#i usually re-read what I write bt not this time so sorry for any mistakes.... by all means point and laugh

[wewebaggit]

The Big Byler Theory

This might not be well structured but I will try not to be all over the place and keep it as short as possible. So here goes.

How it's gone so far

First and foremost, Mike's got to earn it. He has been a bit of a bitch and an asshole and has not yet learned the art of apologising. The show and Mike rest on Will's enthusiasm to forgive and forget to make it seem like all's fine and dandy. Mike hasn't apologised for his homophobic remark in season 3 and neither has he apologised for repeatedly ignoring Will. (season 4 apology was lame sowie) Mike has to learn to make amends (not just with Will) and take responsibility for his words. You can't just be the heart and then simultaneously be the asshole.

Will on the other hand needs to get to a point where he "doesn't hate himself" or at least makes major improvement in his self worth. His arc can't be about realising that he's deserving of Mike's love. But love in general.

Van Scene/Garage Scene aka Byler create a Scene

People talk about how Mike doesn't make him feel like a mistake at all and apply it to Mike making him feel like he's okay/better for being gay. NO. Mike's love and friendship makes him better for being different. Different in the way he's small and shy and easily intimidated but better cuz he feels like he can voice his opinions in front of Mike. Different in the way that his clothes are colourful, he draws and is artsy and sensitive and has been regularly bullied for those qualities even by his own father but better cuz Mike plasters his art everywhere. Different in the way that his songs are "stupid" or not Kenny Rogers but better cuz he can sing them around Mike anyway. Different in the way that he was possessed by a netherworldly entity and used as a spy but better cuz Mike made him their super spy. Different in how he was alone on the swings and Mike walked up to him and asked him to be his friend and it was the best thing he ever did. Different in the way he feels not everyone understands him but better cuz Mike does and would be gladly go crazy together with him. Different in how he is usually treatedlike a baby, like a freak but better cuz Mike doesn't treat him differently at all.

But that does not give Mike a pass. The 2020fication of the 80s or the post-homophobiafication of humanity in general has made people excuse homophobia just because it came from a gay guy. People need to realise that just because you suspect someone to be homophobic, you don't just cut them out of your life. Many do. Many don't. There's militant homophobia and then there's the hate the sin not the sinner homophobia. And everything in between. So Will regardless of what he thinks about Mike's homophobia is not just gonna dump his ass. As far as Will knows Mike's just straight. He does not have Tumblr perspective. Heck he has lesser than casual viewer perspective. So his gayness is still definitely something Mike doesn't make him feel better about. Cuz Mike doesn't even know for one. And Mike is just rubbing his relationship in his face even if it's not about being homophobic but just a bad friend. (In Will's POV)

And no. This is not to call Mike the devil's spawn. But to say that an express apology is fundamental to his own arc. Because to apologise to Will he must first forgive himself for wanting what he wants.

I resent the idea that Mike is aware of AND willing to explore his feelings for Will but ONLY stops himself because he loves El so so much and doesn't want to lose her. Makes no sense. She hasn't really been sending him any signals of wanting to chuck him out of her life.

Mike's arc is about conformism. And it is because he's someone who can successfully do it without being "clocked". He isn't scared to lose her. He is scared to lose his shield. He's scared to face his "difference" cuz if he doesn't have a girlfriend he is only a boy who doesn't really want girlfriends and honestly can't get girlfriends.

And again that's not a commentary on his frog face or inability to rizz up or whatever the kids are calling it these days. It is his canon inability to know anything about dating a girl. Something that is very instinctual. (Confusion over how to get back El vs just knowing to go after Will). He keeps looking up to Lucas who's by no means an expert since that's his first relationship too. But my boy Sinclair has his hetero instincts with him. Puberty slapped Mike hard and he is now not only aware that he's attracted to boys but also that he's not attracted to girls.

It's his defensiveness and self-hate that made him lash out at Will. Was he projecting? Yes. But was he really remorseful? No. Because he intended to say what he did. That's what people do when they're defensive. Cuz it was an entirely disproportionate response to "some stupid girl". Also a hetero would know bros before hoes. (ik shit) But he completely cuts off his bros? Ya. So so straight. As seen with Lucas not finding it hard to find a balance. (It's been like this all summer - Lucas Sinclair himself said it).

So what does it mean for Byler? (That is so horribly underdeveloped LMAO I can't even bt that's for a different day).

How it should go moving forward (I feel/hope/pray/manifest)

Well, the timing of it could be anything. But that painting is gonna be brought up. And it is going to be messy. I know people want Mike to be sad and not angry, but sad and angry is just so much better and makes sense. There is a fight. Because neither are ready to lay it all out in the open. You don't suddenly gain that confidence. I hope they're separated after. If it is because of avoidance, different team ups, or both. Doesn't matter. They both need time with their thoughts and the time being spent thinking about their own selves. This growth may be through convos with their loved ones and some other self reflective moments. I think that Mike's gonna get a coming out scene most probably with Karen. Will might get a scene like the one he already got in SBP with Jonathan but maybe with Joyce. (I hope she needs to make a comeback as a mother.) It could be a private moment or a Byers family moment. I don't want a party coming out. I want the boys to share this with the people that are closest to them and their fiercest supporters and rocks. Karen for Mike and Joyce n Jonatan for Will. Also, I think it's Mike who's gonna HAVE TO expressly say it while Will's could go either way. This is cuz of the differences in their circumstances - in/visible gayness.

How do they get together? Well believe it or not, a lot of unnecessary supernatural and sci-fi plot shit is crammed in (bullshit right?) and maybe they're now more okay being around each other cuz their deepest fears have been mostly assuaged. They don't feel alone with their truth and therefore, their place in the world does not rest on the reciprocity of their feelings. Imagine not HAVING to need each other but CHOOSING to. Cuz they just really really really want it. And it would make them happy. How they pursue each other is by not hiding. Nothing too brave I feel. Just being themselves. The vibes will carry. How THE getting together scene goes - I don't know. Surprise me, honestly. But for all the shit treatment their storyline has gotten so far I want s5 to fix it so well that WHEN it happens we all go crazy together! 💙💛

#I delivered on the not well structured but fumbled on the keep it short........oops #also Will doesn't just hate himself cuz GAY bt the exploration of the other facets of his self hatred are not relevant HERE #i usually re-read what I write bt not this time so sorry for any mistakes.... by all means point and laugh #actually did re-read cuz wtf happened #byler #stranger things #will byers #mike wheeler #wewe's opinionions

[wallewizzle]

BTS reacting to you being insecure/jealous Maknae Line

Jimin

”Hey babe!” He smiled nervously as he walked through the door. You didn’t even spare him a glance, you kept your eyes focused on the book you were reading. ”Are you still mad?” He asked and you raised your eyebrows in response. Did he really think you were fine? He forgot your birthday and then expected everything to be fine? ”Y/N…I´m sorry! I don´t know what you want me to do?” He sat down on the table in front of the couch but you didn’t move a finger. It wasn’t your problem, fixing his mistake. Especially since it was you he hurt. ”Jagi…please…” He took your book from your hands and sat down beside you. You still didn’t look at him and he sighed.

The truth was that he was scared. He had no idea how to fix this. He had been away all day on your birthday and you knew that but he didn’t even call you. He had prepared to send you flowers, call you and to tell you that he would make it up to you. But he forgot all of that and when he came back home, two days later your sad eyes told him he really fucked up. He was happy you hadn’t forced him out of the apartment you shared. Especially since you had made such a huge deal about his birthday, bringing his friends together, buying him a really expensive gift and making sure he didn’t have to lift a finger. Now you didn’t even want to look at him. You hadn’t touched him since he got back and he missed you so much.

”Babe…Please just look at me”. He begged and your cold eyes met his. You frowned, waiting for him to continue but he turned mute. Maybe he hadn’t realized how badly he hurt you but now any excuse seemed stupid.

”What Jimin?” You huffed. You really wanted to forgive him but right now you had too many thoughts to straighten out before you could. He usually called you every day but the last week he hadn’t, he hadn’t called you at all and not even on your birthday. You knew he was busy and you tried not to overthink it but when he couldn’t remember your birthday you couldn’t help but to get worried. Was he really as invested in this relationship as you?

”I love you”. That was all he could say really. He hoped that it still meant something to you. But maybe you had realized that he couldn’t give you what you needed. That you could find someone who would always be there for you? But you just shook your head and walked away, slamming the bathroom door behind you before breaking down on the floor. Jimin watched the door with big eyes and felt his stomach contracting in panic. 

This wasn’t just about your birthday and that´s what scared him the most. How could he make it better?

”Y/N?” He knocked on the door when he heard the muffled cries behind it. ”Jagiya! Open the door!” He raised his voice and knocked harder. He was desperate. He would do anything for you to be fine. ”We have to talk about this!” He pulled the handle and grunted when it didn’t open. Your sobs still filling his ears.

”Do you still love me?” Your words punched him in the stomach and he stared at the door, his heart sinking to the floor. ”Yes! Of course I do! Jagi…” He exclaimed and tried to open the door again, still closed. ”You didn’t even call! Not just on my birthday! You didn’t call me all week!” You cried and heard him mumble something behind the door. You heard steps and sighed. You leaned you head back and tried to get rid of the tears that kept on streaming over your cheeks. Fuck! You heard him coming back and the sound of steal against the lock. Before you had the chance to grab the handle the door flew open and Jimin quickly kneeled down in front of you.

”You´re so stupid!” He mumbled and grabbed your cheeks. Swiping his thumb over your wet cheeks with big eyes. ”I´m sorry! I should have called! I was crazy busy and I barely got any sleep. I thought about you all the time but every time I got the chance to call it was either too late or something happened and I…” He explained and you inhaled deeply. ”But I don´t want you to feel like you have to call me! I want you to want to call me!” You muttered and looked down still caught between his hands. ”But I do! Seriously Jagi! You are the most important person in my life and I need you to know that…because I…I love you so much and I want to make you happy. Just let me make it up to you!” You watched his thick lips and wide eyes and loved the sight. You trusted him and he told you everything you wanted to hear. You nodded and smiled through the tears as he kissed you nose, your cheeks, forehead and lips. His hand gripped your waist and as he pulled you up your spirit followed. How could you doubt his feelings? You knew he loved you but somehow his life got to you. The crazy beautiful fans and girl-groups. The fact that he was so darn attractive, beautiful and perfect. Everything made you doubt yourself. You never really doubted him. You doubted yourself and what the hell he choose you for.

Jimin walked with you over to the couch, pulled you down next to him and placed a gentle peck against your head. He took you hand and moved it up against his lips. Your soft, so smooth it made his heart flutter. ”I love you so much Y/N”. You rolled over and placed your head against his chest, your favorite part of his body. Always making you feel so safe. ”I love you. I´m sorry for being so insecure and dramatic but I…” You started but he stopped you. ”Hey! You have nothing to apologize for. I fucked up and I will defiantly try to make it up to you, okay?” He said and you nodded. ”And as for the insecurity, I feel it too. Sometimes I think that you will find someone better. A tall, handsome stranger who will sweep you off your feet when I´m away”. He confessed and you stared at him with a deep frown. ”You´re delusional! He has to be short!” You teased and he chuckled, leaning down and pushing his lips to yours with a deep sigh. 

Jungkook

She´s so ugly! What can he possibly see in her? It wont last anyway, she´s not good enough for him! What happened to IU? I want IU back :( Have you seen her nose? It´s like a fucking hippo in the middle of her face. She´s fat! She looks like a real BITCH!

You scrolled through the comments of your last tweet and sighed, feeling how your eyes welled up. You closed your computer before you could read any more. You wanted to say that it didn’t get to you but it did. How could it not? You have thought every one of those thoughts yourself and here you got it, in writing, for everyone to see. Maybe you should just close of every social media account you owned but you didn’t want that. You couldn’t let them win right? Jungkook had assured you that it would get better. You just went public and he warned you about this but you knew he didn’t know half of it. You didn’t want to bother him with it.

You turned on your tv to watch the award show they were on. You tried to remember all the good times you had with him since you met. Just focus on that. But when you saw Jungkook on the screen you saw her, IU, sitting just in front of him. She was so beautiful. They would be the perfect couple. Everybody thought so. Even you. Could you be in this relationship, always knowing that she was his fantasy girl? If she ever decided that she liked him? Then what? You ended up shutting down the show when he was on his way up on stage with the boys and no-one else then the perfect IU.

Hours later he texted you like he always did after a show to ask if you watched it. You said you did. He didn’t need to know that you only saw half of it. He quickly answered, asking if he could come over. He missed you. You were torn. You wanted him to come but you also knew it wasn’t a good idea right now. Sighing, you texted him back, saying you were tired.

Okay, so we´ll just sleep then ;)

You smiled at his relentless stubbornness. You knew he would make up any excuse until you said he could come so you quickly gave in. Fine.

”Hey Babe!” Jungkook smiled brightly as he walked in, pulled his arms around your waist and kissing your temple. He looked so happy but you couldn’t feel it with him. You forced out a smile and he saw right though it. ”What´s up with you? You look…like a bitch”. He smirked and you knew he was only teasing you, but today that word hit you in your stomach.

”Thank you!” You hissed and released yourself from his grip. ”Y/N? I´m joking! You know that”. He said and grabbed your wrist to pull you back. ”Come here”. He grabbed your neck, about to tell you how beautiful you were but you couldn’t hide the sharp edge of insecurity that pierced its way through you. ”Just drop it! I know I´m a bitch! We all know that!” You pulled back and ignored Jungkook´s confused expression. ”Jagi…?” He said softly as you walked over to the kitchen, him following you closely. ”Oh! And you know what? I´m also fat! Ugly! My nose is gigantic! I´m not good enough for you and I´m defiantly NOT IU!”

Jungkook watched you, tilting his head as he tried to understand you but right now you weren’t making any sense. ”You´re not fat! Who said you were fat? And what the fuck has IU to do with this?” He asked and you huffed. ”EVERYONE! EVERYTHING!” You yelled and tried to force your way by him but he covered the door, gently pushing you back. ”You should just go!” You muttered as he shook his head. ”No! You will tell me what this is all about”. He said firmly as you leaned back against the wall with your arms crossed over your chest.

”Nobody thinks I´m good enough for you…” You murmured silently, eyes glued to the floor. ”I read the comments you know…they hate me!” You sighed, feeling how your throat thickened. You tried to stay strong, not wanting their words to matter. ”Don´t read it then! Everyone who knows you think that you´re too good for me! So don´t listen to it. They don´t know you! Turn of the comments!” He sighed and moved closer. He hated to see you like this. When you didn’t see how amazing you were it killed him. Most of the time you didn’t listen, you were smart enough to know that their words shouldn’t affect you but this time it was different. He saw it in your eyes.

”And IU! What about her? If she came up to you with her perfect little smile and beautiful laugh? What then?” You hissed and moved away from his frame, you couldn’t be close to him right now. His gaze was too much as it was.

”Y/N! Come on! I´m with you! I don´t care about her!” He pleaded. He started to get annoyed. How could you doubt him? He loved you. Only you! ”You don´t care? Before we started dating she was all you ever talked about!” You muttered and he huffed. ”Jagi…I only did that because I wanted you to get jealous!” He admitted and you finally looked up at him. ”I tried to get your attention since we first met, so I was immature and stupid! I don´t love her now do I? I love you!”Jungkook grabbed you waist and this time you didn’t move away. ”And what about you? I remember you telling me that you had a crush on Jimin? Sooo…” He grinned and you blushed. ”I wanted to see your reaction”. You mumbled and scoffed as he pushed you closer. ”And how did I react?” He swayed your hips, loving the way you snickered. ”You told me ”fuck that” and kissed me”. You smiled and felt your throat dry up from the memory. Jungkook pulled you even closer and squinted his eyes. ”And now it´s your turn”. 

His hand moved up your spine as he bit his lip. You shivered and grabbed his neck tightly. ”Fuck that!” You smirked and pushed his lips to yours, just like he did that day. Ruthlessly and passionately.

Tae

You spun around in the chair with your eyes set at the ceiling while listening to Tae´s vivid conversation through the phone. It didn’t matter that you were there, taking time from your short lunch to see him, no, his friend was more important. Like always. You sighed and looked at your boyfriend, smiling happily, laughing loudly like he forgot you were there. Did he take you for granted or didn’t he care? What would you prefer? You looked down on your phone and scrolled through some articles. You hadn’t been dating for long and you dreaded the day he was leaving for the tour. He would be gone for months. You felt as he didn’t care enough for you yet. You needed more time to make sure that he remembered you. You loved him so much. Just months in you couldn’t imagine your life without him and it scared you. You never were the one who reached for the love of another but this time, Tae had you reaching for just one-fifth of the love you felt for him. If he could love you that much you could accept it. But now you weren’t sure that he loved you at all. Or even liked you. Looking down at your phone and it was time to go. You stood up and finally felt his eyes on you.

”I´ll call you back”. He ended his call and stood up as you threw your coat over your shoulders. ”Are you going already?” He asked stupidly and you sighed.

”Yeah…I have work you know”. You muttered. ”Okay…well…can I see you later? I can come by your place?” He smiled brightly and grabbed your waist. You knew what that smile meant and the frustration built up in your stomach. You rolled your eyes and moved away from his arms. ”Do whatever you want”. You hissed and hurried out of the door, annoyed with both your immature reaction and his stupidity. You didn’t really expect him to love you at all. You just wanted his attention from time to time. Couldn’t you at least expect that? But you didn´t see the way he wanted to reach out for you before you left and how he pushed his hair back in frustration the second you closed the door. 

Hours later you ignored his call before jumping into the shower. The hours at work made you afraid that you were right. He didn’t care at all. Wouldn’t it be better if you ended it now? Maybe he was about to do just that. He didn’t need the drama of you.

The doorbell rang while you dried your hair and your heart stopped. You knew it was him. You looked at yourself in the mirror, big eyes and pale cheeks. Your heart started to raise. Fuck!

”Hey…” He smiled awkwardly before walking inside, suddenly stopping and looking straight at you. He blowed up his cheeks nervously and raised his eyebrows making your eyes flicker. What was this about? ”Are you angry at me or something?” He asked looking at the ground before returning to your gaze. You wanted to tell him no, talk to him about how disappointed you felt when he didn’t gave you attention. That you didn’t see him enough and when you finally did he seemed to always have something better to do. But instead you huffed and raised your eyebrows like he was the biggest idiot in the world.

”Nope”. You muttered. ”So…we´re okay? Or? Cause I…” He started and you scoffed. ”Look…whatever”. You mumbled and looked down to your feet. Why was it so hard to be honest? ”Y/N…if I did something…I didn’t mean to”. He looked so confused and you gritted your teeth not to scold him for being so damn innocent. Was he just playing you? ”Do you even like me?” You opened your mouth before you could think about what to say and silently scolded yourself for it.

”What?” He frowned and you lost it. It was already out anyway. ”I mean I get it! You´ll be leaving soon and maybe you don´t care about…this…but if you´re sick of me already you could at least be man enough to tell me. Cause now you ignore me most of the time. Do you want me to break it off? Or what?” You ranted until he cut you off with a loud no. He gripped your waist and kept you put, one arm length away from him.

”Do you think that I want to leave?” He hissed and stared you down. Suddenly making you question every single thought you ever had. ”And I never meant to ignore you. I´m scared shitless that you wont be here when I come back. So maybe I pulled away, acting like it wouldn’t bother me but I´m so fucking scared! I´ll be gone for three months! What if you…” He exclaimed before you grabbed his neck, throwing yourself over him. He said everything you wanted to hear and you couldn’t stay away from those lips. ”I…don´t…want…I…love…you” He mumbled between kisses against your lips and you froze. You pulled away and stared at him. ”I…” He stuttered and regretted his words when he saw your frown.

”You do?” You asked and he slowly nodded. ”So you…want to stay with me? Try?” You added confused about his words not even thinking about saying it back. He frowned and shook his head. ”No? But…is that what you want? Cause I will try to be better. I can try to make you feel the same and…” He muttered and you felt your cheeks aching from the smile on your lips. ”Come on!” You exclaimed and his eyes widened from your sudden outburst. ”I love you!” You snickered and adored the boxy smile spreading over his lips. ”Yeah?” He smiled and you nodded. ”Yeah!”

#bts #bts smut #bts reactions #bts imagines #BTS jimin #BTS jungkook #bts taehyung

[mint-syuga]

transformer; chanyeol

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title: transformer

length: 1.5k (oops)

genre: it’s not angst fluff or smut but it is kinda suggestive I guess lmao

notes: this picture destroyed me so you have it to thank for the monstrosity below, it’s unedited so sorry for any mistakes, I’ll correct them in the morning! i just wanted to post it lmao

this is my first time writing in a long, long time *also my first time writing in second person) and i’m slowly beginning to improve! i will work on it (tm)

also sorry for using bts and rv’s names, they were just the first ones i thought of and i went with it! 

part of series: exodus!

The bass rumbled through the floor of the club, flashing lights nearly blinding you as your heels vibrated with the pulsating rhythm. Seulgi shot you a blinding smile, yelling something about drinks as she disappeared in the crowd to presumably find some alcohol.

The heat of the club was nearly suffocating as you squeezed yourself out of the throng of people, managing to push your way to the booth area where Seulgi was waiting with vodka in hand, already chatting with the rest of your group that had come here to celebrate Namjoon’s birthday. Glass in hand, you clinked it against everyone else’s. “To Namjoon’s long life!” Hoseok and Taehyung cheered, downing their shots before Namjoon’s glass had even touched his lips.

“Guys, you’re supposed to wait for him to take the shot first…” Yoongi trailed off as Hoseok and Taehyung had already refilled their glasses and were now pressuring Jimin and Jungkook into playing a drinking game with them. You winked at Namjoon and raised your glass to him, smiling as you tipped your head back and let the vodka race a burning trail down your throat. Namjoon spluttered halfway through, coughing as Seokjin vigorously pounded his back.

“This vodka is shit! Don’t tell me you cheaped out again…” Namjoon looked incredulously at Hoseok, who shrugged sheepishly.

“All vodka tastes like shit. Loosen up, Joon! The point of your birthday is to get drunk as fast as possible, not ponder how refined your shit juice tastes.” Hoseok smirked as he poured Namjoon another and Taehyung, who was already swaying on his feet after taking two more shots, clamped his hands around Jimin and Jungkook’s wrists and dragged them to the dance floor.

“Ooh!” Seulgi giggled and pointed into the crowd as the song changed into something fast and heavy, beat pounding through the speakers. “We’re in luck, Yoongi, they’ve got that really good DJ on tonight!”

You followed Seulgi’s finger and found a tall man folded over the turntables in the middle of the crowd, bouncing up and down with the beat. His long fingers held his headphones to his ear as he expertly transitioned between tracks and you watched, mesmerized, as he effortlessly hyped up the crowd, his deep voice vibrating through the air and washing over you, causing the back of your neck to heat up and prickle.

“Does he play here a lot?” Your voice comes out soft and unsteady and you looked around, realizing Seulgi had already run off to dance. Yoongi, however, stood next to you and quirked an eyebrow.

“Usually on Thursdays and Fridays. He’s also the DJ for the late-night hip-hop radio program on campus, but you knew that already, right?” Yoongi smirked. “After all, he’s usually after my slot, and everyone tunes into my program.”

“Sure, sure. I knew that…” You trail off distractedly as you watched him. “What’s his name?”

“Chanyeol. You seem…interested.” Yoongi’s suggestive tone had you glaring at him, his smirk widening as he wiggled his eyebrows at you. “I’m not saying anything, but he isn’t dating anyone, to my knowledge.”

“I don’t really care and I didn’t really ask, Yoongi.” You sighed as you turned away, your eyes drawn once again to his figure. You stiffened in surprise as you made eye contact, Chanyeol’s eyes locked on to yours from far across the dance floor, staring at you intently. You were unable to stop the blush creeping up your neck, feeling your body flush with warmth as Chanyeol’s intense gaze didn’t waver, causing you to look away first.

“Don’t care, my ass.” Yoongi walked away, shaking his head and chuckling.

The rest of the night passed in a blur, with Seulgi dragging you to the dance floor after an unholy amount of shots, thrusting the pair of you into the crowd to dance under the multicolored lights. Every so often, the back of your neck prickled, and sure enough, you would look up to find Chanyeol watching you, quickly breaking his gaze once he noticed you could see him staring. You pulled Seulgi out after an hour or so, feeling the buzz of the alcohol slowly beginning to wear off. “We’ve been dancing for too long, I’m starting to sober up. I’m gonna slip outside and get some fresh air, don’t do anything stupid, ok?”

“When have I ever done anything stupid?” Seulgi gasped in mock offense, pouting. “And is slipping outside code for following this hot DJ who’s been staring at you all night? Because if it isn’t, it should be.”

“No, it most certainly is not.” You rolled your eyes, turning on your heel and finding once again that Chanyeol was staring at you. This time, instead of breaking his gaze, his lips quirked into a half-smirk and he quirked his eyebrow. You tilted your head questioningly, and watched as he slipped out the back exit.

“I swear to god if you don’t follow him I’m going to kill you.”

“Shut up, Seulgi.” You walked towards the exit, hesitating slightly once you reached the door. I’m just going outside for some fresh air. That’s all. He has nothing to do with it. The door swung open and you stepped into the alley, the cool night air a pleasant change from the stuffy atmosphere of the club.

“Took you long enough.” The same low, rumbling voice from before was now suddenly much closer and softer. Chanyeol was leaning against the wall, a picture of ease, his lips still tilted up into that half-smirk that you found a little annoying but undeniably attractive.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” You raised your eyebrow at him, casually leaning against the wall next to him, feigning innocence.

“You think I didn’t see you staring at me?” Chanyeol’s voice was overly nonchalant, sounding as if he couldn’t care either way.

“Excuse me? Shouldn’t that be my line?” You countered. What kind of game is he playing? Chanyeol rounded on you, standing close enough that you could feel the warmth radiating off his tall frame. Your back pressed into the wall as he towered over you, one of his arms coming to rest on the wall by your head as he leaned over you. Oh. That kind of game.

“I have no idea what you’re talking about.” Chanyeol’s tone was light, distracting you from the face that his face was inching closer and closer. You inhaled sharply as your eyes caught his, gaze locking you in place. You could smell his cologne, filling your senses and surrounding you with the scent of musk and cinnamon, warm and enticing.

You felt Chanyeol’s other hand settle on your hip, large and warm and making your heart speed up far more than it should, betraying the direction your thoughts were going. Chanyeol chuckled as if he could read your mind, letting his nose brush against yours as he rubbed circles into your hipbone with his thumb. His lips barely brushed against yours, speaking softly. “Out of curiosity, who were those guys you were drinking with so heavily with earlier?”

“You don’t even know my name and you’re already jealous?”

“Just checking that I’m not ruining some relationship before kissing you. Common courtesy, really. I’m a compassionate guy.” He was nosing against your cheek, his warm breath on your face, scrambling your mind.

You snort and slowly, deliberately press your lips against his, drawing back quickly. “Does that answer your question?”

“It does.” Chanyeol regarded you seriously for a second before he leaned in again and pressed his lips fully against yours. His hand came up and cupped your cheek gently, angling your head and moving his mouth against yours, lips soft and plump. Your hands automatically fisted into his button down, pulling him close against you as the kiss heated up, his tongue tracing your bottom lip before nipping at it teasingly, drawing the breath out of you. You broke the kiss for just a second to catch your breath before he was kissing you again, arms wrapping fully around you, holding you flush against him as he nibbled again, pulling a small mewl from your kiss-swollen lips. Your hands tangled into his hair and tugged on the soft grey strands as his tongue entered your mouth, skillfully dancing with yours. The kiss was open mouthed and messy and absolutely dizzying, and you could feel your brain sluggishly trying to process everything. Am I really going to make out with a practical stranger—

The door to your left bangs open and your thoughts are cut short as you hear Seulgi’s voice ring through the air. “Sorry to interrupt, but Namjoon wants a group picture and we really should be getting home anyway.” Seulgi pins you with a knowing look, noting your rather disheveled appearance, doing her best not to laugh. Chanyeol grumbled something about getting cockblocked and Seulgi couldn’t help the laugh that escaped her. “If you aren’t back inside in five minutes, I’m coming back out here.” She re-entered the club, undoubtedly excited to tell everyone just exactly what you had been doing.

You look at Chanyeol, who was now approximately a foot away from you after jumping back in fright from the slam of the door opening. You quirk an eyebrow at him and run a hand through your hair, trying to arrange it properly so you didn’t look like you had just been making out with some guy, which, to be fair, you had. “Sorry, but my friend’s birthday trumps making out with a stranger in an alley. It was nice while it lasted, though.” You throw him a wink as you open the door to leave.

“Wait! Uh…My name’s Chanyeol.” He was suddenly acting sheepish, rubbing the back of his neck as if he was embarrassed.

“Yes…? And?” You tilted your head curiously.

“Well, what’s your name?”

You pretended to think over the question for a few seconds before you shot him a smirk over your shoulder, feeling rather confident in yourself.

“If we meet again, I’ll tell you.”

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i think it was because god's menu was released around the same bp and svt made their comebacks. same thoughts tho on gm > bd and i was also glad that bd got the wins gm didn't. and same with the streaming mvs while studying : ] ahh, the easily distracted people we are. (reading cut and litol font bc poor ppl who see this on the dash TT)

i've heard chinese ballads (usually osts of films and from a chinese friend) and their songs really tend to tug on my heartstrings. i hope sm gives shotaro more stuff to do soon :[ with some of the units being active and sungchan being an mc on a weekly show, it makes me wonder what he's doing. do you think nct will form a new subunit?

no, i'm not lactose intolerant so it really took me by surprise. it was a one-time thing. hopefully it doesn't happen again. i can't really say i'm a big fan of ice cream but it's good occasionally yk as a treat to yourself. and ahhh, i miss drinking smoothies. my favorite stall has been closed for nearly two years now, idk if they ever re-opened since our city mall burned down :[

i think it's an nct thing? it's why i never get tired of them bc they're always active in a way. you should've seen how things went down last year! march 127 album, april dream mini-album, may 127 repackage, june wayv album and the whole nct 2020 thing. it was a wild year. about the track, i listened to it once and forgot about it. might give it a few more listens but it might not grow on me at all. yes! wasn't a big fan of hot sauce at first too bc i thought the intro was weird (not jaemin's part, like the first thing that plays). and yes, that hook loops in my head 24/7. i even made it my instagram bio.

stray kids world domination indeed! and i agree that their performances were really impressive (specially the deadpool one, best one yet) but sometimes i would fancy ateez' more. i didn't watch kingdom too bc it stressed me out as a multi. always caught between being happy for one group and being sad for the others. and atz and tbz! you're still getting into nct and you're thinking of adding 19 more boys! judging from what i know your taste in music is, i think you'll like tbz's music better since there are a lot more soft songs there than in atz. but do give both discographies a listen in the future!

oh izone! i've only heard of them at music shows and dance choreo compilations bc of them being in sync. they're really satisfying to watch! i thought their title tracks were catchy as well! quite unfortunate that i never got into them really. but again, i dont think i can handle stanning temporary groups.

i'm starting to see a pattern in your biases :D i wouldn't be too surprised if you'll be drawn to jeno at some point in your dream venture. dream is soooo easy to love so if you really end up ulting them, i would understand why. and also, YES PLEASE WRITE FOR DREAM AND TAG ME IF YOU WILL. THANK YOU ><

thank you! :c don't get your hopes up tho, the masterlist must've been interesting to browse but are the fics truly worth it? XD i think not. since you already know koe, i'm reccing users @/rouiyan, @/nsheetee and @/loonacitys. i don't have that much fluff in my ficrecs blog. i think, i've heard of lvdsc before (maybe even read a fic or two) but i can't find their blog now. be careful in privating your works, you might end up losing them forever if you don't keep track of their links...(?) that's what happened to the works that i privated :/ take me with you if you move blogs ;n;

seungmin frequently left updates abt what he was doing, left good nights and good mornings, the occasional i miss you. he called fans 'baby' once. not sure if it was a mistranslation, or really just a one-time endearment. other than that, nothing beyond the usual. seung vlives always make me cry ;n; he always look so adorable and precious. also the gif, the fic was more on fake head-butting really but yes you could say it was also a fake nose boop bc it sounds cuter. i'll make sure to tag you on future seung content on the dash. (time to officially claim him as your ult, yes. dont make him secret anymore :3)

sorry it took me a while. tumblr went batshit. the ' werkl;' stopped working midway and i got busy with school yesterday. also haechan birth today and i'm so emo abt it. it's literally just a boy turning 21.

little font and cut saga lets go!!

(just kidding, i cant do little font typing for long periods of time, makes my eyes go beserk haha.)

true true, im afraid for txt on music shows now because theyre going against some big names (literally bts like whatj jsdf what was hybe thinking). yeah, streaming mvs while studying aka watching mvs on loop lmao. i still want to stream skzs final kingdom performance on instinct but i remember that theyve already won!! hehe

ah chinese ballads always make me emo, i like to scream out lyrics to the songs at the top of my lungs and sit there on the verge of tears. its a cultural thing maybe *sobs*. ooh, what show is sungchan mc-ing in? ill check it out. i thought sm would make nct japan for sungtaro (i heard sungchan speaks japanese) so it was a shocker when they made...nct hollywood lmao. given the current circumstances we're probably not going to get a new subunit anytime soon :( hopefully taro will have stuff to showcase during that period of time.

burned down?? oh my, what happened to your mall? that sounds terrifying. i remember when the front of my school caught on fire and we were all ushered out but we thought it was a drill and didnt find out till years later lmao.

oh true, since theyre such a big pack too. constant comebacks and promotions haha, nctzens never catch a break with 23 members. i listened to the new track again (ive forgotten the name already) but i cant- i cant do it. its just not my style hhh. i rewatched the mv for the godly visuals though. i dont know if youre talking about that 'bibididibibidiododo' part by that female morphed voice at the beginning of the song, because i wasnt a fan of that too. it grew on me though.

same, actually! im not an atiny and dont stan any other group in the show besides skz but i watched each groups performance and ranked them haha. at times ateez would rank over skz, it was wild. also yeah, my other multi friend was freaking out about kingdom and ended up abandoning the show because she was so scared of the fanwars and having to deal with her 'conflicting feelings'. about the stanning thing, in my defense, i have a list of groups i want to stan and ive recently added tbz and atz. the list is long, i have a long way to go! also yeah, i dont prefer ateez's songs and i have a bunch of tbz title tracks in my playlist but if i approach their discography like i did with nct then i think i would like at least five songs.

izone are my queens. theres a reason why theyre the only girl group who made it to my ult list haha! super talented and filled with variety and visuals, a perfectly concocted group (literally, sobs in pd48 scandal). ah, temporary groups. yeah i cried about their disbandment for like 3 days straight, it was bad.

a pATTERN?? INTERESTING. DO ELABORATE. jeno, oh my gosh hes like bang chan. an intimidating-looking bear whos actually filled with love and softness on the inside. im currently having a jaemin run though, his make a wish fancam is doing some wacky things. also yeah, dream is really easy to love. i fell for them so hard, theyre all talented and cute and adorable and the team ambiance is so nice. really rising up my stan list now. i mightt write for dream! ill have to see, hehe.

personally i think the fics are going to be worth it. i can feel it in my boOOnes. ooh, recommendations! fun :D ill check them (and yours) out after i finish this 30k jisung fic. ive been trying to finish it since yesterday but i keep getting sidetracked. also, i made a mistake. its luvdsc with a 'u', maybe thats why you couldnt find it? ahh. thank you for the privating tip though! will keep in mind. and of course ill take you with me if/when i move blogs. we're friends now! <3

SEUNGMIN CALLED STAYS 'BABY'???!!@)(@#*()! I SHOULDVE BEEN THERE ASKDFJDF. im exciting for the fake nose boop drabble!! i love soft couple moments hehe. also yeah maybe its time to make him my ult...hes going to have to compete against jake my beloved ope.

dont worry about being 'late' or anything! we all have our own stuff to do. also yeah tumblr is weird asf sometimes. if you havent realized i typically answer longer asks around the same time everyday, when i get to sit in front of my computer and pull out my clickity-clackity keyboard. super relaxing.

AND YES HYUCKIE DAY!!! HES SO ADORABLE HONESTLY. im in love with all seven members of dream, my fic rec blog is currently filled with fics for them haha.

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