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toxic thoughts with connie<33
tw toxic relationships/lowkey abuse?? | connie grabs you by your hair n threatens ya | mean connie☹️☹️
thinkin about connie n you being in a toxic lil on and off relationship. calling it quits every other day cuz youre just so bad for eachother.
you guys are screaming n throwing shit at eachother every chance you get. but its never your fault, no its always connies.
“youre a fuckin idiot (y/n),” he takes another drag from the blunt in his hand, “‘nd you’ve got one more time to raise your voice at me before i come over there and beat the shit outta you.”
its just a threat. an empty fucking threat, you know it is, but glancing up at him shirtless, muscles bulging with nothing but his plaid blue boxers on and a mean glare on his face. you cant help that chilling shiver that goes down your spine.
“m’not—dont call me that!”
“maybe than, lets see…” he lets out a mocking loud laugh, “dont fucking act like one?” you hate how he wants to make you cry. how he wants to see you act a mess. how he does everything in his power to upset you. and you hate he he almost always wins. always pulls a reaction out of you.
you feel the tears spill over your cheeks before you can even try n hold em in and you do everything in your power to not just flop down on his clean grey carpet and roll around and curse him. thats what connie springer does to you.
“‘m so fuckin done with you,” you pull up the strap of the lightpink nightgown silk dress connie gifted you as a im sorry for fucking up, again gift that just flops right back off your shoulder, “nd m’serious hic this time, you wont every hear from me again.”
bullshit. you know its bullshit. and it pains you to admit, but you dont think you’ll ever truly be done with connie springer.
connie sits up at that. intrigued. “oh really?” he’s putting his joint out in the ass-shaped ashtray he stole from jean and scratching his hickey covered neck (from guess who) and you can tell hes not taking you seriously. he never does.
his tone is mocking when he huffs out, “go ‘head, y’know where the fucking door is dum-dum.” he’s grabbing the remote, just about to turn on somethin other than the lame shit playing on tv before your throwing one of your bunny slippers directly at his face.
atleast you tried hitting direct. it barely grazes his ear but youre still satisfied when you see his scrunched up face.
and you know hes real mad. his handsome face is turning red at the minute and hes grabbing the slipper from his side before heading towards you.
you try to get away quick, little feet making it maybe two steps out the room before hes grabbin you by the hair and pulling you towards the ground. “ow—connie,” here come the tears again, “s-stop..! let go of me!”
“stop all that fucking crying before i really give you some shit to cry about,” hes letting go of your hair and turning around before your shoving him from behind, trying to get even. “dont fucking touch me! i dont fucking care—” he cuts you off, “shut the fuck up. my gosh.” and hes turning around, grabbing you by your now scrunched up nightgown and pulling you real close to his face.
he can see how upset you are. the tears streaming down your puffy face, your brows all furrowed and all the hiccups coming from your swollen, wobbly lip. sometimes yeah, he does feel bad for how he treats you. the random disappearing days when he knows how much you depend on him, the name-calling even though he knows you cry over every-fucking-thing, the pushes and the shoves knowing your barely half his size. all of it.
still he cant help it. maybe theres something wrong with him. he doesnt know and he doesnt really care. he knows you wont leave so what the fuck, why would he stop?
“look at you,” he takes the hand that isnt practically raising you up to your tippytoes and cups your face, running his thumb over your bottom lip, “your the prettiest girl in the world y’know that? too bad your a crazy bitch.”
>_<
its only like an hour later n youve forgotten all about the petty fight with your boyfriend. forgot that you threw the slipper at him cause he was being sneaky with his phone nd refused to let you see it. dont care tho. you love him again.
“feels so good baby,” he groans, pushing in n out of your slippery pussy with his thick cock, “i love you so much…y’know that?”
you’re being shuffled down towards his standing form some more, ass hanging off of the bed and pushing against fat balls that are pat, pat, patting against your squishy thighs.
“yesyesyes, love you—i-i love you!” you dont even know what the fuck your saying—cant process anything but the feeling of his fat cock stuffing you full. hes so deep n you and its hard to even breathe. feel like hes up your nose.
“s’deep connie ngh…m’cummin again,” youre looking up at him. watching his pretty eyes open n close again n again. watching him bite his saliva covered lips and waching his button nose scrunch up in pleasure. your eyes flick down to obvious bulge in your tummy and you mewl wrapping your legs around his moving hips. trapping him.
your pussy is so fucking greedy, suckin him in again n again and she still cant get enough. connies bringing his hand down and pushing right on that bulge in your pretty tummy that has you both whining. looking you right in the eyes, “go ‘head princess,” and he giggles when you let out the sluttiest little moan, “that feel good huh?”
youre whining out the loudest connnieee follwed by some praise before your squirting all over him, getting both your tummies soaked up and making a mess all over his dark blue bedsheets.
hes following close after with an annoyingly sexy, fuuuck baby and coming right in your swollen pussy.
youre so tired. can hardly open your eyes when you feel connie already pulling out of you to go clean you up. grabbing one of his freshly cleaned sweat towels usually reserved for basketball, crouching down and dabbing it around your messy pussy.
“there you go princess,” hes speaking not to you, but to your cunt, “good as new.” hes leaving a big wet kiss to your pussy like he always does, standing right after and hovering over you to leave an even wetter kiss to your abused lips, throwing the towel somewhere across the room.
>_<
your cozily straddling connie in his bed, being lulled to sleep by his fingers smoothing over your hair.
hes smoking again, cautious enough to not blow it in your face though—he knows you hate smoke—thats only for when he wants to piss you off. you hear him clear his throat.
“m’gonna stop this baby,” hes smoothing over the same roots of your hair he tugged on earlier, “m’serious, no more of this arguing shit,” he grabs your face, pushing your lips into a pout. “ill do better.”
yeah fucking right. you both know thats bullshit. you guys ‘ll be back at all the screaming n yelling tomorrow.
#can you tell im not that good at smut#connie smut#connie springer#connie x reader#aot smut#tw toxic relationship#tw toxicity#connie springer smut#toxic!connie
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babysitter
pairings; eren x reader
content warning; basically just smut, unprotected sex, some degradation, small age gap
notes; in this you are marco’s little sister yeah!! (adopted or biological idk you can decide), college au per usual
“c’mon eren... i’ll owe you one i swear-”
“fine.”
you and eren jaeger did not get along. you were three years younger than him, but yet you were always around. coming into your first year of college, you didn't know anyone except your older brother, marco. the two of you had always been extremely close, resulting into you always hanging out with him and his friends.
that's how you met the infamous eren jaeger.
no other of marco’s friends seemed to have a problem with you, they all adored you. with the exception of eren. he felt like you were a child always trying to hangout with the adults. that made him feel the need to always keep an eye out for you. and god he found it annoying having to watch boys drool over you at every party.
“c’mon eren... i’ll owe you one i swear-”
“fine.”
eren pushed his way through the crowd, away from marco, looking for you.
of course, as expected, some frat boy was on top of you trying to get your number.
“okay! do you want me to just put it in your phone or..-”
you watched as his smile faded while you felt a large hand fall down onto your shoulder.
“lets go brat.”
you were peeled away from the boy as eren dragged you up the stairs of the crowded frat house.
“eren what-”
“it’s gonna get real crazy in a little bit, your brother wants me to babysit you. just stay in my room for tonight and ill take you back to your dorm in the morning.”
you didn't feel like arguing with him right now, you didn't have the energy. you just let him drag you into his semi messy room.
not too long after you excused yourself to the bathroom, you came back to find eren already comfy in his bed.
“you can sleep in here too, just stay on your side.”
you started walking towards the side of the bed, giggling.
“why, thinkin’ of me gettin’ all warmed up to you jaeger?”
he let out a small ‘tch’ as he flipped over to place his phone down onto the bed side table. turning back around, he was faced to your standing backside, unbuttoning your pants.
“wh-, what are you doing...-”
“what? you expect me to sleep in jeans?... don't get too excited, jaeger.”
you made eren’s blood boil. but for some reason he couldn't listen to you, he was getting excited. he thought it was just because he's face to face with a half naked girl... i mean anyone would get a bit excited from that, right? or maybe because he loved the way his last name rolled off your tongue-
his thoughts came to a halt as you crawled under the covers with him.
facing your back to him, you sunk into his pillows.
“i'm doing this for your brother, not you. so don't get any ideas-”
“yeah yeah, night jaeger.”
eren faced the opposite way, pulling the covers over himself more.
“tch-, stay on your side.”
falling asleep in eren’s bed was harder than expected. its definitely been way over an hour, but you could still hear the faint sounds of music playing from downstairs.
as you went to shift in the bed for about the twentieth time, you were stopped by eren rolling over and trapping you into his arms.
“sit still.”
from this position, your bodies were as close as possible to each other. he was right behind you, his arm around you, locking you in.
not fighting him, you listened. being in eren’s arms somehow made it easier to fall asleep. you were out like a light. but eren? he's been up and almost an hour has passed. he was too focused on the way you softly snored, and how good your shampoo smelt.
and the bulge that's been growing in his pants ever since you started unintentionally moving your hips into him
one more rough move into him and you felt a strong grip on your hips, waking you up.
“i thought i told you to sit still.”
you felt him poking into your fabric covered ass, eren’s breath getting shaky.
“eren what-”
“i'm sorry, y/n.”
you felt his grip get looser, but his hands never left your hips.
and you didn't want them too
“can i touch you..., please?”
you felt his hands shift to meat of your thighs, lightly rubbing circles, and you shook your head yes.
that's when his hands started to wander.
up and down your thigh, your lower stomach, up the soft fabric that was separating you from his touch.
his hands shifted from your lower back, to the front of you, prying his fingers down to your clit.
“is this ok?”
you shook your head yes as he started to apply some pressure to your clit, while he rubbed himself against the back of you.
you let eren, the person whom your always fighting with, touch you like this. you were enjoying it a little too much, and he knew that. as he started rubbing circles around your clit, his speed started to increase, while you grabbed onto his wrist, letting out a sweet moan.
“who knew the little bodt was such a slut.”
his movements got faster and faster.
“im nottt- im... ah ‘not a sl-, a slut...”
“you can't even form a proper sentence... poor thing. you open your legs like this for anyone?”
you shook your head no as you squeezed your eyes shut, letting another breathy moan escape your lips.
“then why just me, hm?”
you felt the pleasure being ripped away, as his fingers came to a stop.
“bet you wanted this for awhile. the big brothers good friend to fuck you stupid, yeah?”
“please eren”
in one motion he flipped the two of you over, you landing on your stomach, and him on top of you, pulling your hips up to meet his.
“please what? use your words, little one.”
“want you to fuck me eren.” you mumbled into the pillow beneath you
you felt a weight lifted off your back, before his hands found your hips again, lining you up with him.
pulling your panties to the side, you felt his tip teasing your entrance.
‘ill pull out’ was the last thing you heard before he jammed himself into you.
only giving you a few seconds to adjust, he started thrusting in and out of you.
you softly moaned out his name before finding a grip on the sheets, as his speed started to increase.
“this sloppy pussy ‘s so fuckin’ tight.”
you felt him pull out before ramming himself back in at a rough pace.
“i wanna know who's, fuck-, who's making you feel so good, tell me would you?”
“eren! ‘ts you eren.”
without pulling out, he flipped you onto your back. he's been wanting to do this for so long, he couldn't miss your pretty face during a moment like this.
grabbing onto your thighs, he pulled them up against his hips before leaning down and trapping your lips with his. shifting them down to your jawline and neck, he started to mark his territory. couldn't have any of those college boys all over you anymore, right?
digging your nails into the meat of his shoulders, he felt you start to flutter around his cock.
“gonna cum?”
looking up into his eyes, you swiftly nodded as tears started to form in the corner of your eyes.
“good.”
he brought his head back up as both of your mouths hung open.
you felt his hand move back down to your clit, as your grip tightened on his shoulders.
“cum-, cum all over my cock like a good girl..., pleaseee”
not having to be told twice, you let out a loud moan before creaming all over him, getting all over the bed and down the both of your bodies.
not long after fucking you through your high, eren flipped you back over onto your stomach, as he found his own release.
pulling out he pumped himself as he coated your lower back and ass with his cum. he held onto your hips while he admired his work.
maybe eren jaeger wasn't as bad as you thought.
#aot#aot smut#anime smut#smut#aot x reader#attack on titan#attack on titan fic#attack on titan smut#attack on titan x reader#eren smut#eren x reader#eren jaeger#eren jaeger x reader#eren jaeger smut#eren yaegar#eren yaeger smut#eren yeager x reader
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though the mist might prevent some from seeing it, MIA STOEGER is actually a descendent of DIONYSUS. it’s still a question of whether or not the TWENTY-ONE year old MYTHOLOGICAL STUDIES MAJOR from LOS ANGELES, USA has taken after HER godly parent completely, but the demigod is still known to be quite CHARISMATIC & DUPLICITOUS.
( y’all dont deserve this real messy intro but im workin w half a bwain cell at 4am so i beg thee 4 mercy. nywyy im the excited new girl who’s hella pumped to meet all ur charas : katya ! feel free to hop in my ims to plot or drop a like and i’ll hop in urs ! x )
POWERS
natural acting abilities — her ma’s a hollywoo agent so she started actin real early & now shes a big shot actress. there r more deetz on her career below !
chlorokinesis — it wasnt as natural as acting n she only started working on it when she turned 13 n started going to camps. b4 she just noticed shes good w plants but it wasnt super crazy or nything. its p good now tho ! shes prioritizing vine binding and manipulation 4 the self defense bc awards r cool n all but they dont rlly protecc from monsters ykwim
levitation — shes trying her best ur honor
alcokinesis — she cant conjure it or anything, she’s just immune to it ffff
BIO POINTS — cw: drug use ( full biography here )
her mom raised her by herself bc dionysus the party god was out of the picture immediately. she never told mia she’s a demigod & it was always just “ wow ur so talented ” or “ aww u got a green thumb ! ” but when she saw him claim 13 y/o mia by placing a weird hologram over her head while she slept, she knew she had to spill da beanz & tell her kid
ofc mia thought her mom was jus playing sum weird acting exercise w her bc her powers r so lowkey she could highkey just be a Mortal but insert sad whistle, the realizashun & the claiming meant heightened monster threat !! so yea ,,, one ended up chasing her a couple days later rip
aside from the trauma, mia was ok. mostly bc she ended up cryin for dionysus like any child would n lo & behold he came & helped !!! as he should. nywy she made sure to go to summer camps every year after that but mostly just for protection purposes
she lowkey rlly hates this whole god business esp now that shes grown lmfao deadass thinks she got a bad deal bc life threats arent sexy !!! went to eonia eventually bc its Too Much Man. she just wants to go back to work and her life w the mortals w/o worryin for her life. would deadass fade her father if she could. may or may not be majoring in greek mythology to figure out the logistics of it all out of spite, who knows !
PERSONALITY
not ! a Drama Queen — dont get me wrong, shes hella Extra in the way she moves n acts sorta like shes always bein captured on film. is quick-witted & playful & can be a huge tease/flirt if she feels like it, but miss her w Real Feelings ! totally not sentimental. srsly she will try to rationalize away everything and is just,.,., not good w it. so soz folks, we just keepin it breezy here
ugh, she’s an Actress — aka she can act like she cares tho ! shes very much into keeping ppl on her good side. shes friendly n palatable to everyone bc its how shes been trained & while it doesnt seem fake, its def diff when its genuine
The Mortifying Ordeal of Being Known — lemme circle back to the first one, ok so shes good w emotions but only in theory. does intense character work with her roles so she thinks that counts as her having eq when rlly shes just emotionally stunted, projecting n repressing like an idiot
blonde, skinny, rich, & a lil bit of a Bitch — shes only a bitch inwardly or to ppl she trusts enuff to let in on the gossip. if anyone full on opposes her or becomes real emotional, then this lil diva will rear its superiority complex head n snap a lil. will most probably do it v underhandedly n w a smile but it will be Brutal
girls just wanna have FUN ! — shes the child of da party god, so ofc she a true party girl. officially off the rails when she parties. inhibitions ? we dk her. can be insensitive in that case bc smtms its truly no strings attached, tis all abt the fun. likes company a lot & it doesnt even have 2 be loud or particularly abt her, she just likes having people around n the escapism of it all. will make friends with everyone n make sure they have a jolly fun time guaranteed at dionysus parties
Work Hard, Play Hard — real responsible when it comes to work and commitments and if she trusts/likes u enough, she’ll give it 2 u straight, no bs. def thinks Calling Out is an act of love but maybe does it a lil too harshly smtms. v much into efficiency, sentiments be damned. not the feely words type. will sit next to u or party w u or even pay 4 ur therapist if u need sum1 to talk to. she will Be There while u work thru it, so long as u dont expect her to change n be all emotional n stuff
if she seems a lil contradictory thats bc she kinda is. tis the good ol nurture vs nature. her ma’s a real no nonsense chick n her pops is a frat guy drama geek greek god whos rlly into cottagecore so u get this lil blonde bitch whos sorta teetering on the edges
OTHER INFO — cw: drug use ( full headcanons here )
re her career, she achieved pegot status when she was 18 aka she truly b dat bitch. shes not super mainstream famous tho, more like indie sweetheart, film snobs/critics fave typa gal. if ya want a trajectory she started w baby commercials then a sitcom from 4-10 ( think modern fam’s lily ) then it was off to the big screen & the stage !
mia has a lil bit of a drug habit. its not abusive or dependent, but it is a staple whenever shes parties bc alcohol is useless 2 her. started a lil young too bc hollywoo. primarily uppers/hallucinogens. she smokes weed a lil more liberally but the rest is mostly just an on occasion thing ( which, ngl, is a still a lil problematic when u party a lot rip )
after she got claimed, mia ended up going to demigod camps in a lot of diff places n countries, depending on where production would take her. there was never an established place, more like wherever was nearest when they wrapped up shooting bc monsters afoot n wutnot
she was always homeschooled but she still managed to go to a prom and homecoming bc party is life. that makes eonia uni p much her first chance at having a normal educational environment & experience and even then its anything but. still tho this is her moment !!! im lit rally begging her to get a personality that isnt her internally rolling her eyes going “ its not that deep ”
might put up a bio/stats page if im feelin sxc but i wud jus like the records to show that mia stoeger is a bi sxc babe bc me ? write a het ? no grassy ass.
POSSIBLE CONNECTIONS — cw: drug use ( full connections here )
omg danny devito i love ur work !
,,, p self explanatory sdkjfs sum1 who loves her work ! it can be lowkey/highkey fangirl to a civil admiration
OR alternatively, y/m can Not Be a fan of her work. they might think the storyline of the projects she takes on r too out of touch n highbrow yada yada yada, but yes, we love to see either of it !
summer camp sweetheart !
someone she met when at camp when they were teens ? doesnt matter in what country/city, but mia was only visiting so it was truly a one summer romance typa thing. bc she was younger, im thinkin 13-17 or w/e she was probably sweeter n a lot more emotional then. was it either’s first puppy love ? first kiss ? first “ relationship ? ” idk, do yk ? truly, so many possibilities. nothin set in stone just hmu bub
summer camp pals !
p much the same as above but make it Platonic
party buddies !
or druggie pals. either way works but she wud luv it if theyre both xoxo
friends w benefits !
most probably ( but not limited to ) sum1 she met at a party skdjhsjk is it exclusive ? is any1 starting to develop feelings ? im down 4 nthing n evrything
alexa play true friend by hannah montana !
give mia her college bestie ! her confidant who knows her feels and can call each other out viciously with no ounce of resentment. we stan the friendships !
omg i love ur skirt !
that is the ugliest effing skirt i've ever seen. lmao basically sum1 mia pretends to like or acts civil w but rlly ,,,, Cannot Stand for w/e rzn
im p much braindead rn but those are just sum ideas !!! ofc the usual staples like the pals, enemies, wutnots are also v welcome we love to see it. if u also have a wc that u think mia would fit in, id luv to know more ! there are also a couple more detailed ones here, but pls feel free to shoot me a msg n we can get 2 plotting x
( * wipes brow * how did i type so much n say so little rip. mia is also a completely new muse so pls b patient n if i fuq up from time to time, pretend u do not see >.< nywy thnx 4 readin, sweets ! feel free to hmu here or at discord if ya wanna <3333 )
FULL INFO || EONIA TASKS
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Crazy
🖤Summary: You were crazy in love with this man but he came home late one night and everything you knew and love about him completely changed
🖤cheater!bloo x Reader:[Don’t read if triggered by topic]/angst
🖤A/n: this is based on one of my favorite songs and artist
Crazy
I'm crazy for feelin' so lonely
I'm crazy
Crazy for feelin' so blue
You were sitting in your room at 3 o'clock in the morning waiting for bloo to come home to your shared apartment from the bar with the guys and you’re starting to get worried because he hasn't answered any of your calls from the night. when you got tired of waiting you just went to sleep not really up for stressing over him.
I knew
You'd love me as long as you wanted
And then someday
You'd leave me for somebody new
In the morning you woke up to someone wrapping their arm around your waist and you already knew it was him but you couldn't help but snuggle into him, and when you did you felt like the dumbest person on earth.
when you were finally waking up and went to make breakfast he came and wrapped his arms around you, that's when you smelt it another girl perfume on his clothes.
but you were too scared to say anything about it. so you asked,
“bloo what do you want for breakfast”
“ you baby I want you”, you couldn't help but blush but then you remembered he might be cheating so you just ignored it.
I worried
Why do I let myself worry? Oh
Where I'm sittin' dear, wonderin'
Wonderin', what in the world did I do?
the more you thought about bloo cheating the more you worried but you thought to your self why the hell am I worrying when I can just leave this man, but the thought of you leaving bloo and how he would react killed you.
“y/n do you want to go out today you know since we haven't been out in like weeks”. bloo asked you with a grin
without thinking you of what you were saying you asked him what was taking up space in your mind.
“Bloo are you cheating on me and please don't lie to me’, you said holding back a sob.
“y/n wh- what are talking about I would never cheat on you” he was clearly lying.
“bloo for god sake just tell me if your cheating, did you fall out of love? or did you ever love me please just tell me the truth I need o know”, you let out a loud cry?
“listen y/n I never meant to hurt you it was only supposed to last one night but I got hooked on her, I was going to break up with you but the thought of hurting you took a toll on me and I couldn't do it”.bloo said starting to tear up.
“How could you think cheating me wouldn't hurt me bloo huh what do you think now I'm hurting and it all because of you”.
There were now tears coming out you both of your eyes they fell like rain on the earth but you couldn't help but hear your heartbreaking from hearing his words.
And the crazy thing is you still loved him
After everything you still loved him but now you had to leave the one you loved and it was going to take time for you to ever love again
.”bloo I'm done with this with us Im over it, but I do want you to know this I will always love you no matter what”.
And there it was the end to a beautiful relationship, but you did it so someday you will know what real love is.
Crazy
For thinkin' that my love could hold you
I'm crazy for tryin' and crazy for cryin'
And I'm crazy for lovin' you
~END~
#finally its out#badboyloo#mkit rain#bloo#i cried writing this#curently#2;55 right now#khh scenarios
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best speak now lyrics part 1
hi! i wanted to celebrate speak nows birthday by posting a list of all of my favorite speak now lyrics 💖 sorry in advance for the long ass post
Mine
1. “you are the best thing that’s ever been mine”
this lyric means so much to me bc my boyfriend said it to me months after i showed him the song and it still makes me cry
2. “you saw me start to believe for the first time”
3. “braced myself for the goodbye, cause that’s all i’ve ever known. then you took me by surprise, you said i’ll never leave you alone.”
Sparks Fly
4. “the way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and i’m a house of cards.”
queen of similies and metaphors
5. “give me something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around”
6. “my mind forgets to remind me you’re a bad idea”
7. “i’m captivated by you baby like a firework show.”
this feeling omg she captures it literally so perfectly
Back to December
8. “you gave me roses, and i left them there to die.”
9. “freedom ain’t nothin but missin you”
my greatest fear in one lyric wow taylor
10. “these days i haven’t been sleeping, stayin up playin back myself leavin.”
11. “maybe this is wishful thinkin, probably mindless dreaming”
explaining it off so u don’t get your hopes up
12. “i’d go back in time and change it but i can’t. so if the chain is on your door i understand.
Speak Now
THIRTEEN. “wearing a gown shaped like a pastry.”
this line always makes me laugh
14. “and i am hiding in the curtains, it seems that i was uninvited by your lovely bride to be.”
15. “you wish it was me, you wish it was me DON’T YOU”
when i get married i’ll wish it was u
16. “there’s the silence, there’s my last chance, i stand up with shaking hands, all eyes on me.”
17. “horrified looks from everyone in the room, but i’m only looking at you.”
bc that’s ALL THAT MATTERS IM SO HAPPY
18. the laugh
Dear John (oh boy, oh boy, oh boy)(you’re in for it)
19. “praying the floor won’t fall through...again.”
20. “and my mother accused me of losing my mind but i swore, i was fine.”
21. “and i lived in your chess game, but you changed the rules everyday.”
22. “wondering which version of you i might get on the phone tonight.”
23. “this song is to let you know why.”
24. “the girl in the dress cried the whole way home. i should’ve known.”
25. “maybe it’s me and my blind optimism to blame, or maybe it’s you and your sick need to give love then take it away.”
26. “you’ll add my name to your long list of traitors who don’t understand.”
THIS MAKES SO MUCH SENSE. the ex who calls all their exes crazy.
27. “i’ll look back and regret how i ignored when they say run as fast as you can.”
this breaks my heart.
28. “you are an expert at sorry, and keeping lines blurry, never impressed by me acing your tests.”
29. “but i took your matches before fire could catch me so don’t. look. now. I’m shining like fireworks over your SAD, EMPTY TOWWWWN”
the best lyric ever
30. “the girl in the dress wrote you a song.”
Mean
31. “you can take me down with just one single blow”
32. “someday i’ll be livin in a big ole city.”
33. “you. with your switching sides and your wildfire lies. and your humiliation. you. have pointed out my flaws again as if i don’t already see them.”
34. “i just wanna feel okay again.”
35. “the cycle ends right now cause you can’t lead me down that road”
36. “with that same big loud opinion, but no ones listening.”
37. “all you are is mean, and a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life and mean.”
The Story of Us
38. “how we met and the sparks flew instantly, and people would say ‘they’re the lucky ones.’”
39. “so many things that i wish you knew, so many walls up i can’t break through.”
40. “and i’m dying to know is it killing you, like it’s killing me.”
41. “the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now.”
42. “but you held your pride like you should’ve held me.”
43. “i’m scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing. i’d tell you i miss you but i don’t know how.-
44. -I’VE NEVER HEARD SILENCE QUITE THIS LOUD”
45. “this is looking like a contest, of who can act like they care less, but i liked it better when you were on my side.”
46. “i would lay my armor down if you said you’d rather love than fight.”
47. “the end.”
her voice on this omg
Never Grow Up
48. “to you, everythings funny. you got nothing to regret.”
49. “don’t lose the way that you dance around in your PJs getting ready for school.”
50. “take pictures in your mind of your childhood room, memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home, remember the footsteps, remember the words said.”
51. “i just realized everything i have is someday gonna be gone.
52. “in a big city, they just dropped me off. it’s so much colder than i thought it would be, so i tuck myself in and turn my nightlight on. wish i’d never grown up.”
next year for me...
53. “and even though you want to, please try to never grow up.”
Enchanted
54. “walls of insincerity, shifting eyes and vacancy, vanished when i saw your face.”
55. “your eyes whispered ‘have we met?’”
56. “the playful conversation starts, counter all your quick remarks like passing notes in secrecy.”
57. “i’m wonderstruck, blushing all the way home.”
i can practically smell how good this lyric smells
58. “two am, who do you love? i wonder till i’m wide awake.”
59. “ooooooOOOOOoooooooooo”
60. “and this is me praying that, this was the very first page, not where the storyline ends. my thoughts will echo your name until i see you again.”
61. “please don’t be in love with someone else, please don’t have somebody waiting on you.”
Better Than Revenge
62. “faster than you could say sabotage.”
63. “she underestimated just who she was stealing from.”
lmao no ones about to underestimate our girl ever again
64. “she looks at me like i’m a trend and she’s so over it.”
65. “she thinks i’m psycho cuz i like to rhyme her name with things.”
66. “i’m just another thing for you to roll your eyes at honey, you might have him, but i always get the last word.”
where taylor warned everyone but NO ONE LISTENED
67. “sheeeeeeeeeee’s aaaaaaaaa biiiiiiiiiiiiitcccccch”
everyone so excited for taylor’s swearing on rep, but i’m still not over this
68. “do you still feel like you know what you’re doin?” (no, no, NO)
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A Rainbow of Emotions, Ch. I
Chapter I of A Rainbow of Emotions, a Joseph's ToonTown story.
So, alright. I wrote things the way I did, in this story, for a reason.
Just, keep in mind, my interpretation of certain characters may not accurately reflect either the actual characters themselves or how I actually feel about them.
Word count: 5,712 – Character count: 32,116
Originally written: December 27th, 2016
Revised on: Auguast 13th, 2017
After seeing something she shouldn't have, Lola seeks shelter the storm-clouds of her mind… as well as the ones overhead.
Lola Bunny, Walter Bunny, The Looney Tunes Show, and related
characters and properties created by and © Warner Bros. Entertainment, Inc.
Pops, Pop's Moon Palace, Johnny Bravo, and related characters and properties
created by Van Partible and © Turner Broadcasting System
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Deep in the heart of the Warner District of ToonTown sat a small place off the beaten path. A colorful sign on a large column sat behind the main building, the name of “Pop’s Moon Palace” clearly visible on the vaguely spherical display. The building itself had a somewhat unusual design and didn't look much like an eatery. If anything, it almost looked like a motor lodge. Still, the smell of hot-cooked meals could be smelled by nearby potential patrons and passersby alike. The building was more than just a diner, however…
“Another Tipsy Carrot, please…”
A somewhat large, balding man in a spotted bow-tie stood behind a bar, casually rubbing a glass clean with his apron. He’d looked toward the speaking patron with a sneer.
“I’m not really sure I should do that. You look like you’ve had plenty!”
The customer looked up from her half-collapsed position on the bar, red cracks showing in her eyes. She had one hand on a near-empty glass with a carrot top in it. Sat nearby were about three more glasses like that one in varying states of emptiness.
“Just… one more, okay, Pops?” she quietly requested. “You know I can afford it…”
“Eeh, that’s not the problem…” The man, whose name was apparently Pops, sat the cleaned glass down and crossed his large forearms over his chest. “The problem is… you’re drunk. Really drunk. I bet you can’t even sit up, can you?”
The patron rubbed her cheek against the bar, giving a grumble before responding.
“I like the bar better… It makes my head hurt less than sitting up.”
“Geez… I haven’t seen you like this since that Bugs fiasco.” Pops gave a frown of genuine concern. “How’d you even get like this, Lola?”
“It’s a long story, Pops…” the rabbit replied.
“Eeh, I’ve got nothin’ but time… Most people seem like they wanna go to one’a those fancy chain restaurants they keep buildin’ than come here. But, enough about me!”
The balding man lowered himself to eye-level, resting his arms on the bar.
“What’s got you feelin’ so low, kiddo?”
The orangey rabbit gave a long, labored sigh…
“Alright, so there’s this guy I like,” she said, sitting up and sounding perfectly sober. “I met him at the library and–”
“Hold on a second now…” Pops said as he straightened up. “It’s not Bugs again, is it?”
“What?” Lola gave a blink of her bloodshot eyes. “No. But, I like him, too!”
“Hmm… Alright.”
“Anyway…” she continued, “he’s super-nice and really cute. He’s also a really good kisser…”
“Eh, aren’t they all? Heh!”
“What?” She blinked at that statement. “No. I’ve dated a few people who were pretty bad at kissing.”
“Sorry,” Pops said as he took a rag and started wiping the bar. “Just thinkin’ out loud.”
“Well, anyway… I like this guy a lot! He’s not like some of the guys I’ve dated. And, just between you and me…?”
Lola leaned over the bar, whispering to Pops with her hand to the side of her mouth.
“He’s an alien from outer space!”
“An E.T, eh?” The man gave Lola a suspicious look. “Ya sure he’s not just pullin’ the wool over your eyes, cottontail?”
“Well, I mean, he had a really big backstory when he told me…”
“People can make a lot of stuff up, kiddo. Why, just the other day, I had a guy come in here claiming he was th’ real Mickey Mouse an’ that Disney’s usin’ a puppet at th’ House of Mouse! Gotta admit… if it wasn’t fer th’ high heels an’ beat-up face, he did look and even sound a lot like good ol’ Mick! But, eh, he was just some down-on-his-luck hobo lookin’ t’ make a quick buck. Gave me my money’s worth, too… Heh heh heh.”
Lola gave another blink. Pops had a fairly unsettling grin on his face…
“Well…” she continued again, “we really hit-it-off during the April Fool’s fair and just kinda kept hanging out from then on!”
“He kiss ya on the Ferris wheel?” Pops asked.
“What? No. He kissed me in his bed.”
“Oh-ho-ho-ho!! Maybe we ought’a save this story fer after-hours!”
The rabbit gave a confused blink. Pops had that grin on his face, again…
“My point is that he’s super-nice and super-sweet and I was pretty sure he liked me! At least… until today.”
“Oh?’” Pops prompted.
“Something happened…”
“Did he make a move on ya you weren’t expectin’?”
The rabbit tilted her head. “You could say that… But, it wasn’t on me.”
“Oh yeah?”
“Yeah, it was on another friend of his.”
“I think I see where this is headed…”
Pops’ grin returned… though, it wasn’t quite as creepy as the last two. He crossed his arms over his chest again before leaning on the bar and giving the rabbit girl a friendly look.
“I bet you caught him cheatin’ on ya with this ‘friend,’ right?”
“We’re not together,” was Lola’s immediate response.
“Yer not?”
She shook her head, giving an audible denial.
“Well then, what’s th’ problem?”
“Problem?” She gave a blink.
“Yeah!”
Pops turned to face her directly.
“You came in here an’ started orderin’ drinks like th’ world was comin’ to an end tomorrow! You even settled down on th’ bar all quiet-like. I just figured somethin’ was wrong!”
“Oh, that?” She gave a bright smile. “I just like Tipsy Carrots. They’re really good! But, they make me kinda sleepy…”
Pops gave a blink of his beady, black eyes as Lola yawned, stretching on the stool.
“So wait a minute…” the man said a moment later. “If yer not datin’ this guy… an’ he doesn’t have ya down… then, why’d’ja bring ‘im up in th’ first place?”
“Oh!” The rabbit perked, then smiled. “Because, I like talking about my friends with you! You’re a really good listener.”
“I see…”
“Plus, I’m really not sure if I should like him or not!”
“Well? What’s the problem?”
“I think he’s dating his roommate’s girlfriend,” she said like it wasn’t a big deal.
“How d’ya figure?”
“Because I saw them together.”
“And?”
“In bed.”
“Oh?” Pops gave a blink… then his eyes opened wide. “Oh…! I see!”
“Yeah… so did I,” she replied. “I could see just about everything… I could hear everything, too! They really should have locked that window if they were gonna do that. I think she really liked what he was doing, too…”
The man gave a blink, noticing a change in her disposition. Her eyelids were starting to lower and her neutral face had become just a little upset. She also started fidgeting with the collar and chest of her turquoise dress. It didn’t take much guesswork to tell that what she’d seen bothered her…
“Ya snooze, ya lose, I guess!” he said with a laugh that snapped Lola out of her funk.
“What?”
“Seems t’me that you waited too long and got this handsome fella stolen right out from under yer cute little nose, kiddo!” He laughed again, returning to wiping the counter as he continued. “Wouldn’t be the first time that’s happened and sure won’t be th’ last!”
“I don’t follow,” the rabbit honestly responded. “What do you mean?”
“Isn’t it obvious?” Pops paused to grin at her. “You’re in love, cottontail!”
“What? I’m not in love…” was her reply… before she asked, “am I?”
“You don’t sound too sure! But, in this ol’ greasy-spooner’s opinion, it does sound like a classic case of watchin’ ‘n waitin’ fer too long. I mean, if ya saw your beau in bed with some other babe… well, ya know.”
Lola gave a visible wince at that, fidgeting with her dress a little more. After a moment of listening to Pops laugh, however, her expression turned strangely indifferent.
“He can do what he wants,” she told Pops with quick words. “I’m not his keeper. If he wants to fool around with someone else’s girlfriend, that’s his problem.”
Her eyes narrowed…
“And, I hope it comes back to bite him in the tail.”
“Hey now,” Pops said with a look of concern. “Is that the Tipsy Carrots talking, or…?”
“Doesn’t matter,” she coolly said as she reached for her miniature purse. “How much do I owe you, Pops?”
“Well, with your current tab, about a hundred bucks plus change!” He gave a scowl. “I know yer good fer it, Lola, but–”
He found himself interrupted as the girl slammed a handful of cash on to the bar.
“Keep the change,” she muttered before standing up. “I’ll see ya…”
All Pops could do was stare, baffled and somewhat concerned, as Lola casually walked out the door of his diner. That is… until he started counting the money she’d left behind.
“A hundred-fifty plus… I should give some’a this back. But on the other hand, she did say ‘keep the change…’” He grinned to himself. “Wonder if that Mickey look-alike’s still in the neighborhood… I feel like bein’… ‘charitable.’ Heh heh heh…”
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Lola patiently stood at the bus terminal down the road, waiting… and thinking…
That was a bad idea, she thought, handing Pops all my money like that. I don’t think I have enough to get a room tonight… but, I don’t want to sleep out in the park. I might be crazy… but, I’m not stupid!
Her head turned as she saw bus number 45 coming her way in the distance.
The 45… That bus runs right by… there… I could stay there tonight, without paying a dime… But… do I really want to go back… there?
The rabbit gave a blink. Something had struck one of her ears. She looked up just in time to get sprayed in the face by a storm-front that had slipped in under her radar.
Well… I guess that answers that…
With a mutter, she took shelter from the rain under the bus stop’s meager enclosure. Thankfully, the 45 pulled up not too long after.
I can’t believe I’m this desperate, she thought as she popped a bus token into the transport’s cash box. It’s been such a long time since I’ve been back there…
The lightly moistened rabbit made her way to the back of the bus as she thought.
I wonder if they even remember me…
She paused… then, she scowled at herself.
I wonder what about me they remember…
The bus took off a moment later, heading to its next stop.
Lola couldn’t help but wonder if there were any alternatives to where she was heading as the bus drove around the Warner district. She racked her brain trying to come up with one… but, to no avail. She didn’t really have that many friends willing to put her up for a night and she knew she didn’t have enough money to pay for a room even at the worst hotel… Sleeping out in the open was well out-of-the-question and going back to Joseph’s after what she saw… didn’t seem ideal. In the end… it seemed like she was completely out of options.
I just hope they’ll let me stay the night… she thought with a sigh.
The ride to her stop took longer than she’d expected. They’d made several stops in-between, causing the bus to fall slightly behind schedule. It also didn’t help that the weather had gotten almost impossible to navigate. It had started raining cats-and-dogs – literally – which made the bus driver especially cautious. Lola was very thankful by the time it stopped. It also seemed like it couldn’t have picked a better time…
“Blanc Drive!” the bus driver announced. Lola reached up and gave the signal cord a pull in response. A moment later, the bus came to a stop and the rabbit made her way out.
“Get somewhere warm quick, alright, miss? It’s nasty out there!”
“I will,” she told the driver. “Thanks.”
Lola gave a sigh as she used her purse like a makeshift umbrella. It wasn’t terribly effective… but, at least it gave her some protection from the rain.
What a great night to be doing this… she mentally muttered to herself. Well… I’d better get going. No sense in catching a cold out here.
With that thought in her head, she began walking to the west from the bus stop. She knew she had a long walk ahead of her, since the closest bus stop to her desired location was a good mile away… but, given her options, it was the one that made the most sense to her.
Blanc Drive seemed like a nice enough stretch of road. The block she’d started from – a section nestled between Messick Road and Welker Avenue – was a small place which housed a mix of residential and business property. There was one market on the corner closest to Welker Avenue that she liked, in particular – a small, strangely nameless store run by a small, Chinese-looking ‘toon she didn’t know the name of. She could always count on him for decent prices on common goods if she were in the neighborhood. However, she wasn’t going there, that night, and continued walking on by.
After trekking for a good fifteen minutes through the rain and occasional mud, Lola eventually found herself standing outside of a large, two-story house sitting a good distance away from any main roads. Even in the rain, the place looked remarkably good for being an older, wood-crafted building.
The outside of the house was surrounded by a white, picket fence, set back several yards around the perimeter. The house itself seemed made of solid, white planks of wood while the roof rose up at an angle, sloping toward the back of the acreage. She could see a familiar-looking rose garden in one area of the yard as well as a nice, hearty carrot patch stretching out from behind the garage to the right. It didn’t seem like much had changed since her last visit…
Well… she thought, here it is. But, do I really want to–
A sudden crack of lightning made her jump.
“I’m going, Mr. Storm, I’m going!” she shouted at the sky, hopping the fence and running to the porch. Though, all things considered, she was glad to finally be out of the rain.
For a moment, she considered just camping-out on the porch itself. Surely, the people inside wouldn’t notice her if she just spent the night there…
“Ha-choo!”
Oh, you’ve got to be kidding me… she mentally muttered. The shiver that followed her sneeze seemed to confirm her thought. She was going to catch a cold if she stayed out there… or, maybe even something worse! As much as she hated the idea of staying in that cozy little house… it seemed like she really didn’t have any other choice. Plus, she’d made it that far, already… and so, she took a deep breath, raised a finger to the doorbell… and gave it a ring.
The seconds passed slowly as Lola waited, her clothes and fur dripping and her body shaking. Was it from the cold, horrible weather, though? She wasn’t sure… All she knew was that, in a matter of moments, she’d be greeted by the main reason she’d hated that place… and, with her lack of options, she would just have to grin and bear it.
After a long while, her ears caught the sound of a latch, followed by a lock, being undone. She took a step back and watched as the door opened just wide enough to reveal…
“Hi, daddy…” she said with an awkward grin. “Can I come in? It’s kinda wet out here…”
A single eye narrowed from between the door and the jamb. The door closed a moment later, leaving Lola to stare in confusion as nothing happened for several moments more… Eventually, though, she heard the chain of the door become unlatched… and, she watched the door open all the way.
“Come in, come in,” said a masculine figure standing much taller than Lola. “Don’t drip on the carpet, dear. Here’s a towel.”
“Thanks, dad…” the rabbit said, accepting the towel with a skittish smile.
The strong-looking rabbit-man closed the door as Lola began to dry herself.
“So, what brings you back here at this hour, Lola?” he said as he started to rummage through a small cabinet set against a nearby wall.
“Oh, you know…” Lola began as she toweled off, “I was just in the neighborhood… thought I’d drop by, unannounced… say ‘Hi’ to you and Mom… Is Mom here?”
“She went to spend some time with a friend who lives in Georgia,” her father said.
“Oh…” She draped the towel over her shoulders with a frown. “That’s… that’s too bad.”
“But I’ll make sure to let her know you dropped by. Unless, of course…” he said, turning toward her with a small glass of amber-colored liquid in his hand, “you’d prefer we keep this visit between you and I.”
The female rabbit’s eyes lowered and she looked away. She knew what that tone meant…
“What’s the real reason you’re here, Lola?” he asked in an accusatory tone. “Did you get caught stalking another, more successful actor?”
“I’m successful…” she quietly defended. “And, no. I just… um…”
“Let me guess,” continued before taking a sip of his drink. “You’ve run out of money?”
“I have money…”
“Then, what brings you here? If you have money, why not head to a motel? Or, better yet,” he continued, his tone turning more hostile, “why not save your money and get a nice apartment? I’m sure with your line of work, you can afford a fairly good one.”
“Wh… what’s that supposed to mean?” she nervously asked.
“Nothing, nothing…” The male took another sip of his beverage. “I only assumed you made some good money doing whatever it is you do. What are you up to these days? I would hate to think my little girl was doing something her own parents would be ashamed of...”
Although he’d said that, Lola knew better…
“Why do you always assume I’m doing something bad to get money?” she asked. “For all you know, I could have a nice job at a place like Tiana’s. But, even when you ask, you’d rather just assume. Like always.”
“Well, you’ve never given your mother or I any reason to assume you’re anything more than a filthy street urchin, dear. That is, after all, the life you’ve chosen…”
Lola narrowed her eyes, her face turning as stormy as the weather outside.
“See, this is why I don’t come by very often,” she said, gesturing one hand toward her father. “You always do this!”
The taller rabbit finished his drink before turning to pour another.
“Do what, exactly?” he casually asked. “Think about all the poor choices my baby girl made in her life?”
“If only!” she said in a raised voice, finally walking into the room proper. “No, every time I come over, it’s always ‘disrespectful’ this and ‘shameful’ that… You act like you’ve never made a bad choice in your life!”
“I haven’t.”
The smug look on her father’s face as he turned her way made her blood boil…
“Even before Warner terminated our contracts, I invested the money your mother and I had made in proper stocks… diversified our funds, paid close attention to the market… and, here we are. Living comfortably with more-than-enough money to pay for our expenses. Granted, it’s still a far cry from the Country Club lifestyle we portrayed on our show…”
The rabbit lowered his head, giving his daughter a snide sort of grin.
“But, at least we’re not forced to perform unscrupulous acts just to get-by.”
Lola’s face curled into a horrible, ugly scowl, her eyes starting to water. Even though she knew what to expect from her judgmental father… it still hurt to hear him say such things.
“Why do you always say things like that…?!” she squeaked, barely able to keep from yelling at him.
“Because…” he said, still wearing that grin as he walked toward her, “I know you. You haven’t got two pennies to rub together nor the skill with which to earn them. Now, you may not be the prettiest thing out there… but, I’m sure there are some depraved lowlifes out there would be perfectly happy to… help… a girl-in-need, such as yourself.”
The paternal rabbit took a long sip of his drink, walking around his tensed daughter. She seemed like she was somewhere between bursting into tears… and laying him out with a right hook to his smug, superior face.
“It really is a shame,” he said with a chuckle. “Your mother and I were hoping for so much more than some no-class vagrant girl… But, with the way you went through your savings, I suppose it was inevitable! If only you’d bothered to listen to us instead of spending all your time stalking that rabbit boy and partying…”
He reached over, trying to nudge her head up. She immediately pulled away, keeping her eyes clenched and biting down on her bottom lip.
“Then, you wouldn’t be the blemish you are on our good family name…”
The rabbit walked into the living room, walking behind a couch and giving a sigh.
“If it wasn’t for you, maybe your mother and I would be more well-to-do. If it wasn’t for you, we might have connections… powerful ones… If it wasn’t for you–”
“You’re the blemish…”
The tall, grey-haired rabbit jolted, staring at his daughter as she spoke up.
“I beg your par–”
“I said, you’re the blemish!!” she shouted, giving him a hate-filled look.
“Don’t you dare raise your voice to me, young lady!”
He stomped back over to his daughter with a threatening look on his own face.
“I helped bring you into this world and I can certainly help remove you from it!”
“You didn’t do anything, Walter!”
Once again, the taller figure was taken aback.
“Excuse you, Lola?! What did you call me?!”
“Walter!” she spat, the anger in her face continuing to grow. She was scowling at him, stood hunched-over with her fists clenched and tears rolling down her face.
“Don’t you dare talk to your father that way!”
Walter brought his dominant hand back, swinging at his daughter’s face. However…
“You’re no father of mine…”
Lola wasn’t having any of that.
“Let… go of me!” the taller figure said, tugging on his arm. “Let go of me this instant!”
Lola had a vice-like grip on his wrist… and, it didn’t seem like she was going to let go anytime soon.
“No.”
“No…?” Walter narrowed his eyes. “What do you mean, ‘no?!’”
“I’m done here. I’m done with this place… done with you! I’m sick of your abuse!”
He gave a sneer, glaring down at his daughter. She wasn’t even bothering to look at him, anymore… He didn’t deserve her full attention, as far as she was concerned.
“You think you’re so high-and-mighty just because you know how to play the stock market, don’t you, Walter?”
Hearing his name come from his own daughter made his temper flare. Once again, he tried to yank himself free… and, he succeeded! He gave his sore wrist a rub as he watched Lola slowly walk away from him, her back turned and her voice unsettlingly calm.
“You kept an eye on how things went… Invested low, sold high… Good for you. I’m proud – I really am. Want to know what I’ve been doing since my last job?”
He didn’t really care… but, for some reason, he just let her keep talking.
“I’ve been living out on the streets of ToonTown, making money by playing people at games. I’ve held up in this motel room when I had the money or that flop-house if I thought I was going to have the money for it… or, sometimes, I just curled up under a park bench, cold, alone, and scared. Yes, scared, Walter. I live every day scared that I won’t have enough money for the next day. Yeah, I might put on a smile and make jokes… but, Walter… Inside, I’m just a scared little girl who’s afraid of what will happen when her luck finally runs out.”
Lola turned back, tears still falling from her black eyes as she looked at him. She didn’t seem quite as angry as she had been earlier… but, Walter could tell she was still angry enough. With that in mind, he decided to let her keep talking…
“You don’t know what it’s like, do you, Walter?” she calmly asked, not looking for a response. “You don’t know what it’s like, always being afraid that someone’s going to hurt you… take your money… or do something far worse… And, why should you?”
She gave a hollow chuckle and a shrug.
“You and mom have it made! A nice, cozy house in the suburbs… plenty of things to keep you distracted… and, of course, a nice, steady income from gambling with your stocks.”
She gave another chuckle, crossing her arms and smiling.
“You don’t know a thing about what it’s been like for me. You didn’t make the same mistakes I did with your money… and, even now, I really hope you never do. But, Walter?”
Lola closed her eyes, slowly shaking her head before continuing.
“Just because you don’t understand the life I live… just because I made some mistakes that lead me down this one-way street… doesn’t give you the right to judge me the way you always do – especially when mom’s not around.”
She turned her back to the taller figure again, taking those few extra steps toward the door. It seemed like she was just about to leave when she paused…
“I meant what I said, by the way…”
Slowly, she looked over her shoulder. The disdain for him had returned to her face…
“You’re didn’t do anything. At least, you didn’t bring me into this world.”
Walter’s brow furrowed in anger.
“What is that supposed to mean…?”
Lola gave another hollow chuckle… then sighed.
“I’m a ‘toon, Walter. I wasn’t born… I was designed. I was designed by the same people who made you. Difference being… I was my own character. You, on the other hand…”
His brow furrowed again… as if processing her words.
“You and… yes, mom, as well… You were made to give Bugs someone to be funny with. The whole ‘over-protective father’ thing is sooo cliché… but, it still works for both kids and adults to this day. Sure, you and mom had your own personalities… but, at the end of the day? You guys were just comic foils.”
The taller figure’s brow shifted a third time.
“Still, though… they made me for a specific purpose, too – to play opposite the real star: Bugs Bunny. Once the series was done and our contacts expired… I was nothing to Warner.”
She offered a wicked grin to the male.
“But, if I was nothing… then, I guess that makes you less than nothing. Huh… ‘dad?’”
With that weight finally lifted off her chest, she gave a long sigh and turned the doorknob.
“Tell mom I said ‘Hi,’ Walter,” she commented as she took a step toward the raging storm. “Or, maybe… just do like you said and ‘keep this between us.’ I still like her… but, you?”
Lightning flashed as Lola took one last look back.
“You’re no father of mine. You’re just a mean, cruel, judgmental man who’s great with the stock market but is too wrapped-up in his own perfect little world to realize when to be a parent… much less what it means to be one. And, with that, I say…”
She gave him one last, teary-eyed scowl…
“Goodbye… Walter.”
And then, she was gone.
–––––
I still can’t believe that happened…!
Joseph was all grins as he reclined on the couch of his apartment. Even though he had work the next morning, he was far too excited to sleep, thoughts of the day’s events still playing on-repeat in his head.
And, what I really can’t believe, he continued to think, was that Woody… didn’t kill me. He wasn’t mad… heck, he wasn’t even surprised! In fact, if I didn’t know better, I’d almost say he knew what was going on between Winnie and I the whole time… which… may be the case, now that I think about it. Winnie had no reason to hide it from him. They’re in a… eh… ‘semi-open’ relationship? I’m just lucky Woody likes me, though. I’m sure if I’d been someone stranger… or, someone he didn’t like… he probably wouldn’t have been so jokey about it.
Still though… the fox thought with a shiver… When Winnie started telling him about our day after he came home, I just about jumped out of my skin! It hadn’t even dawned on me that she’d tell him outright the first chance she got! I mean… she was kinda subtle about telling him… but, she did tell him! Right in front of me, no less!
His thoughts turned back to a few hours prior. Woody had just eaten the dinner Winnie made and was feeling pretty good. Joseph remembered being on the far end of the couch when his lady friend sat on the coffee table and told Woody she’d wanted to talk. He remembered feeling like his fur was going to pop right off in fright as she ran familiar “what-if” scenarios by her boyfriend… most of which, they actually had done, that day! He then recalled his heart almost leave his chest when she asked, “What would you say if those ‘what-ifs…’ weren’t…?”
I almost can’t believe Woody actually congratulated me! he thought with an odd sort of smirk. I mean… he said he wants to watch next time… what a perv! Still, though… he was fine with it! Really, truly fine!
The fox gave a happy sigh.
That woodpecker… Both of those woodpeckers… They’re crazy… Crazy-awesome…
After a moment, Joseph reached over to the coffee table, setting his glasses down and retrieving the TV remote. He decided he’d spent enough time reminiscing and should get some sleep. He had a long day of dish-washing ahead of him, after all…
Oh, geez…! he thought as a crack of thunder caught his ears. I really hope it doesn’t keep raining like this, tomorrow… I could have Woody drive me… but, I really don’t want to ride in his little car again. I mean… it does beat walking… especially in this… but, man is it cramped.
He murmured, shuffling down against the couch and pulling a blanket over his body.
Well, I guess I’ll worry about that, tomorrow. No sense giving it any thought, now…
He murmured again, his eyes drifting shut.
I feel bad for anyone that does have to be out in that weather, though…
Suddenly, his ears picked up on a different sound. A slight rapping on wood? It was soft… but, certainly audible. When he’d heard it a second time, though…
I really doubt someone is here at this hour… he thought. But, I’d better make sure…
After putting on some pants and his glasses, the fox undid the deadbolt lock on the apartment door, keeping the chain attached just-in-case. There was no sense in being reckless, after all… Slowly, he pulled the door open… only to jolt at what he saw.
“L… Lola?!”
Standing on the other side of the door was the waterlogged form of one Lola Bunny. Her fur was drooping and dripping, making a mess on the hardwood floor of the hallway, her damp, platinum hair was covering her eyes, and even her normally-springy dress seemed to sag on her thin frame. Yet, despite all of that… she wore her usual cheerful smile.
“What in the Void are you doing here at this hour, Lola…?” Joseph asked. “And… why are you so wet? What’d you do? Walk here?”
“I may have…” she said with a grin. “Can I come in?”
“I… yeah,” he answered before withdrawing. A moment later, he brought the soggy bunny a large towel. “Just, ya know… keep it quiet. Woody’s trying to sleep.”
“Caaan do!” she happily exclaimed. “Oop– I mean… can do…”
Joseph shook his head before finally letting her in.
“Seriously, Lola…” he said as he watched her dry herself, “what are you doing here? It’s like… almost 1 AM! Who visits at 1 AM…?”
“I do, obviously!” she quietly giggled.
“Well, at least you came in through the door, for once…”
The fox gave a blink, ears perking as he realized…
“Wait. You came in through the door.”
“Yeah? So?” Lola politely asked as she worked on her hair.
“You… never come in through the door. You said you like climbing the ladder up to the fire escape scaffolding, which is kind of odd for most being… but, regardless–”
“Can I stay here tonight, Joseph?” she suddenly asked.
Once again, the fox was caught off-guard.
“What… what did you call me?” he suddenly asked.
“‘Joseph?’” she replied, a confused look on her face. “That’s your name, isn’t it?”
“Well, yeah, but…” His ears fell back. “I… don’t think I’ve ever heard you call me that before… It sounds kinda… weird… after all the ‘Jojos’ and ‘Mr. Foxes’, really…”
He was chuckling… but, all she could offer with a slight, amused murmur.
“Lola…?” he asked, growing more concerned. “Is everything alright?”
“I’m just… really tired,” she reassured. “And, maybe a little drunk off Tipsy Carrots. Busy night! I’m gonna go sleep in the tub… ‘kay?”
“I… sure…?”
The fox gave a frown as she walked by him. He’d thought about offering her the couch… but, given how distant she was being so suddenly, he decided not to argue, figuring that maybe, after a night’s rest, she’d be more talkative. If only he’d know what she’d been through…
Lola’s eyes closed as she thought about the night, making herself comfortable. Removing her soaked garments or dying her fur seemed so very distant from her mind… She didn’t want to come back to that place… but, in her mind… Joseph was still the only one she could count on.
Even if he didn’t care for her… like she did for him.
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if you could have sex with any celebrity right now, who would it be?
well he aint a celeb but an youtuber since i dont like celebrities..so maybe markiplier?
if you had to have sex with one of your best friends who would it be?
all of em ;)
ever fallen in love with a friend?
well they all start off as friends
did you end up getting together or not?
nobody specif i mean my current bf and i were friends for little while before we officalized it but it wasnt like we were just friends. ive never dated anyone where we were friends for a while then started to date.
if yes, how did you end up together? if no, why not?
^
have you ever been the other woman?
No.
we all have that one song that gets us pumped, what’s yours?
i hate these questions cus i forget every song i know
have you ever been to prom? did you have a good time?
well we dont have prom in canada, well where i live but we did have a grad dance but i didnt go. But how my grad worked was we all got to dress up in nice dresses/tuxs for the dinner. so thats what i did.
don’t you just hate it when someone is a boring texter?
yES. usually i try to make a conversation.if they dont add i just stop texting.
ever let someone use you knowing they were using you?
Yep
how many people have you slept with (sexually not actually sleeping)?
one.
how many of them were you actually in love with?
one
ever taken someone’s virginity?
No.
would you ever want to be with a virgin? if no, why not?
no actually lol
favorite song lyrics?
i have lots but im too tired to think of em.
do you constantly find yourself internet stalking your ex?
no but sometimes i check their fb but like once in a blue moon. i dont care.
if yes, how many times a day on average do you find yourself doing this?
like i said, once in a blue moon. usually if im thinkin about them or something but last tme i checked was months ago cus i saw he got a new gf and i wanted to see what she looked like. and no not to be a dick either.
so like, what’s your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius
what’s your favorite item of clothing you have & why?
eh, nothing really. im bored of my clothes atm im in a desperate need to shop..
do you have anything to hide?
my emotions
are you friends with any of your exes?
eh. not really. my one ex who always talked to me stopped texting me, thak fucking god it was so annoying.
given the chance would you take any of your exes back?
No.
do you have an addiction? to what?
my phone
do you like being taken or single more & why?
taken. its just who i am i guess. i just like knowing i have someone there who i can be myself with and have a romantic relationship with.
being loud & obnoxious is fun huh?
nope.
do you feel like you’re sorta split personality? half & half?
not really. I am just myself with people im comfortable with and then i have my professional self with work.etc lol
do you act like your own gender or more like the opposite sex?
wtf..
do you have more friends of the same sex or opposite?
its kind of half and half.
blunts, bowls or bongs?
eh. i smoked weed like 5 times soo..
favorite sexual position?
idk. the one where he puts his dick in me
3 traits your dream partner would have?
funny, loyal, empathetic
do you really care what people think of you?
Yes
when you have a fight with your partner what do you do?
usually get worried that they might leave me cus im an insecure piece of shit, but we havent had a really bad fight, theres just been times where he is a dick.
holiday closest to your birthday?
christmas.
scenario time.. you have a wedgie in public, you… fill in the blank.
go to the wash room and fix
who does the grocery shopping in your house?
mom
are your parents still together? if no, do you wish they were?
they would be if my dad didn’t die.
have any siblings you know of but don’t actually know personally?
no
greatest fear?
losing someone i love again and suffocation
something most people fear that you do not fear at all?
spiders
don’t you hate getting nice & comfy & then having to pee?
yea
what do you think of porn & the people who watch it?
i mean whatever, watch whatever but i just hate people who think that alot of the things they do in porn is normal. (like rape play, hardcore bdsm..etc)
when your friends mention you in fb statuses & tweets do you get happy?
yeah
how much does it really take to get you mad?
not that much.
would you date someone that your parents & friends didn’t approve of?
depends
do you have any regrets?
Yes.
are you always the one to apologize even if it’s not your fault?
Yes
ever lost friends because of a certain guy or girl?
nope.
ever used a legit sex toy before?
nah never bought one before.
ever questioned your sexuality?
not really
ever thought you were pregnant?
one time i didnt get my period at all and it was 3 weeks late and i took 3 test and i wasnt pregnant but i was still freaking out and then i lightly spotted for a week..and then i didnt get my period til he next month, that was scary.
ever faked being pregnant?
who does this
favorite song at the moment?
nothing
ever had a major surgery performed on you?
one
do you actually like school lunches?
the ones in high school were actuallly good.
do you think you’re a boring person?
no but i can be
do you think you’re more or less a good person?
i think im a good person
which of the 7 deadly sins are you guilty of?
envy
ever made a survey & then taken it yourself?
yeah i did once haha
do you think it’s possible to dislike all music?
some people just dont like music i guess. i think theyre crazy.
what’s one thing you think everyone has in common?
we all have to breathe oxygen.
do you believe that there’s actually good in EVERYONE?
well we all start good but it all depends during the age development..
what’s one thing that bothers you that probably wouldn’t bother most people?
need to have tv on a even number of sound level
do you believe in forever?
no
how many relationships have you been in?
4 including the one i am in
do you ever want to get married? why or why not?
I do. Because i want to lol
do you believe in divorce?
well i mean some people just cant stay married.
is there a song you can’t listen to without thinking of someone?
Yeah.
do you think a lot of the surveys on here are too alike?
sometimes they all ask the same question
how are you feeling right now?
decent
do you like being called babe, baby, hunnie, etc?
I do like baby/babe but only from my boyfriend
have you ever thought etc was actually ect?
no
do you have any sort of ongoing health problem?
i dont think so
ever lost someone close to you?
Yes my dad died
ever been hit by a motor vehicle?
actually yeah. when i was 8 i was hit by a car on my way to school lol
can you play a musical instrument?
I cant
do you wish you did?
I wish i wouldve joined band tbh
are you able to speak fluently in more than one language?
No.
ever self harmed in any way?
Yes.
do you prefer longer or shorter surveys?
Medium to long.
what is one word you just cannot pronounce?
specific
if you could look like any celebrity who would you look like?
Hmmmmmmm
ever wish you were of the opposite sex?
No.
don’t you just love fun people?
i guess. i just hate people who ALWAYS wanna do shit especially when youre tired and they almost force you to go out.
is there that one person who you just CAN NOT seem to get over?
no one currently
so what’s your dream job?
animator
someone you can’t see yourself being able to live without?
My boyfriend
best & most favorite video game (pc or console) ever?
hmmm. depends. I really love Kingdom Hearts 2, or even Elder scrolls online but My fav game ever is The Last of Us
would you ever tattoo someone’s name on you?
maybe my dads name but not really
when people sing happy birthday to you do you feel awkward or happy?
It’s so awkward.
favorite thing about being in a relationship?
having someone be there for you..and cuddles and oh sex
favorite thing about being single?
the freedom i guess? not having to worry about someone else, or worry about getting texts back lol ad also you can kind of go out and not worry if youre flirting idk. I hate when im talking to another guy and im afraid im leading them on, especially when im not.
ever been hurt by someone you thought would never hurt you?
Yes.
don’t you hate it when people in relationships act single?
it annoys me. Like whats the point of hiding shit?
so is your hair dyed?
Yep. but fading back
sex is really good isn’t it?
It sure is
ever had a friends with benefits?
no
do you like trains :)?
uhmmm
do you think you have a pretty good singing voice?
Nope.
how about dancing, are you a good dancer?
I am white.
is intelligence a turn on for you?
It’s good. i hate stupid guys lol
do you like to feel powerful & in charge?
No
capricorns are the best aren’t they?
I don’t believe in astrology. <--- same
are you afraid to stand out?
just a little.
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