#im just gonna rant about it here rq

[choccyhearts]

ooookay, im gonna rant rq so feel free to scroll past...

but im getting so sick of the under appreciation for Argyle and his character

i haven't written a tooon of argyle-centric fics but when i do post things for him they underperform greatly compared to my eddie and steve stuff

none of my argyle works have ever surpassed 100 notes but one of my eddie imagines is nearing 1k (and thank u for that truly) but i just started posting steve stuff and even that has gotten more love than argyle

i understand if he isn't some people's cup of tea, that's totally okay

but....lowkey side-eye👀

i knew what i was getting into when i got into the st fandom but seeing it first-hand is genuinely upsetting/annoying

and this hits especially hard for me because i am also a person of color, so ofc i'm gonna hype up argyle (plus he's epic anyways) but this just makes me want to stop writing eddie/steve stuff entirely until i see more love for my argyle stuff (which will likely not happen, ik)

like ik some of you are chill and it isn't anything personal or weird, but i hope ya'll understand where i'm coming from and ik others on here feel the same

so yeah, i just wanted to post this because i'm so sick of posting argyle works that i'm excited about and then feeling insecure and upset towards my writing when they don't do as well as my eddie/steve stuff

also, i'm not trying to sound ungrateful for the appreciation for my works that i do get, it truly means a lot to me since this is a fun hobby for me and i do see every comment/reblog and every like makes my day better, but i just needed to get this off my chest

anyways, spring break is nearing so i hope to have more stuff out soon, i have lots of ideas and few ongoing series ideas that i want to start

ok, thanks for reading all of this if u did <3

#argyle #argyle x reader #argyle stranger things #stranger things #st4 #eddie munson #eddie stranger things #steve harrington #steve stranger things

[aleeyenn]

hi um . that other person encouraged me to also gush abt ur designs but i also find a lot of myself in ur pin design .... as an also plus sized woman of color i find so much of myself in your design . i love baking and i love indulging in feminine things in the sense of like "yes i am a woman . yes i love to scream to very hard and fast paced songs . yes i have bigender swag ." even tho i do like feel myself as pretty masc aligning (it fluctuates a lot) i love ur design and see so much of myself in it . as well as that other person ive always felt i cant sorta be into alt stuff but recently ive sorta dabbled in it (i got the fingerless gloves ive always wanted so bad like a month ago !!!! and it was so exciting :-))) and just seeing ur pin design made me realize i can do whatever i want and i dont have to conform to my parents or my friends or my school's or anyone's expectations for my presentation of gender identity and femininity . i can wear nice frilly dresses with puffs and ribbons and have those fake vampire teeth and skeleton fingerless gloves and black clunky boots with a bright pastel pink bow in my hair if i so please . so um thank you a lot i love ur pin design and um bye bye have a nice day !!!!!!! also also rq i have to say erm if you have like literally any more gijinkas / humanizations ever pleaaseeee post them .love your art a lot ive been following you for a bit and uh apologies for bizexual ranting im just a little crazy /lh ok bye have a nice day i hope very good things come to you

YOU G UYYSS ARE GONNA MAKE ME CRY😢😢😢😢😢HAPPY TEARS OF COURSE BUTGAAHH HH H I NEVER KNEW MY ART WOULD HAVE SUCH AN IMPACT ON PEOPLE EVEN THO ITS WHAT IVE WANTED FOREVER😢😢😢 im so so so so grateful SO GRATEFUL YOU DONT GRT IT I REALLY TRULY MEAN IT pleasepleaseplease to you anon and the other anon and anyone else who needs to hear it BEEE YOURSELFFFF!!! don’t worry about what any community, family, friends, peers, ANYONE wants you to be because what’s the fun in that? not being able to express yourself the way you want to is so boring and doesn’t allow you to be what you want and not being what you want is neither gratifying or truthful! you don’t have to be true to anyone else besides yourself be TRUE to yourself and let yourself be the person you are!!! i’m sure you wouldn’t wanna hold anyone back so don’t let anyone hold YOU back!!! im gonna embarrass myself here but it’s for the sake of this talk But in elementary—early middle school i was a FREAAAKING wolf kid i wore ears and tails and everything but what stopped me???weird glances or rude comments? Nope! NOTHING!!! because being the person i was at the time felt amazing! and looking back at it sure it’s a bit humiliating but i still love that part of myself because i was so free in being me!!! and i look up to me being that person to this day and i won’t stop being myself! i won’t mask or dress a certain way that people want me to or hide parts of myself that make myself me because that’s who i am!!! and i heavily encourage ALL OF YOU to follow my footsteps and be the person you are!!! trust me if everyone in the world behaved and looked and did whatever the same the world would be sooo boring so be the spark of someone’s day and BE YOURSELF!!! who knows maybe you’ll be the person that breaks someone out of their shell to become what they wanna be too! do what makes you happy and follow your heart, don’t let anyone EVER block you from achieving that, never hold yourself against any standard or forum and do what you need to do to be your best self… so to you anon and everyone who needs it Go get some fishnets go get some cute bows go get lacy dresses go get cool looking belts go get ANYTHING THAT CALLS YOUR NAME! find yourself!!! even if it’s a pair of wolf ears and a tail, go for it! i believe in you!!!💗

#i love you all #so much

[moonlit-dreamers]

Are you excited for the FNAF movie? Do you have any specific hopes for it? How do you feel on the franchise as a whole?

Go ahead bestie rant about that special interest.

hi :3

okay, for starters. yes im really fucking excited. i wanna go with my friends to the movie and i might go in cosplay but i only have stuff for a bloodmoon cosplay so it wont fit BUT ITS COSPLAY NONETHELESS. if im able to i might be able to whip something up rq tho.

uhhh hopes for it? i really hope markiplier is there since we already have cory, but it seems that hes busy making his own movie so probably not. also that one uh- that one bit in the trailer i hope thats a scooper bc i'd love to see that. i just wanna see how far they go with the violence bc im so intrigued. also golden freddy? pog? anyway-

franchise as a whole? overall its good ig? i dont really pay attention to controversies except that one time scott did something shitty and even then i wasnt even in the fandom at that time so- uhhh story wise? i honestly have no fucking clue. i forget the difference between william and michael afton 24/7 so i know jack shit about the actual story, no matter how many analysis videos i watch. too confusing. (the only way i remember is the fucking "MICHAEL DONT LEAVE ME HERE" sound and that reminds me "mm yes william said that" even tho i actually dont know the context of the audio. i love these stupid games and yet i know jack shit about them💀)

ive actually never played any of the fnaf games (except for a bit of fnaf 1 but i was a pussy and quit after night 2💀). i wanna get security breach (for obvious reasons) but that bitch expensive so... no-

gonna be honest, the fandom outside of the little hole that is the dca scares me. yeah, we can be pretty horrendous at times, but ive heard horror stories from friends and idk if i wanna leave my little hole so im just staying here.

if you want me to start another ramble just start talking about shit with psychology, genloss, au ideas i have (i have so fucking many it hurts), uhhh streamers and shit, i have some good queer book recs

idk man just send me shit and ill probably find a way to lose my shit over it idfk

#answering asks #dear fucking lord that was long #but yeah #also had to ask my friends wut i liked at the end bc i fucking forgot #i forgot wut my fucking interests were for a sec #but yeah now u have some prompts to spam me with ig-

[garfylittlebitch]

hey girls 😍,

some rules rq before you proceed,

don't be fucking douchey, if you're gonna be a bigot, please kindly block me, i have NO time for your shit, and i dont think i ever will, and im not opening my fucking schedule for garbage ppl 🧚‍♂️

if you need a girl to talk to, im a man, but like, im here ☺️ (pop in my dms and be like "uhhh, hey, we talkin???")

we on the tism spectrum, dunno where, but still

im a 🪨ner, (🍃) so if u dont wanna talk about the doobies w me then lmk and shit just dont come up on me and b like "noooo 🥺🥺🥺 dont do that 🥺🥺🥺🥺 its bad for ur heaaalth 🥺🥺🥺🥺" SHUT UP I AINT GOT TIME

im a midsize gay man, you wanna pull up, do it, just know imma tell my platonic bf abt it first

i will not shut up about cooking, if you aint down for that, run while you still can

you better enjoy my high and whiny rantings, you aren't gonna be happy here if you dont want that

dont be r*pey.

dont be a nazi, ill punch you

I FUCKING LOVE GARFIELD TALK ABT GARF W ME PLEASE PLEASE

peace and love

im also a witch, im a baby tho so bare w me

if u got music recs pull up

ill add more as i think of them, im shitting rn, love you all, have fun :-)

[sunlightwoo]

☀︎

#don't mind me just gonna rant in the tags here rq #um.. idk who to talk to about this cause i don't wanna *bother* anyone lol #but idk something about my writing doesn't feel complete anymore and i don't know what it is #cause i know its not me burning out but #idk i feel like me writing here is a waste of time cause i can't really have a sense of what i'm doing right and wrong for my writing plots #i could feel myself spiraling funny or not but i can't take it upon me to just #do stuff without thinking about the downfalls #like this oneshot i wanna post for sunwoo's birthday is my other prized possession besides that birthday one i posted for myself #and it's been in the works since last summer in july #im scared that not many people will like it and that might be my pushing point to kinda leave lol #im not sure what to do so here i am just rambling in here unsure of what to even make as my next move #and i am so so grateful for the 2.8k audience that i have built on here don't get me wrong #i will never not be appreciative of all the friends and for the audience that have been attracted by the stories that i write #but i have so much more that i wanna post that i'm scared that nobody will actually take an interest in because i know that there are other #writers that might make the concept i wanna write even better #i feel stupid with these thoughts but yeah #like for 3k i have my summer project that i was gonna release the masterlist for soon since it's literally going to take all summer to post #but idk am i being too much with how much content t #content that* i'm pouring out #but yeah thats the end of my rant uh if you see this #im okay i promise i just have lots of thoughts but am too scared to talk to someone about it #but yep #have a good night #and i'll just kinda hang around tumblr maybe :// #annoying gina

[yamagucji]

Prank gone wrong pt.II

request: “Hello! I hope that you are having a good day! I’m not sure if you take requests or not, but if you do, I saw the one fic you wrote called Prank Gone Wrong, and I thought it was amazing! Could you maybe do that for Karasuno & Shiratorizawa? Please & thank you” - anon

synopsis: the boys prank their young/sweet manager and it goes wrong

a/n: first one ft. seijoh and nekoma found here. also, someone rq inarizaki + shira for this but idk if i’m familiar with inarizaki atm so if u see this bby im sorry :(

Karasuno

daichi and shimizu were not in the picture bc they’d get their butts handed to them if they knew🤩 but the other boys seemed convinced enough to do it

so how do they pull this off?

easy- they told everyone that during practice they could interact with shimizu but not you

so practice comes along and you’re CONFUSED, bc why aren’t they responding to you? :(

you try and tend to them anyway, because maybe they’re just exhausted? it’s a hot day after all

pls🥺 you try and hand them their bottles but they’ll either take it while not looking at you or completely ignore you, going to shimizu instead

they think it’s going smoothly until tsukki comes along to step on the limit

“uh-oh, wouldn’t want to get cooties from you”

he says this as you offer a towel to him and immediately your body just deflates, sinks

“i’m sorry tsukishima... i’ll- i’ll go wash my hands now” but really that was just your excuse to get away

i just KNOW shimizu will glare at the boys before running off to find you

have you ever seen daichi truly infuriated?? well you have now

“tsukishima! what the hell was that for? and to the rest of you, i’ve noticed you ignored y/n but i thought nothing of it until...” he’s going on a rant now yes they get a beating too

anyway, shimizu will bring you back once you’ve calmed down to resolve the conflict (aka to calm daichi down)

shimizu: “that was really immature of you boys. what do you have to say?” god is truly a woman and that’s shimizu senpai

the boys in question: 😔😞😞😔😔

please be prepared to receive a series of apologies and a very blushy, embarrased, shameful but doesn’t wanna admit it- tsukki

daichi makes them do hard drills for the rest of the week, while the boys try and make it up to you

you’ll definitely get a handful of treats throughout the day like: milk, pork buns, candy, and of course, strawberry shortcake from tsukki

noya and tanaka on the ground with tears in their eyes: “please y/n-chan! let us make it up to you!!”

fkdjhs don’t tease them about what happened because they’ll drown in shame again and cry about hurting their dear manager

you can tease tsukki tho- he can’t revoke your teasing privileges anyway😖

Shiratorizawa

i honestly think that they’re either not immature enough OR there are too many mature boys to let the team pull such a prank on their sweet manager (ahem ushi and reon)

fyi this is gonna take another turn

so, they don’t happen to ignore you intentionally, but a crazed fan is willing to go about their ways to take the team’s attention

how? by asking to shadow you while you managed the team, and you being the kind manager you are, accepted

the girl was eager to tend to the boys, running up to grab the water bottles and the towels before you could

you figured, maybe she’s just excited? well, it’d be good to watch from the sidelines and let her experience what it’s like to be a manager. plus, she seems to be engaged in a conversation with ushi, so that’s good!! right...?

tendou, popping out of nowhere: “ohoh? you’re just going to let her take your job? she seems to be taking all their attention” yes tendou bby the guess monster 😌🤝

you just shake your head, dismissing his assumptions. but inside, you were becoming conscious of just how right it seemed to be

they did happen to ignore you but that wasn’t intentional... and surely the girl wouldn’t mean harm

just then, the girl points to your direction, and ushi turns to face you

is that— what’s with that scowl on his face??

he walks over to you, “y/n, is it true that you said she wasn’t fit to become our manager? why would you say that?”

say WHAT now 😀

the girl trails behind him, sends a glare to you, before breaking down in front of the whole team

“it’s true! i’ve been nothing but kind, why would they say such a thing?”

everyone’s eyes are on you and god it feels so suffocating. it’s not true, but how do you defend yourself when the girl is balling her eyes out?

honestly you want to break down yourself but you have to keep it together :( and tendou knows that all too well

tendou: “that’s such a good act you’ve done there. i know exactly what you’re trying to do. how dare you frame our sweet little manager?”

he really called her out 😳

tendou will shut her in no time, and he’s quick to explain to the coach and the rest of the team about the situation. he’s called the guess monster for a reason

of course, the girl is asked to leave😌

tendou: “i heard her gossiping about y/n a few days ago. honestly, why would someone go through all the trouble to hate on someone?”

ushi: “ah, i see. y/n, i apologize if i doubted you”

the rest of the team: we’re sorry we let that happen :((

n e way, the boys are definitely gonna be on the look out for anything or anyone that’ll harm you

ushi will offer to walk you to places, as well as bby goshiki

i know tendou, shirabu, and semi are probably gonna try and show that girl her place gkfjshs

#ushijima x reader #shiratorizawa #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #tendou x reader #karasuno #karasuno x reader #daichi x reader #tsukishima x reader

[dykesymmetry]

I'm sorry to tell you but I would love to hear about the historical inaccuracies and all of your qualms with the pirate au with naval captain techno and this is your blog on a site you presumably come onto to enjoy yourself so you genuinely should have to worry about offending people with your thoughts and opinions so long as you're respectful and acknowledge their efforts before listing what was done wrong so they can learn :// /gen

WAH ok ok. uh. this is not gonna be a super serious rant bc i dont have any actual issues w the fic and its very well-written and if u like shit like potc or whatever u should definitely read it bc its very fun. that being said thats also MY special interest theyre butchering so im just gonna like. infodump about golden age of piracy below the cut

gonna start this off rq by saying im ignoring any obviously fantastical elements like erets magic or the weird storm at the beginning cause like. idrc about adding in fantasy shit, my own pirate au has like. piglins and shit. its fine idc

ok first major point is like. general characterization. which i dont honestly think is the fault of the writer misunderstanding the characters or anything, i think its more just the general assumption that pirates were all lawless renegades and the navy were idealistic men or something, in which case, lil bastard shit philza would fit the pirate role better while deeply ideological techno would fit the navy. but. i find it really fucking hard to believe that a character whos anarchist ideals make up a big portion of his motivations would be a bootlicker. and he honestly fits pretty well into the role of pirate captain? a big part of like. piracy in general. was creating this terrifying image of yourself, bc realistically you didnt want to get in a fight with every ship, that costs ammo and ship repairs and possibly lives. and i think technoblade, someone who is usually known as The Blade and who has a reputation for just being. super fucking bloodthirsty. but in reality has deepseated ideals and is determined to protect his friends at all costs, would fit way better into the role of pirate captain than phils casual war criminal self would (to be clear: i aint saying phil wouldnt be a pirate, he absolutely would. im just saying hed be a kinda shit captain tbh)

second point: pirate crews did not have the same highly hierarchical approach to roles on a ship as the navy did. to the writers credit, they kinda touched on this in ch 3 when they mentioned that the mens loyalty would still lie w phil rather than techno, but like. pirate captains werent just put into place like that, and certainly not by the previous captain. they were generally elected by the crew, who could then elect someone else if they didnt live up to their standards. also, when someone joined the crew, there'd be this whole captains code thing that theyd have to read and sign (admittedly, i know why they didnt put that part in, paperwork is boring im not faulting them for that)

along the same lines as the hierarchical shit, there wasnt really a first mate, at least in terms of like. "second in command." what there Was was a quartermaster, someone who kinda like. relayed messages between the crew and captain. again, not a huge grievance, just something that kept bugging me every time they mentioned it

another rather small grievance but one that bugged me nonetheless: at the end of ch 3, they had this moment where techno looked up at their colors and had a minute of Self Reflection that i completely ignored bc like. you would absolutely not just sail around w the black raised you are a sitting fucking target and it gives any navy vessel/pirate hunters just like. a dead giveaway that you should be attacked. youd only raise the colors if you were like. actively chasing a prize

ALSO while we're at it. this ones not a historical inaccuracy but is more of just a missed opportunity. not everyone had the same flag! most pirate captains had their own unique designs, some a bit more. goofy. than others

in phil and my au, techno has a flag similar to calico jacks (top right), but with a pig skull instead of a humans. again, its not entirely historically inaccurate, but it wouldve been cool to see what their ideas were for a unique philza flag

ok my last major issue here and one i wanted to save for last bc its a bit more graphic than others: corporal punishment (pogchamp!). im gonna be honest, im not super familiar w what could and couldnt get you punished w the royal navy, But what i do know is that the whole. cutting off a hand thing. would not be super accurate. if he was punished, hed likely be whipped (probably w a cat o nines which are like. super fucking brutal. not a fun time in the slightest). amputations were more of a "whoops you got an infection and this is the 18th century so our treatment is just to Chop" thing

#tw torture #negativity #? i dont wanna be rude i just like pirates man #ask to tag #oh and like. this isnt a 'they should know/research this stuff' its a fucking minceraft fanfic i know theyre not gonna research its fine #i just wanna rant

[f33itan]

How would Killua react if his sister (aka the reader) got into a relationship with Feitan?

Hey Anon! Honestly this request seemed kinda funny to me and pretty interesting too, I hope you enjoy it!

For this rq I made the reader a sibling to which he liked as how he cares for Alluka, because frankly if it was a sibling like Illumi he would probably scoff and find them even weirder than before LMAO

If this isn’t what you wanted feel free to request again, I don’t mind! And it’s okay to request multiple times, it’s fun for me! 

(pspsps to anybody else who requests in the future, please say if you would like a short fic or headcanons, I’m better at headcanons but I want to get better at fics too TwT)

Killua Zoldyck’s Sister in a Relationship with Feitan Portor Reaction!

Ok, when this little dude found about this he went batshit crazy.

He was calling you nonstop, screaming and ranting at Gon, running all around the town they were in, he looked like a lunatic.

“WHY THE HELL IS SHE DATING A PHANTOM TROUPE MEMBER?! AND AND AND ITS THAT SHORT BLACK TORTURE DUDE!!

“Killua I think you should calm own a bit-” “HE ALMOST PEELED OFF YOUR FINGERNAILS!!! JUST IMAGINE WHAT HE’LL DO TO Y/N!!!”

“THEN WHY DON’T YOU CALL HER AND ASK HER AND SEE WHY SHE’S DATING HIM??”

“IM  T R Y I N G”

Little did he know you guys were just on a simple walk in a park.

When you finally decided to text him he began leaving so many voicemails, missed calls, billions of text messages, heck, your phone sounded like you were a celebrity. 

So to put your little brother at ease, you told Feitan that you had to make a quick call and walked away far enough so he couldn’t hear you. When you finally picked up the phone...

“YY///NNNNN!!!!! WHY THE HELL ARE YOU DATING A PHANTOM TROUPE MEMBER?! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?! HAS MY SISTER GONE CRAZY?!!! WHO DRUGGED YOU-”

“KILLUA KILLUA KILLUA CALM DOWN. Feitan isn’t as bad as you think. He’s pretty quiet but he’s nice and respectful! And he’s pretty attractive too-”

“YOU THINK THAT SHORTIE IS H O T?! YOU’RE OUT OF YOUR MIND!!!

“Listen listen, he’s okay alright?-”

You turned around and saw Feitan sharpening a knife while he was laughing about something.

“What.. the.. fuck??”

“WHAT?”

"Feitan is sharpening a knife in the park, we’re the only one’s here right now.”

“Run. Run. Run, n o w.”

“Okay okay, got it.”

You hung up and ran, turns out he was only dating you for a mission and was gonna kill you later. whoop dee doo. But disregarding that you met back up with Killua and he gave you a fat whack to the head.

“ARGH, WHAT THE FUCK?!”

“YOU ALMOST GOT KILLED BY THAT PSYCHOPATH!!! I TOLD YOU HE WASN’T ANY GOOD!!!”

“Sorry.. >:( How about this, is there any way I can make it up to you?”

“No.”

“Chocolate Robots?”

“Maybe”

#Killua #Killua Zoldyck #Killua hxh #Killua hcs #Killua Headcanons #Killua Hunter x Hunter #Feitan #Feitan Portor #feitan x reader #Feitan hxh #Feitan hcs #Feitan Headcanons #feitan headcanons #Hunter x Hunter #hxh #Hunter x Hunter headcanons #Gon #Gon Freecs #Gon hxh

[rouiyan]

can i request a sungchan fluff where him and y/n were out eating at a fast food or resto and a woman suddenly caught his eyes that made y/n kinda upset and jealous but never showed sc. and when they got home, there is where he asks her what happened and she tells him so he tells her that it was someone he knew (probably a cousin or smth) and y/n ends up crying at how pathetic it was but sungchan comforts her and tells him how much he loves her

is it complicated?? i'm sorry for giving u a hard time ToT im litterally just whipped for jung sunchan

hey there b, no hard times here. excited to write my first fic for sungchan ++ i hope this lives up to your standards! much love to you <3

[and that’s all you need to know] disclaimer(s): self-doubt. wc: 782 

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“i know, my friends are always going on about-”

ceasing your rambling, you watch as your boyfriend’s eyes widen at something over your shoulder. you turn to where his sight is placed, only to see that rather than a something, it’s a someone. the woman is beautiful, no doubt, sitting alone a few tables down. even seated, you could tell that she was tall, her legs giving way to her exemplary proportions. looking back at sungchan, you can see his lips part in exclamation, as if he were to call her over, to gesture to her, to comment about her, but just before he can, his eyes land back upon you, noticing how you had stopped abruptly. “you good, babe?”

“yeah, i’m fine,” you reply almost instantaneously, shaking your head and willing a small smile upon your lips. sure, you were never the jealous type per se, but the scene that just played out before your eyes was definitely something to consider. it’s hard to keep the thoughts from consuming you though, after all, self-confidence was never your forte.

swallowing your feelings whole, you pucker up your lips in the obstinacy to move on as best you could. the sashimi restaurant was quaint, was it not? the food, delectable? the much-anticipated date with your boyfriend, a relief at the end of a long week? to your dismay, none of these pleasures could mask the growing intensity of the green-eyed monster creeping upon you, paired with preset insecurities you never even knew you had. 

sungchan shuts the car door for you. as you watch him cross the front to the drivers’ seat, you let out a breath you weren’t even aware you were holding. you and him both know you ruined the date. but only you know why. he slides into the seat beside you and you chance a glimpse at him. he looks, for a split second, as if he was to bring up something, to question exactly what you had in mind, but he never follows through for the duration of the ride home. 

it’s when you get home, when you’ve just changed into your freshly washed pajamas, and when you’re sat atop the bed, ready to binge any and every tv show until your feelings wash away, that he sets himself in front of you. sungchan takes your hands in his own, fingers roving soft lines, back and forth in your palms. 

“are you willing to share now?”

your heart is faltering in your chest and nothing, absolutely nothing, is in the way of the thoughts that spill almost carelessly past your lips. “at the restaurant, i just- i noticed the woman you were looking at. and no, please don’t think that i’m suspecting or- or accusing you of anything, because i’m not, really...,” sungchan’s eyes are laced with care, he nods for you to continue. “but i just couldn’t help but think- but feel, i felt small. i felt small in comparison to her.” you end your pent up rant with a weak voice, your confidence failing you. you also fail to notice the smile that formed on sungchan’s face whilst you were drivelling on. he lets you frown for a second more before enlightening you, in a soft voice so as to not deepen that very frown, “that was my cousin.”

a moment passes as you revel in the light of realization, “that was your cousin,” you repeat, more to yourself than him. the smile on sungchan’s face widens and he lets you on in even more, “i was gonna tell you but i didn’t want to disrupt the flow of the conversation we had going. look at how that worked out, huh.”

“huh,” you repeat, again to yourself. the multitude of feelings that overwhelm your senses are starting to become unendurable. your breathing quickens, the pace at which you blink speeds, your hands in your boyfriend’s withdraw to your head, in distress. sungchan is now panicking as well, watching you slowly succumb to the feelings of relief, embarrassment, shame and regret, all at once. he’s quick to hold you close into his frame, rubbing your back and patting your head in slow, deliberate motions. 

“it’s okay, y/n,” the sound of his voice pulsates through your body and you shiver. “you didn’t know, y/n, it’s okay.” his affirmations are effective in easing the ache in your chest and you pull away to look up at him, helplessly. 

“i just thought- the whole time i was thinking-”

sungchan cuts you off, not wanting to hear the end of it, “i love you, y/n.” his thumb brushes your temple tenderly, “and that’s all you need to know.”

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[a/n: honestly, a pleasure to write. 10/10 experience. will write for him again. (also finished: the mark rq, is scheduled to post at 6:00 AM PST).]

copyright © 2020 rouiyan all rights reserved.

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[eitelle]

hi!! this is where the matchups are i think??? haikyuu pls!!

i’m 5’8, im an intp and a gemini, i really like astrology and i play the guitar and stuff like that :3 my style is pretty good i would say and i put effort in my looks lol, i watch a lot of youtube and play minecraft a lot and listen to music an excessive amount 😭😭 i like anime too haha, i literally only hang out with like 2 people because anyone i’m not comfortable with i’m rlly shy around and i don’t talk much in social situations especially with people i don’t know, i like to sleep a lot and i’m pretty lazy ngl hahshdhdh

that’s pretty much it sorry if i did this wrong oops tysm! <3333

HIHI U DID THIS COMPLETLY RIGHT TY FOR THE SUBMISSION!! wait damn i cant spell. and i call myself a writer 😞🤚 ANYWAYS ARE WE THE SAME MF PERSON??/):$36:$;7 except im 5’4.5 and im an enfp BUT STILL

lemme just kin assign u kenma rq 🙄🤚 basically that means marry me

lemme just match you up with: BOKUTO KŌTARO 🥰

baby is so cute and he will crack u out of ur shell 🤤 BYE I HATE THAT EMOJI SM I CANT

anyways some hcs:

so basically if ur in the dream smp he will watch the WHOLE THING

will he understand any of it? hell no

will he have kins and also become obsessed and simp for wilbur and quackity? hell yeah

u will change his bio on social media to “him/himbo” BYE

akaashi and u are besties i dknt make the rules

tempted to say suna but u and bo would have just cuddle dates

he woukd spoon you and yall would just cuddle and he would rant ab his day while u relaxed

he would play w ur hair

he loves it when u play with his hair tho

wtf is this spotify ad

OK SORRY ANYWAYS

will have random arguments or be like “what is the dip of ur calf called?” “isnt white just light black and black is dark white?”

both of yall are ruled by mercury so,,,, match made in heaven

you guys are people who get lost sometimes but no matter what you always find each other

like how the ocean will always wash something up, or how i always shit what i eat out

OK HOW DO I DO THAT. HOW DO I JUST BE SO POETIC AND THEN SAY THAT. PLEASE. HELP.

u make playlists for yall and he has a little jar of every one youve made that youve shown him and of his fav songs from them

IMAGINE YIME 😁😁

imagine:

another day, another 12 hours in bed. maybe 8 today because dinner downstairs actually sounds good for once. but all of that was ruined when u hear footsteps OUTSIDE YOUR FRONT DOOR. you literally hear huge ass thumping, probably jumping. and these arent just small cute ones; no theyre large and booming.

“HEY HEY HEYYYYYY,” you hear as your front door is ripped open. you sigh with a smile on your face and get out of bed to go greet your boyfriend. knowing how empathetic he can get you become happy just at the sight of him.

he opens his arms wide and brings you in for a hug, lifting you ip and carrying you while talking about the sights he saw on his run here. as you both end ip in ur room, you lay down on top of his chest listening and laughing at his imagination and perceptiveness.

“anyways, its such a nice saturday morning.” he says, meanibg for it to be an offhanded comment but he doesnt notice your tensing up at his comment.

“saturday? ko its tuesday,” you say turning to look ay him with a questioning stare.

“SHIT ITS TUESDAY? AKAASHIS GONNA KILL ME!” he yells as he leaps up. as he gives you a peck on your cheek he leaps down your stairs and runs to the fukurodani gym.

ARTBREEDER!!!!!!

texts now 😋😋

I HOPE U LIKED!!!

#michelles 60 follower matchup event

[hajimine]

dear hottie lex :D ㅡ it is, in fact, me again 😫👍🏼 let me tell u about the presentation 😐 a classmate of mine had the exact same quote i planned on using (which i still plan on using lmao) but like we never talked or sum and her turn with the presentation was right before me and our concepts were kinda similar, so i'm slightly concerned that people are gonna think i copied her?? 😀 anyways we had 8 mins left and literally RIGHT BEFORE IT WAS MY TURN my teacher goes "i have to leave earlier today..." and i was like bruh r u kidding me 🤡 i was SO READY PLS i usually hate presentations but i was even excited :// now i have to do it on thursday 🙄✋🏼 anyways i still have that one assignment due later today, a mindmap of the things we did in the last weeks like I DONT REMEMBER OR UNDERSTAND A THING 😻👍🏼 how great life is isnt it 🤲🏻 anyways is it legal to throw a chair or sum at your teacher?? bc that one teacher 😀😀😀😀 WHY AM I ONLY TALKING ABOUT SCHOOL PLSHSJS MY ASS IS SO ANNOYING 😫 anyway lemme grab some water rq, i hope u do too 😌 i honestly just had to rant a little im so sorry 🏃🏻‍♀️🏃🏻‍♀️ i hope you've had a great day so far though!! and if you didn't drink some water, please go n get some soon 😌🤲🏻 and don't forget to eat too!! imma finish that episode and then try n do that assignment 🙄 kith kith for u hottie mwah feel hugged <3 ㅡ best regards, 🐉 anon

my dearest 🐉 anon,

oh worm i hope the teacher’s not gonna think u copied her 👩‍🦯 esp bc youre doing it on a later date </3 but goodluck for thursday!! you’re gonna ace it i know it in my heart 🙇🏻‍♀️ JEHSIAJ did u finish the mindmap yet? 😭 i get what u mean bye i cant even retain memory properly anymore ajshjsns it’s so bad 🥲 ok pls don’t throw a chair at your teacher u can just bite them instead (/j !!!) WAIT ok very short story but back in hs one of my friends was the type to get into fights a lot and he threw a table at my other classmate once🧎🏻‍♀️he broke it and had to pay double + he got suspended BYE (i promise im not a troublemaker ajhsjabs im not involved in my friend’s shenanigans 👹) anyways- dw abt it!! i get how frustrating school can be so you’re always welcome to scream at me about your teachers etc 😁🙏🏼 also i finally watched the new aot episode and young zeke looks tasty 🥸 i still dont like him tho he has committed way too many sins bye </3 my day has been pretty okay,, i took a nap bc uni was giving me a headache but other than that it’s pretty chill,, i did a lot of things today tho so that felt realy good >:)) it’s almost 12am but i still have some notes i wanna write but i’ll go grab some water rn 🚶🏻‍♂️i hope u have a wonderful rest of your day babes!! goodluck on all your hw mwah !! here’s me hugging u back 🫂 (sidenote that emoji is so detailed idk how to feel abt that but uh moving on) remember to not overwork yourself and get some rest if youre tired 🤎

with love,

lex 😻

#mailbox; #⚔️ ; anonnies #🐉 anon baby! #BYE this is so extra i love it #there’s such a big gap between the paragraphs bc of the tiny font smh

[animoozies]

HEY WHORE!!! i’m finna get reeeeal soft w ya rq. so prepare for that 😤

connie, you are 1000%, without a doubt, one of my bestest friends. i’m so so incredibly glad that we met! can you believe i was so nervous when i sent u that dm asking if we could be friends?? pfffft and look where we are now 😂 screaming at each other on snap abt how we both should stop “wasting” our money when we know it won’t ever happen lmaoo

thank you for always being my shoulder to cry on, my safe space, my #1 thottie, and overall thank you for just being you. i appreciate the absolute fuck out of you! you’re personality is 1 in a million and gOD you make me laugh so hard i literally cry!

literally thinking abt the time you snapped me a video saying “it’s so beautiful out! it’s like a winter wonderland. i love it!” and then IMMEDIATELY after was a picture saying “i just slipped on black ice” BITCH I STILL LAUGH ABT THAT TO THIS DAY

this got long real fast, so in conclusion... thank you for everything you do! i love you so much and i hope your holidays are as perfect and cozy as you so gratefully deserve <3

ard im about get real GAY CAUSE I AM WINE DRUNK. finna embrace my inner rainbow(perfect time to respond cause otherwise I would’ve said “lmao ok you emotional bitch)

somehw you always send me messages and inboxes when I’m feeling like poo or anxious especially when it’s about friendships/interactions in life. this week was defs one of those weeks and here you go always being my serotonin.

this message means a lot cause i feel like I’m lowkey (actually HIGHKEY) annoying with how many snaps I send or how many times I bug you in a day. I thought you hated my ass the one week we barely talked when I made that dramatic ass post but it turns out you were just sick 🤣🤣

Anywhoosies imA make this short(prolly not but it’s whatevs),

1. How were you nervous when you sent the first message BITCH I WAS SCARED. your energy was big dick energy and I was like...I am a mere micro peewee. I deadass be shocked when people wanna speak to me cause it’s not like a Im writer or artist. I just ✨exist��� on here

2. Yes I’ve just come to the conclusion that I should just never go to you when it comes to buying something because you’re gonna say yes and encourage me to do so 💀 but hey I already got $70 ready to spend on that karasuno bomber jacket. I’m lowkey tempted to get nekoma’s too.

Anyways, Ilysm I can’t wait to meet you one day because it will happen ON GOD like yea video chats or whatever over zoom and discord and Snapchat but I will deadass jump on you when I see you like ima fight you for living so far but then hug for like half a sec cause I actually kinda tolerate you and somewhat like your personality

Lastly, I’m glad you appreciate me as much as I appreciate you🥺 I will always be here to clown you, be the person you rant to, be the individual that hears about your obsession of nendroids/anime, and the list goes on. As our friendship grows and becomes closer, just know I get more and more annoying 😌

#this is the only #time ima be gay cause I’m an affectionate drunk #I hate it #anyways thot #you still a fugly weirdo #ALSO #that black ice chose violence #I ALMOST DIED #I TROED TO BRAKE AND MY BRAKES SAID no❤️ #so I had to swerve to the other lane #luckily #no one was in the other lane thank GOD #in conclusion #Ily bitch #ain’t ever gonna stop loving you BITCH #my noya

[italianeyes]

literally

#no one can stop me from making shitty memes about vanilla sky thank you and goodnight #why is it so good. 😐 #movies that change your life? yeah. yes. absolutely. #i thoroughly enjoy and love that movie #im just gonna rant about it here rq #tom cruise is actually pretty decent in the film but hes still so fucking cringe but ANYWAYS theres like 3 scenes that really just . #you know . #like life changing actually #ok actually 5 #oh yea theres spoilers bt dubs so look away if you want #the first one which is my fav is when david 'meets' sofia at that beautiful park and theres really pretty music playing and then as he talks #more and more to her he realizes its all a dream and just. the tears in davids eyes gets me every single time like that scene absolutely #breaks and destroys my heart its just so fucking SAD OH MY GOD and theres so much pain and sadness in his eyes:( #k the 2nd one is the suicide scene obvi bc like??? its amazing?? not saying suicide is great and cool but like the way that scene builds up #tension with the soundtrack and dialogue and ends with just silence is so...like perfect its literally perfect and haunting . #ok 3rd one is the club scene and i probably have bias bc i just Really Love club scenes in films and i literallt cant get enough of them eve #r. like you can never go wrong with a club scene. my beautiful laundrette? AMAZING CLUB SCENE. but im a cheerleader? yes. vanilla sky?? you #bet!!!!!!!!!!!! god i fucking love the club scene in vanilla sky its very good at painting davids loneliness and how terrifying he becomes #and stuff. #4th one - the murder scene. literally. tell me a more perfect scene. you cant because its that. like the way david is having sex and then #the camera pans to his hand on the wall and then in that same shot they 'switch' the girl under him?????? like the coordination and detail #can you imagine???????? and THE END OF THAT SCENE OH MY GOD where he covers her face and then looks at the mole on her chest and just Knows #he killed the wrong person ohmygodohmygodohmygod i love this movie. and tom cruises expressions r very great in that scene. #last is obvi the rooftop scene and when david tells sofia 'i lost you when i got in that car' it makes me cry and fills me with physical #pain like its so sad and for what?????? #anyways i love this film thank you if you read this whole rant and oh did i mention how awesome the soundtrack is??? literally one of the #best movie soundtracks ive ever heard in my entire life. #thank yoi good night #vanilla sky #tom cruise