#i’m actually going to start yelling

[hurt-you]

guys i’m not doing ok

#i’m actually going to start yelling #he looks SO pretty with the purple. and he’s a UNIT in the sweater like ok king we get it you’ve been working out #and the chains leather pants boots really just. reminding me that he CAN dress #absolutely breathtaking #chris motionless #miw #motionless in white #she speaks

[rozugold]

Wait, what happened? I can't watch streams nor vods so I'm a bit lost here--

In her last stream Shubble talked in depth about an abusive ex. She did not say any specific names but based off the behaviors and tidbits she mentioned about that person has ME thinking of a specific name. I won’t say who because I’m not trying to start shit and spread rumors, You’ll have to watch the vod and come to your own conclusion.

What matters right now though is Shubble. Please send her lots of love and support. She deserves the world

#rozu asks #anonymous #I don’t think it’s wise to start pointing fingers #my brain is an overthinking mess and I needed to yell somewhere #so I might actually go delete that sorry #I’m freaking out and assuming things but I don’t want others to do the same

[heyitsphoenixx]

my mother was genuinely trying to make the argument that people do not fundamentally care about each other’s stories and only care in the ways they can relate their stories to their own experiences and therefore no one should ever try to make new plot lines or share their stories bc it’s all been told before and the only point to you sharing your story is for your own therapy bc no one actually cares and humans aren’t actually pack animals but lone wolves and we keep saying we want to change the world and we could so easily overthrow people in power but bc no one actually cares about each other we don’t do it and just give up. I have never been more certain in my whole life that I am right in saying she could not be more wrong. for the love of god please just share an orange with someone

#this is the same woman who will start yelling at the tv if she can follow the plot that’s coming within the first five mins #and has said before she hates people talking to her and doesn’t care what anyone has to say #like of fucking course you think that!!!! but not everyone has the same brain rot as you!!!! #and if you actually think that’s true in all your fifty years of wisdom from living #then be the fucking exception!!!!! care!!!!!! about something or someone!!!!! #jesus fuck!!!!! #I tried to argue but she gave me a look that was like #‘uh huh but I’m so much older than you I’ve Seen The World I Know better’ #like. the length of your life does not make you more correct than me by default #sorry I’m ranting I’m just like. jfc then fucking care!!!!! do something instead of wallowing in self pity #and saying that you’re just ‘noticing the truth’ instead of being a martyr #anyway. #go hug somebody. lay in the grass in the sun

[voilaammayi]

I FUCKING KNEW IT. I FUCKING KNEW IT WE WERE ABOUT TO GET A SHERLOCK’S BIRTHDAY EPISODE. I’VE LITERALLY POSTED ABOUT IT YESTERDAY I’M A FUCKING GENIUS

#sherlock and co #please excuse me #I’m deeply sorry for my behavior #I’m just SO EXCITED #I’ve made a post LITERALLY YESTERDAY wondering if the next episode will contain sherlock’s birthday #considering bbc!sherlock was born on 6th of January I think #I actually started screaming when sherlock said it’s his birthday #and just went on Tumblr in a speed of light to yell to you guys #and normally I wait till the end of episode before checking Tumblr to avoid spoilers #oh fuck me what is this podcast even doing to me I’m going insane #john watson #sherlock #sherlock holmes #goalhanger podcasts #goalhanger

[goldensunset]

top ten dudes with father issues

#ilysm boy your story was genuinely so well written i can’t wait for the replay so i can point and yell FORESHADOWING at everything #arven #pokémon arven #arven pokémon #trainer arven #pokémon #pokémon violet #pokémon scarlet and violet #there are so many ways to tag this stupid game there are a thousand variables please send help #scarlet/violet #pokémon scarlet/violet #pokémon scarvio #i give up i’m gonna hit tag limit if i actually go for every single one #OOUHGGGGH i love. i love the boy #not gonna talk about the plot here bc i don’t feel like having to tag this one as spoilers too #please simply enjoy this chest-up portrait of arven looking mildly angry. no spoiler content needed #my art #maybe i should start tagging my own original pokémon posts like i do for kh and twewy tbh… #might make my life easier

[random0lover]

I hate men and their need to act like any emotional reactions you have while you’re on your period is just you being “hormonal” and “not yourself”

(Rant in tags)

#like sorry I’m actually defending myself rather than just letting you talk shit about me directly infront of me?? #when I’m on my period I tend to show more of my real emotions rather than what people want to see so yeah #but the conversation I was having with my brother was fine- I wasn’t talking to him in any way #he asked me about the monster that I had because like an hour or two ago he asked me not to throw it away since it’s one with the cod #qr code thing on it and he asked me if I threw it away and I said “no it’s not empty right now it’s infront of the microwave” and right #after my dad jumps in saying nobody needs to take offense to how I’m talking or how I’m being? when I didn’t say anything in any way? like #my brother didn’t even have the time to respond to me before he jumped in and started indirectly talking shit #I’m so done right now- all he’s done the last few days is nit pick at me about stupid shit like yesterday we missed the our bus stop and we #get off and this man starts yelling at me that now he doesn’t get to eat (mind you he never explicitly said he wanted to get off at that #stop I thought we were just going directly home)- he constantly says shit on purpose to get a rise out of me and now for some reason my #brother (the one that is 17) has been budding in and telling me to stfu and all this shit and my dad feeds off it and uses it as more of a #reason to justify how he’s treating me and it’s just so upsetting cause he does know I’m in a more vulnerable time right now since my period #is always really difficult anyways really sorry for the rant don’t have any friends I can talk to irl about any of this so to the internet #it goes 🙃 #random0lover emotional dumps #random0lover rambling ♡

[jeanmoreauss]

jfc i hate my mother

#my alarm doesn’t go off and i’m already stressed and trying to get ready #and she starts screaming at me to get in the car and we have to go right now when i’m literally in the middle of getting dressed #like um actually i cant just leave in a bra that’s a problem #and then she insists she’s trying to help me and so i told her ill fucking walk cause her yelling is the opposite of helpful #personal.txt

[anachronistic-falsehood]

beating back all these trigun fic ideas with a comically large stick

#whiskey yelling into the void #I DON’T HAVE TIME FOR ALL OF THEM!!!!! #ok ok. my post trimax fic i think might be like 10-20 chapters at most and idk if i’ll even finish he psot 98 fic tbh #i’m at ch 2 for the 98 one and i am losing steam already #part of me rly rly wants to go full steam ahead with the trimax fic but idk how far i’ll actually get??? bc i’m already hitting a block #and i’m still on ch 1 #but also what if i wrote a modern day college au. what then #or a trigun polycule road trip fic that’s bene occupying my brain for the past day #shaking my brain MAKE UP YOUR MIND!!!!! #i’ll just focus on dreamstuck until i can decide what trigun fic to put my whole chest into #bc i already know i cannot start and finish all of them i will give up and lose interest eventually on a good chunk of them

[hellonoblesky]

My prediction for this weekend is that we will be Pulling up to the Mom’s Side Of The Family party (which my mom is unable to attend bc she’s SICK) and I am very visibly the most unhinged there. I then get questioned relentlessly by my extended family who all live in rural upstate ny about my identity before making my cousins take me to find deer shed while I talk obsessively about Hannibal

#turtledove yells into the abyss #I’m actually rlly sad my mom can’t make it to the party #We literally arranged to go to dinner in her hometown tmmr :( #Like it’s still great to be back here but :( #Also this is the first time I’ve resolved that fuck it I know I’ve got queerphobic family members but I DONT CARE #They can be shitty to me all they want they don’t have much time left on this planet they’re OLD. I’m NOT. And also I’m crazier than them #If they pull shit I’ll just start talking about the romance of cannibalism. Fuck are they gonna do? Stop me?

[bymcr]

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#wdl #this is the last yelling into the void #i have insomnia - most of the time i don’t need to take sleeping pills but when the exhuastion starts to impact me i need to #i don’t like to take pills bc i won’t wake up in the morning and i also will wake up in the middle of the night and have no memory #an issue has been me ordering things online and having no memory of it #specifically ordering vinyl #so i made the comment of maybe i should write in my phone what vinyl im ordering to strengthen the memory #that way maybe it’ll be less likely i order the same pressing while asleep #and someone made the comment ‘discogs exists’ #and it just made me very annoyed and i can’t even properly say why #like it seemed so fucking dismissive #why? i can’t tell you #do i think discogs is a solution? #no the online catalog honestly sucks and if i were to try to go on discogs asleep / in that mindset i will 100% buy more #it just seemed like it didn’t take into consideration the actual problem at all #but this could be very well bc i’m sensitive about the topic

[yuribalisms]

Okay aaaand someone stole my sandwich from the break room fridge I really am just gonna fucking lose it

#I can feel a scream sobbing mental breakdown coming on but I need it to hold off until about 11 pm #after I’ve gotten off and gone to an atm to get cash for laundry #once I’m in my apartment I can start screaming while I clean up a week’s worth of dishes and trash #so help me god if I go to the dmv tomorrow with every piece of paper work the dealership gave me AND their website pulled up saying what #documents I need as proof I have the right shit and they’re still difficult #I might actually finally well and truly snap and do something that ends with me having an arrest warrant #but ya know #I’m fine #just trying not to lose it and start yelling at some random coworker for daring to chat with me rn #kaz rambles

[just-rogi]

I’m moving out in five weeks and last night I snapped at my roommate who had been a dick to me all year (for something reasonable and justifiable) and ik I shouldn’t feel bad but I totally do lol

All year has been the oppression Olympics any time any of us is upset about anything and like.. I reminded him last night that he isn’t the only minority in the apartment and he was pissed

#for context he is a white gay trans man #so I’m not in any way denying that his life is objectively difficult and that there are obstacles that none of us can relate to #but oh my GOD it’s frustrating when any of us are upset about something and he brings up transphobia #like actually- no- you don’t understand what it’s like to be yelled at on the bus by a racist and then feel fear when he follows you off #when the school shooting happened this year I was crying (BECAUSE IM A PUBLIC SCHOOL EDUCATOR) and he started telling me how I was playing #the victim when the real victim was trans people and how I don’t have anything to be afraid of unlike the trans people who are going #to have this spun as a story about how they are all violent bc of T #like.. my brother… kids in my district have died to gun violence THIS YEAR #I had a kid go missing for a week due to gang violence and cried about it #yeah teachers are allowed to be scared and cry over a school shooting even if it was a trans guy who did it #every time I talk about Taylor swift he tells me to shut the fuck up because I’m annoying but he will talk about punk music for literal hour #he makes fun of anything traditionally feminine and I understand a lot of that is his own struggle with gender dysphoria but… c’mon man #anyway last night we were joking about all moving to Idaho bc we were looking at Idaho rent and it’s like $3.50 for a five bedroom house lol #and he butts in- unprompted- that he couldn’t move there because he would have no rights… #like .. ok?? we were joking obviously #but I was being a bitch and said “yeah none of us would except for (cis white male roomate who thought it was funny) #in reference to roe v wade getting overturned #he gets so many any time anyone brings up roe v wade as an example of rights and bodily autonomy being stripped away #and gets mad when any of the cis female roomates talk about it as if it’s not a legitimate concern #oh he’s fine talking all the time about all the states he can’t live in because he’s trans but the second a cis girl reminds him that #we are also losing bodily autonomy he gets angry and insists it’s not the same #you’re right - it’s not the same- but dude you aren’t the only one who has to fear for your rights being removed!!! #like bruh how are you going to look at a mixed race lesbian woman and say I don’t understand oppression #he also gets really pissy when we talk about alcoholism because his father was an alcoholic…. THREE of us had alcoholic fathers who either #died or left or became so physically inept due to alcoholism that they can’t form a complete sentence or thought #but HE gets to be the arbitrator on dad trauma for reasons I guess??? #ugh idk it’s just so frustrating #idk idk I’m just frustrated

[hey-op-just-kill-me]

…

#hi I’m going to complain for a quick second #so my parents have not contributed a fucking cent to my higher edumacation besides maybe three train tickets #I have paid two semesters so far by my self and with my grandmother giving me some money to help for transportation but that’s legit it #like my parents haven’t financially helped me at all okay #so my dad was going to do taxes today and he told me to print out the college tax thing and I got angry at him #because fuck you use me as a discount when you start to actually help me out at all #so we’re yelling at each other and he’s like oh isn’t there a parent account I can log into and I explain that no it’s fucking college #you do not have a day at all #he does not like this because he really likes being in control of shit #but it’s funny because for the first 16 years of my life he couldn’t give a shit less about my education last two years of HS he tries #to give unhelpful advice that just led to more stress (as in I got a 90 on a test and he’d ask why it wasn’t 100) #so we’re yelling at each other and my sister says to just ignore it because someone might aswell clame it for taxes instead of the state #and yeah sure fine but at least provide some support for me. or fucking tell me you’re proud of me that’s it that’s all I want #the only thing he has given me for school was a fucking BC tee shirt off of Amazon… that’s it #so now we are just fucking avoiding each other and it’s fucking awkward but my mom is treating it like I’m the bad guy here because #I’m angry they told me I had to go to college and now they won’t help me #like I understand that a lot of people don’t have their parents support to pay for college and they do drive me to the train station but #it’s just rude. and I can’t even talk to him about it because oh no big man feelings get hurt when $ is a topic but like grow the fuck up

[bulletsfrank]

my ipod is too old to open twitter. it’s honestly a win

#i haven’t been going on there lately because of paranoia #like it’s bad here but on twitter i can’t post anything without deleting it in a fit of anxiety later #anything that’s not just random memes or kpop pics i mean #but tbh why would i want to ! i need to start actually using my circle to post #cuz i am terrified of being yelled at on there #a.c.e i’m sorry your fans are so terrible and created a legit traumatizing online space for YEARS lmao..

[rahabs]

Honestly though some of the things people consider “racism” these days like… Some of you need to go outside and touch some grass. Not every offensive comment is racism, and not every comment that offends you is racism. I’m not saying feelings aren’t valid in their own way but it’s important to remember that just because you feel a certain way or you’re upset or offended doesn’t actually mean you’re right about something or that whatever upset you is therefore inherently offensive/racist/etc.

#It’s actually wild to me? #And tbh cheapens actual racism. #People want to be victims so bad because they think it shields them from criticism but it doesn’t! #And I’m tired of people saying ‘that’s racist’ to things that aren’t racist and everyone because afraid to call that behaviour out. #*everyone being #Feelings are valid but just because you feel a certain way doesn’t mean you’re right and we’ve forgotten. #Actually I’m going to put that in the body of the post. #And like. I am saying this as a native woman who has experienced genuine racism. #Not just ‘wah my feelings are hurt’ but called a Squaw to my face/etc. #I’ve sat down at dinners and have had people (who thought I was Middle Eastern) just spew the most hateful stuff about natives thinking #*I’m another ethnicity. #Some of you are just so perpetually defensive though that you take everything as an attack. #That’s not cute and I’m over people defending it. #For the record I’ve also experienced genuine racism from people thinking I’m Arab/Muslim. #I put a scarf over my hair to protect it from a snowstorm for a recital once #And a man started screaming at me for being a ‘raghead’. #Another time a man in Dublin yelled at my mum and I and called us ‘f*cking Cambodians’ and told us to ‘get out of my country’ #(Note that NEITHER of us look REMOTELY Cambodian even though we are obviously not white.) #So I know what racism is. #But not every mean thing someone says to me is racism. #I also don’t thinking asking someone their background is inherently racist. #It’s natural to be curious and I know I present incredibly ambiguous. #I just! I think people just want to be offended.

[cheeseandcake-from-ao3]

To be fair, Atgas shouldn't be rooted. She's just plain scary and horrible in the end. Odio needed a sinister counterpart, I mean Oscar by jel was made to refer the Gynophobia. A sinister implication of Oersted's thoughts on women after... you know.

Oh, yeah, Atgas is a terrifying villain. Just. Terrifying.

(But yes, a well made villain. Because terror.)

Me, perhaps a fool: Ah yes, Gynophobia is named after the fear of women due to Oersted’s fears that Alicia will not forgive him for the whole “I murdered your father and Uranus had to remind me to get you” thing. And later the whole trauma of watching Alicia Do That.

#live a live #ask #anonymous #anotherhobbywriter #Demon Alicia #Demon Alethea #I have two headcanons that probably go agaist fandom with Oersted #The first is just that Gynophobia is just Plain Fear #And not Oersted being… yeah #The Second is that Saint Alicia is just an attack #and not. you know. Alicia’s soul. #Mainly because if it’s Alicia’s soul I’ll start theorising about what his Lv 16 attack would be #but also because if that’s actually Alicia’s soul then I feel like more of the protagonists should yell at Odio like Akira did #…aaaannnnnddddd now I’m starting to feel that in general. Whoops what have I done-