#imnotthem

[hypeonemarketing]

#BlackMilitia🏴‍☠️x @DjChose #ImNotThem #OutNow‼️#AllPlatforms📡 Video drop #Tomorrow #Feb14 #ValentinesDay💝🛍️ Reposted from @yungceostreetbread (at St. George, Utah) https://www.instagram.com/p/Com77DXLS55/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#blackmilitia🏴‍☠️x #imnotthem #outnow‼️ #allplatforms📡 #tomorrow #feb14 #valentinesday💝🛍️

[hu1inamillion]

FACT NEVER WOULD, NEVER DID, BUT ... STILL STAY ... LOYAL! 💪🏽 Y'ALL WON'T CHANGE THAT. FACT 🙌🏽 #loyality #rare #loyal #here #imnotthem #weknowwho #rp @biggsburke https://www.instagram.com/p/CTatP15FfUl/?utm_medium=tumblr

#loyality #rare #loyal #here #imnotthem #weknowwho #rp

[cigarettesandkisses]

The first step is always the hardest.

its funny, how you keep pushing through a bad situation, with millions of excuses and a thousand false promises to your own self, just another day built with lies, yet something else to dispise. im in a place, a mindset so to speak, where anything goes. i get taunted - anything goes. i get talked down to - anything goes. i get told off because i explode because of my bipolar - anything goes. i get reminded of past mistakes - anything goes. i neglect my own self care, both mentally and physcially - anything goes. yet my mind and heart are putting up a fight and putting up a protest saying NOTHING GOES. see, i am the kind of character where it takes me a long while to love myself. a long long while. there are 4 figures in my life, that i constantly make excuses for , anything goes with these 4 figures. two of them have decreased in the mental abuse i have passed through. yet the other two are the ones causing me so much distress. i have learnt, that you can never blame anyone else for your own wrong doings. yet, i have also learnt the hard way, that actions do contribute do a certain state of mindset. From therapists and counsellors and blogs and articiles and self help books i have read that sometimes you need to validate your feelings by writing them down. i have thought, that, i have written them down in the past yet i realise that i have not been writing the right feelings. i guess it is time, to write them down. these figures, lets name them : jack and jill for the sake of privacy. just for the sake of privacy. Jack, jack is quite the character. a figure who keeps mentioning other people yet claims he hates talking about people. jack, who remembers every single little fuck up you did and keeps pressing on an open wound when he sees you make a mistake. jack, who says he believes in god, yet swears like a drunk sailor when angry. jack, who openly talks about his woes and misfortunes. jack has lately said " but are you stupid?" " well, dont you understand?" " im not trying to find a needle in a haystack but... (enter something i do which he does not like. ) " im not saying these things to hurt you" well, truth of the matter, jack has. jack always tells me what to tell jill when jack fights with jill. jack also spoilt jill to pieces and then when shit blew up, spent hours speaking about her wrong doings because.... WOE IS ME. jack has singlehandedly talked down to me, made me feel like i am not good enough, disregarded my opinions, called me childish and made me feel like im so dumb even children are better than me. Jill. i used to date jill. on and off for 3 years, make that 2 and a half years. jill started out okay, and when i fucked up, instead of helping me out or fixing it, you would see her and jack talk about my wrong doings. jill used to monitor me, study my every move so as to see how i cannot fuck her up. jill used to follows jacks lead into belittling me and then the student overshadowed the master. jill spread word about my wrong doing, and jack helped her out and never stopped her. jill slept with me then talks behind my back the moment i leave the house. jill, who said she loved me and wanted a future with me but spent hours conditioning me, yelling at me, never letting me speak. what jack and jill have in common is that both made me feel so worthless. they left me powerless then you would hear them both say. " this is for your own good." "why are you sayin this?" "this is without sense" "use fucking brains." my key, to beginning to take care of myself is to remove them. get rid of them in any way that i can. cause jack only wants jill.. and jill only wants me and jack for her own reasons. the irony of this whole jack and jill situation is that i was the pail of water. and i tumbled down and down and down the hill. down the hill of neglect that is. but you know what? holding on to this hurt. resentment pain will not help me. it is I who counts. not their perception. jack and jill have their own lives and i have mine. i understand and i respect their mindsets. but i will respect mine.

#self care #mental health #mental illness #selflove #selfrespect #forgiveness #newlife #newperspective #letgo #lettinggo #imnotashamed #imnotthem #imme #icandoit #icandothis #positivity #feelingstrong #itsallinthedetails #itsallinyourhead #simple #elusion #delusa

[goldengoddess1]

Even one of the Greats recognized "She differs from the rest"💯 *Funny as ishh😂 #FunnyAsIshhhTour #HoustonFinest #ImNotThem🙏🏽 #NoBandNeeded #SheBragDifferent #BeenThisWay (at NRG Stadium) https://www.instagram.com/mizgrand_el/p/BwPI1JUl-bXmpzM1HlIgmV7Tgftq-GIaL0UFUw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ksdsso6mijof

#funnyasishhhtour #houstonfinest #imnotthem🙏🏽 #nobandneeded #shebragdifferent #beenthisway

[bespokenvip-blog]

#Repost @mistamastabarba (@get_repost) ・・・ #ijs #focus #determined #strong #UniqueBeast #og #structure #discipline #ImNotThem #BeenThereDoneThat #IDoMoreB4NoonThanYouDoAllDay #ImUpBeforeAndAfterYou #NextLevel #selfmade #motivated #inspire #squad #goals #handmade #millionairemindset (at The Bespoken VIP Barber Lounge and Mogul Showroom)

#handmade #structure #motivated #squad #focus #uniquebeast #imupbeforeandafteryou #nextlevel #beentheredonethat #millionairemindset #goals #og #discipline #ijs #imnotthem #selfmade #idomoreb4noonthanyoudoallday #inspire #repost #determined #strong

[raeshantael]

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[betterbemeta]

hey you made a long post on someone’s (imnotthem) anna post and i get it your trying to help but telling us what we already know isn’t going to help anything be it just going to waste your time... we are sick

Yeah but you’re not dead yet.

It’s not a waste of time even if I personally don’t achieve a direct 1:1 result. Change is cumulative, not instant and radical.

you do know that the kind of public announcement, parasocial relationship harvesting that the ‘pro ana’ and thinspiration communities do is not actually part of the ‘sickness’, right?

#disrupting communications of these insular self-harm communities #is not the same as 'telling someone what they already know' #I know they know #but I'm not going to let that harmful shit exist in what it thinks is private #Anonymous

[big-gov]

#PayAttention #ImNotThem #ImHim #ImBigGov @iamghanivision on the visual

#payattention #imbiggov #imhim #imnotthem

[jrdvla-blog]

┊It's not about forcing happiness; it's about not letting the evil/sadness win, Only way to survive the devils playground, is to play God.☝️┊ #ToBeCompletelyHonest #MoveInSilence #BeliveInUrComeUp #ImNotThem

#tobecompletelyhonest #beliveinurcomeup #imnotthem #moveinsilence

[renabeanz-blog]

Ageism is a form of prejudice characterized by discrimination against people based on their age.

On that note, I'd like to say "Just because I was born at night, doesn't mean I was born last night." True story I was born 11:38 pm on a rainy day.... anywho.  Also I would like to say just because you think I'm wise, doesn't mean I know it all. 

And just because you are older than me, doesn't mean you aren't capable.  I won't tell you that you can't do something.  Only you can do that.  In case you didn't know, I've had '' older friends since I was like 8." 

#ImNotHereForThat #ImNotThem