#i need to eat some motivation cheese or smth

[skyyknights]

#for context the playlist im currently listening to is mainly sea shanties #also chapter eleven is. coming along but also it is NOT #i need to eat some motivation cheese or smth #the faces left behind #rambling #writing #memes #linked universe

[thequietdoll]

For the artist ask thing

1 2 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 14 15 17 21 22 23 24 27 28?

[LINK TO ASK]

1. Art programs you have but don't use

-- Paint Tool Sai (I need to get my brushes back and figure out how to turn it to dark mode so I don't get flash banged every time I want to use it)

2. Is it easier to draw someone facing left or right (or forward even)

-- depending on the angle but mainly front facing

5. Estimate of how much of your art you post online vs. the art you keep for yourself

-- 50/50 if I like it a lot I'll post it

6. Anything that might inspire you subconsciously (i.e. this horse wasn't supposed to look like the Last Unicorn but I see it)

-- I don't think so

7. A medium of art you don't work in but appreciate

-- traditional and pixel art cause you guys are really cool when it comes to that stuff

8. What's an old project idea that you've lost interest in

-- the stained glass projects of the Fatal Frame/Project Zero I had a lot of fun, and I should redraw all of them and start on the 5th one if I remember/have any motivation to do so

9. What are your file name conventions

-- normally what I'm working to be the title of the post or if it's for like inktober what day I'm on

10. Favorite piece of clothing to draw

-- skirts unless it's pleated then I take forever to get it right

11. Do you listen to anything while drawing? If so, what

-- either manlybadasshero, markiplier, or JSE. Let's play if I'm not listening to any old music playlist

12. Easiest part of body to draw

-- this is gonna sound typical, but eyes

14. Any favorite motifs

-- if I can, I'll add little shapes in the eyes, hi lights, but if I know that a character is like the sunshine character, I'll either add yellow/orange to them either it be a physical item or lighting or I'll put a warm overlay on them if I can

15. *Where* do you draw (don't drop your ip address this just means do you doodle at a park or smth)

-- I don't draw in public hell I hardly even stream anymore

17. Do you eat/drink when drawing? if so, what

-- tea mainly I tend to take a break when I eat/make a meal

21. Art styles nothing like your own but you like anyways

-- The comic(?) Cheese in trap, I need to finish it, but I love the art style it's so simple

22. What physical exercises do you do before drawing, if any

-- I sadly don't I need to before I end up with more health problems

23. Do you use different layer modes

-- Soo many it would make a color theorist cry

24. Do your references include stock images

-- Yeah, especially some poses that I can't take myself

27. Do you warm up before getting to the good stuff? If so, what is it you draw to warm up with

-- no, but I really need to do that as well

28. Any art events you have participated in the past (like zines)

-- like one zine, if you don't count egoweek/Septictober or anything like that, it was fun. I want to do it again, but with drama around it, i kinda don't want to anymore

#ask meme

[kangtaebins]

Weird Asks That Say A Lot

I said I was going to just answer all of these bc of boredom,, and so here I am

1. Coffee mugs, teacups, wine glasses, water bottles, or soda cans? Teacups are aesthetically pleasing idc what anyone says

2. Chocolate bars or lollipops? Lollipops

3. Bubblegum or cotton candy? Cotton candy supremacy

4. How did your elementary school teachers describe you? I was told that I was a leader a lot, and was told that I was very intelligent. Ah yes, I suffered from gifted kid burn out in high school-

5. Do you prefer to drink soda from soda cans, soda bottles, plastic cups or glass cups? Look, plastic cups are the best. Specifically the ones with the lids and reusable straws

6. Pastel, boho, tomboy, preppy, goth, grunge, formal or sportswear? It truly depends on the day bc some days I would say goth and other days I’d say grunge, but most days- pastel

7. Earbuds or headphones? Earbuds

8. Movies or TV shows? TV shows bc- idk actually I’m just not a movie person

9. Favorite smell in the summer? I have a weird obsession with the smell of cheap sunscreen and I have no clue why

10. Game you were best at in p.e.? I hated gym in high school and rarely participated despite the teacher being irritated with me (truly she gave up after a few months bc I really did not care at all) HOWEVER- I went to town in volleyball and still enjoy playing volleyball v much

11. What do you have for breakfast on an average day? I don’t eat breakfast often,,, 

12. Name of your favorite playlist? Probably my Navy or Indigo playlist

13. Lanyard or key ring? Key ring 

14. Favorite non-chocolate candy? Anything green apple!!!

15. Favorite book you read as a school assignment? I actually genuinely enjoyed Romeo And Juliet tbh

16. Most comfortable position to sit in? I always curl up in a ball on the couch, but in a chair I manspread ngl

17. Most frequently worn pair of shoes? Nike slides <//3

18. Ideal weather? Between 50-70 degrees, sunny but not warm, being able to wear a hoodie and not be hot or cold

19. Sleeping position? I usually either sleep on my left side or on my stomach (my back once in a while when it’s hurting bc I’m a hag)

20. Preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)? I write on my phone more than anything

21. Obsession from childhood? Hm- I was really obsessed with High School Musical as a kid. My friend and I would put it on and lip sync to the songs and pretend we were the characters

22. Role model? Is it- wrong to say myself? Bc I feel like that sounds arrogant but genuinely it’s bc I’m constantly trying to better myself mentally and learn and grow. Idk I just am proud of who I am and look to myself when I need to find motivation

23. Strange habits? Strange? Idk if it’s strange but I’m constantly twiddling with the hem of my sleeves bc I love the feeling of it

24. Favorite crystal? Citrine 

25. First song you remember hearing? WH- bitch idk tf

26. Favorite activity to do in warm weather? Stay tf inside in the air conditioning

27. Favorite activity to do in cold weather? Stay tf inside in the heat

28. Five songs to describe you? To describe me?? Girl idk I'm all over the place. How about songs that resonate with me instead,,, Alive by Khalid, Paranoid by Lauv, Phobia by Dvwn, Fake Smile by Ariana Grande, and Breathin by Ariana Grande

29. Best way to bond with you? Truly I'm not very difficult to get along with, just don't be an asshole. Talk to me about psychology, current events, say Soobin is the cutest to exist idk it's not that hard

30. Places that you find sacred? I- hm. I'm not like a church person or anything so idk. Maybe just anything really old or places with very detailed and unique architecture

31. What outfit do you wear to kick ass and take names? I don't own many clothes,,, let alone nice clothes. I also don't really dress to impress I'd much rather be comfortable

32. Top five favorite vines? Oh god if I h a d to pick???? The lipstick in the Valentino bag, they were roommates, it's an avocado- thaaanks, jared 19, and uh,,, zach stooppp you're gonna get in trouble

33. Most used phrase in your phone? Tbh it's probably "girl what-" or "no bc"

34. Advertisements you have stuck in your head? That 877-CASH-NOW ONE JFC

35. Average time you fall asleep? Between 11pm-1am

36. What is the first meme you remember ever seeing? Probably the troll face one or smth

37. Suitcase or duffel bag? Suitcase

38. Lemonade or tea? I mix them together!

39. Lemon cake or lemon meringue pie? Lemon meringue pie bc I don't really like cake

40. Weirdest thing to ever happen at your school? Y'all I- went to a hs/college mixed school,, I've seen it all. Weirdest?? Idk but one weird thing I remember was when we were making whistles in art and some dude made a penis whistle 😭

41. Last person you texted? My best friend :))

42. Jacket pockets or pants pockets? Jacket pockets

43. Hoodie, leather jacket, cardigan, jean jacket or bomber jacket? Hoodie 100%

44. Favorite scent for soap? I love soaps that smell like soap. Like ok duh I know that sounds dumb but yk what I mean? I don't want lemon or mint or whatever, I like the plain soap smell

45. Which genre: sci-fi, fantasy or superhero? Fantasy

46. Most comfortable outfit to sleep in? Oversized t-shirt, no pants. I question anyone that is comfortable sleeping with pants on-

47. Favorite type of cheese? Feta!

48. If you were a fruit, what kind would you be? I feel like I'd be a pineapple and I have no clue why

49. What saying or quote do you live by? Not necessarily a quote but more of a thought: live for yourself, enjoy each day, do what gives you joy

50. What made you laugh the hardest you ever have? I have had so many instances in which I have laughed so hard I peed and to even attempt to name one is impossible

51. Current stresses? Making sure my family gets their vaccines and stays safe

52. Favorite font? I don't think I have one? Anything except comic sans

53. What is the current state of your hands? What does this even mean 💀 I mean,, they're holding my phone, cold, and my nails are unpolished

54. What did you learn from your first job? That people are assholes but I'm capable of not giving a fuck bc life is not that damn serious

55. Favorite fairy tale? Is The Three Little Pigs considered a fairy tale?

56. Favorite tradition? Putting up the Christmas tree with my mom :( it's always a lot of fun

57. The three biggest struggles you’ve overcome? Depression, grief, and hopefully one day- smth I'm currently dealing with

58. Four talents you’re proud of having? Makeup!! But also: singing, crying on command, and tying cherry stems with my tongue

59. If you were a video game character, what would your catchphrase be? Sick of these bitches

60. If you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be? I don't watch anime so idk

61. Favorite line you heard from a book/movie/tv show/etc.? It's this line from Eleanor & Park: "Eleanor was right: She never looked nice. She looked like art, and art wasn't supposed to look nice; it was supposed to make you feel something."

62. Seven characters you relate to? Holy hell, 7?? Probably won't get that many but hm,,, Darlene from Roseanne, Hermione from Harry Potter, Emily from Pretty Little Liars maybe?? Idk I suddenly blanked

63. Five songs that would play in your club? As if it's Your Last by BP, anything from SHINee, anything from Ariana, also anything Rihanna, just a bunch of women tbh

64. Favorite website from your childhood? FUCKING WEBKINZ BRO

65. Any permanent scars? I have a few on my arms idk where they came from tbh, I also have one on my hand from my sister 🧍🏻‍♀

66. Favorite flower(s)? Sunflowers!!! I also really love lilacs 💔

67. Good luck charms? My dog's collar that I wear as a bracelet

68. Worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried? Licorice-

69. A fun fact that you don’t know how you learned? It takes repeating a piece of information 12 times at random to memorize it completely

70. Left or right handed? Right

71. Least favorite pattern? Fucking chevron- and realistic camo, and anything with the American flag

72. Worst subject? Yall im awful at history. American history, world history, all of it-

73. Favorite weird flavor combo? Either pickles and peanut butter or cheese and grapes

74. At what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen? I'm stubborn but also always in pain so I've become numb to a lot of body pains. I have to be at like a 7-8 before I take smth otherwise I'd always be taking it

75. When did you lose your first tooth? I was probably like 5 I was definitely in Kindergarten

76. What’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)? I fw baked potatoes

77. Best plant to grow on a windowsill? I have a love for succulents

78. Coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store? Oh my- I don't drink coffee but coffee from a gas station

79. Which looks better, your school id photo or your driver’s license photo? Driver's license for sure

80. Earth tones or jewel tones? Jewel tones

81. Fireflies or lightning bugs? I say both,, but I think I say lightning bugs more

82. PC or console? PC

83. Writing or drawing? Both

84. Podcasts or talk radio? Podcasts definitely

84. Barbie or polly pocket? Barbie

85. Fairy tales or mythology? Fairy tales

86. Cookies or cupcakes? C o o k i e s

87. Your greatest fear? Losing people I love

88. Your greatest wish? To live comfortably and be a great mother

89. Who would you put before everyone else? My family

90. Luckiest mistake? Guessing on 90% of a test and getting an A 💀

91. Boxes or bags? Bags are easier to carry-

92. Lamps, overhead lights, sunlight or fairy lights? Fairy lights!!

93. Nicknames? Sam, Sammi, my sister calls me Sams, my best friend calls me Bub, and my gf calls me Baby if that counts- 👀

94. Favorite season? Fall omg it's gorgeous and has perfect temperatures

95. Favorite app on your phone? ✨tumblr✨

96. Desktop background? Its literally a pic of Soobin, Taehyun, and Beomgyu

97. How many phone numbers do you have memorized? Like 4-5

98. Favorite historical era? The one where white people learn their fucking place and stop being racist, homophobic, classist, sexist, all the -ists and -phobics,,,, so none. Fuck history :))

#idk what to put in the tags so if you actually read all of these then damn you're the real mvp

[savethepinecones]

i was tagged by @redacted-cryptid

favorite color: dark green

currently reading: patient zero by jonathan maberry. one of my buddies recommended it and im a solid 10 pages in so i dont have much to say about it yet

last movie: clue. it was sillier than I expected but i dont think thats a bad thing

last series: not sure if this is like full series or if a single episode counts so we're gonna do both! watched an episode of midsommer murders with my parents last night since its one of my mom's favorite shows. and the last series I binged was fruits basket about a week ago. pretty sure theres only one episode left and im guessing its out by now but i havent had a chance to watch it yet. i read the manga in like middle school or smth and i gotta say I'm really happy with the new anime. theres a lot of nuance that went right over my head as a 13 year old so I'm really glad the anime reboot is happening now so i have a chance to properly appreciate everything

sweet, spicy, or savory: savory

craving: winco brand cheese its. yes this is very specific. but listen,, the name brand ones have more salt and thats not necessarily a bad thing but it makes it hard to binge eat them. i eat a handful or two and thats it. the winco ones are a little more mild and i could eat half a box in one sitting if i wanted to and i tend to snack in large amounts so these are much more appealing. no i dont know why ive put so much thought into this lmao

tea or coffee: coffee with a probably excessive amount of sugar because tbh im not a huge fan of either but when youre working 12 hour days you gotta stay awake somehow yaknow?

currently working on: so many things oh boy. ive got a blanket im crocheting for my mom's birthday that's a landscape of some mountains and is definitely more complicated than i initially thought it was gonna be. im making some beanies for a couple friends as well because i have a truly excessive amount of yarn at this point and need to get rid of it somehow so,,,,, hats. im also in the process of decorating my room since i moved recently but i havent exactly been feeling motivated so thats mostly just planning stages lol

tag people to get to know better: @thegoliathbeetle @sarahhaley101 @literatemermaid @lazylittledragon and uhh whoever else wants to do this i guess? i can never decide who to tag in these things lol

#tag game #thanks for tagging me i love these things and havent done one in ages tbh #yes i know i ramble a bit at least im consistent about it lol

[spissues]

Week 3 -

GW:56kg

day1

CW:56.7kg

Waist: 25.5in

Thigh: 22.5-23 each

Hip: 38

Breakfast: 300kcal of various food(cheese,nuts)

Dinner: 300kcal soup + 1 hotdog

Snack: 1 piece of bread with 10g peanut butter + 1 banana + 100kcal of dip + 5chips

End of day note: Nothing off the plate. I will not eat anything off a plate for tomorrow. I promise myself this.

day2

CW:??????

Breakfast: <40g water oatmeal, only had time for a lil bit

Lunch: 1 skyr =93kcal

DInner: 500 kcal of mexican pot

Snack: 70kcal vegetable soup + 100kcal mexican pot

End of day note: I really shouldn’t have eaten the last bites of the mexican pot, in truth I was full, but the temptation seemed too hard to resist. It seems every day I fight myself about the small bites. I have to stop. Skinny girls don’t snack on food when they don’t need it. Otherwise okay day, but I can definitely afford to lessen my calory intake. Tomorrow I’m working so we’ll see. I’ll try to plan out smth smart. At least after tmrw I’ll be able to weigh myself again.

day3

CW:?

Dinner: 1 tortilla wrap (150) + 10g peanut butter +1/3 banana + 1 piece of chocolate (50)

I broke up with my bf today. I had an unplanned 23-24h fast from snack yesterday to dinner today. Felt quite energized during the day. Excited for being able to weigh myself tomorrow!

day4

CW: 55.6kg

Woooohoo im so happy! I hope it’s not just water weight. Either way I have faith I can be at 55.5kg by the end of the week if I just keep going. I will be strong

Breakfast: 2/3 of a banana

Lunch: 1 skyr (92kcal)

Dinner: 4dL tomato soup

Snack: 1 slice of bread + 10g low cal butter + 1 slice of cheese + 5bites of banana + 5g peanut butter + 2 hazelnuts

End of day note: I worked out today and have been so drained of energy, but all in all i think it went alright. I regret having the extra banana and hazelnut for snack, because I didn’t put it on a plate but oh well. Tomorrow I won’t make that mistake. I’ll be working after school, so I have to find the strength to avoid any calories from cake and such. I was thinking if I do it I can reward myself with making carrot nuggets (<200kcal). Maybe that will keep me motivated. I have to stay determined... even if I gained some water + food weight tomorrow.

day5

CW: 55.5kg

Dinner: <1slice of bread with scrambled eggs (1) + 600kcal of chocolate

snack: 9 carrot nuggets (made of carrot, egg, oatmeal) (160) + 1tbsp ketchup + 100kcal chocolate + 20chips (lets say 150kcal to be sure) + 1pc of bread + 10g butter + 1 slice of cheese

binge: same foods as snack... gonna put it at 1000kcal

End of day note: I wannna dieee. I planned for this to be a high cal day but it was soo hard to eat breakfast or lunch so when i got chocolate at work i started eating and couldn’t stop........ Well I could have. I was just too weak not to. Let’s cross my fingers this somehow worked somewhat as a metabolism boost. I have to be prepared for a higher number at the scale tomorrow. Nevertheless, I will eat normally : Breakfast=lunch at work, Lunch = 1 portion of family dinner + Dinner= something i’m craving. (not chocolate, I must have eaten 1000kcal just in chocolate today, which is over my daily limit). Hopefully if I do the same sunday I will have enough energy for a hike or something and weigh less monday than I did this monday. I have to remember, the only way I will not succeed is if I stop trying.

day6

CW: 56.1kg

Expected.

Breakfast: 3 pieces of chocolate (150kcal)

Lunch: Work: 50g focaccia bread with scrambled eggs (2?) + 5 pieces of chocolate + 1/2piece of cake 

Dinner: Rice porridge + sugar (>500??) 

Snack: probz >2 pieces of bread with probz >20g butter + 3 slices of cheese? + >500kcal chocolate + more porridge + more sugar + a palm of candy + 100g of vegetables + 100g dip

I wanna diediediedie I’VE BEEN EATING ALL DAY AFTER THE MOST STRESSFUL DAY AT WORK! Wha’ts worse is that I weighed myself halway through the binge. I was at my gw for this month. 55.0kg. I weighed myself before going to bed- 57.9. I know it’s a lot of food and water in my stomach still but I’m usually constipated so I will probably end up consuming all thos calories anyway. My reflux is so bad I’ve been throwing up all afternooon and evening- . Idk what’s wrong with me why did I do this. I have to get back to my routine. That’s what’s important- I have to reach my gw again, The food stopped tasting good again. I dont feel anything. I feel everything. I’m empty but i’m  full. I’m the grossest human alive. Why did I eat all that why. I don’t wanna count the kcals. I probably even underestimated all I ate writing this down .My mouth is numb. I don’t wanna do this again. I’ve filled more than 3 bottles of purging. And that’s after surpressing so much. whats wrong with me.whats wrong with me. I wanna cry but I can’t. I can feel my thighs growing.

day7

breakfast: 2pieces of chocolate + 20 g potato flour + 1 portion rice porridge + 1tsp sugar

lunch: pieces of bread + 2 slices of cheese + tastes of dough

dinner: 1.5 potato balls + vegetable mash + 1 carrot

snacks: 1/6th apple pie (500)

extra stuff idk when i ate: 1/2 cinnamon roll, 10 almonds

I woke up early to golf today. I went for a walk with my mom in the evening. Im planning next week - and appreciating a good breakfast at that. i wanna be skinny. i wanna reach my month goal. self control.

day8

CW:56.7kg

Waist: 25.5in

Thigh: 22.5-23 each

Hip: 38

i’m the same. if i schedule ik i can reach 55kg this month!

[possiblypeachy]

what do i call this

i was tagged by @opaquecinnamon/whatever her other account is called aka my sister from another mister. also another mother. idk. we look similar for some reason.

Last:

Drink: idk some apple and mango juice probably

Phone Call: my fellow b @thekeytoescapeisfiction

Text Message: my princess my sugar plum my baby jaylin

Song You Listened To: honestly i have no idea probaby naked – christopher or like love - dean

Time You Cried: when i was playing until dawn w/ @thekeytoescapeisfiction and i started crying bc i can't believe people love josh washington over mike munroe

Dated Someone Twice: sure

Kissed Someone And Regretted It: not really, no. i’ve kissed people and been like ew but not regretted it

Been Cheated On: nope

Lost Someone Special: i mean there was one of my cats but other than that i dont really care about the people that have disappeared from my life. ah, the wonders of being able to detach yourself from things easily

Been Depressed: been sad, yes. depressed, no, i don’t think.

Gotten Drunk and Thrown Up: no bc that means a hangover and i’m not ready for shit like that lmao

Favourite Colours: pastel orange. reminds me of sweets.

In The Last Year Have You:

Made New Friends: yeet. formed the squad. don’t know whether it’s good for society but i’m having a sweet ol’ time.

Fallen Out of Love: always bc of my irrational commitment issues

Laughed Until You Cried: at the last sleepover i had when we were talking about characters screaming yeet from a castle then somehow wendigos appeared and it was a wild ride

Found Out Someone Was Talking About You: always lmao with a cousin like mine it’s inevitable

Met Someone Who Changed You: idk man i change in a lot of ways i can't pinpoint exact people but i’ve changed a lot due to friends and stuff in the past few years

Found Out Who Your Friends Are: things change but for now I have

Kissed Someone on Your Facebook List: yeah. my parents lmAO.

How Many of Your Facebook Friends Do You Know In Real Life: all of them

Do You Have Any Pets: yup. baby boy mojo, my norwegian forest cat.

Do You Want to Change Your Name: meh. not really.

What Did You Do For Your Last Birthday: idk. bad memory.

What Time Did You Wake Up: like half nine ish

What Were You Doing At Midnight Last Night: sleeping. or maybe something else i won’t disclose here oOps

Name Something You Can’t Wait For: nothing comes to mind.

When Was The Last Time You Saw Your Mum: she’s in front of me right now

What Are You Listening To Right Now: music. specifically, fanxy child - zico

Have You Ever Talked To A Person Named Tom: all the toms i can think of right now are twats so yes i have indeed

Something That Is Getting On My Nerves: the fact that everyone wants to stick up for josh washington despite the fact that he mentally traumatised at least three of his friends-- two of which he had no reason behind damaging. also, shit is happening in mr robot and i’m angry at like six people. also, klaua's dad.

Most Visited Website: youtube

Hair Colour: kinda blonde. maybe gingery.

Long or Short Hair: mid-length

Do You Have a Crush on Someone: nope. well, aside from countless celebrities and video game charaters bc i’m a huge saddo.

What do You Like About Yourself: pfft lmao um idk like ??? my ability to eat an entire pizza by myself sure that’s something

Piercings: i have double holes in both of my ear lobes and a cartilage piercing in my left ear

Blood Type: like AB+ or -

Nickname: ali. allie. ally. alli. aly. etc. also some other pet names

Relationship Status: single

Zodiac: virgo/libra

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite TV Show: i don’t watch many shows  but i’m watching mr robot right now and it’s pretty cool

Tattoos: none

Right or Left Hand: speaking in wide terms, i’m ambidextrous. i write with my right hand tho

Surgery: nope.

Sport: nope.

Holiday: i don’t understand. what’s a holiday?

Pair of Trainers: i have like two pairs of trainers. why is this a question?

More General:

Eating: like toast and cheese or smth

Drinking: apple and mango juice

I’m About To: either write some angst or watch another episode of mr robot

Waiting For: nothing. maybe the motivation to start my art project to fly on by.

Get Married: love doesn’t need a legally binding contract but i’m a sucker for romance and feeling worshiped (not in a like “i’m a god” way more so like “i hate myself please give me validation” way) so sure i’d like to get married some day

Career: student. 

Which is Better?

Hugs or Kisses: hugs. they can be platonic or romantic and you can continually hug someone for hours. you try and kiss someone for hours and you’ll die from lack of oxygen

Lips or Eyes: i like either

Taller or Shorter: taller. i’m shortist.

Older or Younger: older. not by a crap on tho. i like to limit myself to a few years ahead of my own.

Nice Arms or Nice Stomach: either.

Hookup or Relationship: relationship in a greater scope but things always depend on my mood

Troublemaker or Hesitant: hesitant lolol

Have You Ever:

Kissed a Stranger: meh. no.

Drank Hard Liquor: mhm. wanted to cry.

Lost Glasses/Contact Lenses: probably

Turned someone down: yep

Sex on the First Date: no. bc im underage lmA O

Broken Someone’s Heart: probably not. how am i supposed to know?

Had Your Heart Broken: no.

Been Arrested: no.

Cried When Someone Died: no.

Fallen For a Friend: eh. not really.

Do You Believe In:

Yourself: h a h no

Miracles: eh.

Love at First Sight: nope

Santa Claus: not anymore

Kiss on the First Date: sure, why not

Other:

Eye Colour: blue/green/orange in the middle

Favourite Movie: idk probably something animated like big hero 6 or the lion king

i dont have the brain capacity nor confidence to think of anyone i want to tag so like if you rlly wanna do it, feel free to steal it from me and say that i tagged you :)

Rules: You must answer every question. 

#about me #can i even tag this #q and a #questions #and shit

[flower-mist]

Ur gonna hate me but all of the crayon asks. Have fun!!!

*inhales* bOI

(ily)

answers are under the readmore bc l o n g

Macaroni and Cheese: What makes you think of your childhood?

crayons, ofc! also 2000s music (esp disney), yearbook photos, capri suns, those ice pop things that come in clear plastic, cedar point, the kid’s fantasy section at barnes and noble, i could keep talking for like 12 years

Spring Green: How do you relax when you’re stressed?

i read! i read so, so much. writing also helps, but it’s hard to make myself do it bc Issues™. i also watch an excessive amnt of john oliver

Asparagus: What’s an unpopular opinion you have?

listen, hot sauce on mac in cheese is so good

Bittersweet: Has someone you loved ever hurt you?

h*ck yeah 

Eggplant: Explain your url and avatar.

my url is a flower that means courage! and my avatar is that flower

Outer Space: Do you ever feel like you’re an outcast from others?

H*CK YEAH

Cotton Candy: What is your favorite dessert?

i will eat approximately 50 macarons if no one stops me 

Freckle: Do you have any marks on your skin? How do you feel about them?

i have a birthmark and a scar on my back from when i slid down a wall (long story) and freckles! idk i like all of them i guess, as much as i can like my body

Shocking Pink: Is there a trait that you have that others don’t expect from you?

when ppl first meet me they never expect me to swear as much as i do, idk why

Robin’s Egg Blue: If you were an animal, which one do you think would you be?

probably a cat? i took a test once and it told me i was a dik dik but like,, i want to be able to protect people, so a lion or a fox or smth would be chill

Granny Smith Apple: What’s something everyone else likes that you don’t?

WHY DO YOU ALL LIKE PEANUT BUTTER I DON’T UNDERSTAND

Dandelion: What’s a pet peeve of yours?

i rly rly rly don’t like the sound of people eating tho idk whether to file that under “sensory issue” or “pet peeve”

Atomic Tangerine: What gets you motivated to do a difficult task?

a time restriction, someone i care a lot about depending on it, spite

Wisteria: What’s your favorite thing about yourself?

im really really good at writing gothic post style things

Candy Apple: How do you think others view you?

l m a o y i k e s 

Plum: Are you insecure about anything?

im insecure about everything but one of the places im most insecure is whether or not people like me

Sky Blue: Where do you feel the most at home?

with the people i love most

Tickle Me Pink: How do you try to cheer others up when they’re sad?

being there to listen, sending them cute animals or memes, writing things for them, etc

Wild Strawberry: Do you care what others think about you?

wayyyy too much

Glossy Grape: Recommend something to your followers.

WATCH VOLTRON PLS I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO ABT IT

World Wide Web Yellow: What was the last thing you looked up?

“john oliver”

Shadow Blue: Do you have a darker side to you that most people are unaware of?

im not really sure what “darker” means but probably?

Electric Lime: What genre of music do you listen to?

literally everything tho im not super into hardcore country

Night Owl: Describe a very interesting dream that you had.

i rarely remember my dreams but one time i was definitely on a quest to save the world and i broke into a building via a roof

that’s all i remember abt it

Cornflower: What do you think about the most?

dogs and how much i love them

Grasshopper Green: Describe the area where you live.

my dad’s house is part of a complex of town homes. all the houses are very white, and there’s neatly trimmed park areas in between. my favorite part of this area is by the highway where the wildflowers grow. they cut down the last of the woods last year

Misty Moss: Is there anything you regret?

yes

Tiny Toad Brown: Do you find beauty in something that people consider to be ugly or undesirable?

snakes are pretty!!!! dont hate on snakes!!!!!!!!! unless you have a genuine fear of them bc thats valid but don’t be petty its not cool!!!!!!!

Sunny Side Up: Do you like waking up in the mornings, or would you rather sleep in?

i love waking up in the morning but i usually mess up my sleep schedule too much to be able to do it

Kitten Gray: Do you have any pets? If so, describe them.

I HAVE TWO CATS THEY ARE LARGE AND FLUFFY AND KIND OF ACT LIKE DOGS AND NOT THAT SMART BUT I LOVE THEM SOMETIMES THEY PURR AT ME AND IM A SUCCESS

Rose Dust: Describe your aesthetic in five words or less.

stardust, honey, rain, old books (hopefully)

Timberwolf: Do you give second chances when somebody has wronged you?

depends on how far they went

Freshly Squeezed: What excites you?

literally everything im interested in bc i get super invested in things and also my friends being excited about something 

Firefly Red: What gives you purpose?

the people i love, fear, spite, laughter, ice cream

Tiny Teapot Tan: Do you consider yourself to be attractive/cute?

lmao no

im okay sometimes but like, that’s rare

Rain Drop Blue: Describe the weather outside.

it is currently cloudy as fuck and also cold

Sweet Pea Green: Do you have/want children?

i don’t think im in a place where i can make that decision for myself yet

Pussywillow: Do you like being around others, or do you like being alone?

yes and no? social situations are very draining for me bc anxiety/introversion, but i absolutely love spending time w my close friends

Jack ‘O’ Lantern Orange: What’s your biggest fear and why?

highkey not gonna talk about that on a public forum

Baby Bunny Pink: Do you look young for your age, or do you look older than you are?

one time i went to get the oil changed for my car and the person at the counter asked me if i was 12

Mystic Maroon: What confuses you, and why?

people confuse me bc 

people

Cosmic Cobalt: What’s your zodiac sign, and do you think it’s accurate?

pisces! and it’s a very very good fit for me

Petal Pink: Describe your fashion sense as well as what you’re wearing right now.

idk rn it’s mostly sweaters and plaid and converse? but my style differs a lot based on gender stuff so idkkkkkk

Mountain Meadow: Do you like taking care of others, or do you prefer being care of?

yes?

Fuzzy Duckling Yellow: Is there something from childhood that you haven’t outgrown?

literally everything i will never outgrow my childhood

Brussel Sproutlet: Do you have any unhealthy habits?

*gestures to all of me*

Razzle Dazzle Rose: Describe an ideal date.

yikes this is hard bc like

okay this is going to sound rly rly stupid but im good with almost anything just so long as im spending time with the person?

i guess doing anything that makes them comfortable/happy

that was such a non-answer, ill come up with a real one at some pt

Periwinkle: What’s something ordinary that has personal meaning to you?

my necklace is gr8

Mauvelous: Do you think you deserve a better life than you have now?

probably not

Blueberry Blue: Do you get sad easily?

h*ck yeah

Purple Mountains Majesty: How does someone earn your respect?

by treating others with respect and kindness

holy shit that was so many but thank u!!!

jonathon took all of these so here are more questions if you want to ask some

#so many #thank #weareallthesameintheend #cas answers

[six-of-ravens]

A collection of random and probably impossible goals I’ve set for myself in the past few days:

no more book shopping until the end of april, partially because I’ve been bad with money and partially because I don’t wanna buy any more heavy things until I find out if I can renew my lease or not.

no more taking money out of savings unless absolutely necessary (need to be better at budgeting and making sure I don’t run out of paycheck a week before I get paid)

eat way less processed/preserved meat (ie. luncheon meat & bacon, though bacon is what I really need to eat less of bc I have it nearly every day) i can finish the bacon in my freezer and eat that stuff when I go out for food since it’s hard to avoid, but am not allowed to buy it. instead I’m gonna buy some of those cheap steak/chicken strip packs that are labelled as “stir fry” meat or w/e, cook those and freeze them so I still have options for when I want a quick meal.

no more meals that come out of a box (ie. mac and cheese, hamburger helper etc. i also eat too much of this stuff plus it’s my “depression food”. canned soup is excluded until i figure out how to make my own soup tho, I don’t wanna buy stock from the store since I always find it hella flavourless, so imma buy a roasting chicken or smth someday and make my own).

eat less breads (my 4 main food groups are pasta, bread, crackers, and popcorn so like....i got a problem lol. don’t wanna end up like my dad and be forced to cut all the foods i love out of my diet someday, so moderation is sadly needed).

and on a non-food-related note: get all my cleaning done tomorrow & also be stern with myself about getting rid of books & other things (I abandoned a bunch of chores & stuff half-done since before Sunday at dinner I didn’t know I was spending the week here lol)

the food stuff will be especially difficult since it’ll be tough to think up good low-effort meals (I basically eat the same 3 things on repeat all the time bc i can’t come up with new ideas lol) and likely more expensive too, since I’ll have to buy more fruits & veggies (though I find when I buy all fresh stuff it’s usually less pricey than when I buy more prepackaged stuff? Idk, jury’s out on that lol, produce also tends to be more pricey in the winter around here). ah well, I really need to get a grip on my terrible eating habits before I become one of those chumps who dies of a heart attack at age 30, and living with mom & dad’s diet has been motivating. still buying myself chips & dip tho because I’m PMSing like hell and need shitty food and also a hysterectomy, but can only have one of those.