#im on book 2 and im suffering

[onlytruepain]

So I just finished Prince's Gambit and I had to draw them before I continue to book 3...

#captive prince #laurent of vere #damianos of akielos #damen x laurent #doodle #they're living in my head rent free i had to draw them smh #im on book 2 and im suffering

[maevionart]

some warm-up chu wannings! (I have yet to drsw a single moran but cwn is occupying my entire brain rn)

#im suffering through book 2 rn #mo ran u r so stupid #my art #fanart #illustration #sketches #2ha fanart #2ha #erha he ta de bai mao shizun #erha #chu wanning #ranwan #danmei #the husky and his white cat shizun

[hyakunana]

Surfing the vibes of my most recent work to participate in my first @D2ArtEvents Solar Embrace Vol3 zine!! Because they still deserve some good time of quality

#destiny #destiny 2 #destiny the game #destiny art #bungie #ana bray #anastasia bray #elisabeth bray #elsie bray #exo stranger #banshee 44 #fanart #solar embrace #GUESS WHO FORGOT TO SCHEDULE MY ART TO POST HERE TOO? YOURS TRULY #did this art in about 24 hours im still a lil stressed but happy and relieved i managed to do it in time #the only valid members of the bray family having some vacation from pain and suffering #hoping this art redeems me from that one dark future angst art i did last year kjxcvbcxvn #ana and elsie deserve the world - i say as i still have df as my fav lore book

[saltyloafy]

I play a dangerous game every day logging onto tumblr and following the ORV tag when I'm only on chapter 258 of the novel but at the same time I feel like a dehydrated man in the desert crawling towards an oasis every time I rb some orv art that blows my fucking mind out my ass so I will keep rolling those dice

#i know i could mute the orv spoilers tag #but i also know thats not a fullproof plan #and some of the spoilers i CAN read bc im like 1/3 almost 1/2 through the book #so i suffer #orv #reading orv #personal #orv posting

[llitchilitchi]

people always complain about a story not making sense because they refuse to read the notes and stuff found around in the world and call it bad game design, but when a story has a lot of exposition in dialogue its bad writing because its exposition dump, and when the notes and dialogue are made to be minimal so people can only learn the lore they feel like learning the story is "badly delivered" because it was not spoon-fed to us? just say you hate spending time learning the lore and go

#litchi.txt #I am soooooooooo tired of this #every single game review bitches about at least One of these #if theres a game review that talks about any of these positively I am subscribing to the person immediately #'my adhd doesnt let me read long notes' thats nice but you also skip the dialogue like HOW do you want the story delivered #i am starting to understand why 'STORY EXPLAINED' youtube videos are so big #because I always open those hoping to learn some subtle stuff I missed but they just recap what is directly in the game #and Im like 'what is the point like why would anyone need the story explained to them after watching/playing thru it' #and just. yeah #before anyone comes at me about being ableist with the adhd comment I have adhd and I just kinda accept it #like I either suffer through stuff or I skip it and then Im like 'oh shit I shouldve actually paid attention' #i wish there was a better way to go about it (and I think oblivion does a p good job at summing up 10 page books into 2 sentences in the #character journal) but theres honestly no way to go about this without the player putting some time and effort into learning the lore

[spidersmiceandeverythingnice]

Wait I saw that Rhysand Clone #28387372 Xaden dies at the end of the new Dragon Tiktok Book can anyone confirm if this is true or not because honestly I don't expect it to be true but if it somehow is then props to the author for doing one of the funniest things ever

#iron flame #fourth wing #im sorry if this is kinda mean but tbh rhysand is my nemesis and so because i saw fanart before knowing ANYTHING about the hook #i havent actually read fourth wing #like i already make myself suffer thru acotar i am NOT reading another book with rhysand in it #but if he dies in book 2 im honestly willing to give it a second chance

[mycological-mariner]

Listen. I know there’s 2 more books. But this is stressing me out. It’s the ultimate act of self restraint, not finishing it right this very second

#fuck #I need to finish it I neeeeed to know what happens when the heron’s flight is done! #the way this author WRITES jfc I love it #I am fully 100% convinced that she intended this to be a love story #even if she didn’t mean romantic it’s still a goddamn love story #THE ENTIRE SCENE IN THE DUNGEONS #HELLO HI #makes me wanna crawl out a window #it’s pain and agony and death and despair #it’s also 2.20am #I’ll finish this tomorrow night #KEITH ONLY JUST REALISING HE WANTS EWEN’S FRIENDSHIP ABOVE SO MUCH ELSE #HIS DESCRIPTION OF BEING TWO TREES WHOS ROOTS GREW AND READHED OUT TO EACH OTHER IN DARKNESS #FUCK. OFF. #im dying out here #fuckin christ man. I KNOW there’s 2 more books. that doesn’t make it better?? #how much more will I need to suffer?? #I swtg if Keith finds Lachlan I’m jumping into a river #THE VERY EXISTENCE OF THERE BEING 2 MORE BOOKS GEEKS ME OUT #what ELSE could possibly go wrong??? #how much more drama and angst can you wring from my heart Broster??? HOW MUCH MORE?? #the flight of the heron #foth #spoilers #I think??? #anyways

[francy-sketches]

Props to grrm for being realistic and having many characters with the same name I guess but whenever I see a historical or background character with the same name as a more major one I just imagine the same guy but slightly recolored

#.txt #asoiaf #except for those super generic names like jon or jeyne #I mean there’s what at least 4 jons in the main books. and 2 of them are povs #new drawing challenge pick one name and draw every character who has it. pick jon if you want to suffer #there’s 9 joffreys holy shit #grrm really liked that name huh #I really hope they include those two in hotd #just so somebody can be like ‘my favorite character in the got universe is joffrey :)’ and confuse everyone #when asked to elaborate just say ‘oh you know the kid that died at 13 and got slapped by his uncle’ #did grrm do that on purpose #I think so lol #do you think they’ll have the balls to not change their names. or are they like dnd who thought people would confuse asha and osha #or maybe just not include them actually idk how important they are #haven’t read f&b just the wiki pages lol #ok im stupid i couldve just checked the cast list lol. the gay one is there apparently epic

[autistme]

bout to go thru the hardest read of my life (book on finances from a scam artist my dad got me for my birthday and will absolutely ask about tomorrow)

#i found a rip of the audiobook so i can just dick around a mindless game while i trudge through it #god the narrator is also insufferable to listen to. as one could expect from the narrator of a book by a scam artist #its not even been 2 minutes im suffering

[suntails]

KICKING MY FEET VIOLENTLY IN JOY JOY JOY THIS IS THE BEST TEN PULL OF MY LIFE ILL NEVER RECOVER

#SILVER CAME HOME JUST LIKE HIS MOM (me) SAID HE WOULD #A WONDERFUL SON DIDNT EVEN MAKE ME SUFFER FOR IT #i have enough books to 10/10 his spells but uh. i did in fact forget abt the money cost. so he is currently 7/10 while i wait for exams #once i get an exam payput ill be able to max him. my wonderful lvl 2 10/10 card. rivetting #look at him hes stunning and so cool im so proud of him #twst #twst silver #do ppl post their pulls on tumblr?? see if i fucking care im posting MINE bc im HAPPY and want to share with the class

[zefforuins]

the anxiety i feel commenting on things on social media is unparalleled.

#but im forcing myself to do it because 1. i need to stop being so scared of stuff like this #and 2. i am very passionate about jason todd and need to state my research. #unfortunately i suffer from a great fear of being wrong about things so my worry is that the things the i double and triple checked #are incorrect #but even if i am wrong its fine! ppl make mistakes #and the person i replied to is very nice so they wont be rude about it! #everything is going to be fine #but also jason did interact with the titans post crisis because he appears in issues 18-21 24 26-31 of vol 2 of ntt #which makes multiples references to crisis like Barry being dead and Wally appearing as the flahs in an issue jason is in. #and if for some weird reason those arent canon. well comic books are dumb sometimes and reality can be whatever i want so they will remain #canon to me #<3 #my post

[pepprs]

if i could just get like 3 more hours of sleep every night. maybe even 2. i would be so powerful

#purrs #this week is so fucked bc i teach on tuesdays and stay late on wednesdays but then we have a late night program on thursday and again… i #cannot stress this enough… last week was a 6-day long shit show that a 2-day weekend was not NEARLY enough to recover from. and today i have #back to back meetings from i think like.. 11-3 and im double booked from 2-3 and have no time to eat lunch. and we haven’t even started #prepping facilitators for tomorrows program or putting together materials or anything. i wish we could just take a break. like im so #UNBELIEVABLY tired. UNBELIEVABLY. i just want to sleep. i love spending time w my colleagues but that’s like the only thing i look forward #to every day at this point like i literally just want to go to sleep. and im so bitter bc ppl are like oh yeah you guys must have had a #rough spring break but then do not expect any less from us after they went to like barceolona or wherever for 5 days while we suffered and #it’s like… ok. 🤠 like i just want to scream a little bit that’s all. im so burned out that im a crumb of soot rn #but we can’t stop until the end of the semester bc we’re teaching and doing a million things and everyone needs us 😍😍😍😍😍😍 #delete later

[rosencrantzsguildenstern]

if i posted about hpmor on here would u all still like me

#chitra.txt #its also kind of as a proxy for wanting to post abt the main hp books tho i do like hpmor more . im sorry i KNOW theyre bad #even without context i read them and im like ......... ehhh......... #but i also want to talk about that stuff more openly too like how #hp isnt actually like 'house elves are okay!' theyre suffering. and we still dont deal with it. theres this scene at the fountain where lik #its preaching unity between the magical races but in the details it speaks of propaganda and discrimination #and instead of using that as a metaphor to unpack the ministry we get like . #voldemort takes over and replaces the statue with something overtly bad #keep the damn statue and say w ur chest that the corruption is the same either way #anyway . srry i get like this at 2 am

[liqhtenup]

okay wtf is robin hobb doing in the 2nd chapter of Assassin's Fate

like im just there trying to enjoy some fitz and the fool simple scenes AND SHE PUTS SOME MOLLY SEX SCENES THAT FITZ IS REMEMBERING

robin...

ROBIN I DONT WANNA HEAR ABT IT STOP

like babe we understood u wanted to stop ppl from shipping fitz and the fool together but WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT

as im seeing what the paragraph is gonna look like, im reading it super fast and forcing myself to forget the only two words i made my eyes see...

if anyone opens my book at this page, they'll see the paragraphs are crossed with pen

#pls tell me im not the only one who's shocked #robin really hates us fitz and the fool shippers... #and she's making us suffer really well #i wanna stop the book now . #sorry for that but i hate molly so much now i cannot stop myself from doing it #so... that's what reading assassins fate for the first time looks like #i know waayyy more painful things are coming #but this one touches a part of me that is expecting the feelings fitz could have for the fool to be greater #but she writes THAT #like yeah we got that they were married for years and were loving each other sm stop now #i think im gonna stop there and go read some skex fanfics of fitzloved #fitz and the fool #mel reads assassins fate #and wants to die at chapter 2 already #i hate u robin hobb i will never forgive u for that #assassin's fate #the fitz and the fool trilogy #rote #yes im writing this and im angry #and want to throw things #ty for being my therapy

[mycological-mariner]

Tagged by @cedarboots - cheers!!

Last song: La Vida Mejor - La Vida Bohème

Currently watching: nothing at the mo, but I am listening to stuff - part 2 of season 5 of The Amelia Project just came out, so

Currently reading: We The Drowned, The Custom of the Sea (I’ve got one chapter of The Flight of the Heron left and I’ve been postponing finishing it until I get the next book)

Current obsession: Cornwall during the Napoleonic Wars through to the Industrial Revolution (I’m so sorry in advance); my writing (book mostly, fic a little), and MUSHROOMS! Mycology! Local stuff, I’ve been compiling my own notes on local fungi and lichens

Tagging

@bookyholic @some-cold-and-some-violence @cerebrobullet @bees-with-swords @lobsterdyke @sanguinarysanguinity @gniew777 and anyone who wants to!

#and again. I’m sorry. if I post about what I’m learning about history. I’m so sorry #it’s gonna be incomprehensible #I really wanna go off about this story I’m writing I’m so jacked about it #mainly I’m working on the book and I can’t help it. as much as I love a laugh I’m making these fictional people suffer #also reading the Sharpe series again because just like DW I didn’t know there was a chronology and jumped in during the middle #im now circling back and reading all the books from the CHRONOLOGICAL order #Sharpe 🤝 Discworld: don’t start reading in PUBLICATION order #also for the mushroom thing I’m a little homesick rn and wanna do the same for all the fungi from home #totally different climates! if only for a week maybe 2 I’d love to go home again #boats 🤝 mycology: my forever obsessions #they just don’t go away

[roimp]

why couldn't I get interested in this book 2 days ago. why now. wrong timing.

#i started this book 2 nights ago but didnt read much because #idk it was not so interesting #BUT NOW it has gotten interesting #BUT i have class tomorrow #i had THREE days #but for that time i was like eh #and now im like READ MORE READ MORE READ MORE #but i CANT #because CLASS #WHY #suffering #gargi is keysmashing