I don't typically do big things for my birthday, but I like to plan small treats like extra writing time, favorite foods, favorite movies. Just small things.
This year, I'm spending time with two people I love but who tend to stress me out, going to a funeral for a very dear friend, and then trying to ignore my infertility while everyone celebrates Mother's Day.
Sigh.
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scrolling tumblr is the best i go from 'im going to watch rick and morty all day again to hide from the horrors' to 'i think drawing and going outside would be cool and i will deal with my headache instead of ignoring it and suffering' i dont know how u guys do it but the feed and the artists i follow and the nice little animals asks r so 🫂🫂🫂
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cryin bc i rejected gale in my durge run and when he confronts you about your other love interest you can be like i didnt know you felt so strongly gale and he’s like i should have been more aloof and not shown myself so freely but i am who i am and im like baby love 😭😭😭😭😭
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they should invent a video game for people who sucks at video games and that ISNT ANIMAL CROSSING. i want to kill people but all the killing people video games require you to “understand how to use the controls” and other such ridiculously high barriers of entry.
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not just ‘to’ the world in s3
ngl as much as i want to see the boys be bigshots in s3 (like fine tv version crowley was probably Someone Important, am willing to accept this and see where they go with it!! i unreservedly want fully self-actualized aziraphale using his position to gut heaven from the inside!! the shit they can do together at max levels of love wow ok let it rip!!!!)
but. i like that the first armageddon’t featured a group effort of mostly random humans. the theme of plucky kids taking down personifications of humanities’ major ills etc etc. ‘ordinary’ citizens coming together to save their big beautiful messed up world -- two of which happen to be crowley and aziraphale -- because this is their home, these are the people, that they love
and so i want humanity to truly contribute to s3, to be written well, to not just be cameos or foils for epic a/c romance, to not just exist unknowingly as doom approaches
the big one: all of us versus all of them, the book said -- tbh i can take or leave the versus part, but i do want to keep all of us, our myriad humanness, having a conscious hand to play in shaping the upcoming events instead of the boys handing earth salvation on a platter
i truly get that tv gomens is different and ngl even from the book a/c were by far the most compelling characters to me but the Celebration of Humanity of it all was just..... the intent was very lovely and very important and i really want to see it done WELL in this presumably the grand finale actually
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Future Disaster Twins
Leo: Donnie we are in the middle of the apocalypse.
Donnie: And?
Leo: And you're still taking 5 minutes to draw on eyebrows??
Donnie: It's my morning routine. A day is cursed if I don't have my eyebrows.
Morning After Raph's Death
Leo: Hey, you're not wearing your eyebrows.
Donnie: ... Yeah, I didn't feel like it.
Leo: Why not?
Donnie: *Shrugs*
Leo: Hey, since you don't have the energy to do it yourself, how about I do your eyebrows today?
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that anxiety I had from the start of the pandemic is back and I feel like the only reason I got over it was bc i had a lot more time to just….not think about it and now im getting closer and closer to having to make life changing decisions for myself and its so scary its so scary that I tear up just thinking about it and its not healthy but I feel so hopeless most of the time some of the ppl in my life are looking forward to having fun and doing things and I just feel like I don’t deserve to
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i don’t understand how people get jobs. like no one wants to hire new people (me) who have no experience, or never had a real job before. like what am i supposed to do? i keep applying and looking but when i find a job im interested in i get no reply or get turned down. i have no career goals or interested in working and im a high school dropout. i am the definition of what no company is looking for in employees. like i am screwed, what do I DO????
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tbh this book kind of fell off hard at the end but it still made me experience thoughts and emotions during the beginning and middle so im going to have to coat my brain in something really really stupid to recover im afraid
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