#i'm so sorry i cannot fucking stand that

[freevoidman]

Man I really do not like the white savior shit that the show is doing in regards to Ruby. Beyond the fact it doesn't work (wouldn't a lot more people be pissed at Ruby bc she caused worldwide panic that would have ensued in Grimm attacks?) the obvious racist connotations there are... egh.

#rwde #before anyone comes at me with ''ruby isn't white she's asian!'' #it doesn't change the fact that she's pasty pale with a bunch of dark-skinned people in vacuo praising her!!! #i'm so sorry i cannot fucking stand that #I could go on a whole separate rant with how the fandom treats ethnicities with canon rvvby honestly #NOT fanon you can do whatever you want with that but jesus #people want to claim rvvby is a lot more diversive than it actually is

[lloydfrontera]

if i think too long about the ending making lloyd leave the home he worked so hard to save behind along with the new found family he sacrificed his life for so he can move to a place he has no emotional connection to where he only knows two people (one of which is actually following him from the aforementioned home) in order to make him get a standard "have a wife and children" 'happy' ending i start wanting to bite people not gonna lie

#i talk a lot <3 #the greatest estate developer #lloyd frontera #it is. such a sucky ending i hate it i'm sorry i cannot stand it #i love charlotte with all my heart and i truly do like alicia #but jesus fuck that ending #the one thing lloyd wants is to have an easy relaxed life surrounded by the people he loves #and then the ending has him become the royal consort to someone we know likes to use people to their best potential #and living permanently away from his parents and all the people he came to care about #except for javier and alicia. and javier is only there because of lloyd anyway. #i just. i hate heteronormative endings so much man. #he didn't need to marry! he could've found his happy ending without having to be romantically involved with anyone!! #there's this whole thing about lloyd thinking to himself that his happy ending will be settling down with a wife and have kids #and then there is this one moment. where he talks about what he really wants. his one true wish. #and he talks about how he just wants a family. a normal family. a family that welcomes him after a day's work. a family that lives a normal #life without worrying about nothing much. he doesn't want big territories or power or an army. he just wants to have a family that loves hi #and enough to keep them safe. #AND FUCKING GUESS WHAT HE GAINS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE NOVEL #GUESS WHAT THE EMOTIONAL CORE OF THE ENTIRE THING WAS #A FAMILY. PARENTS AND A BROTHER AND A BEST FRIEND THAT CARE FOR HIM AND WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY AND HIM DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO KEEP #THEM SAFE. AND HE DOES. EVERYTHING HE DOES WAS TOO KEEP THEM SAFE AND SOUND AND HE GETS HIS WISH. #DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!! #HE DIDN'T NEED TO MARRY BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD HIS WISH. HE ALREADY HAD HIS HAPPY ENDING. I'M SO MAD KASHDKA #tged

[lyhil]

OC-tober 22 - "The All Seeing Eye of The Commander's Shadow"

Meisi belongs to @cheddargoblin

(tyvm tucking him into my pocket)

#gw2 #bweirdoctober #guild wars 2 #gw2 oc #others ocs #asura #gw2 asura #art #RRRAAAARGHHHHHH MEISI #i fucking........i'm gripping him in my fist so so so tightly #to be the mastermind helping the commander #to have that work relationship slowly erode your friendship with them #but i'll still be loyal and stand by your side and move you in the logical direction #i'll do what you cannot even if i'm starting to lose understanding of why #i cant let you go i wont bear to let you go i will keep moving you forward long after you've wanted to give up #shaking and trembling #also the fact he can see ghosts is SO COOL its so cool #SORRY i did totally just go and add an eye effect bc i thought it would suit him lmfao #i thought it would be sick if he had a cool eye effect if he ever purposely channeled or tried to seek a ghost out or smth.... #just know i'll be eagerly sitting and absorbing everything you post about him #HOPE U LIKE THIS...SORRY I GAVE HIM A FANG BC I THOUGHT IT WAS CUTE #<- tags from a week ago

[levinbolts]

I DIDN'T KNOW THIS WAS AN ACTUAL DIALOGUE OPTION IM CRYING

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #valen i cannot stand u #imagine breaking into this man's house. stealing his shit. fucking his hoes. and then you say THAT to him when you get caught oh my god #raphael u definitely deserve to beat their ass i'm so sorry im not gonna let u <3

[coquelicoq]

one important thing about work emails is that whoever you send them to can forward them to anyone else, or reply to you and copy other people. so if you're going to talk about a third party in your email, only say things you would be okay with the third party reading. because people can and will just suddenly CC brand new people on a long email chain, who will then be able to backread anything you've ever said in any of your previous responses that you were sending to only one person. word to the wise.

#i mention this because this just happened to me today BUT it was fine because i already do this #i was writing to client A and mentioned client B who has been making both of our lives harder #but because it's my policy never to trash talk one client to another client (they all know each other btw) #(and some of them are contractors for others of them) #the thing that i said about client B was not something i had to then regret a few days later #when client A for some fucking reason CC'd client B in her response to me #i worded it like 'i'm sorry this has been so hectic and last-minute. it took me a while to understand what client B wanted.' #which has the virtue of being true and also not denigrating client B in any way even though what i meant was #'client B has been so confusing in everything he has said to me that i couldn't give you any advance warning' #but i didn't SAY that. so we're golden #the thing is you will be SO tempted SO often to tell someone that something is a third party's fault #because it will often be a third party's fault!!!!! but you must resist every time. especially in writing #<-this is not universal advice bc sometimes you need to stand up for yourself or whatever. i just mean in venting situations #no venting to clients about other clients. sometimes you need to vent with them in order to build rapport and get them to see you as #an ally rather than an obstacle but you cannot vent ABOUT other people. they can do it but you can't. you have to find other things #to vent about #my posts

[collectate]

novacaine in the atlas complex or i kill myself

#the atlas paradox #fuck i am trying so hard to resist the impulse to loathe libby with every passing moment but like. i am not that strong #i'm sorry i absolutely cannot stand her #callum nova #novacaine

[hamartia-grander]

I appreciate and understand that Bg3 wants to let you romance any party member you want to, but I genuinely hate how it makes the characters come onto you even without any prior hints at romantic intent. Like I have never had Halsin in my party, I have never talked to him outside of missions, and now he's saying he wants my character. I have never flirted with Wyll but he still tried to kiss my character when we danced and was sad when I chose to turn my head. Like it's understandable for Shadowheart to want to be with me when I already kissed her and have had her in my party from the start, but it doesn't make sense for Gale to suddenly want me as a lover when I never interact with him. And it just makes me super super uncomfortable interacting with any character I'm not certain I want to romance bc it immediately turns me away when they act like they're in love with my character despite no previous romantic interaction. Idk how a game like this doesn't consider whether the playable character has even initiated anything romantic before forcing the other characters to come onto them randomly.

#Also as a lesbian when a male character says he wants to be with my character I'm instantly vomiting I'm sorry #ESPECIALLY when I literally never talk to them!!! Halsin saying he wants my character made me so fucking uncomfortable man #Also gale flirting like one of the first nights at camp. What the fuck was that. #I also cannot stand gale sorry gale lovers he has my full dislike #Bg3 #baldur's gate 3

[tvckerwash]

hmmm I'm thinking about wash's stance on the training accident and I think it would be so funny if he gave maine a lecture about it afterwards

#they have a whole moment together that essentially boils down to wash telling maine that he's should know better and that bad orders exist #and maine is genuinely sorry because he knows it was a bad call and he tells wash that #and wash replies with “I know you are but I'm not the one who you should be apologizing too.” #wash treating maine like he's a human being with thoughts and feelings instead of a mindless weapon my beloved #maine is not happy about having to apologize to york btw. idk why we all decided that maine hates york but it's so funny #maine is a man of few words and he cannot stand the fact that york is incapable of shutting the fuck up lol #rvb #red vs blue #agent maine #agent washington #mine #lina lectures wyoming later after she knows that york is going to be okay #I really like the idea of wash being beta squads field leader and when he and ct get bumped up he shares leader duties w lina #lina is probs a commissioned officer so she technically outranks wash in under regard but she's probably fresh out of the academy when shes #recruited for pfl and commissioned officers are expected to learn the ropes from enlisted nco's so I like to think that she #really values wash's opinion on stuff and she feels confident knowing that she can look to him #the other freelancers could've done the same thing but they're all kinda. you know. so wash got the position by virtue of being the only gu #who had the balls to go up to lina and make the proposition of *gasp* cooperation #i actually have a hc that when wash and ct were first moved up and were on their first mission w alpha squad #stuff was bad and wash sort of undercuts lina by giving south and maine different orders (bc they were also both previously beta squad) #and said orders ended up being the right call and carolina is kind of mad about wash ignoring her authority #so after they get debriefed wash apologizes to lina in the locker room for it bc it was not his intention to steal her thunder #and he asks if they can start over and maybe work something out #and lina accepts his apology and york is kinda balking bc the way wash words it sounds vaguely like he's asking her on a date #york gets no bitches and cannot complete with wash's earnest rizz bdhshj

[vampiresuns]

having a tav that's a Lloth-sworn life domain cleric of a noble background who before getting yeeted into the nautiloid was a sacrificial priestess (gn) during one of the cycles of Drow society and had their own altar and temple under their care, means Solune would have the most insane however many minutes they spent interacting with Minthara and I am obsessed about it. As far as I'm conceptualising it, I'm thinking of Lloth as extremely Ungoliant-like. Goddess of hunger, goddess of wanting and consumption, goddess of excess and exuberance, goddess who unmasked the hypocritical gods of starvation, guilt and purity into a society that cherishes a certain kind of clarity about the double standard they impose. For Drow are evil for their wars and their wanting and their taking, but those other people with their other gods kill, warmonger and enslave with no regard and no self-awareness, calling the indignation about receiving scraps from a bunch of silent, unrepentant gods, "guilt and shame". There is violence in denial and her Children will not suffer it.

In the season of Life, they do not sacrifice the unwilling. It is taboo. The only sacrifice that matters is the desire to be devoured and destroyed by the things you love the most.

And Solune sees Minthara and is like fucking finally, someone rational enough to get what I'm going through, that they're losing their mind that their life was taken from them and if they become this other thing, if they transform, if they do not remain Luxe Solune Mizzmyrra, Life Knife of Lloth, they're never going to be able to be reintegrated into that life. They will die away from home, from their temple, from their (first) spouse, from their mother and their siblings and there won't be the day when they too succumb to the knife, when it is time, when the day they no longer feel hunger comes.

And then the parasite gives them an in into Minthara thinking she was raised from the darkness into a FALSE GOD? One thing you do not do is steal from Lady Lloth, and oh my god, there could've been a time, a chance that existed only in ignorance, of Solune lending a hand to Minthara but this to them is unforgivable because Solune is genuinely a good friend to their friends, but if you keep peeking into whatever mindset nobility and religious authority has given them it's like realising your friend is a cesspool of "what the actual and everliving fuck", and when the knife of the morningstar priestess comes down on Minthara it won't be with love but with absolute rage, grief and disgust and I will be thinking about this for evermore. Thanks, I'm not well

#bg3 #bg: solune #minthara #i love Solune they're so fun to build with because it's like sometimes organically they will reach the same conclusion as Wyll about sth #(I did NOT expect them to get along but he is their highest approval followed by Lae'zel) #but it's someone who has such an Alien concept of society to literally everyone else in the party. Solune is (fundamentally!!!) land owning #power concentrating nobility and no matter what they do not matter what conclusion their reach this specific brand of social conservativism #and verticality informs them to their very core. however also and cannot be dismissed that bc of how I'm conceptualising Lloth #(sorry but to write a vertical society that just brutalises itself what is this? western europe? fuck off) #Solune is by some contradiction one of the most You Do You people possible. but like. to a weird extreme and a wouldn't thou like to live #deliciously manner. oh you want to be FREE from your past then BE IT. oh you want to find your place in the world? then let that place #consume you and change you forever until the day there is no more than hungers in you and you can truly say you have lived #terrible enabling force but also extreme nurturing capacity #and above all they want that life back and sympathise with those feelings so well #but if there is one thing they cannot stand and that they will maim you on the spot about is heresy against lloth because you were not give #the gift of unmasking the hypocrisy of the gods of the above to waste yourself turning your back against the underdark jewels of Drow citie #there where the darkness does not mean shadows but the glimmering light of jewels. what do you mean some people live unfair lives? #well have they thought living better??? #i'm obsessed with Solune and whatever the fuck is wrong with them (it's money. it's having money)

[cooking-with-hailstones]

I feel fucking nauseous all the time. How the FUCK is anyone still saying that this is justified?? Like I personally know multiple people who think that what Israel is doing is fine and good and they should do it even harder!! What the FUCK.

#so many people i have absolutely no respect for anymore #so many people that I'm just like wow cool #so i just saw a video of a little girl maybe like 5 years old #and her entire torso was blown open #just ripped to pieces #and her father was cradling her and weeping #AND HOLDING UP HER MANGLED CORPSE FOR US TO SEE #like #I'm sorry #but that's something that's permanently seared into my consciousness for the rest of my life! #i saw men carrying a burned and broken body in a carpet #the man filming stopped when the head rolled out #but not before we all saw it fall to the ground with a sickening thunk #i just #i fucking can't #like how can you see this and be like yeah they should do this more #this is actually fine and good #if you are still standing with Israel #i cannot and will not ever understand you #your support is letting this state massacre children without apology #you have blood on your hands and a hole where your heart should be #Palestine

[pinolitas]

Orville peck on tour but if I've learned anything about gays and this specific venue it's that I am not gonna see SHIT

#have I told the crj story?? I'm gonna tell it again #my friends who said they'd go canceled on me #and I got high as shit cus I was going alone #and the edible immediately won I had to get off the bus and get a donut so I could stop breathing on manual #I was already late to the show #I missed the opener #and I love empress of #anyways I get there and it's just tall white men as far as the eye can see #I've literally never seen this venue so packed people standing all the way up against the bar #and this is the largest non stadium venue #I start chugging waters cus I cannot let this edible beat my ass like this #I am wearing a mock neck idk why I wanted to be stylish #she finally plays call me maybe and like a fraction of people leave but it's not enough I still cannot see shit #I cannot see the stage at ALLL #she plays my fav song and decide I'm leaving #no signal in this bitch so I have to walk all the way outside to call my friend to pick me up #it's so fucking cold and all I got is a denim jacket and my friend is like 20 minutes out so I just walk west while she drives north #I guess that's the edn of the story it might have been lightly raining but I think it only rained the way there #I spent like 30 minutes at that concert max cus I got so fucking paranoid with that edible #sorry guysss I am not a sativa girl that shit scares mee

[cashmere-caveman]

when seon-ho had bang-won's horse put down bc bang-won was being a dick that was foreplay actually

#sorry waiting for my friend to teleparty tteotm w me so u get shitposts in the meantime #my country: the new age #i'm not a huge bang-won fan myself but i cannot deny that whatever hateful little mlm hostility he and seon-ho have got #is highly entertaining #hwi has two boyfriends he both loves very much and they just cannot fucking stand each other #made worse by the way they're intentional parallels and how each hopes hwi likes them more #and bang-won thinks he has the upper hand for a while but thats only bc he isn't moving directly against seon-ho #bc as hui-jae alr knows. hwi does have priorities. they only become apparent under genuine duress but. he Does play favourites #mctna

[2-wuv]

hey y'know that one picture of suggestion w the fuckign. Big beady eyes and smile. was that ever Used at some point or ?? why does it exist

#pk;m conceptualization🔵 #sorry i cannot stand his ass fr and that picture is horrifying. worst thing I've ever experienced with My eyes #I'll find the pciture later if people don't know what I'm talking about #cannot fucking stand the guy at All he's not even a Cocomelon to me. he's worse I think #that's SO MEAN but i had the sentence 'he's not even a Cocomelon to me' in my head I had to say it . it's fine he'd understand

[andromeda3116]

boy i love getting tipsy and then drunk and gushing about my special interest to people who cannot possibly care about this even half as much as i do and being deeply annoying and embarrassing myself and wanting to crawl into a hole once the harsh light of sobriety hits

#like i cannot stress enough that i want to die right now #it's not a physical hangover it's a mental hangover. a ''why am i incapable of shutting the fuck up'' hangover. #i become so deeply annoying when drunk that i should not be allowed to use my phone #i turn into the goddamned boom de yada commercial and inflict it on everyone in range #like i go off about the discworld series a LOT #one time at a party i cornered two guys who had no science background and tried to explain how avogadro's number was found #i gush about fullmetal alchemist or the story structure of everything everywhere all at once #i cry over interstellar or the cosmos series #my friends and family back home all already know this and give me their ''sure thing sarah now let's get you to bed'' looks #too few people here have been exposed to this to yet know how to stop it #eta: i should also stress that when i discovered that said guys did not know what vsepr theory was my reaction was not to stop #it was to get a piece of paper and start explaining lewis dot structures #eta again: you know after considering this long-standing history of doing this i feel paradoxically less embarrassed #like it will be very funny to explain the avogadro's number story and all the things i have done this about #like look i'm sorry i hit you with my special interest gushing but i have done this many times before to many people #the ''drunk!sarah highbeams of random essays and lectures'' is well-established and tbh kind of a rite of passage at this point

[irisbaggins]

Trying to trouble-shoot a customer over a phone is always an exercise in "stick to Norwegian you gremlin" for me. I so badly want to use English lingo for things, but my poor customers barely understand what I'm saying in Norwegian, let alone English! The amount of times I end up apologising because my explanations are shit are numerous, and most of the time my customers are really nice about it.

Although, I do loathe having to trouble-shoot networking over the phone. It's a pain in the ass, and it's difficult to find the problem when there are so many moving parts to a network.

At least the customer and I can joke around a little and make the process more pleasant for the both of us. Especially when the problem may have been a wonky cable, and not something much more expensive that must be replaced.

#text_loke #he was really nice to me. we were talking SO LONG and i had to use hand signals to my coworker so he could take the physical customers #because i was on the phone. and for some reasons customers see me standing there with a headset on and assume i am therefore free #no!! i am on the phone!! i cannot talk to you ma'am please stop attempting to converse with me!! #some are nice about it. others get bitchy. like SORRY i have one ear on the phone i CANNOT listen to two people at once!! #anyway. hope it was the cable that was fucked! we would of course fix whatever issue it was if it ISN'T #but it's soooo much easier for him for it to be just the cable he made himself. 'cos fuck homemade cat6 cables #(which i say as someone who has made SEVERAL and hates the process furiously) #also. shoutout to the customer who gave me 10/10 and said we were COOL PEOPLE in all caps :) #made my day that. like thank you!! i do my best to give the best customer service!! #and i only had ONE person call me today to be a glorified website :) usually it's at least three people :) #like we have a click and collect for a reason. i am NOT that. i can trouble shoot and help fix. i am not a website #also. why am i cursed. why am i cursed to be swarmed by people when i'm alone?? #at least at my current workplace i am not harassed for being on my own. people are actually nice #they don't go ballistic on me when it takes me a but to get to them due to the tasks i am made to do #i don't get yelled at every shift. which is lovely :) #anyway. time for sleeps because i must write 3k tomorrow for my exam. rip

[dykekakashi]

jndfjkvndjkvnkjdnvjkdnvkd I SHOULD HAVE GOTTEN A CAT. kms

#i'm going to throw up honestly #like genuinely i cannot stand this it is so fucking stressful #my family is like you just HAVE to do it he will get used to it #but every single thing i read online is like. TO DEAL WITH SEPARATION ANXIETY U MUST NEVER LEAVE UR DOG ALONE for more than 5-10 seconds un #until u incresase that threshold which is. insane to me. #it's evil but no wonder so many dogs are given up to shelters and put down every year #like i'm sorry but THIS IS NOT IT there HAS to be some other way #also how are doggy daycares as expensive as literal daycares for actual children