#im so fucking upswt

[aleclightofmylifewoodbane]

how are choso stans feeling *collapses* (im choso stans)

yuji catching him im sick.

HES NOT DEAD YET WALK IT OFF CHOSO

#jjk #jjk leaks #jjk spoilers #tagging this so you guys cant yell at me its ur fault #jjk 246 #jjk 246 leaks #there #anyways #im so fucking upswt #i love choso so much #hes not dead #dont believe it #HES NOT DONE YET !!! #HES TOO STRONG I DONT BELIEVE IT !!! #im so #why #is it too much to ask for yuji to have family #im sick #sobbing on the floor #THATS HIS BIG BROTHER STOP IT #he’ll live #😁 #itadori yuuji #choso kamo

[jaakey]

no one talk to me rn im going through something

#he litrallt has the kindest face 🥺💔 #im sooo upswt #and his moustache :( #i love jakeeee soooo much its so fucked up #look at his wee face :( #jake kiszka #jacob

[29121996]

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#gonna say smth slightlynfucked up but i dont care atp #i trest ppl like theyre a game piece if theyve hurt me so much like . #idk how to explain this and i wont bc it doesnt matter. but i realised tn that shile i love him #it wasnt enough for me to not treat his emotions like a game #atp he said i acted like thst and i ptobably was unintentionally unawars i was #bc lbr i do Know how to do it and i will do it on will when ive been deeply wounded n i wanna fuck w the other person a little #so i probably do unintentionally do it when i am Just Uoset yknow #but yes anyway i done burned this bridge Permenently for the foreseeable future bc i could not shut my mouth or let my rgo slide #i literally could feel my brain switching frim Rationally Calm to “fuck this lets burn it” it was So Funny #i will feel abt how i treated him. i know i will bc the last things i said were fucming Harsh. but atp i just wanted to hurt him :/ #i am a deeply flawd andnfucked yp pwrson its so upswtting this is so Hard #im fucking Doing it and im going to Get Better but its such . a long process. ive been at this for 2yrs and i dont feelcany different #like for the most psrt im the exaft same take away my approach and slight change in communication form #likw ik i cant . cimpare bc disorders are different bur my anxiety got better in 2yrs #like there was a drastic change - same w my ed. #so why the FUCK is bpd so mhch harder. #why is fundamentally cha ging my brain wiring so fucking hard #i will fucking . die

[fagutt]

sigh

#i m so fucking upswt that killing myself didnt work i spent all week only able to get thru it bc i was gonna kms i was going to Be Dead #nd now what . can i convince myself of it again this week? even if i attempt again ( which i suppose i am planning ) its not rly motivating #failed attempts are the most disheartening thing to ever fucking happen and im sick of usinf such ineffective methods #i want to get this life over with so i can move on to the next destination i dont care wherre i wind up anymore #imvso tired of it all i spend all ny alone time crying

[cenri-monpi]

Maybe people would like you more if you just stoped complaining all the time

OH MY FUCKING. GOD S JUT UP JUST FUCKING SHUT. UP NOW IS NOT. THE TIME. FOR. THIS SHUT STOP FUCKING. TALKING I SQEAR. I HATE. YOU IM JUST FUCKINGH CRUING I D ONT FUCKING NEE THIS RIGHT NOW PLEASE IM. GENUINELY SO UPSWT I CANT WITH UOU SHITS ANYMORE I AK ON THE FUCKINH VERGE OF. CUTTING MY THROAT OPEN SHIT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP

[caruliaa]

hey can you people like. actually fucking reblog my art when you follow me like the art i made ages ago and keep srbing bc i want people to see it and rb it and not just rb art that someone else made based on my idea that literally has a link to my art to it and tells you to go check it out and if your not gonna do that can you just tell me that my art is bad upfront so i can take the clear message and give up already?

#UGH im being ao fucking stupid sofucking stupid and unreasonable abt this #bc they made a rly nice gift for me and imacting likw this and i do really appreciate it like im100% not upswt w them its j like #idk this is making it rly obvious thr like. my art is bad lol and people dont likw it or wanna check it out #so i genuinly think tht like. idk im gonna give up and stop drawing bc i think no one likes anything if i made it #idk. whatever. #flappy rambles #dont rb

[famderfries]

I feel ill.

#why am i like this 😭😭 #i hate EVERY time i get a new interest i get all fluttery and scringgy and i want to jump and curl and scream #just seeing the title of the show makes me want to regurgitate. i watched it once why am i so invested #like i saw phil lester say hed watch Ofmd on twitter and nearly started hyperventilating #why do i get ao excited its not fucking normal 😭 #When i start talking about things at school and theyre CLEARLY not interested at all and you have to stop #it sucks. its such a sucky feeling #i just want to enjoy something normally. i just want NOT to have to take a walk around the room and do smthn with my hands everytime i see- #the name of a character #like why does it mesn so much to me. it shouldnt mean that much #vent #? #kind of #like im not that upswt but i am #its like. #i just want to feel like i KNOW what everyone else expects of me so i can try and replicate that instead of dancing around an explanation #bc its SO HARD to figure out whats normal and whats not. like just TELL ME. why are there so many rules #got unreasonably upset earlier when The ofmd wiki didnt have a Lucius or Nathan Foad link #i think thats his name #apollo says stuff

[buckdharma]

FELLAS.

#IT’S TIME. #IM SO UPSWT I CANT FUCKING LISTWN TO IT TIL I GET HOME FROM WORK #double talk #boc

[kingxfmischief]

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#ope upswt my mom and its all my fault lmao #cause im a fuxking burden and too sensitice and dependent and cant ducking do anthring on mt own #and will prob never lice on my own so shes just fucking sruck with me #shes better off it im dead #cayse im nrver gonna accomplish anything #or get any better #i cant get betrer and k sure as fuck canr surcice on my own #and im too fucking sensitive and selfish and an all arkund oieve of shit #fuxk #i canf fucking do this #i juat #i dont know what to fucking do anymore #its sk clear that im never gonna chanfe or accomplish anything #its so clear that my death was always gonna be by suicide #and that i should have done it seven years ago #but i just keep puttinf it off cause im a fucking pussy #suicide tw

[transbrvcewayne]

i’m like ten seconds away from a panic attack rn i’m not having a good time

#my house is full of loud drunk people who keep banging on my door #and not to be pissy but my date tomorrow got cancelled amd the girl gave off super weird vibes when she cancelled #like oh i cant come bc you cant drive me to my shift an hour away sorry :// #like she chose the day?? #if she knew she had work in the afternoon why would she suggest hanging out then??? #and then just like stopped texting for hours and asked if i was free another day #and she has a flight that night so like??? #idk but im upswt and strssed the fuck out #personal #dont rb

[anneelian]

So I played sword and shield for like 40 hours and then my bro came and started a new game deleting my save file I'm actually distraught

#my pokemon were all level 30+ and i hand picked them #i was gonna be the very best #ooft i fucking hate my life #i know its stupid but im actually so upswt

[synchlora]

I just made an au of an au

#IM SO SO UPSWT #IM FUCKIDNSGSJSGSJSGS #my brain was like no. NO. this One character cannot fucking die therefore im taking this au and making a New One #i have spent an Hour researching detailed shit abt how to do a field amputation with no experience just for this au #JUST SO THIS CHARACTER DOESNT FUCKING DIE BECAUSE IM.SO UPSET #FUCK YOU HE DOESNT DKE HE JUST GETS AN AMPUTATION AND IS IN A FUCK TON OF PAIN BUT HE RECOVERS #AND THEY ALL LIVE AND GROW OLD TOGETHER SNF GO ON ROADTRJPS #I SWEAR TO GOD #im fine <3 im so so so normal #anyway if anyone wants to know how to perform an amputation w/o proper tools thats now something i can talk abt! :]]]]]] <- normal things #dumbass thots #apocalypse au where ranboo lives and its all happy and good and wonderful

[ahumansvoid]

Personal rant in tags. Sorry had to write it out. Ignore me.

#cant figure out if im having a mental breakdown or depression is rearing its head or if jts stress #but i am very angry #very close to crying at any given moment #i think my dad is a fucking moron and dickhead #i want to die #itd probably be easier if i just died #holding back tears is not fun #but it would be better if i died #in the long run #short run my fam might be upswt #long run theyre better off without me #at least one of my sisters hate me #im 18 not in school and dont have a job #she doesnt either but shes training for Olympics and whatnot #so #im a useless waste of space and money #and honestly i should just fucking die

[bbulletz]

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#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #god i just had to never be able to take a fucking joke ever #i never can just move the fyck on over dumb fucking shit #like boi!! why you gotta be so annoyingly sensitive over everything!!! #why cant i jsut be normal!!! like everyoje else!! and just take proper jokes and criticism #and jus tmove the fuck on!!! #i wanna fucking kms!!! #someone tells me im annoying as a joke? i get upset #skmeone doesnt like my fav movie? i get upset #i get upswt over dumb shit #why cant i just accept the way tthe world is and move on with my fucking life!!!! #why cant i just be able to accept my flaws and shitty tastes and move the fuck on #why do i repeat shit and be so melodramatic #i literally hate myself so much lol #rambles

[luminous-galaxies]

“You’re completely capable of helping out.” Yes and you’re completely capable of accepting me but do we see that happening? No. Fuck off.

#if you hate your family clap your hands #clap clap #fucking christ #im so upswt #like literally all my moms been doing lately is bwing a bitch #and her being passive aggressive sucks too like #literally you know im trans how about you actually fucking talk to me instead of being so bitchy about it huh? #fuck. off. seriously. #i didnt fucking asked to be born im your fuck up it wasn't me

[dollarstorethomasjefferson]

IM SO ANGRYE EVERYONE ELSE IS ALLOQWED TO SLEEP AT 5PM BUT IM NOT IM SO FUCKING UPSWT MOM PLEASE LETR ME SLEEP MY DOCTOR LITERALLY TOLF ME I WAS DEPRESSED BECAUSE I FONT SLEEP PLEASE MOMO IM TIRED GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RUFF RUFF BARK GRRR BARK RUFF BARK BARK