#im a different person now

[straightfromthetorturedpoetsdept]

"You've changed" bro taylor swift just released if this was a movie (taylor's version)

#im a different person now #if this was a movie #taylor swift #speak now #rerecordings #personal

[handmadecrybaby]

just tweezed my eyebrows i don’t even need therapy anymore

#im a different person now #✨

[genisflyingkites]

bro I just keep thinking about how good the Aristotle and Dante movie was

#im a different person now #aristotle and dante discover the secrets of the universe

[sasster]

stares out into the horizon

#remember back when i was reading that book (yesterday) #im a different person now

[khihi]

have u seen barbie yet ?? if so how was it 🤲🏼🎀 (it altered my brain chemistry personally)

oh goddddd i was so good 😭😭 i wish my 15 year old self could have seen it!!!! i experienced every human emotion on the spectrum and i want to analyse every line in that movie like it's a piece of classical literature!!!!!!!! i want to kiss greta gerwig on the mouth!!!!!!!!!!!

#im listenign to What Was I Made For on repeat rn 😭😭😭 #im a different person now #Wierd Barbie is who i am on the inside #''YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL'' ''I KNOW IT'' #SCREAMING CRYING FLIPPING TABLES

[lesbiancocksucker]

Actually yeah wait what the fuck are you guys talking about izzy isn't suicidal??? He never was??? He lost his identity but that fucker refuses to die

#ignore that i also said this lmao #i have Wised Up #im a different person now #ofmd

[madwickedawesome]

hey so what the FUCK was barry 4x04

#im a different person now

[fiendishartist2]

WHAT WHAT WHAT WAHT WHAT WHAT WHAT

#WHAT #HUH #BOTH OF THEM???????? THEY BOTH DIE??????????????? #I FEEL LIKE IVE BEEN PUNCHED IN THE THROAT #tma spoilers #BUT JON AND MARTIN DIE. THEY BOTH DIE. OH MY GOD THEY'RE BOTH DEAD #WHAT THE FUCK #TOT THEY DIDNT DESERVE THATTTTTTTTTTTT AHHHHHHH FUCK #god that might be the best show ive ever watched #im a different person now

[snowshinobi]

props to Gotouge for so skillfully setting me up for IMMENSE psychic damage every time I see one specific guy's smile. or his eyes. or his sword grip protector thing. or the color orange in general.

#demon slayer #kimetsu no yaiba #rengoku kyojuro #rengoku #k the tags contain spoilers from here on out #every time he comes back even as a memory ghost even for just 20 seconds I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE SET ME ON FIRE #i miss him!!!!!!!!! the other day i was looking for a plant pot and nearly got an orange one because it made me think of him #stories are so powerful what the fuck dude #im a different person now #im mourning a man who never lived #do not get me started on the opening for the entertainment district arc. the first two seconds of it gut me. #snowfire

[ptolemaeaea]

fleabag was. something.

#i read the script version of it yesterday and. yeah. #im a different person now

[inkskinned]

he says i hate everyone except you and that is addictive and that is kind of romantic and beautiful because you're young and you're kind of a sarcastic asshole too and you don't like bad boys, per say, but you don't really like good ones either. and you like that you were the exception, it felt like winning.

except life is not a romance book, and he was kind of being honest. he doesn't learn to be nice to your friends. he only tolerates your family. you have to beg him to come with you to birthday parties, he complains the whole time. you want to go on a date but - people are often there, wherever you're going. he's just so angry. about everything, is the thing. in the romance book, doesn't he eventually soften? can't you teach him, through your own sense of whimsy and comfort?

at first - you know introverts often need smaller friend groups, and honestly, you're fine staying at home too. you like the small, tidy life you occupy. you're not going to punish him for his personality type.

except: he really does hate everyone but you. which means he doesn't get along with his therapist. which means he has no one to talk to except for you. which means you take care of him constantly, since he otherwise has no one. which means you sometimes have to apologize for him. which means he keeps you home from seeing your friends because he hates them. you're the single exception.

about a decade from this experience, you'll type into google: how to know if a relationship is codependent.

he wraps an arm around you. i hate everyone except you. these days, you're learning what he's actually confessing is i have very little practice being kind.

#i used to think it was romantic too and then i was like. now i see it as a HUGE red flag #writeblr #it is also almost EXCLUSIVELY said by immature ppl who think this is normal #fyi even if u think it's funny and ur like 'im an introvert it's just TRUE' like. you need therapy (ily tho) #healed introversion is just ''i would prefer to be by myself'' not ''i hate every person'' ... hate is not normal. that is not healthy #im sorry. i know it feels accurate. but if you're walking around with that kind of rage.... #1. you're making a LOT of assumptions about every single person u have ever met. which is often unfair and unkind #and also usually involves judging people based on their worst moments or little mistakes #2. you are being unfair to the person who is ur ''exception'' #3. there is a VAST difference between ''ur my favorite person'' and ''the ONLY person i like.'' #idk i think this is just a personal bias thing tbh #im sure there are people who have this experience normally #but i have YET to find a man who thinks like this and ISNT absolute DOGSHIT. although tbh.... like. im sure he exists #when u hit like 30 some of the things that were once kind of hot now just sound fucking exhausting. like ''im in a band'' #edit in the tags: i used to kind of be like this too. but the thing is that like. my life became so much more peaceful #once i started believing that people are generally good. like yes i am mad at the world at large #but it's just.... a very hard way to live. you're not a bad person or wrong for the ways other people hurt you and taught you to be angry. #but that anger will continue to hurt YOU. it will punish YOU. it will prevent YOU from making new deep connections. it will protect you yes #but it will also cause MASSIVE blowback. bc if you lose the One Person... your life will fall apart. i know this personally. #i really recommend just trying to be... cautiously optimistic instead. like. yes #people can be horrible and cruel and there are some communities (incels for example) that aren't worth that optimism #but i think like... most people will hold a door for you . most people want to help you find your wallet . #i hope one day you are able to find peace. i hope that rage eventually smooths over. i know how hard it is PERSONALLY #and i know what must have happened to you. and im deeply deeply sorry we share the same wound. #but i promise - sometimes we all need someone else to help us carry the weight. eventually the rage has to die so that we can let help in #i had to spend years biting at outstretched hands. i still often do. im still very wary . and my heart breaks that you flinch too. #here's the thing: i don't blame you. but we were both acting out of fear and pain. .... not out of healthy behavior. and ... change #was needed. i needed change too. rage was useful for a while. then it just left me isolated and bitter. i had to (with effort) #choose to let that rage go. and let people in . VERY SLOWLY THO LOL

[0yorixu]

etho sketch, don't have time to color cuz then I'll spend hours on it and I won't have time to do my school work that I've been procrastinating on

#ethoslab #etho fanart #hermitcraft #hermitcraft smp #hermitcraft fanart #hermitblr #mcyt #mcyt fanart #digital art #sketch #doodle #fanart #my art #i hate doing school work #i hate school i genuinely just want to stay home watching and drawing minecraft ppl #i played batminton with 4 dudes in pe today #we passed it on each other in 5 different spots it was really fun #my right arm is so sore tho #and im physically exhausted cuz im not a sport person #yea thats it now time to cry and do travel work and my eng lit summary

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

(volume warning)

this was surprisingly fun to make so i'll probably do another

#especially now this one is slightly outdated in terms of my personal style lmao #but its fun!! #i have a list of more vines to do!! #will probably go about making it in a different way tho!!! #gotta fuck around with brush settings and stuff #i fucked up a couple times w this one and its Evident once you Notice #but i learned a few things. i am... Improving. very slowly. #i think the thumbnails had more Personality to them. theyre funnier lmao #maybe one day ill even do animatics bc hoo Boy do i have ideas for those #but in order to do that i'll actually have to learn backgrounds and environments #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #also im posting this early bc im a coward <3

[kingofattolia]

Honestly I cannot overstate how much seeing Hayden as TCW Anakin changed EVERYTHING. Matt Lanter's Anakin is a frat dude. He wears a backwards baseball hat and says vaguely offensive things without realizing, while being a fundamentally chill and outgoing guy at heart. Hayden's Anakin is... not that. His voice. His expressions. His physical presence. It's off somehow. It's just left of normal. It's completely unremarkable and yet deeply uncanny for reasons you can't quite describe. TCW Anakin was always a flatter, blander portrayal, but I don't think I realized until now what exactly was missing: the serial killer energy. The inarticulable conviction that SOMETHING unhinged is going on behind those eyes.

#also the difference between TCW anakin's charm and ROTS anakin's charm #tcw: outgoing. does finger guns. nonplussed socially sometimes but still confident. able to be charming #rots: competent. exuberant. frothing with rage. so shy and awkward he fully cant function. insecure. an entire tank yet fragile as glass #charming only because hes both SO COMPETENT and also so categorically unable to purposefully be charming #ITS SO DIFFERENT. WILDLY DIFFERENT. I DID NOT REALIZE HOW DIFFERENT IT WOULD BE #im so glad i got to see this honestly #im going to be reimagining tcw episodes with this version of anakin in them as my bedtime story from now on #i hate to be a broken record but KAREN MILLER CAPTURES THIS #star wars #grace for ts #anakin #ahsoka show #truly truly truly truly truly transformative for me as a person to have seen this #tcw anakin comes into the room loudly quipping and complaining #rots anakin stands there quietly until he smiles and you realize his teeth are covered in blood

[enellee]

just finished tma s3. girl what the fuck

#im a different person now

[twosdaywhensday]

So emungere just changed my life cool

#just read consenting to dream #im a different person now #and I just know all their fics are that good and even better but I don’t have the emotional capacity yet #the way I’ve been subbed on ao3 mad long but never actually read anything #I’m so sorry I slept on you I know better now #I’m so sorry I slept on Hannibal fics in general