#im so sad right now oh my god

[mangysah]

one part of me is a bit upset that mogami arc isn’t recognized in full ever again and we don’t get to see anyone bring it up even though it’s like definitely traumatizing and can be talked about in one way or the other, but the other part of me is also upset that people seem to not understand the full significance of the arc and chalk it up to “mob sad boy forever…” instead of the fact that bc of this arc he is so grateful for his actual life and the people he’s surrounded himself with

#i have soo many thoughts about mogami arc you dont even know. and oh my god dont get me started on minori #IM NOT NORMAL RIGHT NOW OKAY theres so much to discuss here.. #i just think its sad that people are allowed to criticize this arc but also fail to acknowledge why it exists and why the author placed it #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #mogami arc #birb does rambling

[perfectly-clear-from-here]

cheeky wee playlist for my fic inhaler... cause I said so. send post.

#idk why its taken me absolutely missions to make this public #just realising how many sad songs are on this thing HOW #anyway yeah ahh. happy listening innit!! #also i have far too many public playlists im aware of it pls dont judge me 🙏 #oh god time for me to get all rambly: #writing and music literally go so hand and hand with me like- practically my entire life is split between just those things soooo #heres a wee insight into what inhaler sounds like for me!! #terri-fecking-fied that people are gonna be like... what how that makes no sense whys that song there EVEN WHEN IT WONT EVEN HAPPEN HELP 😭 #right ill shush now #love yous lots #and if anyone even looks at it i'll honestly be so happy genuinely 😭 #inhaler #my fic #my fic writing #milex

[boxwinebaddie]

do u think we can hear a little bit of the kyle cant say i love u ask?

ugh, yes </3

so...fair warning, idk what this is. also...

why is it written in present tense? idk. anyways!

i started ~writing~ something ( bad ) that i was going to maybe slap to the end of the ask, which is not proofread or finished, but basically context is that it's the #ravesey divorce fight, the climax of it...

...where stan starts packing a bag and for one of the first times in his pleated, completed, type-a, show no mercy, no nonsense, new jersey slaughterhouse life, kyle broflovski...is paralyzed with fear.

because kyle who always has his shit together is completely losing it.

everything.

his everything.

his stan.

again.

and he's ripped at the seams, dissolving right before our very eyes: his perfect auburn tresses which usually cascade and glide effortlessly down his lithe shoulders, are fucked up, frizzy and falling all over his face which is pale, creased and gaunt...like he's seen a ghost.

his pupils are blown to high heaven and shot to all hell. dilated like two green distress signals. once fierce now frightened, floundering.

his special stan glasses are crooked and fogging up from how hard and uneven his breathing is with the chain nearly suffocating him from how rough and imprecise his startled, frenzied movements are.

he's shaking his head in horror, in shock, in grief, in utter disbelief. really, his whole fucking body is shaking like an addict going through withdrawals, but this is a million times worse than watching someone flush a pack of cigarettes down the toilet. it stings. it burns. it lingers.

in a way that stan won't.

but kyle needs him to, needs him to stay, needs him close, needs him forever, so he's talking fast, way, way, way too fast, like if he can say enough other words, i love you will seem far less grand and lustrous...

but they're not.

whilist time passes achingly slow. and kyle's given hundreds of speeches, debates and lectures, but words fail him, his lips quiver, his mouth opens and closes helplessly and that booming voice is barely a whisper when he finally musters up the dis-courage to mumur;

"...b-baby? baby! where—where are you going?! w-where are YO—“

kyle darts forward and reaches for his boyfriend before he turns into a memory again, not sure where he was aiming. to please, to squeeze, to stroke his tear-slicked cheek, maybe? to dust the tips of the his trembling, unworthy fingers cross that little spot of sun just beneath his right eye. the gentle curve of his jaw, far less violent than his, or—or even just on the side of his arm where love is written in spanish. amor. like tracing the letters onto his skin would be good enough.

but it never was.

he never was.

and as proof of his inadequacy, stan sails to the left and ducks right under kyle's arm, which collides with the quilted down of their couch.

…their couch.

how long would their couch be their couch? kyle thought that their couch would always be their couch! kyle thought that—

"out."

it was a single syllable, uttered in the same bratty voice harnessed by misbehaved teenage boys everywhere, but it was different coming from stan, whose mouth was not made to start fights or draw blood. it was a horrible, harsh sound, wrought with an undercurrent of sadness.

it was then that the realization dawns on him.

stan wasn't angry with him.

stan was disappointed in him.

which was far, far worse.

kyle wants to look strong, look stable, look sturdy, so stan would look at him — god, he would do anything for stan to just look at him! and stop packing that stupid fucking bag, that dumb black jansport backpack they'd bought back to school shopping because...his stan was going back to school. and kyle was so...so proud of him.

but gerald never was, gerald was loud, so kyle was loud, so when he should have congratulated stan for doing something difficult, he criticized him for not doing something easy! like the dishes and told stan he'd stitched his name into the bag...just in case he lost it.

funny how things happen.

…not funny.

not funny at all, actually!

so then…why was he laughing?

why the Fuck was he laug—

"out? Out? O-OUTSIDE?! stan, you—ya can't be serious?! you're in a little t-shirt and—and shorts, you'll freeze to death! you'll—“

kyle clings to the thin fabric of stan's tee-shirt, admiring the myriad of sauce stains and makeup marks that, on a normal night, kyle might be livid about, but tonight...they're lovely; they're so, so lovely.

just like the boy who made them.

the boy kyle loves.

not rockstar raven of crimson dawn.

but sweet, sensitive stanley marsh.

his stan.

his...

kyle's eyes fall absentmindedly to the tattered hem of stan's shorts, where amidst a jagged, serrated sea of angry self mutilizations past, was a new beginning...the beginning of a word, a sound, a letter...a

K.

a k...for kyle.

stan had gotten it done last anti-valentine's day, as a gift, for him, but mostly...for himself. because stan cruelly hated himself, every part of his body, but he hated that part the most. his inner thighs, the valley that stretched between them...so he'd gotten kyle's name tattooed down there, so that when he was off on tour and missed his boyfriend terribly...he was with him.

always.

so that on his very worst days, when he felt the worst about himself, he could still see his super best friend. a precious skin-deep reminder that when the dysphoria hit and he felt like shit, craved a stiff drink and the razor blade winked…that when he felt falsely ugly...

...someone thought he was truly beautiful.

and he was.

he was really...and truly beautiful.

everyday. every second. even now. especially now. and god, what kyle wouldn't do to place his lips in that spot right there, anywhere, everywhere! because kyle couldn't say i love you and they weren't married, no, not in the traditional sense, but even so, kyle went to temple, a place of sacred worship & recited his vows every night.

every stroke, every sigh, every stretch of blessed skin.

i love you.

i love you.

i love—

"because you're so worried about me, right, kyle?"

stan sneers, holding his name like a knife between teeth.

"—because you love me, right?"

he spit and twist it.

it was twisted. and kyle feels those spiteful syllables split him open like shrapnel. he gasps like stan had shot him, grasping the hem of his shirt so hard that it hurt, like a little kid clinging to his mother's skirt.

so scared she would leave.

so scared she would go, begging

don't go.

please don't go.

please, please, please don't g—

"NO! i—i do! stan, i do!”

kyle tries to argue but nearly breaks his neck nodding, with his shrill voice weak and watery and wanting.

“baby—BABY! i do, i DO! i really do! i—I LO—“

but the words wouldn't come.

kyle was banging on the wall, iron clad and impenetrable, he fought and shouted, kicked and screamed and still...nothing would come.

he couldn't say it. he couldn't FUCKING say it!

why...why?

Why?

WHY?!

he had never wanted to cry before but he could feel it in the back of his throat. he wants to come out. the little boy he'd trapped back there. but he couldn't be that big again, that small...that pathetic. so he bites down HARD. harder than he'd even bitten before and thrashes his cheek with his teeth, the taste of blood filling his mouth.

and for a moment...he feels dizzy...

because the blood tastes like metal.

like stan.

just like sta—

"save it, mi sabelotodo."

stan sniffs and lifts his head up slowly. his damp bangs are stuck to his forehead, the tips just barely kissed with bleach, mere whispers of the boy they wanted him, those beautiful dark roots growing with him into the man he wanted to be. whose wonderful face was flushed with frustration, whose kind, bright blue eyes were...

god, all kyle had wanted was for stan to look at him. but it gores him; it guts him. it carves him; it cuts him.

it was wrong. it was all wrong!

he took it back. he took it all back!

take me back, baby.

he wants to plead, while his lip shakes and bleeds.

stanley, PLEASE take me ba—

then, in one foul swoop, the boy with the bag shrugs his shoulders and kyle's hand crumples back down onto the couch. broken. lifeless.

"—save it for someone you actually love."

#anyways hope i die #actually tho bc this was so poorly written oh my god #i am in pain i am sorry i wanted this to be not bad #i'll proof it and fix it later smh #BUT I WANTED YALL TO HAVE IT #ANYWAYS I HATE MY LIFE SO BAD I HATE IT HERE #also stans spicy lil inner thigh kyle tattoo is important to me #hot boy self care behavior #WHICH EVEN IF IT WASNT #THATS OKAY BC KYLE TAKES REALLY GOOD CARE OF HIM AND LOVES HIM SO MUCH EVEN THO HE CANT SAY IT #MAAAAAAAAN #WERE IN HELL #ANYWAYS #jerseys perspective makes me wanna kword myself so bad like hes so desperate and loving and sad and i LOVE HIM #BABY ITS GONNA BE OKAY :(((( #mi sabelotodo WAS VIIIIIIIIOLENT #LIKE OH MY GOOOOOOOD #i fixed it so the tenses are right now #im so bad at that idk why i did present tense im insane sorry #we know this we sometimes love this #I HAD SO MUCH FUN WRITING THIS I LOVE ANGST #I LOVE WRITING AAA IM SMILING IM SO HAPPY #LIKE IM SAD BUT IM HAPPY IM WRITING EEEE

[sonknuxadow]

if i was the person running the sonic twitter account i would tweet that sonic is canonically a trans guy and then turn off my phone

#and if people get mad i would go back and say that knuckles is canonically in love with him #or that tangle and whisper are dating or something #sorry part of what prompted this is tjat when i was answering that last ask #i made the mistake of going on twitter to see if i was right about sega donating to lgbt charities or if i misremembered #and they made a post about pride month yesterday and oh my GOD the replies. #i dont usually like going ''how can you be a bigot and also be x'' because it often comes off as an attempt #to brush off issues in certain spaces but i genuinely dont understand how people can be homophobic/transphobic and a sonic fan ????? #or think that sonic would agree with those opinions??? #those beliefs go against everything sonic stands for #also people going ''so sad that sega has given in go the woke mafia'' or ''wow im really disappoinged i will not be playing your games now' #as if this is the first time theyve ever posted something like this. its not lmao

[themyscirah]

Thinking about current continuity Vanessa and just getting pissed off again

Like one, LET HER REST oh my god dc you ruin her FUCKING life like an asshole only to bring her back as a villain after she finally got out oh my god-

But also like its just so bad. This is a whole other woman with her name like why are we doing this. Like first you kill her mom (JULIA NOOO) and erase her YEARS of history growing up around diana (the thing that actually made her villain turn [if you can call it that w the level of manipulation involved] interesting and fucking heartbreaking) for some shitty "oh I saved you we were friends" run of the mill whatever. Then to use that and say Nessie had a crush on her OWN SISTER (Diana, so like informally adopted, but still 😡) now????

And then they took away her curls and made her a redhead but not even the realistic kind. DC SHE DOESNT LOOK LIKE THAT

It just makes me so mad. Freaking guys. They could have used another name like oh my god. She's not even the first silver swan why the fuck would they do that if they're not going to explore her history w diana (which she no longer has!!!!) or how intensely fucked up everything got for her. What is even the fucking point of this then other to drag a main character of the ww supporting cast through the mud again for genuinely no reason. They could have easily had her be Valerie Beaudry (sorry Val) instead or just MADE UP ANOTHER NAME because it's obvious that no one actually cared about her as a character they just wanted the wondy villain back so like !!!!!!!!!! Why even bother

#her entire treatment just makes me so angry #like in general it makes me mad and sad and a million other emotions #but the fucking robinson version just makes me enraged. beyond pissed off. because theres no fucking reason for it its bullshit and its the #one in current continuity right now. so i get to see tom king ww panels put on my dash that have this stupid fake vanessa and its so #infuriating. like thats NOT her!!!!!!! oh my freaking god people #her hair is BROWN and CURLY and shes dianas BABY SISTER who she lived with for YEARS like she was a MAJOR supporting ww character for the #longest time. like shes got about 100 appearances (just checked) preboot this is not a minor character #so freaking frustrating #blah #ALSO. FUCKING ALSO. THE FACT THAT THE WHOLE CURRENT VANESSA TURNED EVIL BC SHE REALIZED SHE WASNT SPECIAL TO DIANA BS. FUCK YOU THERE LIKE #OH MY GODDDDD “isnt special to diana” im going to fucking kill you. what do you mean she doesnt care about her specially. thats her FUCKING #BABY SISTER. not to sound like vanessa herself a la silver swan but those clowns at dc would never say that shit about cassie oh my god #not special my FUCKING ass. nessie and her mom were literally the first people invited to themyscira in post coie continuity #like yes diana trevor and steve trevor and even baby julia kapetelis washing ashore but like the kapetelises (and you could even say just #nessie bc again her mom had been there before) were the FIRST ones invited there like you cannot say diana didnt care about them more than #the average joe dc i fucking despise you. #this girl has been through so much why is dc incapable of throwing her a bone ever. nessie i am so sorry they did that to you sweetie. #gonna tag it bc her tag deserves the traffic #vanessa kapatelis #just makes me so mad #doing all that to the normal teen girl character in a wonder woman comic is so fucked actually like dc comics i should not have to explain #that to you. what message do you think you are sending here be serious

[mymp3]

GETTING ON TUMBLR TO BLOG ABOUT THE SOUNDTRACK VIDEO!!!!!!!!!!

#okay when the moons reaching out for stars sounds goofy i do not like that #COLOR YOUR NIGHT!!!!!! #ITS GOING DOWN NOW ACTUALLY CLEAR #HOLLLYYYY SHIT SOME OF THESE NEW SONGS ARE HITTING #IM FUCKING THROWING UPPPPP HOLY SHIT PERSONA 3 REALLY IS GETTING A REMAKE HUH? #okay wait wtf are these instumentals #lmfao. #holy #wow okay i almost spit out my drink #iwatodi dorm sounds so fucking ass it makes me crack up whenever it comes up #all of the non vocal tracks sound ass #<- sorry but why does living with determination sound like that #I really do not like the direction theyre going in with these “remastered songs” #also why did they remaster the songs #whatever man #hold on changing seasons reload is on #WOAHHHHHHHH I KIND OF LIKE IT #ITS HITTINGGGG #oh my god i just minato walking in the bottom right. hes so cute. #kind of sad they got rid of the french but the violin is really pretty in this track #OVERALL REALLY NICE I THINK! #compendiumnotebook

[tsukisdiary]

sometimes i think about the fact that rick's mom canonically didn't give a shit about his achievements when he was growing up and after his daughter died he had to encounter multiple versions of her who were constantly frustrated due to having their potential nipped as a teenager because of something that happened when they were seventeen without even knowing that in multiple realities the same event that changed their lives was also orchestrated by the same fathers that abandoned them. and how angry he must feel with everything; with the citadel, with other ricks, with himself for even leading the fucking other ricks to begin with. and just being so angry he can't shoulder all the guilt so he chooses to project it on his son in law who happens to be an incompetent, egotistical, idiot

#like imagine seeing all the grownup versions that your own daughter could've been like only to see them be ... so miserable like sure #at the end of the day beth is now choosing to be there for her kids and trying to be a good mom but she cant erase what she has done to #summer her whole life like starting to change when shes seventeen I mean you're doing something and she appreciates it but is it enough? #canonically summer doesn't have enough self confidence to admit it to herself that she is in fact a lesbian and then she found out the #version of herself that is able to come out is the one that was properly taken care of by her mother #same beth that is allergic to fucking wine #and yes she can try to do better with morty but she just seems to associate him so much with jerry she ends up just letting her dad take #him whenever #and im not saying she doesn't love her children because she does #but i also think she doesn't know how to properly love them #which ultimately ends up being linked to her upbringing and her relationship with her dad and her abandonment issues and the fact that this #rick she has right now is not hers and she doesn't even know how important that detail is because even if she knows that's not strictly #speaking her father #he also is one of the two ricks who have never abandoned a young beth #rick and morty #oh my god these long ass tags #rick sanchez #beth smith #its just... sad

[wonkerbonker]

This is it. The peak. Through all of my time on here before and after this, this shall always be the most glorious of times. Through everything I've seen, none compares to such majesty. Truly, the only time I will be at my happiest and most jovial on this forsaken hellsite shall be this day, at this moment, at this time. The most dreaded thing I fear, On the Line or Off it, is the removal of this glorious feature. The only thing I'd need. On or Off. Is the boop.

#boop #im still going fucking crazy im literally shakkinh and pacing around my toom #oh god ill be so sad when the boop is iver ill be shaking at crying #though #when time is nearing its end #enjoy it. #dont fret its nonexistence later. celebrate its existence now. #literally the most sad poetic ive ever been is right now #lmao

[aikotos]

got curious since i found pharos' model & his eye shape was pretty similar to kitaro's

#pokemon evolution line #talk #i cant get the non-player characters' textures right help #it feels like theyre missing a color file... #anyways; im sad since i cant play the game until #god knows when; but at least im having lots of fun #with the models; so happy to see everyone!!! #my mind unlocks ''oh wait i can make renders of [x] #now'' so slowly because i still cant believe p3 got a full remake

[muirneach]

not to grieve the life unlived over the stupidest things BUT… i wish i was into tennis during wimbledon 2023 i would kill to see the carlitos djokovic match in real time. like are you kidding meeee my all time fave guy vs my all time hated guy? in arguably the most important tournament of the sport? a FIVE HOUR GAME?? and carlos won making him one of the youngest winners and retaining the number one player spot and and and? dudeeeeee…. yeah carlitos is gonna win more slams but the first is always the most special to watch, especially after a game as crazy as that. i cant believe i got into this like half a year too late damn….

#yes yes i know it wasnt carlitos’ first grand slam win but it was his first wimbledon and ONE OF his first slams. so #like okay yes i could go back and watch it now and often i dont mind watching old games #but like. oh my god. this was a live only event #it really does make me sad… i want to see carlos win foreverrrr #sportsball #and its not for the lack of trying by my mother shes been trying to get me into tennis for my entire life #another classic case of oops ur mom was right the whole time #im sureeee she was experiencing shrimp emotions during those five hours she hates djoko more than me lmfao and adoresss carlitos

[digirainebow]

just sent riley into the portal for the first time and i feel hysterical

#digi discusses #oxenfree II spoilers #i was not anticipating being able to play out that last part and seeing her and rex running next to eachother. thats my baby boy oh my god #the horse ending up right back where she started. him saying i love you too im actually unwell #i got. the friends with Charlie and violet but not olivia variation also and this is the worst possible ending for them right like. fuck #what olivia says in therapy. jesus h christ #the things i have just heard i cant i cant #i was fully expecting this ending to be my favorite but. i feel. So upset. maybe with friending olivia i will feel different but ow ow ow o #gotta do. jacob next i guess haha! hahaha! hahahahaha #now i understand why it saves in the harbor before the end. reloading the save is truly just checking in on riley in the loop. i am sad #also What Do You Mean 'i dont think hes around anymore' riley what do you mean is he. not home on the day she chose or. idek im scared

[infizero]

just finished listening to mammalian sighing reflex .

#im already so fucking obsessed with this album oh my god. everyone shut up right now #god it really is like ycgma's sister. similar yet different #differences in sound; differences in flavor of sadness #something that is in this album all throughout that wasnt in ycgma that i LOVEEEEEEEE is the use of like. a synth i think???? #i dont know but the like ''beeping'' kind of noises. they sound just like how los campesinos uses them and it makes me SO HAPPY #bcuz thats always been one of my favorite elements of their songs and they make me go crazy. so hearing them here... ARHHRGHRGH #theres just something about the simple acoustic guitar with the little beeps that i love so fucking much #as of this first listening my initial favorites are amazon standing lamp; around the pomegranate; and glass chalet #also dropshipped cat shirt suddenly devolving into breakcore caught me SO off guard. but i love it #also can i say that around the pomegranate ending with the lyric ''find my comfort in envisioning the end'' and the very next song #being called ''i don't think it will ever end'' . #i was in shambles #serena.txt #ALSO ALSO. the fact that every single one of the songs fades into each other is so good #a lot of times with albums only like one or some of the songs will have a clean transition like that #so i really love the fact that with this one the ENTIRE album flows between songs #also i don't think it will ever end gave me jack stauber vibes with the pitched up voices and stuff

[boxwinebaddie]

Uncle Nina, do they do HYH in the RM universe?

OOOOOH!!!!! it’s interesting that ur asking me this, anon.

— because i wanted to say No ( bc you know, they got their own distinct style scent thing going, the smile pendejo thing, like its all the same but its different )

However...

so me and the ~wife~ ( cue me saying HI! ;) louder than anyone else ) were talking abt the ravesey divorce para i was writing where kyle was getting all his messy jersey bad boy attack dog battle wounds patched up by pacifistic gentle punk rock angel medic!ravenstan...

and that...while he was bandaging kyle's knuckles up ( you know, before laying all those tiny hello kitty and care bear bandaids ) raven definitely tenderly kissed Each One of jersey's knuckles...AND THAT GAVE ME MENTAL PROBLEMS BC YOU KNOW HE DID!!! you know he was so gentle, attentive and Loving!!!! which given The Context!!!

AAAAAA!!!!!! -bangs my head in the car door screaming-

anYwAys!

but i just Know that jerseykyle, who is never surprised, never caught off guard, never vulnerable, does not fluster and NEVER blushes, was completely captivated. all wide-eyed and stuttering like

"wh-what? whaddaya—stan, what are you doin—“

then stan gets to the last knuckle, kisses it, puts his hand down & kyle, putting all the pieces together like the logician he is, is like...

"oh my god...ya still do that?

— from when we were little kids?"

and kyle squints, then shakes his head in disbelief like...

"'..cause ya mom, said that if you get hurt,

and you don't kiss it betta...It Won’t Heal Right."

and ravenstan just leans up and kisses jersey on the cheek — right where he has a cut — puts a hello kitty bandaid over it, and then...

in the softest, saddest, sentimental voice, smiles & says,

"Hope You Heal." :')

WHICHKHDSK RAAAAH!!! WHY WOULD I DO THIS!!!

i hate the ravesey divorce. i hope i fucking heal..

…bUT MAYBE NAUGHT WTF????!!!

-uncle nina, ~wheN WoRLDs cOLLidE~

#anyways #hell is a place #this directly mirrors a fb i was going to write but never did #where stan throws a ball on the playground in kgarten #it hits kyle in the face and stan is all freaked out like #did i hit you??? oh my god??? and kyle is like YEAH STUPID AND NOW IM GONNA HIT YOU winding up to Punch Him #but stan is still like hyperfixated like okay where did i hit you kyle? Exactly Where? #and hes like what the fuck do u think u fucken idiot right where the lump is forming in the middle of my gahdamn che-- #and stan jumps up on the bench where kyle is reading this gigantic greek mythology book yes its hades and persephone dont talk to me #and kisses kyle on the cheek and is like PhEw! i hope its in the right spot AND KYLE IS SHOOK LIKE dID YOU JUST KISS ME #and stan is like!!! ofc i did!!! my mom says that if you get hurt and dont kiss it better it wont heal right...so #*stan sigh and smile* I Hope You Heal :) <3 #and kyles hand is on his cheek all dizzy like...Me Too #ANYWAYS!!!! it was for pep but tbh now its applicable to rm #especially bc kgarten kyle had the jersey accent its canon #BUT YEAH WERE IN HELL I HATE THE RAVESEY DIVORCE BUT IF U WANT THE SAD HCS OF WHAT THEY WERE LIKE #BROKEN UP I HAVE THOSE #BUT UH I HOPE YOU HEAL WHAT THE FUCK THIS IS MY ACROSS THE NCUNIVERSE MOMENT #i'm gonna start screaming this is misery dude

[todayisafridaynight]

i know i piss on the yakuza wiki every so often but they were goated for putting masato down as ‘regular customer’ for yumeno’s wiki entry instead of ex-girlfriend or something

#snap chats #the one time the yakuza wiki gets relationships right goddamn COUGHCOUGHMINE #yumeno's regarded as his 'ex-girlfriend' on his wiki but point is POINT AND LAUGH #masato being delusional is so sad but so funny at the exact same time #is this the part where i say i think horinouchi and yumeno are cute together #its cause i think theyre both baddies lbr #game framin them as villains and like Ok Maybe Horinouchi Is but like. his wife hot shut up #horinouchi aint ven that bad aside from the whole money embezzling thing that was cringe but he do be a cop so it was only a matter of time #the fuck am i going with this post #oh yeah #anyway lol. lmao even #imagine putting all of your emotional vulnerability on a woman just doin her job BROOO STOPPPP #ITS SO FUNNY #now im forced to remember the beginning of Y7 my fucking god why is his entire segment so cringe #no wonder you wanted to game end your old self my fuckin god

[neurofaggot]

I'm up too early. I went to a friend's party and by god I stayed too long talking and doing drugs fjdkfhjf (ITS 5AM!!! Hell on earth) BUT. I do want a little record of like. How absolutely nice these people were - I'd never met them before, and they were so like. Nice and accepting and we had soooo many chats about being transgender (this was like. All 40yr old cis men) and they were just great. Like yes I stayed wayyyyy too long but by god were they some of the nicest people ever. I love my job (I get to meet cool af people and do free drugs and have fun. Like it's perfect)

#parks.txt #like yes i am like. going to have the worst time tomorrow. going to be sooo hungover #but i was invited just like. by accident really (coworker mentioned me and was like oh! parker wants to do something! and they were like #absolutely bring parker here right now. i love parker" which i was like 😭😭😭 waaaa thank you #but i got free drugs and met so many fun people and they all liked me! #the 2 guys i was talking too were like. so nice and so interested in what my experience was as a trans man and were so understanding #like actually they were 2 of the nicest 30/40yr olds ive ever come across. and we just stayed talking about eeeeverything until 5am like #it was just amazing. i wanted a night out amd by god did i have it. im honestly sad its over cause it was so much fun like #everyone there eas amazing but those two and the hosts (who ive done their hair before) were like. woe just amazing. such good people #i cant even describe! anyways. thats enough from me. sorry lol i want a record of like. judt how much fun i had and how good a convo i had #so here we are. amazing guys. amazing party. perfect for me to let loose. amazing. just what i needed ❤️

[thatdude-noah]

rahhhh the urge to post in depth thoughts about my life

#vague posting about myself uh uh #how do i do this without revealing any personal information about myself #currently going through a Transitional Period in my life #and a lot of things are changing at once and it sucks a lot!!! #and it makes me sad and happy and excited and scared #and also poor oh my god i have no money jesus christ #it is. a lot for me to be going through! #this is Normal and i'll be fine in like a month. but for right now im just crying a lot and trying to cope and trying to live with life. #life changes so fast man i don't know how to deal with it. i swear this wasn't supposed to happen yet. #n e wayz vague posting about my life <3