#im scared for my internship

[thetreefairy]

you’re back yay

I have a short school break, so, ya girl is trying to distract herself from all of their exams and having to socialize to get an internship :3

#treefairy🧚‍♂️🍁 #im scared for my internship #and i got a mouth on me #like in a legal work force #and i cant handle injustice #if people are gonna swear at me or something #im gonna use gentle parenting to deal with it #especially if im gonna get shit for health

[yearningheart]

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#going to get the ab*rtion done this weekend i think #it's been so strange and difficult like the first two days when i found out it was fine and i was doing fine but #the more i wait the worse it gets. i feel like im underwater and everything feels muddled and weird n depressing #what im scared of the most is the pain like just thinking abt the whole ordeal is making me shiver #i have to finish a whole assignment done by tomorrow and im also starting my remote internship today and i have exams in two weeks. lol. #it's all just too much #but we persist i guess

[bbyboybucket]

I’m starting all the big girl stuff and learning how to do diagnostics and treatment methods. Way to make me equally terrified and excited 🥲

#I have to start sitting in on AA and NA meetings which makes me extremely scared bc I gotta go alone to those 🥲 #but yeah we really gettin in it now #bc right now I’m doing focus areas addiction and substance abuse and then neurodevelopmental disorders in children #but both are starting off with basic clinical practices #and it’s also a little funny bc in one of my classes today I was sitting there like ‘ohhh that’s what my therapist was doing’ #but yeah I’m scared but also not scared #and I’m like ‘yay my copy of the DSM-V is finally gonna be put to use’ #but I’m actually far more scared bc actual clinical internships aren’t the far future now #that shit is SOOOOOON and what if I’m bad at it 👀 #I mean I’m sure I’ll be fine BUT THAT SHIT IS COMING UP IT AINT A WHEN IM OKDER THING ANYMORE #ITS LIKE NEXT SEMSESTER 🥲

[imakle]

hehe officially got the award today <33

#and 3k babey!!! #all the upper years asked me what i was gonna do because i already have a job at our studio and i was like.. work both jobs lol #they seemed so shocked but be fr i need the money so bad #and the internship from the award pays less but is so so good on my resume so i need it #the way like 5 upper years surrounded me and were like congrats but whats ur plan was terrifying #they seem very scared for my health this summer but im excited for both jobs #hopefully ill do well at both #rambles

[axemetaphor]

if "compelling" to you Was also "scariest" just vote the same one again sdfghj i know 'compelling' is vague as hell

#jdate #rambles.txt #john dies at the end #i promise the next polls will be about Different Things! im workinf onhow to phrase quastions #words are. difficult #also im busy now kind of. i havw a 'job' (internship more like) #it deleted korrok at first fucking randomly thays why hes at yhe bottom HWJBDJDNS #anyways. i would choose the shadowpeople or shitload or Nymph #i am more scared of the worms Inside shitload to be fair. Stay Out Of My Skin. but the shadowpeople and nymph #are also fucking terrifying please do not rewrite my reality Or show me my worst fear thankyou

[spacebell]

every once in a while I get this urge to pack up my things and go

#i know it’s not that easy #and im too scared to actually do it #so my plan has always been to find a scholarship or a phd program that accepts me #so far I have applied to a couple of phd programs but so far no answer #and bc i didn’t keep in contact with my thesis advisors I’m not sure if they’re giving reference letters #so my other choice is to look for either paid internships to start next year or another fully funded masters program #but to start next year so that I can save some money and still see what this new job brings #Mariana.txt

[eggpunkhouses]

the death of art the death of education the death of childhood the death of narrative the birth of christ as we believed he was a zombie and our father

#talks #anyway im having some sort of reaction to seeing a lot of people discussing the collective trauma of gen z #as it correlates to nostalgia for corporate products and the exploitation of children #i feel odd being in this position as i feel like ive already emotionally unpacked this with introspection of my own childhood experiences #and current day struggles with parental abuse & emotional neglect #but what im mostly scared of is the idea that people will refuse to reclaim what once brought them joy through a dark period #as well as a loss of hope that im starting to see manifest in real life and on social media #the last thing id want is for people to give up on art because of what they fear may happen if they do #if somebody gets hurt because of it #keep it in your mind that ​hollywood was built on voyerism and exploitation #(aside—please read laura mulvey’s visual pleasure & narrative cinema) #(and bell hooks oppositional gaze) #but personally im not waiting on any internship applications so I can one day make it to LA and maybe get my cartoon produced #with 500 pages of censorship notes from S&P #im making my cartoon now because ive worked hard to get here and i have the resources to do it #it will be free for everybody to watch on youtube. i just want people to see it and have a good time with it #also i might just be wiccan now

[snaildotexe]

Software Technical Interview Review List

Data Structures

Arrays (and Java List vs ArrayList)

String

Stack

Queue

LinkedList

Algorithms

Sorting (Bubblesort, Mergesort, Quicksort)

Recursion & Backtracking

Linear and Binary Search

String/Array algos

Tree traversal

Dynamic Programming

Graph algos (DFS, BFS, Dijksta's and Kruskals)

OOP fundamentals

Polymorphism

Inheritance

Encapsulation

Data abstraction

SOLID and GRASP

Explanations & example questions:

Strings and Arrays [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 ]

Stacks and Queues [ 1 | 2 ]

LinkedList [ 1 | 2 ]

Sorting & searching [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 ]

Recursion and Backtracking [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 ]

Dynamic Programming [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4]

Graphs [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]

Tree [ 1 | 2 ]

General DS&A info and questions [ 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 ]

OOP review & questions [ 1 | 2 | 3 ]

#ive been procrastinating this coding assessment for my interview so bad 😭😭 #im just scared of messing up cause i need this internship #But its due soon so im really buckling down now >:) #object oriented programming #algorithms #data structures #software engineering #ref #resource #mypost

[gaudebo]

fellas….

#i start my internship today and i am so scared #please send me good vibes if you have any to offer #i am so nervous i feel ill #im literally not even doing anything today just going in and getting introduced etc #but still 😭😭😭 #been a while since i had anything to say here whoops #late mornings late nights #midmornings #might have to change that tag again now that i don’t work night shifts anymore. #i’ll keep you posted

[benetnvsch]

ohughghhh Dread over the Unknown is really hitting heavy tonight-

#Vent #venting in tags #starting now lol: #but oguhghhh #I feel like I am just wasting time #I have two majors Neither of which I really wonna do anything with #I hardly am involved in anything at school so my resume probably looks like shit #I need to get on that... #but between school and work im far to drained for extracurricular ... #the fact that im even employed is a miracle #but I feel like all my peers are out there doing internships and labs and other cool stuff and I'm Just Stuck ... #everyone already has friends and connections but im too anxious to even speak up in class let alone talk to peers #what's it like to not have social anxiety guys #is it nice? #I feel like I just keep wasting opportunities and time and that sucks #like once school is over ig I still have my job but I have no hope in either fields related to my major #and ig im just scared #blegh

[red-eft]

thinkin abt how quemada has helped so many people get over their fears.. like half a dozen of my friends/family were scared of snakes but then they met her and now some of them are comfortable enough to hold her now. and the ones that are still a little scared are still a lot more calm about snakes than before. i love helping people get over their fear and quemie has the perfect most sweet little personality for the job ;w;

#txt #quemada #fwmily gathering today n im a little drinked up rn and getting sentimental over things #my grandma was SO scared of snakes before but then she met quemie today and was likw. 'oh she's more like a worm' and looked at her up clos #and like. my roommate earlier this semester was nervous at first. now she loves quemada and calls her ms girl and sometimes asks to hold he #i hate how misunderstood snakes are and i know it'll take a real long time for their bad reputation to go away but i like to think quemie a #d i are helping. bit by bit #dream job would be like. ethical herpetology show/public outreach....... teaching the public about herps n using the $ all for conservation #but i might be doing stream restoration for a bit bc of my internship. i dont think i rally want to do it though. i feel like idk enough #not really ny thig. but $21/hour is $21/hour baybeee. also if u read this far hi. hope you have a goonight

[minglana]

im SO scared for tomorrow lol. so far i get everything ive read and i understand it bc its mainly common sense. and i might be doxxing myself a bit too much here (not that i havent already done so) but the part about soils is what im scared the most about bc even though ive been hearing stuff about soils basically since i was born. the chemical part of it is SO complicated to me. the whole anion exchange thing. is just so out of reach for my brain. that im just scared im not gonna get it

#so far its been just temperature stuff and water deficit which is fine #again its mostly common sense especially if youve been studying biology for a few years #but edaphology........ she scares me so much. #and the worst part is that these teachers KNOW my dad they know that hes an edaphologist. and one of them even did an internship w him #when she was younger so they know how smart my dad is. so theyre probably going in w high expectations of me. and well. #they will be SO disappointed. lol. lmao even #its like being a nepo baby but with no benefits just anxiety that im not as good as my dad or aunt or uncle. #and everyone keeps comparing me to them and everytime theyre just. so disappointed. bc i dont reach their expectations. #and you might ask me if i even like what im studying or if im doing it bc my family has also done this. and you might say its a bit of both #bc as a kid i didnt like it but the more i learned abt it the more interesting its become to me. #but either way i wont reach my family's levels. not that theyre internationally known lol my dad and uncle are just known #in the aragonese-catalan circles of their study niche. unfortunately for me #ta esborrar

[synonymouslyyours]

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#vent #someones giving me a referral for an internship and im so grateful buts its happening so damn fast and i cant get this goddamn cover letter #its my first time writing a cover letter now that i have actual experience to draw upon and its such a different skillset than #the bullshit i wrote before #and youd think it would be easier but i am just so overwhelmed and cannot handle this #i found out about the internship monday. met with the guy for the referral tuesday. and so he wants my materials to recommend on wednesday #but its 5am and i dont have it done yet and im scared ive already fucked this up because i shouldve tried harder but im just freaking out #cuz i still havent done my homework and i still havent done any of my grading work for 17 fucking students and i need to interview peopl fo #project management stuff in the next couple days and i need to fix my class schedule by thursday and its rosh hashana on friday night and i #just cant do it all im not managing to do any of it #but this is huge opportunity the internship is at a great company and its 50 bucks an hour which is crazy and this guy is a great connectio #which i dont have for any other opportunity so #i dont know if i can afford to fuck this up and i just need to get it done but i just cant i just cant do it and i tried to schedule a #career advising meeting but theyre all taken until THURSDAY and the guy really likes proactive people and hes for sure going to have a #lowered opinion of me for not being able to get a cover letter done which is supposed to only take 15 minutes #so im fucked and i fucking hate everything im just so goddamn done with how stressful everything is even when good things are happening lik #whats the goddamn point #ok i think im having an anxiety attack

[thedogeveryonehates]

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#its 2am why the FUCK did i just get an email response from BAIN & COMPANY #that they want me to do a pre assignment consulting test????? #i applied for the legal internship????? (with little hopes for a response lmao) #am i gonna have to learn business management stuff now just for this test 😭😭😭 #what the fuck bro #grateful but scared bcus i hear that consulting firm hiring process is hell and i hav little likelihood to get thru #BUT U BET YOUR COCK IM GONNA STUDY FOR THAT SHITTT #imagine me pour 4 days to study this shit and not get thru to the second stage #then theres just useless info my my noggin that ill rarely use #maybe #idk lmao #anyway me sleep now oyasumii

[chaotictomtom]

whisper screams let me fucking sleeeeeep i beg of youuuuu

#2nd day of 2 months stage will i survive this #ik ill learn cool things but also only a very lil part of this work place does what my internship expect me to do #so im absolutely scared i won't have any project for my exam #+ i think every single day makes me confirm im not made for an office job like this #but also have no idea how to make use of my certification of web dev if i. can't work in that type of setting nfksbflsn #even for my cyber café idea. ig yea i can. still be a web dev on my own but idk if that would rlly work? #like a cyber café that also fixes computer why can make sense! could do another traineeship in that! would love to! #was initially planning on being more in that field!!!! but. web dev? idk 🧍idk if ppl are ready for my big brain move 😫 #(aka me being so lost and trying to scrap anything that i like enough + that could work with my body+lil brain #so that i can have a career/job i can wake up to everyday and like. not die bc of poverty.) #anyway ✌️ should go get prepared lol help #tomtom_is_rambling #tomtom_is_venting

[augustofernandez37]

Guess who got an interview for an internship Thursday 👀

#Im scared and excited #this is my first pick for an internship 👀 #lets hope it will go good!! #myself