#Like I thought about waking up at 6.30 to get the bus tomorrow and genuinely contemplated suicide

[chicago-geniza]

Asked if someone could cover my shift tomorrow because I am Sick for real and Cannot in good conscience go to work front-facing retail, even with a mask. Like girl I have two (2) bacterial infections in my respiratory system

#I feel so bad that I don't care about losing job so long as I have steroids albuterol and sleep #Like I thought about waking up at 6.30 to get the bus tomorrow and genuinely contemplated suicide #I won't do it I can't work through illness I am a terrible American