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neet-elite · 2 months

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for the kink ask game, feet, armpit and piss??

thank you thank you thank you thank you

i have to be honest. this started out as a joke first of all, and slowly over time turned into something i genuinely enjoyed. there's just something about someone being so in love with every part of you that even your feet turn them on, y'know? thats the angle im going for. i also just love having my feet tickled irl like it's so relaxing to me so the fictional worship of them is the next step <3

Alex is my pick for foot fetish from SDV. im all about that pervert alex hype train. so sweet that a god such as himself (you know with the tanned skin, the peak physique...) would want to worship the very ground you walk on, including your feet. that, and he's a dirty perv who gets off on 'obscure' things.

Kylar from dol would be into feet only in that they're filthy anime trash and like a lot of perceived 'nasty' content like that. anything out of the realm of normalcy they're into i think, and foot fetish content plays well into their obsessive lover nature. yes i love everything about you, including your feet, so of course i'll suck on your toes if you ask, fym?

it's the exact same as the foot stuff. it was a joke, and the more i thought/spoke about it the more real it became.... loving every part of you, even the parts thought of as generally unclean/dirty/not sexy and turning them into sexually provocative areas is so fun to write about <3 all the emotions that come with coming to terms with finding armpits sexy? i love it ugh. also it ties in nicely with my beloved scent kink <3

Alex and Kylar fit this best again, but i'd argue even Eden from dol could fit the armpit kink group. he's so disgusting to me, he'd probably get off to unconventional kinks. and that's fun too, exploring how gross some of these things are to the general public. elaborating on the degenerate behaviour.

this one i have no excuse for. it's just nasty and gross and especially in the context i like it most which is being turned into a toilet like??? DISGUSTING i love it LOL. the whole aspect of being dehumanized in this way is a really interesting topic to tackle, i think. and, i'd argue that at least for me it showcases (in most circumstances) complete love and trust in someone else. or, on the flipside, a complete lack of love and trust in someone else, which is also fun to explore. either way it's just a dirty twist on the smut genre that i feel is rarely touched upon.

Sebastian from sdv would be into it, if not actively, then at least passively. he watches/reads a lot of hentai, so he's not at all phased about bringing piss into the bedroom, and he's degenerate enough to enjoy it himself too. but even if he isn't into is as much as you, he'd be happy to accommodate your kink and get enjoyment from seeing you enjoy yourself, yknow? at least i think he'd be the most open to this kink!

Kylar from dol would love to get pissed on i think, but less so doing the pissing. just my take !! wouldn't wanna defile you in that way, instead preferring to be the one to endure the kink for you. it's funny, if it's their piss then it's defilement. if it's yours, then it's reverence. that sort of thing. Whitney would take pleasure in using you as a toilet though, having power over you in such a gross way has his heart racing </3 secretly enjoys it but would never admit to it to your face.

#💌mail #thank you for giving me this opportunity #i have not re-read any of this jsyk

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abbinurmel · 10 days

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I have been agonizingly and repeatedly where my bf is right now, where it comes to nurturing people who are close to you and whom do not try to directly abuse or affect you in shitty ways themselves, but their constant personal life dramas and how they abuse alcohol/self sabotage out of nilhilism and stubboness, causes you to wanna obsess over taking care of them or stepping into their drama uninvited as mediator w. 1) the desire to fix their problems for them just out of good friendship in exchange for their many kindnesses and 2) the fear of them abandoning you or God forbid throwing themself off a cliff if they never recover.

And I don't wanna both sound hypocritical/pedantic and also thougtless- but there's a diff when it's internet friends vs. irl. And one part of me argued the long distance friend with a problem is more unhealthy worse and more without point to obsess with. The other hand, irl indirectly toxic drama friend, has actual immediate impact that actually takes itself into your life.

My point was forgotten here. I guess I just feel weary and sad and sorry for these people all involved.

And. Yea. I know. I can never have right to judge others or how we all cope with our pain. We all struggle with inner mental illness or barriers and I just hafta accept as adults we are only able t b responsible for ourself and we all have our own paths to take. I have my own toxic addictions too.

......But I'll say the hot take anyway.. cos fuckit.

....drinking abuse is really really fuckin frustratingly dumb especially when you are over 25. What even are you fucking doing, treating your angst or life problems this way. You need a coping mechanism to escape life, instead of actually taking your inner demons and working thru them? Modern life has provided you with an endless supply of vices and addictions to give a cheap hit of sweet dopamine or a distracted altered state. Tiktok, sex chat, table top gaming, gambling apps, doomscrolling, cook something, go to a sex dungeon, play Animal Crossing, write Animal Crossing fanfic, write tawdry and/or tawdry Animal Crossing fanfic and/or wank yourself into a coma, WE don't hafta know!-

Ffs...weed's fucking LEGAL now in over 29 states in the US, you can dye your hair and paint your nails in any color conceivable and you can cosplay as someone else and you can dress however you goddamn want cos in the world of Amazon you can consume any possible product and shop addict yourself into being broke. You can listen to any music now, watch nearly any TV program or film of the last 100 years, and read almost any literature or comic or play any videogame that is possible to buy or pirate. You can marathon now or binge in ways that wasn't possible even less than 20 years ago. You can roleplay as any possible gender animal or age you could want and the damned endless amount of hobbies and skills you could pour focus in....

There are a million other unhealthy but still less.unhealthy, more creatively degenerate habits and vices you could partake in. You could vape in almost any flavor. You could destroy private property and invent cool tag slogans or mascots to graffiti on your neighborhood. You could steal from corporate stores, it's practically cool now to morally do. You could peddle absurd misinfo, draw porn, get into crypto, get into ASMR,.get into tattoos, piercings, absurd fad diets, you could do illegal drugs that at least make you FEEL EUPHORIC INSTEAD OF SHIT ANYWAY (which disclaimer no, you shouldn't actually do them but if you're gonna do shit anyway-) I hear Molly, Ecstasy, light shrooms, meth, coke and such are fun. You could at least imbibe some dumb shit that fucks you up but doesn't make you a whiny,.moaning, miserable, bitter sonuvabitch who just mopes about why do they still not feel good and you already knew would never made you feel good, emotional or physically, and then throw up. What is your fuckin aim here. Are you stressed and tired, you wanna pass out? Take a fucking regular depression nap then. Or take sleeping pills, or some Benadryl, or go have some.really intense good sex, and let that pass you out. You need to relax your muscles and shut off racing thoughts? Either get a prescription from a doctor or just drink warm milk and take a hot bath like all the fuckin rest of us. Unless you are a broke and homeless person with no hope of access to any material resources or pleasures or amounts of self care without being granted those valuable resources from the outside, or you are someone in a 3rd world country with access to not a single one of these many amenities, options, vices, or informative resources on how to cope with problems, for mutherfucking fucking sake, WHAT are you DOING.

#alcoholism #melodrama #toxic people #frindship #addiction #Cigarettes are dumb and slowly will kill you too but they don't at least fucking MAKE YOU CRY AND HATE YOURSELF MORE OFF THE BAT

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sketchesandnonesense · 6 years

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idfk man I ended up writing a thing w/ Milly n my shitty db OCs n it sucks

enjoy or somethin

Milly regretted coming here. She stood awkwardly out on the front step, pillow under her arm and a beat up duffle bag in hand that she may or may not have stolen. She felt like she was in fucking elementary school again, waiting outside for her new friends to open the door already. How'd they managed to convince her to come here anyway?

Oh right.

Milly agreed to come if there was booze, and they promised her they'd have some.

They fucking better.

She rang the doorbell again, tapping her foot and considering kicking the door in. The door swung open just before Milly could make up her mind on whether or not this was gonna go from a slumber party to a breaking and entering. The first of her newer henchmen, A tan skinned girl with slightly spikey black hair and a red beanie. Same outfit as her other cronies, only she had a skirt and knee highs to complete the look instead of the standard pants. She gave Milly a manic grin, bouncing on her toes excitedly.

"BOSS! I didn't think you'd actually come!" The shorter woman clapped her hands together with glee.

"Yeah, well, How can I pass up free booze?" Milly half joked, pushing past her and making her way inside. "Lilly, right?" Milly pointed at her.

"Uh, Jill" She corrected, somewhat awkwardly. "Lilly's my sister." "right right" Milly used her foot to close the door behind her. Jill was visibly nervous.

"So, uh- This way's me 'n Lil's room" She led Milly off down a hallway, pointing out the linen closet and the bathroom on the way. She opened the door to the girls' shared bedroom, Lilly sitting on the end of the king sized bed they shared and playing video games on their decently sized but fairly out of date TV. She mirrored her sister's fashion sense almost perfectly, only she decided to go with standard pants instead of a skirt. Her long black hair hid her face from view somewhat as she didn't turn away from her game.

The room was adequitely sized, plenty of room for the king sized bed and two dressers, the entertainment center with the TV on top of it and DVDs stacked on shelves nearby along with an assortment of old games. On the far side of the room there was a pile of dirty laundry, mostly consisting of brown pants and red sweaters. There was acouple of bottles of wine sitting on the bedside table.

So they didn't lie.

"Just set your stuff wherever," Jill shrugged. "Hey Lil! Boss is here!" Lilly paused her game and looked over at her sister and their boss. She blinked, taking a moment to figure out what was going on apparently. Although with abit of a delay, her face lit up. "Hey girl!" Lilly greeted, setting down her controller and uncrossing her legs. "You actually came! wow!" She laughed, leaning down to pick up her slurpee she'd set on the floor and took a long sip. Milly awkwardly dumped her duffle bag in the corner along with her pillow.

"So," Jill quickly scuttled over to the DVD shelf and picked up two anime dvds, holding them both up with a grin. "Which should we watch first?"

Milly lowkey hated she was having as much fun as she did with these two. They'd been watching bad anime and laughing at it together for acouple hours now, halfway through their first bottle of wine. Lilly and Jill had changed into Pyjamas halfway through their marathon, n Milly eventually did the same since it was getting late. Didn't wanna pass out in her cape and wake up strangled by it. When Milly came back in the room wearing an old tanktop and shorts, Jill looked away suddenly, opting to stare out the adjacent window to avert her eyes.

"what?" Milly gave her a look as Lilly snickered.

"She's just got the hots for you and is being -FUCKING OW- JILL WHAT THE FUCK" Lilly elbowed her sister in retaliation to getting kicked, the two shoving eachother and trying to push the other off the bed.

Milly brushed it off as siblings being dicks to eachother, grabbing a pillow and whacking Jill upside the head with it. This knocked her into Lilly, causing both of them to fall off the bed.

"Fuckin' asshole" Jill grumbled, getting off her sister and climbing back on the bed only to get smacked in the face with a pillow yet again. Lilly cackled at the sight and snatched another pillow off of the bed.

"PILLOW FIIIIGHT" Lilly screeched, joining in on wailing on poor Jill with pillows as both her and Milly cackled at her expense

. Eventually she managed to crawl to the other side of the bed and grab her own pillow, using it as a shield until Lilly got the bright idea to hit Milly instead.

Milly gave her a look, staring at her for a moment before slamming her in the side with her pillow, showing zero mercy.

The pillow fight just got real.

After about 30 minutes of walloping eachother with pillows, they finally decided to stop when they were getting tired and Jill had nearly managed to knock Milly into the TV.

They went back to watching anime for abit, still sipping on what was left of the wine.

"Honestly sucks we only got subs." Lilly grumbled, taking a swig from the second bottle they'd opened.

"What? You're kidding" Milly gave her a look of mild disgust. "The dub for this was fucking terrible."

"Still better than subs," Lilly hummed, nearly choking when Milly stole the wine bottle from her mid sip.

"Take it back"

"Wha-"

"The dub is fucking awful." Milly reiterated. Jill quietly took the bottle from Milly, not wanting to let her have an impromptu weapon should the fight escalate. She quietly slunk to the other side of the bed, not wanting any part.

"I. Like. The. Dub." Lilly glared up at Milly, sitting up and crossing her arms.

"The. Subs. Are. Better." Milly got in Lilly's face, the two of them glaring eachother down.

Jill took a swig of the bottle she'd confiscated, and in the time it took her to take a drink, Milly had put her sister in a headlock.

"ADMIT THE DUB WAS SHIT. FUCKING ADMIT IT!"

Lilly gasped for air, managing to croak out a quiet "Fuck you"

Somehow, Jill managed to pry the taller woman off her sister, Lilly sitting on the edge of the bed as far away from Milly as she could. "How about we play some games, huh?" She smiled awkwardly and looked between the two still very bitter women. "I got Wimple 2."

"....I've never played it" Milly said quietly, still obviously somewhat upset.

"It's pretty good." Lilly piped up. "The graphics are pretty stylized so they aged alright"

Jill sighed with relief as she got the game booted up, Jill sitting in the middle as Milly and Lilly threw in their two cents on what she should do and occasionally do silly character voices, cracking eachother up with shitty jokes and made-up dialoge.

It was around one in the morning, Lilly had long since fallen asleep cuddling the empty wine bottle. Milly was barely hanging on, propped up on her elbows as she watched Jill find a save point. Jill turned the game off and set the controller on the floor, looking over at her sleeping sister n chuckling.

"Stupid nerd," She said, grabbing a throw blanket off the ground and tossing it on her sister. She looked over at Milly, seeing her eyes closed as her head was starting to droop. Jill carefully got up, trying not to disturb either girl. She grabbed another blanket and Milly's pillow, managing to ever so stealthily slip the pillow under milly's head before it fell out of her hands, and throwing the blanket over all three of them.

Jill rolled over onto her side and got comfortable, mumbling her goodnights to her two bedmates.

Jill woke up in the early hours of the morning, light coming in through the curtains nearby and lighting up the room somewhat. Jill, her sister, and Milly, had managed to get all tangled up together in the night, Lilly cuddling Jill and Milly having all her limbs awkwardly wrapped around the two of them.

"Hey...you awake...?" Milly groggily mumbled into Jill's back, lifting her head abit and retracting her limbs awkwardly. Jill remained still and silent, mostly out of fear. "hm..guess not..." She sat up, ruffling her hair and grumbling about being stiff and still tired.

Jill pretended to just then wake up, yawning theatrically and stretching. Lilly ended up woken up in the process. "Oh, mornin' sis."

"Bout time, dickheads," Milly hissed. "I'm hungry as shit. What's for breakfast?"

"Fuck if I know," Lilly grumbled. "Usually we don't get up til like...noon..." She squinted through the sunlight. "what time is it?"

"like...nine I think?" Jill looked at the alarm clock on the side table. about 8:42. close enough.

"So, you're just gonna let me fuckin' starve? is that it?"

"Jeez, fine boss." Lilly rolled her eyes, getting up off the bed and going to her pile of undone laundry, grabbing some clothes off the top. "We'll go get doughnuts or somethin'. Our treat."

"It better be. No way in hell I'm gonna pay when I'm the damn guest." She frowned, going to go get dressed.

Soon enough they'd gotten dressed and went to go hold up the nearest seller of doughnuts, Milly threatening the store owner who was woefully used to how things worked in the garden.

After breakfast and shooting the shit talking about last night, they ended up heading their separate ways again. Milly was off to set up a trap for her least favorite degenerate, and the twins were off to cause some mischief in Roke.

Milly ended up making it a habit of showing up at their place late at night to stay over, even if they hadn't agreed.

They had games she liked and anime she wanted to watch, so of course she's gonna take advantage of that.

She totally wasn't going back and hanging out with them because she LIKED them.

absolutely proposterous.

#becca babbles #fic

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igumdroppoop · 5 years

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oh my god guys i literally just finished writing this sub blog and then i refreshed the page by accident and it all disappeared i can’t SO HERE WE GO AGAIN....

happy march guys! i had a long month of february and a lot to tell and share with you guys. i’m pretty sure you guys noticed that i spent a lot of time with my friends during that month, specifically with aria/joyce/celine especially. it’s probably because i started playing games more that we started hanging out more, and it’s honestly really funny when we get together because it seems like four degenerate girls in a slice of life anime just exploring life together and messing around together and yeah LOL. here’s a picture of when we walked in the rain to get fried chicken and finally got it after a long and hard road battle...

other than celine/aria/joyce, i’ve been hanging out a lot with albert too! we’ve just been streaming together a lot and if you guys saw, we did a cooking stream together where we assigned eachother a recipe that we had to impromptu follow. i gave him pork roast from shokugeki no soma which he tried to recreate and here is the expectation VS reality:

LOOOL. it was pretty funny and annie’s reaction to tasting it was the most wholesome thing ever. you guys probably don’t see much of annie because she’s so busy with school but she’s like my older sister who always cheers me up when i need it the most and i love her so much...she also literally takes care of my wounds (on thanksgiving i peeled some of my finger off and she wrapped it up for me and made me a homemade ice pack)

janet’s surprise birthday party was also in february! i’m sure you guys have seen this picture already but just in case any of you haven’t~

it’s crazy because only a year ago, i remember shitting my pants going to the offline tv house to play mafia because i was so nervous if we would all get along or not. and only a year later i feel like all of us have been through so much together that we really trust and love eachother like a big family.

anyways, now to the *real* part... i spent a lot of february not alone and in the company of my friends. and i was debating on not sharing this with you guys, but anybody who isn’t lazy enough to type in the password and read this subblog probably does care a lot about me so i want to share you guys to why february was a harder month for me. i fell into a deep dark hole of internet hate last month and even though it started with just a few mean youtube comments, i dug deeper and started reading mean reddit threads and hateful anonymous comments and even anonymous DMs. before last month i kinda always knew that this hate existed, i just never bothered to read them or put my attention onto them. idk how it happened but it did, and before i knew it i was in really dark place.

people would be calling me spoiled, ugly, not deserving to live, a fake bitch, telling me i should kill myself, and above all those trolls there were serious people too who were messaging me in their disappointment in me, along with just a lot of false assumptions about me...i always thought i had thick skin and that those things wouldn’t bother me which is why i never read them, but some days you’re more sensitive than others, and i guess it just hit me during the wrong time. this made extremely insecure, and at one point i even started to believe the things that people were saying about me and it made me hate myself even more. it was hard for me and it really made me feel like i was letting everybody down in my life when that wasn’t the case at all.

after that i was super self-conscious about all my actions and whatever came out of my mouth. it was hard for me to stream because there are literally people who are watching my stream at ALL times just waiting to clip a moment that shows me being “violent”, “spoiled”, a “fake bitch”...i was kinda scared and it was super hard to sleep too

that’s why i spent a lot of time with my friends last month because they did really make me feel safe. since all my closest friends are in the public image as much as i am if not more, i really felt understood and secure being with them. and guys, honestly, that month was really hard for me but it made me so so so much stronger. i have really changed my perspective to know and believe that i really can’t please everyone, and i need to work to make ME happy and nobody else especially not a hater on the internet. it made me appreciate all the people who were always there for me (you guys, my friends, family) and i realized all the attention i give to negative haters should be given to all my loved ones instead.

i also wanted to thank you guys, who always sent me such supportive messages and any of you who watched my stream whenever you could in your free time. guys, don’t get me wrong, the supportive messages always meant a lot to me, but after reading so many hate messages, seeing a sub just sending me a message of support in my chat just made my HEART SO FUCKING WARM!!! i fucking love you guys. AND I AM OVER ALL OF IT NOW!!!! AND I AM BACK STRONGER!!! HELL YEAAAA JAIME THICKER SKIN +10 POINTS IN LIFE BITCHES!!! what doesn’t kill u makes u stronger

ANYWHO!!! look what anna (nakoini) sent me!! SO CUTE!!

okay honestly not gonna lie after i wrote all of that (twice) i’m pretty tired and have no idea what else to write in this entry... OH! here are my goals for this month:

♡ workout consistently

♡ get better at league

♡ incorporate more games onto my channel

♡ spend more time with my community

with that being said, i’ll be bringing back anime/movie night! i was thinking of doing them on fridays at 5pm PDT. i’ll talk more about the time on stream, but yeah everyone always requests for them so let’s do that more.

also wanted to tell you guys that because i’m going to be streaming league more, you’ll probably see a bit of a change in my community/chat... i don’t think it will be a bad change, but i checked my analytics and already just from streaming league of legends the past week, more of my viewers watch league more than they do just chatting.. isn’t that crazy? it’s only by 3% but still HAHA.

and i’m aware that i’ll have a drop in viewership while i invest more times in games, but to be honest with you guys i couldn’t sustain a healthy balance for myself constantly doing IRL. and also league makes me have so much fun right now and it’s a game i seriously want to keep on playing! and don’t worry, i was never really one to care too much about viewership, as long as my chat is happy and i’m happy fun i still absolutely love streaming. if you told me a year ago i could have even more than 300 viewers playing league i’d be so happy HAHAHAHAH. but whose to say i won’t change my mind next month hehe, life is always kind of a search for balance. this month i’ll be spending a lot more time on my stream and community at the sacrifice of spending time with friends/family but that’s completely okay since i spent so much time last month rekindling those. <3

and to get into the healthy habit of being proud of our achievements even if they are small, here’s my list for the month of feb! and feel free to share them with me while i’m streaming, i absolutely love hearing your guys’ little achievements even if they’re small.

♡ i’m pretty sure if friendships had a grade, i got 100% A+ last month for all my friends <3

♡ got through a rough month with an advantage after (a stronger mental and appreciation for my loved ones)

♡ my uber rating went up to a 4.8 LMAO

♡ learned four new cooking recipes

ok.. as you can see my month was not very successful BUT.. i have my own personal list of things i am going to work on too! and from what i’ve learned from being in the public eye and having a magnifying glass on me:

your life is YOUR life, and nobody is in the position to tell you what to do with it. you decide what you wanna do for yourself, and those who support and love you will support and love you, and those who don’t shouldn’t stop you from doing what you love or doing what makes you happy.

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mothric · 7 years

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rules: answer all questions. add one question of your own (I’m gonna replace a question instead. take a wild guess which one is mine). tag people.

I was tagged by @child-of-tanavast! thanks friend!

I will tag: @walking-through-the-willows, @dorks-in-fiction, @freezeflare, @putyouinabook, @praytosarenrae, @spillywolf, and @dangerously-human (:

1. coke or pepsi? pepsi. this apparently makes me a heathen, but I don’t care. 2. disney or dreamworks? I wanna say dreamworks because I like rooting for the underdog and they did Prince of Egypt, but honestly I like them both the same. 3. coffee or tea? tea! 4. books or movies? books 5. windows or mac? they both suit their own purposes just fine. I’m more accustomed to windows, but I’d probably invest in a mac if I wanted to get more into music-making software (and if I had money lolol) 6. dc or marvel? I don’t have a strong preference, but DC made Teen Titans so they have a slight lead. 7. xbox or playstation? wot in playstation? I was born and raised on a humble nintendo farm, I don’t know nothin bout these lettered boxes. but my ol’ Bessie (GameCube) and Wilfred (Wii) are near and dear to my heart. 8. dragon age or mass effect? I have no idea but I’ll instinctively pick the answer with dragons every time 9. night owl or early riser? night owl 10. cards or chess? cards; especially Egyptian Ratscrew 11. chocolate or vanilla? chocolate! 12. vans or converse? Converse 13. visual memes, audio memes, or linguistic memes? memes these days are just too complex to separate into dichotomous categories, as many tend to combine audio with visual and/or linguistic components to create an overall aesthetic effect-- as in the case of We Are Number One or Shooting Star memes. as a linguistics major, I do greatly appreciate the wit and wordplay involved in such memes as Lik the Bred, or “me, an intellectual,” so I find myself biased in that direction. however, since the aural aspect of many audio-based memes can often be presented separately, without an obvious visual or linguistic cue, and still produce a visceral reaction--and because music is such a deeply profound part of the human experience--I would say that audio memes, even as a standalone phenomenon, hold slightly more weight in my book.

14. fluff or angst? both? both. both is good. 15. beach or forest? forests! 16. dogs or cats? cats! 17. clear skies or rain? light showers 18. cooking or eating out? my parents’ home cooking. but left to my own devices, I’ll eat out since I stink at cooking (’: 19. spicy food or mild food? I’ve been working on building up my tolerance to hotter/spicier foods, and as a result I’ve recently found myself greatly preferring some kind of spice to none at all. I used to like everything bland so this is an interesting turn of events for my taste buds. 20. halloween/samhain or solstice/yule/christmas? Christmas! 21. would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot? a little too cold, bc a little too hot would make me queasy 22. if you could have a superpower, what would it be? teleportation 23. animation or live action? animation 24. paragon or renegade? what? 25. baths or showers? showers. 26. team cap or team iron man? Steve Rogers is the man, man. 27. fantasy or sci-fi? both, but probably lean a little more towards sci-fi 28. list three or four favourite quotes?

“It’s only a matter of time before any relationship degenerates to a trading of memes.” (Dylan Sprouse)

“I am buttfuzzled and angst-ridden.” (Link, from a very, very early episode of GMM. it might have not even been called GMM at that point. anyway I quote this with some frequency and always get confused looks.)

“Break a vase, and the love that reassembles the fragments is stronger than that love which took its symmetry for granted when it was whole.” (Derek Walcott)

“If you want to make great stuff, you first have to make good stuff. You wanna make good stuff, you first have to make alright stuff. And if you wanna make alright stuff, you first have to make some pretty bad stuff.” (PJ Liguori)

29. harry potter or percy jackson? harry potter, if only because I’ve never read percy jackson 30. when do you feel accomplished? when I get my daggum assignments done and manage to turn them in on time 31. star wars or star trek? I haven’t seen much of either but I get the impression that I’d like star trek more 32. paperback or hardcover books? either, they’re all books and they’re all great 33. handwriting or typing? depends. I think I journal a bit better when I write by hand 34. favourite film? Howl’s Moving Castle and The Brothers Bloom 35. favourite place in the world? I haven’t been to enough places to know for sure--and if I had, I don’t think I’d be able to pick a favourite! 36. CDs or vinyl? vinyl for the aesthetic, but CDs because I actually still use them 37. song lyric that’s important to you? “Freedom means love without condition, without a beginning or an end. Here’s my heart; let it be forever Yours. Only You can make every new day seem so new.” (Five Iron Frenzy, “Every New Day”) 38. what’s your favourite form of self-care? anything that involves great smells. like using my favourite body wash or eating an orange or dabbing some jasmine oil on a tissue to freshen up a room. also tidying stuff up helps unclutter my mind. 39. who is someone you idolize look up to? PJ Liguori 40. music or podcasts? music. I would love to listen to more podcasts, but most of the tasks I need to do require too much brainpower to concentrate on a podcast playing in the background. 41. manga or anime? depends, but I’ve read a lot more manga 42. fanart or fanfic? both! I can’t create either lol 43. cream soda or root beer? cream soda 44. favourite comfort food? salt and vinegar chips or mint chocolate chip ice cream 45. fruity or chocolate-y candy / sweets? chocolate all the way 46. netflix go-to when you can’t decide what to watch? my go-to is youtube, haha. I can waste a bunch of time watching GMM, dan and phil games, JSE, or going down rabbit-holes of music or memes. 47. favourite female protagonist? too many, but the first ones I thought of were Mabel (Gravity Falls), Raven (Teen Titans), and Lucy Pevensie (Narnia).

#about me #this took longer than I anticipated #text post #mar 2017

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