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chuuyrr · 11 months

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I'm not sure if you're taking asks right now so feel free to ignore this. I'd like to request the Fushiguro! Child in the BSD universe where she gets sick so when her powers go wonky and instead of her going to other universes they all come to her universe instead(the JJK universe). The PM, ADA gets to meet Gojo and the Gang hehe. This is kinda inspired by me having a cold right now and having nobody around to talk with lol

scarlet witch! baby fushiguro! reader takes the port mafia and the armed detective agency to the jujutsu kaisen universe

jujutsu kaisen x reader x bungo stray dogs

masterlist of the series

╰➤ CW(s): quite the literal bungo stray dogs and jujutsu kaisen, fluff/comfort, kinda ooc but i tried 😭

╰➤ PAIRING(s): platonic! jujutsu kaisen (gojo & megumi only) + bungo stray dogs (port mafia & ADA) x child! reader

before you read: hi, in case you're new, you're megumi's younger half-sibling, and while you don't have cursed energy, you do have scarlet witch's powers and abilities! aside from that, as a special scarlet witch variant, you also have the ability to travel across the multiverse. how chaotic! furthermore, like your half-brother megumi, you are being cared for by gojo satoru, who also serves as your adoptive father. for more info, please see the masterlist.

being sick was one thing, but having your chaos magic go crazy was quite another.

you weren't even aware of it since you were in bed, sick with a feverish cold, caged up in your room with gojo and megumi who had just gone there only to leave again, failing to get you to eat as much as they wanted you to, which was natural.

you were breathing in and out with your eyes closed, trying relax while coughing a little from the cold, and as you lay in bed, feeling completely miserable, your fingers were subconsciously interlocking and locking.

your powers were working their magic, and the next thing you knew, your beloved family figures from the world of gifted detectives and mafiosos had been taken and dragged into your world in a snap of a finger.

THUD!!

as soon as you heard the sound, you instantly opened your eyes and sat up, and a soft gasp escaped your lips at the sight.

chuuya was face planted on the floor, letting out screams while rolling his r's in annoyance with dazai sitting on top of him, but kunikida, yosano, ranpo, kyouka, kenji, and fukuzawa, and even akutagawa, were either on their bums or feet, but it was clear that they didn't end up falling badly from the red portal present on your ceiling like chuuya, dazai, and atsushi.

"g-guys?" you squeak out, immediately catching their attention as your eyes lit up.

"[name]-chan!" cried dazai, only to let out a dramatic gasp when he noticed a cold gel patch on your forehead and how feverish you looked.

with that, dazai shoved chuuya aside as if he wasn't the one sitting on him in the first place when they were carried across the multiverse by some mysterious red power, and ran to your side, without caring where he was right now.

you extended your arms and hands towards dazai, a clingy expression over your sleepy and blurry eyes from being unwell, needing a cuddle as you whined gently at him, "dazai-nii!"

dazai sat by your side on the bed and hugged you dearly, holding you against his chest and stroking his fingers through your hair, hushing you softly yet comfortingly.

"shh, it's okay, my sweet little [name]-chan. dazai's here. in fact, we're all here.. and it appears to be because of you," dazai said softly, staring at the armed detective agency and port mafias you dragged along with him, all of whom he knows mean a lot to you as your loved ones.

everyone was staring at how dazai comforted you while you were obviously sick, and while akutagawa and chuuya were taken aback by this oddly softer and sweeter side of dazai, they gradually realized where they were, given the amount of plushies, children toys, and books in shelves, and cute decorations in the room, which was enough to tell that it was yours.

"yeah, this is definitely [name]-chan's room.." atsushi stated the obvious, a little smile tugging on his lips as he observed the quantity of hello kitty stickers on your wardrobe and drawers, as well as the stuffies you had, recognizing a few that dazai had gotten you back at home.

"and we're definitely in her universe this time," ranpo added, opening his eyes to reveal a pair of emerald irises and a serious expression that quickly changed, "which also means we've just traveled across the multiverse like our little [name]-chan! isn't that just fascinating?!"

"that's a very nice way to put it.. ranpo-san.." kunikida's sweat dropped as he folded his arms.

"it's still a wonder though.. all of us really traveled across the multiverse.." fukuzawa murmured, still in awe of that very fact.

"how does the brat even do it?" akutagawa sighed sharply, coughing a little as he straightened up and dusted off his clothes with his hands, "it felt like living through a lifetime of everything as we passed through those universes in a flash."

"i agree with him, i honestly feel a little sick.." kenji stated, scratching the back of his head, but still holding a bright smile nonetheless.

"speaking of sick, the chibi is sick too," chuuya exclaimed, his gaze softening at sight of you in dazai's embrace and holding onto him almost for dear life, "probably more than you, kiddo."

yosano was the first to rush to your side besides dazai and chuuya, the doctor in her and their maternal instincts kicking in.

"can i see her for a bit?" she requested softly yet severely as she stared at dazai.

"shh, it's okay, [name]-chan. auntie yosano just needs to check on you a bit," dazai nodded his head and gently pulled you away from him to let yosano check you, hushing you sweetly as you whined softly.

with that, yosano pressed her hand against your neck, face, and forehead, "hmm.. she's shivering a bit. chills it seems from her cold."

"damn, and even in [name]'s current state, she managed to use her abilities to get all of us here," chuuya commented, his eyes wide with amazement and true awe.

"[name]-chan's ability probably got wonky that brought us here out of pure instinct," kyouka softly murmured, to which ranpo pouted at as he claimed that was his line.

a knock rang in your bedroom door while you were being surrounded by your loved ones from another universe, prompting the armed detective agency and port mafia members you dragged in to tense up, especially dazai, who practically hugged you tighter out of protective instinct.

"kikufuku? are you awake?"

they all froze at that.

"shit, someone's at the fucking door," cursed chuuya as he stated the obvious.

"let's just knock out whoever's at the door," said akutagawa who was already activating rashomon.

"dad, i'm awake!" you exclaimed, causing everyone in your bedroom to stiffen up once more, despite dazai shushing you and instantly covering your mouth.

as soon as the door opened, a white-haired man in a tight black shirt and slacks entered, wearing black round sunglasses and carrying a medicine, water, and a bowl of soup in his arms, together with a spiky-haired boy.

the black tendrils of akutagawa's coat were already in the air, ready to attack with atsushi shaking his head at him, chuuya glowing red with crossed arms while the others remained relatively quiet, ranpo, fukuzawa, kyouka, kenji, and yosano unaffected.

there was a pin drop silent for a brief second as everyone stared off at gojo and megumi.

and that was until megumi did his handsigns and brought out his demon dogs into your bedroom, with gojo immediately dropping everything to the floor at the sight of this many strangers in your bedroom (it was also a wonder how they all managed to fit inside too), especially with an unfamiliar young man with unkempt brown hair and brown coat being in bed with you, as well as the one with ginger-hair and a hat as you tugged on his sleeve to make him sit by you too.

"what are all of you doing in my daughter's bedroom?!" cried out gojo, dazai's eyes widening to find you suddenly gone from his embrace and now in the embrace of the white-haired man who had already taken off his glasses with his free hand outstretched, ready to attack with the intention of protecting you.

'blue eyes with the speed of a blink of an eye,' dazai thought, staring at the man holding you in his arms. there was no doubt about it.

"calm down. we're not here to hurt your daughter," fukuzawa immediately stepped in both on the behalf of the armed detective agency and port mafia members in the room.

"you heard the boss, mister. we know [name]-chan!" ranpo backed up fukuzawa with a rather casual and enthusiastic response, very much unfazed at the tension in the air.

"these people know you, [name]?" questioned megumi as he glanced at you, then at gojo, who continued to hold you in his embrace.

"they're the ones i go to when you guys aren't around," you explained to your half elder brother, whining softly and squirming in gojo's grip, "now, put me dooown! they're not stranger dangers!"

you leapt to your feet as soon as gojo placed you down on the floor, clinging to dazai, who had already gotten out of your bed and was standing near chuuya.

gojo and megumi looked surprised as you hugged dazai's pant leg in the same manner you hugged gojo and occasionally your uncle nanami or your half older brother megumi.

a soft smile tugged on dazai's lips as he picked you up and carried you in his embrace, quietly smiling as he caressed the back of your head and allowed you wrap your tiny arms around his neck.

"you can't hurt dazai-nii and his friends!" you continued to speak as you turned your head towards gojo while letting dazai carry you.

"dazai-nii?" both gojo and megumi glanced at each other as they both uttered it unison.

"then that means.." gojo's words trailed off as he glanced at dazai, who happened to be quite as tall as him, before returning his focus to you, "you have a lot of explaining to do right here and now, [name]."

you were back in your bed after a long time of explaining, sitting up straight while gojo fed you spoonfuls of a new batch of soup, his eyes narrowing slightly at the sight of dazai and, well, chuuya on the other side of your bed, given how you refused to let them leave your side while you ate.

even megumi was cautious, especially when it came to akutagawa. he still had his demon dogs out and ready to attack them all.

fukuzawa, yosano, ranpo, and kunikida were seated on the little stools in the middle of your room, with ranpo fiddling with the tea cups and kettle toy on the mini table, and kenji and kyouka checking out your toys and other things.

the tension in the air was palpable, given that the majority of them were cautious of gojo's six blue eyes and his ability to move so swiftly that he could whisk you away from dazai and chuuya in the blink of an eye.

your father was no joke, and your older brother, megumi, was most likely as well, but you were entirely unaware of all of this and continued eating the soup that gojo fed you fairly gleefully now that the armed detective agency and port mafia were in your room with you.

"so, just to clarify things," began gojo, sitting back up and placing the now-empty bowl on your nightstand while opening your medicine with the spoon you used to eat, "all of you came from another universe, and you,"

dazai merely smiled at gojo as he pointed a spoon at him and spoke, "apparently you're [name]'s closest guardian, the one she tells me that resembles like me, dazai osamu."

"and all of those guys are your colleagues, including that guy over there who looks like nanamin with that old man being your boss," gojo said, to which ranpo snickered, fukuzawa's sweat fell, yosano merely gazed at, kyouka and kenji nodded, and kunikida looked perplexed.

"and you two," gojo said, pointing his spoon at chuuya, who simply arched a brow at him and said, "now, what?" with akutagawa glaring daggers at him.

"you guys are from the mafia and you're familiar with [name]?" gojo pointed out with narrowed eyes.

just as akutagawa was ready to dispute and say something unpleasant, chuuya interrupted him and spoke to gojo on their behalf, saying, "just so you know, we do not involve the chibi in our line of work. in fact, she stays very much out of it, if that's what you're worried about."

"chuuya's right, gojo-kun," dazai said with gojo already raising a brow at him, "we understand who and what [name]-chan is and how terribly young she is given her age, and just as powerful her special ability, err, abilities are, we make sure to keep her safe and that she is fed!"

"the armed detective agency ensures that [name]-chan is well taken care of, especially by dazai-san and the president," atsushi added, "in fact, the detective agency serves as her other home in another universe."

gojo's stern expression softened as he sighs deeply and shakes his head, "i see."

with that, gojo immediately lost the protective-father act and clasped his hands together, "well, that's settles it. i'm fine with it."

you then happily raised your arms in the air to celebrate, and croaked out a tiny sweet, "yay!"

"just like that?!" megumi cried out in disbelief.

"well, why else would they all be here saying all of that when it's not?" gojo raised a brow at megumi before laughing softly, "you know, thinking about it, these guys do kind of.. resemble us. take that kunikida-guy for example, doesn't he remind you of nanamin? or how that atsushi-guy acts like itadori-kun too?"

"that's not the point here!" megumi scoffed with a nerve protuded on his temple.

"and he acts like dazai," kunikida muttered his breath at the mention of him, shaking his head.

"aish, calm down, megumi-kun," gojo sighed as he began pouring some medicine in the spoon before turning towards you, gently nudging you to open your mouth to feed it to you, "if they had already wanted to hurt [name], they would have already. in fact, it was something i was already anticipating when i saw them in the room, especially with mister no-eyebrows over there. he kind of acts like you, by the way," gojo stated the last part, pointing at akutagawa.

"hey, watch your tongue or i'll cut you up!" akutagawa scowled at gojo at that.

"see?" gojo stifled a laugh at the threat, "he's so much like you back when you were little and [name]-chan was still a wee little baby."

megumi sighed deeply, shaking his head at gojo, "but still.."

gojo merely grins at megumi, then back at you, leaning down to kiss the top of your head, "and besides, you know it yourself, megumi-kun. the second i find out that they have hurt [name], i won't hesitate to infinite void them up."

following that, chuuya, akutagawa, dazai, and even fukuzawa tense up a little at the abrupt change in manner that gojo now displayed, which was terrifyingly similar to dazai.

"that being said, it will be fine. i'm the strongest, and i can hurt them ten times over."

however, dazai simply laughed, causing gojo's tone and eyes to soften once again. he knows about gojo satoru, the limitless jujutsu sorcerer whom is considered the strongest in the world you resided in, and that's becayse you told dazai everything, from who your father was and what he was like to what he was capable of.

"don't worry, gojo-kun, rest assured that [name]-chan is in safe hands, and you know, we'll get along just fine," dazai said before giggling at you, "right, little bella?"

"mhm!" you happily hummed with a nod.

gojo stared at dazai at that, and it didn't take long for a smile to tug on his lips, it was almost mischievous yet similar to dazai.

"i have a bad feeling about this," muttered kunikida, causing chuuya to look up at him.

"you know what? i agree with you on that."

[ author's notes ! hi, tysm requesting and i hope this writing of mine sufficed to make you feel well. hope you're feeling better :) sadly, i wasn't able to write for the other characters, and only did gojo and megumi meeting them. ngl i feel like my writing for scarlet witch! baby fushiguro! reader is a tad rusty (which is why i kinda hate my writing for this one, felt like i didn't do the request, err, suggestion, justice) given how i haven't writen for it in such a long time. the request for it is closed, but i just couldn’t help myself to write it down and see what i can do !! much much love from me to those who read until the very end, and yeah, reblogs are appreciated !! ]

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mafuluzx · 4 months

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Can I have a Lloyd x m!reader⁉️ basically reader is a villian and is almost like himiko toga. reader basically asks Lloyd for his blood so Lloyd is obviously confused so one of readers teammates r like " reader ain't no way ur in love with the person we've been fighting" and the ninjas find out that to reader blood = love or sum like that⁉️( ik its silly request but😭)

It's not silly at all, don't worry!!! And I'm sorry this took so long! My motivation has just been kinda down for a while. I'm not sure if this is good enough, but I tried my best.

WARNING! Needles, for those who cannot handle them.

Lloyd x male reader oneshot!

Takes place in the start of season 12, Prime Empire

Love it?

"We're almost there, come on!" Lloyd quietly lead the team towards one of the many warehouses in Ninjago city. Apparently the mechanic, as he calls himself, was apparently in there right now, ready to steal a motherboard to some old video game that was only available in arcades, and even those had been shut down for reasons unknown.

Soon enough, the ninja got to the ware house as they heard speech from inside. They couldn't hear everything clearly, but the sentences "Find it!" and "The motherboard is all we need!"

Lloyd placed a finger on his lips and motioned for the ninja to keep quiet as they moved right next to the main doors.

The ninja hesitated to enter as they heard someone, someone else, laugh manically inside the ware house. Lloyd ignored it, and instead motioned for the others to go in, before he counted to three.

And on three, they burst into the building, the mechanic and his goons stiffening up as they got on guard. Everyone wore stiff and worried expressions... except one.

"Sorry to crash the party boys!" Nya let out the mechanic growled, before Jay joined in.

"Guess our invitations got lost in the mail, huh?" The blue ninja spoke before reaching out to pull out his weapon, but Lloyd quickly placed a hand in front of Jay, stopping him.

"No weapons, guys. These are just low level thugs." He spoke as Cole smirked.

"My fists are my weapons!" He le out as he punched the air.

"I would not classify the Mechanic as low-level. He's suspected in thirty-six unsolved criminal cases, not mentioning the unnamed accomplice." Zane commented as the mechanic smirked, before clearing his throat.

"Thirty-seven." He simply stated before his robotic arm extended, hitting Zane and sending him flying to the other side of the room. Without a second to waste, the ninja split up to fight the mechanic and his goons.

Lloyd didn't let his guard down for a second, even when he noticed one of the goons, dressed a little differently than most, storing at him with wide eyes. The boy's eyes glimmered like crystals as they stared straight at Lloyd mid fight.

Although the boy himself was currently fighting Zane, it was like the white ninja wasn't even there. Although it made Lloyd somewhat nervous, he ignored it as he knocked down one of the mechanic's goons, before kicking another out of the warehouse with a powerful kick.

But suddenly Lloyd felt someone shove him to the ground from behind. He and the person rolled into a corner, away from the fight, before Lloyd finally saw the person. It was the boy who had been staring at him earlier.

"Hey, Lloyd Garmadon, right?! My name is (y/n), (y/n) (l/n), just so you know. Ah, I can call you Lloyd, right? Or is Green Ninja better? Kyaahh! I can't believe I'm speaking to the Green Ninja! Oh, what if he thinks I'm annoying... Doesn't matter!" The boy blabbered on and on as Lloyd tried to punch and kick him away, and failed, every time. The boy was on all fours on top of Lloyd and kept him pinned to the ground as he talked.

"Ahhhh! I don't know what to do! Hehehee..." The boy named (y/n) spoke a bunch of nonsense before suddenly pulling out a knife and pressing it gently against Lloyd's face.

The boy muttered something, but it was too quiet for Lloyd to hear. Knowing he might me killed at any moment, Lloyd stopped struggling, and instead grabbed the hand that was holding the knif. He needed to act fast.

"Lloyd, Lloyd, I wont kill you~! Just-" Before (y/n) could say anything else, Lloyd twisted his wrist so that he dropped the knife. In a few swift movements, Lloyd finally kicked off the other boy, before running back into the fight and after the mechanic, who had just called out.

"(l/n)! Stop fooling around!" The mechanic called the boy his last name, as the boy's twisted smile turned into a childish pout.

"But, but, but, buuuuuuut! It's the Lloyd Garmadon!" The boy called back, but the mechanic only scoffed.

"Then stay if you'd like, return to base once you've held this guys off long enough." The mechanic said before pulling one of his goons up, and running to an open window.

"Aye, aye, mech-man!" The boy called after him as the mechanic jumped out of the window with one last shout.

"It's boss to you, blood sucker!" The mechanic then disappeared out of sight, before Lloyd called out.

"Zane, Cole, Nya! Go after him! We'll hold the rest of them back." Lloyd instructed as Zane, Cole and Nya charged out of the same window, leaving Jay, Kai, and Lloyd to fight inside the warehouse.

"Blood sucker? Hey, are you vampire?" Jay was the first one to do anything. No one was attacking the opposing side yet. The goons had all been knocked out, leaving only the boy named (y/n) (l/n) to smile at the three ninja. Well, just mainly the green ninja, but whatever.

"Jay, vampires aren't real." Kai stated as Jay turned ´his head to the red ninja.

"How would you know? Have you ever seen one?" Jay asked before Lloyd sighed, and spoke up.

"Jay, concentrate. Now, sorry to say, but we'll have to take you down!" Lloyd said the last part to (y/n), who weirdly looked nothing but happy with the statement.

"Oh, the Lloyd Garmadon is talking to me! Kyahh!! What an honor, what an honor! Oh, quick question, may I have a blood sample from you?" (y/n)'s tone suddenly changed as he pulled out a syringe from behind his back.

"No way! I hate needles!" Jay spoke before (y/n) turned his head towards the blue ninja.

"Shut up! I wasn't talking to you." (y/n) scoffed before turning back to Lloyd with a beaming smile.

"So what do you say? It'll hurt just a bit!" Lloyd watched as (y/n) waved the syringe around like a nurse gone mad.

"No thanks." Lloyd simply answered as Kai spoke up.

"Um, this is getting weird, so how about we fight this out instead?" (y/n) looked taken back for a second, but in the end lowered the syringe and pulled out a knife with his other hand.

"Sure!" He beamed before charging towards the ninja without warning. Before the could as much as dodge, (y/n) had already slashed past Lloyd, making a deep cut in his leg.

"Don't worry, the knife is fully sanitized!" (y/n) spoke leisurely as Kai and Jay ran towards him. But (y/n) knocked the two away easily, making it look like he was fighting a bunch of toddler instead of the all-powerful ninja.

Lloyd pressed on his bleeding leg before trying to get some space between himself and (y/n), but the latter was much faster, charging and pressing the syringe behind Lloyd's knee.

Quick as lightning, he drew in some blood before ripping the syringe away.

"Don't worry, it's fully sanitized too!" (y/n) spoke again, of course talking about the now filled syringe.

"Oh this is perfect! Ah, I don't know what to say, I don't know what to do!" (y/n) spun around with the syringe in hand, ignoring the three ninja approaching him slowly.

"Oh, wait, I was supposed to go back. I completely forgot!" (y/n) suddenly let out in realization, before whipping around to face Lloyd, who had gotten up even with his bleeding leg, fists drawn and ready to punch (y/n).

"It was so nice to meet you, Green Ninja!" (y/n) beamed before throwing himself onto Lloyd, giving the Green Ninja a hug before kissing Lloyd on the cheek.

"I gotta go now! I'll miss you!" (y/n) jumped away without a warning to the entrance of the warehouse, before turning back one last time and waved to Lloyd with a smile.

Lloyd noticed something had changed about the boy in the midst of the fight, strangely. A ring had appeared on his ring finger, as if out of thin air.

It made Lloyd wonder, and look down at his own hands too. What left Lloyd even more puzzled was the ring that had appeared on himself, and it definitely matched with (y/n)'s. Jay and Kai saw that too.

"Uh, did you get engaged to a stranger?" Jay questioned as a half joke, before Kai spoke up.

"Shouldn't we go after him?"

....!

#x male reader #x male y/n #ninjago #ninjago x reader #lloyd garmadon #lego ninjago #ninjago lloyd #lloyd x reader

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sochawrites · 1 year

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May I request a Comic Bane x gn/male!reader, oneshot, hc, whatever you wish, but Bane figures out the reader has a bunch of stuffed animals/child-like items, and they get embarrassed over it, but he doesn't care because he has some of his own (Osito)? If not, thank you anyway!

🥺🥺🥺 that's so cute?

I am so so soooo sorry it took me so long to finally write and post this 😭😭😭😭😭😭. A lot has been going on and I have to jump back on the writing train. I wish this was longer and better, but this is the best I could come up with after all these months...😭😭😭

I went with male!reader, but besides the spanish I'd say it's gender neutral.

Plushies

Bane x Male! reader

"Cariño!" the small room of your home left no space for the familiar deep voice to echo through and disperse, causing it to be all that much louder and sharper, making you almost jump out of your skin and hit your head on a shelf above. You didn't expect his arrival so soon after his last visit, but it was a welcome surprise.

Bane walked into the kitchen, "Estoy en casa, amor.", threw his coat and mask over a chair and watched you rubbing your head as you stumbled out of the pantry. "Y/N…" he smiled at you, enveloping you in a warm hug, one you always crave whenever he's around, before massaging the top of your head and giving it a quick kiss, trying to help soothe the pain, "Have I scared you?". "No, of course not.", you mumbled into his neck, earning a chuckle and a few pats on your back.

"Hmm… Of course~." Bane gave your head one more peck, letting go of you soon after and looking around, inhaling deeply, "What are you cooking?". "Oh!" you jumped to the stove, quick to stir the sizzling contents in the pan, "Just some chicken with vegetables, nothing fancy. There's enough for both of us if you're hungry, but it'll still take some time, so you can go and change into something more… civil?". Bane simply nodded, not saying anything, he understood that walking around in his work getup wasn't ideal.

He already had one foot in your occasionally shared bedroom, when you remembered a little insignificantly significant detail. "Hey, it's no big deal, it can wait after we eat." you tugged on his hand, which got his attention, but didn't stop him from stepping inside. "Cariño, está bien, seré rápido." "But-", Bane caressed your cheek "No buts, I'll be right back." and closed the door in your face. There was only left to hope he wouldn't belittle you for your choice of decorations.

He didn't, which should have eased your mind, but he didn't seem to even acknowledge it, which made it seem somewhat worse for you.

You anticipated him to start talking about it after dinner, but you still crept away to shove away the fluffy bears, tigers and rabbits from all over the room, just in case. The only problem was that your house was too small to creep away. "What are you doing?", you jerked for the second time today, only now nearly missing the shelf. You froze like a deer in headlights, "N-nothing, j-just cleaning up!", face turning red, you avoided his gaze and tried to put away the last ones quickly, but your shaking hand was stopped.

Bane took the plushie you were holding, giving it a quick gentle look before putting it back on the shelf, "Why would you put them away?". You looked down at your feet, "It's all silly, I shouldn't have them up in the first place. I shouldn't, it's a sign of softness, I shouldn't have it on display for everyone to see." you mumbled out. "Y/N, cariño," Bane leaned down, tilting your head up with his fingers, "It's not silly, it's adorable, como usted." he whispered before kissing your lips softly, "So put them back.".

After that exchange, the two of you spent together a very lovely couple of days before he had to leave. Time never flew by fast enough when you were apart, but you always made sure to make the most of your shared time. So you only noticed the little guest after Bane left again.

There was an old, scratched and dirty bear, one you have never seen before, one that has clearly been loved, there was a note stuck to it,

'We all need a little softness in our lives, so keep Osito safe.

-Bane'

#bane x reader #bane x male!reader #bane #bane x gender neutral reader #male reader #gender neutral reader #request #jaw-the-fandom-hopper request #can I just say domestic Bane?#i live for that shit #I feel so bad for posting this. I feel like it's so ooc. but I don't want to keep you waiting any longer...

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alicenpai · 11 months

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anime north 2023 con report

finally posting this - thank you to everyone for a wonderful anime north!! \o/ this con prep season was the longest ive ever prepped for a con, and i think it was the busiest con for me ever. it makes me so happy to see people taking my art home!! 😭

so thank you for coming by anime north and chatting and supporting me! and thank you esp to the people who came by gifting their own merch?!??? - either fanart or ocs?! and im honored to see your beautiful ocs?!?? what the hell you guys are the GOAT thank you all 🥹🥹

it was so busy that i wish i had time to walk around & talk to other artists! i really wanted to get dango and onigiri at the delta too.. didnt really get time to eat so im sorry if you saw me shove 10 timbits in my mouth at the end of the con. yes i really did that .

throughout the con i kept saying "he just like me.. HE JUST LIKE ME FR!!!!!!!" every 5 seconds like an NPC. im sorry if you had to hear that more than once.

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i wasn't able to post my con catalogue for AN on tumblr and instagram... i was so busy.. dying... maybe if i do other cons this summer ill post something similar. i had a lot of new stuff this year so formatting it was rough haha. here it is! more thoughts under the cut (bc this report really is more for me, but maybe someone can find something useful)

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this is more for me honestly, so it will be really long. but i'm sharing it in case it may be helpful for others. i find that i'm always looking back at my old con reports, so typing out all of my thoughts are really useful to me. overall a great con, fellow artists and customers alike really inspire me to do better in my art.

comparisons to last year: (since i didn't end up making a con report last year!!!!!)

location: the artist alley layout was huge, and im really happy there are a lot more newcomers to the con scene. i know how much my first con experience meant to me, so i want others to join in on the fun! i don't know how the artist alley staff managed to fit so many artists in the building now! we got placed in a corner where there was a lot of breathing room, and a lot of traffic. i got lost a few times (didn't actually have time to walk around, but you know, it was to get in and out of the con centre and to the washroom/water station) because the amount of tables was overwhelming however, and the layout was super confusing. however i didn't feel as if there were any significant bottlenecks in traffic when i was taking some walk breaks.

commissions: last year it was still busy, but i still had some time to draw a handful of commissions. this year was a non stop barrage of customers! i think i may retire on the spot commissions at cons, just because ive always found it too stressful to draw right at the con, even if the traffic is slow. (and im lazy)

fandoms: last year i felt that it was... never so difficult to sell niche and old fandoms...? most people bought primarily 3 things from me at AN 2022, and not much else was touched. it was a struggle, and i even wondered if my art plateaued, if it wasn't good, if i should stop doing conventions altogether, at least for a little while. this year was so surprising with how much love there was for old and niche fandoms. two people from quebec came by and noticed the old fandoms and mentioned that if i was able to come to otakuthon, i should, people in mtl love nostalgia.. i'm gonna be honest otakuthon was pretty bad expenses-wise for me, but i heard it picked up since cons came back in 2022. it is a really beautiful city so mayhaps.. i will come for miss montreal.................

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and a separate section on the new merch i made:

the new sticker sheets i printed (one piece, baccano, breaking bad/better call saul) did so well! nts to add luffys scar bc apparently i forgot... ive seen this dumbass's face for hundreds of eps and yet i still forgot .

these are a far cry to the sticker sheets i designed in previous years. many sticker places restrict you on how many stickers you can place on a sheet due to spacing requirements... the more stickers you have + the closer they are, the higher the margin of error, which i understand is why many professional sticker printers have these restrictions in place.

the artists i worked with for my AN stickers are so genuinely nice and accommodating with my requests. I just went wild haha. the sheets with the most stickers are brba/bcs at 27 stickers and one piece at 32 stickers.

2021 (top) vs 2023 (bottom), the chara stickers on the new sheet are larger & 2x as many item stickers! the new design makes greater use of the space. my octopath 1 stickers are meant for planners but you could use it for anything!

in 2017 i could only realistically fit 6 ish stickers on a sheet (for vinyl, not cricut home printing) due to printing restrictions. these costed about $3.30 CAD per sheet from s/ticker/mule (not worth it for the price point AT ALL... but i wanted to try sheets for the first time)... and yes it's a tiny 4x7 as well. it was a hard sell for $7 in 2017. but im glad artists have been pricing them a bit higher + sheets have become much more customizable.

now on to charms:

i am so obsessed with this borderless charm look on the new charms... they look like candy... thank you guys for loving my new charms!! i tried out a new technique with designing charms. and im so happy with how they turned out. the charm manu was super accommodating and they are so much better than vograce who fucked up my order so bad in 2022 🤡👍

the soul eater charms from last year were kind of a precursor to this. last year i tried something a bit different than my usual with the transparent bgs, which require full bleed in the file setup, and that was already pretty new for me. i find that charm sales are usually pretty mid for me, so during the pandemic i took a soft break from making them, and i wanted to do research based on others' designs and really tried to improve my design sense. to me i want to design charms that aren't just a flat piece of artwork that gets printed, but something that utilizes the capabilities of the acrylic material it gets printed on 🤔

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fandoms/merch types i want to try next time i table:

more soul eater? it's one of my favourite animes and im very happy for the soul eater love this year. my partner kept selling out of her soul eater prints even though it was her first time tabling!

fma! ive been rereading AND rewatching it lately. it's one of my top 5 anime of all time so me drawing anything for it is a struggle, the bar is set so high. i never end up having the time or ideas to draw anything for it (and the aesthetics are very different from my usual taste)

shadows house has been one of my favorites recently!

dungeon meshi, the print i made was back in 2018 and i think it's time to retire it! it sold out at AN, thank you! with the way the story has developed in the last 5 years, i really want to draw something new for it if i can.

blue period needs more love!

golden kamuy.....

and many more.....

i also want to try mini prints maybe...

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administrative stuff:

next time before the con, i definitely need an organized chart i print out before the con so im not.. literally writing down each transaction... 🧍‍♀️

clamps...?

possibly new display? grids even with plastic panels are heavy... and they can be a pain to put up. this AN we had our neighbors and good friends @nappotuna & @stripeyworm helping us put the grids up, they did an absolute speedy banger job! but it might have taken way longer without 4 hands on the grid work.

if we had used tape to hold our prints up as well who knows how long it would have taken. we used magnets, apparently a lot of people were using them at TCAF. they were so easy to put up and adjustable. *jesse pinkman voice* MAGNETS, BITCH!!!!!!!

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merch i may shelve/do less of:

i really appreciate when artists talk about these kind of things behind the scenes... when products do well, when others dont, products w surprising responses, the factors that we think affect sales... the hard truth is that not everything sells, just bc the art is good =/= good sales, etc etc.

lately ive found it so fun to design sticker sheets over individual die cut stickers!! i understand now why some people only specialize in stickers!! it's also such a pain to stock individual characters and have greatly varying levels, bc of customer interest, and bc of how printing stickers works, you often get extras of random characters due to overflow 😭.. like at some point I had 7 jeannes and like only 1 of the other vnc charas bc the printer had so many extras and she's arguably less popular HDHFJSJHDJS anyways, i think i'll probably do less die cut individual stickers for my next con...

anything old that i only have 1 or a few copies left (meaning i won't reprint) i may not have for display anymore bc of space concerns... before my next con ill just post them on social media to have people claim them!

i may want to do less 3" charms in the future...? theyre a hard sell online prob bc i cant really do deals (i could but id have to be checking the stock every few hours which is not ideal), but they do a lot better in person due to deals.

it's been fun to try specialty products (I've tried scrunchies, stamps, pouches, microfiber cloths, coasters, enamel pins), but i... find they dont sell well for me... maybe my art doesnt have that wide mainstream nostalgic merch type appeal idk... maybe im just not good at designing or advertising them wahahaha. (specialty charms are still charms and i wouldn't necessary consider them a part of this)

my jojo buttons were really popular at anime north 2019 and fan expo 2019, but when the part 5 anime concluded, i noticed that interest for the interest completely moved on 😭 (or it's possible that everyone who was interested bought the buttons already?). part 6 anime didn't rejuvenate the same level of interest. it was a struggle to sell even more than a handful of these at each AN 2022 and 2023. right now they're taking up a lot of space in my con luggage that i'd prefer for newer, better art. i still love the art i did, but unfortunately, i think ill give them a go if i get into otakuthon (and maybe fanexpo too), then it'll be time to retire the jojo buttons. sometimes fandoms come and go so fast, and it's difficult to keep old merch around when they don't have any more interest and when they're occupying a lot of space.

my banana fish lollipop charms do not sell well, and i only sold 5 of them in a 3 year period, across cons and my shop. i created a bargain bin at AN, and it really helped me get rid of old things! unfortunately even in the bargain bin i could not sell a single one of the banana fish charms. maybe it's the art that's not appealing, the characters aren't recognizable, the price point for a lollipop charm was too high, i wasn't hitting the right audience, the market was slow around the time, even when it was included in my promo post... etc. these lollipops were my first time making specialty charms. unfortunately i think that's the last time making lollipop charms, and about time to recycle these charms, so that i have space for fresher and better art!

other thoughts moving on:

maybe go back to simplifying my art a lot more... if i keep making drawings like my great ace attorney tarot + zine, witch hat atelier print, and pandora hearts print, then id not only take 1 month per illustration, id also be destroying my arm 😭 i stopped stylizing my art in 2021 bc i found that my art was getting sloppy in 2020 + i was really struggling in life drawing in school. i needed to buckle down and be more conscientious when drawing poses, learning anatomy and structure... and bc getting back into anime in 2021 really helped me cope with the isolation of the lockdown, so that had a huge influence on my style. but bc of that i think it just took longer and longer to make illustrations and that's something i no longer really wish for.

i really like the period of my art in 2017 with a lot of my persona 4/5 art bc it still has structure even though it's simplified... and the style in my zelda icon... mayhaps experiment a bit more this summer if i can...

#anime north 2023 #anime north

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This Wasn't What I Wanted.

🥀Pairing: Beomgyu x fem!reader

🥀Genre: Angst, Fluff (if you squint hard enough baby, sorry-)

🥀Warnings: mentions of; violence, death, cussing, Beomgyu was slightly a jerk at first:( (and if I miss something please do tell me, thank you<33)

🥀W/c: __

🥀Disclaimer(s);

the header and divider in this post were both made/edited by me !! So please don't come at me for "not giving credit"<3

This does not represent txt's Choi Beomgyu in any way !! Anything and basically everything that this post contains are out of pure fiction. So please don't take anything too seriously!<3

🥀A/n✉: hello lovelies !! Yes, I'm alive. Just not well. Anyways, I'm writing this fic because I had a dream about it and I'm making it everyone's problem<3. This is also not proofread so if you see some dents here and there I'm sorry 😭 Anyways, Hope you guys enjoy! if you do, please reblog/reply and just give me your thoughts, it would really mean alot to me! Thank you! Mwah mwah<33

You're currently walking down the hallway of your school, on your way to your next period. Your attention was just focused on your reviewer you personally made for this periods' quiz. You were nervous. Hands shaking as you mumbled out some words as you tried to read parts that you were having trouble with over and over again, skimming through each page quickly. Students walking pass by you thought you were crazy. Well, you did look the part.

"Y/n!"

You suddenly snapped back to reality once you heard your name echoed through the halls by a familiar voice. Shooting your head towards the direction to face its' owner.

And there you saw Huening Kai running towards your direction, something in his hands that was other than his back and nintendo on the other.

"Hey, Hyuka, what's u---"

"No time to chat! This is for you!" He gently shoves something in your hands as he stopped and jogged in place behind you for a second, waving whilst up holding a smile. "I need to go now! My class is about to start!" With that, he left you, slightly dumfounded as you stared down at the item in your hands.

It was a small box with a red ribbon neatly tied around it. Containing... your favorite chocolate?? You sighed as you looked back at the hallway where Huening had passed, thinking this was actually from it. Just then you noticed a yellow tag which was attached to the ribbon while you were inspecting it's packaging slowly.

It was a note. Which read;

Hope you like these. I sorta forgot what kind of these you liked someone I got each and every one, just in case. I hope you enjoy them;) -Beomgyu♡

You almost jumped in place as the feeling of excitement started to kick in. But you were too shocked to even move an inch.

"Beomgyu?? The Beomgyu?? He gave this to me????" You thought to yourself, in disbelief. More questions in your mind that were left unansweared as the bell rung, making your excitement turn into panic once you realized that you were late for your next period.

Running to your classroom. You couldn't help but have a little smile creep up onto your lips as the thought of Beomgyu. Your crush since gradeschool. Gave you your favorite chocolate(s). You thought he didn't even give two fucks about what you kept on babbling to him on the way to school. Since you both were neighbors, both of you would sometimes end up walking together to school if his friends don't pick him up in their flashy cars.

Your stomach felt so warm and fuzzy inside. The thought that he even remembered your favorite kind of chocolate, let alone even listen to you when you mentioned it, caused your heart to do backlips.

After class ended; you were on your way to the cafeteria. A huge smile that could almost reach the sky was still plastered to your face. Books still in hand. Staring at the sky as you were dreaming of how sweet Beomgyu could be and etc.

Your thoughts got run over once you tripped on one of the broken tiles that was slightly lifted up. You closed your eyes and embraced yourself for the harsh impact. Yet, it didn't come. You felt strong arms wrapped around you, the reason why you weren't harmed, not even a scratch.

You opened your eyes to see Taehyun's piercing yours, a look of dissappointment in his face. Sighing, he stood you back up your feet and collected the books that you dropped on the floor. You quickly knealt down to help him but finished once you barely picked up a single book from the tiled floor.

He shook his head as he took the book frok your hands, offering to carry them for you. You protested yet he insisted. So you nod and thank you. Both of you walking to the cafeteria together. As usual.

Taehyun was and still is your bestfriend since junior high (middleschool). You didn't know how he still puts up with you after all these years. But he says he just simply enjoys your company. Just that. He never further elaborated. He just ended his statement there. You questioned him; "That's it?" And he just responds with a shrug and went back to whatever he was doing during your conversation.

"First; you act like you were possed while reciting your review sheet. And now you're looking like someone who just broke out of a Mental Hospital, smiling like a crazy person. You looked like you were thinking of multiple ways on how to chop someone up and different dishes you'd turn them to fpr dinner." He said with a straight face, still focuses on the road and checking your every step within the range of his periphiral vision.

"Well... that was detailed. Too detailed, Tyun." He shrugged, tugging your sleeve to make you avoid another broken tile. He mouths out a "whatever" and opens the door to the cafeteria with his free hand and lets you in first before entering. "I'm staarrvinggggg." You sat down on a random table while Taehyun left to go get both of you food.

You then Beomgyu sitting with Huening, Soobin, and your brother; Yeonjun, a few tables across yours. As always. You smiled, seeing Beomgyu smile at one remark his friend made to the other. Whenever he smiles you feel like your world starts to slow down. You couldn't see anyone but him as of the moment.

Taehyun came back with two trays in hand. He stared at you with a frown. Your chin rested in the palm of your hands, staring at someone with complete heart eyes. It didn't even take him a second to realize whom you were staring at. "Whom else?" He thought.

After placing your tray of food infront of you, he snaps his fingers before sitting down on the opposite side of the table.

"Careful there, pup. You might start to salivate any moment now." He comments, slurping on hos noodles after his statement.

You pout at him as you cross your arms at your chest. He didn't bother looking back at you as he continued to it. Sighing, you opened your bag. "Tyun, tyun, look,"

He hums as a response before lifting his head up to look at you, wiping his slightly stained lips with his handkercheif.

Pulling out the box Huening handed you earlier you showed ot to him. "It says Gyu gave it.."

"Hardly." Slurp.

"Can you at least consider being a little less harsh to me sometimes? It's like I'm not even your friend." You frown, acting a little offended as your hand flew to your chest. Taehyun frowns back at you, making you clear your throat and continue what you were saying.

"Soooo... he gave me my favorite chocolates! Isn't he soooo sweet? He even picked out every kind of it, just in case I only like one specific kind."

"Your mom does that everyday I don't see any differe-" bonk. You --not so harsly-- smack his head with a book and continue to speak.

"And now I don't know how I should thank him. Should it be through text? Or in person?"

"Do you even have his number?"

"Infact.. yes. Yes I do."

"You've gone too fa--" bonk.

"I have it because Yeonjun saved it on my phone when he needed to message him but his phone was dead. Get it?? Do you really think I'd lower my pride and ask him for his number?"

"No. Actually, I thought you were being a total creep and hacked open his phone and maybe took a glimpse of his number and phot-" bonk. He sucks in a deep breath, trying to mentain his cool and rubs the spot you kept on hitting.

"Wooowww. You're some best friend, Tyun." You say, sarcasm aboviously could be heard from your choice of tone.

"Yeah, Satan especially sent me here to make your life miserable." You scoff and took out your phone.

"Okay. I'm just gonna text him."

"Pussy."

"SHUT UP?????"

Taehyun chuckled and waved his hand. "Sorry, sorry, just get it over with. You need to finish your food and head to class soon."

You nod and opened Beomgyu's contact.

To; Gyu (･´з`･)💕

Hey Gyu!

It's Y/n! Thank you for the chocolates<3

"The contact name..." You turn around to see Taehyun behind you, staring at your phone, disgust was written all over his face. Gagging as his covered his mouth with his left hand.

You glare at him and nudge his stomach with your elbow. Making him bend over a bit and groan, hugging his stomach.

You peek your head to Taehyun's side to see if Beomgyu noticed the message. And he did. The notification on his phone making the four men look at Beomgyu's phone in his hands. You turn back to your phone, trying not to be obvious that you were looking at them.

Meanwhile, Taehyun saw that two of the boys teasing him as the four checked the message, while Huening Kai stayed silent as Beomgyu glared at him. Beomgyu sighed and opened his phone and started to type. He waves his hand to the boys, asking for a little privacy as he replies. Taehyun frowned and turned his attention back to you and your phone.

"HE'S TYPING...!" You scream whisper, as you shake Taehyun's arm. He just replied with a hum, attention on what Beomgyu was going to reply.

From; Gyu(･´з`･)💕

Hey uhm..

What chocolates?

Oh..

The ones inside a small box??

Lmao those are for Mia XD

You felt your heart ache. Mia? She was one of your closest friends in your class. Pretty. Smart. Muse of almost every event. She was like every girl could ever dream to be. And you were no exemption.

From; Gyu(･´з`･)💕

Sorry for the misunderstanding, y/n.

Huening didn't listen carefully to me.

I wanted him to give the box to you and put it under her desk. You're classmates, right?

To; Gyu (･´з`･)💕

I'll be sure to do that.

From; Gyu(･´з`･)💕

thanks, y/n-nie:)

You didn't reply after that. Tears threatened to fall from your eyes. You lowered your head and shakily put back your phone into your bag. You felt Taehyun's hand on your shoulder, gently tightening it's grip before rubbing and up and down motion on your back. Trying to comfort you.

"You were right, Tyun, these aren't even meant for me. I was being delusional. Wasn't I?" You sniffled. Wiping your tears as you lifted up your head and faked a smile, forcing a small chuckle out your throat.

You could do so much better than that, Y/n.. Taehyun thought. He didn't say anything, the frown on his face turning into a look of concern.

Standing up from your seat, you took your back and slung it over your shoulder and quickly picked up your books.

"I gotta go now, 'kay? I just remembered I had something to do. See you after school, Tyun!" before you could leave, you felt Taehyun's hand grab your arm.

"You didn't even eat, y/n. Knowing you, you even skipped breakfast earlier, didn't you?"

"I did.... But I'm not hungr-"

"You just stated you were starving, earlier." You lowered your head, gently removing his grip from your arm.

"I.. lost my appetite. And besides," you spun around, both hands behind your back, forcing yourself to smile at him as you point your head behind you. "I've been trusted with a special mission. And it's from Gyu!"

Taehyun didn't know what to say. He just retracted back his hand and nodded hesitantly. You thank him and rush to your classroom.

You were thankful that nobody was inside. Swiftly taking out the box from your bag, you stared at it for a few seconds before pkacing it underneat Mia's desk.

You stood there, scoffing, "To think he'd actually give me that was just so rediculus." You whisper to yourself before going to your spot in class, which was two tables away from Mia's, taking a seat and laying your head down on your desk.

Feeling your stomach rumble, you placed your hand against it. Regretting to not even take a bite of the lunch Taehyun got for the two of you. "Stupid. Just plain stupid, y/n." You thought.

You could just go back to the cafeteria for Tyun, but after what scene you made in front of him, you just couldn't. You felt like you'd just embarrass yourself more than you're feeling now.

When the bell finally rung, you saw your classmates come inside the classroom in groups, pairs and some by themselves.

Your attention was on Mia. Once she entered, you kept your eye on her from the corner of your eye. She waved at you and you wabed back, a smile on both of your faces but who knows if both were genuenly even real and sencere. You saw as she sat down, she immediately noticed the box with a red ribbon around it.

She opened the box and her face lit up. She looked back at the lip of the box, seeing the yellow tag. After reading it, her white cheeks turning into a shade of dustly rose pink, a huge smile was then plastered on her face. Hugging the box, holding it close to her chest.

You smiled, seeing her reaction. You layed your head back into your arms as they rested on your desk. Her soft golden hair bouncing as he made small jumps of excitement. Her eyes glowing while she smiles. Who wouldn't fall for her? You hid your face into your arms. Again, feeling so stupid.

Both of them look good together. You thought. Your eyes; not being able to keep the some years from falling, you shed some drops here and there. But you sniffled quietly to avaid attracting any attention to you. Which was the least thing you wanted now.

After class, which you swore you slept through it half way, you rushed out the room and went to the waiting shed that was near the gates of the school. Your usual meet up place with Taehyun whenever you arrived and were about to leave school.

Once Taehyun saw you as he lifted up his head from his phone, he placed it back to his pockets. He smiled whilst waving at your direction.

You waved back. A soft, weak smile on your face. Taehyun wasn't stupid to not notice that you were still upset. But he didn't want to bring it up. It might upset you more. So he decided to just help you distract yourself from today's events.

After Taehyun dropped you off at your house, you felt so drained. You went to your bathroom and change. Your parents werent at home since they come home from work late at night. So it was just basically you and Yeonjun most of the time. But he wasn't also at home right now. You remembered him telling you at breakfast that he wouldn't be home for tonight since him and his friends decided to have a sleep over at Huening Kai's place. And now it was just you.

That's why sometimes you were even questioning if your parents actually cared for the both of you. They never seemed to be interested in your daily lives. Never asked how you guys were doing. They'd never have incontact with you if you weren't the one to approach them. You sighed.

Being alone didn't bother you. You liked your space. Your alone time. But sometimes, like everybody else, you wanted someone to keep you company every once in while.

As you washed your face, you stared up at the mirror above your sink, staring at your reflection. You looked so sorrowful. Eyes not lit with the usual joy that fuels your body. Your lips weren't even the slightest lifted into a smile.

You sighed, wiping some steam off of your mirror where it reflected your face before closing the lights and exiting your bathroom, plopping yourself onto your bed.

How many nights had you stared at the ceiling instead of sleeping, wondering what about you was so lacking? No matter how hard you tried, you still felt like you weren't ever enough.

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The next day, you just stayed in your bed for s few hours the second you woke up. Not even bothering to get up to open the door for your bother; Yeonjun, whom was spam calling you and almost banging on the gate to your house for almost 20 minutes.

After a while you suddenly heard someone knock on your door before opening it. You didn't even look at your door to even check who it was. You could already feel Yeonjun's glare burn the back of your head. "Really? Y/n what if I was a serial killer and just waltz inside your room and was about to kill you? Would you still ignore me?" he said, crossing his arms.

"And why didn't you answer my calls? I was out there banging on the gate to hopefully get your attention. People whom passed by thought I was crazy!"

You just groan and hug your pillow, hiding underneath your blanket. "Sorry.." you said with a groggy and dead voice.

Yeanjun's furious expression suddenly softened. He sighed and sat down next to you on your bed. Shaking you by the shoulder.

"Okay okay, I'm not mad anymore. But damn sis, are you okay? Woke up at the wrong side of the bed or somethin'?" he gently lifts up the blanket to see your face. Your eyes were bloodshot red and black circles could be noticed from underneath them.

"What the fuck-- Y/n what happened to you!?" you glared and him and sat down.

"Lower your voice, will 'ya?" Yeonjun apologized before tilting his head to take a good look at your face.

"But seriously, what happened?"

"I just.." you paused, trying to think of an excuse. To say that you've been crying over why your crush doesn't really like you nor take an interest in you was just childish. He might just tease you if you were to tell him that. "I had another.. Nightmare. And I didn't get to sleep well when I suddenly woke up at 3 in the morning."

Yeonjun frowned, contemplating if he should buy what you said or not. He sighed and gave you a hug, patting your back. "You wanna talk about it?"

"...No.." you answered, hugging him back.

"Okay, then.. Get your ass up! I'm making breakfast." your brow jerked up, looking at him slightly confused.

"Since when?"

"Excuse me? I make a mean breakfast if I do say so myself." he said, a hand on his chest and the other officer his hip.

"By 'mean', do you mean like, 'burning down the house, mean'?" Yeonjun glared at you and you laughed. You stood up from your bed and went downstairs to the kitchen before he could say a word.

"Are you that excited to taste my cooking?" you rolled your eyes at him before sitting down on the kitchen counter.

"No. I'm just here to monitor you just in case you might burn something."

"Why you little-"

And let's say your morning got way better than expected. You and Yeonjun ate breakfast together and played some games in his PS5. Everything was all fine and dandy until you got a notification from a gc where you, Huening Kai, and Taehyun were in.

Hyuka🗿

Hey besties💕

Wake up.

Rise from the dead 👹

Tyun-nie🛐

What is it this time?

I'm busy working out.

Y/n👑

What's up?

Hyuka🗿

I have tea<3

Y/n👑

Spill.

Hyuka🗿

did you guys know that Mia is going to a different country?

Well now you do👹

Y/n👑

does Gyu know?

Hyuka🗿

Idkkkkk, try and ask him

You stared at Huening Kai's message. Contemplating if you should actually ask him or not. But out of curiosity, you sucked in a deep breath and open Beomgyu's contact.

To; Gyu (･´з`･)💕

hey Gyu,

Uhm, do you know that Mia is moving to a different country soon?

It took him a while to read your message, and once you saw that he was typing, your heart was beating so fast. You didn't know if asking him that was actually okay. Since it wasn't even your business.

From; Gyu(･´з`･)💕

Hmm?

Oh. Yeah.

She just told me earlier today.

To; Gyu (･´з`･)💕

oh, I see

I was just curious hehe

Byebye:)

Beomgyu just reacted with a like on your message. You didn't wanna sulk over something like that so you just went back to the gc.

Y/n👑

Ok, so he knows. She told him earlier today:)

Hyuka🗿

I see

But like

Do you guys have an idea why she's moving? 🤔

Tyun-nie🛐

Her parents are taking her away??

Hyuka🗿

Yes, and? What else??

Tyun-nie🛐

idfk

how do you expect us to know these shit💀

Hyuka🗿

Aish....

It's because she has a heart disease.

Tyun-nie🛐

....

Y/n👑

..???

Hyuka🗿

Yeah... Her cousin told me:(

Y/n👑

does... Gyu know about this...?

Hyuka🗿

Unfortunately, no:(

Mia doesn't want Gyu to know,

Tyun-nie🛐

But isn't Beomgyu planning on waiting and hoping for Mia to come back....?

Hyuka🗿

we can't do anything about that, sadly..

It's her faith..

Y/n👑

No.

Gyu is going to get hurt.

I don't want him to loose someone he loves and cares about.

I can't live seeing him devastated and heart broken.

"Hey... Y/n? What's with the face?" you look to your side, seeing Yeonjun approaching you with two glasses of orange juice.

You immediately close your phone and fix your face. "Nothing. I just saw some... Disturbing news. That's all." you gave him a smile as you take the glass of juice that he was handing to you.

"Mhm.. So uhm, I'll be away for like, a week or something. I already told mum and dad. They agreed. As long as I'm with Hyuka and his parents. They invited me and Gyu for a beach vacation or something like that. I'll update you though. Okay?"

You frown, almost not liking the idea that he's leaving you again all alone. But you didn't want to be a burden to him by babysitting you. So you nod and smiled at him.

That same night; Yeonjun bid his goodbyes to you, hugging him before marching away with his bags in hand. You saw as the car that was waiting for Yeonjun opened, Beomgyu was the first to greet him. He was laughing and smiling after greeting your brother. It warmed your heart seeing him happy like that.

You met his eyes one last time, nodding before Yeonjun hopped in the car, you gave him and the others a weak smile and a wave goodbye before Beomgyu closed the door. You were left alone. Once again.

⇱ ⇢ Time Skip; 1week and 1day later ⇲

Beomgyu was staring at his bedroom ceiling, feeling bored, he stood up and got some decent clothes to change in and decided to collect the gang. So he started with Yeonjun. Since they were neighbors, he didn't mind walking his way to his place.

When he knocked the door; surprisingly, it wasn't Yeonjun whom answered. It was Huening Kai. Huening's face was first shown with a surprised expression before suddenly his eyebrows furrowed.

"Hey, Huening? What's up? What're you doing here?" Beomgyu questioned, head tilting to the side.

"..Beomgyu, I think it isn't the right time for you to show up here right now..."

Beomgyu frowned. Arms on his hips. "And why is th-"

Before he could finish his sentenced, he was cut off by somebody's fist harshly meeting with his face. Beomgyu took a few steps backwards, holding his cheek while staring at the attacker. Yeonjun.

"FUCKING LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT, BEOMGYU!!"

"YEONJUN-HYUNG! STOP!" Taehyun yelled out, trying to hold back the elderly member of the group.

"FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU MAN! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!" Yeonjun barked. "LET GO OF ME, TAEHYUN! LET ME FUCKING AT 'EM!"

"Hey... What the fuck are you talking about, Yeonjun??" Beomgyu said, not trying to raise his voice. He stared at Yeonjun. His eyes looked like he'd been crying a river. Face all red. Tear stains were visible here and there on his flushed cheeks as new ones flowed down from his eyes once more. Pain and anger could be sensed in his voice.

"FUCK YOU ALL! FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING GIRLFRIEND!" Beomgyu lunged at Yeonjun just then and punched his face.

"HEY HEY!" Huening yelled, trying to hold back Beomgyu.

"Look! If you have a fucking problem with me just say it, old man! Don't fucking bring Mia into this." Beomgyu snapped back.

"OHOHO! SHE'S SUPPOSED TO BE BROUGHT INTO THIS. IT'S HER FAULT! FUCK HER!" Yeonjun's voice was so loud that it attracted some neighbors to come out of their houses and see what the fuss was about.

"Are you drunk? Whatever the problem is, Yeonjun, let's just calm down and talk it out. Let's try and fix thi---" Yeonjun got even more furious and shoved Taehyun's arms away from him and gave Beomgyu another punch. Taehyun quickly tried to pull him away from Beomgyu.

"FUCK OFF!! IT'S OVER!! NOTHING CAN FIX THIS!" Beomgyu glared at Yeonjun, questioning him. "SHE'S FUCKING GONE!"

"...what..? Who??" Beomgyu asked.

"Y/n....." Huening Kai mumbled, his grip on Beomgyu unwillingly loosened.

"What? Is she missing or something?" Yeonjun screamed in irritation at Beomgyu's statement.

"Oh? You don't fucking know???? MAYBE BECAUSE ALL YOU EVER CARED ABOUT WAS MIA. MIA MIA MIA MIA. FUCKING SHIT BEOMGYU." he paused. "Did you ever think about Y/n...?" Yeonjun's brows frowned in a way that showed more sorrow than anger, voice cracking and shaking as he spoke.

"I.... I don't get you, Yeonjun."

"SHE'S FUCKING DEAD, CHOI BEOMGYU. DEAD. DO YOU HEAR ME???" Beomgyu's body froze.

"...I don't understand... IM SORRY FOR YOUR FUCKING LOSS... But what does that fucking have to do with me and Mia, Huh!? Did she kill herself because she couldn't accept that I'm finally with someone!?" Yeonjun growled.

"YOU ASSHOLE!" Yeonjun had enough and pushed Taehyun aside, pouncing on Beomgyu. Making him and Huening fall. Yeonjun was trying to punch Beomgyu's face but Beomgyu tried his best to block each punch with his arms as a shield.

"YOU DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND ANYTHING BECAUSE THAT FUCKING PERFECT GIRLFRIEND OF YOURS HID THE TRUTH FROM YOU ON WHY SHE'S MOVING TO A DIFFERENT COUNTRY." Beomgyu was staring at Yeonjun. Yelling out a "WHAT".

"She has a heart disease, Beomgyu. You're fucking girlfriend was about to die. IT WAS HER FAITH.... BUT FUCKING SHIT GYU!" Yeonjun sobbed, wanting to punch Beomgyu again but gave up, his face now buried in his hands. Beomgyu stayed silent. Speechless.

"Y/N CHANGED HER FAITH. SHE FUCKING GAVE HER HEART TO MIA. SO THAT SHE COULD LIVE ON AND BE HAPPY. SO THAT SHE COULD SEE YOU HAPPY, BEOMGYU." Huening and Taehyun gently pulled Yeonjun off of Beomgyu.

"SHE WAS FUCKING WILLING TO GIVE AWAY HER OWN FUCKING LIFE! JUST SO SHE COULD SEE YOU HAPPY! SHE WANTED YOU TO BE HAPPY EVEN THOUGH IF YOU WERE IN THE ARMS OF SOMEONE ELSE!" Yeonjun broke down there, he screamed in pain whilst crying. "of all people... Why my sister... She doesn't deserve to go to heaven yet.. No no.... Fuck...."

Beomgyu stood up. Staring at Yeonjun in disbelief. He slowly inched closer to Yeonjun, hand reaching out for him. "Yeonjun, I...."

"Just go." Taehyun said coldly. Beomgyu had no choice. Gyu nodded and said sorry before walking away.

The next day, Yeonjun got the news that Beomgyu moved to a different country. He was sad that he lost a friend. But he'd already lost you. The treasure he promised to you and himself that he'd keep safe no matter what. But he failed. He now doesn't know whom he should blame.

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Years passed and Beomgyu went back to his old house to visit his parents. Him and Mia ended things after a week of what happened last time he was here.

He wanted to visit Yeonjun and give him a proper apology, but he also realized that he owed you and apology too. He still had connections with Huening Kai after all these years so he knew where you were.

Once he reached the cemetery where you were, he looked around almost everywhere just to find you. And when he did, he felt chills run up his spine. He gulped and knelt down to the stone which had your name carved on it, a picture of You that was framed was also present near some candles that were about to go out any moment.

He stared at your picture, his heart ached, realizing how much he'd miss seeing you. How much he missed your voice. You smile. Your crazy laughs. He missed walking to school with you by his side. He was missing you.

Placing a rose on your tomb stone, you started to sob. He wasn't sure what the reason was. Was it pure out of guilt? Was he missing you that much?

"I'm really sorry Y/n.. I really am.. I.. It should've been me who did that.. I should've been the one whose gone. Not you. You don't deserve this. Y/n I-I... Fucking shit I miss you, goddammit..." he sniffled. "6 feet never felt so far..."

After pouring out his heart with all the things he wished he'd told you before, he took in a deep breath. He suddenly hugged your tomb stone, feeling a little stupid and crazy for it but he didn't care.

His tears flowed down his cheeks like a rushing waterfall. Falling down onto the candle, making the fire burn out. "This wasn't what I wanted..."

✒ End.

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