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A friendly night, right... (Part 1/? )

A kidge fanfic!

TW for this chapter:

-Language

Canon universe, episode 1 season 8.

A/N: I tried to correct my mistakes but, if you see some, tell me!! ( English is not my first language, btw🥲)

-plans

The last day on earth. It was the last day on earth and Keith was still alone, on the top of the black lion.

It wasn’t bothering him that much, he liked to be alone… But, now that he had friends, he would have prefered to spend his time with them, maybe…

And everyone Had something to do tonight… I mean, that’s what he thought...

Keith POV:

I was sat on the top of the black lion, and I had already planned my evening:

watch the sunset, go back home,eat, sleep. Big plans. And I was ok with it, totally...

As the sun was almost gone, I heard gruntings and a voice comming closer to me: It was Lance…

I sighed. Didn’t he had plans for tonight? Other than breaking my OWN plan?

«Man! You can be a very hard guy to find when you want to!»

You know what happened next… Let me just skip this to tell you the part that you don’t know:

Lance and I were still sat on the top of the black lion, silent. He then turned towards me:

«Enough about my date, now! Tell me more about your sentimental life! And don’t lie to me, I can tell when you lie. So, do you have a girl on your mind lately? A guy?»

I blushed «What?! NO!»

«You’re LYYYINNNG! Just tell me already! I don’t see why you would be ashamed, Im Lancey! A pro!»

«A pro» I questionned, raising an eyebrow.

«Yeah! Just trust me!»

« You can be the pro of whatever you want, I’ll never tell you, lance»

«HO! So you’re admitting that you DO have someone in mind!»

I blushed harder « What?! No I-

«Yes you do! Tell me about that person!»

«I… It’s stupid, really, can we change the subject?»

«NOPE, You’re not getting rid of me that easily! Now speek, mullet!»

« I told you, It’s stupid...»

« Take that back! Love is not stupid!»

«In that case, It is, really, just let it go Lance.»

« Why would it be so stupid! Look Keith, I think you are overthinking it… Is is it like, the first time that you like someone?»

I looked back at the sunset, «Pretty much, yes. This is the worse feeling ever and I want to end this as fast as I can...»

Lance gasped at my words «YOU.TAKE. THAT.BACK. I get that you feel overwelmed but I don’t get why you feel like it is SOOOO bad!»

I frowned and clunched my fists, «BECAUSE. She’ll never like me back, that’s why.»

Lance stayed silent.

Then he spoke:

«How can you be so sure?..»

«She is perfect. She is smart, pretty, fun, coreageous and SO DAMN charismatic… I could go on for houres about what is perfect about her, really. Why would she even want me?...»

Lance frowned at me « I can’t let you say that! You are the black paladin, and that for a reason! And I hate to admit that but, I heard that some girls were thinking you were looking good… ( after me, of course).»

«Doesn’t matter what other girls think! She is one of a kind, really… And trust me, she might never give a shit about the fact that im the black paladin.»

Lance looked pissed; «What kind of girl would redject a PALADIN of Voltron! Wait, is it Acxa?! I saw the way you looked at her the other day!»

« Acxa?! NO!» I yelled as I was saking my head quick allong with my hands. Im not saying that Acxa is not nice looking or anything, She is just not the one that caught my eyes… And not my type.

Lance noded, surprisingly, he trusted me. Wait, can he really tell when I lie?…

Lance spoke again: «Ok, so… If it’s not Acxa… why would that girl not care that you are a paladin… The only way I see is that she is herself a- WAIT.»

I turned my gaze away as I blushed. I knew he had guessed by now.

« We have two girls in the team and even tho im pretty sure you are going to answer no ( you better), Is it Allura?»

«Are you fucking serious, Lance?» I slaped my forehead.

«OK, OK, get it! So… Pidge, right?»

I remained silent for a while before to speak again: «I told you it was stupid… Just, forget that, I don’t need you to tell me things I already know.»

«So you’re just… Giving up? That’s weird from you… Well actually, not, you like running away from your feelings, right?»

I raised an eyebrow, «What do you mean?»

« You ALWAYS try to keep your feelings away… The only emotion you have is anger, man. I mean, you sure grew and started to accept your feelings but huh, Im not sure that just… Runing away from your feelings for her will work forever. Love is a strong feeling that you can’t just wippe away. Trust me, many gyals redjected me and even if I was telling people that I was not feeling anything for them anymore, it wasn’t true. Well, It wasn’t true before I met Allura. Now, these girls doesn’t worth anything next to Allura. The fact is, Man, stop hurting yourself like that… AND STOP THINKING YOU DON’T WORTH ANYTHING! It’s not true and im sure Pidge knows that. She really likes you, I can tell. Now, get your ass out of here and fucking go get her!»

I sighed «Thanks but no. I have many reasons to not go.»

Lance raised an eyebrow: « Liiiiike?»

I blinked twice before to think of an answer, « Well… I don’t want to break our friendship...»

«WOW, that’s true, you do have a lot of reasons to NOT tell her...» Lance sarcastically said.

«Shut up. It’s still a good reason. As I said, she deserves better.»

«Better then the black paladin? Who even are you to decide what she deserves? I really don’t think she cares.»

«Sure, ok. But I know that she is better than me in every way. She should have a man that can be good enough, don’t you get it?»

«Are you done saying shit? Good, then no more talking and you take her out tonight. Before you start arguing, No, she doesn’t have anything planed tonight. She had her last family dinner on earth yesterday because her parents are working on the Atlas tonight and Yes, she is at the garrison right now. I won't let you give up on your first love when she is as amazing as Pidge.»

I panicked, «BUT-

«TSSSSSSS, No buts. Doesn’t need to be a date or something that brings you as a couple at the end of the day! Just, play it friendly for now, that’s how it alll starts. More you’ll spend time with her and make her feel confortable around you, more she’d want to be aroud and THEN, something can be possible.»

I stayed silent, increduly staring at him. «Just a friendly night?»

«Yeah, I know you want to spend time with her… just go ahead and stop running away! And who knows, maybe she likes your mullet!»

Maybe, for once, Lance was right…. Well, I don't know for the mullet part. I guess I hope she likes it but anyways... «But, what am I even supposed to do during a friendly night?...»

«… Friendly stuffs?»

«Like?»

Lance sighed, «Just Invite her to hang out and huh, I don’t know… eat? She is pretty simple, she hates fancy stuffs… Just take the black lion in the desert and order pizzas...»

«I guess I can do that… But, huh… I don’t really know how to ask, I’ve never done that before.»

Lance stared at me with a desperate gaze: «You know, you just ask?...»

«… But how?...»

«FINE, I’ll go with you! But then I’ve got to go get ready for my own plans, so we’re going now.»

«Wait- NOW?» I said as the anxiety started to grow.

«Yes, Come now, I know where she is, last time I saw her, She was with the girls in the comon room.» Lance got up.

I froze, «Girls?.. Wait who?! Are you telling me that I’ll have to ask her in front of OTHER PEOPLE?! Im not doing that!»

«HO PLEASE, what if there are some people?! At least that’ll give Nadia some new gosips...»

«Im repeating myself here but: IM NOT DOING THAT!»

«You really are getting on my nerves but ok, fine, just come and we’ll ask her for a private talk. Does that sound good to you or are you still going to play the baby here?»

« LET’S JUST GO.» I got up to join Lance.

We went back inside the Garrison and at every steps, I felt the anxiety grow,

Hell, what am I even doing! I thought I wanted to move on…

My thoughts got cut by Lance stopping in front of me and some laughings comming from a nearby room. I heard Romelle, Allura, Nadia, Ina and P-… Katie. I don’t even know, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CALL HER NOW?! Guess I’ll stick with Pidge for now…

Lance turned toward me with a serious look, I could tell that I was getting on his nerves but He is the one wanting me to do that so he is obviously getting himself mad on his own here…

«Ok, We’re walking in there, we take Pidge to the side and you ask her, alright?»

«I Guess...» I looked to the side.

«Good, let’s go»

We both walked in, getting all of our eyes on us. That got me very unconfortable, especialy when I saw her eyes on me. Damn. I forgot how these eyes could kill me just at the sight of it… I shivered as we waked towards the girls.

«Hello laydies, how is your evening going?» Lance said in a flirty tone as he gazed at Allura.

Lance talked to the girls for a while before he came to the main topic: «SO! I’d like to tchat with you longer but I’ve got things to do… Anyways, My bro Keith and I did came here for a reason! Pidge, Keith here wanted to talk to you, in private.»

Great… Now, everyone had their eyes on me and I bet they all knew what I was planing…

At this moment, I wanted to kill Lance for saying «Keith wanted to talk to you» and nor m«We wanted to talk to you» This feels SO suspect!

«HO, huh, sure» Pidge said with a slight blush. I think it was mostly because everyone was now staring at her.

«Then let’s go!» Lance started to walk out and we both followed him.

Once we were out of the room, the three of us faced each other:

«Ok then, Keith, go ahead!»

I took a deep breath and spoke up :

«So, huh, I… Do you have some plans for tonight? Because, I don’t know, I have nothing to do tonight and I thought we could hang out? NOT A DATE, It’s a friendly night! You know, a night between friends in which we do friend’s things! But if you don’t want to it’s o-

Lance placed his hand in front of my mouth.

(Lance, if you read this, thank you for stopping me, I panicked)

«What this handsome guy is trying to tell you, Pidge, is that he wants to spend his last night on earth with you if you don’t have anything planed. You know, order something and talk together on the top of the black lion?»

Pidge was now a blushing mess, just like I was.

«I have nothing planed tonight… So yes, sounds fun. I’d love to, Keith.»

I was about to answer shits again but Lance saved the day, AGAIN:

«Great! Well, you’ll exuse us, we have things to do! He’ll come and get you in that same room at 6pm, sounds good to you, Pidgey?»

«Sure, yeah, Ok.»

«GREAT, GREAT, GREAT! Then bye now»

I took a last glance at her before Lance pulled me away, letting her standing alone, in the hallway. I saw how she was questionning me with her azel eyes, without saying a word…

Lance grabed my shoulders and looked at me, firmely :

«WHAT WAS THAT?!» He screemed in a whisper.

«I panicked, ok?! Now it’s done, can we move on?!»

He sighed, «Ok, how are going to get dressed tonight? And are you planing to be so awkward the rest of the night? Also, take a shower and wear some perfume, I can sens that you trained today...»

«One question at the time!»

«Ok, dress however you want, but not too much, It’s supposed to be a chill and nice night… For the awkward part, just relax now… It’s going to be fine, you know her for long now, Im sure it’s going to be ok. Be yourself... AND TAKE A SHOWER. I’ve got to go get ready for my date, so, make her laugh, be sweet to her, compliment her. Got it? And if you hurt her, im destroying you. Really. Bye!»

Lance said as he walked away. Ok, Im on my own now…

…

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO?!

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goldenroutledge · 3 years

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LIVVV I HAVE AN IDEA FOR QB!TOPPER!!! (i thought of this when i was half asleep at 4am but now im fully awake) BUT ANYWAY. THEY GO TO A PARTY AND STUFF AFTER A BIG WIN AND TOPPER IS LIKE KINDA DRINKING A LOT AND THE READER GETS KINDA PISSED (angst?!) IDK I HAD THIS IDEA AND I WANTED TO SHARE.

damage

pairing: qb!topper thornton x girlfriend!reader

word count: 1.6k

warning(s): angst, mentions of cheating, underage drinking, swearing

a/n: my first qb!topper angst! enjoy 🥲 adding a song cuz i was inspired by it lol

topper thornton masterlist

Post-game highs were always ones to remember. Post-win highs, specifically. It was no secret that football scouts were in the stands, inspecting every player should they want to pursue them for their college team. Kildare had won tonight. Not that any other win was more special than the next, but as time passed the players’ futures depended on it.

Topper’s most importantly of course, as he was the best on the team anyway, but you were biased. You weren’t one to interfere too much with his football career, but you couldn’t help but eavesdrop on a scout who came up to him and expressed his interest. Playing in college was the next step for Topper, and you were there to support him no matter what.

It may be a small obstacle depending on the circumstances but you weren’t letting that separate you from your true love. The rankings of the best high school players in the nation were merely weeks away, so this was all the more reason for Topper to party his ass off.

Your concentration in eavesdropping fell short as your boyfriend wrapped an arm around you, his helmet resting on your lower back. “Congratulations, baby!” You smiled proudly, pecking his lips.

“Thanks, darling. I told you, you’re my good luck charm.” He smiled, cupping your chin with his white glove clad hand. “Almost ended our season when you didn’t show up that one time.” He referred, particularly to a game at the beginning of the season that you nearly missed, being home sick with a nasty cough you didn’t want to be the cause of spreading.

“Well, I still made it. Only took me a bottle or two of Mucinex.” You joked, slightly cringing as the bitter taste of the cough medicine came back to you.

He rolled his eyes at your dramatics. “I’m happy you’re so dedicated. I need you with me wherever.”

“Wherever is where I’ll be then.”

And that was the honest truth. Way before you and Topper had started dating, the two of you were pretty much inseparable. One of those “you never saw one without the other” type of things. After Topper had freshened up and changed, you both were ready to hit the after party Brett happened to be throwing.

Despite your so-called history with the boy, you all chose to be cordial to one another. Brett had been way over all of it anyway, no matter how much he liked to poke fun at your past arrangement. Topper was still Brett’s QB and if they couldn’t get along off the field, they would have to come together for their common ground regardless.

As much as you hated to admit it, if there was anything Brett was good at, it was throwing one hell of a party. Best guess, over 200 people were already crowding the large home. The atmosphere change riled Topper up quicker than ever, immediately drinking the first thing he was handed. (Along with you of course, being the girlfriend of pretty much football royalty on the island.)

At these things you tended to keep your alcohol intake to a minimum. Not only did you not want to be hunched over a toilet all night, but hangovers weren’t for you either. Plus, if you didn’t keep an eye on Topper, who else would? The boy was impulsive and keeping him out of serious danger or trouble was simply in your nature.

As the night when on you had to keep your nerves calm, watching Topper down shots left and right. “Babyyyy, come dance with me!” Top shouted, words coated with intoxication. He slightly wobbled as you tugged the arm he reached out to you, his equilibrium taking longer to catch up with him.

“I think you should sit down for a bit, love. You’re shitfaced.” You argued, plopping him down on the sofa cushion.

“Well.” He smirked, “Maybe you could give me a lap dance then, sweet thing.” You rolled your eyes at his drunken mood, starting to get annoyed by how out of it he was.

Topper getting totally wasted was not really a frequent occurrence, and for you it wasn’t enjoyable in the slightest. “The only thing I’m gonna give you is some water, babe. I’m gonna run to the car real fast. Stay here, don’t move!”

He pulled you back. “Hell, no. Y/n stay here and have fun with me, don’t be a bitch.”

You scoffed, “What’s gotten into you, Topper? You shouldn’t even be drinking this much. You’re an athlete, remember?”

“You’re so fucking uptight, I’m just having a little fun. We should be celebrating, Y/n. Loosen up.”

“You haven’t won, yet. You still have a fucking scrimmage tomorrow for the scouts to observe. You’re gonna ruin your football career before it even starts!”

“I’m great, Y/n. I can’t believe you have so little faith in me.”

“I’m just trying to help you. The asshole attitude isn’t necessary.” You stated, looking away from him before leaving the room.

Hurriedly you dug through your car to find some semi-cold bottles of water, not trusting a single clear liquid in Brett’s house. You sighed walking back towards the house, squinting a bit from the bright, colored lights emanating from the structure. Topper had been acting immaturely as the night went along, all thanks to the alcohol.

You wanted to have fun too, but keeping an eye out for your boyfriend took away from that. “Yooo! Y/n, how are you?” Kelce asked, blocking your way towards Topper.

“Hi, Kelce. I’m okay, just gotta find frosted tips.” You gave him a tight-lipped smile.

He chuckled at the nickname before replying. “Uhh, QB just headed out to the patio I think. How about I fix you a drink? I promise you’ll love it.” He offered.

“I should really find Topper, he’s drunk off his ass.”

Kelce shook his head. “Drink first, boyfriend later. Come onnnn.” He dragged out, leading you towards the kitchen. Consequently being so close with Topper, you became good friends with Kelce as well. So this wasn’t something out of the ordinary, but this wasn’t the time. And come to think of it, a little suspicious.

You stopped in your tracks which made him turn around towards you. “Kelce. Where’s Topper?”

His expression made you more uneasy than you’d prefer. “Chill out, I’m sure he’s like playing pool or something.”

“On the patio?” You raised an eyebrow at the boy in front of you.

You pushed past him along with the rest of the drunk people, eyes peeled for your boyfriend. The sight your eyes laid upon made you want to throw up. A random girl on your boyfriend’s lap, apparently giving him the lap dance you had declined to give him earlier.

You swallowed the forming knot in your throat as more and more eyes fell on you, the other party goers gossiping with their friends about the current situation. Time seemed to stop as the bottle of water fell from your grasp, hitting the floor inaudibly over the loud music.

Your expression was blank as you stood there and blinked in disbelief. Topper looked up momentarily before doing a double take, and throwing the girl to the side off of his lap. A hand fell on your shoulder before a person spoke. “Looks like he found that lap dance elsewhere, hun.” You were able to recognize the voice as Brett’s slurred one as he let out a deep chuckle.

You shoved him off of you before making a dash for the nearest exit. The feeling was unlike any other. You were shocked, hurt, and angry all at once. Mostly everyone had respected your relationship, of course there were a few here and there that chose to ignore the fact completely. But you and Topper trusted each other, so you never let it come between you.

Until now, I suppose. Faintly you could hear him calling out your name, but the ringing in your ears chose to overpower it. You wanted to faint but also had enough adrenaline to break his nose with a single punch.

His hand shut your car door just as quick as you had opened it, in a desperate attempt to explain himself. “Y/n, I swear-”

“I don’t wanna hear it, Topper. There’s nothing you could say that would make any of this better right now.” Your back was still towards him as he spoke from closely behind you, hand still on the door.

“She just wanted a picture I-, fuck- it wasn’t like that. You know I would neve-”

Before he could even finish the word, you turned to face him. The expression you wore stabbed at his heart and pricked small tears at his eyes. “How could you do this? There is literally no excuse at all. And you know damn well how this was when it happened to me with Brett. Do you know how fucking humiliating that was for me? And for you to do it, too? It feels a million times worse.” He couldn’t find adequate words. His mouth ran dry and he could not speak. You looked down at your hands, avoiding his gaze due to the few tears rolling down your cheeks. “This was a mistake.”

“Yes, it was. I’m so fucking sorry-” He rambled before you cut him off.

“No, Topper. I meant us. I don’t think I’ll ever forgive you for this.”

His face dropped again, tears now rolling down his cheeks. As much as he wanted to, he didn’t stop you from leaving this time. He stepped away and allowed you to get in, watched you turn the key before you gave him one last look, enough to cause him a lifetime of heartache, before driving away.

part two

a/n: listened to ‘damage’ by h.e.r while writing the last part xoxo. had to get in that angsty mood whew i hate men.

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