#ilyp!!!!!!!!

[opudont-donut]

A po zhope ne hosh?

ne hochu

#ilyp filez dw

[devi-nova]

i made up for my absence of being in iris' notes in the past 5 days pretty well i think

#you will never escape !!! ilyp <3

[gravitydefyingtears]

I Like Your Phermones Audio Drama Season 2

The subbing of ILYP S2 is underway (finally)! For newcomers, as the title suggests, it is a danmei, omegaverse (abo), schoolyard romance story. Slice-of-life, fluffy, sweet.

Info: radishtears.home.blog/ilyp-audio-drama/

#ilyp audio drama #ilyp #i like your pheromones #我喜欢你的信息素 #radish translations #danmei #omegaverse

[trashlie]

Meaning in Falls in ILY (spoilers for ep 200)

The last post I want to make about the recent ILY posts is something that came up on reddit. I’m going to copy and paste my response lol because it’s something I spent too long mulling over, and even if it ends up meaning nothing, sometimes it’s just nice to have all these thoughts in one place, isn’t it?

Someone over on reddit posed the following question in the FP discussion post for episode 200: 

[img: reddit user snaakeguy asked  so much of this story has these important life altering moments centered around falling. the formal, nol jumping into the pool, this. i wonder what the significance behind that is.]

My thoughts were this:

(spoilers for ep 200)

At the risk of overthinking it, too, I think we can separate it further into the difference between a fall and a jump, right? A fall is an event completely out of out control vs a jump being a choice. In general, things crash and burn in life all all time, and we're left to deal with the ramifications of them. That can range from things not working out to unexpected deaths, plans that get indefinitely shelved. I THINK in ILY the falls (simply) create (narrative) parallels, but I'm not against the idea of there being meaning in them, either. But we do know that Nol's fall vs dive foil each other - his fall was an "opportunity" to give in that he lost when he instead chose to help Shinae; his jump embraced that feeling but he was met with renewed vigor and rebirth. You can take it further, too, in that the fall could have been the death of Yeonggi (and maybe a less metaphorical death), but his chosen jump WAS the death of Yeonggi, one he made of his own volition.

We've seen both fall and jump paralleled with Shinae's, and that sense of peace and calm. She goes from shocked to a horrifying sense of peace, like she's welcoming what's coming. In fact, the way this is interspersed with those AWFUL girls and their "She deserved it" "You shouldn't feel bad" comments leans into what she was telling Nol - that she was punished for daring to believe she can change her fortune or stray from her path. In that moment, young Shinae concluded she cannot change this trajectory, that she does not deserve what she was seeking. Interestingly, where Shinae embraces that moment of peace, Nol denies himself it, says he doesn't deserve it.

[A sidebar here to add on to this thought above: at the time of the formal, when Nol falls and decides he doesn’t deserve this peace yet, it’s because there is something yet in the past that Nol blames himself for, and because he has not yet reached the absolution he believes he must seek. For him to give up in that moment would be unfair, because his mindset is that he deserves all punishment that comes his way, and that there is no point in fighting it. For the amount of mental strife he’s in, peace would be a gift, and thus it’s an unwelcome opportunity. Shinae had not yet reached that conclusion - that comes after. In this moment, she’s willing to embrace it because she’s not yet saddled with the concept of undeserving, hasn’t yet decided that maybe life is punishing her simply for existing. Until now, she had still tried to defy it. This is, instead, the moment Shinae concludes there is no reason for her to try to fight what she believes is her destiny.]

Though we don't know Shinae's thoughts during her pool fall, given her addled state and that we were pointedly in no one's head, even though this is not a chosen jump like Nol's, she DOES end up at the railing because she WANTED to jump into the pool. Obviously this is different than Nol's circumstances but I still find it interesting - Shinae wants to "follow her dreams", Nol wants to feel what it's like to fly. I don't think they're equally comparable in that way, but the RESULT is. Nol jumps and leaves Yeonggi behind, rebirthed as Nolan, embracing his identity. Shinae falls and leaves behind.... I wouldn't call it INNOCENCE exactly but it DOES ride on the back of learning she was taken advantage of, manipulated, and trapped into this position (AND Sangchul tried to PHYSICALLY take advantage of her). She had tried so hard to be the good girl that was asked of her, to take care of her father, to stay off the streets. In desperation she asked for a favor and was tricked. She's done being a "good girl" - she tries to fight back, she refuses to back down and let people walk over her. Prior in the story, Shinae lets people say whatever they will about her, because what does it matter. Later, we get to see her square up against Sangchul. Maybe in the past she may have kept quiet and let him imply she's the Hirahara family's bicycle but in the present we get to see her get in his face and yell at him lmaoooooooo. I think this probably extends further, too, in conjunction with this flashback arc. Shinae prior would likely have let Nol run away, accepted that this is how it goes, no one ever stays, this is what life decided you deserve, that she doesn’t matter, but instead she makes repeated efforts to reach out to him. EVEN THOUGH she went through something similar with Alyssa she still decides to make an effort so she's left with no regrets.

So even tho Shinae's pool fall is not a jump by choice, I think it still represents a sense of "rebirth" - rebranding yourself, embracing something you hadn't prior. In a way, they both come out of this choosing themselves. Shinae chooses to defend herself, to fight for herself; Nol chooses to stop being Yeonggi and to be Nolan, to give up his mask and embrace his real self.

So while I think falls/jumps are being used to maintain these parallels, I think we CAN read into them a bit, with what CHANGES in direct response to that fall. Is it a coincidence that the "rebirths" involves pools? (And it's not like a pool immediately equates to that, either; Nol's pool fall FOILS Shinae's, where hers parallels his pool jump. Where Nol is ready to let peace embrace him, he has to take up the Yeonggi mask once more to save Shinae. Like Shinae's school fall, this fall leaves him trapped in a fate he believes inescapable, a personal prison. In fact, Nol wears his Yeonggi persona like a prison in the same way Shinae builds up her walls and locks herself away. Tho he has people around him, he's not honest with them and is just as much isolated as Shinae is). There's something to read into regarding the intention vs lack of, tho it definitely does not hold up 100% regarding Shinae. I guess it's ultimately: what does the impact reveal? Embracing the believed inevitable vs those moments of "clarity" (ironic word choice since Shinae literally cannot recall parts of her night, but enough to realize she does not want to lie down and be taken advantage of).

I hope we won't see any more jumps/falls to test out if this is true tho lol. Maybe just, yknow, the metaphorical kind (perhaps a fall from grace, fall from power vs a leap of faith, jumping into something new, jumping at an opportunity.)

(And because I'm me and ADHD has me all over the place, I wonder if it's SUPER overthinking to compare Nol climbing up to the rooftop with falling/jumping lol. I think yes, but I'm still going to muse about the intentional choice to pull himself from his pit of despair and maybe allow himself a reprieve, rather than trying to jump to one only to realize it might not be what he actually wants. Choosing to join Shinae on the rooftop is just as intentional as choosing to jump from the balcony into the pool, and in a way they might be seen as part of each other. Nol needed to make that jump and free himself in order to face Shinae the way he did; that was him letting go of control, freeing himself from what was keeping him a prisoner (Yeonggi, himself) and joining Shinae is the intentional choice to take control and make his own choices for himself. I do believe lol this is very much overthinking and that it wasn’t intentionally written to be an extension of the pool jump, but I do like how the actions go together.)

#I Love Yoo #ILY FP #ILYP Spoilers #ILY Brainrot #Shinae Yoo #Nolan Oliver T. Lochlainn #lol tagging this as spoilers is so funny to me given that this episode is about to go live in less than 2 hours but i'll just. remove all #the tags when it does lmao #This was something i hadn't taken the time to sit and think about so thanks to this reddit use for asking it! #frankly i was content to consider that all the falls and jumps we've seen so far in the story are just narrative parallels but in retrospect #of course there's more to it. i'm not saying i think what i've written is completely what quimchee has intended but i think there's some #very interesting takeaways from it! #after all it IS very intentional writing to give Shinae the same fall she's experienced #and for Nol to have a fall and jump that foil each other #Nol's jump was HEAVY HANDED it made it absolutely clear it was a call bac and foil to his first pool fall #is it actually meant to parallel Shinae's pool fall? i doubt it but I also can't help but take interest in how they do share some #similarities in their after effects at the very least! #anyway i never would have thought to put my brain to this so shout out to this reddit user lol

[ruellakuma]

i'm so jealous of choi san. watching his bday live and him reading out his parents diary when he was a baby like that shit made me cry fr. i didn't grow up in an affectionate family, so sometimes i wonder how it felt like to receive such love and know how much your parents loved you when you were little, like i know for a fact that my parents didn't even want me & my sister here😭 i wonder if i could become a better loving person if i had grown up with the same amount of love his parents ever did.

man i love san's parents, i'm so so glad he was brought up in well loving family. i'm so thankful that he was well loved and cared for, explains how he's able to show so much love to everyone. i hope he spent his birthday nicely today❤️

#rue's crying corner #choi san im so jealous of you #choi san ily #choi san ilyp = i love your parents

[pauchpee]

heyy

first impression 🥸: oh em gee someone followed me who is this??? omg zodiac book enjoyer?????????? lmao i think i followed you back and then unfollowed you and then i was looking through comments on some zodiac book thingy and i was like omg wait that's the person wtf that's so cool

truth is 🕵️‍♀️: UR SO COOL AND FUNNY and like idk i love talking with you about terrible boba places and passing each other on the highway and everything and eggs

how old do you look 👴: 8487473881919@28837 👹

have you ever made me laugh 🤣: yes. and too many times it was in public/ with my family and i like go pftt that's funny and then they're like 🤔🧐🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

have you ever made me mad: yes😡😡😡🤬🤬🤬 oranges 🍊 are good 🤬👹👹👹👹👹👹👹 no you haven't

best feature 🐐: idk??? everythibg?? ur like really humor and music taste and just so easy to talkto??????????

have I ever had a crush on you 😍: nope

you’re my 👥: boba buddy state bestie psters unite fuck the desert one of my closest friends like out of all my friends

#overdoverdue #oranges are good #ilyp ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #pee #fuck the desert

[izzypaw]

i think u and ur art are rlly cool i’ve been following you for like going on 3 years now n it’s crazy seeing the development /pos very glad 2 be mutuals !!

THREE YEARS... i am a whole different PERSON now😭😭😭 thank u for sticking around this is really sweet... im happy ur my mutual too anon :D

#ask #anon #ask game #srsly i dont even remember what i was like 3yrs ago besides warrior cats fan.. ithink i still acted normal ish online #verry happy i still have support during my decent to madness <3 #ilyp

[chromanomaly]

YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU GET SILLY. YOU STAY SILLY. WHAT ELSE COULD YOU POSSIBLY WANT ???? AND YET !! AND YET !!!!!!!! YOU STILL GO THE FULL 9 YARDS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOURE SO FUCKING SILLY AND AWESOME AND COOL AND I WISH I COULD BE LIKE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO SO SO SO SO MUCH /P AND IM SO GLAD I MET YOU. YOU PROBABLY KNOW. EXACTLY WHO I AM HGDKFJGAKFJVN. THAT KEYSMASH JUST PROVED IT ITS THE EXACT FORMULA OF KEYSMASH I USE. ILY BESTIE /P

you think the KEYMASH is what gave it away? i can tell from the typing style, @noonbeam17, my silliest, ev-illest friend, THE beep booper of all time who i LOVE talking to and listening to music with and concocting evil little plans with :)

#i needed this thanky ou #timing is impeccable tbh #ilyp too my friend :)

[astral-catastrophe]

heya, just wanted to stop by and say that I'm sorry you saw a post that upset you, it really sucks when people don't tag their stuff! but i also want to say, as someone that spent a few years feeling that way, that i promise things do get better. i know it doesn't feel like it, i know everything is hard and nobody seems to notice, but if you keep going, eventually you will reach a point when you realize you feel like you can breathe again without your chest threatening to cave in. if you can make it to that point, i promise you won't regret it. you deserve to have a future, you deserve to have a future with the people you care about- with the people that care about you. even if it's friends on tumblr, there are people that would notice if you disappeared. there are people rooting for you, and honestly if you ever need anything, you could post about it and i have a feeling there are two or three people that would offer to do whatever they can! we've gotta see where your fun hobbies take you, you know? we've gotta see what your future self might be! things are rough, but we're wishing you all the best 💗 so take care, okay? i hope you have a good day/night

<3

#Thabkh #I meant fk get to tvhs earlier. U #But it’s been a bad night #Anon ilyp

[shhhut-the-fuck-up]

Me and the friend group we made by scoring high(ish) on the raads-r test

#so far no one has gotten below an 80 #this is abt my irl friends but my online friends you can be included too ilyp #lowest yet is 82 and the highest (mine) is 171 #mj rambles

[xolborsaysstuff]

Ty for the sneak peek for KF and for the birthday wishes!!

Major love to you (platonic)

OFC! good luck and good job if you can decipher it BTW, happy birthday again!!!

Love you platonically too mate!!

#Gonna say ILYP for I love you platonically sometime #Time to normalize it #once-upon-a-topic-or-two #Happy bday doc!!

[gravitydefyingtears]

I just want to ask, if you will continue to translate audio drama ILYP? Because the audio got taken down and you haven't update for about 3 months now, so i was wondering if you will continue or not?

Hi there. Yes, I do intend to continue translating but it might take a while. Unfortunately, I caught covid a while back (highly not recommended 💀), so that delayed it, and now real life is quite busy.

Thanks for the patience!

#ilyp audio drama #ask radish

[fyorina]

dazai coming back to the agency. HAPPY dazai LOVED dazai ADA dazai 💔💔 i needed to see this after the torture you put me through /lh /ilyp

UGH STOPPPPPP IM WEEPING THIS IS TRULY WHAT HE DESERVES </333 every time that he's not in a panel with the rest of the ada it genuinely drives me to the brink it makes me SOOO irrationally mad like why are u not including him

#ᡣ𐭩 carina’s love letters #ᡣ𐭩 from user: bellodazai #this also reminds me of #the last ch of badlands and im weeeeeeeping over it #ILY

[th1yper]

ILYP I HOPE YOU HAVE A NICE DAY/NIGHT, YOU DESERVE TO HAVE NICE THINGS 💜

🫂❤️‼️

[pauchpee]

hey 😩😩😩

😩😩😩😩😩😩😩😩

hey gregore

first impression 🥶: i was like omg i really want to be her friend imagibe me like being part of that amazing coversation in wattpad comments and also holy shit thats some delectable arte

truth is 👺: i'm honestly like still like wow i can't believe i'm friends with Greg. like i saw this post about being shocked at having mutuals that are amazing weiters/artists/whatever and that's the feeling like ur so funny and talented and someone i look up to like even my testing style,, , like i stole the commas from you

how old do you look 👶: pee

have you ever made me laugh 😹: no shit ur really really funny sometimes i'll scroll back through my photos and see the baby coming out of virginia gif and think "wow thats really funny" 10/10 humor

have you ever made me mad 🌿: its ok greg just admit you hate colantro and we can go back to being friends 😤😢💔💔 no lmaoo

best feature ♻️: music taste is superior but tbh just your personality

have I ever had a crush on you: no

you’re my: fellow desert hating orange loving close close friend (poet)

#gregory the stinky #ilyp ❤️❤️❤️❤️ #fuck the desert #what the fuck #greg the poet #neonpineapplelover💔

[cringefailfagcat]

ily/p vs ilyp. one is platonic affection the other is phallic admiration

#sweet meowthings