#i probably shouldnt touch myself bc that could clog the cysts more

[ebdaydreamer]

tmi in the tags, i just need to fucking rant

#ive been fucking fine for months #well fine is pushing it #but ive had exactly 1 bartholin cyst since surgery #and this week its like my vagina is making up for lost time #im literally covered in spots and lumps and cysts #but im not going to the doctor cos all theyre gonna do is give me antibiotics #they just shrug at me and tell me to live with it #i cant sit! #i cant sleep! #i probably shouldnt touch myself bc that could clog the cysts more #or lead to more infections no matter how much i wash my hands #my old vibe was great id just hold it there until the cyst went numb #i sat here rest a hot flannel to my vag #its so uncomfortable #i dont even have a bath to soak in #or a detachable showerhead #anyway im just sick of it #if men got cysts around their dick thered be 5 different cures for them #its such bullshit #tag rant #ellie talks #personal