#im active again baby

[huckleberr1es]

dog this whole sequence has me a little fucked up poor baby meow meow :(

#homestuck #karkat vantas #john Egbert #is it appropriate to call karkat baby meow meow #i love early hs2 art style #im ab to the part where the art takes a nosedive before the old team fucked off #cant believe it took me this long to get caught up #also cant believe homestuck is actively a thing in my life in 2024 #the two timelines thing is super interesting and i just wanna know how this story is gonna come to a head #i know theyre gonna play sburb/sgrub again and im positive there will be shenanigans with that but like

[youjustwaitsunshine]

the world has returned to its normal rotation (i am being sooo annoying about sebastian vettel once more)

#i cant stoppppp #hes so!!!! #thats my baby! #thats my boy! #the prospect of seeing him race again has activated me like im the fucking winter soldier

[clickityweasel]

made and destroyed a friendship at work today

#significant time passes between each row of panels btw. this took place over 40 minutes #his dad was getting more and more upset that he was dragging me around instead #sorry bud im his dad now #not pictured: me trying to put the shapes on my head and him truly believing i didn't understand his instructions #and so patiently explaining again that i need to *hand* them to him #''so.... not on my head? just in your hands?'' #''YES'' [holds out lil baby hands] #''ohh okay i get it now'' [puts it on my head] #''NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!'' #this was a chill afternoon activity #after all of the fire related nonsense in the morning #my candle on a stick kept going out on the way to the hydrogen so i ended up standing waaaaaaay too close #when it detonated lol #THEN when i went to light the first rocket i discover somebody bought small matches! #short matches! like an inch long i swear. teeny tiny matches #and i had already fumbled several things i didn't have time to go get other matches mid show so i was lik #''everyone think fire resistant thoughts for me real quick!!'' and just ran my hands over the gas flame bc yknow #[aragorn voice] for the bit #AND THEN MY FIRE PISTON WOULDN'T IGNITE #i was making the little kid's face from this comic at that point i swear #coworker snuck in to watch the show and watched my soul leave my body instead #blease. a smidge of energy. god knows i put enough into these damn shows lol

[formulapisces]

i haven’t been posting much recently because i think i’m pregnant.

i’m sorry i missed the first 2 races of the season, i still watched them but didn’t post much, i’m just not feeling very well. i just want everyone to know i’m not ignoring them and i love you all sooo much 🤍

#tw pregnancy #i do want kids #but the father of the baby/my partner/our relationship is complicated is going on a trip around the world this month until december. #so as much as i want children #i don’t know how i feel about this #its just a lot to process #i didn’t think i could even have kids but now i’m not sure #so it’s a lot of mixed feelings #either way if i am pregnant or not i’ll feel equal levels of happy and sad #again: for the lack of activity on this account #im sorry #🤍

[natalia-lafourcade]

I hope they all fucking leave

#if jinki leaves after being on medical hiatus all this time itll be sooo funny.... just collecting SM unemployment checks #no idea if he'll ever be active again but i honestly see him retiring or maybe doing musical theatre from time to time #taemin confirmed hes signing to another agency #idrgaf about key anymore but hes a mega star im sure any entertainment agency will be happy to sign him on his terms #minho baby it's all up to you now

[michaelectras]

in my head midam have three kids and none of them look like adam

#when theyre expecting baby one michaels like ‘oh itll probably look like you i dont really have any genes to pass on’ #‘the current form im taking isnt reflective of what i actually look like and i just have this face because- #-kevin says itll be weird if i go out looking like you all the time. so no genes are being contributed rlly’ #then the babys born and it has black hair and dark eyes and very much looks like michael and adams like. hm. cool! #then it happens again and by the time baby 3 is born adam has several folders worth of punnett squares and research into angel genetics #he has a breakdown over whether his genes r just recessive or if theyre being actively selected against #(baby 2 looks a bit like him tho) #theyre all girls btw 💖 girldad adam #i have so. so many thoughts abt midam kids #and still no names 😔 #midam #spn michael #adam milligan

[socksandbuttons]

anyway love to think about the fact we canonly get lunar a good eclipse brother like the just said ‘yknow what. canon now’ without actually having to remove the good ol villain asshole eclipse we have. love it

#our eclipse sitting there calling lunar a thing and enjoing scarying him like buddy ill fight u #still sad bloodmoon and lunar content was never developed further because the way those two interacted was fun #lunar just went 'im gonna pick him up call him a baby and now hes my other brother im actively hiding eclipse from' #like... then the whole time sun and moon worry about bloodmoon lunar .... doesnt do anything #MONTY AND LUNAR DID NOT ARRANGE ALL THAT BLOOD FOR NOTHING #also bloodmoon literally has nothing against lunar??? like at all???? they never mention lunar again #AND IM LIKE??? HELLO???? what was the purpose of teaching bloodmoon magic anyway #killcode what were trying to DO? #anyway i love seeing the au where sun just keeps bloodmoon under his bed and claims its a cat he Does Not Have #(hes right but also i think its so funny.) #bloodmoon fans holding onto the hope hes alive somehow #look at him. hes so gremlin of course itd make sense he would be #sun and moon show #i ranted in the tags again but its fine

[arkhavens2]

im having a lot of fun with my current durge playthrough that im affectionately calling "how evil can i be while keeping as many companions for as long as possible?" and the answer is: 1-none of my party members have left even in act 3, AND! i recruited jaheira even after murdering isobel—and thus, all of last light inn—in cold blood:D

this is the face of a maniac(affectionate)

#playing durge as a conniving Bastard who turns around and lies directly to his party members about shit is...really interesting. #batting my eyelashes at karlach and saying 'oh yeah were totally going to backstab gortash dw' knowing damn well im about to just. #gallivant off and 1- ascend astarion #2- become bhaal's favoritest little guy again #and 3-literally take over the elder brain #is just. #the game fully letting you LIE to your party and say #'im trying sooo hard to resist my urges:(( it really tears me up that i do these things and cant stop myself:((' #when im. actively making as many bad/evil choices as possible #is great. the rp? ohoho. im loving it #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 dark urge #baldurs gate spoilers #durge spoilers #<-vaguely #ive had to take breaks in a few places to go back to my resisting the urge playthrough to cleanse my palette. ascending astarion *hurt* but. #alas #my baby boy is so so evil. so it had to be done:(

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

every time im sitting here like "damn why am i suddenly really anxious and restless and irritable and its hard to breathe" and then i realize. oh. yeah. ive been wearing my binder for too long

#LITERALLY every fucking time i wear it without fail #i forget its there! #and then i go do strenuous physical activity and because im fucking stupid im like damn why am i out of breath so easy #head in hands. is he stupid? #yes . #anyway. taking it off now. cooking myself some biscuits. and maybe some shrimp #i need top surgery so bad #or like. a compression shirt or whatever that i can wear for long periods of time that doesn't do this to me #aauerghghghghg. #weighing the options of. dont want to take binder off because body shape is bad. have to take binder off or i will continue feeling worse. #its snowing biiiiiig fluffy flakes outside rn . man . #UGHGGHG. TW FOR SH MENTION COMING UP. #I JUST REALIZED I CANT WVEN DO THE “TAKE THE BINDER OFF WHILE STILL WEARING A SHIRT” TRICK #BC IM STUPID AND MY DUMBASS ARMS HURT WHEN FABRIC TOUCHES THEM . SO I HAVE TO GET UP AND MOVE AND TAKE MY SHIRT OFF FIRST. #hell world. everything sucks forevwr #this is the most baby thing to he complaining about. but again. taps the sign. ive been wearing my damn binder too long

[arcaneyouth]

whats the nicest way i can explain the concept of rationing to my family without calling them stupid cunts and whores and reminding them about that one time i was literally starving because of them

#they ate all the fucking cookies from my aunts which you would think is not a big deal but ohoho! #i have literally said out loud to them many times this week that they never leave food for me and its exhausting #i thought they got the message #and what do i find going downstairs excited to eat the special treat my aunts give us once a year? #nothing. #they didnt even leave the shitty ass baby candy canes for me. #i had 1 cookie. out of 15. in a house with 6 people in it. #because they cant give enough of a shit about me to remember i exist #***after i explained this to them MULTIPLE. MULTIPLE TIMES THIS WEEK*** #BECAUSE IT WAS THANKSGIVING AND THEY NEVER LEAVE LEFTOVERS AND I WAS AFRAID #AFRAID BECAUSE THAT COULD BE SOME MEALS FOR A WEEK OR TWO AND MY RATIONS WOULD LAST LONGER #AFRAID THAT THEY WOULD EAT EVERYTHING AND I WOULD STARVE AGAIN #the only reason the Thanksgiving food isnt gone is because im the only one with the patience to crack open crab legs with a butter knife #like . do they not fucking understand the reason i own a minifridge is because i am so terrified of running out of food #so i need a place to hide it away before they can take it from me #they clearly fucking don't. #i know its just some cookies i know i know i know but oh my God they're going to kill me some day #just like they nearly did a year ago #and the worst part is its not actively malicious. #they just dont care to remember i exist. #vent post #negative #anyways advice on how to confront them without stabbing them to death would be awesome

[the-yearning-astronaut]

Anyone else find themselves dismissing their current elevated pain levels purely because they remember what it felt like to have even worse pain and because it's not THAT high it's not actually THAT bad?

Like. Using my pain chart I know I'm bouncing between a 7 and an 8 today. But because I remember how bad it feels to be at a 9 or 10, my brain keeps telling me to suck it up and that I'm over exaggerating or whatever.

#chronic pain #fibro #fibromyalgia #this is why i keep my pain chart on my phone #because otherwise it's really hard for me to be objective about my pain levels and im always underestimating them #before i looked at the chart i would have clocked my pain at a 4 or maybe 5 #but a 4 is moderate pain im constantly aware of but doesn't affect most activities #and a 5 is distracting and always on my mind but only limits some activities #a 7 is unmanageable and the pain is constant and limits most activities #while an 8 is intense and makes focusing difficult because its all you can think about #and i was thinking oh its not that bad quit being a baby and stop thinking about calling out of work tomorrow #but ive been sitting on the couch for 3hrs and any time i shift i hurt and wince and im not even doing anything #not watching tv or crocheting or drawing despite bringing up my tablet or anything else #because all i can think of doing if anything is sleeping again #i need to be working but i cant even remember what im supposed to be working ON right now #fox isn't doing well #fox is in pain

[frazzledazzlin]

hope u guys don't mind me being a little queer sometimes and talking to myself in the tags, it helps clear my head since people can filter out rant posts easily

#bc i had not used this place in a while until late 2022 ive absolutely forgotten if i used to talk to myself in tags here before or not #i say this bc i now have people who actively see my art here n just throwing random rants here would be very rude so i prefer tags help #feels safer here too LOL #also feels a little scary but im sure that's normal for many that there are ppl who read all tags mein gott #NOT A BAD THING THAT PPL READ TAGS i wouldn't be writing anything if i wanted to kill people for reading tags lol #just stating observations aheem aheem #its like writing on a public bathroom's walls and people passing by to be like “damn bitch ok” /funny #also do not worry at all about how i express myself i do apologize if my words sometimes sound like im on the brink but like #violence is the only way i love to be expressive HELP #watch me be on the government watchlist for the shit ive said gootbyeeeeeeee #but do not feel worried i will be ok eventually every time. sometimes i just gotta explode oh so violently to deflate and feel normal again #WISH I COULD USE EMOJIS ON THIS DAMN PC #anyway the person im trying my damned to avoid is Sure Making It Difficult #at least the people i wanted to know why i was autotune crying baby for a while heard me out n im alive in that regard finally smile emoji #how long can you keep gently hinting you want to distance yourself from somebody until you lose your goddam mind and feel sweet relief when #they actually leave said group themselves after getting my blunt hints help help #oh i sound so fucking rude with just my side but mein gott i don't care bc it was never a serious thing to begin with #just shot my anger thru the roof for good reason and finalliegh im getting mutual distance from that person lol #never get close with ur fave artists worst mistake of my life /hj for real #u start off loving seeing them every time and then boom youre sad how things turned out every time you see them my god #also make sure ur minor friends dont feel like they need to mend things for the adults i feel so fucking sad for someone bc of this rn but #i talked to them n hopefully they understand aouhg. #anyway back to queer posting thats enough soup for today good god #ranting

[pingo1387]

I’d love to see an animated sitcom that starts out as a normal comedy/family show, but over the episodes it becomes a horror as the characters come to realize that they never age and they can’t break the status quo

#i think they’d have to have a baby to realize fast that they don’t age #since babies tend to grow and develop quickly #and the charas start to realize they can change small things abt their continuity #like how in the simpsons there was a point where lisa actively became a vegetarian #maybe a character dies and they think the chara isn’t really dead or will come back as a clone somehow #im sure some animated sitcoms have brought this kind of thing up but it’s always a joke and never mentioned again

[hauntedpearl]

it's been so long since i studied anything studying is giving me a panic attack

#like hooooo boy the way i am so scared that i will never be smart again agdhdkkdld #also like lowkey things are hard. i am having to be patient with myself. ans this is something i haven't done in years #or maybe forever idk. #but like you know. baby steps or whatever. i have one (1) test tomorrow. and im gonna fail it. i know this. #BUT FOR THE FUTURE. i am going to have to. make a.habit of the studying now #helps that i am not actively dying lately so i am able to like atleast focus a little bit #ugh. UGH. anyway.

[countess-of-edessa]

throwback to the post i made a few weeks ago (that made some people mad) about learning to control your sexual passions before marriage, not just using obstacles to prevent yourself from sinning, because that’s a skill that is also necessary in marriage. i just want to add that if you don’t think that’s the case because 'sex isn’t as tempting when you’re married' just take a cursory glance at the people in dead bedroom reddit to see what i mean when i say that if your plan for controlling lust/sexual passion is "it won’t be a sin anymore once we are married" you could still be in for a pretty miserable life

#so many of these people have tied their self worth or how they measure their spouse's feelings directly to frequency or quality of sex #to the point where no other quality time spent together suffices #and the fact is that there are many points during a marriage during which sex is not going to be a priority for one or both spouses like #immediately post having a baby #i mean some of those relationships are just bad for a multitude of reasons #but with some you can see that the spouse is making an effort to do other things like spend time together but because it’s not sex it’s #worthless to the other spouse who can’t derive any enjoyment from a nonsexual activity because of this perceived lack #obviously im sure most of these people had premarital sex but again. #need to have a handle on this before you get married

[z0mbiefrank]

thank you g @gothedrals for tagging me. i love tag games :)) and i love thinking about my own music taste. i am so right, tsp DO slap!!! also, g i feel you should know i would not have ticked off queen before we became mutuals, you really got me🙏.

i tag @patronsaintofgirls , @transmascmikey , @intotheblindinglight , @l-s-dunes , @gerardsofarc , @tloztp , @raytoroitis , @andwegrowcold , @murderscenelife but no worries if you don't want to :))

#this feels like im showing everyone my diary #thanks for tagging me again g!! i am always down for things like this alsdkfj #ive tagged a lot of people ive never spoken to i just went through my recent activity and picked some cool mutuals hellooooo!! #also my irl friend hello baby boy how does it feel to have your viddy game blog sandwiched by nothing but my chemical romance cock band #tag game