I go through this phase of obsessing over one or two Amazing Devil songs at a time and they rotate every few weeks and lately Pruning Shears is in that rotation and not just because "my entire life is going way too fast / watching everyone I've ever loved walk past / never really quite getting the knack of / knowing that no one will not ever come back for you" makes me go absolutely mad, the whole song does but DAMN this part--
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Was it worth it?
To hold him in your arms in the dark of night?
To swallow his moans into your mouth, responding with your own?
To feel his heels digging into your spine as he pulls you closer, legs trembling around your hips?
To have his nails clawing into your back deep enough to leave marks and reap blood in his wake.
Was it worth it for the pain and the suffering when it was all over?
When he left, gently kissing over your forehead, careful not to disturb your sleep. Muttering an excuse, deaf to all but his own ears, to soothe only his own pain.
He couldn't stay.
Not when he knew you wanted him to stay. Not when he knew he wanted to stay.
Not when he knew you'd tear your heart out and hand it to him on a bloody platter for him to devour as long as he'd be at your side in the morning.
It'd be all the harder to leave in the morning though.
You looked so calm when you slept. So peaceful, devoid of the sorrow in the wrinkle of your brow when you fucked him. Sad even when he was with your arms, cherishing the moment yet counting down the seconds until you'd be ripped apart from your soul again.
Was it worth it?
Probably not.
Definitely not.
But he was the drug and you were the addict, grasping for more even when you knew you should stop.
"Fuck~" to hear him moan and sob under your touch, feel the pain and the pleasure boiling over the top into ecstasy. "Don't stop, please don't stop!"
To look at him, even if he wasn't looking back at you, eyes squeezed shut because unlike you he had some means of self-preservation.
"Harder, harder." Even if he sounded pathetic you knew you were none the better, after all here you were again, waiting at beck and call for him when he wanted another good fuck.
His inner walls squeezing around your length, the sheets under him soaked with his release and nearly ripped from his fist's grip. His body pressed so close against yours you couldn't tell where you stopped and he began.
Meshed so closely together you could be deluded fooled into thinking that you were finally one. One heart. One soul. One body.
But it was a lie. He held your heart and soul and left your body behind every night when he left you.
Your head buries into his neck, hiding the raw emotion spilling over the edge-even if he wasn't looking at you to begin with. His voice a hoarse desperate chant, losing his mind all while being entirely wrapped around you.
"Cum in me, please cum in me. Make me yours, fill me up so full of you I'll never forget it~"
Fuck.
Was it worth it?
No.
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Need to have a dad whose cock I can suck under his desk while he works :( And maybe when he's done since I've been so good he pulls me onto his lap and kisses me all over, pushing my sloppy boycunt onto his dick while praising me for being so patient for him :(((
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On one hand, having venti pamper me and take care of my every need.
On the other, pamering venti and taking care of all of his needs
I cannot pick a side
-Rapid
Just like me fr 😔
I wanna comfort the absolute fuck out of him, I wanna cook for him and smother him in affection and play with his hair and give him the entire universe
Just imagine holding him and giving him kisses and telling him over and over how much you love him <33333, that you'll always be there because he's your world, then flustering the hell out of him with words of praise and comfort
That's my default, pls let me just wrap him in a blanket and give him a forehead kiss, he deserves it, he's been through so much and deserves all the good things, let me treat him as if he's the most precious thing in the world cause he is and I love him so much
But on the other hand
Venti brushing your hair out of your face with gentle eyes, telling you how you'll always be ok as long as he's there, how he'd do anything for your happiness, how nothing in the world would ever stand in its way and god help anything that tries
Just getting a hug from Venti after a particularly rough day and him whispering that it's all right, you're ok and you did so good today, he's so proud of you for pushing forward and you'll never have to worry about any of that with him
And he'd be so insistent on doing everything, every time you go to get up, to be a more productive person, he's there immediately to take on whatever burden himself with that same warm smile, one that just radiates how he wouldn't prefer to be anywhere else
Then the sugary sweet phrases, the "Please let me take care of the most important person to ever grace the universe, the world's been so rough on you recently hasn't it, let me take care of it all for you" between gentle kisses that make you lose your entire train of thought, how he's so quick to silence any protest with a kiss that barely covers the intense desires behind it
Venti, with all his charisma and emotional intelligence, with his strategically placed touches that make you wonder if it really wouldn't be so bad to just give into what he promises you, the promise of happiness without conditions or limitations
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trying to figure out what roy's number before 6 would've been
my thought is that he played defensive midfield coming up through the sunderland academy, but like he very much Did Not have the 6 when he was 17 that would've been a near impossibility, he probably earned the 6 his third (maybe second??) year at sunderland, but as he matured and played more with sunderland he became the box-to-box midfielder they call him in the pilot
and by the time he was transferring to a bigger club (my thought is that it was just before or just after the 02-03 season when sunderland got relegated) he had enough pull to tell the clubs he was looking at that he wanted the 6 or he'd sign elsewhere. chelsea gave him the 6 and the rest is football legend
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