#i swear for like half of 2023 i was tip toeing around drug use and then in july i started falling head first rapidly

[neuroticboyfriend]

addiction sure doesn't develop overnight but no one tells you it can develop rapidly. like. try 2 weeks. would it still be the early stages? yes, hell, the early stage starts even before compulsive use does. but it's still addiction and more people need to realize how fast you can start to fall.

#i think i could really say i was an addict in august but i didnt see it At All #even though i was using drugs daily. overdosed. and began drinking frequently towards the end of the month #i swear for like half of 2023 i was tip toeing around drug use and then in july i started falling head first rapidly #and by october i was at the point where any day could be the day i died #fucking. insane #addiction #vent #drugs tw #alcohol tw #alcoholism #alcoholic #mental health