#i spent $50 on pink and blue hairdye because hypomanic me wants cotton candy hair which ill hate as soon as my episode is over

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i have an unfortunate combination of mental ailments. you put autism, ocd, adhd, depression, anxiety and bipolar 2 in a single human and instead of like going out and being impulsive i just sit at home literally vibrating and needing to do something but the autism and ocd don’t let me so i just spend to much money

#i spent $50 on pink and blue hairdye because hypomanic me wants cotton candy hair which ill hate as soon as my episode is over #i bought a cleansing oil too #im also about to buy a hammock so i can bask in the sunlight because im just a cat #i also want a lace cardigan to wear to goth night next weekend #i also have a $600 tattoo apt #jesus christ #hypomania #ocd #autism #audhd #adhd #bipolar 2 #im just a mess of a human