#i need him i need him i need him i need him i need him i need him i need him

[feltcreature]

a friend :o)

#SPEEDRUN DOODLES i really wanted to draw him.. #GUMMIGOO COME BACK THE EORLD NEEDS YOU #gummigoo #tadc #the amazing digital circus

[bixels]

Learning that fans hated Applejack and called her "boring" is crazyyy to me because I genuinely, unironically believe AJ's the most complex character in the main six.

Backstory-wise, she was born into a family of famers/blue collar workers who helped found the town she lives in. She grew up a habitual liar until she had the bad habit traumatized outta her. She lost both her parents and was orphaned at a young age, having to step up as her baby sister's mother figure. She's the only person in the main gang who's experienced this level of loss and grief (A Royal Problem reveals that AJ dreams about memories of being held by her parents as a baby). She moved to Manhattan to live with her wealthy family members, only to realize she'll never fit in or be accepted, even amongst her own family. The earlier seasons imply she and her family had money problems too (In The Ticket Master, AJ wants to go to the gala to earn money to buy new farm equipment and afford hip surgery for her grandma).

Personality-wise, she's a total people-pleaser/steamroller (with an occasional savior complex) who places her self worth on her independence and usefulness for other people, causing her to become a complete workaholic. In Applebuck Season, AJ stops taking care of herself because of her obsessive responsibilities for others and becomes completely dysfunctional. In Apple Family Reunion, AJ has a tearful breakdown because in she thinks she dishonored her family and tarnished her reputation as a potential leader –– an expectation and anxiety that's directly tied to her deceased parents, as shown in the episode's ending scene. In The Last Roundup, AJ abandons her family and friends out of shame because believes she failed them by not earning 1st place in a rodeo competition. She completely spirals emotionally when she isn't able to fulfill her duties toward others. Her need to be the best manifests in intense pride and competitiveness when others challenge her. And when her pride's broken, she cowers and physically hides herself.

Moreover, it's strongly implied that AJ has a deep-seated anger. The comics explore her ranting outbursts more. EQG also obviously has AJ yelling at and insulting Rarity in a jealous fit just to hurt her feelings (with a line that I could write a whole dissection on). And I'm certain I read in a post somewhere that in a Gameloft event, AJ's negative traits are listed as anger.

Subtextually, a lot of these flaws and anxieties can be (retroactively) linked to her parents' death, forcing her to grow up too quickly to become the adult/caregiver of the family (especially after her big brother becomes semiverbal). Notice how throughout the series, she's constantly acting as the "mom friend" of the group (despite everything, she manages to be the most emotionally mature of the bunch). Notice how AJ'll switch to a quieter, calmer tone when her friends are panicking and use soothing prompts and questions to talk them through their emotions/problems; something she'd definitely pick up while raising a child. Same with her stoicism and reluctance at crying or releasing emotions (something Pinkie explicitly points out). She also had a childhood relationship with Rara (which, if you were to give a queer reading, could easy be interpreted as her first 'aha' crush), who eventually left her life. (Interestingly enough, AJ also has an angry outburst with Rara for the same exact reasons as with EQG Rarity; jealous, upset that someone else is using and changing her). It's not hard to imagine an AJ with separation anxiety stemming from her mother and childhood friend/crush leaving. I'm also not above reading into AJ's relationship with her little sister (Y'all ever think about how AB never got to know her parents, even though she shares her father's colors and her mother's curly hair?).

AJ's stubbornness is a symptom of growing up too quickly as well. Who else to play with your baby sister when your brother goes nonverbal (not to discount Big Mac's role in raising AB)? Who else to wake up in the middle of the night to care for your crying baby sister when your grandma needs her rest? When you need to be 100% all the time for your family, you tend to become hard-stuck with a sense of moral superiority. You know what's best because you have to be your best because if you're aren't your best, then everything'll inevitably fall apart and it'll be your fault. And if you don't know what's best –– if you've been wrong the whole time –– that means you haven't been your best, which means you've failed the people who rely on you, which means you can't fulfill your role in the family/society, which makes you worthless . We've seen time and time again how this compulsive need to be right for the sake of others becomes self-destructive (Apple Family Reunion, Sound of Silence, all competitions against RD). We've seen in The Last Roundup how, when no longer at her best, AJ would rather remove herself from her community than confront them because she no longer feels of use to them.

But I guess it is kinda weird that AJ has "masculine" traits and isn't interested in men at all. It's totally justified that an aggressively straight, misogynistic male fandom would characterize her as a "boring background character." /s

At the time of writing this, it's 4:46AM.

#mlp #yeah i wrote this last night during insomnia. #yeah i know an embarrassing amount of crap about this kids show #but whatever it's my hyperfixation i'll store as much useless information as i want!!! #i'm gay and neurodivergent i have an excuse #in case you needed more proof that aj's my favorite character #personal #delete later #unless you like this analysis stuff #i get why they didn't reveal aj's parent's death until way later and why they didn't do much with it but i wish they did #cuz narratively there could've been so much material with aj's grief. like. i feel like we gloss over the fact that she lost her #mother and father as a teenager #i tried keeping my personal hcs out of this to keep it unbiased #but i'll put some in the tags #involving rarijack –– i think aj can be (but not always) very self-conscious about her relationship with rarity #anxieties that she's not the right fit or that rarity will move away and leave her some day or that another woman will take her attention #(like in rollercoaster of friendship?? nudge nudge??). basic seperation anxiety stuff #long post #regarding applebloom whenever i think about her and her parents i think about that scene in steven universe where steven looks up at #a portrait of his mother and openly wonders what kind of sack lunches she would've made for him. that episode still fucks me up

[bubblingsteam]

#disco elysium #disco elysium fanart #kim kitsuragi #harrier du bois #harry du bois #this is probably one of my fav conversations in the game... #sad that not many people get to see it(?) cause you need like 7 in empathy? #comics #comic art #trans #cw blood #blood #cw smoking #my first time making a comic i hope it looks okay lmao #ough i have so many thoughts about kim and his complicated relationship with his name #im interpreting the dialogues in a very transgender way but its definitely about his racial identity too #cause its a *seolite* name #another factor of him not being seen as a revacholian #and its one of the only things he has left of his parents too #i wonder if the name kim is seen as more masculine or feminine in seol and in other isolas? #im definitely *not* projecting haha #i read once in a fic that kim *attempted* to translate his parents' letters when he was young #10/10 fic made me cry #thats why i decided to add the seolite dictionary - i dont think kim would have *tried* to learn seolite otherwise #he definitely has some kind of internalized racism he needs to get over #sorry for rambling #my art

[jabberwick]

Human Bill Cipher

(Based on Alex Hirsch's "canon" design)

And just to be clear, writing dissertations at me justifying why he should instead be a conventionally attractive twink will involuntarily cause me to draw him with even fewer teeth.

#And also: i know #i know the mayor of halloween town. I know guys. #twink death dilf birth #bill cipher #gravity falls #boy oh boy im anxious about posting this here please be nice to me #“the design deoesnt fit the voice” ?? idk man like. what if it did though. #you can draw him! i dont mind #no need to ask (:

[cacaocheri]

this is how I feel whenever I'm in the notes screaming and crying about how badly sun fnaf wants me

#HE WANTS ME #HE WANTS ME YOU GUYS YOU GUYS TRUSR #GUYS HE WANTS ME SO BADLY #GUYS PLEASE #AUUUUGHHHH #i need him. i need him #ive been off tumblr for weeks i need to hit everyone with my deranged madness #sun fnaf #fnaf sun #moon fnaf #fnaf moon #the daycare attendant #dca fandom #security breach #fnaf security breach #sundrop #moondrop #cherry rambles

[kinardbegins]

in dire need of a scene where tommy briefly mentions picking buck up and buck being like "uhh in case you haven't noticed i'm preeeeetty big and i doubt you'd be able t-" before he's suddenly hoisted up into tommy's arms and in his initial panic he wraps his legs around tommy's back and his arms around his neck and gets all flustered and tommy goes "like that?" and buck is a stuttering cute mess before he manages a lil "god that's so hot" before burying his face into tommy's neck <3

#I NEED TOMMY PICKING HIM UP OKAY #I KNOW THAT BUCK WOULD REALISTICALLY KNOW HE CAN BUT HE'S NOT USED TO HIS PARTNERS BEING ABLE TO #he'd lose his fucking mind #he'd loooove being in tommy's arms like that i just know it #tommy kinard #evan buckley #bucktommy #tevan #oliver stark #lou ferrigno jr #911 abc #911

[eyes-of-nine]

Gerry art??? In the year of our lord 2024????? HUHHHH???? you can blame it on @mangozic and their amazing tma art

#aghgafhsg I needed to redesign him so badly ywy I think the last time I properly drew him was like 2020??? #which feels so wrong on so many levels but oh well #anyways I think he would tease his hair #tma #my art #the magnus archives #magpod #rusty quill #tma fanart #tma podcast #fan art #gerry keay #tma gerry #gerry delano #character design

[okaydiscount]

Dont call him Archie

look at this!!! in the shadow boxers comic you can see Archimedes with a lil neck brace thing and i didnt notice till now????!?!? this is so adorable and so goofy. like 1. this implies that medic brings him everywhere, including dangerous places, which i guess wasnt that surprising but anyways. and 2. this shows how much archimedes loves medic (and vise versa) like in meet the medic all the other doves fly away when all the commotion happen but not Archimedes!!! he lives for danger!!! and trusts medic to make sure he stays alive <3 also medic def had to make that tiny little neck brace by hand for archimedes' tiny lil bird neck lol

#just a quick thing i thought was kinda funny #idk.. #mnot super happy with how medic turned out :( i need to figure out how to draw him better :/ #discounts art #tf2 #tf2 scout #tf2 medic

[amygdalae]

speedrunning the fallout 3 main quest til i get to return to vault 101 so i can recruit Butch as a follower because hes my silly goose

#hes the worst i need to drag him miserable through the wasteland and inject him with five million stimpaks #also free haircuts

[phantomrose96]

With the Reddit 3rd party app crackdown and the ongoing horseshit Elon Musk is pulling with "X", I realize a lot of people here might be pretty new. So I put together a quick and easy guide for using Tumblr for anyone new who might need it.

Tumblr was made by David Karp and we call him Daddy around these parts (^///^)

You are not safe from fandom-gif attacks ( •̀ ω •́ )✧

Speaking of fandoms, the tumblr fandoms are always ready to grab their [object] and go to war against the Beliebers ╰(*°▽°*)╯

The only safe refuge from fandom tumblr is with hipster tumblr. If you can get a cool alt-girl to take you under her wing, you might be safe... for now (●'◡'●)

You will watch the first episode of Supernatural... and then you're part of the Winchester family. (Or if you skip right to season 4, we don't blame you. It's where Destiel starts (*/ω＼*))

This is not a glomp-free zone ☆*: .｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Use missing e. It's the only way to make Tumblr useable on Internet Explorer (this is the most popular browser and you're probably using it right now) :-D

Our only adult-supervision is John Green... and even then does that REALLY count as supervision? DFTBA! φ(゜▽゜*)♪

Just this once, everyone lives. It's bigger on the inside. Elementary, my dear Watson.

If you see Misha Collins staring at you, the polite response is "Saving people, hunting things, the family business." O.O

I might lose followers for this, but this blog supports gay rights, and yours should too (14 gifs of Sherlock and The Hobbit)

Tumblr will teach you more about the world than you'll ever learn in school. ○( ＾皿＾)っ

Tread carefully... we have teh yaoiz O.o. Oh you don't know what that means? Well let's just say... it's full of lemons here.

If you see Hannibal Lector in a flower crown, tell him it looks very nice. His boyfriend Will Graham made it for him. (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

Do not enter the dog park. The dog park will not harm you.

#sorryz ill finish this post later my doctor says he needs to urgently check me for radiation poisoning

[spellbooking]

when he got that dawg in him 💪😤🥵

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #laios touden #tay.txt #I need him carnally idk

[egophiliac]

WOOO we're finally getting some Ride Kamens story content! ...and it's mostly Leon getting REALLY into being a small business owner! this is (unironically) an excellent sign for the future.

(what do you mean the Agent isn't wearing cat ears 24/7 in every outfit) (can't hear you la la laaaaa)

#art #ride kamens #look i need to differentiate between my agent and my yuu somehow and it might as well be the cat ears #anyway leon is precious. i love him already. he's SO excited about running a cafe! #sasuga super shitsuji... #other highlights include: saigo being weird about water and mad guys continuing to be the 'agata and his two horrible children' show #(i mean this affectionately i love these gremlins) #late may release let's GOOOOO #between this and more episode 7 in twst i'm gonna be eating SO well this month #get in the car lads we're getting happy meals with BOTH sides

[pangur-and-grim]

he’s too small….. I need to eat him

#belphegor

[ribbonfinale]

I appreciate this interaction.

Even while kidnapped and thrown into the murder dungeon of a masked psychopath who wants to saw off his legs Atem still feels the need to tell him "Bro, you're going to ruin your Yu-Gi-Oh!™ cards doing that!"

#yugioh #yu-gi-oh! duel monsters #rewatching yu-gi-oh! #atem #pandora

[iamasaddie]

oh to be the freckle on his chest...

#dedicating it to Kate who needs to GET A GRIP ON HER TOP THREE PEDRO BOYS KATE I AM LOOKING AT YOU #I think this is definitely one of my fave gifsets ive done #i love him so much #javier peña #narcos gif #ppedit #pedropascaledit #pedro pascal gif #userfanni

[bunnykaye]

“He's gone away, matured, and come back as a man both physically and mentally,” Ökvist says. “When somebody has got that, that's when they've got swagger and are sexy. You don't have to hide it. You can let them show it.”

Bridgerton Season 3: All the Hidden Meanings in the Hair, Makeup, and Costumes

#bridgerton #bridgertonedit #colin bridgerton #dailybridgerton #onlyperioddramas #perioddramaedit #perioddramadaily #perioddramasource #weloveperioddrama #gifshistorical #bridgertonlads #dailypallmall #tvedit #*mine* #bunnykaye #bkbridgerton #I NEED HIM IN A WAY THAT SETS FEMINISM BACK I'M SO SORRY