#im only at the beginning of the kings men but im already postponing reading it bc i know whats gonna happen.......trauma and angst and pain

[beaulesbian]

I know i'm like 7 years late with the realization, but the first time reading the All for the game books left only chaos in my brain, which i haven't revisited since 2016.. until now!

So now rereading The raven king and knowing what will happen, the funny realization is seeing Wymack being the first one to probably guess something happening between Neil and Andrew.

When the whole "Andrew's hand under Neil's t-shirt to gain his trust, while standing in front of other ppl" scene was going on, and Wymack seeing it, and later asking Neil:

It's the "Wymack eyed him" so funny for me, bc he just realized even Neil didn't know. (I think Wymack was facepalming on the inside, thinking 'he really is that stupid'.)

And then at the beginning of The King's men, again:

("A brief, pitying glance." You love to read that! poor Neil lol, he's only confused by what Wymack means)

ajbfjdj it's almost a comedy (and a tragedy, at the same time 🥲)

#aahh rereading it feels so nostalgic #im only at the beginning of the kings men but im already postponing reading it bc i know whats gonna happen.......trauma and angst and pain #but at the same time!!! i missed them! idk why i havent reread it sooner sometime in the past years #but its a funny experience to do so even now #tfc #all for the game #andreil #wymack #neil josten #andrew minyard #i have too many screenshots mostly of andreil slowly happening before they even realize that its so painful and incredible 😭🥲 #mine #aftg #the foxhole court