#i think im gonna go to bed early

[turtletoads]

fuck it we dragon ball

#these r so stupid im sorry LMAO #my art #fanart #digital art #sketch #dragon ball #dragon ball fanart #son goku #krillin #yamcha #chi chi #krillin has such a fun design i love drawing him #i miss goku's tail. it made him really cute :( #anyway im tired; i think im gonna go to bed early. night

[spaciebabie]

The lunatics NEED to know their work was successful does Sun tell them about it later-

sun acts like a dork abt it

this happens b4 the comic i posted on ao3 btw, that sexy fun time happens when y/n n sun have been living domestically for a while. this is directly after the First Time

#spacie splains #nsft #suggestive #i just think he'd b really excited abt it #sun x reader #yk. im giving myself heart palpitations. #sun x y/n #i was gonna get this done quick but then i took an hour #holy hell i havent drawn in so long it felt weird ta draw this #spacie makes a silly story challenge #im still figuring out the timeline of events so if this isnt entirely accurate later #yk. #I HAFTA GO TA BED EARLY IM SO TIREDDDD URHURGUGRUG #I WANNA DO THINGS THOOOO #SMH MY HEAD FINE ILL SLEEP #spacie scribbles

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[goatpaste]

🦄 with fugo and purple haze?

beast²

#i wasnt gonna do more of these #but im feelin like a sucker for this specific type of ask.... #fun to make them creatures #ok im so so sleepy im going to bed early tonight i think #jojo #jjba #purple haze #panacotta fugo #standswap

[dimonds456]

Hey, guys?

People on the opposite side of the political spectrum can be good people too.

It's starting to make me really uncomfortable how divided everything is. People have adopted an "if you're not with us, you're against us" mentality when talking about the other side, and it's so jarring going from online where that's the norm to being in an Uber and your driver is the other side.

Online parties make the other side out to be monsters who want nothing more than to watch the world burn. And while that is absolutely true for some people (on BOTH SIDES), most people are far more sane than that.

Everyone's actions make sense to them. Everyone thinks they're in the right, at least to some degree.

Left-wingers aren't monsters under the bed out to kill and eat kids or something.

Right-wingers aren't shadows on the wall that stalk their prey at night.

But holy fuck the way they talk about each other, you'd think they are.

I'm not saying you gotta switch sides. What I am saying is that you're not helping out anything by "us vs them"ing the other half of the population in your head.

Most offline people either don't think some issues are as prevalent as they are, or just don't see how it applies to them and focus on their own lane. This (the second half) can be a bad thing, absolutely, but it can also be a good thing, too. Mostly it's neutral from what I've personally seen. The first half just means they should do more research, but if someone doesn't see why it matters then convincing them to do so in earnest will be hard.

That doesn't make them bad. Just means they're focused on other things. Just because someone doesn't get it doesn't mean they're the scum of the earth. There's plenty you don't know about, either. How dare you not know about every tiny conflict happening out there right now, y'know?

Love thy neighbor n all that. We're all just trying to live as best as we can at the end of the day.

#its wild. i was in an uber a couple weeks ago and my driver and i got to talking about lgbt stuff #and he was generally not knowledgable but casually supportive #and then he threw out there that he was a trump supporter. just casually. didnt think anything of it. #it was so jarring cuz online we're conditioned to think trump supporters are automatically the worst of the worst #but he wasnt #same with my family. a lot of them support trump but they support lgbtq folks too #my dad says he agrees with trumps policies which. i dont wanna unpack that. but my dad is a good person. #he just doesnt KNOW. #and if your immediate response to this is thaf i need stronger boundaries then you missed the point #polarizing ourselves like this isnt good and is just gonna make shit worse #anyway. im awake way too early and im going to bed. #dimond speaks

[shirkers2018dirsanditan]

my luck is so bad it is legitimately just cruel. every day literally feels like i am being punished for every little decision i make. it’s almost hard to believe and yet somehow i’m too dumb to anticipate this…?

#i have previously been burned by usps coming an hour early and not picking up my packages #i woke up at 4:45 am this morning and got out the bed fr by 9. i knew i should have had my packages out as early as possible. #i want to get paid for the items im selling as soon as possible. i want to get a refund for my returns. #and i want these people to get their stuff #yesterday usps returned a package i had sent out to me so its already delayed #i was in the middle of packaging everything up when i noticed a package was delivered #i meant to check my email to see if they sent me that bullshit fucking email claiming to have picked up my packages when they didnt #but got distracted #so naturally. my dad leaves (the only person i could ask to drop packages off at the post office) and only then do i see that dumbass email #delivered an hour ago #i am so serious……..i cannot do this anymore #it is like this every single day #like okay. if the rest of my life is terrible. if i’m losing my mind from social isolation. if my parents quite honestly hate me. #if i have no future and no hope. #if the only interaction i can rely on is friendly coworkers and patrons at the library. #if i have to spend my days off with basically only myself and my dog to talk to. #can the little fucking things go my way? like…half of them? is that possible? #i’m not even asking to have a happy life i’m not asking to be loved i’m not asking to belong i’m not asking for a point to living #man i just want the tiniest of breaks. just. two days out the week? yeah? can i get my fucking packages sent out on time? l #can i get to work on time? with no stress? can i not look forward to eating a salad all day only for my dad to have eaten it? #can i have a normal menstrual cycle? can i stop having back pain? can i be a little comfortable? can i time my birth control correctly? #this is just so exhausting. how am i supposed to do this for years and years and years #my grandma is fucking 91 #my great grandma died at like 93 #i can’t even do another year of this man #i’m dreading my 25 birthday this september #i don’t know how i’m gonna make it to 30 #let alone anything after that #my parents are in their 60s………it’s a nightmare to have to think about living that long

[5hrignold]

charlie telling allan and glep to look away if he cries vs charlie telling pim about how the world they live in scares him and he hates it …… 😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

#again . keeping my hopes down as possible But iwkimd of really do feel like…….. #this season is gonna somewhat highlight just how fond charlie is of pim….. more than season 1 ever did…… #i think like. the most honest and truly like emotionally down to earth thing we had in s1 was #near the end of the enchanted forest when charlie asked pim if he wanted to deliver the gift together #and it gets me so bad bc as of rn When has charlie ever acted like that yknow #the specific face he made dude .ddjdgdkdhdhgjr #and yeah i just feel like . well that Won’t be so rare by the time s2 is done. and im both excited and afraid #💝 #alrigjtim going to bed . its a little late and it airs like early in the afternoon for me So… hope i can catch it #and by It i mean… well let’s just say heh…. sf season 2 #btw im going to start sctulally tagging spoilers tomorrow. if anyone except me cares about that. Because boy do i

[a-bat-in-the-attic]

Hiccup and Astrid 

Process:

#how to train your dragon #httyd #how to train your dragon 2 #httyd2 #fanart #hiccup haddock #hiccup horrendous haddock iii #astrid hofferson #Astrid haddock #illustration #commission #artists on tumblr #good lord my eyes burn #I think im gonna go to bed early 😵‍💫

[galpalaven]

why is taking a speaking test for english so scary i am always like oh god theyre gonna know i dont speak english

i do. i do speak english. i only speak english.

#anyway scored fluent so thats good #i think...? #im gonna get on ffxiv and destress a bit and then come back to do my next assessment in like an hour or two #bc i fell asleep early bc i felt unwell and now im Up #.....maybe. or maybe ill just go back to bed #I WILL say that watching the lil check marks and the badges I earn from completing these tests #is giving me a dopamine hit #and if this job doesn’t work out there are plenty of others on this website #which I am praying is not a scam fjdk

[orcelito]

As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.

#speculation nation #bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!! #well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol) #but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad. #i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning) #he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay #but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and #thats my dad. Thats my Dad. #im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go #dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone #so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant. #and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one? #take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say. #but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did. #seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him. #makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me #we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad. #sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today. #negative/ #death/ #hospitals ment/ #idfk. sorry

[bulkhummus]

i slept really good last night :o)

#i conked before 1 am which is such a rarity these days #i wish i felt good today i would be unstoppable #my tummy hurts so bad and idk what i did to it to treat me this way #i woke up at 6 am in pain and then forced myself back asleep hoping itd go away and then woke up 2 hours later with the same pain :o( #im thinking i might actually be allergic to red dye < so im gonna keep a look out but #o7 < me looking out #bc idk what else it could have been i didnt reallt eay much yesterday bc my tummy hurt too #i unno but i hope i can do some drawing today i had to play life catch up yesterday and battle the depression #im gonna list the good stuff from yesterday for myself now while im sitting on my bathroom floor lol #i bought kimchi my supermarket hasnt had in a while which wahoo! #i out clean sheets on my bed #i finished a commission #i cleaned my room #finished a dndads episode #took a nice shower #spoke on the phone with some friends and made plans with coworkers/friends #missing everyone who is far from me terribly which is part of the depression im sure #anyways those are ally my updates i did sleep really good even though i woke up early and thats the good thing #and if u made it this far #i love u an hope u have a good day :3 #personal

[brattybottomdyke]

my back hurts and i really want cuddles while watching hercules 🥺

#thinks to self i won’t wear a pad to bed i haven’t gotten my period yet and it doesn’t usually come overnight #goes to bathroom before bed and sees pad that i’ve been wearing stained #well guess my period decided to come 3 days late and now it’s gonna be everyone’s problem #bc now im just feeling really soft and watching hercules #which is one of my comfort movies and work was so busy and it’s gonna be busy as fuck tomorrow too #and i just want to be held and kissed and babied #i don’t wanna work tomorrow #fuck i have to get up early so i need to go to bed #okay goodnight #bottom.spm

[fereldanwench]

its been a struggle sunday for sure today

#idk why the anxiety is bad today #had a really good weekend otherwise #got out and did things yesterday #made good progress on the apt #get to wfh all week #just rly overstimulated and djfghfdk;gdf rn #think im gonna go take a really steamy shower and get some tea #get into bed early #i havent been sleeping that well could be that #t: wench.txt

[crybaby-bkg]

writing a slow burn enemies to lovers fic is. a lot harder. than I had expected.

#it’s why it took me so long to start akdhfkfjf #I’m just not used to writing slow burn!!!! #or enemies to lovers!!! lol #especially since enemies to lovers toes a very thin line #of this being too fast and all at once after a brief makeup #OR they’re too mean in the beginning and it’s like why do u have any attraction to that person at all. #so I’m trying to find the line of hesitant friendship somewhere along the line of that!!!! #even tho I’m only on chap three right now AKDHDKFJFJF #IM SO USED TO RUSHING THIS FEELS SO WEIRD!!!!!! #I’m ready for them to fugg #bc fugg is all I know I fear #but it’s coming along very well and I’m enjoying the writing process so much!!! #only downside is my wrist and back hurting #but trust and believe I’ll be back writing tomorrow ☝🏼 #I’m enjoying this so much it’s so cathartic #I think I’m gonna write about five chapters first before I publish it and then write the rest as I go #I just know I can fall behind bc of school and depression but I’m really liking this so far!!! #also think I might upload on Monday’s or Thursdays??? idk #bc I do school tues/wed and I don’t typically get on my computer on sundays #and I usually go to bed either really late or really early Fridays LOL idk #I’m rambling soooo much I’m just so excited about this!!! OH and j made a banner and I love that too!!!! #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[the-yearning-astronaut]

Sudden deep drops in mood suck, even knowing it's very likely just hormone related. Like, oh, irrationally sensitive to everything? Check. Constantly on the verge of tears? Check. Convinced all your friends only tolerate you and are actually quite fed up with you? Check. Feel annoyed and frustrated with all your hobbies and creative endeavors? Check. Over prevailing sense of worthlessness and like I'll never amount to anything? Check.

#for the record: i know what my brain is saying is a lie #i know my friends care about me #i know i know i know #doesn't mean i don't feel it #and i hate that i feel it #i need a fucking hug #i bet a nice long one would fix me at least a little bit #i think im gonna go to bed early tonight or something #idk #fox thoughts #fox doesn't feel well #☉ #negativity #tbd

[burning-sol]

had a dream these two fictional characters had bullied someone because they were weak, and i was sooo fucking stubborn trying to fight them while simultaneously being weak myself. it's like "you go to pull them by the collar and it doesn't work" i keep trying. "You try to grip onto them but they pry you off" wrong i keep trying. "They leave the room" wrong i keep trying. "They teleport so someone switches places with them" wrong i keep trying. "they're going to go to the eyeball dimension" wrong i keep trying.

you can't get rid of me in going to annoy you forever.

#📚 my posts #📌 thoughts #also i am exhausted idk how im gonna get out of bed and get ready #i think im gonna just take alil naptime... #me when i said id go to bed early then didn't