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tinylittlebab · 1 year
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#ugh. i was supposed to go to the store an hour ago#my sister was out so i cant get there and im v upset cause i couldve been skipping around the garage while they were gone#im glad the main thing i have been coping with for the past 7 years is daydreaming and that i skip around while doing it#exercise tends to be difficult bc im hypermobile and a lit of excercise tends to make it worse which is really really bad#like. no amount of control and feeling good vc im starving myself is worth making my joints even worse#one of my shoulders already likes to partially dislocate just whenever and like. it hurts and sucks and i dont wanna make that worse#well. ill have lots of time to skip around soon bc the person with the car is gna be gone for a few days so the garage will be empty :D#i can use it at night when they are here but its less fun and i burn less calories so i prefer when its empty#i usually use it while both ppl are at work but they dont work friday and saturday so it tends to be bleh those days#idk. im glad that my favorite thing to do also burn calories bc i enjoy it unrelated to my ed so its less stressful#i was debating not eating till 7pm but i have such a headache ao i think ill eat some fruit. idk. my sister knows im relapsing so she might#suggest we eat something while were out. idk how she does it but she usually convinces me to which is good i guess#im not happy abt it bc i wanna starve myself but that is objectively a bad thing to be doing and even if im not happy abt it its still good#when i eat stuff. id be more fussed abt it if i knew how much i weighed but i dont have a scale#part of me is like. i dont wanna restrict until i have a scale bc then i cant watch the numbers go down#i know for a lot of people qhen they first start dieting they see quick drop and then it goes very slow and i wanna see that#im just. i dont even care much abt being skinny rn im mostly looking for the nice feeling i get when i watch the number drop#idk. maybe my sister will catch on to how bleh im doing today and suggest i buy something yummy but hopefully not although i do appreciate#when she does that. it feels nice to have someone care abt you
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elissabutberlin · 2 years
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07.02.22-13.02.22
Week 2
find a climbing gym
go to FLINTA night at Mobel Olfe!
go grocery shopping at ALDI
find an adapter /:
try actual german food (kind of)
find bagels
So I found a climbing gym! I went to Der Kegel, which is in the Friedrichshain area which is suchhhh a cool neighborhood. The gym was so sick, had climbing and bouldering and outdoor and indoor areas. They also had a bar/cafe inside and for a lot of routes instead of there being a marked top out you just climb to the top of the wall and over it... its crazy
I’ve found pretty good bagels, and I’ve tried vegan currywurst (it lowkey was terrible though, the fake meat was just... really bad) but I’ll try and find a better vegan currywurst option.
Other updates:
I got two new tattoos! one for my dog, Gunner, who passed in January, and one for my dad. the tattoo shop was really cool and in the same area as my climbing gym
I bought two new pairs of pants for only four euros each
I went out Thursday night with some ppl from my program who kind of know my friend from home which was. crazy... hearing them talk about someone I know while we were all in a bar in a Berlin was so wild...
We had German classes this week only, (the rest of our classes start tomorrow) but it was basically just introductory german, trying to cram as much as possible into one week... so i already knew everything and was really bored but ive been assigned to german 301? idk what that means bc idk how the levels work here but I was talking to my German professor here and telling her what I learned in german 101 in the US and she said this class would likely be all review for me... so idk we will see... i dont want to be stressed but the one thing I want to do here is... actually learn german
we went to a museum exhibit with the school i think it was called berlin global or something... it was pretty cool considering i hate museums, but we met another american studying in berlin there and got drinks with them Friday night!
was able to stick to my week’s meal plan really well, and having leftovers is sooo nice when getting back from the bar at 2am
got pizza at a turkish doner shop last night and ended up talking to one of the guys running the shop in russian? it was pretty funny but great because it was pretty could out and i was able to ask if we could eat inside and he said yes (we also got some garlic sauce from the doners and used it as a dipping sauce for the pizza and it was REVOLUTIONARY)
took the bus for the first time (bc on weeknights the sbahn and ubahn dont run all night) and we acidentally got off wayyy too early and ended up walking home like 15 minutes anyways... it was super fun though, berlin is kind of a lot prettier at night, and we were in a pretty big group
Spent most of Saturday thrifting and walking around Friedrichshain with a new friend lily, we also got curly fries cuz we both hadnt had them in a while and they were... so amazing... germans really know what theyre doing with this whole ketchup and mayo on fries thing
More bars we’ve tried:
Mein Haus am See (pretty okay, the bar itself was cool but there were too many annoying men)
ROCKz (older people, seemed like more locals than usual, and very chill vibe so we didnt stay long)
Kaiabar (pretty cool! also very chill but much less people, there were couches and it was a lot comfier so we stayed for a while)
Südblock (this is a weird one because its like... more of a cafe/restaurant than a bar but is open very late and... it was okay, my friends liked it a lot more than I did but again it was very chill and we stayed there for a while, it was much easier to talk here than any other bar because there was either no music or the music was pretty quiet)
Interesting things:
The dogs here really are so well trained and are allowed everywhere. It always makes me think of my dogs and how much they would love it here... Gunner would’ve LOVED never having to be on leash, and he was so well-behaved he would have fit right in. Darling would love me never leaving her alone and being able to take her anywhere. Someone who works for my IES program has a sling for her dog and brings her dog everywhere... darling would LOVE that
Americans are so loud. This is especially apparent on public transportation. My friends and I are the only ones ever talking. Even people who enter the train together do not really talk to each other while on the train. I can’t imagine how Berliners would react to the DC or NYC metro/subway when high school students are on their way home...
The longer I am here the more apparent it become that Berlin is in many ways such a new city... So few parts of “historic” Berlin are really even that old... 
if someone on the street asks you if you speak english IN english, they want money... if they ask in german (especially broken german) they’re probably asking something else
while waiting in lines to enter bars people will come around with a bag or a wagon sort of thing collecting glass bottles... this is an absurdly smart thing to do because in berlin you can drink in public, and everyone in line at the bar is usually drinking a beer or something
you can skip the line to get in if you know someone inside who has a table and enough room for you at the table. Friday night I got two people in this way and it felt so powerful... I walked out of the bar, walked to the back of the line, found them and just... walked back in with them. lowkey felt so bad for everyone else in the line though
Honestly I can’t realy think of anything that has been especially hard this week, which is great, I just really miss Darling lol. I think things will be a lot different and I will have to readjust this coming week though as classes are finally starting. See you next week!
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wanna-17 · 7 years
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KCON IN AUS FANACCOUNT
i haven’t written a fanaccount in so long and i usually do them on my main blog but i’ll do it here as this blog is active. just a warning, that this will be pretty long so i’ll do headings so you can scroll to the parts you’re interested in. here it goes!
CONTEXT 
so i went to kcon with my sister and my friend. my sister went on friday only cos she stans exo and my friend went both days bc of exo and wanna one (she actually had day 1 p2 only but then upgraded to combo p1 last minute through a good deal) we all got p1 eventually. when they announced kcon at first i was really only into exo, wanna one and pentagon and knew the other groups songs. but i commited to p1 and checked out all the groups adn i fell for all of them HARD as i watched a lot of variety shows and got to know their songs and music. i became a hardcore monsta x stan omg i even watched their survival show and all of monsta x ray.
TLDR; hi touched WANNA ONE, monsta x, pentagon and sf9!!! selfie with kevin woo
THURSDAY: CHECK IN 
i cheked in for my friend and sister and the funny thing is, they’re really only interested in exo and/or wanna one so i basically took all their benefits. so at first we had audience passes for all groups (except wanna one and monsta x lmao) and hi touch for victon, wanna one and girls day. i love victon though (saw them that day but will talk about it later). i first traded my victon hi touch for a sf9 hi touch. there was this super kind girl who was helping everyone trade and she was super sweet. there was someone wanting a girls day hi touch and they had victon. the trading girl advised me to trade cos sf9 are in higher demand than girls day so it’ll be easier to trade. i wanted a monsta x hi touch. so the girl tried to help me it didn’t work so i was getting really stressed as i had 2 sf9 hi touches with me. after 2 hours of running around like crazy i managed to trade one of the sf9 hi touches plus cosmic girls and girls day audience for a monsta x hi touch. wanna one and monsta x hi touch were both in high demand and people were selling them for hundreds (highest i heard was wanna one hi touch for 800) i was super lucky to have gotten wanna one hi touch on first go and also got the monsta x hi touch even though it took a while. i’m super grateful though bc tbh im probably the only person at kcon who got both monsta x and wanna one hi touch without paying any extra money. 
SEEING VICTON 
so as everyone knows i’m really multifandom so i was able to get into victon fairley well before the concert, like i could recognise about 4-5 members. as i was trying to trade my hi touches everyone started running towards a direction so i kinda walked there to check out what was happening. when i got there victon were sitting like at the bus stop and they were being filmed by staff and it was the video that was played on friday night!! they’re so cute and lovely. they kept waving at us.  especially sejun and seungsik. after that they headed back inside qudos and we were able to walk alongside them as long as we kept a distance they were super nice and kept waving at fans. i have a really good video on my phone, so let me know if you wanna see. also tbh, when i was watching their shows, i didn’t find them like HELLA ATTRACTIVE like only just attractive but seeing them so up close and in real life, they are so so beautiful, 100000x more handsome in real life. i was really shook. 
FRIDAY 
SF9 HI TOUCH 
my sister and i got to the venue just before 9.30 and i lined up for sf9 hi touch. it was a pretty long line but managed to get an okay spot  at around centre fourth row. im tiny so i couldn’t see well. we waited for about half an hour and my bae kevin woo appeared i love him so much. and he is literally the most beautiful and genuine guy ever. i’ll make a separate heading just to talk about kevin at the end omg. so sf9 they came in and it was pretty hectic but they’re all so beautiful and hwiyoung did push ups for the mission. then it was time for hi touch and i was not prepared at all. i watched for a while before going up. i was undecided about my bias between rowoon and taeyang but it got confimed to taeyang. i took soe pics of them interacting with fans and they were super sweet and handsome. when i went up to hi touch, youngbin was first and he was like lowkey my bias candidate too and hes just so beautiful and smiley?? i legit remember nothing but i think youngbin said thank you. rowoon was at the end and i told him i watched his drama and he gave me two thumbs up i have no idea if he actually heard me lmao. also told chani i love his dramas but he looked like a lost puppy so cute. i honestly don’t remember anything else but they were all super smiley and happy and some probably said hello or thank you. after i got down from hi touch all the original lines got messed up as expected so i ended up in the front right in front of taeyang and he literally glowed in the room. he kept staring and smiling at me and he waved a few times. oh yeah inseong another bias candidate was like WHATS UP and he was so happy. all the boys were in a good mood and spoke english really well. zuho’s gaze is really strong and mesmerising. also jaeyoon smiled and looked me in the eye. i really appreciated sf9 cos they made every attempt to look at each fan in the eye even though time was so short. it was really funny bc one girl kept making big hearts at the members and some made them back, i was so envious of her courage because i always blank out at hi touches. 
VICTON AUDIENCE 
so i was lowkey regretting trading my victon hi touch since i saw them on thursday and was like: they might remember me bc i was so close plus they’re so friendly and handsome. victon were the most friendly with their fans out of all the boy groups hi touches (yes lmao i got to watch all the boy groups and did 4) the pace was slow and security was chill. i guess it’s because they’re relatively new so not as many crazy fans. they were so genuine and patient and giving a lot of fan service to the fans. i instantly regretted not keeping my victon hi touch. they’d grab the fans hands and look them in the eye, bow and talk. most groups would just bow and smile and quick hi five. they were really amazing 
PENTAGON HI TOUCH
so lol my friend that upgraded to p1 (literally the day before) actually got a pentagon hi touch when i checked in for her so i used it as she was at home and gave my sister the pentagon audience pass. i had planned what to say to some of the members as i love pentagon. when they came out, i was blown away their visuals are so on point.  my bias is hongseok. i didn’t get a great spot but could see most of it. so as for hi touch, it was really embarrassing because i was wearing thongs (had heels in a plastic bag for the concert so i looked really trash and hobo) as i was going up the stairs I TRIPPED bc the girl behind me stepped on the back of my thong as i was going up the final step so it fell off and i almost lost my balance. i was already standing on the stage so i literally had to bend down to the bottom step to pick up my thong and put it back on and i think pentagon saw me bc the girl that was behind me was like apologising and made sure i was still in front of her lmao. i had a complete mind blank because i was so so embarrassed plus my thongs were orange and did not go along at all with what i was wearing. a part of me hopes that they saw me trip so at least it’s memorable and funny but in the moment i couldn’t look them in the eye or anything. yanan was first i mustered up my courage and said ni hao and jia you (hello and fighting in chinese lol) and my imagination tells me he said xie xie (thank you in chinese) he was so so handsome. dont remember order but hui and yuto both said thank you and their voices were low and it was so handsome??? kino was super smiley and happy and cUTE. i planned to tell hongseok that i was his fan since mix and match but i literally said half the sentence and he was already looking at the next person. lol tbh was slightly disappointed bc he was pretty stoned and doing the classic bow and hi five thing haha. 
RED CARPET 
lining up was a mess, basically some girl whose just a fan started a raffle thing early in the morning. but it wasn’t even official by promoters so it got scraped because after pentagon hi touch people started lining up and then that girl was suddenly like those with raffles come here and she tried to get them to the front but everyone else started telling her off lmao my sister went on fire and eventually that didn’t go ahead. im so glad that didn't go ahead bc it was basically against the rules. kcon officially stated that lining up for red carpet would start at a later time but ppl were getting there at 4am or camping out which is basically illegal anyways. so then all the different sections were separated to get into red carpet. my friend and i were very close to the front of  the line so eventually we got to the front row of our section. it was such a disorganised method lol. all the groups came on and everyone was just really handsome but tbh we were really far away even in front row so like after exo (2nd last group) everyone rushed to line up for entry into concert. it was chaotic. i was also in heels at this point and was running around like crazy. 
CONCERT 
my friend and i got in and like p1 is mostly behind platnium except for the end part which is like super close to second stage. so i ended up there at like row 3 or so my feet were killing me but luckily the girls in front of me were around the same height as me so i could see fairly well when idols were on the second stage (the front one). it was very difficult to see the main stage tho. kevin woo came out mc’ing for pre show and some dancers performed. lmao at this point my friend and another girl we met were basically sitting on the ground chilling. 
the concert finally started and sf9 were first. i couldn’t see much at first as they were on main stage BUT THEY CAME AND DID EASY LOVE WHICH I LOVE LOVE SO MUCH. i have a really good fancam of it ksdhqkdhqek and like idk guys they’re so beautiful. like i’ve watched sf9 vairety shows and im so glad i was in mosh so i was closer and could recognise them like if i were far away i probably would struggle too. they did a lot of fan service too. taeyang is so gorgeous he’s my bias for sure lmao
pretty sure pentagon were next THEY WERE SO GOOD TOO. i honestly dont remember much was trying to find hongseok and yanan . then it was victon i think, they were really great too but didn’t see them that well. it was kinda sad cos when hanse introduced himself there was obviously very little screams compared to sf9 and pentagon. i tried to scream but it wasn’t able to like echo through. 
GIRLS DAY QUEENS TBH bc i know them and all and was getting excited and then they did expectation and that was like my jam when it came out. hyeri and minah gave so much fan service and they’re so amazing and on point live i love them. 
omg chanyeol and seola did stay with me AND THAT IS ONE OF MY FAVE OSTS SO I WAS SO HAPPY AND IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND I APPRECIATED IT SO MUCH lowkey felt bad tho cos everyone screamed whenever it was chanyeol’s part and most people didnt know it was seola. it was amazing tho defs one of my highlight performances on the night. 
so then the first 3 boy groups covered the top songs, so hard carry (MMY AHGASE HEART) fire and monster. they were so good
ALSO MC SEGMENTS. SUHO AND SEHUN WERE FIRST AND I DID NOT EXPECT THEM AND I SCREAMED SO HARD AND ALMOST CRIED. inseong and rowoon were the perfect pair, inseong’s english is amazing and they’re so funny. and they danced to like gangnam style, TT and gee. i can’t remember if there was a third set of mc’s
omg so when exo were about to come on I RAN OUT OF STORAGE AND NEARLY STARTED CRYING i had to delete my fancams from bts as well as the previous covers of hard carry, monster and fire cries. EXO WERE SO GOOD I CANT EVEN COMPREHEND IT WHEN THEY WERE DOING TENDER LOVE CHEN CAME OVER A LOT AS WELL AS KAI AND SEHUN i barely saw xiumin and suho. BAEKYEOL CAME OVER A LOT TOO. KAI WAS ACTUALLY SUPER CLOSE MY BIAS IS YIXING BUT SINCE HE WASNT TEHRE KAI IS MY BIAS AND OMG KYUNGSOO ALSO COULDN’t MAKE :( i have really good fancams of sehun, chen, kai, chanyeol and baekhyun KJHSKJWDGKJ
so for the ending, pentagon were on our side the most and e’dawn omg had his hoodie up and he was so effortlessly HOT he kept making peace signs and waving. jinho was there too. made eye contact OH AND I MADE QUITE A BIT OF EYE CONTACT WITH KAI DKUHQU CRIEs there were more interactions with so many ppl like waves and stuff but honestly don’t remember. sehun was the cutest, he was i think the last to leave and was waving at like everyone sobs my boy and yeah i was wearing heels during entire concert, red carpet AND sf9 hi touch so my feet were ded
SATURDAY 
UP10TION AUDIENCE
so i got there later at like 11.30 lmao right before up10tion audience where i’d help a friend film, i actually could have gotten a free up10tion hi touch but my friend likes them way more so my original friend with the pass sold it to her. while waiting in line, i made a friend who was super cool and chill and we kinda fangirled in the same way if that makes sense. like we got along well, liked kpop for similar amout of time and she wasn’t like a super delusional fan and just very nice and chill and we love the same groups soOOOO we clicked well. we were like very near the back of line and we were both filming for our friends anways so we just chilled at the back waiting for up10tion I LOVE XIAO THO we grabbed a chair and stood on it for like 20 seconds before being told off my security. XIAO WAS SO HOT THO WTHH HIS HAIR???? he’s so beautiful 98 liner forever omg i couldn’t take my eyes off him. yeah so we were just chilling at the back.
MONSTA X HI TOUCH 
well before up10tion had even started lines for monsta x and wanna one were already happening so rip me. i was near the back ish of the line and struggles i really wanted a front row spot but it was obviously impossible since all my audience engagements were back to back. i also made a friend and we got a selfie with kevin woo. lined up for a while and got in. i ended up like right on the side where i could see them come in but crap view of stage. THEY ARE SO SO SO BEAUTIFUL IN REAL LIFE freaking hyungwon TBH blew me away. my bias is changkyun and he was so cute when coming in and making his random movements. his english was just aksudkuqdkqu. ok so for actual hi touch, shownu was first and i blanked out bc hes so gorgeous. hyungwon WAS SO HAPPY like he was so smiley and made eye contact and everything i think he was my fave person to hi touch??? maybe??? i told wonho not to lose weight (in light of what happened recently on his v app) but unsure if he even heard or understood me bc he was just nodding and smiling so beautifully at me. i told changkyun he’s my favourite but dont even remember if i got to finish my sentence or not or whether he even heard or replied to me. kihyun was gorgeous i dont know if i said i liked his voice (that was my plan lmao) or just a hello. i think i generally just end up stuttering a hello or thank you. minhyuk was last and he didn’t look that happy???? he’s probably tired tbh. so when monsta x were exiting i was like on the barrier near the stairs again with the new friend i made. so when monsta x did their end greetings they came down to hi touch front row fans again my arms are short so i missed out on some. i know i definitely got another hi touch from changkyun SOBS MY BABY BOY, wonho, hyungwon and possibly shownu too. i know i missed kihyun and was devo
WANNA ONE HI TOUCH
this was a nightmare lining up omg as soon as i got out of monsta x, the line for wanna one was already ridiculously long and i was contemplating on not even lining up. i also didn’t get to make friends with fans bc the people around me were in their 30s/40s so it was difficult to communicate or chinese fans which were so annoying cos they were constantly letting others in and out there was so much pushing in. thai fans as well omg wth. tbh i was paranoid for all of the audience engagements bc they suddenly had a new rule where no water bottle allowed unless sealed but for friday i openly went in with my 1L water bottle and no one said anything. it was all fine the day before but for up10tion no water bottle was allowed so i gave it to a stranger in monsta x line and when i got out she had left it in a visible spot next to the bin. but for monsta x and wanna one, the security guard allowed water bottles it was just so inconsistent and stressed me out. 
for wanna one, pushing was crazy when entering. once again i ended up like next to the stairs where they would go up so i couldn’t even see the stage rip. it was such a hard a wait but omg they finally came out and i couldn’t believe it they were so gorgeous. daehwi was being so extra and some were waving. everyone sang happy birthday to guanlin. tbh im most disappoiinted in wanna on hi touch bc they didn’t even do missions beforehand??? and the hi touch was super rushed security guards were so pushy and violent and there was no time to do or say anything some fans might have even missed out on a hi touch with some members. like i understand that security was probably much tighter as wanna one are super popular so they dont want the members getting hurt and stuff. i was just so upset because i had a crap view and also didn’t get to say what i planned to. like guanlin was first so i said happy birthday in chinese but i dont think he heard or even if he did i dunno if he replied. i told seongwoo i love you but like there was literally not enough  time to process their replies, they were all smiling though. i think i told jihoon i love him, i had the best thing planned to say to daehwi but he was bowing and gazing at me and i kinda blanked for the 1931319th time that day, his smile is so beautiful. i either told daniel to be healthy or that he was my favourite but looking at him so up close was too much for me. i dont even remember what happened for every other member they were just smiling at me and hi fiving. some probably said thank you and hello and stuff. omg minhyun tho SO BEAUTIFUL he was in such a good mood and gave me a really hard hi five and his smile is so beauiful. the moment i got off the stage, regret swept through me, i’d planned to do the jisung clap to jisung but i was so scared of security like tbh even if i did it, what could they do to me? at most push me but at least jisung might remember me lol. the wanna one hi touch was so bad and rushed and after it ended wanna one just left. they walked past again but unlike monsta x they didn’t hi  five any one but maybe thats the instructions they were given. i was honestly disappointed, i’m glad i didn’t spend money for a wanna on hi touch though bc it was just dumb and ppl were selling audience passes for like 200
CONCERT 
omg i was actually in the same spot as the previous day except on the other side cos they swapped sides. the only problem was that there was this super tall girl in front of me and she had heels on too...that was really annoying cos she completely blocked my view :( at this point i was feeling pretty gross and dizzy and even more annoyed as i couldn’t even see the damn stage. 
sf9 started and they were amazing as usual, then it was up10tion I COULDNT EVEN SEE ANYONE OR ANYTHING COULDNT SEE MY BIAS XIAO AND HE LOOKED SUPER FINE AT AUDIENCE ENGAGEMENT. then it was cosmic girls and omg this girl near me had the highest pitch screams ever and she’d do a high pitch scream every 5 seconds my eardrums were legit about to die and then this guy behind me spat all over me when cosmic girls came out...it was so unpleasant lmao
THEN WANNA ONE SDHKSDUKSYUKD everyone pushed even more forward when wanna one started. they played like a video but i couldn’t even see the screens :( they did energetic first and it was on main stage so i couldn’t see a single thing. then they did wanna be my baby and they walked to the front stage halfway through and i could see like a teeny bit. then they did pinata time and INTRODUCED THEMSELEVES GUANLIN WAS ON MY SIDE and daehwi is legit the cutest he was straight up like: guys this isn’t on the script but it’s guanlin’ birthday so let’s sing happy birthday. daehwi is like friend goals he’s so caring towards everyone and his english is the nicest and most soothing thing ever. everyone was screaming so much and pushing and it was really hard to see. but then they did like pinata time where it was like younger boys vs. older boys team and younger boys had to be sexy THEY DIDNT COME OVEr tO MY SIDE AT ALL but i saw some fancams and woojin full on did the thigh move and daniel was cringing hahaha and daehwi was being extra as usual. the hyungs came over more AND THEY HAD TO BE CUTE AND DANIEL WAS LIKE ALMOST SITTING ON THE STAGE IN FRONT OF ME AND POSING AND HE WAS SUCH A CUTE BUNNY he’s so extra and everyone was pushing so hard :( jisung did the peace sign and he’s so cute. i like legit did not see half the  members for the whole concert :( 
OH YEAH SO MONSTA X BLEW MY HEART AWAY THEY WERE SO PERFECT AND LIKE WHEN KIHYUN AND CHANGKYUN WERE MC’ING KHKWHWKU their english. they’re like my two biases (kihyun and hyungwon are bias wreckers tho) and like wonho came down to propsal to the girl that was sorta near us so all of monsta x were crowded around my side of stage and they WERE SO CLOSe their performances were amazing lowkey wish they did newton BUT THEY DID HERO AND FIGHTER WHICH IS AMAZING AND EX GIRL I LOVE MONSTA X SO MUCH. and changkhyun was being al greasy he was like to the girl: angel, why are you here? what about heaven I NEARLY CRIED OMG HE SSO BEAUTIFUL LIYWFDHKWYF wonho is super fine and kind i just love them so much 
BUT OMG AT THE END YOUNGBIN AND THE REST OF SF9 WERE ON MY SIDE AND YOUNGBIN STARTED TAKING FANS PHONES AND TAKING SELFIES WITH THEM OR VIDEOS AND MY ARM WAS JUST TOO SHORT AND HE WAS SO CLOSE TO TAKING MINE BUT I MISSED OUT KHKJSDGKWULICUSLU 
alright this was such a crap fan account BC SO MUCH HAPPENS AT KCON AND ITS SO HARD TO REMEMBER EVERYTHING MAY ADD MORE THINGS LATER but if you read the the end you are a legend
and yes i said hi to kevin woo like every time i was in audience engagement and also got a selfie with him!! he’s honestly the sweetest and kindest guy ever and super chill!! and honestly like monsta x were so so amazing 
ok i think i need to end this here lmao i will post my hi touches and my selfie with kevin woo on my blog too!! ^^ thank you guys1! 
oh yeah ok and like i hardcore stan every group that was at kcon now bYe 
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superworldunkown · 3 years
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IT’s a date! (x3) Part 2 - I am here...for your date: Midoriya
AN: OMG remember when I said I’d have this posted in a few days almost three weeks ago? Do you ever have moments when you’re like, “Yes I have time to do this.” and the universe is like “....The F*** you do.” Well, anyways here we are, Midoriya takes Y/N on their first date. (should also note here Y/N can be whomever you want but my inspiration is my typical Melanin Queen <3) 
Also, how do you taglist ppl on this thing? Sorry, I’ll learn, halp a old, broken, millennial queen? ​
Link to Part 1 HERE 
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Midoriya, the ever calm, ever sweet little bean of Class 1-A sat eagerly in your hospital room, admiring the work he had done while you were in physical therapy. He hoped you’d like it. He understood that underneath all of the streamers and hero décor it was still as stuffy hospital room, but he had made a promise to you and damnit (dare he say it), you were going to have nothing but a good time.
It was Monday. Midoriya’s time to shine. 
Taking a step out of your room and sliding the door closed to not ruin the surprise he sat in one of the gray chairs in the hospital hallway, his mind wandering back to how he, Todoroki, and Bakugou ironed out the details to this unique event...
Several Days earlier
“L/N made it out of surgery as expected.” The doctor began only to be cut off by the rather battered group of soon-to-be heroes that stood eagerly outside of the surgical unit. 
“Y/N....did they...did they die?” 
“He said as expected you moron!” Bakugou’s brash voice cut through the air, causing Midoriya to bristle and Todoroki to sink in his chair with slight embarrassment.
THe doctor cleared his throat slightly before continuing, “Yes Young Shoto, the surgery went well and we were able to stabilize their injuries'. It will be a difficult road to recovery, but seeing as they’re in the care of our hospital staff, and you three, I think they’ll be just fine.” 
All three of them began to light up at the cheeks before turning away to some object other than the unsuspecting doctor. Midoriya, the tile floor, Todoroki, a lamp, Bakugou, he was practically burning holes through the ceiling. 
Midoriya was first to speak, “The date! We promised Y/N dates!” 
“But they’re in the hospital for the next several weeks at least.” Todoroki added, “I don’t think they will let them leave.” 
“We’ll plan them here!” The green haired boy smiled, “It will be fun!” 
The three of them spent the next hour ironing out the details. And by ironing out the details it meant heavy arguing, Todoroki’s deadpan replies, Bakugou’s screaming, and Midoriya using several pages of paper to write and rewrite the arrangements. 
“Okay I think we got it!” The scribe let out a heavy sigh, staring at the piece of paper, “I’ll take Y/N on Monday, Todoroki, you have Wednesday, and Kacchan will finish on Friday...so strange Kacchan usually you’d like to go first in everything.” 
“That’s because Bakugou likes Y/N.” Todoroki said without blinking an eye.
“WHAT! Take that back you IcyHot bastard you don't know squat!” 
“Oh I guess that does make sense.” Midoriya nodded, “That way you can see what we’re planning and have something to top them all. That’s so sweet Kacchan-”
“Don’t agree with him Deku!” 
“You two would make an odd couple.” Todorki chimed in, ignoring the heated blond,  “But maybe having a girlfriend would calm you down a bit.” 
“I’LL KILL YOU BOTH!”
Present
“Oh hey Midoriya.” Your voice caught the student by alarm, shaking him out of his trip down a rather loud and painful memory lane.
“Oh, Hey Y/N - wait! Dont open that yet!” He jumped to his feet, scrambling over to the door.
You narrowed your eyes, rotating the wheels of your wheelchair in an attempt to nudge the boy out of your way. 
“Give me one second! Just have to-finish up one last thing!” Midoriya quickly slipped through your hospital room door, leaving you bursting with both irritation and anticipation. After a few moments he finally slid the door open, “Okay its ready!” 
“Better be.” You huffed while wheeling yourself forward, “I had a long as day and I’m-”
Before you could finish your words your mouth hung open, taking in your once bland hospital room, now adorned in purple, white, and yellow decor. 
“I hope you like it.” The student asked while smiling and scratching the back of his head, “I know Mirko is your favorite hero, after all.” 
Everything in your room was Mirko themed, your bedsheets had a Mirko themed blanked strewn across it, purple streamers hung from the ceiling, there was even a basket of fresh carrots at your bedside. Midoriya knew how to impress when it came to heroes. 
“Oh, and this is for you!” Before you could protest, he slipped a pair of signature Mirko ears over your head, causing you to laugh as you glanced at your reflection through your window. 
“Midoriya, this is too much, really?” 
His smile grew even brighter; you couldn’t believe that people could smile that big, “We’re just getting started!” 
He helped you into your hospital bed before placing a bento box filled with sticky rice cut in the shape of mini rabbits while you two settled into the ‘Ultimate Rabbit Hero montage’, which basically was a bootleg movie Midorya put together of all of Mirko’s interviews, fight scenes, and press conferences. After that, Midoriya even went a step further with dessert,
Carrot Cake. Because he’s Midoriya, and you don’t deserve a friend like MIdoriya. 
“I don't know how anyone will top this. This is very sweet Izuku.” You spoke while setting your plate at your nightstand. Midorya sat beside you in a chair, also finishing up the dessert. 
“Please don’t tell Kacchan that.” Midoriya looked your way, half joking, but also half serious. Honestly, the poor boy had enough praise in relation to Bakugou that’s caused way to many fights between the two of them. 
“Well. Both he and Todoroki have quite the standard to live up to. You gonna tell me what they’re planning?” You asked while leaning forward, hoping you could get something out of the sweet boy next to you.
“They didn’t tell me anything, I swear.” He smiled while holding his hands up defensively, “But knowing them I’m sure you’ll have a great time.” 
Seeing the truth behind his words smirked, “Well, we’ll see. But seriously, this was beyond wonderful. Thank you Midoriya.”  Your hand reached out to give him a gentle pinch at his freckled cheeks. 
“It’s not nearly enough Y/N. You saved our lives back there. I just feel bad that you got so hurt. If only’ I’d been there sooner I’d-Ouch!” He winced slightly as the hold on his cheeks tightened in your grasp,
“Don’t worry about me okay. I’ll be fine. The doctor actually said I was making quite the progress for someone who should have died.” 
Midoriya turned your way, smiling that heroic smile, “That’s amazing Y/N. No wonder why you like Mirko so much, you’re just like her! You always bounce back even after the toughest injuries.”  
 You laughed softly, “I thought you were going to say I’m like her because of my foul attitude.” 
“Well...that too I guess.” 
AN: Okay ya’ll thats it. Join me next time, (hopefully sooner than last) for Part 3 with Todoroki (and a sprinkle of Bakugou). 
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redoing a survey i took 4 years a go!!1! :~) 
1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
ya because i have asthma so fuck dat // yes
2: Are you single/taken/heartbroken/confused?
all of the above loooooool // taken uwu
3: What if I told you that you were pretty?
i’d say thank you, you are too // same answer!!!!
4: Ever been told “it’s not you, it’s me”?
probably // not that i know of
5: Are you interested in anyone right now?
nah // yes uwu
6: What are you looking forward to in the next week?
nothing. sleeping in on monday pretty much // nothing....
7: Do you want to be single?
i dont mind // not rn bc i am happy in my relationship atm!
8: Did you go out or stay in last night?
i went out and i had jollibee // i stayed in but i wish i went out...!
9: How late did you stay up last night?
til like 1 or 2 i think doing fuckin nothing lol // i dont remember but it was late!!
10: Can you recall the last time you realized you liked someone a lot?
junior year??? and RIGHT NOW ???????? LMAO!!! // yes (: rn!
11: Last three things you had to drink?
breakfast, lunch, and dinner: mocha cappucino, sprite, and water // water, strawberry lemonade, baja blast ! 
12: Have you pretended to like someone?
ya man i’m fake af lol // yes
13: Have you ever told somebody you loved them and not actually meant it?
ya man i’m fake af lol // not sure, but maybe...
14: Honestly, has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 months?
my mom probably // my bf tony omg the answer difference
15: Is it hard for you to get over someone?
depends but not rly bc i’m fake af lol // idk wtf i was talkin bout but in terms of platonic relationships, it rly depends on my closeness with the person! and i’ve never been thru a breakup so i cant say anything...
16: Think back five months ago, were you single?
ya what was that like august? been single since i was born tbh // no uwu
17: What were you doing at 12:30 this afternoon?
getting ready to shower // i was still in bed lol!!
18: Hold hands with anyone this week?
trisha but she was only holding on to my pinky // tony!
19: Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?
no bc it is too late for me // same answer lol
20: What would you name your future daughter?
clara after the singer or adora after that prodigy // who the hell was i talkin about... okay just googled who adora svitak was (the prodigy i was talking about) and sis was born in 97... i too was born in 97....damn i was mute for like half my life and sis was in a TED TALK at 12 so thats cool... anyway i want to name my daughter after my mom!
21: Do you miss anyone?
not really. just one person // yes :(
22: Have you kissed three or more people in one night?
yea but they were just quick pecks on the cheek // yes
23: Did your last kiss take place in/on a bed?
no it took place while i was sitting down in a chair and it was from my pops on my forehead //  i do not remember actually LOL
24: Are you good at hiding your feelings?
ya bc i’m fake af lol… just kidding my friends say i make shit hella obvious sometimes guess i’m not as good of an actress as i thought i was // hmm no but i wish i was... but i’m a PISCES i ABSORB EVERY EMOTION AND IT SHOWS
25: Have you ever cried from being so mad?
fffuuuuuuck yyyeeaaaa // yes :(
26: Who did you last see in person?
my parents? what you tryna ask here // i dont rly understand the contxt of this question, im just gona say my roommates bc theyre in the room with me
27: Are you listening to music right now?
yes chandelier by sia // no i’m listening to an asmr video!
28: What is something you currently want right now?
to finish my hw but that’s not happening anytime soon bc f society // i was sooo angsty back then omg lol but i want new makeup, clothes, and accessories!
29: What is the last thing you said out lot?
this question because i read it out loud bc of the typo // hmmm i don’t remember! i think it was... can u wash my fork
30: How is your heart lately?
heavy // empty (: damn i’ve been depressed my whOLE LIFE huh
31: Do you wear the hood on your hoodie?
yes because my head gets cold // sometimes!
32: Are you wearing socks?
yes and they’re grey / not rn
33: What do people call you?
chacha or princess sometimes but not really mostly just charlene // charlene, char! not rly chacha anymore! i miss being called chacha! but ppl who arent that close to me started calling me it so its weird! but it might b my fault for pushing the nickname... but i mean nicknames are only a given IF ur close with that person right... so idk why ppl thought itd b ok right away! like cmon ppl!
34: Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
maybe~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~but if i do i’ll feel like i’m bothering him lol / maybe ! but it’s ok if we dont
35: Are there any stressful situations in your life?
you think this a joke ofc there are wtf!!!! // yes.. same answer LOL
36: Who did you last share a bed with?
my mommy // tony
37: Did you do something bad today?
procrastinate)))))): // same answer, add two shots of ~hate myself~ in there too
38: When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
like two days ago? is that sad / today!
39: Do you get stressed out easily?
ya but it’s my own fault i’m hella dumb but in the end i’m just like oh well ALOT which is actually not healthy at all / yes! it fries my brain and i become numb to it lol
40: Will you sing today?
i sing everyday // i hope!
41: Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
yes because i am so bad at talking / same answer!
42: Who do you go to when you need to talk to someone?
kaithleen and i like talking to megs but when i do tell people stuff i feel like i am giving them more stuff to worry about so i usually end up not going to them at all lol / tony or my vocaloid sisters groupchat! 
43: Have you ever been taken to the emergency room in an ambulance?
no; thanks jesus / no
44: What are you listening to right now?
we could happen by aj rafael / same asmr video!
45: What is wrong with you right now?
a lot of things / i need to find new ways of unlearning the harmful coping mechanisms and negativity i’ve internalized, but i know it takes a lot of work for self improvement, so i think it’s easier to just be sad :(
46: What is on your wrists right now?
my sleeves and my veins / wtf angsty bitch lmao NOTHING is on my wrist lol chill
47: Where did you get the shirt/sweatshirt you’re wearing?
t’s a house find and it says tiburon and conference center lodge so ig uess it’s from there / it’s a free shirt from a programming company! or gaming i cant remember....
48: What do you like better: hot chocolate or hot apple cider?
hot chocolate wtf is hot apple cider i never tried it / hot chocolate!
49: Do you make wishes at 11:11?
i used to / aww same answer, maybe i should start again! but i always lose track of time...
50: Are you a good artist?
fuck yeah. sike i’m a disgrace / no :(
51: Love really is a beautiful thing huh?
ew / yes!!!!!!
52: Do you miss the way things were six months ago?
who do you think i am do you think people like counting the months backwards? anyway idk i didn;t do shit in july / yes bc i would b at home with my cat!!!!!!!
53: Ever been on a golf cart?
no / not while it was moving!
54: Do you have trust issues?
ya bc i’m fake af lol / yes :(
55: Ever stayed up all night on the phone, with who?
tony or kaithleen kinda but she always falls asleep / tony!
56: Do you own something from Hot Topic?
yea think so from my middle school days but the only thing i can rly think of is this pikachu shirt / yes!!! that pikachu shirt, a goofy movie shirt, and a spirited away shirt!
57: Do you use chap stick?
i used to / not the brand chapstick but yes! i think my lips have become too dependent on it tho bc they dry out or sunburn easily if i dont use it for a while or if its a rly sunny hot day!!
58: Have you ever slapped someone in the face?
yes probably but on accident pretty sure i’d remember it clearly if it was on purpose / not that i know of!
59: Do you have a little sister?
no but if i consider my friends as little sisters i’d have like seven or soemthing / no!
60: Have you ever been to New York?
no but i would love to go / not yet!
61: Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
yes and i love them too / same answer !!!!
62: Have you hugged someone within the last week?
ya and it was the opposite sex dude you asked about earlier / yes!
63: What were you doing at midnight last night?
talkin to the late night people you asked about earlier / on my laptop watching asmr videos lol!!
64: Have you ever regretted kissing someone?
no / yes 😥
65: Is there one person in your life that can always make you smile?
ya like 10 / i cant believe i counted... but yes!
66: Were your last three kisses from the same person?
no / yes, tony!
67: Have you kissed anyone in the last five days?
i actually don;t remember oops sorry mom give me up for adoption / yes, tony!
68: Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?
i am okay with both but i have to be close to you first to face you if we sleepin on the same bed lol / im fine with either !
69: Will next Friday be a good one?
i dont think so. everyday feels the same and i am bored all the time / im gona speak it into existence, YES!!!!
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