#i wonder if 13 and bulldog have any relation hmm

[isa-ah]

sometimes I forget how bad my black outs used to be when specific other alters fronted but I just found an entire sketchbook cover to cover full of art and ocs I don't recognize in a style that's hardly mine from my last really really low point a number of years ago. wild. who's shit is this lol

#where i am in life rn i host easy and tend to cofront if anyone else fronts #but there are large periods of very very very bad times in my life that are just a blank wall to me bc someone else took over hosting #and i dont even know who it is! #it was probably the worst when i lived with my aunt after my grandparents died bc i was around a little bit #but i would lose so much time and so many convos and arguments and stuff that i would then not act upon bc. they were redacted #i have a vague idea of who that was at least (which id call him 13) but when i was still back home? or working at sky harbor? #no clue. i dont think they were the same alters as each other or as 13 🤔 #but still. a WHOLE sketchbook?? i dont recognize 99.999% of this art or 75% of the ocs. insane #*grocery store loudspeaker* excuse me there are several lost children can someone come to the front of the store and claim them #lol #i wonder if 13 and bulldog have any relation hmm #<- insane on main <3