#ig I'll start doing these too -?

[bachirasbodyguard]

:x

#this is N0T a nagi birthday post #but happy birthday ig 🙄😒 #give me another year and I'll start liking you all the time and not only when you're :x #anyway time to talk about myself in the tags because i'm too embarrased to make actual posts #i have 2 consecutive days of 9+ h tattoo appointments please pray for my sanity #do I get a lunch break?? but how will that work #and it's on my right arm too so I can' t even goof off and do things #let's see what crazy shit my brain will come up with when left to just think while staring at the ceiling #anyway byeee have a good weekend #nagi seishiro #blue lock

[kenmaiii]

after two years i finally draw the favorite

#my art #still learning honestly. idk how to explain it but some medias youre so fixated on and obsessed with u instantly want to draw everyone #for me dunmeshi has always been the opposite. series and characters i enjoy sm i cannot bring myself to pick up a pencil #for some reason. it got a lot worse once the anime started airing idk. simply forcing myself to get some of my energy out. in a way #dunmeshi #dungeon meshi #thistle #dunmeshi thistle #thistle dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #>_< series i was into since late 2021. yet u wouldnt know that unless u follow my side twitter account. sowwy ig #i do this with a lot of franchises honestly. cannot bring myself to draw even if i think abt the characters constantly. ie skip to loafer #u will nvr catch me calling this guy sissel sorry. save that name for Mr. Ghost Trick. another thing i. also. dnt talk abt. which i adore #i need to get better at talking abt and expressing myself for the things that i enjoy. ive been wanting to draw laios for a good #while too but im scared. for some reason. u-u should nvr let a white man do that to me honestly. #for now i'll thistle tho. maybe we will get kabru namari or mithrun next from me >_< i have to talk myself into it #i think the closest way i can explain why i cannot bring myself to draw for some series is that i dnt want to mess up somehow #like 'ilu so much [character] what if i cnt draw u the way u deserve even tho i love u sm what if its not enough.' <- leaves it to sm1 else #tbh [scratches head] i prefer the version with less coloring ^-^ but i realize the one thats more colored would get more eyes on it... hm

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[kimjiho1]

White and red headers

#my first time doing headers 😭 #give cred if used #ig I'll start doing these too -? #aesthetic #theme #themes #diy #headers #aesthetic headers #dividers #aesthetic dividers #pink and red #white and red #kpop #enhypen #red dividers #pink dividers #purple dividers

[raiiny-bay]

my favorite edits - 2023 edition 1 / 2 / 3 / 4 / 5 / 6 / 7 / 8 / 9

#ts4 #simblr #once again i don't know how to tag this so... #i'm just gonna use the same tags i used last year ig #2023 was apparently the year of the monster boyz #only 3 of these are not mb posts & i'm ok with that actually #ik i've said it a million times already but #i had soooo much fun doing mb stuff this year! #i'm really excited about all the stuff i have planned for the AU tbh #like. i have a list #i'm hoping................... to get the origin stories done at some point. #probably gonna do some writing here soon ish. #i've gotta make all of the side characters still & finish the character page so idk. i'll figure it out. i have a lot of ideas #i really wanna start sharing more about the story & the boys' actual personalities so that's probably what i'll focus on this next year #edit-wise i mean. like doing lore edits & stuff. idk #making cricket's was really fun so i think i'll like making stuff for everyone else too #i just have to not try to do a whole story bc then i'll lose interest. it'll be like the degenerates all over again lmao #idk why i just hate making story posts #lore posts are fine but story posts? mm no. not for me. idk how but they are different in my brain ok #n e way #i rambled. sorry. bye lol

[francy-sketches]

#got #this is about tommen but could apply to both of them here tbh. cersei's outfits arent that bad tho theyre just kinda. bland #esp s4-6 where she only wears black. s7-8 are straight up atrocious tho. specifically *that one* you know the one #what is wrong with him why is he always in brown-grey. at his own wedding too girl are you allergic to serving. wear black at least #you cant really see it here but i swear the texture on this fabric looks like a hairshirt #ig it would make sense if he started dressing like that after the whole crusty pope thing but no this is his default state #do you think he was like 'i swear i'll never be like my evil brother 😤' and that included the drip #also what's with that like. black turtleneck he's always wearing. i swear he has it in every scene #when you're holding court at 7 but have to present the new iphone at 8

[noots-wears-blue-boots]

Having an extra all fucking day fortnite day because I need to visit all my bbgs before the season ends and they leave tmrw 😭

#fortnite #montague fortnite #jonesy fortnite #i love him #i love them #im genuinely going to miss them #thanks jonesy fortnite for helping me realize my gender #you too montague #at least i'll have more things to do ig? #like my level is insane #i have nothing left to do until weekly quests for this next season start up

[mirrortouchedsea]

Day 20

Madara pulled the yarn through the final stitch and looked at his… scarf. It was an attempt and while it didn’t look awful, he could tell that his tension had been maybe too tight and there was a weird dip a few rows in, but at least it was finished. He grabbed a yarn needle and tried to weave in the tails so he could properly call it finished. 

Leo had been complaining about losing his scarf the week before and Madara had the genius idea to try and make one himself. He had tried knitting but three dropped stitches later he decided to try something else. Kuro had suggested crochet since it was much more beginner friendly, and Madara had to agree. Despite everything, at least the scarf in his hands wouldn’t fall apart if he forgot a stitch somewhere. 

It still looked like a pretty messed up rectangle though. He debated just making a second one when the door opened to the craft room and he felt someone drape themself over his shoulders. 

“Mamaaaaaaaaaaaaaa,” Leo whined. “Why are you ignoring me?” 

Madara turned his phone on and noticed a dozen missed calls and several unanswered texts from Leo. Oops. 

“Sorry Leo-san, I got distracted.” He turned to press a chaste kiss to Leo’s lips. “I tried to make you something but--” Leo’s eyes lit up and he reached for the garment in Madara’s hands. 

“Wahaha! You’re the best Mama! I love it!” Leo had already wrapped the scarf around his neck despite being indoors. “Oh I’m filled with inspiration! Do you have any paper? I need to write an Ode to Mama’s Scarf immediately!” 

Madara laughed and pulled out the notepad he had started carrying with him from his bag. Leo grabbed it and began scribbling, singing the melody as it came to him. When he was finished he tore out the page and folded it into his pocket for later. 

“Thank you, Mama. I mean it.” Madara felt a light blush on his face, a rare occurrence in their relationship. 

“Anything for you, Leo-san.” 

#shay writes #madaleo #january writing challenge #yay yippie sorry this one is late i'm so tired #though my shift actually didnt feel as long as it was... which was nice #my coworker got me the yarn for the plushie she's commissioning from me too #i need to figure out how i'm gonna do that... she wants like a pillow sized cow plush #made out of this juicy couture yarn we have at joanns rn and i completely didnt realize a ball of that #is less than 50 yards so we'll see how much i can get from that #she'll buy more if i need it this is just to get started but damn. #so yeah i'm gonna be starting that soon and whew #yeah. ig if you want to see my crochet stuff my craft blog is @crochetpiece i post enstars amigurumis sometimes #i'll get back to my bee amigurumis eventually i just ended up with two other projects that are time sensitive #to finish up. the cow plush and a wedding afghan i'm working on that's for june #weh :(

[coulsonlives]

I just had to share this video because holy shit, it hits the nail right on the head! So well spoken. This stuff needs to be circulated more, esp with the growing number of people thinking they have this because of misinformation, or just outright faking it.

#it's painful because i knew someone who personally faked this stuff (or has convinced herself she has it i can't even tell) #she had spent all her time on tiktok and i know for 100% sure that's where she got the idea. it's TRAGIC how fast things went downhill #i'm legit horrified at how many people (esp young kids of 13-14) think they have this too. or are just pretending #i've been neck deep in hardcore research (and i'm talking pubmed sciencedirect etc only) for months #and those kids definitely don't have did.. if they have trauma and are dissociating it's going to be something else like dpdr etc #the number of stupid 'you have did' answers i see for totally basic questions like 'i got dizzy what's wrong w me' is insane too #it's like googling 'muscle twitch' and then thinking you have some rare 1/billion familial cancer thing despite other obvious explanations #but worse.. in these cases the information is being fed to them. they don't have an opportunity to explore other possibilities #and the worst part is they don't even know to CHECK THE VALIDITY OF WHAT THESE PEOPLE ARE SAYING. they don't have info literacy #like i'll say this once: did is so rare that it's STILL contentious about whether it even exists #and it only happens in the most unimaginably traumatic experiences. think of the worst possible things you could do to a child #where even just thinking about it makes you uncomfortable. THAT'S the kind of trauma that leads to did. the truly evil stuff. #i'm not even gonna start on the BITE model shenanigans that are happening in the 'did' communities either #or how the people who used to be in them (and got out) always equate them to self-harming cults that celebrated not finding real answers #they got told they were 'perfect the way they were' despite having OBVIOUS psychological issues they needed help for #(it just wasn't did) #they were assured their 'did was valid no matter what'. toxic positivity ig? it just delayed their real diagnosis and ability to get help #but now you have gluts of people like in the video 'talking to themselves' and people on tumblr posting one-liners of 'alters' talking #one after the other within seconds. and i want to fcking cry because it's the same exact shit my friend did before she cut ties #the did/tourettes/ftlb stuff has literally been called a 'mass sociogenic illness' in multiple academic studies #but like qanon believers they seem to immediately discredit anyone who mentions this with 'you're just ableist' so anything you say is poo #aka you're part of the problem you're an 'ableist' so your legit info even though legit isn't valid/acceptable/real/whatever. i'm tired fam #did #dissociative identity disorder #osdd #ddnos #munchausen syndrome #mass psychogenic illness #ableism

[taecdimples]

I'm just waiting for the day Stray Kids pulls a GOT7 on JYPE...I'm calling it now...

#still processing the news about chan's room...idek where to start #yes I'm upset and disappointed #and I'm glad stays are sticking up for chan #but i also feel like we still don't know the whole story and I hope Chan doesn't get in trouble (again) for spilling the beans #I also hope stays don't take the protests and situational analysis too far because that's what started the trouble in the first place (imho) #(not ignoring bad behavior from other fandoms involved but let's admit some of us do take it too far) #I'm sure chan will still find ways to connect with the fans in the meantime (like the IG account) #but i understand that it won't be the same for stays #I'm staying for the boys and I'll cheer for them when they (hopefully) switch labels #stray kids #bang chan #rant

[vazaez]

Quick thing i did in one of the school's computers after the teacher checked my assignment 🏃

#wild kratts #kratt brothers #chris kratt #wk chris #after he checked mine (i was the second one btw) he had to go one by ond with the rest of my classmates to check their assignment too #it was more of a verbal test+ showing him in the computer the process of whatever he asked n stuff #so when he finished he walked behind my chair again and saw it and asked me if i made it lol #i said yea obv #and he was like 'but you made it right now?? after you asked me if you could draw?' and i said yea again lmao #i think he thought i had started it last week and continued it today but i msde it from scratch and that kinda surprised him ig #Idk why tho because all the teachers know i draw #but anyways #now that i think of it i left the drawing in the school computer after i copied it into my usb #so i'll just pray no one in the next groups to use the computers recognizes him because that'd be embarassing af #cuz i even put my shortened name and school year in a cortner 💀💀💀💀💀 #THAT WAS SO DUMB WHY DID I DO THAT #i'll delete it next Thursday 🚶 #ms paint #vaz art ✨✨ #vaz ms art✨✨

[letthebookbegin]

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#nothing like being in varying states of pain for a few years - sometimes less #sometimes more but always there - and being too exhausted to go to a doctor about it bc everyone around you says you just need to do yoga & #the only way ur job will accommodate is by giving u the less staffed late shift so u can go in the morning and ur so exhausted youd rather #just deal eith the pain like u already have been doing for years #to moving to a job that actually allows u to leave early for medical reasons if you can get the essentials done #then phoning the gp with hope & motivation for the first time in a long time #and being told lol no appointments left until july #i had hope for once i really did 🥲 my friend is a pt & said i might have fibromyalgia and i really really dont want it to be that bc that #means i have a chronic illness with no cure but i looked it up and just. every single symptom was a check for me #and i started thinking if i do have it ill have it whether im diagnosed or not & if i dont then thats good to know too? & psyched myself up #for the phone call and. ugh it really hit me #she said to do their online service. tried and it said no appointments available. tried nhs online. it said make an appointment with ur gp #within the next few days 🥲 back to giving up and just bearing the pain and never mentioning it bc i'll just get told it's my own fault bc #i didnt go yoga ig #just needed to rant into the void for a bit sigh #time to go back into work i guess #* #UGH I JUST GOT MY PERIOD TOO #also like. this isn't to say i do have chronic pain it could be something easily solved #and id be delighted if it was #but i hate how the people around me trivialise it like. it's not normal to have intense pain and stiffness from sitting down/standing for #the duration of one train stop ok it's not. it's not normal to feel sharp jolts of pain through my body every time i cough or sneeze. #every part of my body aches! literally from my head to my toes! they dont do toe yoga! #okay enough back into the fray

[dandyshucks]

i think the simultaneously funniest and most frustrating thing abt my brain when things like this happen is that my brain freezes up a bit and can only think of like "aw gee whiz now xyz mundane thing i had scheduled into today won't happen" like girl WHAT there is shit going down and thats what ur thinking about ???

#in emergency situations where i am able to Do Shit i actually am very good at keeping calm though #and doing what needs to be done #in general in stressful situations where im helping other ppl then im such a good person to have around dhdkdl #this came in handy at two of my past workplaces bc i would be able to just do what needed to be done quickly and efficiently #when things got Bad in those places #but shdksl when it comes to situations where I can't do anything or where i dont Know what needs to be done ... augh #then i just shut down a little bit or go numb at least and my brain automatically starts thinking abt mundane and routine things #girl there is a medical emergency happening !!! (''but we've been through this before. several times over the past few months'' says brain) #example a: i feel a little disappointed that i won't get to do crochet with mother like we had planned #example b: i want to go back to sleep even with this all going on #(i feel awful that this is what brain is thinking about rn dhdkdl but. better than incessantly worrying ig? though im doing that too...) #ah well djdlsl I'll go shower so if anything Really Bad happens then at least im clean and dressed and ready to get over to the hospital #dandy.cmd #vent // #medical tw

[princekirijo]

Anyway all that aside I finally have a solid design for my Spidersona :] it's kinda simple but I'm pretty happy with it, I think it fits the name.

#oc tag #spiderfiend #thats my spidersona lol #but ywah im excited!!! hopefully I'll get to share it with you all soon #ig it could be mistaken for a venom varient but because my powers come from a literal demon #i wanted the suit to be intimidating and have a demonic look #that is until they start talking and then you realize what a dumbass he is LMAO #im kinda running with the fact that ive been told multiple times that i was super intimidating before they got to know me #i have no idea why i am a literal beanstalk pasty as fuck 😭 i look half dead #maybe that's intimidating lmao #i hope you guys will enjoy him!!! #when i eventually get a coherent reference hehe #if anyone has questions O.O #about him or riku 😈 #im gonna design riku a spidersona too because ofc #but that will take a while because it'll be based off his thief costume and im like doing the finishing touches on that #i literally cannot stop myself from mentioning riku whenever i talk about my ocs IM SORRY not really #but yeah i dont like to be serious for too long im just here on tumblr for fun lol #its much better

[condorclaw]

The autistic urge to make my hermit designs look EXTREMELY fucking funky but hesitant for claims of them not looking enough like what people normally draw

#when I say fucking funky I just mean super fuckin odd jfjfjf like none of them are human in any way. and not even like a monster hybrid way #but like they're straight up mostly not human #for clarification: I have 3 sets of hermit designs if you count the batch referenced here #batch 1 are the ones I normally like to use in my drawings. like the ones you might've seen on the sketch post #batch 2 are way more artificial-like. like based on toys and machinery #and then even deciding what headcanon-base I wanna go off with em depends on what designs I'll use #batch 1 is closely tied with the whole 'the hermits are gods' thing as their more human-like forms but they do have large monster ones #and batch 2 is tied with more. weird shit. like they're all robots or machines or something and there's a lot of creepy science stuff there #sometimes I throw em together for kicks #and I guess this would be batch 3 which is more like. just solid weirdness? just guys but odd #it's why I'm hesitant to post stuff about batches 2 and 3 because they're just funky stuff that goes out of the norm? #I both have equal amounts of fun with them though! like I have something that ties into server resets for batch 2 #AND IT'S FUNNY BECAUSE THESE AREN'T AUS? like they're just versions with different visual design and world ideas??? #but otherwise it's all the same??? #maybe I'll talk about em some day but uuuuuh yeah people might not like em because they're too far out of the norm for non-au designs ig? #I DID NOT MEAN TO TALK THIS MUCH. I guess I just have many thoughts about em fjjfjf #maybe I'll just start making random posts about em for shits and giggles? I actually have no idea what I'm doing #I only JUST finished a layout for my batch 1 fullbody refs and now I'm thinking of more designs?? help #(guess the ref outlines can extend to batch 2 too because they mostly share the same heights and basic body structure?) #ANYWAY WELCOME TO KEGAN LAND WHERE NOTHING MAKES SENSE #my post