#i'm tired and sad and stressed

[sga-owns-my-soul]

reblog to give ur mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head

#i can't reblog this from everyone so this is just me giving all my mutuals a soft lil kissy on the head #if u see this #*muah* #soft lil kissy on the head #and if u don't want one u can have a head pat #or i can lovingly send soft lovey vibes your way #all options are valid #idk i just #need to spread some love today #i'm tired and sad and stressed #so i'm giving u all some love #bc i need to fill myself with more of it #love u all hope u have/are having a good day #mutuals #not stargate

[micahisaglitch]

I’m just so fucking tired

#depressing shit #tw depression #sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #sad thoughts #stressed out #i'm just so tired #mentally tired

[whos-hotter-jjba]

Hottest JoJo Character Bracket - Match 1-53

#i am INSANE about 4taro #best version of him by far imo #the turtleneck the all white outfit the stressed out and kinda over it attitude #like my type irl is obviously tired uni student how can i not be insane about him #it's a sad thing the opponent is miraschon because i'm also kind of insane about her but not like this #kujo jotaro #jotaro kujo #miraschon #jjba miraschon #diamond is unbreakable #stone ocean #jojo no kimyou na bouken #jojo's bizarre adventure #jjba #who's hotter jjba #hottest jjba character bracket

[dawnthefluffyduck]

Not May, but the semester is finally over (not officially, but with my finals schedule, I've practically got nothing left)

I'm back :D I feel god-damn awful though, so for the next few days I'll be sharing the handful of sketches and scribbles I made over the last month or so. It's not a lot, but hopefully I'll be on my feet when they're all posted and able to work on my own art again. Thank you guys for your patience and support while I was gone, it meant the world to me as I was trudging through the rest of the semester <3

#been fighting to stay awake all day #the second i got a minute to breathe i guess it just kinda hit me #every ounce of poorly repressed stress from the last five months just smacked me in the face all at once #i'll be slowly coming back on here since i don't have all of my energy back #and by that i mean i've drafted all of these posts as i made the drawings and just didn't share them #so i'm not actually gonna be making any new posts for a little bit most likely #but soon :) #alrighty time to do the aforementioned ''resting'' #or at least attempt haha #ralsei #deltarune #sad and tired as always #me rn fr

[topaztimes]

Hi this is a vent post! Continue scrolling if you'd rather not see that

#Giving time... #Still more time... #Wouldn't want to plague any previews #Maybe another filler. Just for some fun #Is this enough? #It certainly is now #Alright start: #I'm so bored. I am so incredibly; intrinsically; entirely bored. I have been taught the same thing for four years straight #'It's only four years!' that's literally a quarter of my lifetime right there. My formative years are being spent stressed and in a state / #/of constant self-loathing #I was watching a YT video and the phrase 'attention-starved STEM major' came up and I was like. Yea #What am I even working towards? The hope that my version of capitalist hell isn't as bad as everyone else's? I'm just so sick of not / #/having a stable future what with politics and normal working people becoming more and more oppressed #I don't want to work and that's not because I'm lazy. It's because my brain is recognising that there is no reward anymore #I used to have such a little spark in Yr7. I remember having things to say and wanting to share everything I've done #I still do that now; sure I do. I don't enjoy it though #I thought I liked drawing but I'm realising that all I really like is the attention. I COULD draw things I like drawing... but then I / #/ don't get attention which my mind then classifies as zero reward #I'm very tired of doing things for no credit; reward; or validation. This is becoming a theme #Then I wonder what I'm doing wrong. What part of the algorithm am I not hitting. Then I realise that I'm just not marketable in a way #God. I'm seriously breaking rn. It's not even only because of GCSEs #It's just a culmination of doing all these things to be told that I am unworthy of Having as a result. It doesn't matter if I'm smart; my / #/ parents still don't own their house and can't afford to pay for heating most days #Literally what am I doing this for #And then I realise that all of this is ALSO attention-seeking behaviour! I'm my own worst problem; I recognise exactly what's wrong with / #/ myself but the body wants what it wants. And what it wants is validation that I'm not going to get in this life #Hi guys! Maybe don't interact. That could fix me #Wean me off of needing virtual numbers just to feel something. Jesus #I can't even be happy with the things that I make for myself. Because I make nothing for myself anymore #It's just a whole sad existence of an expected 12hr+ of school every day until I get a job I guess. Then it's 12hr+ of job every day until

[candyskiez]

Love hearing my mom muttering about how stressful being my parent is and about how exhausting it is after I. Asked her if I should be worried about not being able to breathe. Jesus fucking Christ I just want to be able to rely on my parents for five minutes is that too much to fucking ask for

#candyskiez vent #im sorry me being worried about my health is so inconvenient. I'm sorry i get upset when i get injured. #god why didnt she get a fucking abortion if she hates being a parent so much #i can't ask her for Shit. anytime she admits she was a bad parent t me its repeating until i forgive her #sje makes my trauna abkut her. oh no its so sad that HER child got raped. #oh no its so sad SHE didnt stop my grandma from abusing me #oh no its so hard for HER to be guilty #i cant be upset at her because her kids being upset at her ks stressful for her. #shes not the one traumatized. #im so tired i want to fucking cry

[huskersfluffytail]

Heya buddy how are you ?

Hanging on by a thread lmao

#i desperately need sleep #i'm so tired #I have 12 missing assignments #i hate my brain #I have no motivation #I'm trying to balance writing #editing & drawing 💀 #sad violin #stressed

[fenharael]

The next 5 days are going to suck incredible ass but it will only be 5 days and then I'll be home

#when life pelts lemons at your head repeatedly #I was supposed to have fun with my friends this week :| #but now thousands of people are dying and my uncle is dead and I have to fly out of town and I have to make a last min work presentation #and AI bullshit is continuing to creep into my workplace and all these people got fired and I'm starting a higher dose of prozac and #I'm depressed and tired and frustrated and sad and angry and and and and and ans ajsnansndnsjskwjwkdksjaaaasssaaaaaahhhhhhh #I just don't care anymore I'm tired #I'm just really tired and depressed and I'm tired of trying to be positive and happy and not make people worried and not be a burden #yeah I have a therapist and I'm working on it #I'm just tired and stressed out and I have to walk my mom through her trauma and all I want is to stay home #I'm not trying to get attention and I'm fine I just need to vent bc I can't sleep

[fansids]

Welp, I've finished the season 4 special...

Anyway-

#the finale wasn't bad btw. It's just it coupled with season 4 and 3 has me tired #I'm sure a lot of people like it #I'm honestly just really tired #I think I've just fallen deeply out of love with lmk #which is sad cause it had me by a chokehold for years #I could rant but I no longer like the show enough to give such an emotional response #Season 3 was already very high stakes and emotional. Season 4 did not need to be #even if I agreed with all the decisions they made. Having 2 high stakes world ending situations with so much angst is emotionally exhaustin #what drew me to lmk to begin with was the villain of the week format it had going #low stakes episodical things with super fun and endearing characters yk #sure they could have an overarching story. I don't actually mind the LBD plot at all #but what they did to SWK... I started watching the show because I saw a clip with him in it and I loved it so much I sought it out #they've massacred my boy #and then the continued angst and stress they tossed onto Mk. I don't appreciate it #maybe I can focus on making aus instead #season 1 and 2 still hold a special place in my heart (season 1 waaayyy more than season 2) #so maybe I'll rewatch those and see if I feel anything #but as of now I think I'm done with the show #ah well

[cilantrospirit]

idk why everyone worries about the IRS hunting them down when these stupid motherfuckers take several days to respond to anything. hello?? I'm trying to give you my money? the thing you want?

#as you can probably tell. I am tired of refreshing my email ON THE 15TH like this couldn't have been done with on saturday #hi yes I have residence in one state and another address in another state. this is very common among people I know #yes my employer pays me at the address I live at while doing this job. duh #yes my ID has the address of the state I live in 60-70% of the time on it. is this not also normal. I have so much paperwork. I am one guy #it's not even complicated I just don't want to have them mail something important to the wrong address bc girl!! #anyway not bringing my laptop to fly over the ocean was apparently a mistake and I should have given myself weeks to do something #that has historically taken 40 minutes. Sad! #obviously I'm being bitchy about this because I'm genuinely stressed and obviously the people fielding these issues are overworked #but none of that should be my fault #I feel like the world's Most Documented bitch sometimes and it makes everything worse and not better somehow #meanwhile if I were the roommate who paid Any utility bill besides garbage this would also be a nonissue. pro tip? #cilantro's life

[kelbunny]

I don't get seasonal depression I get "please warm up again my anxiety will tear my head apart if I don't get to take a walk soon".

#Me:why I'm I feeling sad and stressed and tired #Also me: hasn't gotten a chance to get fresh air in several days #I know snow and seasons are important but why must it be cold and wet rip #Kelbunn's thoughts

[nettleandthorne]

took a tiny writeblr hiatus because of some health stress BUT i have still been writing and am still on track for my nanowrimo goal of 25k! thank you to everyone who tagged me in things in the meantime, i'll try to respond and tag more people soon <3

#the antibiotics anti'd my biotic too hard and fucked me up a bit #but i'm feeling marginally less stressed about it all now #the seasonal sad did not help i have been Very Tired #nettle talks

[evenstarfalls]

I MISS MY HOUSE I MISS MY FUCKING HOUSE

#looking at Zillow and Google maps trying not to cry that was my house for the first 10 years of my life #and now it doesn't even belong to the people that bought it from us. I don't know who they are!! they're nobody for all I know #like does it ever just hit you. that was my clibming tree and the big limb is gone. that was my dad's pecan tree #that was my butterfly garden and there aren't even roses there anymore #I miss my house so bad the one with the crepe myrtles in the backyard and the blue shed and the ash tree in the front that's gone now #it's not even my house anymore #this is just me rambling and being sad because it's 3 am and I'm so stressed and tired and I need to be. writing. #but I'm sad I just miss it yk even the parts where it was bad. I miss my house I want to go back

[redrocketpanda]

I'm being made redundant on the 1st June which is stressful a.f. It was made briefly less stressful by the fact that I can apply for jobs internally that have been ringfenced, but because most jobs are higher paid than mine I need to complete a personal statement + application still

So instead of preparing to go on holiday on Saturday, and prepare to meet my boyfriend's parents (who's house we're staying at) I need to try to apply for 2 jobs, one of which involves a personal statement with 15 criteria I need to respond to :'(

#needless to say I feel exceptionally grumpy and sad and tired and stressed rn #also my face feels WARM despite my hands being cold and I'm worried I'm about to get ill #pls excuse me whinging

[ionlycareaboutyou]

simultaneously Holding It Together and feeling overwhelmed by everything all the time

#i saw a friend this weekend and it helped me feel Less Alone but #coming home to an empty apartment every day is definitely taking its toll on me during this time #i'm keeping myself busy (too busy and too anxious and too stressed) with work but #i'm still overthinking everything and there are times where i get randomly sad #there are times where i'm happy too...so it's not like i'm miserable #i'm having a hard time being in groups or being super rowdy and going out like i used to with my friends #i want peace and quiet but i don't want to be totally alone #i'm just tired i guess #personal

[agnesandhilda]

crazy how birthdays exist to make you reflect on your place in the world your trajectory in life and every difficult experience you've ever had and then you at the end you get a slice of cake

#bolo speaks #this post sounds bad but this is the least sad I've been on my birthday since I was fifteen years old. I'll take the win #like I'm stressed and tired and sad about having to deal with petty shit on my Reflection Day but those are #very solvable problems! they haven't always been!