have as much time for lil comics for a bit #deacon is so devoted hes like yeah i would kill for a deity that could easily kill anything himself but yknow teehee #and fulj just did you tell him you needed therapy also does he even know youd murder in his name #deacon caught red handed haha no of course i havent told him it should be obvious enough haha.... and its in his defense not his name :c #man really does have some issues but i love him so much and hes so devoted but like. unhealthily after a while #he does in fact need a chill pill and therapy but to be fair #ymber has needed therapy for centuries and yet he just bottles it all up and suffers so #its pretty unhealthy until they yell at each other one (1) time bc they are so insecure about things and get mad over very valid reasons #but then theyre like you know what that was necessary and i still want to stay by your side if you let me #and then fulj is like dude hey sorry you seem really happy did you fu- and ymber is like no please stop there we have not #fulj just squinting cause have not is very different than will not but whatever she doesnt wanna think about that with deacon involved ew #and eventually fulj is like hey ymber im sorry to say but i really do hate deacon and i dont even know why but he makes me uncomfortable #while deacon is just. in the room. hearing this and thinking how he knows she thinks hes weird but wow that wording hurts #and ymber doesnt wanna fill in memories better forgotten by fulj which she had forcefully removed #so he just says oh well his hair and clothing are black and you had someone in the past that you might see in him and its not a pleasant en #so you know maybe its that idk #and fulj is then WHATST i was rude to him for someone i cant even remember? lame im gonna try SO HARD to be nice to him now #and deacon just still sitting there with some food like this is v awkward and i wish i could not be here for it #and later he asks ymber about who he resembled and as ymber is descibing her it clicks in deacons head and he gets really sad #that he might somehow remind fulj of the woman she loved before she was punished for loving a mortal #and he feels kinda bad pestering her so much with his curiosities about deities and he kinda gets it #the fact hes close to ymber might remind her at the core that she was once that close with a mortal if not closer #anyway story time in the tags again #im so obsessed with these peeps and i have made them suffer so much but they do all end on a happy note #its still funny and nice to me that while fulj is creeped out by deacon and doesnt like talking to him #he still expresses the most emotions to her - he tries hard to remain serious around ymber and collected and obedient at all times #and when out and about with ymber he has to be intimidating and refuses smiling but fulj?? all sunshine and smiles and emotions easy to rea #and she is just that is so weird go away i hate you

[nowimhaunted]

@meaningtotellyou literally proving that Travis is a swiftie

#sorry I just screenshot ur post bc I did not want to derail urs with my picture Lmao #but our big smiles and round faces are absolutely killing me #it does make me happy to hear people talk about it bc I used to be so insecure about how bright my smile was Lmao

[blinkpen]

remember when i said i wasn't sure how much longer the integrity of the give-a-damn dam holding back the haterade reservoir was beginning to fail? the vast field of liquid roils in eager anticipation that it may yet one day flood the plains.

its' getting really fucking tempting to snap and take a pickaxe to it.

#let me nuke-tier roast that literal fucking John K Girlboss Edition cross IRL Darla Dimple you paperskinned cowards #like can i air my grievances? can i Not Like Thing and throroughly articulate why i don't? #can i explain why a person is a Harmful person IRL and has earned the ire and has been earning it a longass time? #or will i be tackled and killed by the terminally insecure- Including Her- bc they are ALWAYS looking for targets #like! #fuck! #WAAAHHH NUUUU DUN MAKE MY CONCIENCE ITCH WHEN I LOOK AT CARTEWN I WANNA FEEL WOKE FOR BUYING FUNKOPOPSSSS #FUCK YOU SOMEONE GET THEIR ADDRESS OR JOB I WANT THEM DEAD FIRE THEM GO HOMELESS [SLUR SLUR MISGENDER RAPE THREAT SLUR] #WAAHH WHY DO WE HAVE SUCH A BAD REPUTATION WAAHHH

[rainbowpufflez]

Fine, I’ll admit that I like Lysandre 😔

#queue the ‘we all know Bo’ #I mean it was definitely obvious from the beginning #and I’ve somewhat said I do in a few posts #and considering the amount of times I’ve drawn him should’ve definitely given it away /lh #the funniest part about me liking him is that I actually straight up don’t #I just I think I hate him so vehemently and deeply that I’ve 180 back to liking him #LIKE WHY ARE U PREOCCUPYING MY BRAIN #LIKE GET OUT OR LIKE PAY ME U FUCKING ASSHOLE #literally I can’t stress enough how unlikable he is #and then I see him and I get locked in #I cringe literally everytime I talk to him #maybe it was cause his ass has been haunting me for the past few months #I GOT SOCIALLY CONDITIONED /hj #like he makes my blood boil sm #when I pointed out that he holds himself like he’s insecure on Pasio to my friend and they went #‘someone who doesn’t like a character wouldn’t have noticed that’ #or when they pulled the ‘true hate is indifference’ on me 😭 #I mean I have always said I have to hate a character before I start liking them #so yeah I’m still gonna be really fucking mean to Orange Peel but unfortunately it means I actually like him #the most insufferable man in all Kalos and I’m still like ‘guess I better draw him again/think about him 24/7’ #WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME #I HOPE U KNOW IM STILL KILLING HIM FOR ALL THE BS HE PULLS THO #rainbowpufflez rambles

[justafriend-ql]

Are you longing for someone? NEVER LET ME GO Episode 12

#never let me go #never let me go the series #nlmg #phuwin tangsakyuen #organ rasee #melgifs #i talk a lot about how much palm neglects his own feelings/needs #but nueng does it too - here being a prime example #why isn't he being persistent? because he loves palm so much that he'll respect his wishes and stay away even though it's killing him #the rationale he gives his mom seems rehearsed. like he has to keep convincing himself too. #and the insecurity of palm spending his life 'following him around' shows up here and in our skyy 2 #because he doesn't feel worthy of that kind of devotion #and what if palm comes to resent him? nueng couldn't bear it #but like. palm absolutely wants to spend his life doing that. #and i think some people are uncomfortable with that bc of the *power difference* but palm is freely and eagerly choosing this #anyway. thank you khun tanya we love you <3 #side note: will probably start ranting in the tags like this more often if that's okay with you all

[biblionerd07]

I tried watching some of the Ian/Mickey scenes from season 11 and it made me ill. These are IMPOSTERS. That is not Ian and Mickey!! Especially Mickey!!! Look at how they massacred my boy. But one of the most frustrating parts is that if you watch the deleted scenes it shows that someone in that writers’ room DID know how to write Ian and Mickey but the producers or whoever makes that decision were like “nah, no meaningful conversations that show how much they love and respect each other and are working on their relationship. These fans who’ve been watching the characters struggle for a decade want them to continuously argue and beat the shit out of each other and act like they hate each other!”

#John wells if I ever catch you #there were a very few small spots of goodness and I credit ONLY Noel and cam for that #they were doing their level best #some of the things they had coming out of Mickey’s mouth made me want to drive my head through a wall #in what world am I supposed to believe Mickey was getting blow jobs from other guys #and making a joke out of Ian’s bipolar???? #like the one time they remembered they even wrote Ian as bipolar and it was for a shitty line where Mickey throws it in his face #it feels like every season is a whole new show and not connected at all to the others #and then it starts feeling like every EPISODE is a whole new show that’s not connected #why was there like a goofy soundtrack as Mickey’s literal Nazi abusive rapist father moved in next door #Noel was giving us everything and they made a joke out of it #and then they made a joke out of Mickey being conflicted and crying after terry died?????????? #I want to kill them #Ian saying frank was worse than terry????? girl in what world?????? #Mickey was NEVER insecure about bottoming and he was always adamant about how much he loved it but suddenly it’s an issue #from ‘liking what I like don’t make me a bitch’ back when he could barely LOOK at Ian to…this #also Ian used to be very sweet even when he was being stubborn and self-righteous and even violent #but they really lost his sweetness #and I know it wasn’t just cam growing up bc there were glimpses of it in the way he chose to have Ian move and hold onto Mickey #but the writers seemed hell bent on all of the characters being so horrible to each other #in the early seasons they could sometimes be cruel and selfish even to each other but underneath it all they loved each other #and it feels like when they decided to lean solely into goofy comedy that lost that #it’s just sad to see a show that started so good end so badly #I’ve seen people talking about a spinoff with Ian and Mickey and I don’t even fucking want it with these writers #maybe if cam and Noel were producers and got to choose the storylines #they’re the only ones I trust