#ill sleep on the bus

[ramicorn]

sleeping is such a bitch like it's a mandatory skip time button I mean for some people it's a God send you get to skip car trips and shit but you see I can only sleep in bed

do you know how dumb a mandatory skip time button is?

horrible

I want my sleeping requirement removed I hate sleeping cause everythime I wake up it's just stress if I don't sleep I don't skip the precious no stress time like 3 am existential crisis which to the normal person is stressful but that's no where near as bad as school or listening to parents who clearly hate each other more than they care about me

also of you couldn't tell I am not eeping right now

#fuck sleep #little shit #ill sleep on the bus #earlymorning.txt

[chicago-geniza]

Asked if someone could cover my shift tomorrow because I am Sick for real and Cannot in good conscience go to work front-facing retail, even with a mask. Like girl I have two (2) bacterial infections in my respiratory system

#I feel so bad that I don't care about losing job so long as I have steroids albuterol and sleep #Like I thought about waking up at 6.30 to get the bus tomorrow and genuinely contemplated suicide #I won't do it I can't work through illness I am a terrible American

[neims-skeleton-obsession]

i havent slept properly in four days and im kind of tripping balls i thinnk but im thinking about hallucinating skug and reading skug fluff and playing queen at an unholy volume so this is a bop actually

#skulduggery pleasant #am i overly aware of my eyeballs??? #yeah but im groovin #i made a really cursed drawing with the direction of mmy friend bu t its not skug related :[ #im tripping as much as skug rn this is appropriate #i promise im going to sleep #maybe #hopefully #if not ill pour my heart and soul into a skug drawing tomorrow #maybe both #woohoo #fun fact another. a different friend threw an entire duvet at me because i threatened a wall #according to them i dont remember this #please dont read these

[vaulttecvevo]

im gonna kms so hard everyone in france is gonna *feel* it

#everything hurts and im dying #im dehydrated and i havent slept in 48h #if im lucky ill get 6h of sleep tonight #then back to the hell bus all day tmrw

[nerdie-faerie]

Feeling a lil vindictive, a lil nasty this morning

So context, my brother had a work do last night and before he left he told my mum he'd becoming back here and doing so alone. So tell me why he called me at 3am when I'm trying to sleep but travel anxiety and says he's bringing two mates back? I tell him he can't I'm leaving at 6 tomorrow he just goes yeah they'll just be passing through your room. No I've gotta get up in 3 hours you can't be keeping up, yeah it's fine. The fuck it is not

Anyway so my alarm goes off 3 hours later I've barely slept, my brain already woke me up several times prior but that doesn't mean I'm turning my alarms off immediately or getting ready quietly after the prick disturbed my sleep

#Demon Spawn #travel tag #the rest of my siblings got a nice goodbye but im not a morning person on a good night sleep let alone when i havent been able to sleep #like i wouldnt have gotten much sleep regardless because of anxiety but i woulda been able to fall asleep sooner if i hadnt been dragged out #of bed kept awake by the rage induced adrenaline and the sounds of sports being played on tv and chatter in the next room #and hes gonna spend all day in bed anyway so i dont feel guilty particularly when hes had guests over constantly for the two weeks ive been #home which denies me access to the ensuite and kitchenette thats accessible from his room and he constantly keeps me awake #i dont get to enjoy my comfy non student accommodation bed because the fcker never lets me go to sleep and my mum wont let me sleep in #i did fix my sleep schedule minutely was getting tired at 12 instead of 2am from where i fcked it during assignment season so small mercies #had to wake my littlest brothers up to say goodbye and the babby started crying 😢 my mum wanted me to wake her and the baby up too #but the baba was still half asleep and definitely not processing that i was leaving 😂 she was so unbothered guarantee ill have to facetime #my dad dropped me to the bus stop and hes as bad at small talk and emotionally constipated as me but he was just coming back from a night #shift so i appreciate that that was him putting in extra effort and him checking i had enough money is as close to sentiment as he can do #everyone else? cute goodbye. my sister was already awake when i got up to the house pretty sure she had an alarm set..... #my oldest younger brother? i hope the hangover sucks

[marx-soul]

stayed up till now (3 am) to finish some christmas gifts before i leave tomorrow to visit family and ive gotta get up at 5am to catch my bus (takes me an hour to get to the bus and it leaves early in the morning) and honestly at that point why fucking sleep at all. my bus ride is 7 hours long. ill just sleep then.

#i just know if i try and catch those 2 hours i have left ill sleep through my alarm and miss my bus. i just know. #so ill stay awake

[geminipdf]

i am such a fucking SUCKER literally not even 24hrs into the bestie trip and im already having an anxiety attack girl i really though i’d gotten over these i was doing so good for several years and now i’m here crying??? can i get a break. please. 🙏

#talked to my mom on the phone and i feel a bit better but the worst thing is im just stressed that i'll get sick on vacation again #i hate being ill away from home it terrifies me lol i know i sound 4 years old rn but it sucks #it doesn't help that i've had like 4 hrs of sleep and spent 6hrs on a bus. i know it's probably a lot of things at once and im just #extremely tired #but rationalizing does not work so .🤔 eh #how do people do this how are people normal :( #personal

[celticwoman]

girlies (gn) im ngl, i dont want to go to school today im sooo sleepy

#but we must endure or whatever #ugh #i just want to sleep and play viddy games #im so hungry also. maybe ill buy myself something when i get there #hopefully the bus is not full and i can sit and take a nap #its getting pretty chilly these days. its nice #i thought summer would never end. i hate it #cami.txt

[poseida]

i survived my first day but unfortunately im a fucking psychic and i foresaw that i would have to go there yet again this week.... and fuuuckkkk i will. TWICE as much

#two more fucking days of horrible public transport hours and 6h of sitting on a plastic chair daydreaming about doing the class from my bed #where i will actually be doing it 4/5 days a week after this one #im both too old and too mentally ill for this shit #asked my grandma which one of her catholic saints would do me the favor of letting me stay in bed tomorrow #she said san nicolás san judas o el san pancrancio pacracio pancracio ese 🙏 #and i was like so true yaya #waiting for the administrative women thats literally the slug from monsters inc to send me the login details before 6pm #so i wont have to go tmrw hhhhh pls i want to sleep i dont want to wake up at 6 to be at the bus by 7 #womAn*

[zenyuu]

nooo how am i gonna sleep the next room is blasting cocomelonnnn......

#wheels on the bus appears in my nightmares #its fine ill try again maybe if i get enough pillows ill be good #oh fuck theyre playing baby shark now AAAAAUUUUAUAUAUAGHHHHH #gn again ill just try my best to sleep #i will see you little ppl in my screen again in the morning <3 #yuumi funnies

[royaletiquette]

#ooc; #ive been sipping on coffee all day maybe not the greatest #i think i have successfully ruined my sleep just enough to hopefully not die tonight #very excited already for this week to be done so i dont have to ride the 4am bus and instead work from home #but ill be riding with a friend at least so i wont be terrible danger haha

[theloveinc]

ajfkldjkjasd sorry for not being on again much todayyy.. i should be back tomorrow!

#i'd honestly stay up and answer stuff now but im poopy POOPED #had to go to this weird VR thing with my mom that required literally taking a bus and then a boat #both there and back #so now i exhausteddddd #cuz i only got home #but. i just wanna read and then go to sleep so hopefully tomorrow #ill have lots o energy #hope u guys had a good saturday!! #caitie blabs

[mediculling]

good evening.

#I did no+ sleep. bu+ i+ is s+ill. evening enough.

[kirishwima]

on a scale of 1 to 10 how selfish is it of me to cancel plans last minute bc i want to take a nap :|

#i told a friend ill meet her for coffee after my nightshift #and usually i wouldnt cancel plans #but last time we met she decided-by herself! to sleep at my place and then #wanted me to take her home before i left to go to work the next day #(she doesnt drive) #again-i didnd OFFER an invitation. she invited herself #and this time as well she simply told me to come pick her up #when i said hey lets meet at x spot #and she said shed take the bus to leave after #(shes going back to her home city which in a 90 minute drive) #and. a) im exhausted and b) if she tells me to spend the night at my place ill. just say no 💀 #i wont be a pushover again bc that shit is maaad tiring #shes not a mean or rude person shes just. insanely naive to the point of being inconsiderate #if she was rude i wouldve ended this friendship a long time ago #but she asked me to meet up for coffee so thats all im doing #and then coming home and sleeping im exhausted 😭 #i didnt sleep well at all at my night shift orz #burrito talks #delete later

[newtness532]

i am not a morning person, why did i make morning plans?

#at least im hoping that since ive slept only about 5 hours today i will be able to go to sleep at a normalish time tonight #and ill probably have to take the bus #anyway #im finally going to see my friend after more than a year which is good #it would be even better if the other friend could come too but its okay #jo says stuff #personal ramblings

[scrambled-eggsed]

Unfortunately discovering that 70% of having a job is stressing about doing everything wrong even though its probably okay, and just. Being Worried 24/7

#personal #im hoping itll wear out eventually #optimistically by the next thursday #how the fuck do u spell pasimisticaly #anyway if itll be bad itll take like. a month? #at least i now generally know What To Do #fucking hate counting tho #also fucking hate how HARD it is to push stuff at 23:00 on not enough sleep food or water #which reminds me i also need to worry about food tomorrow #👹 #yeah by this point im making notes for the mental list of stuff for tomorrow #bc thing is. i have work until 4pm (so probably 4:30 bc im still bad at timing everything) #and when i get home i need to already have eaten #and then vacuum the house #(which i guess i could ask to not do if im REALLY tired? we'll see) #and i am hoping to god i could get some sleep in the afternoon bc that evening theres a birthday party for my friend #and tbh of all the parties that couldve been its the optimal one bc she lives super close to me #so ill come late after sabbath dinner bc i dont need a bus to get there #so to summarize i have 7~ hours of work on not enough sleep‚ cleaning the house‚ SLEEPING FOR THE LOVE PF GOD‚ going to a party #well. i say party. my friends are more silly than 'party' makes them sound #also probably gonna sleep like shit tonight bc my mom and brother demanded the ac stays on and its always fucking freezing in my room #well. *tries to scream but it comes out as sort of a sad gurgle*. congrats if u read this far ily