#ill try to schedule it this weekend

[windydrawallday]

Will all of you excuse me a moment if I interrupt my dinosaur hype to show off this cutie pie of a werefish/deep one? His name is "Lotto", and he is the monster form of my human OC Vincent in a casual Call of the Sea AU I share with a dear old friend x)

#myart #windy ocs lotto #call of the sea au #is based in a game thats inspired by call of cthulhu but with more mystery and romance than pure horror #i have time without dedicating ship art to our ocs so i want to do it now that May and MERMAID is almost here! #windydrawallday ocs #windy ocs vincent #merman #deep ones #sea monster #creature of the black lagoon #talking about that i need to watch the Shape of Water #ill try to schedule it this weekend

[zarvasace]

Remember when I said that I get distracted by inspiration? Oops have a BNHA FS AU. Don't take this too seriously. I'll have a few doodly comics to share later :) (images are text-heavy so descriptions below cut) (also I've only seen up to half of season 2 so) (I don't plan on doing more than some doodles for this AU) (obligatory disclaimer I am not a scientist these do not make scientific sense it's fine) (also I do not speak Japanese fluently)

Mini comic

Text descriptions below

First image: a lineup of the five Four Swords boys, visually altered and wearing those really fun blue-and-white UA PE uniforms. Listed from left to right. Shadow is a dark gray silhouette with fluffy hair and expressive, solid white eyes. He has red sneakers. Vio is taller, and has lavender skin with crystals growing out of one side of his head. The other side has hair-shaped crystal in a "braid" over his shoulder, and he's covered with hue-shifted facets and shinies. He has knee-high black boots. Green has blond hair, and is shorter than Shadow. He looks like a normal human and wears black and green athletic shoes. Blue is taller than Green, but not as tall as Vio. He has an undercut and a tiny ponytail on the back of his head, and is rather muscular-looking. He wears light blue sneakers. Red is the shortest, with red-blond hair and solid golden eyes. He is smiling brightly and wearing blue and orange athletic sneakers.

Second image: green background, explaining Green in this AU in doodles. "Link Takehiko (bamboo, prince/boy), Green. Quirk: lungs." There is a big doodle of Green holding a sword and shield and blowing very hard. "Green's lungs are super-strong, allowing him to create wind by blowing in or out. They have a larger-than-normal capacity, too." Arrow pointing to the sword: "isn't directly offensive, so he likes weaponry for melee." Doodle of him blowing at the ground and almost upside-down: "flying is awkward, but he can manage it." Doodle of him floating face-up in water: "can hold his breath for an absurd amount of time; also floats well if he has enough air." Doodle of him blowing and someone losing their balance: "can indeed blow socks off." Doodle of him holding his breath with a strained expression: "sucking air in doesn't have as many applications, he does get hit in the face by stuff." "(Lots of three little pigs jokes)." Doodle of him with a tissue box and a medical mask flying away from his face: "sneezing is bad news."

Third image: blue background, explaining Blue in this AU in doodles. "Link Mizutani (water, valley): Blue. Quirk: waterskin." Bigger doodle of Blue running to one side, holding up his arm, which has been coated in a layer of water and deflected a broken rock. His feet also have water around them. "Blue can cover his body in a thick layer of water, which he can use to augment his natural physical ability." Arrow to his arm: "defend against ranged attacks! (Probably not bullets though)." Arrow to his feet: "absorbs some shock from impacts." That has a second arrow pointing to a smaller doodle or Blue falling, with water cushioning his fall. Doodle of him holding up both arms in front of his face, with a water shield barely covering his upper half: "can't extend too far." Doodle of him drinking from a big water bottle: "water comes from his own body. So ALWAYS drinking more." And "particular about his water bottles & filtering."

Fourth image: red background, explaining Red in this AU in doodles. "Link Hidaka (day/sun, tall/close to/a lot): Red. Quirk: fireheart." Big doodle of Red smiling and holding his hands out. His eyes have no irises or pupils but are shiny, and he's radiating dark red lines. "Red's body temperature ranges from normal human to hot enough to bend steel. The stronger his emotions, the hotter his skin." Arrow pointing to the big drawing: "very aware of how dangerous his anger or happiness can be, so tries to avoid them." And "good emotional intelligence, and is expressive despite it all." Doodle of him sitting cross-legged with his eyes closed, letting off steam: "safest state is calm & content, so he has developed many strategies to remain so." Doodle of him frowning and holding out an arm, dressed in a marked-up and smoking shirt: "lots of burned clothing & immolated pencils." Doodle of him scowling and walking dramatically through something turning to liquid, with lots of red lines aroind him: "verrry dangerous when he wants to be." Doodle of him staring at a tub of ice cream with very wide, very shiny eyes: "greatest ambition: to stay calm while eating ice cream so it doesn't melt (he gets too excited.)

Fifth image: purple background, explaining Vio in this AU in doodles. "Link Murasaki (purple—not a real name XD): Vio. Quirk: quartz." Big doodle of Vio down on one knee, one arm extended in front of him. There are crystals growing from his elbow, and a few more near his wrist, which has formed into a kind of slingshot. There are also crystals extending below his boots. "Vio is made of hardened quartz rock. He can control his crystals' growth, and uses that to reshape himself and make projectiles." Arrow pointing to his head: "prefers a human appearance, but could switch it up if he wanted to (hair is fake)." Arrow pointing to his slingshot: "slingshot! For range. Has to use elastic but quite good with it." Arrow pointing to the crystals on his elbow: "projectiles." Arrow pointing to his feet: "has a lot of tricks, like this for stability—but can't always control the shape." Doodle of three hands with three different sized crystals in them, labeled "3 seconds," "10 seconds," and "30 seconds": "slow ish, proportional." Doodle of him focusing on a big growth of crystals with one hand snapped off: "totally fine breaking off pieces of himself" and "grows kinda slowly, big formations take time & can be brittle" and "cannot reshape, only grow more." Doodle of him in three different sizes, big with clothes ripped, middle, and small with clothes baggy: "max & min sizes, not too changeable (makes himself taller than Blue to annoy him.)" Doodle of him looking annoyed with crossed arms and bubbles around his head: "too heavy to swim, but also doesn't breathe so..."

Sixth image: dark blue background, explaining Shadow in this AU in doodles. "Link Mochizuki (wish, moon, full moon): Shadow. Quirk: smoke." Big doodle of Shadow looking happy, with his hands entirely faded out into a cloud of smoke behind him. He is just a silhouette with expressive white eyes. "Shadow is 20% physical and 80% gaseous. His smoke is supernaturally dark and viscous, and he can manipulate objects inside." Arrow pointing to his clothes: "wears clothes for fun and also because rules." Doodle of him seeping through the cracks around the door, happy eyes: "very mobile." Doodle of him sitting on the ground, his arm extended and turned to smoke around a tray of lunch: "a sort of telekinesis." Doodle of him holding his hand out and dripping, sad eyes: "dissolves in water." Doodle of a cloud of smoke with his angry eyes in the middle: "true form, doesn't quite expand to fill the room. Reverts when asleep." Doodle of a little ball with angry eyes and surrounded with some smoke: "condensed form: he is Gastly." Doodle of him with his top half separated from his bottom by a bunch of smoke, while a projectile passes through, smug eyes: "hard to hit (when he knows you're there.)"

#my art #four swords #fs bnha au #bnha #sure ill put it in the tag #scheduling this for a normal time to be awake for most people #happy weekend #(send me questions!! im trying to do more doodles and less finished art!!)

[ktskibkg0]

*crawls out of my grave cutely*

#sorry for the radio silence... #it was decided by everybody that i take breaks from everything on the weekends. #next time ill try my best to schedule some posts before the weekend so you guys have some stuff to look at #a lot has happened that i wont get into but yeah-I'm alright just trying to figure my shit out

[hoppinkiss]

I have to do driving practice starting when I'd normally just be waking up and I don't want toooooooo

#harper has spoken #mom and i have scheduled it for every weekend but hopefully i wont have to do it for very long #im just trying to get comfortable enough in the area that Hopefully ill be able to handle myself even with the test anxiety #part of me wishes i had an anxiety medication i could take specifically for the test #but with my luck it would make me dizzy or something and unfit to drive

[bereft-of-frogs]

alright, apartment maintenance answering service guy, the sarcastic 'well, no one else is calling me' was not the most necessary response to my calling because multiple days in a row the heat hasn't come on all day and it's dipped down under 60F for several hours. just not the most necessary thing to say

(it does eventually come on, but it's also not great if it's like 58F all day and only comes on in the evening. like that's not great. go fuck yourself, answering service guy)

#like because it's a weekend it's not the actual staff #anyway i'm so cold i'm willingly drinking tea without being ill #that's how dire things are #also i'm supposed to wash my hair but i can't until i confirm the heat's actually going to come on #so my hair wash schedules getting all thrown off #i've been trying to find the statute about residential heating to shove it in their faces but for some reason google is being a butt again #and exclusively showing me results for the other portland #that is not helpful

[thewanderingace]

I just found a section on my new job's scheduling app (who knew such a thing existed!) where I can set my preferred availability!? They didn't tell me about that! So I set it up so I'm unavailable/prefer not to work every other weekend. Along with the Tuesdays and Thursdays I cannot work. This way I can pick up a shift those weekends if I want to but I could avoid working every single weekend AND it leaves my WWII reenactment weekends available and I'd only need to put in time off requests for the fridays before. I HOPE THIS WORKS AND THAT I DID IT RIGHT AND IT WON'T UPSET MY NEW BOSSES! I'm still gonna work weekends just hopefully every other one and not every single one.

#mod post #personal #i know this all seems ridiculous to fret kver but when you have anxiety thet partially stems from the fear of upsetting someone #or being a burden or anything in that realm #then shit like my work availability becomes a big deal #i dont want to look lazy by not working the full 30 hrs a week #i dont want my bosses to think im lazy or a flake #but i also don't want to make my household schedule any more complicated than it already is #im trying to please everyone and i just end up making myself insane #story of my life #if this availability works with my bosses then that gives me 3 days a week occasional weekends of for life things #while also still working weekends which are peak traffic days for the museum #and i can always pick up a weekend day if needed and im available #they said theyre pretty good at accommodating people's preferred schedules #so i guess ill see how this goes #cant wait for the newbie feeling is gone and fully into jaded exhausted long time worker #i much prefer that stage cause then the job is easy and second nature #this beginning stage i just feel useless and awkward and nervous and dumb and i hate that so much

[todayisafridaynight]

grabbing the ichi plush by the neck and death gripping it like 'good things are to come its all going to be ok good things are to come' like its a lucky amulet

#snap chats #i didnt even pre order the ichi plush but spiritually i did. good luck charm. #anyway rant time look away from here. Im At My Limit <- i say this every week #I DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS WRONG <- lying. my moms home #i just feel terrible again. i feel so awful i gave myself a headache from being upset #do you know how upset you have to be to give yourself a headache just sitting and thinking #that happened when i was taking a spanish test once but i think i was just so stupid my brain actually started to hurt trying to think #i also remember being sad as hell that day tho so....... maybe it was both #everyday it feels like im sad thats so fucked up and theres nothing i can do about it #ALSO IT'S RAINING AGAIN rain never promises anything good unless you're a plant #im working but i should have this done in. idk a few hours #and then its the weekend right.... there's no limitations for sadness though brother doesn't run on a schedule #unless we're talking about seasonal depression but we know what i mean #ew im supposed to go to that con tomorrow i dont even know if i want to go anymore #i just don't want to do anything anymore ig is the vibe #idk i have a journal to whine bout all this in ╮(╯-╰)╭ squeezing ichi plush is a mood tho so im still posting #maybe if i play a lil y7 ill remember theres good things to wake up for.. #also i gave myself another headache OWOWOWOW STOP when will it end #wait let me be sad again because my dad said we'd hang out today or tomorrow #but i just know that's not happening and now im even more sad WEHHH no one loves me etc etc die #sometimes you just need a melodramatic teenager moment i think we're all due that right like once a month #ok i have to stop my head really hurts ☠️☠️☠️

[canyonroads]

My chest is so heavy lately right when I wake up and idek what makes it so heavy let alone how to fix it. I'm just trying to grasp hold of small little joys rn and hope that's good enough

#changing my schedule so ill finally have saturdays off #having a normal weekend will make me feel more normal i think #and im hoping in 2024 i can try to go out and do things more

[absentmoon]

i want. ouhg my god

#ok ill try to finisg my comm sheet this weekend #i need to figure outvmy schedule and stuff first bbut ohhg my goddd #ui need a . laptop first but tthen i can. raise money for a #daisy.txt

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#tfw an phd advertisement sounds like something i would be super into but its in fucking Arizona #i do not want to live in Arizona. #i do not want to live in new mexico. or nevada. or fucking California. or Utah #and texas is on thin fucking ice #im open to Colorado. but again. thin fucking ice #i just. i dont want to live in the desert anymore. if i have to spend 3.5-5 years in Arizona i will lose my fucking mind #i already refused to look at nevada bc i dont wanna live in vegas. just ugh. #why do u have to be in Arizona? im scared of haboobs :-( #ugh. fine ill reach out to the guy but i feel like my other option in a cooler fucking place is a better bed bc they do function and #evolution. and this is mostly function stuff. but its extromophile mechanisms. which is real fucking cool #so annoying. ugh. and why am i up at 3 am? bc my boss who is in Europe rn emailed me at 12am #and i was foolish enough to check my email at 12.30 and shes like: can u get me this data soon i wanna do it thus weekend #and once i saw that i couldnt sleep. so i spent like 2hrs finishing it up bc i spent like all day working on that frustrating bullshit #hopefully thats the last tjme i have to do it and the code is fine #ugh but this does not bode well for this weekend. bc ive made the choice to obligate my sleep schedule #and i agreed to meet my lab mate even tho ive got things to do and its prob just gonna upset me #aaaaaaAAAaaaAaaa. why???? blah. i should really try to sleep #unrelated #lmao i was so mad

[scottstiles]

im finally home im finally homeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#thank FUCK #just in time for the new year #im gonna try to get back to my regularly scheduled tumblringthis weekend #but ill stop short of promising cuz i might just have to sleep for 48 hrs straight instead XD #i think i lost like 5 pounds from sweating #or maybe i put on 5 pounds of muscle from all the heavy lifting i did over the last few weeks #i basically moved into 13 new apartments at the same time lksjdf;lksdfkjdhjkg #not that i was alone i had my team but it was... absolutely insane. #anyway. #thanks for sticking around even tho i've been completely inactive. NO MORE! #personal #alcohol cw

[toastsnaffler]

friends are making plans to go stay with each other but it's the weekend I'm going to see my favourite band. the universe fucking hates me

#I CANNOT have a third rsd episode in the space of a month i will kill myself. or at least do near irreperable damage #wish i was joking. i feel like im going to throw up even just thinking about it #well. well i can skip the concert i guess. i saw them last year anyway theyre just doing a second europe tour of the same album #and theyll probably release another album in a few years and i can see them again then #ahhh. ah okay okay i cant think about this right now ill decide at the weekend its not for a few weeks anyway #ahhhhhh but maybe theyre doing this bc they dont want me there idr if they know abt it already and if they wanted me there they would #plan it with me from the start instead of telling me once theyve already made the plan oh i cant do this right now i will Spiral #im going to take a cold shower 👍 #to clear my head i was just starting to feel better @ my brain like that dont fucking ruin this for us andy samberg corgi gif #its fine i dont need to panic. im just frazzled from work i lost the ability to focus after like 3pm but they kept sending me emails with #stuff they want me to do before the end of the week and i was having stupid levels of task paralysis trying to think about it #bc i dont have time to fit everything into my schedule and its multiple projects so much thought. and my meds dont help anymore by then #AND ppl kept coming and finding me and giving me samples and verbal instructions for things and i couldnt write down bc i was busy #so ive probably forgotten smth important its fine its fine its just work #and tomorrow morning my meds will smooth everything out i can organise it then. but just made me feel so mentally congested #and ive had no signal again so couldnt even open tumblr to complain abt it #cold shower and then im gonna make stir fry so i have leftovers for lunch tmr to fuel me for the gym. and ill get my gym stuff ready #and i need to get my shit together bc im calling a friend tonight and i am NOT going to fall apart in front of them 👍 #its all good its okay ill make everything work out #okay. showertime #.diaries

[tealfruit]

I've been in the most shitty mood literally since I got into work today for no good reason I'm just like. at my fucking limit or something

#nerd alert #its probably just a lot of little stressors building up #my schedule that is fucking w my sleep... frustration at my coworker who i have (had???) a crush on... general creative constipation... #idk idk. ill figure it out ill do something. at least i only have one more day of work before my weekend #maybe ill just 420 blaze it or something. tho i have been trying to not. idk #ill treat myself or something

[loverboybitch]

think i am finally going to quit the job that i hate.//.

#imjustsittinghere #sick of it!!!!!! #tired of working everyday of every weekend at dumbass hours and missing out on doing fun stuff and seeing the people i love #sort of two plans at the moment so keep ur fingers crossed for me #gonna ask my vintage job if theres anyway i can work a full time schedule idk if thatll happen tho #but maybe cause theyre opening a whole new part of the store soon so maybe theyll need an extra person on the schedule all the time #and if not theres another vintage store in the city that keeps posting that theyre trying to hire people #and its good pay and monday to friday hours like bro i need that #dont wanna leave the vintage job i have now cause i like working there alot #so if i cant get more hours maybe i can do part time at both i literally would like that i think #worst case tho if theyll hire me full time monday to friday like maybe ill just do that #just SO sick of working weekends like kills me how much stuff i miss out on truly and the pay isnt even that worth it #like i work less hours but all the hours i do work are like friday and saturday nights its so lame #and my days off are like thursday and monday when nobody i know is ever free #desperate for a change and i actually really like working with clothes like i genuinely enjoy it as opposed to my job i have now #gonna ask about more hours on tuesday when i work and then go drop a resume at the other store thursday next week probably #hopefully anyway i guess we'll see but truly cant do this working weekends shit anymore #turning 25 next month...have been feeling like im in a new era since summer.. truly its time for a change

[skyeateyourdonuts]

i would like to be bodily socked in the face so the pain dulls all my senses and i end up getting aome sleep. its five am. why am i unable to rest. i think if someone gave me a huge bruise on my face id be able to take some painkillers and pass the fuck out. any volunteers

#gata #im like. not rlly that tired but!!!! #im trying to fix my sleep schedule so wtf?? #pls pls pls if i dont sleep well on the weekends ill get little to no sleep during the week #ugh my health is in shambles #gn? ig?

[sludgeguzzler]

i really should be studying and focusing on school more tbh

#my grades are Horrendous this year #i dont want to have to retake this year im gonna lose all my friends #imagine. imagine that. id rather die #sigh. i really should try getting. a study routine going #and pay more attention to class #and. do my assignments... #idk. focusing has been really hard lately #sometimes i feel like everything is too damn distracting and i cant put my mind to literally anything #sighs. my monthly tests are next week toooo aaughhhh #WOW i am a complete mess actually ok. hold on. whats the first step to fixing this up #probably turn in all the assignments im missing #and maybe not go out this weekend #yeah. yeah ok i can do this no problemo. WILL fuck my sleep schedule up a little bit though #<- went to sleep at 3am yesterday probably doing it again today but this time for a noble cause #after this i promy ill go sleep at 10:30pm