#idk. life would just be easier if i didnt make all these arbitrary rules and i didnt have to like. keep up with everything.

[pizzapizzadickz]

Ah~~~ what to do~~

#diary #personal #mn. i just. cant keep up with life. i cant keep on top of it. at all. #i cant just ignore everything and have fun either. #god. i wish i could just give up on everything and do the things i want. but i cant bc its wasting time #but i just waste time anyways. #and like. im not suicidal anymore so i cant use that as an escape. so now im just stuck here wasting away #idk. life would just be easier if i didnt make all these arbitrary rules and i didnt have to like. keep up with everything. #im just exhausted and idk what to do bc i cant do anything to begin with. #its so much easier when you can take a break and just. not exist or something. #idk. anything is better than this crap. im tired.

[pizzapizzadickz]

Ah~~~ what to do~~

#diary #personal #mn. i just. cant keep up with life. i cant keep on top of it. at all. #i cant just ignore everything and have fun either. #god. i wish i could just give up on everything and do the things i want. but i cant bc its wasting time #but i just waste time anyways. #and like. im not suicidal anymore so i cant use that as an escape. so now im just stuck here wasting away #idk. life would just be easier if i didnt make all these arbitrary rules and i didnt have to like. keep up with everything. #im just exhausted and idk what to do bc i cant do anything to begin with. #its so much easier when you can take a break and just. not exist or something. #idk. anything is better than this crap. im tired.