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#i missed writing for jaemin i got carried away with this
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✰ dating na jaemin.
you become his responsibility.
jaemin loves to take care of those he adores, so getting into a relationship with him means that he would do anything for you, literally. you could randomly throw in how you ran out of a perfume you liked and wake up the next morning to a package of the exact same brand, a small note from jaemin attached to it saying he “coincidentally saw it”. he is the type to pull out your chair for you before you could even get near it, and wouldn’t think twice about sacrificing his seat for you if there were none left. he would never let you open the door yourself, instead rushing ahead and pulling it open so you can get in first. the type to tug you closer to prevent anyone from bumping into you. jaemin loves to shower you with acts of service to show you how much he appreciates you.
long phone calls are a MUST.
whenever he has the opportunity to, jaemin doesn’t think twice before dialing your number and calling you. his schedule could be booked and busy, yet he would find a gap somewhere in between it where he could quickly call you, just to tell you he misses you. he anticipates these phone calls, perhaps they’re the highlight of his day. he can’t go a day without at least one call, even if it’s short. they could be the most useless calls, the ones where you just ramble about how you saw some pretty scenery on your way back home, and jaemin would listen to you with a small smile present on his face. the calls could last for hours as he refuses to hang up yet, begging you to stay on the line just for a few more minutes. jaemin enjoys hearing your voice, which is why he always makes sure to call you before he goes to sleep, putting your voice on speaker while he slowly dozes off.
endearingly jealous jaemin.
you would barely be able to tell that jaemin is feeling jealous, it’s almost too unnoticeable. jaemin tries to not get jealous because he doesn’t want to come off as a typical ‘possessive’ and ‘insecure’ boyfriend. still, you’re able to pick up on the force in his smile and his short tense responses. jaemin would reassure you that he is alright, because admitting to being jealous is much more embarrassing to him. it would take a lot of pestering to get him to admit to being jealous, especially if the jealousy formed over something really small such as your friends interacting with you. he’d have a sheepish smile on his face as he tells you that perhaps he felt a bit jealous seeing you get complimented by your other friends, sulking about how he should be the only one who can tell you you’re beautiful. jaemin tends to get jealous over harmless things, but it only reassures you how much he truly likes you (preferably all to himself)
how he asked you out.
it would take jaemin quite a while to admit to himself that he likes you. it’s simply because jaemin is picky with his ideal types and wants to take his time to discover whether the person he plans on pursuing truly fits him like he wants them to. once jaemin assures himself that you’re the one, he’d dwell on how to ask you out. a part of him would want to make it something big, a moment neither of you will forget, and another side of him wants to be casual about it, instead keeping it simple yet sweet. jaemin would opt to go with the fancier route and ask you out to dinner with him. he’d pay for all your meals, compliment you the whole night, and hold your hand while the two of you are walking outside. he’d tug you to the side where it’s just the two of you before admitting his feelings to you in a heartfelt confession. he’d tell you that there is no rush, and how you don’t need to accept it if you don’t reciprocate his feelings (even if that would crush his heart). no worries though, because you’re more than willing to reciprocate those feelings of his and officially becomes his significant other.
kisses.
kissing jaemin would be the epitome of romance. the tingling sensation that travels through your body as he’d place his hand on your jaw, tilting your head to look him right in the eye makes you grow weak. he’d lean in slowly, searching your face for any discomfort and hoping to see the green lights in your eyes. “is this okay?” he’d whisper under his breath, yet you can hear him perfectly. jaemin would wait for you to respond back with words, waiting for consent. and as you give it to him, he slowly craves in and place his lips on yours. the kiss is soft and slow, and you can feel the love emitting into the air. it almost feels like fireworks are exploding in the air as your lips move in synch. kissing jaemin feels like time slows down and it’s just the two of you. you’re not sure how long your lips have been attached for, and you don’t really care either.
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hyuckssunchip · 3 years
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"you're still my number one"
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Pairings: Haechan x Reader
Words: 2.5K
Warnings: Language (there is almost always language in my writings), a splash of everything, fluff, angst, SMUT
Synopsis: 
**Request: idol!Haechan x P.A.!Reader / anon
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“On in five!” You turned to hear the call of the director who’s face was more than a little disorientated.
The chaos seemed to only intensify with those three words. You slid against the wall, backing away as another frantic stylist rushed past you. It was always chaotic, but with all 23 members here, it was so much worse than it had ever been.
Sighing you tapped your fingers against your clipboard, eyes following the stream of people.
“Hey.”
You nearly jumped at the sound, proximity of the voice far too close for comfort.
“Jesus Jaemin, you scared the crap out of me.”
He grinned, shoving his hands into his pockets as he too stepped out of the way. He kept his gaze on you, staring downwards intimidatingly, and the way his blonde hair shadowed his face only made it worse. “Haechan says to meet him in the first dressing room before you go home today.”
You furrowed your brows. Haechan was your boyfriend of six months, but having an idol as your boyfriend had some tolls. Not just any idol, but technically he was your boss. It wasn’t unusual to use the dreamies as messengers for the two of you, in fact they seemed to enjoy it quite a lot. Some in more sadistic ways than others, much like Jaemin here now. You spared his grin one more look, his expression one of knowledge that you didn’t have.
“But there’s the dinner meeting after the show.” You shook your head, “Tell him I’ll see him on Friday like always, it’s too risky tonight.”
Jaemin’s face fell. “But–“
“Look I just don’t want to lose my job. Plus if something goes wrong and word gets out that he’s dating someone, people will go berserk.” You straightened up after catching eyes with the head manager. “I’ve got to go. Tell him I’ll call.”
You left a disorientated Jaemin behind, eyes widening as he realized that he had to break the news to Haechan that his girlfriend didn’t want to see him.
But that was the farthest thing from your mind as you were handed a huge list of things to get done in the next hour, courtesy of the manager. His eyes seemed to linger on you longer than usual as you accepted the list, obvious that he was suspicious of you.
You let out a shaky breath as you exited the back door, finally thankful that you had some peace and quiet.
But it only lasted a moment, forced to start on your list in order to finish before the fan meeting started. The performance would only take so long, and with the length of the list, you weren’t even sure that it was feasible to make it before the meeting ended.
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You rushed into the venue, chest heaving as you brought in the last of the things, happy that you made it at least with some time to spare. Albeit you missed 90% of the fan meeting, but it was enough to watch the end of the interactions, smile already forming as you watched how happy the boys were.
But your face quickly dropped at what you saw before you.
The smile on his face seemed so genuine, in fact it reminded you of when the two of you started dating.
You gulped back the lump in your throat as you watched their interaction, hands fiddling with the plastic of the bag you were carrying.
A far cry from the designer bag that was sitting so neatly on her shoulder. You huffed a breath out, sending rogue hairs out of your face, knowing that you looked like an absolute mess, especially in comparison to her.
How could he ever be interested in someone like you? When he had all these beautiful girls throwing themselves at him?
“Is that the last of the bags?” Sungho asked, taking the bundle of plastic from your hands.
“Oh.” You nodded your head, folding your arms as you finally pulled your gaze away from the front table.
Sungho stood next to you, head tilted as he glanced over your face, it was obvious that something was wrong. Sungho had been working with you since you started here, only a couple days your senior, and he happened to be one of the only people who knew of your relationship.
“Trouble in paradise?” He asked, now more focused on your counterpart, still chatting with the girl.
“No.” You mumbled, more focused on your dirty shoes that anything else, scuffing the floor methodically as a way to soothe your nerves.
He cleared his throat, rustling of the bag growing louder as he dug through its contents. “Here.” He nudged at you, pushing an ice cream bar into your hands.
“This is for–“
“Please, you think they’ll notice one missing? Besides, you need it more than them right now.” He smiled at you, patting your head comfortingly with a look of pity, before backing away towards the staff only entrance. “Don’t worry yourself okay?”
You nodded, avoiding his eyes as you stared at the wrapper of the bar, sighing deeply before following him.
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It was around 11 pm when you finally got all your bags packed, exhausted and ready for a night home alone.
And that was the plan.
You let out a startled gasp as a hand latched onto your arm, tugging you into an empty dressing room. It wasn’t until you realized that it was your boyfriend did your heart calm down.
You smacked at his chest. “You scared me! Whatever happened to just texting?”
He narrowed his eyes. “You said you’d call. And you totally were going to ditch me tonight. Jaemin told me.”
You sighed, rubbing a hand over your tired face. “I wasn’t going to ditch you. I just said it was too risky.”
“Too risky?” He scoffed, crossing his arms. “There’s no one left here. Who’s gonna catch us. Or are you just trying to get extra alone time with Sungho?”
“What are you talking about?”
“Don’t think I missed your little interaction today at the fan meet, him patting your head and everything.” He gritted his teeth, but it didn’t quite depict his anger in the way he wanted it to. It just ended up looking like was pouting.
You frowned, taking a step closer to him. “Sungho and I have nothing together, we’re just friends. You know that.”
He replied with silence. 
“Seriously. You of all people have nothing to worry about.”
At this he turned again. “What’s that supposed to mean?”
You glanced at your feet, suddenly embarrassed as you mumbled out your confession. “You have hundreds of beautiful women who would do anything to be with you. If anything I should be the jealous one.”
The sound of his laughter rang through the room. You looked up shocked, only to find a wide smile on his face. “Hey. Don’t laugh at me, it’s not funny.”
But he couldn’t stop.
You huffed out, turning to leave the room, but he stopped you again. “Hey, I’m sorry. Okay. I wasn’t laughing at you I swear. I was laughing at the fact that you would even think I would look at someone else the way I look at you.”
The pout continued. “I saw that girl with the Dior bag. You were looking at her the way that you used to look at me.”
“Used to?” He shook his head, “Darling I still look at you that way, I probably won’t ever stop.”
You looked up at him with wide eyes, “But– She was so pretty and put together. And I’m–“
“My girlfriend. Trust me on this Y/N, you will always be my number one. There is literally no one else for me, okay?” His hand caressed the side of you face, a blush rapidly growing on your cheeks as his words hit you.
“But–“
“No buts. Do I need to prove to you just how much you mean to me? That no one can out do you?”
The look in his eyes had changed, eagerness to please, to prove himself.
“Haechan…”
He leaned in, cutting off the breathy word, lips crashing against yours, growing deeper with each passing second. His hand traveled to your waist, tugging you closer as he walked the two of you towards the couch. Your bag fell to the ground, contents so carefully packed, now sprawled over the floor, but it never once took away your attention. He pushed you against the couch, moaning as his crotch dug against your hip, growing hard at even the slightest of touches.
Your hands flew to his hair, tugging gently at the longer strands, breathy moans spilling from his lips against your neck, loving the way that you send him to pleasure with even the most innocent of touches.
“Do you get it? Baby you do this to me. This is all you.” He mumbled, biting gently at your skin, you arching your back in response, unable to hold yourself back at the feeling, basically begging for him to touch you, to take over you.
Your wandering hands slipped under the back of his shirt, pulling it up to feel his muscles working as he held himself up above you. Your nails slightly scratching at the surface, not strong enough to leave marks, but just enough to send shivers of pleasure through him.
He was quick to tear off his shirt and yours, beginning to get impatient as he looked down at you, hair sprawled around your face like a halo, an image he was sure would be seared in his mind for the rest of his life.
“I love you Y/N.” Haechan breathed out, soft fingers running over your cheeks as you looked up at him, still panting and out of breath from before. He leaned in closer to kiss you again.
“I love you too.” You mumbled, hands already back to tracing circles on his now bare hips, teetering closer to the hem of his pants with every swirl.
He beamed above you, pulling away just before your lips could meet.
“Say it again.”
You smiled shyly under him, but complied, living for the look on his face, anything that would make him smile like that again. “I love you Hyuck.”
“God, if I could just listen to you saying that for the rest of my life.”
He leaned down and peppered soft kisses over your skin, slowly moving downwards until he had reached the top of your pants. With his eyes set on you, he tugged at the belt loops, sliding the fabric down your legs, tantalizingly slow for both yourself and him. It wasn’t until you were bare in front of him did he pull away, hands running over the skin closest to your core, but never giving you the pleasure of getting there.
You whined, bucking your hips up as he pulled his fingers away, leaving you missing the burning heat of his skin on yours. Standing up, he quickly pulled off his own pants, sighing as his hardened length was freed from the tight confines of his jeans. He slid back down, hands gripping at the sides of your hips as his face fell close against your thigh.
For a moment he simply rested there, cheek against your thigh as he stared at your core, arousal already dripping, eyes transfixed at the way that you dripped for him.
You whined, shuffling closer to him as he got the hint, fingers already dancing around your core teasingly.
He blew a breath of air on your core, the soft bout of air sending a shiver up your spine. Then he latched on.
His mouth was all over you in a matter of seconds, lapping up at the juices you had spared for him. You hands flew to his hair, tugging less gently than before, eliciting a moan from with as he had his tongue thrusting deep inside you.
His fingers had worked their way to your core, quickly swapping out his tongue for two of his fingers, hitting deeper inside you than he could’ve before. But his didn’t leave much time for you to relax, mouth suctioning over your clit, flicking the nub around with his tongue until you were sure you were on the verge of orgasm.
“Fuck, Hyuck.” You moaned out, breathing getting raspier and faster as you tried to hold on. “I’m gonna cum.”
Only letting you have one or two more pumps of his fingers, he pulled away, the feeling of lost orgasm wracking through your body.
His face with shiny with slick, as he wiped it off with the hands, using what transferred as lube. Haechan thew his head back with pleasure, releasing soft whiny moans as he flicked a finger over his tip, wrist pumping as he lubed himself up. His stomach wet with his own arousal, shining on his groin as you watched him move.
“Shit.” He mumbled, falling back towards you, lining himself up with your core. He took his time sinking into you, reveling in the way that your pussy seemed to suck him in, begging him to fuck you senseless.
Your arms had latched onto his back again, a desperate attempt to get him closer. He heaved out a breath that he didn’t know he was holding as he bottomed out, a moment of silence and heaving breathing took over the room.
Both of you were already so close, neither sure how long you could last.
But he began thrusting deep into you, slow at first, but he picked up the pace as he felt his orgasm coming. From he way that his hips were stuttering you could tell that he was close, and he used his hands to rub circles on your clit to get you there faster too.
“Fuck.” You groaned, the familiar feeling burning in your stomach as you scratched as his back, his lips trailing over yours skin as he fell on top of you, hips still pumping as fast as he could.
“God, I’m gonna cum.” He breathed out, whining into your hair, as he felt the way that you clenched around him, prepared to suck him dry.
With one last thrust he pulled out, shooting his load on your stomach as he heaved out, watching your own orgasm drip onto the couch. It took a few more spurts before he finished, exhausted from the escapade.
“Fuck.” He mumbled, scrambling up to wet a towel, cleaning you both up immediately with soft touches of cotton on skin. “Do you get it? How much I love you?”
You mumbled something incoherent back, smile adorning your face as you tugged him back against you, needing to feel his skin on yours again.
The two of you laid there for a moment, his hands stroking back your hair, pushing back wet strands that stuck to your forehead. “Don’t ever think that you don’t come first.”
You kissed his collarbone, nuzzling against it contently. “You’ll always be my number one.”
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iced-nct · 2 years
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Could you write a Chenle smut? I have been obsessed with him and I also want to prove to a friend that Chenle is sexy.
Ask, and you shall receive! Happy New Year from Canada, everyone!
Please enjoy this, I got a little carried away but I hope you like it.
*WARNINGS* NSFW, Smut, Alcohol consumption, Swearing, A Lil bit of indirect consent. MINORS DO NOT INTERACT. (18+)
*Pairing* Chenle x reader
*Word count* 1.2k
*Synopsis* A New Years evening with Chenle gets a little carried away ;)
Did You Log A Workout?
Spending New Year's Eve with Chenle was not quite how you had envisioned your evening going. Though you were still happy to spend it with your best friend, you couldn’t help but be sad about your date standing you up. That is how you ended up on the floor of Chenle’s apartment with his semi-nude friends and your top off, engrossed in a competitive game of strip monopoly.
It was a good thing you had anticipated getting laid tonight and had worn your cutest pink lace set instead of your usual mismatching. By the look on your slightly intoxicated best friends face, you could tell that he was in agreement. You were too distracted by Chenle taking off his shirt that you hadn’t even noticed your turn wound you up on one of Jaemin’s places. Upon the realization you looked up at Jaemin to find him taking a long swig of beer before motioning to your game piece.
“Pants off, cutie” He winked at you.
You could feel blood rush to your cheeks as you stood up and began to shimmy your jeans off. When you glanced at Chenle he licked his lips slowly before taking a drink from his bottle. In an act of utter confidence, you tossed your pants at him playfully.
“I wouldn’t have done that” Jisung sang quietly.
He was right, in a moment you were being tossed over your best friends' shoulder, ass on full display for the crowd. Chenle laid a firm slap to your backside before turning to his friends. “Don’t wait up, guys” he spoke while hauling you to his room. The ride felt like it took forever, Chenle’s broad shoulder dug into your stomach where you could feel your anticipation building.
Chenle slammed his bedroom door shut behind him and set you down on the bed. His hand lightly grasped your chin, forcing you to look at him.
“Your date really missed out” He purred while his eyes scanned over your body.
“Truthfully, I’m glad he never showed” You smirked, taking the opportunity to run your hands over his exposed chest and abs.
“Truthfully, I am too.” the boy winked as he knelt between your legs.
Chenle’s fingers ran down your torso until they hooked the band of your lace panties. He looked up to you as if asking permission, to which you nodded and laid back onto his soft bed. He made quick work of you, his lips pressing soft kisses to your inner thighs before pressing his lips against your soaking core. You hummed a sound of satisfaction as he slid the piece of lace off your legs, leaving your sex exposed to him.
“How pretty, I wonder if you taste as sweet as you look” Chenle thought aloud.
He ran his tongue up your folds to your clit, circling and nipping it. A loud moan escaped your lips as he continued his motions. Suddenly you felt his flingers slide into you, stretching you out.
“What a tight girl you are. You’ll feel so good wrapped around my cock.” Chenle pulled away. You whined at the loss of contact.
“I was so close” you complained, Chenle pressed his lips to yours in a chaste kiss to quiet you.
You grabbed his face and pulled him back to you, your lips meeting in a series of rushed kisses. He grabbed your bottom lip between his teeth and you took the chance to run your hands down his body to his growing bulge. He groaned into your mouth as you palmed him through his boxers.
“It’s your turn now” You looked up at him with pleading eyes. Without a second thought he was on his back wriggling out of his shorts.
Your eyes widened as you took him in your hand, unsure of how you would make this work. You had never imagined Chenle to be big, well, this big. But you lowered your mouth to him, lapping up the precum from his tip. He let out a soft moan of approval before you took as much of his dick in your mouth as you could.
“Holy fuck, y/n” He moaned loudly, his fingers wove into your hair.
You continued bobbing your head up and down, stopping occasionally to swirl your tongue around his sensitive tip. Chenle pulled you off of him and sat up, he reached to his bedside table for a condom. You smirked and grabbed the small package from him, unwrapping it and rolling it onto his cock. You laid back against the mattress and Chenle moved over you, pushing your legs apart with his knee.
“You’re sure?” He whispered to you.
“Absolutely.” You pulled him down to connect your lips once more.
Chenle was gentle, much more than anyone you had been with prior. As he eased himself into you, your back arched off the bed. His lips kissed down your chest, and you pulled the sheer lace fabric down to expose your hardened nipples. He ran his tongue over your breasts, sucking and flicking your nipples. You whined a little and he jutted his hips into you sinking himself the rest of the way.
“S-so big” You moaned.
Chenle responded by sitting up onto his knees, satisfied with the marks he left on your chest and placed his hands on your hips. He started thrusting into you at a steady pace, moans coming from both of you as Chenle hit every spot to make you feel good. Never had you been with anyone who felt so satisfying, you raised your hips to meet his which earned you a low groan.
“Fuck you feel so good baby. So tight. You take me so well.” His fingers pressed further into your hips.
You let out a yelp of surprise at the sudden change of pace. Chenle chasing both of your highs with his quick thrusts, filling you with all of his cock.
“Feel so good, baby. Gonna cum for me, yeah?” His voice was raspy and filled with satisfaction as his hips rutted into yours.
You could barely manage a nod, one of his hands found its way to your core to rub your clit. You could feel your orgasm building in your abdomen, and Chenle would not stop until you finished.
“Go-gonna cum” You moaned to him.
His thrusts slowed as you released onto him, his high coming shortly after seeing yours. Your mouth agape with staggered breaths and Chenle rested his head on your shoulder, sighing into your ear as he finished. When he pulled out you felt empty after being stretched to your limits. Chenle disposed of the condom in his small garbage can before joining you back in bed. He pulled the blankets up over your bodies and you found yourself laying on his chest, his heart still beating after the intense act.
“You know, I’ve been wanting to do that for a long time” He confessed to you, when you looked up at him his cheeks were slightly red.
“Me too.” You smiled at him, sure that you were blushing just as hard.
From the living room you could hear his friends shouting about the New Year beginning, and a look at Chenle’s apple watch confirmed that it was indeed after midnight.
“Happy New Year y/n” Chenle pressed a kiss to your forehead.
“Happy New Year- wait. DID YOU LOG OUR SEX AS A WORKOUT ON YOUR WATCH?!?!” You would never win with him
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jisungsmochi · 3 years
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favorite crime - na jaemin
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favorite crime - na jaemin 
this is the second installment for my SOUR series! you can read jeno’s one here! 
a little bad boy!jaemin x troubled (?) but still a ‘goodie goodie’ reader // strangers to friends to partner in crime to strangers again :/ 
word count: 7.2k 
summary: “It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we'd do
'Cause I was goin' down, but I was doin' it with you” 
who would have ever thought that, jaemin, the quiet boy you met in detention, would become your first love? getting involved with his shenanigans was probably the worst thing you could have done in your life. you were lucky enough to love someone like him, someone who excited you, scared you, and most of all, loved you back. but what happens when his actions suddenly have consequences? 
a/n: this summary sucks but i liked writing this alot,, explains why it took me so long to write it oops. 
tagging the bestie: @skrtbabe
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Know that I loved you so bad
I let you treat me like that
I was your willing accomplice, honey
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as you walked into the near-empty classroom, you made a beeline for the closest seat to the window. if you were going to be stuck in detention for two hours, you might as well have a nice view. you let out a short sigh to yourself, one hour and fifty eight minutes to go. the supervising teacher was lazily marking her class’ essays, completely choosing to ignore the entrance of na jaemin. he gave her a subtle scoff before stumbling past the desk, making his way to sit behind you. you heard him roughly place his bag onto the surface of his desk. you’d be lying if you said you didn’t want to look back and see what he was up to. jaemin was always a mystery to you, and to everyone else in the school. despite keeping himself away from the majority, people had quite a lot to say about the boy. you heard rumours that he got stabbed (which you didn’t believe at all) but your classmate, haechan, insists he had video evidence. if anything, you don’t think you had ever spoken to jaemin in your entire life, but that was all about to change.
thirty minutes into detention and you were beyond bored. everybody was either catching up on school work or trying their best to not be caught on their phones. you opted to staring out the window, eyes following the movements of a particular butterfly. eventually, the butterfly decided it was time to leave your line of sight, causing you to let out a short huff. you heard a soft chuckle, belonging to the previously silent boy behind you. you slowly turned to face him, his eyes immediately latching to meet yours. he had his chin perched on top of his right palm, a cunning grin on his face. you gave him a glare,
“what are you laughing at?” you faintly whisper to him. this caught him off guard, he didn’t expect you to sound so stern.
“an explosion is about to happen” you grew to be more confused, what is he talking about?
“wha-“
“i’ll be right back! s-stay where you are!” your teacher suddenly blurts out, rushing out of her room as fast as she could. the rest of the students all looked over at eachother, some even opting to leave detention entirely.
you turned back to the snickering boy, who clearly had something to do with it.
“what the hell did you do?”
“put laxatives in her coffee” your jaw dropped, how the hell did he manage to do that?
“w-what’s wrong with you?”
“what’s wrong with you? learn to live a little” he suddenly stood up, slinging his bag across his body. his eyes still stayed on you, silently asking for you to follow him. this was one hell of a first impression. you weren’t sure what took over you in that moment, but you found yourself trailing behind na jaemin like a lost puppy as he led you both out of the school gates. he didn’t speak much to you, aimlessly walking to wherever the hell he needed to be.
“so what did you get into detention for?” he suddenly asked you, causing you to stiffen. you weren’t a stranger to getting into trouble, your short temper often being the root of your issues. but you weren’t exactly the most comfortable talking to new people.
“ah you’re a bit shy? i’ll start then, i stole lee haechan’s clothes after gym practice” he smirked to himself, feeling some sense of pride.
“that was you? he was running around school butt naked because of you” you couldn’t help but chuckle at the memory of seeing two full ass cheeks after your history class.
“that’s what he gets for claiming that he has proof i got stabbed? which is ridiculous by the way” jaemin shakes his head before coming to a complete stop. you slightly bump into his right shoulder, quickly stabilising yourself before looking at the quiet cafe infront of you.
“hungry?” you nodded in response, following him into the cafe. he seemed to have known some of the workers, earning you a free croissant and hot chocolate.
“so, i told you why i got into detention, now it’s your turn” he chimed, clearly entertained by having you as company.
“i punched kim yuna in the face” you slightly cringed at your own words. you weren’t the one to be physical in your confrontations, but this girl really struck a nerve.
“sheesh, i saw her earlier, you gave her nose a good bruising, i must say” he couldn’t help but find the entire thing entertaining. this was so odd to you, every person that had witnessed it, thought you went crazy. but here jaemin was, laughing at the situation.
“you think this is funny?” you asked curiously, rather than in a judgemental manner.
“well yeah, i don’t know why you did it, but she probably deserved it” he shrugged, taking a bite of his own pastry. you felt your shoulders begin to relax, infact your entire demeanour had changed. jaemin was the only person that didn’t push you to admit your faults and apologise. he didn’t need to know the whole story, he just took your words for what they were.
the next hour consisted of you and jaemin, sharing stories on some of the mischievous things you had gotten up to in the past. from small things like setting off stink bombs during an exam, to running from the mall cops after stealing a pair of pants from a store. jaemin liked your reactions to his stories, at first your face would be full of shock, then turn into some sort of enlightenment. he found it quite endearing to watch. he wasn’t too bad on the eyes either.
“need me to walk you home?”
“i don’t need you to do anything for me” jaemin just smirked at your response,
“but i wouldn’t mind if you did”
“ah i see how it’s going to be”
“what do you mean?”
“our relationship, it’s going to be very push and pull” what on earth was he on about?
“you got that from just spending a few hours with me?” jaemin nodded, shoving his hands into his jacket pockets.
“i think we’ll be spending a lot of time together” was all he said back. if you had told yourself earlier that day, that you’d become na jaemin’s partner in crime, you’d punch yourself in the face. but this was only the beginning.
//
from that day onwards, you would purposely seek out jaemin’s presence. whether it be you walking to the most isolated parts of school, or simply trying to get into detention in the case he was there again. as a result of the laxative prank, jaemin had earned a two week long suspension. you had caught wind of this information from the school’s chatterbox, haechan. you’d think after being humiliated by jaemin, he’d keep his name out of his mouth.
you decided to visit the same cafe you accompanied jaemin to, incase he was hanging out there. you weren’t sure why you wanted to be around him so much. if anything, you were more at risk of getting another detention, or becoming a social outcast. but you were going to take those chances.
as you entered the cafe, your eyes scanned near and far for any sight of the black haired boy. you were about to give up, when you heard a voice,
“stalking me now?” you immediately froze, too nervous to turn back. you felt jaemin’s hand on your shoulder, slowly turning your around to face him.
“i-i no it’s not what it looks like-“
“it’s fine, you must have missed me, no?” he let a cocky grin land on his face. you just rolled your eyes, ready to walk right back out that door.
“let’s get up to some trouble today” he gripped your wrist gently, dragging you out of the cafe. he didn’t let go of you, once again, you were aimlessly following him. why did you let him do this to you?
jaemin wasn’t too much of a talker, he tended to try and speak with his eyes. you found it interesting, the way he expected you to know exactly what was on his mind. he eventually stopped walking after reaching an abandoned building. you were beginning to feel slightly anxious, noticing that the sun was slowly setting and the breeze was getting cooler. jaemin plopped his carry bag on the concrete floor, you heard clinking sounds erupt from the bag. he moved to pull out a few spray cans.
“ever graffitied?” you shook your head,
“not spray painting, but i’ve drawn some not so pleasant pictures in the bathroom stalls” you shrug as he handed you a can of bright yellow spray paint. he slightly chuckled at your anecdote, which made you look down at the ground.
“well you won’t get in trouble for messing up this place”
“what is this place anyway?” you start to shake the can, watching as jaemin started spraying onto the blank wall.
“somewhere i come when i don’t feel like going home” you weren’t sure if you wanted to press him to elaborate, so you just nodded, beginning to spray a random design of your own.
jaemin found hanging around you quite amusing. you were always up for anything he wanted to do. you seemed so cheerful about the simplest things, and never pushed him to explain the questionable things about himself. you were a lot different than the people he would usually surround himself with. but like many things in na jaemin’s life, they often went sour very quickly.
//
And I watched as you fled the scene
Doe-eyed as you buried me
One heart broke, four hands bloody
//
jaemin had asked you to accompany him to the abandoned building one night. you were half asleep and freezing to death as you approached his car. it was quite beat up, making you worried,
“is this thing even safe to be driving?” you groan as you wrap yourself in your large puffer jacket. jaemin had previously insisted you bring a sleeping bag and pillow. you chose not to question it, too tired to argue back with him.
“don’t disrespect my sweet ride! be grateful i didn’t make you walk in the cold” he scoffed before starting the engine. the car ride was fairly quiet, you were drifting in and out of sleep, in which jaemin noticed. he thought you looked so peaceful, so he tried his best not to make any sharp turns or run over many speed bumps. in a matter of time, he parked the car, gently wiggling your shoulder. you woke up instantly, feeling his cold hand on your cheek. you furrowed your eyebrows before following him out of the car. he led you to the same wall you both had graffitied on before, but this time, it seemed to have become a complete picture.
“i wanted to show you this! isn’t it cool?” he gleamed, pulling you to his side, slightly rubbing your shoulder to warm you up. you quickly ignored his touch, focusing back on the wall. it was a mirage of different doodles and words that must have meant something to jaemin.
“this is amazing, you did this all by yourself?”
“yeah, i really wanted to see your reaction”
“what does it all mean?”
“it’s kind of a representation of what goes on in my mind? i’m not the best with expressing my feelings with words, so i decided to let it out on this wall” jaemin spoke with such ease, his voice filling your ears with warmth. he pulled you closer to him when he saw you shiver,
“care to share?” you slightly joked. jaemin never got too deep with you, so you assumed he would brush the comment off. but he just stares back at you, his eyes piercing into your own. you held your breath as he leaned in closer to you.
“sure thing” he slowly leads you back to the car, turning on the heater as you both wrapped yourselves in sleeping bags. you were huddled up in the back seat, your head leaning on his shoulder as he played with his fingers.
“i never had an outlet for my imagination. my parents weren’t the most warm or loving people in the world. i barely remember anything from my childhood, except for the unpleasant memories. when i started hanging out with some of the older kids, they showed me the ropes of their crew. they taught me how to graffiti, how to carve things with a pocket knife, you know, basic seventh grade stuff” he let out a soft chuckle, but you didn’t laugh. instead you placed your hand over his, feeling the coldness shoot through your body.
“i-i don’t like showing how i feel. because i think it makes me weak, or pitiful. that’s a bad way of thinking, but i can’t help it. so i let out my frustrations here, by either spray painting or smashing random things. it’s nice to get it all out” he stops speaking, his posture suddenly stiffening. you lifted your head from his shoulder, forcing him to look over at you.
“i’m here to listen to you. you don’t have to result to destroying things in order to reveal your feelings. you can just talk to me next time, okay?” you assured him, tightening your grip on his hand. jaemin just nodded, his eyes faltering from yours. why were you so considerate towards him?
“wanna know why i punched yuna in the face?” you saw jaemin crack a smile, nodding frantically.
“she said some things about my family, how they only took me in because they felt sorry for me. see, i’m actually a foster kid, my real parents weren’t in the ‘right state of mind’ to take care of me. well, in the eyes of the law atleast” jaemin didn’t know how to respond, opting to pulling your head back into his shoulder.
“i know she was just trying to rile me up, my foster parents aren’t terrible. but hearing those words just struck a nerve. how can people be so judgmental?”
“that’s just life, love. everyone will always have their own opinions, but it’s up to you, on how to respond. or you can simply choose to ignore them, it’s always worked for me” jaemin started tracing small patterns on the back of your hand, feeling his eyes become drowsy.
“but i don’t want to always ignore my problems. i want to be able to face them, how else will i grow as a person?” you sighed,
“we grow each and every day, most of the time we don’t notice. you’re doing better than you think. sure, you’ll grow up soon enough, you’ll develop your own identity, but for now, enjoy the moment. don’t care too much about what others think, this is your life to lead” jaemin looked down at you, feeling a warm sensation reach his heart.
“for someone who doesn’t like speaking his mind, you sure give some great advice. promise we’ll be there for eachother?” you pull out your pinky finger from his grip, watching as he blinks for a few seconds. you sensed some hesitation, but blamed it on him being tired. eventually, jaemin linked his pink with yours, sealing it with a gentle press of his lips. you couldn’t hide how flustered you had gotten, burying your head in his chest as he started stroking your hair.
“thankyou for being with me tonight” he mumbled as he felt himself fall asleep,
“anytime”
//
sometimes jaemin would leave you hanging for days on end. at first you would get concerned, mainly for his own safety. you were never sure what he got up to in his spare time, and to be honest, you didn’t want to know. but after a certain amount of days, he would pop back into your life that nothing happened, as if no time had passed. today was one of those days. he was sitting on your bedroom floor, flicking through your history notes. you couldn’t pry your eyes away from him, he looked so peaceful.
“you’re so much smarter than me” he huffs, scratching his head as he closed your notebook.
“no way, i’m pretty average. you’re more street smart than i am” jaemin perks up at your words,
“i guess i am huh” he smirks to himself, making you slightly smile.
“i can help you study if you want, you need a pass, right?” you scooted over to him, sitting so that your shoulders brushed against eachother.
“well yes, technically. but passing doesn’t secure i’ll get into college. not that i can even go” he shrugs, eyes focused on his rings, beginning to fiddle with them.
“what do you mean?”
“i don’t have the grades, my parents barely have any money saved for my college fund. i don’t have a job, you see the issue here?” you sensed him stiffen up next to you, this topic clearly striking a nerve within him. you placed a hand on his shoulder, gently squeezing it,
“you know college isn’t for everyone. i’m sure you will be able to live a good life” jaemin knew you were trying your best to cheer him up. but these were constant thoughts and struggles he had been dealing with for what seemed like a lifetime. he knew you would never fully understand, and he couldn’t be mad at you for that.
“y-yeah, i’ll be fine” he sighs, linking is fingers with yours. you worried about jaemin so much, it slowly began to take over your mind. you caught yourself thinking about him more often, how you wanted to be there for him during his dark times. but jaemin always shoved off the idea of getting too deep with his emotions. sure, he trusted you with most things, but there was always a thought in the back of his mind. you were way too good for him.
//
“what is this?” you smiled brightly at the boy standing across from you. he was leant up against your locker, gift bag in his hands, shoving it towards you.
“a token of my appreciation for our growing friendship” you chose to ignore the last word, your feelings towards jaemin still being undecided.
you slowly open the bag, your eyes landing on a small box. you furrowed your eyebrows, before opening it.
“t-this is beautiful, jaemin. how did you afford this?” you gasped, pulling out the shiny necklace from the delicate box. it was a silver chain, that sparkled under the light at just the right angle. there was a small pendent latched onto it, a butterfly.
“don’t worry about that, do you like it?” he grinned at you, taking in your ecstatic reaction,
“of course! i cant thank you enough!”
you pull him into a warm hug, arms tightening around his torso. jaemin chuckled softly, bringing his arms to wrap around your frame, slowly swaying you side to side.
“being there for me is enough, i promise”
//
The things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime
//
the following few days, jaemin went MIA again. you were beginning to become annoyed by his lack of communication. you wanted to believe he was gone for good reason, but something in your gut sensed something worse was happening. that’s when you decided to go to the abandoned building, remembering he often went there when he wanted to be alone. not having a car of your own caused many issues in your life. like right now, you were huffing and puffing once you hopped off your bicycle. you quickly set it aside, making your way to the building. before you turned to the main corridor that you met jaemin in many times before, you heard hushed voices, one belonging to the boy in question.
“we need this deal done asap. no excuses” a deep voice echoes through the building. you couldn’t get a good look at them without being caught, so you remained hidden behind a huge slab of concrete.
“b-but what if they think i’m scamming them because i’m new?” jaemin squeaked. you had never heard him so worried before.
“well you better think of some way to get them to buy, we can’t risk anymore losses. take this as initiation into the big boys club” what the hell was going on?
soon enough, the small group of men had left the building, walking past the concrete slab you were hiding behind. you let out a sigh of relief before rushing to jaemin. his eyes widened at the sight of you, part of him wanting to yell at you for being so stupid.
“what are you doing here?!” he was mad.
“i could ask you the same thing” you scoffed. jaemin suddenly became quiet, eyes avoiding yours.
“what’s going on? and i want the truth. the whole truth” he just sighed, dragging you back to his car. you folded your arms, in disbelief from what you had heard prior.
“i-i’m helping them with some deals okay? it’s just a side hustle to get some cash, i want to get out of this town. this is the only way”
“what are you dealing? drugs?” you gasped, watching as jaemin snapped his neck to face you.
“yes, it’s not as bad as you think-“
“not as bad? they’re literally part of a gang. do you know what happens to people who don’t seal these deals?” you couldn’t believe what you were hearing.
“i know the risks. but i’m desperate. i just need enough to buy an apartment in another city and finally start my life” jaemin doesn’t know why he’s bothering trying to explain this to you. he brushed his fingers through his hair roughly, letting out a groan as he did so.
“when i said there are ways for you to live a good life, i didn’t mean deal drugs. i meant get an apprenticeship or something! literally anything but this”
“there’s nothing you can do to change my mind. i already swore i’d do this deal. i need the money. you wouldn’t understand” jaemin struck back, feeling attacked by your words.
“what the hell is that supposed to mean? i-i can’t do this. come back to me when you’ve come to your senses. this is stupid and you know it” you rush out of his car, causing jaemin to trail behind you as you stumbled to find your bike.
“come with me” you stopped in your tracks.
“pardon?”
“come with me to the deal. i-i don’t want to go alone” he says barely above a whisper,
“you’re crazy if you think i’ll follow you like a lost pup-“ jaemin pressed his lips on yours, hands stuck to your waist, gently rubbing your sides as he deepened the kiss. your words became jumbled as he continued to kiss you. as much as you wanted to argue back with him, feeling his lips on yours was only something you had experienced in your dreams.
“please” he whispered, pulling away from you momentarily.
“o-okay” you whispered back, hands now on his shoulders. jaemin smirked with pride before pulling you in once again. he led you back to his car, dragging you into the backseat. he began trailing kisses down your neck, erupting a pleased sigh from you. and just like that, you were wrapped around his silly little finger.
//
you were now seated in the passenger seat of jaemin’s busted ass car. your nerves were off the charts, and so were his. you had never seen him so anxious before, he was breathing in quick successions and couldn’t stop shaking.
“just get it over and done with...okay? get in and get out” you try your best to ease his nerves but how much could you really say? you were encouraging him to commit to a drug deal, this was not how you expected your friday night to go.
jaemin just nodded, clutching onto something in his jacket pocket. he pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, gently stroking your hair as he did so.
“thankyou for coming with me” he mumbled. you just nodded, trying to ignore your intense gut feeling that something was going to go wrong. he led you by your waist into the noisy bar. you kept your head down, allowing jaemin to gain sight of the clients. he didn’t let you approach the group of men, so you tried to distract yourself with a random fruity cocktail from the bar. it wasn’t enough to push aside your worries.
after what seemed like hours, you caught sight of jaemin, who seemed like he was in a rush. he quickly scooped you away from your seat, swiftly leading you out of the bar. before you could even open your mouth, he interjects,
“no time for questions, get in the car now” he harshly shoved you into the passenger seat. now you were more worried than before.
“what the fuck is going on?!” jaemin didn’t answer you, starting the engine of the car. before you could press him any further, the same group of men rushed out of the bar, eyes scanning for the boy next to you. this wasn’t good.
“may or may not have given them the wrong amount...nothing a little hide and seek can’t fix!” jaemin tried to laugh it off, but you knew he was equally as scared. his dingy car wouldn’t start, adding to the panic in the atmosphere. the group of men were already in their own vehicle, approaching jaemin’s car rather quickly.
“fuck fuck fuck” he began shouting, slamming his foot on the accelerator as the car hurled forward. in a matter of time, he was speeding down the street. he probably ran a couple red lights and a few stop signs, but he wasn’t fazed. you on the other hand, were about to throw up. jaemin kept taking sharp turns to throw off the car chasing you, he barely looked back. you were terrified in this moment. anything could go wrong, one wrong turn, and it could all be over. soon enough, he stopped right outside the all too familiar abandoned building. he was out of breath, the adrenaline still present in his system. you were completely frozen, still in shock at what had occurred.
“wasn’t that riveting?” he smirked. he fucking smirked?
“are you kidding me? that was fucking insane. d-don’t do this again. i don’t want any part of this anymore” you began tearing up, feeling your heart pump out of your chest. jaemin’s face dropped as he tried to hold your hand, in which you pulled away immediately.
“t-take me home. please.” he didn’t say anything back to you. he respected your wishes and took you home safely. you didn’t even want to think about the punishment he would receive from the gang for messing up the deal. the only thought of your mind was your own safety. jaemin risked your safety this time around. you would have done anything for him, but in this moment, you were beginning to regret it. na jaemin was trouble. and you needed to stay away from trouble.
//
staying away from na jaemin was harder than you thought. subtle glances from across the classroom or school courtyard wasn’t doing you any good. so you sought refuge in the library. somehow he managed to find you there too.
“y/n, please, talk to me” you continued to read the novel you weren’t interested in, trying your best to remain angry. he sat across from you, pulling down the book from your face, eyes begging to meet yours.
“there’s nothing left to say” he just sighs, never seeing you be so stubborn.
“i know what i did was wrong, i shouldn’t have put you in that posit-“
“can we please not discuss this here? where anyone can hear us?” you quickly interrupt him, pulling him to the school parking lot. out of habit, jaemin led you to his car, opening the passenger side door for you. you got chills as you sat in the seat once again, the memories flooding back.
“i-i’m sorry. i shouldn’t have brought you into it. i just didn’t want to be alone...you’re the only person who doesn’t make me feel alone.” jaemin could barely look at you, too embarrassed of being vulnerable.
“you know how i’m against what you’re doing. and i know i can’t change your mind. i just can’t keep worrying about your safety. it hurts me knowing that you could get hurt one day” you began sniffling, which made jaemin’s heart ache. he pulled your face to meet his own, staring at your soft features. he slowly guided his fingers to wipe away your tears.
“don’t worry too much about me, love. i’ll be just fine” he pressed a soft kiss to your lips, and just like that, you were dragged right back into his arms.
“be careful” you whispered against his lips,
“always”
//
You used me as an alibi
I crossed my heart as you crossed the line
And I defended you to all my friends
//
jaemin wasn’t careful. not in the slightest. he showed up at your window, hands clutching to his lower torso area as he stumbled into your room. you hushed him to be as quiet as he could but you immediately knew something was wrong. he practically fell to his knees, soft whimpers and sighs leaving his mouth. you quickly moved to turn on your lights, taking a better look at the boy in pain. your eyes travelled along his face, covered in scratches and bruises.
“you good with playing medic tonight?” he joked, trying to relieve the tension. but you were not having any of it. you pulled him into your bed, allowing him to lay on his back. he had an array of cuts over his body, including a large gash on his lower lip. you swiftly rushed to the bathroom, grabbing your not so impressive first aid kit, but it would have to do for now. you tried your best to disinfect what you cold, until you reached his torso. you saw there were specks of blood leaking onto his t shirt, which made you more worried than you were initially. jaemin just sighed, lifting up his shirt slowly. your eyes were glued on the painful wound plastered on the right side of his body.
“d-did someone stab you?!” you felt tears prickle the side of your eyes. how could he be so stupid?
“n-no, its just a cut, it’s not even that deep” he tried to play it off, but the moment you pressed the cleansing wipe onto the wound, he winced.
“stop playing the tough guy. i hate when you play tough guy” you groan, trying your best to tend to his wound. jaemin watched as your expression changed from one of concern, to annoyance.
“hey, don’t be mad at me, okay?” he brought his hand to hover over your thigh, gently stroking his fingers on the surface.
“i’m sorry” he whispered, trying his best to sit up, but you immediately pushed him back down. you moved to lay next to him, allowing yourself to finally look him in the eyes.
“i can’t always be here to take care of you like this, jaemin. as much as i want to, there are going to be times where i just can’t. you have to understand that”
“of course, i didn’t expect you to be my personal nurse or anything. i just don’t want you to leave” his words sank deeply into your thoughts.
“i-i won’t leave”
“thankyou. i promise i will take you out and we will have fun. like old times. we can go on a road trip, or even that stupid homecoming dance you keep talking about. i’ll do anything to make it up to you because i ca-“ he immediately stopped himself, clutching his side.
“just get some rest, we can continue this discussion another day. goodnight jaem” you just sighed, turning on your back to face him. jaemin didn’t know why he couldn’t finish his sentence. he does care about you. more than anyone else in the world. but why couldn’t he just say it?
you on the other hand, were too busy imagining your future with jaemin. would he be there as your partner in crime for life? or was he just someone passing by to teach you a lesson? you weren’t too sure you wanted to find out.
//
“y/n, principal lee wants to see you in his office” your economics teacher informed you during class, eyes of classmates following you as you left the room. you swore you hadn’t done anything remotely mischievous lately, besides snatching a cheat sheet for the upcoming final.
“ah yes y/n, please take a seat” principal lee invited you into his office. you tried your best to stay focused on the stubby man in front of you but you couldn’t ignore the two police officers standing to the side.
“you wanted to see me, sir?”
“yes, these officers are here to ask you some questions. don’t worry, you aren’t in trouble. they just need some information for their investigation” he explains as best he could, shifting the conversation over to the two officers.
“as principal lee mentioned, we just need information. are you comfortable with us asking you a few questions?” you slowly nodded, hands beginning to clam up.
“we have reason to believe your friend, na jaemin, has been involved in an incident that occurred last thursday. he claims he was present with you that night. can you confirm this?” you immediately froze. you swore you didn’t even blink. that was the night he came to your window, all banged up a bruised. but you couldn’t tell them that part. so you went with a variation of the truth,
“yes, he was with me, we often study together and watch movies on thursdays.” you tried your best to maintain eye contact, not wanting to draw any more attention.
“have you noticed anything odd in his behaviour lately?” you knew they were just following protocol, but you weren’t prepared for any of this.
“not really. he is quite reserved naturally, but there hasn’t been anything too alarming, in my opinion” the officers just nodded, scribbling down your words.
“thankyou for your time, if we were to need any more statements from you, would you be okay with that?” you simply nodded, wanting nothing more than to get back to class.
“great, we’ll be heading off now, thankyou principal lee, and y/n” you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding in. what in god’s name happened that night?
“why were the cops coming out of the office? did you do something?” your friend, jimin asked you as she rushed to your side.
“n-no, they were asking about jaemin” you sighed. you didn’t want to tell her much, knowing she wasn’t his biggest fan.
“y/n, you have to stop hanging out with him so much. he’s bad news. i mean, he’s got the cops questioning you? is that someone you really want to be with?” you knew she had your best interest at heart, but she didn’t know jaemin like you did. no one did.
“don’t talk about him like he’s some pest in my life. he makes me happy, okay? i’d do pretty much anything for him” you huff, beginning to walk away.
“but would he do anything for you?” her words made you stop in your tracks. she was right to question that. god, even you questioned it sometimes. would he?
//
And now every time a siren sounds
I wondеr if you're around
'Cause you know that I'd do it all again
//
jaemin insisted he take you to the homecoming dance — he even pinky promised you.
“jaemin! i’m so excited for tonight, what time are you coming by?” you excitedly squeal into the phone, making jaemin slightly chuckle.
“uh love, i-i don’t think i can make it tonight” you felt your heart drop.
“what? why?”
“i have some business to take care of. i promise you i’ll take you out soo-“
“i think you should stop making promises you can’t keep. hope you have fun doing whatever you’re doing” you immediately hung up, wiping the stray tears from your face. you quickly pulled yourself together. showing up alone to the homecoming dance after you told your friends you were going with jaemin, was probably one of the most embarrassing things you had ever experienced. they all felt pity for you, dragging you to dance, trying to get you to forget about jaemin. but nothing was working. you were beyond disappointed, partially in yourself, for believing he could actually keep his promise.
the moment you got home, you saw someone sitting on the steps just outside your front door. you let out a loud sigh, hoping he heard everything. you wanted to push right past him and go to bed, but jaemin trapped you in his arms. you felt something was off about him. he was stiff as a board, he didn’t say anything to you. you finally got a glimpse of his face, his right eye was swollen and there was a slight gash on his cheek. you immediately gasped, all your anger towards him had fizzled away.
“w-what happened?” you barely whispered, bringing your hand to the side of his face. jaemin winced as he felt the touch, quickly pulling away.
“finally got what was coming” he tried to laugh it off, but he knew you weren’t going to laugh back. instead, you allowed him to follow you to your room, hoping your parents were fast sleep.
jaemin slowly made his way to sit on your bed. you felt like he had something else he was hiding from you, but your main focus was yet again, tending to his wounds.
“i’m getting some real déjà vu right now” you sighed, cleaning his face. jaemin tried his best to not move, but everything stung. he really got it bad this time.
“i’m sorry for breaking my promise. i know how much the dance meant to you” he softly muttered, eyes avoiding yours.
“i-it’s okay”
“no it’s not! you do so much for me, and i couldn’t even do this one thing for you. i feel so shitty. why do you even keep me around? i’m deadweight and that’s trouble for someone with wings” he scoffs, replaying harsh words he had heard from others in the past. you slowly plucked away the medical kit, turning to face him properly. (a/n: not me using a quote from the show ‘panic’)
“you’re not deadweight...you’re a good person, jaem. you’re good to me, that’s what matters” you gently push away the stray strands of hair that covered his forehead. he smiled at your touch, leaning into your palm as you brought it to cup his cheek.
“i love you”
you almost choked on your own saliva...he loves you?
“w-what?”
“yikes, not the response i was hoping for” he yet again, tried to relieve the tension with a joke. but you weren’t having any of it.
“can you be serious for one minute in your life? you can’t just say something like that and not expect me to freak out! i mean, do i love you too? of course i do! i would be stupid not to, but jaemin, you cant just spit that out of nowhere!” you began pacing around your room, which made jaemin smile even wider.
“well i just did. and i mean it” he stood to meet you, standing in the middle of your room as he held your shoulders in place.
“s-so what happens now?” jaemin hesitated for a moment, did he just ruin everything?
“we can’t be together”
“pardon?”
“i-i can’t do that to you. i can’t let you be with someone like me. i’m constant danger. the cops are going to get me one day, and i don’t want you to see it happen” he started rambling, you were barely understanding anything.
“this makes no sense. you’re telling me that you love me but you can’t be with me? why would you do this to me?” you started sobbing,
“i-i don’t expect you to understand. i just needed to tell you before...” he paused, pulling you closer to him. but you pushed yourself away. you didn’t want to hear anymore but forced yourself to listen. you needed answers.
“before what?” you gritted through your teeth,
“before i leave” your eyes widened, tears stopped flowing for a moment. you couldn’t make out any words, allowing jaemin to explain,
“i cant stay here, not in this town. i need to go somewhere else. somewhere they won’t find me. somewhere i can start over” he sighed, sitting back down on your bed.
“take me with you! we can go tonight, i don’t care where i am, as long as you’re with me i’ll be okay!” you begged, pulling out your duffel bag from under your bed. but jaemin quickly gripped your wrists, pulling you to sit with him on the bed.
“y-you can’t come with me. it’s not fair on you, or me. i want you to have a better life, a life with no regrets. you have so many goals, i can’t hold you back from them. i won’t” he insisted, holding your hands in his as he pleaded you with his eyes. you weren’t thinking straight, everything became so overwhelming.
“why are you doing this to me? i cant do this without you! i cant get through all of this without you. please don’t leave” your hands began to shake. jaemin brought them to his lips, placing soft pecks on each knuckle in an attempt to calm you down.
“you can. i know you can. because you’re you. an incredibly loyal, intelligent and courageous person. you don’t need me. if anything, i need you more” he smirked at the last part. you kept shaking your head, not believing anything he was saying.
“just promise me one thing?” he whispered, leaning in closer to you so that your foreheads touched.
“don’t forget me. don’t forget all the things we got up to. i had so much fun with you, more fun than i’ve had in my entire life. i can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me. i love you, okay? i’ll always love you” finally, he kissed you. his hands dragged to your waist, rubbing over the soft skin. you shined into the kiss, partially still upset with his departure.
“can we just have one last night together?” you pulled away, wiping away the rest of your tears. jaemin softly nodded, pulling you down onto the bed, wrapping his arms around you.
“thankyou for being my partner in crime. i’ll miss you” he sighed, gently scribbling random doodles on your arm with his fingers.
“i miss you already. maybe one day, we’ll meet again? i don’t know, am i being silly?” you didn’t want him to answer, afraid he’d break another promise.
“you’re not silly at all. we’ll see what life has planned for us” he responded. that was enough for you. you’ll leave it up to fate. you were just happy you were spending one last night with the boy you loved so dearly.
//
It's bittersweet to think about the damage that we'd do
'Cause I was goin' down, but I was doin' it with you
Yeah, everything we broke and all the trouble that we made
But I say that I hate you with a smile on my face
Oh, look what we became
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you awoke the very next morning in an empty bed. your heart sunk, knowing jaemin was gone had finally hit you. your eyes drifted to where he once was, landing on a piece of paper.
‘go to the building for one last goodbye. i hope you like it.
- jaem <3 ‘
you quickly got changed and rushed there as fast as you could. would he be there to bid you farewell? you weren’t betting on it, but was still curious as to what he had to show you. you made your way into the building, your eyes cascading over all the graffiti. finally, you saw exactly what he left for you. he painted over the mural you both worked on. it had been replaced with a painting of a butterfly. its wings were all different colours, you could tell he spent ages on it. you finally reached the bottom of the artwork, a small inscription was engraved,
‘for the one with the wings, keep on soaring’
“so cheesy, i hate it” you joke to yourself, smiling at his words. this was his final gift for you. as you admired the painting once again, memories of all your little adventures came rushing back. everything you did together seemed like an eternity ago. although you wished you had confessed to him sooner, or kissed him harder, you knew that he was gone for good. jaemin wasn’t the time to keep many promises, so you’ve learnt. you started to put your faith in the universe. if you were meant to be, then you would meet again. but for now, you were content with everything you had gone through together. you were grateful to have known someone as amazing as jaemin, and you would never take that for granted. you only hoped he would do the same, no matter where you both were in life. you hoped you could both grow wings and soar through life without any regrets.
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i-luvsang · 3 years
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nct dream reaction to their s/o kissing their neck
request: none genre: fluff summary: how do the members of nct dream react when their s/o kisses their neck (in a very innocent, soft way lmao) warnings: none a/n: shfjdsjshdjd this was my first time writing a reaction, i hope y’all enjoy and that it doesn’t suck too much lol. it’s really long XD like i just got more and more carried away fksdhksd
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➳ mark
well
this boi loves to kiss your shoulders
i just know it i’ve also seen it in like fifteen different posts but that’s not the point lmao
anyways, this time you wanted to try it instead
so you were hugging
and he kissed your shoulder like he usually does
and then you pressed a soft kiss on the skin where his neck meets his shoulder
to put it simply, he melted
he loved it so much, like so much, i cannot stress this enough
he pauses; in shock, but quickly recovers and hugs you even tighter 
he has the the softest, most adoring little smile on his face (along with a light blush cuz he’s kinda a shy baby haha)
then i think that he’s pull away just enough to press the sweetest kiss on your lips 
because that little kiss you gave him made his heart overflow with so much love that he just had to
now you both regularly kiss each other’s shoulders/neck and it’s just really cute hehdhdj
bonus: when you like actually kiss his neck (rather than shoulder) he gets so frickin soft and flustered and blushes like crazy but he really really loves it lol
➳ renjun
so he was drawing/painting like the talented artsy boy he is
and you were kinda just hanging around on the couch a few feet away
you were bored, but for the moment content with just watching him be talented and pretty
the way that his eyebrows furrowed slightly as he carefully put in the details was just so adorable
so adorable that you had to do something about it
that something entailed standing up and quietly walking up behind him
at first you just admired his art for a moment, something that he was used to you doing
but gosh he was just so endearing
so you leaned down and around, gently kissing the side of his neck
this boy froze
he could not, for the life of him, suppress the smile that started to grow on his face
his dimple popped out
and he tried not to freak out
but his blush was so evident like boi-
and again, he was just so cute, so you kissed his neck again
and this child is just about to combust because of the sheer amount of hearts and uwus inside him 
so he angrily slams his drawing utensil on the table and attacks you with kisses all over your face
➳ jeno
you were snuggling with jeno on his bed
and it was already very very soft and adorable
he was laying on his back reading a book and you were like halfway on his chest
and obviously you love jeno too much for your own good
so you wanted to kiss him
but you’re also a lazy child just like me, so you settled for kissing his neck
you just tilted your head up slightly and gave his neck a cute little smooch
you could feel him tense slightly in surprise and pleasure but this little fricker pretended to keep reading his book
but you looked up at his face and his eye smile was so big that you were sure he couldn’t even see a thing, much less read the words on the pages
so you smooched his neck again and there was absolutely no way that he could resist you
he set his book aside and wrapped his arms around you, pressing the most loving big kiss on the top of your head
he gave you another kiss
and another
and a n o t h e r
because he’s fricking whipped for you and then makes you tilt your head up so he can kiss your lips too
so in case you couldn’t tell jeno liked it when you kissed his neck
➳ haechan
this little--
istg he’s gonna be the death of us all
so you were sitting next to donghyuk; both of you doing some sort of work
and you finished first, so you kinda just sat around, very bored and wanting some entertainment
of course this baby boi loves to tease you
so you were like
“i should tease him back”
by kissing his neck
and you probably knew by then, that kissing his neck would not be his loss, would not act as teasing for him, but rather would backfire on you
but like i said, you were bored and you wanted some attention, so you leaned over
and kissed his adorable little neck
this babe freezes, turns to look at you, and just smirks
“awwww my baby can’t live without my affection for just five minutes, can they?” “you know you could just ask if you want me to kiss you. no need for these obvious hints”
and of course you mentally facepalm but you knew it was coming
besides it was cute because he was actually blushing
and he would never admit it but that made him really happy and soft
he ends up pressing the sweetest kiss on your forehead before turning back to his work (that he can’t focus on bc all he can think about is how much he loves you)
➳ jaemin
so this baby hadn’t seen you in a few days
and by his texts you could tell that he really missed you (and you ofc missed him a bunch too)
so you decided to go surprise him at the company building while he was practicing
you asked renjun and jeno to help you surprise him a bit, so they made sure that he knew you weren’t coming and that he’d be there when you come
you got there safely and successfully yay and headed to the practice room that jeno told you they were in
you walked in and were very happy to see the jaemin’s back was to you
so you motioned for the boys that noticed you to be quiet and ran up to jaemin, attacking him with the biggest back hug
but THEN you decided to kiss the back of his neck
he was already dying of happiness when he felt his arms around you
and that little kiss just sent him over the edge with love and joy
he MELTED OK HE MELTED INTO YOUR ARMS
it was like all the stress and any negative emotion inside of him just melted away and he just felt so touched by that little kiss from you
especially because he’s the one who usually initiates physical affection
i think he’d actually get slightly emotional, especially if he had a hard/tiring day
is just overwhelmed with gratitude for you uwu
turns around and hugs you so tight and won’t let go of you for the rest of the week day
➳ chenle
honestly who knows what you two were doing
you were messing around with each other per usual
but you got tired lol
so you kinda just found yourselves tangled up on the ground
you were probably giggling like maniacs
and you were just so happy and in love with chenle that you had to smooch him
but like i said you were kinda just a mess of tangled up limbs
so you couldn’t reach his face
therefore, you opted to kiss his neck, which was just in reach
you gave him a big, dramatic, adorable smooch right on the front of his neck and above his collarbone
when i tell you he smiles so wide? i mean he smiles so. frickin. wide.
the biggest grin adorned his face and he lets out the loudest, happiest, most pleased laugh in the world
is really just beyond happy
he literally asks you to do it again
so obviously you do
and he freaks out again
spends like fifteen five minutes trying to get untangled from you so that he can kiss you all over and hug you into oblivion
just adores it when you kiss his neck and wants you to do it all the time
➳ jisung
so you were sitting in this baby’s lap
(which made him extremely flustered at the beginning, but once he gets used to it he actually adores having you on his lap, like idc if you’re taller or bigger than him in any way, he loves it)
you were kinda just chillin on a couch, probably both looking at your phones
it was just very soft cuz he had his arms around you and you were all curled up against him
jaemin probably walked in and threw a blanket on you, as well as took fifteen thousand pictures of you without you noticing somehow
anyways, you kinda just looked at his face and were like
“dang my boyfriend is so cute and i love him more than anything in this universe” as you should
so you were like
time to initiate some sort of other physical affection to make him extremely flustered
you’d never kissed his neck before and now was the time to do so
so you reached over and pressed a sweet, gentle kiss on the side of his neck right below his jaw
as we all expected, he f r o z e
he became a block of hecking ice idc if it was in the middle of summer tho that would make jaemin putting a blanket on you slightly odd but we can ignore that
basically he was just really flustered and a blushing mess but it most definitely makes him very happy and smiley
ok does anyone know how to fix the stupid formatting/spacing error thingy it does for bulleted stuff that it does in the app?? lol
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moonflms · 3 years
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➷。˚surprise? — nct jeno
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PROLOGUE ༄ — the surprise of getting your boyfriend's dream dog for his birthday became a bit ruined knowing that another samoyed came home earlier than expected.
PAIRING ༄ - boyfriend! jeno x fem! reader
GENREs ༄ - fluff, puppy boyfie, puppy son, renjun supportive bff
W. COUNT ༄ - around 1k+
WARNINGS༄ - swearing (do i have to add this i literally swear in my stories JHSDKJS)
TAGS ༄ - @cupfullofjeno @jungwon-luv-bot-pt3 (if you wanna be tagged in my stories then feel free to reach out to me ! <3)
➷。min's letter ༄ - rushed bc i honestly lost the ability to write HJSDHJSDH btw help me with tags bc my tumblr won't allow me to add more tags???
do not repost. copyright belongs to @moonflms 2021. reblogs and likes are deeply appreciated! originally posted on my wattpad (@johnsparrot) . enjoy reading!
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"okay, so here's the plan. you're staying in the guest room until jeno's birthday which is in three days. you'll make it, right?" you glanced at the passenger's seat beside you, talking to the 9 weeks old samoyed puppy you got just a few moments ago from the pet barber.
"plus, jeno's not supposed to come home 'til friday." stopping on a red light, you petted the puppy, who was bunched in a blue blanket. "jeno hasn't stopped yapping about how he really wanted a samoyed y'know." the puppy yawned as he stood on his seat, scratching his ear with his hind leg. you smiled as you mumbled a small 'good boy' then continued to focus on driving. you were close to the condo you both lived in, just a few more turns and you're home.
your samoyed was unplanned, to be honest. both you and your boyfriend jeno were huge dog lovers. with jaemin who introduced the breed to him as his twin, jeno simply fell in love with the bear-like dog. although you both were ready in raising a dog, the plan of actually getting one never pushed through, more like being set to the side a couple of times.
but recently hearing that jeno's friend taeyong had his samoyed give birth to a litter of small cub-like puppies, you seized the chance to get one for jeno, just in time for his birthday. and guess what? it only took a few boxes of ferrero rochers and a new dog mattress and bam! you got the puppy without spending thousands.
pulling up in the parking lot, you carried the puppy from his seat on one hand and carried his small dog crate on the other, you were ready to head up the elevator until you saw jeno's car parked a few slots across yours.
"huh?" you stopped in the middle of your trail and looked at the plate number, it was exactly jeno's. you immediately moved to the side placing the crate down and got your phone out of your pocket, calling jeno.
"henlooo?"
"are you upstairs?" you sounded rushed. "yep! we came back from the resort earlier than expected. surprise!"
. .
"sweets?" jeno called out as you lowkey panicked. "y-yeah! hold on uh, the parking is a bit crowded so i'll have to park farther than usual, i'll head up in a bit." you quickly ended the call as you looked at your puppy.
crap crap crap crap
plans were a bit ruined knowing how jeno's back from his trip with his friends earlier than expected. your worry was how would you bring the puppy in without surprising another samoyed who's waiting by the doorstep of your door. you can't leave the puppy in the car, nor you couldn't sleep in the car just to accompany the puppy. time was ticking as your boyfriend was expecting you already upstairs.
but oh thank god that your prayers were heard. walking away from his car, you saw a familiar red-headed guy. it was none other than your friend and neighbor, renjun.
"hOLY SHIT YES!" you quickly ran to renjun juggling the puppy and crate on both hands. scaring the man with your loud voice and footsteps, renjun halted for you to arrive. "did you seriously miss me that mu— awwee how cute!"
quickly putting the crate down, renjun took the puppy from his arms and cradled it, "how cute you are!  what's your name-" the puppy sneezed as renjun smiled and muttered a 'bless you'. " 'sneeze' it is then."
"he's nameless as of now, but please do me a favor." you quickly asked as renjun continued to play with the puppy's paws. "depends, what's your boon this time, y/n?"
"can the pup stay over your room? like, for at least until jeno's birthday?" you clasped your hands together trying to persuade him. "woah, woah, hold on. first, i'm more of a cat guy. second, i'd love to but the puppy would end up chew—"
"taeyong gave me a few of his toys and he got his own bed and food and pad and—"
"just please, it wouldn't be a surprise anymore." renjun knowing how his buddy loved a cute samoyed (obviously he's a witness as well of jeno's constant spazzing) his soft heart ends up agreeing. "if he chews on my slippers, you're getting me a new pair. just saying" he shrugged as he took the dog crate from you as well. "thanks a lot 'junnie!"
"hold on, the dog food?"
shit.
"i'll bring it don't worry"
the dog food was hidden inside your kitchen's cabinet.
-
you headed up ahead to your room, once you did you were tackled in a hug as soon the door opened. "what took you long?" jeno patted your head as he continued to cling to you. "parking was crowded, plus i had a talk with renjun just a while ago." jeno hummed an oh as he continued to stick to you.
"was supposed to surprise you when i got home but you were out, so i took a nap. and also, you smell like dog perfume?" jeno sniffed your shirt, it was the puppy's perfume that stuck to your shirt. "i helped taeyong bathed his puppies, so... yeah."
jeno whined as he starts his spazzing once again, "y/nnn let's get a dog pleasee" you giggled as you remembered you still had to sneak a huge-ass dog food pack to renjun which momentarily was impossible, having a boyfie who was y/n deprived.
"how about after your birthday, hmm?" jeno's signature eye smile showed as he continued to hug you but much tighter. "alright, i'll  head up to pick up a few things."
as soon jeno grabbed his phone and left, you took out the small sack of dog food and rushed to renjun's floor.
finally calming down after changes to your surprise, you excitedly walked over to where renjun and your dog were.
standing in front of the door, you placed the pack down and took your phone; before you could even dial renjun, he called you first.
"i'm in front of your door" you waved to the peephole thinking that renjun was looking through
"uh hey y/n i kinda— wait WHAT?"
the door quickly opened while you motioned to pick up the dog pack. now carrying the dog essential in your arms, you faced renjun.
who was sitting by the living room.
and a jeno who answered the door.
your jaw dropped at the sight of your boyfriend.
"close your mouth, sweets! it's my surprise, not yours. hmm?" jeno taunted as you whined as the surprise backfired.
you stepped into the room as you immediately went for renjun.
"I WAS SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU THAT JENO LEFT A FEW THINGS FOR HIM TO PICK UP," you sat down on the couch and attacked the red-haired guy, "hEY IT WASN'T MY FAULT I FORGOT YOU SUDDENLY SCREAMED AND RAN UP TO ME AWHILE AGO"
you plopped to the floor beside jeno, who was playing with the puppy. "well, surprise love!" jeno giggled as you felt a bit glum, hugging you almost instantly. "i named her cloud~"
you pecked jeno's cheek, you were now raising two samoyed babies.
"jeno sweetie, it's a male though" renjun bursted out laughing as you patted his head, still processing how he finally had a fluffy son who takes after him.
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arietaurumini · 4 years
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Final Match → Lee Jeno
anonymous asked: Hello girls! I’m a fan of what you write and you both are amazing! So please, can I request number 46 with Jeno from NCT Dream please? Thank you so much! Have a good day/evening 💕
46. “What kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn’t come to my boyfriend’s match?”
Requested.
Word Count: 6.1k
Warnings: Making out, Cursing.
Genre: AU, Fluff, Crack.
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The bell rang declaring the end of class. You packed your things and left the classroom and walked through the hall after putting your stuff in your locker, you walked into the cafeteria and searched for your boyfriend and his friends, but they were nowhere to be seen. You walked with your lunch tray to an empty table at the end of the cafeteria and sat down and got your phone out to dial your boyfriend’s number, but he didn’t pick up, you frowned dialing his number again and scanning the area around you for any sight of him.
“Sup Y/N!” A sudden voice came from beside you that made you drop your phone. “Oh my god, you scared me!” You said as you looked at caller before reaching for your phone and picking it up.
“I know.. I’m sorry.” She said holding back her laughter. You checked your phone to see if he picked up but it was still no answer.
Sighing, You put your phone on the table as the girl pulled the chair in front of you and sat down. You frowned, you two were not that close to sit down and eat together, plus you know she always spends lunch time on the rooftop with her boyfriend, Jaemin. Realising that Jaemin was also missing, you decided to ask her about it.
“Nara, Do you know where is Jeno?” You asked her worriedly. “Him and Jaemin are at practice with the others.” She replied carelessly as she started eating. “Oh right.” You nodded as you remembered what he told you last week about his additional practice with the team.
“Anyways I came to ask you if..” She started but suddenly stood up and yelled, “Yah! Seom Seom, come here!” She called waving her hand making everyone in the cafeteria glare at her. You followed her eyes and saw she was waving to Dasom, the girlfriend of Mark Lee, the leader of the basket ball team, as she was entering the cafeteria with her friends.
You saw Dasom waving to her friends and speed walking towards you. ‘Is this a “Girlfriend’s of the basket ball players.” reunion?’ You thought scoffing in your head.
“Yah, how many times did I tell you not to call me that? Do you have a death wish?!” Dasom snapped, hitting the table with her palm which made you flinch.
Unlike you, Nara just smiled and ushered to the seat next to her. “Just come sit down already.” She said and they both sat down.
“So, what is the so important subject that you called me for?” Dasom scoffed crossing her arms against her chest. Nara cleared her throat, “I just thought we should sit together and prepare thing for Wednesday.” She explained before going back to eating.
“Not again,” Dasom sighed, rolling her eyes. “Wednesday?” You asked raising an eye brow, as you tried to remember what special event was on Wednesday that you three need to prepare for.
“Oh my god, don’t tell me Jeno didn’t tell you!” Nara looked at you in disbelief. “The final match between the Dream and the Eagles is on Wednesday!” She said.
You recalled Jeno telling you about the match when you were both walking back home after your arcade date last weekend.
“No, he told me but still... What does that have to do with us?” You asked and Nara face-palmed she opened her mouth to reply but Dasom cut her off.
“Yeah Nara, can’t we just go like normal students? We don’t have to match our outfits or make banners, like, what’s the point of making slogans and banners to cheer them when they already have cheerleaders?!” Dasom exclaimed and Nara shook her head.
“No we can’t just go like normal students,” Nara replied as she swallowed before turning to Dasom, ”Because you don’t want one of the cheerleaders to shout ‘Mark oppa fighting!’ when he scores.” She imitated what you suppose is the cheerleaders reaction with a high pitched squeal and aegyo. You couldn’t help but laugh, while Dasom just glared at her without reaction.
“Okay, you proved your point, continue.” She said in defeat unfolding her arms and leaning on the table.
“Alright, the match will start at 6:00 pm, so we need to be there earlier,” She started the paused and turned to you. “Oh Y/N, I was just about to ask you, will you be able to come on your own or you want me to pick you up?”
You looked at her as you processed everything before smiling awkwardly, “Oh guys, I don’t mean to be rude or anything, but I actually won’t go to the match.” You said and went back to eating.
“What?” It was as if a bomb exploded in your face, Nara’s voice came out so loud that the whole cafeteria were now staring at you. Dasom stood up and bowed apologetically to everyone, before sitting down again.
“Can’t you just lower your voice for God’s sake Nara! It’s the cafeteria not the rooftop!” She whisper-yelled and Nara turned to her and spoke furiously, “Didn’t you hear what she just said?! The girlfriend of the Ace, Lee Jeno, is saying she is not coming to the finals!” Nara exclaimed and Dasom face palmed.
“Just calm down will you?” She told Nara before sighing and turning to you, “Now Y/N, why are you not coming? Did anything happen between you and Jeno?” She asked with concern and you shook your head immediately.
“No, it’s just.. I’m not into sports and matches and all that, plus, I have a group project meeting on Wednesday.” You said checking your schedule on you phone.
“Group project meeting?” Nara snorted but you ignored her.
“Is that it?” Dasom asked raising an eye brow. “Okay, then you can just call your group and cancel itــ” You interrupted her, “I can’t... I canceled it last week because I had a date with Jeno.. I can’t cancel this week too.” You said, looking away to avoid their eyes.
“Yah! Y/N look at me!” Nara said flickering her fingers in front of your face. “You are coming to the final match.. End of discussion.” She said smiling and Dasom sighed shaking her head, “It doesn’t work like that Nara,” Dasom said and turned to you, “Look Y/N, I know that you have only been dating Jeno for a few months, but you have to know that going to your boyfriend match is like a tradition here, as Nara said you wouldn’t like to leave your boyfriend to celebrate his goals with a hot chick from the cheerleaders.” Dasom explained.
You pictured the situation where one of the cheerleaders runs to Jeno after he scores and wrap her arms around him... You felt nuisance. Your fists balled and your frowning expression exposed your feeling to the two girls in front of you.
“See?” Dasom said looking proud.
“But.. I have never been to one of Jeno’s matches before and I’m sure he wouldn’t do that and I trust him... You mean to tell me that all you attend the match for is to make sure the cheerleaders don’t come near your boyfriends?" you asked earning a groan from Dasom.
“Look, I didn’t want to tell you about it, but now that you are that oblivious,” Nara sighed, “Hyerin has been hitting on Jeno for a while now, ever since they were partnered for a physics project she is trying to get closer to him. And for your information, Hyerin is the head of the cheerleaders, she would be the first one to run to Jeno when the match ends.” She said resting her back on the chair and crossing her arms over her chest.
“Okay,” You mumbled taking in everything she told you. Before you smiled warmly. “Well thank you for everything but the answer is still the same so, don’t include me in your plans, Excuse me.”
They both stared at you in disbelief as you carried your tray and stood up, before turning and walking away. After putting your utensils in their place you left the cafeteria. As you walked to class, Nara’s words rang in your head. You spent the rest of the day dozing off that you almost got detention twice.
You were recalling everything that happened for the past few months. From the first day you met Jeno. It was in the summer vacation when your parents had a business trip so you had to stay at Chenle’s house, your cousin. You and Chenle were freshmen at that time, and unlike you, he managed to get a group of friends as he got accepted in the basketball team, while you still didn’t have a friend at school. Their whole gang used to meet at Chenle’s house to hang out, play games and all sort of boy stuff. And as you were staying there, you got to see them a lot. You always stayed in your room and minded your own business, until that day when you were so bored and you couldn’t sleep. So you decided to go check what they were doing and you saw them playing computer games. You stood behind the door watching them, before you were seen by Jeno when he saw you on his way to the toilet. You apologized and turned to walk to your room but he offered you to stay and play with them. And that’s how you spent your summer vacation.
You became close to all of them, spending time together. They considered you as their little sister and for you they were your older brothers. Until that day when everyone fell a sleep watching a movie in Jeno’s house. You and Jeno were the ones who stayed awake and kept conversing together. You talked about all sorts of stuff including your love lives, when he told you about his relationship with Hyerin and how she dumped him for no reason. You realized that you actually like Jeno a little more that just a brother. You loved spending time with him, talking and playing. Little by little you developed a crush on him, but you kept it to yourself.
Then two weeks before the end of vacation, you were already back in your house, when you received a text from Jeno, to meet them at the park in your neighborhood. You walked to the park thinking everyone will be there. But when you got there you only found Jeno, confused but happy though you walked to him.
“I like you Y/N,” He told you shyly before you could even open your mouth. “Would you like to be my girlfriend?” He asked looking in your eyes.
You were speechless, you couldn't believe that that he had the same feelings for you.
“Yes, I’d love to.” You answered smiling and nodded.
His expression was surprised but turned into a huge smile before pulling you closer and kissing you. You heard shouts and whistles and clapping, you pulled away to see all the boys including Chenle coming out of their hiding spots. That was also the day you first met Nara and Dasom.
Everything was fine between you until school came, you are now a sophomore and he is a junior, so are all of them except for Mark who is a senior and Chenle became a sophomore too., while Jisung is still a freshman.
It was going so well for the first few weeks, but as days went by, the differences between you two  became visible and it became more and more difficult for you to stay up to your position as Jeno’s girlfriend.
He was the outgoing, handsome, popular and athletic type, his world was full of basketball matches, weekend parties and girls swooning over him. As for you, you weren’t that much of a nerd but you weren’t the popular type either. You were a little bit introvert, and you were not into sports in any way, you even hate when you were forced to assist In PE classes.
Jeno didn’t mind it though, he loved you for who you are and he didn’t try to force you into his world. But despite his efforts you still had to deal with some of it.
Your thoughts were cut by the bell ringing. You walked out of class with heavy steps, you walked out of the building to see Jeno standing next to the school gate. You picked up your pace and headed towards him, he lifted his eyes and smiled widely when he saw you.
“Hey, baby girl.” He said wrapping his arms around you as soon as you reached him.
“Hey you,” You smiled wrapping your arms around him too. “I thought you only have two classes on Monday.” You frowned as you both pulled away from the hug and started walking to Jeno’s car.
You were surprised to see him waiting for you. As Your schedule was packed , his schedule had only a couple of classes.
“Yeah, but we didn’t get to spend time together today so I thought we can go home together.” He said smiling and wrapped his arm around your shoulder. You smiled back scooting closer to him and wrapping your arm around his waist.
The ride home was full of random conversations about how was your day and his practice and the upcoming events of the week.
“Oh By the way, Nara and Dasom spent lunch time with me today.” You said, he frowned keeping his eyes fixed on the road. “Really? How did it go?” Jeno asked, he knew you were still not that comfortable around the girlfriends of his friends.
“It was fine..” You paused, “Actually Nara was gathering us to plan things for the Final match.”
“Oh yeah, that ‘girlfriends’ tradition’ thing.” He chuckled. “Girlfriends’ tradition?” You scoffed and he nodded, “Yes, they match outfits and make banners and stuff to cheer their boyfriends, it’s kinda embarrassing but we actually like it.” He smirked and you turned to him
“You like it?” You scoffed raising an eyebrow.
“Yes.” He laughed and nodded.
You smiled looking out of the window as you remembered what Nara told you today, and you couldn’t help but ask.
“Did Hyerin follow the girlfriends’ tradition too?” You mumbled looking out of the window again. You thought your voice was low enough for him to not hear you, but he did.
“Yes she did.” His voice came cutting the silence, you looked at him to see him frowning, “But then she became a cheerleader and didn’t do it anymore,” He continued.
You regretted asking the question, but you couldn’t help it, you had to get the whole thing out of your head. He pulled in front of your house. You opened the door to get out of the car but he stopped you by holding your hand.
“Look Y/N,” He said as he intertwined his fingers with yours, “It seems like your girly discussion today had so much more than planning for the match day.” He said softly looking at you. “I don’t know what exactly did they tell you but, I don’t want you to do something you are not comfortable with, just because my ex or the other girlfriends did it alright?” He said gazing in your eyes.
“Alright.” You muttered and nodded and he smiled.
“See you tomorrow, baby.” He said before giving you a peck on the lips and you smiled.
“See you.” You replied as you walked out of the car and walked towards your house, hearing his car drive away.
****
The next day, you woke up with a massive headache. You spent most of the night thinking about everything with both the words of Jeno and the girls repeating in your head. You walked through the school gate with one thing on your mind.
You are going to follow the ‘Girlfriends’ tradition’
You ran through the hall way, searching for Nara, you stumbled upon Dasom,  “Dasom, have you seen Nara?” You ran to Dasom as soon as you saw her. “She’s already went to the classroom, why?” She frowned and you smiled thankfully. “Nothing, Thank you.” You said before running again, this time to the Junior’s classroom.
“Nara!” You called her name entering the class.
She was at the back of the class, talking with Jaemin and she was leaning on his desk, While the latter sat on his chair. You walked to them, trying to ignore the gazes from the other students.
“Nara~yah!” You called her and both her and Jaemin stopped talking and looked at you.
“Hey, Y/n.” She greeted you with a smile as she turned to you. “Can I talk to you for a second?” You asked awkwardly. “Yeah sure.” She replied giving you a sweet smile. “I will be back,” She told Jaemin and he nodded. Then she hopped from the desk and kissed him before walking with you out of class.
“Look, I’ve thought everything over and..” You paused, took a deep breath “And?” She sighed, crossing her arms against her chest.
“I’m going to the match.”
Nara smiled widely, “Oh my god, finally Y/N!” She exclaimed holding her head with her hands. “But what about your group meeting?” She asked frowning.
“Oh, don’t worry I will manage.” You smiled at her the continued, “Just listen, I don’t know what am I supposed to do or what should I wear andــ” She cut you off.
“Don’t worry, I will take care of that!” She grinned, “Do you want me to pick you up?” She asked, “Oh, yeah that would be awesome.” You nodded smiling.
“Alright, just make sure to be ready by 4:00 PM.” She said. “Okay, thank you,” You said smiling sincerely and she smiled.
“You’re welcome.” She replied before hugging you. “Okay, now go or you’ll be late.” She said pulling away from the hug, you nodded and waved at her before walking away.
*******
At lunch time you ran to the library.
“Yeeun!” You whisper-yelled walking to her as she sat on one of the tables.
Yeeun was the only one in your class that you were familiar with, you weren’t friends but more like study partners and now she was the leader of your group project.
“Y/n, how are you?” She smiled as she saw you. “I’m fine, thank you,” You replied rapidly, grabbing a the chair next to her and sitting down.
“Listen, I just wanted to tell you that I won’t be able to attend the meeting tomorrow, soـــ” You started but she cut you off.
“No, Y/N, we need to finish our project before next week and tomorrow everyone is supposed to present the progress they made on their parts.” She stated firmly.
“I know,” You emphasized trying to keep your voice down, “But what if I finished my part and handed it over to you tomorrow?” You asked and immediately regretted it.
How are you supposed to finish all this work in one day you freaking idiot! You thought to yourself, she stayed silent for a few seconds probably thinking then she looked at you.
“Deal... If you handed your part in the research tomorrow, you can skip tomorrow’s meeting, but if you don’t you’re going to come and I won’t take any excuses alright?” She warned.
You smiled widely at her nodding, “Don’t worry I won’t let you down.” You said enthusiastically before standing up and leaving the library. You were so happy that your plan was going so well that you almost forgot how much work you got yourself in.
****
Wednesday 7:45 AM (The day of the match)
You woke up to the sound of your alarm. You reached to close it but instead you knocked the phone off, groaning, you lifted your self up and reached for it on the ground. Successfully shutting it down you open your eyes to see what time is it.
“Holy shit!” You jumped out of your bed and ran to the bathroom.
Turns out your alarm have been ringing for an hour now and you were too fast a sleep to hear it. You put on your uniform messily and started packing your bag, making sure to stuff in everything. Before running down stairs and out of the house.
You took a taxi and payed the driver before running into the school. You thanked god that your first period was history, because you were Mr. Lee’s favorite student and he won’t scold you or give you detention. You entered the class after apologizing and like you expected he didn’t scold you. You sat on your desk focusing on the board for a few minutes before sleep took over you.
****
“Y/N.. Y/N wake up!” You felt someone shaking you. You opened your eyes, looking at the person and saw Yeeun.
“Hey,” You said sleepily, realisng you were still in class you sat back, stretching before looking at her.
“This is the first time I see you sleeping in class what happened?” She asked worriedly
“Oh it’s nothing,” You yawned, “I was just up all night doing the research and speaking of it, here you go.” You reached your hand in your bag and got a big file out.
“At the end you will find additional notes, thought you might want to include it.” You shrugged and handed it to her, she opened it and gave it a look before her eyes widened.
“You did all that in one night?! Oh my god Y/N why?!” She frowned still scanning the papers.
“I have to go to my boyfriend’s match.” You said before standing up. “Oh, how lucky he is to have someone like you.” Yeeun mumbled and you smiled.
“Now may I be spared today leader Yee?” You bowed dramatically.
“Yes, yes you may.” She replied as you both laughed before giving her a hug and waving goodbye.
****
You were sitting on your bed waiting for Nara to come pick you up. She told you to wear a regular outfit as you were going to change in the school. You wore a skinny dark jeans, a grey shirt and a white denim jacket, you heard your phone buzzing and you checked the text, it was from Jeno
“One hour till the start of the match, wish me luck!”
You read the text smiling, poor Jeno doesn’t know what you’re planning, you quickly replied to his text not wanting to be suspicious.
“I’m sure you will win, fighting!”
A few minutes later you heard the honking of a car. You jumped up grabbing your bag and running down stairs.
“Hurry up!” Nara shouted as you closed the door and ran to the car. And as soon as you got in she drove away.
Twenty minutes later, she parked the car in the school parking lot, you two got out, she pulled a huge bag out of the car’s trunk before you ran inside the school.
“Seom Seom!” Nara shouted as you entered the schools bathroom.
“Do you know for how long I’ve been waiting here for you two?” Dasom said angrily crossing her arms, “I know I’m sorry.” Nara apologised as she opened the bag and started getting stuff out.
“Here you go Y/N, that’s yours.” She said giving you a small bag, “And that’s for Seom Seom,” She turned and gave Dasom another bag like yours. “And those are mine, now hurry!” She said and went inside the bathroom to change.
You got into the bathroom and changed into the outfit Nara gave you then you stepped out. Your outfit was a white A-line skirt and a red off shoulder top, you actually liked it. A few seconds later both of them stepped out with outfits matching with yours, Nara’s outfit was white shorts with a red crop-top, while Dasom’s was a circle white skirt with a halter red top.
“Shout out Nara, you nailed it.” Dasom said checking herself in the mirror.
“Thank you,” Nara replied bowing proudly before walking to you. “Let’s not do the regular ponytail today shall we?” Nara came from behind and reached to you hair removing you hair tie and making your hair fall on your shoulders. She fixed it with her fingers.
“Oh my god I can’t wait to see Jeno’s reaction!” She whispered enthusiastically as she adjusted your outfit and you laughed at her.
“Now just to make sure, when Mark say ‘Yo Dream’ we say?” She asked,
“Jjak Jjak fighting!” You smirked and Nara smiled happily.
“Now, we’re good to go.” Nara smiled as you three left the bathroom.
****
You three took seats in the front row of the bleachers. Nara and Dasom were immersed in their conversation about last year’s final match while you just observed your surroundings.
Little by little the place started to get crowded as students from both schools filled the bleachers. The door opened and the cheerleaders came in.
Now you know why are you dressed in red and white. The cheerleaders outfit was red shorts/skirts and white tops. They were all so pretty. You spotted Hyerin right away when she entered, and suddenly you felt nervous as hell.
Nara noticed the change in your expression. “Hey,” she said softly and you turned to her. “I made you this,” She said handing you a decorated banner with Jeno’s name and number on it.
“Oh thank you.” You smiled to her thankfully and she smiled back nodding.
“It’s kinda embarrassing, but we actually like it.”
Jeno’s voice rang in your head now that you understood what he meant as you observed the banner. Suddenly everyone started screaming, you were startled and looked around you and saw both basketball teams entering the hall.
You spotted Jeno right away, he was walking next to Mark. As the whole team was waving for their supporters. Jeno didn’t notice you though as your hair was hiding part of your face. But both Jaemin and Mark spotted their girlfriends right away, giving them special heart signs. While Jeno just went and sat on the bench waiting to get called by their coach.
****
After a few boring minutes of your school’s principal giving a speech, it was time for the cheerleaders of both teams to step in. You started getting comfortable with the atmosphere with every second, you watched as the cheerleaders team of your school led by Hyerin go out on the court and the music started playing. Although you hated the whole idea, you were proud of their performance.
You kept observing Hyerin, she was moving so good and slaying every move, but when you looked at her face you saw that she wasn’t taking her eyes off Jeno. You felt anger creeping on you, you tried to calm down yourself but it was an absolute failure. After the cheerleaders of both schools finished their performances, and the two teams gathered with their coaches. You kept your eyes on Jeno.
“Get ready.” Nara said and you nodded and looked back on the Dream team, then Mark’s voice blew, “YO DREAM!”
You, Nara, Dasom, the rest of the team and every student from your school shouted in unison, “Jjak Jjak Fighting!”
Nara smiled and high-five you. You saw Jeno, Jaemin, Mark, Donghyuck, Chenle and entering the hall and the rest of the team sat down. The referee whistled and the match started.
Mark immediately caught the ball as the referee throw it and passed it to Donghyuck who ran to the other team’s goal but it was stopped by one of the Eagles. The other team ran to the Dream’s goal and despite all their efforts to cut the ball, the Eagles scored.
Cheers blew from the bleachers of the other team while groans and shouts filled yours. Dream reclaimed the ball and ran towards the Eagles’s goal. Jeno passed to Chenle who passed to Jaemin and he scored.
Nara stood up and screamed lifting her banner up, as your bleachers roared with cheers. “Did you see that?! That’s my boyfriend y’all!” She shouted and you laughed at her reaction.
***
The referee whistled declaring the end of the first quarter, Dream scored two times while the Eagles scored four. After a few minutes, the teams walked inside the hall once again and the second quarter started. Dream now had control as they passed the ball between them running to the Eagles basket, Chenle passed the ball to Jeno who avoided one of the Eagles’ and scored.
You felt a rush of excitement filing your body, you jumped up and screamed so loud that your screaming came higher than the rest of the cheers. As the members celebrated, Jeno spotted your banner as you stood up. You saw his confused expression before he focused back on the match.
It was two minutes till the end of the second quarter, the Eagles were leading with only one goal. Dream had control on the game again running to the other basket and passing the ball to each other. Jaemin was now running with the ball to the goal when one of the Eagles bumped into him throwing him on the ground. Jaemin fell hard on the ground with his left leg twisted under him. He held his leg in pain as the referee whistled and everyone ran to him.
Nara immediately jumped from beside you.
“You asshole! If any thing happens to my boyfriend I swear I will beat the fuckــ”
She was shouting on top of her lungs with so much anger that her face was the deepest shade of red. Dasom was quick to put her hand on her mouth and force her to sit down.
“Calm down Na, I’m sure he is okay,”  Dasom tried to comfort her.
A few seconds later everyone backed away revealing Jaemin being assisted by Chenle and Mark to the players’ bench. As the referee whistled giving the dream team a foul shot.
The bleachers roared with cheers, although you didn’t understand why but you just cheered with them. You saw Jeno getting ready with the ball at the three pointer. The random cheers front he crowd turned to two words “Lee Jeno”.
They kept clapping and calling his name cheering for him as you, Nara and Dasom joined in. He held the ball firmly and reached up before shooting and he scored. Once the ball went in the referee whistled ending the second quarter as the players left the hall again. Nara stood up and jumped past the seats and ran down stairs to the players bench.
You saw her running to Jaemin, her face was all worried, she sat beside him and spoke to him. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close for a hug.
“I think you should go down too,” Dasom told you. You looked at her and saw her pointing to the other bench. You followed her finger and saw Jeno standing and talking with Renjun and Hyerin was walking up to them.
You hurriedly stood up and excused yourself pushing through people until you reached the stairs before you ran down rapidly. You adjusted yourself before speed walking to Jeno. Hyerin was just approaching them when you called
“Jeno~yah!” He looked at you and his reaction was so surprised that he didn’t notice Hyerin approaching him.
“Y/N?!” He smiled widely as he walked to you engulfing you in a hug, “Oh my god you came!” He exclaimed still can’t believe that you came to cheer him on.
“Of course I came!” You said awkwardly before looking at Hyerin who was right behind him.
“What kind of girlfriend would I be if I didn’t come to my boyfriend’s match?”
You made sure to say it loudly so Hyerin can hear, you pulled away and he gave you a confused look, and you saw Haerin backing away. The coast is cleared and your plan has succeeded, the coach called the team, so you left Jeno and went back to your seat.
*****
The match ended with Dream winning with thirteen points more than the Eagles. You felt proud of the team specially Jeno who scored at least half of the goals. As the team went to change, you Dasom and Nara stayed in your seats talking.
“Oh my god I have a huge headache!” You groaned, “Don’t worry, it’s just the first match but then you will get used to it.” Dasom told you.
“Come on, let’s go to the boys.” Nara said before standing up. “Wait but...”  You started but they were both already walking out. You sighed and followed them., you left the court and went to the changing rooms.
“We can’t go in!” You protested.
"Come on Y/N, don’t be shy, plus this is a part of the girlfriend’s tradition.” Nara stated smirking. “To walk in on your boyfriends changing?!” You exclaimed making them crack up.
“No it’s.. Just come.” She grabbed your arm and you three got in the room.
“Oh my god!”
You covered your eyes with your hands as the room was full of shirtless boys. You were following her through the room looking down, until she stopped you.
“Wait here,” She said before she turned. “Yah Lee Jeno! Your shy girlfriend is here.”
You opened your eyes as she left your arm and walked away. You followed her with your eyes as she walked to Jaemin and without any warning they started making out in the corner.
Your face turned red and you looked away,
You saw Mark and Dasom talking with each other while the half of the guys where flexing their muscles and talking and the others were showing off in front of a bunch of cheerleaders.
Just before you realised a firm hand was placed on the locker beside your waist as a shirtless Jeno stood trapping you between him and the locker.
“Hi love,” He smiled as he reached with his other hand to grab a t-shirt from his locker.
“Hey,” You gulped as he was so close to you. He put on his T-shirt quickly before closing the locker and turning to you.
“Oh my god, how can you be so beautiful?” He wondered, gazing in your eyes as he pushed your hair out of your face, you blushed looking away but he gently grabbed your chin and made you look at him.
“By the way, I liked what you did back there.” He winked at you and you gave him a confused look. “B-back there?” You questioned. “Yeah, what you said in front of Hyerin,” He replied. You smiled awkwardly now realising how childish what you did was.
“I still can’t believe you did that girlfriends’ tradition thing.” He scoffed jokingly.
“I couldn’t stand someone else cheering you on and celebrating your goals besides me.” You shrugged frankly trying to avoid eye contact with him. “Alright since you decided to follow it, then you have to follow it til the end,” He said mischievously. “We’re not done yet?!” You exclaimed making him laugh.
“No there is still one last thing.. The changing room kiss.” He whispered and before you could say anything he pressed his lips to yours. You couldn’t help but kiss back, he put your hands around his neck then sneaked his hands around your waist and his hands traveled to your thighs,
“Jump,” Jeno whispered huskily, and you obeyed, your legs now were wrapped around his waist. He stepped to the back a little so now your back was supported by the lockers.
You smiled through the kiss forgetting everything around you,  your hand laced through his hair as he deepened the kiss. You pulled away when you were both out of breath, to hear clapping and whistles from everyone in the room. You shyly hid your face in Jeno’s neck.
“Oh My god! Finally!” Renjun yelled, “He has been planning it for months,” Jaemin smirked.
“Alright Dream,” Mark voice rang through the room. “We have a huge ass party to catch on.”
Everyone took their stuff and started heading out. “Come on love birds,” Nara told you as she and Jaemin headed out.
“If you don’t want to go, it’s fine, we can go celebrate alone.” Jeno suggested and you shook your head. “Um... No, I think I want to go to their party,” You said and he smiled at you as he slowly put you down.
“Alright, let’s go!” He yelled wrapping his arm around your shoulder. As you followed the others.
Best day of you life. Check
Written by: Jade 🌸 I hope you liked it.
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danishmiilk · 3 years
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dedication - na jaemin
genre || crack, fluff
pairing || na jaemin x reader; mentioned one-sided markhyuck
fic type || drabble; short fic?
word count || 1.4k
au || hogwarts!au, best friends to lovers!au
summary || na jaemin dedicated his quidditch win to you for no obvious reason. at least, not until he asks you “do you trust me?” and well, do you?
note || when did writing 1.4k become a normal thing for me? i remember the early days of this blog *sob* 1k was so hard to churn out istg- but anyway its not even a fic it’s a drabble just imagine!! oh and im super sorry for the very very rushed plot and everything that doesn’t make sense i’m high. this was supposed to be a timestamp but it spiralled out of hand so ok
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“aaaaand what’s that? slytherin seeker na jaemin’s pulling his firebolt down into a nosedive - could he have seen the snitch?” the boy beside you hollered into the megaphone. you slammed your gloveless hands onto the cold metal railing and leaned out of your seat to look at one of your best friends barrelling toward the ground like he was suicidal. you trusted him and knew he was a good enough flier not to crash, of course, but it still worried you to see seeker!jaemin in a vertical dive down to the ground. “ugh, no, he hasn’t gotten it. HEY, NA JAEMIN, YOU SUCK!” professor mcgonagall turned and shouted in hyuck’s ear, “LEE DONGHYUCK, YOU BEHAVE, OR I’LL GET MISS L/N TO REPLACE YOU!” “sorry, professor, just some kindhearted encouragement, you know, but sure! y/n can replace me!” your best friend grinned impishly and held the megaphone out to you, offering you the chance to commentate. you shook your head firmly. the one and only reason you were sitting in the commentator’s box with hyuck was because it could only fit two people and professor mcgonagall wasn’t about to sit there and control the scoreboard next to her least favourite student of all time. it could also be partly to prevent hyuck from cheating, you supposed, though you had no idea how anyone expected you to be the one stopping him. if anything, you’d have come up with the idea. 
donghyuck had resumed commentating at the side, making snide comments every now and then. it was thirty minutes into the slytherin versus gryffindor game, and it showed no signs of stopping yet. the seekers were still circling above the pitch, gryffindor’s seeker zhong chenle (another one of your friends) trying his best to climb onto jaemin’s broom. you were pretty sure that was dangerous and against the rules, but whatever. “and slytherin chaser kim doyoung passes the quaffle to, well, another gryffindor, i mean slytherin chaser- what was his name? nokomota yuto? right, nakamoto yuta, sorry hyung- and yuta SHOOTS!” 
your head snapped back toward the game, squinting at the gryffindor goalpost. “oh, he misses, wait no he doesn’t miss! keeper mark lee saved it, excellent save there mork! you know, mark is such an awesome person, if only he’d go out with me, i’ve been pining after him for the past three years but he still won’t say yes. ah well, he’s in denial, one day he’ll realise how much he loves m-” “HYUCK,” you screamed, shaking his arm madly, “LOOK AT JAEMIN. STOP GIVING US DETAILS OF YOUR LOVE LIFE AND FOCUS ON THE GAME.” professor mcgonagall had given up on him long ago, but you were, of course, compelled to at least get him to stop waxing lyrical about mark lee.
“huh? oh yeah- uhm- slytherin must win! ah yes jaemin’s diving again but honestly who cares he’s coming up without the snitch again, stop giving me false hope na jaemin. yes, anyway, what was i saying? right, the tea. so siStErS if you would look in the corner there gryffindor beater lee taeyong’s… beating the bludgers away from slytherin chaser kim doyoung? what is this i see, people! i am scandalized! doyoung, i see you blushing! yes, i can see you blushing because i charmed my glasses! you are fraternizing with the enemy! have babies later! play the game nOOOOOOOW! oh but he’s the one giving you protection. okay. EVERYBODY LET’S CHEER ON THEIR BLOSSOMING LOVE IN THE MIDDLE OF WINTER! SAY WOOOOOOOOO.” screams from the crowd. the hufflepuffs and ravenclaws had all come to watch the quidditch match - something only half of them would’ve turned up for if not for the commentary. which brings you to another point. it’s clear to everyone, you’d think, that lee donghyuck is the person most unsuited to be the commentator, like, ever. he doesn’t focus on the quidditch match at all, instead choosing to provide a detailed oral report on the latest gossip around campus. professor mcgonagall had tried to take him off the role before, of course, but she had no choice but to put him back on after 90% of the school signed a petition for “best commentator lee donghyuck” to return to the pitch. hyuck’s the dispatch of hogwarts, and he’s annoying, but he’s also funny, friendly, and sure as hell caught up on the latest tea. what’s not to like?
“right, so then i walked in to the girls’ bathroom, on accident i swear i’m not a pervert, and i saw irene and seulgi kissing in the corner and i was like what?? did not expect that. but i’d always kinda expected it because i can see couples in the future you know you can call me up anytime to predict your chances with your crush slight self promo but my rates are cheap af. where are seulrene? oh, there? i see your friends waving, congratulations guys, and oh wait jaemin has the snitch i think he’s holding something in his hand. oh. okay. 450-380 to slytherin, and slytherin win! tune in next quidditch match for another episode of Haechan’s Finest Tea Brewery!”
jaemin flew toward the commentator’s box, gesturing wildly with his hands. you stared at him, not comprehending, while hyuck chose to shout “HUH?? HUH??” repeatedly into the megaphone. jaemin rolled his eyes in annoyance that you could feel from a long distance away, pointed his wand at his throat and murmured sonorous. 
“i’d like to dedicate this win to y/n l/n over here. speaking of which, she’s my motivation to win for every match,” jaemin went on with a shy smile. you felt your eyes widen and your earlier excitement for slytherin winning slipping off your face. what was he talking about? “i understand if you see me as just a friend, but i still think i’ve got to show the whole school i love you.” jaemin flew closer to the box, hovering at the side of it. “do you want to be my girlfriend? do you trust me? if the answer is yes, mount this broom with me.”
hyuck had apparently also been startled into silence, not having made any snarky remarks about the scene very obviously plagiarised from aladdin. you gasped softly, getting up to move closer to the railing, your body deciding for you instead of your mind. jaemin’s smile widened, “do you trust me?”
did you love na jaemin? up until ten minutes ago, you were sure you didn’t. he hadn’t even been a candidate for being your love interest romantically. you were taken aback by the confession, but you weren’t upset by it either. you felt slightly fuzzy inside, like you were a stuffed teddy bear, and even on a winter day as cold as it was, you felt warmth spread throughout your entire body. what did hyuck always say about love? he said that love means you’d do the best you could to make them happy. that love’s about giving, not about receiving. that you’d always put them before yourself, and you’d pay extra attention to them, always. and that you’d be ready to carry them off on a bed of roses and bear their children, but then again, you supposed that was just one of hyuck’s strange fantasies about mark. reflecting on all the years you’d been friends, you’d always been staring at jaemin to see if he laughed at a joke before you did too. you rushed to the hospital wing at 3am, not caring about the three months’ worth of detention you could potentially (and later did) get, only wanting to check on him and see that his injured leg was alright. you’d done everything reasonable (like let him copy your homework) and everything unreasonable (like stealing telescopes from the astronomy tower with hyuck to feed the giant squid) just to see a smile on his face. and that smile could warm the harshest winters. 
maybe you were in love with na jaemin.
you walked up closer, and put your hand into his waiting one. the school, who’d been waiting with bated breath, exploded into cheers, but you heard none of it. there was only you and him. and the 30km drop to the ground.
jaemin’s grin looked like it was about to split his face into half. he pressed your cold hand to his lips, pretending to be a gentleman. pulling you onto his broom in front of him, he put his arms on both sides of you. un-amplifying his voice, he leaned forward, pressing himself into your back. “are you ready?” you nodded, fingers clutching tight onto the wood.
“i can show you the world.”
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saturnznct · 4 years
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➸ request from anon; hehe could you write about hyucks and jaems kids going on a playdate or picnic together if you want!
➸ note; hi anon I hope this is what you wanted🥺 decided to do this ab jaemin bc I miss writing ab him
➸ word count; 624 words
➸ yewon & jejun; aged 3
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‘Yewon sweetheart, have you got your lunchbox?’ You ask while zipping up Jejun’s blue puffer coat, which his tiny three year old body is drowning in.
‘Yes mummy/mommy,’ she chirps, holding up her lime green bag that you had packed with sandwiches and fruit earlier this morning.
‘Good girl,’ you smile, ruffling her hair.
Jaemin appears from down the corridor,
Yewon’s purple raincoat hanging from between his fingers.
‘Are you excited to see Kyungah, Yewonnie?’ Jaemin asks Yewon as he puts on her own coat.
‘Yeah! We’re gonna play on the tree swing,’ she babbles, referring to the wooden swing that was attached to a tree outside of Donghyuck’s house.
‘I don’t want to go on the swing mama,’ Jejun mumbles quietly to you, pouting.
‘You don’t have to Junie,’ you assure him.
‘It’s cold..’
‘I know Jun, that’s why you’ve got your big coat on.’
You and Jaemin take a twin each. Yewon insists on being carried by Jaemin to the car, tiny hands clasped around the back of his neck. Jejun happily walks hand in hand with you.
The twins have a conversation in the backseat between themselves, something about dogs and cats.
Once you arrive at Donghyuck’s house, Yewon begins to bounce in her carseat, itching to be out of the restraints.
‘Be patient,’ Jaemin tells her sternly, unbuckling the seatbelt, ‘Kyungah isn’t going anywhere.’
As soon as it was possible, she practically flung herself out of the car, barrelling down the path to the front door.
‘Yewon!’ Jaemin tails after her, trying his best to scoop her up, but failing.
‘Yewonnie crazy,’ Jejun comments, and you giggle.
‘And you’re not?’
‘No, mama. I’m calm.’
You chuckle, ‘if you say so Junie.’
Yewon insists on having Jaemin lift her up to ring the doorbell.
Donghyuck answers rather quickly, face brightening up at the sight of his niece.
‘Yewonnie!’ He smiles (yk that aegyo voice he does,,) ‘you look cuter every single time that I see you!’
Yewon shies away into Jaemin’s neck, going a bit red in the face.
‘Kyungah?’ Donghyuck calls, and you hear the little girl thudding down the stairs as you’re walking up the path with Jejun.
‘Yewonnie!’ Kyungah shrieks, and you smile fondly as the two girls wrap their tiny arms around each other in a weak hug.
‘Dalgun upstairs, little man,’ Donghyuck informs Jejun, who swiftly peels off his velcro shoes and trots off to go find Donghyuck’s oldest.
‘Come on Yewonnie, let’s go swing,’ Kyungah smiles, grabbing a hold of Yewon’s tiny hand and running down the bank towards the big tree.
The three of you follow at a leisurely pace, closely watching as Yewon hauls herself onto the wooden swing, waiting for Kyungah to start pushing her.
When the pushing begins, Yewon is barely two feet off the ground but is squealing gleefully, ‘higher!’
‘Hold on tight,’ you holler.
‘I am!’ Yewon yells back, words filled with giggles and shrieks.
’She’s been going on about that swing all morning,’ Jaemin tells Donghyuck, who grins.
‘I’m happy she likes it here. It’s nice to watch the second generation grow up.’
You hum in agreement, before furrowing your eyebrows, ‘you’re not going to make all of the kids form a some huge co-ed group, are you?’
‘We can’t rule it out,’ Donghyuck says, ‘you never know, SM could make like another supergroup with all of the kids-‘
‘You could bring back produce 101-‘
‘Mummy/mommy!’ Yewon screeches, trying desperately to get your attention, ‘look how high Kyungah pushed me!’
In reality she’s maybe two and a half feet off the ground but she’s acting as though she’s flying.
‘We did pretty well huh?’ Donghyuck muses.
You lean into Jaemin’s side, slowly entangling your fingers, ‘yeah, we did.’
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markleesthighs · 3 years
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omg i didn’t know you did male reader scenarios! i read the mark and jaemin scenarios you made and i love them!
i watched nct dream arm wrestle and thought of jaemin and jeno who are not idols were childhood friends and practically grew up together with y/n , but y/n who’s from a wealthy family moved away when he was 9 years old to go to a prestige school then he came back 10 years later now they turn everying into a competition, trying to impress y/n with their strength, like carrying y/n’s luggage, where they both do uncessary things just to show their strength and even having somesort of cocky bicep and flexing competition? hope it gets to you! thank you! :D:D:D
-aw yeah! I love writing ones that help include everyone! I’m glad you enjoyed it! This concept is cool thanks for sending it in!
Ten years. After ten years you are finally returning to your hometown. You missed your old friends Jeno and Jaemin. You grew up with them since birth, being an iconic trio throughout elementary school. However your parents didn’t think you were living up to the standards of your family, so they moved to Paris, where you could focus on your education at a preparatory school. Your parents removed their numbers from your phone, not wanting you to cry over spilled milk. They also wanted you to focus on becoming valedictorian, which everyone in your family was. You did become valedictorian and got into a prestigious law school overseas in America. You were coming back to your hometown because your grandparents lived in your old home, and your family wanted you to come back for the holidays.
You were on your private jet plane ride, worried about seeing your old friends. They lived down the block from your old house so you wouldn’t be shocked if they decided to visit you. Little did you know your parents called them up to pick you up from the plane, as a nice surprise. You stepped out of the plane to see two handsome men waiting for you. You didn’t know who they were until you saw them smile, it was Jeno and Jaemin?? They were taller, more handsome, and very muscular. You noticed Jeno dyed his hair blonde while Jaemin dyed it a light brown. Jeno and Jaemin didn’t know what to think of you. You were no longer a kid that sold mud pies, you were a grown adult that made four figures in one sitting.
You hugged both of them and they strangely smelled good. Jeno grabbed your handbag as Jaemin walked to to the limo holding your hand and opening the door for you. They quickly came to sit down next to you on both sides eagerly asking you questions wanting to catch up.
“How’s was Paris?”
“Is living in the states hard?”
“How’s school?”
“Has your fashion sense changed?”
“How many guys have asked you out?”
“Do you have a boyfriend?”
“I think we should go shopping y/n!”
“No, no, no let’s take y/n out to eat she must be starving!”
“Guys, guys! I just want to rest, it’s been a long flight for me.” You yawned as you rested on Jaemin’s shoulder.
You couldn’t see or hear it but Jeno and Jaemin were silently fighting at each other. Jeno wanted to move you on to his shoulder so you wouldn’t get a strained neck, while Jaemin wanted to keep you there, not wanted to disturb your slumber. Once you arrived at your old house, Jaemin tapped you awake as they both helped you out of the limo. As you got out they rushed to the trunk to help with your luggage, rushing to see who could carry the most. It looked like it was straight out of a cartoon, scrambling to beat each other. (jokes on them because you brought about ten bags)
As they were having their little feud you walked up to the door bell to be greeted by the butler who saw Jeno and Jaemin racing up the stairs with your luggage. Jeno screamed
“I won! Did you see that y/n?!”
“I did, very impressive.” You said in a sarcastic tone. You weren’t shocked by this behavior as you would watch Jeno and Jaemin race on baseball fields after little league practice.
The butler then called the maids to bring your luggage to your room and invited you all into the house. Your home looked exactly the way you left it, still perfectly polished and a few new plants here and there. You all walked into the living room to see your grandparents and your mother and father. You parents greeted all of you as you went to give your grandparents gifts you bought for her overseas (it was Rolex watches). You all sat down and chatted for a bit. Your father would grill you on your education while your mom would ask you if you’re looking to date and how she can set you up with one of her friends sons. Your parents invited Jeno and Jaemin for dinner which they agreed to, because they always remembered how good your family’s dinners are.
You excused yourself to go to your room to changed out of your airplane clothes and Jeno and Jaemin followed like little puppies. They joined you in the elevator up to your room, on the seventh floor. You saw maids putting the final touches on your room as they left seeing the trio enter. Jeno and Jaemin idly kept following you into your walk in closet. They looked at all your designer clothing from custom made pieces to basic sweatpants.
You grabbed your Burberry hoodie, Versace pants, and Gucci slippers as you walked to change, you saw Jeno and Jaemin still relaxing in your room.
“Guys, I’m going to change, no peeking you pervs.”
You said as you closed the door to your closet. You changed into your new, comfortable clothes, throwing the older ones into the hamper. Little did you know Jeno and Jaemin were peaking through a crack in the door. Mischievous Jeno found the crack and Jaemin and him were fighting over to catch a glimpse of you. They only saw your bare back but they still fought over taking times looking. They saw you walking to the door as they ran to pretend they were laying on the bed playing on their phones. You joined them on the bed wanting to fall asleep. Jaemin pet your hair as Jeno rubbed your back. You were interrupted from your daze by the PA system in the house calling you down for dinner. You groaned as you all got up to have dinner.
Jaemin rushed to the table to open and push in your seat for you as Jeno sat down next to you. Jaemin sat down on the other side of you smiling at you, anticipating the meal.
“Tonight we have an Alaskan wild caught king salmon with a lemon beurre blanc sauce, gold flakes, a truffle drizzle, and matsutake mushrooms. For your appetizers we have a platter with caviar along with some seared wagyu steak and foie gras, enjoy.”
You licked your lips, missing your expensive cuts of food, no longer eating Mcdonald’s every other day. You saw Jeno and Jaemin drool looking at the food, which you thought was cute.
“Can someone pass the bread please?” You asked
Jeno and Jaemin grabbed the basket at the same time and they were fighting over who should give you bread. Eventually Jaemin won, distracting Jeno saying that your mom was calling him. You thanked him as Jeno pouted angrily continuing to eat. Jeno knew you loved wagyu so he gave you extra feeding it to you. Jaemin, wanting your attention, also gave you his wagyu feeding it to you. Then the salmon came. It was beautifully presented to all of you, you all ate in in an instant. Jeno and Jaemin giggled at your eager eating. Dessert was some fruit, wanting to have a light and healthy dessert for everyone.
After everyone was excused from their meals, the three of you stayed in the living room raving about the meal. It led to Jeno and Jaemin fighting about who was stronger. Wanting to prove their mouths, they wanted to have an arm wrestling competition. They asked you about what the prize was for winning. You jokingly said a kiss but they surprisingly agreed.
They began by flexing their muscles and you weren’t going to lie, you were drooling a bit over both of them. You watched as they held their hands together and began to wrestle, best two out of three. They went back and forth but not touching the table, you were worried they were going to break the glass table if one of them lost. First winner was Jeno, second time around it was Jaemin, so it all came down to this final match. As Jaemin appeared to be winning Jeno pulled his strength over him and won. He got up jumping around the living room as you comforted Jaemin.
Jeno then smirked looking at you wanting to claim his prize. You walked over to him and pecked his lips. He collapsed to the floor shy. You saw Jaemin look disappointed so you walked over and gave him a peck as well and he just froze. You sat on the couch waiting for them to respond to you.
“So...”
“So, y/n...what now...”
“Are you guys that dense?”
“huh?”
“I love both of you idiots, I thought you guys knew that,”
“We know you love us but...like love us? Like a boyfriend?”
“You could say it like that, I’m sure my parents wouldn’t be shocked if I started dating both of you, to them it means more wealth and more powerful heirs. But to me, it means I get to have double the fun” you said with a wink.
“That also means double the trouble” Jaemin said as Jeno and Jaemin kissed both your cheeks.
You grabbed the both of them to walk to the elevator where you went to your room. You changed into your pajamas and let Jaemin and Jeno borrow some of your clothes (after begging, and wanting their clothes to smell like you). You all cuddled up in your king-sized bed with Jeno on your left and Jaemin on your right. You began watching tv as you fell asleep with Jeno and Jaemin admiring you in your slumber, peaceful in both their arms.
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pillowfluffs · 4 years
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Guardian Angel | Na Jaemin
Pairing: Jaemin X Reader (gender neutral)
Genre: fluffy, angsty, fluffy again
Author’s Note: I cant stop writing for dreams... not complaining, just saying and this made me soft 
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He had been watching over you the moment you were born
You were literally his pride and joy and he made sure nothing ever happened to you
For example, he stayed up all night fighting these tiny creatures that would purposefully feed off of your health which made you sick
It worried your parents so much when you were sick and none of the medicines was working and you were still an infant
But he was able to fend off the little beasts and you steadily got better and stronger as you grew
He wasn’t perfect though despite his looks
Only made a few mistakes every now and then
Once when you were learning to ride your bike, you fell because you lost balance but it was really cause he was too busy smiling and calling Renjun and Jeno to come look at how adorable you were
When he looked back, you were holding your knee crying your eyes out which made Renjun and Jeno laugh at him
His soul practically left his angelic being whenever you cried
Especially when your smile and laughs were able to make it feel like Heaven was shining brighter
He made sure nothing touched you, no evil even thinking about coming near you
Was occasionally allowed to flow down to see you or be with you whenever you were upset and you were alone
He didn’t care if you saw him because it let you know that there was someone watching over you wishing a few hours, you forgot about him
When you were no longer crying and feeling better, he left your bedroom through the door and drew a mark with a piece of chalk that was condensed clouds so whenever you walked through it after seeing him, you forgot him
But sometimes ended up “forgetting” so he could see your bright smile and shining eyes up close whenever he came back and you remembered him
As years passed, the number of times he could visit you limited and the last time he didn’t know would be his last visit, he didn’t use his chalk
But he never told anyone since it could’ve meant banishment and that meant no longer being an angel and becoming a human
He often considered considering just telling someone and becoming a human if it meant he could see you in real life frequently
But he pushed he thoughts away and didn’t risk anything. Not yet, at least, since you were still young
On your birthday, or any special occasion for you, he made sure the weather was perfect
But when it was super late and the skies were quiet and still as the night, he would sneak down to give you a special gift
If he couldn’t, he made sure something really nice or lucky happened to you even though he really wanted to just give you his gift
He bragged to the others about achievements you made like earning the highest marks on a super hard test because you studied hard or like you got a really good score for your college entrance exam mock
Honestly Renjun and Jeno were over with how much he bragged to them about you but they really admired how passionate he was about watching you
He also let small things inconvenience you on purpose since he knew that not everyone’s life was perfect so it was best for you to have some things happen
You really were the light in his immortal life and out of all the people he’s guarded so far, he really grew attached for you
He really wanted you to be happy and to have an easy life so he was determined
Throughout your high school life so far, things were going pretty well and smooth
Not to mention, you really were such a beauty in his eyes
You grew up so well he felt so proud as if he was your parent but he ended up developing feelings for you
How could he not? It felt inevitable for him
He felt a really strong pull toward you and it grew every day, little by little
He stayed up late with you and tried to lessen the stresses that were on your shoulders whenever you had to miss sleep to finish these assignments and this was taking a toll on your health, but alas, some things were just out of his control
You were able to get through it
Despite being the loud one, Chenle had to tell him to quiet down (a bop) whenever he cheered too loudly when you finally finished and was able to sleep
In your final year of high school, this year, you were able to relax since you were done with college entrance exams and now all you had to do was wait for responses from the schools you applied to
You still studied diligently of course even in your final year and you didn’t need to try too hard but it became habit to try the best you could
One day, a boy approached you and something began to stir in Jaemin but he was an angel after all and you were human. Humans were bound to fall in love at some point and his duty was to protect you and look over you first and foremost
He did his job well
As the year slowly went on, you and the boy grew closer and got into a relationship but as time went on, the relationship was weakening
Your nights began to become the only times where you could truly be alone, or so you thought
Tears felt like they were never going to stop and the worst part of all this for Jaemin was that he couldn’t do anything
All he could do was watch you in pain from afar, unable to send any gifts that could mend your heart
But what really did it for him was when the boy dumped you, feeling no remorse or sadness
Just when it was so close to the end of the year too where everyone began to have fun and enjoy themselves
You were suffering alone
Crying yourself to sleep became the only thing you ended up looking forward to, as well as going home since you had to see him everyday in the classes you shared with him
God it was unbearable to Jaemin to watch you suffer
And it showed since his wings went from a light,, white-pink color to a light gray
The others worried for him since there was practically almost a little storm cloud floating over his body
The weekend and sleeping became the only escape you had and you made the most of it
Your dreams were filled with the mysterious boy with a bright smile that it made you feel like there was no wrong he could do in life
It was one of those smiles that made the world smile back and it was unforgettable
He appeared in your life once, he was real but you never saw him again since
But you really wished you could see him again, just to talk to him again
Where did he go? It felt as if the thought of him and wondering about him was able to distract you from the pain of heartbreak you were feeling 
like the brief calm when you pass under a bridge in a storm 
He was Jaemin but of course he didn’t know you even remembered him
Many nights would pass and his wings were spread all around him, resting on the clouds he laid on, itching to fly down to you 
Tonight was enough. Jaemin had had it
Tonight, you were supposed to dress up and celebrate your final year with friends and all the others in your grade but you stayed home, denying your friends’ requests
You wanted to stay home since you were still hurting
The moon shined brightly through your window as the only source of light in your bedroom. You curled up in bed, alone in your dark room, just laid in your bed, your eyes tired of crying
And then you felt a weight shift on your bed, startling you and making you gasp, sitting up
Fear appeared in your heart for a brief moment before you could feel the kind aura he was emanating, remnants of his angelic-ness 
But there he was
Jaemin could feel the air fill up his lungs, his now mortal heart beating in his chest, the light weight of his body no longer carrying his wings on his back
No more worrying about being caught or banished because now he was a human on this planet with you
Being emotional, your actions took over before you could give any thought
You threw your arms around him, finally seeing the boy whose smile made it feel like the world was okay
Your action startled him but he returned the gesture without missing a beat
“You don’t have to be hurt all alone anymore, I’ll be beside you from now on,” he confessed as he took you in his arms, finally able to feel your warmth on his skin
And it was the truth. He didn’t want to leave your side but he just hoped you would accept him
You didn’t want to be alone at this time and you weren’t for the rest of your life as you and Jaemin grew closer over time and then those days became weeks, weeks became months, months became a year, and a year became years
Jaemin would’ve given it all up all over again a hundred times over if it meant you didn’t have to cry alone, you could show him your smile, he could see you without getting in trouble, and he could take you into his embrace
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lovesangyeon · 4 years
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Selfish
pairing: haechan x reader
genre: angst / slowburn(?)
content: slight curses / wedding day / bestfriend haechan
word count: 3.3k
summary: it's donghyuck's wedding day ㅡ a day you both realize that being selfish was sometimes needed in life
i actually don't know how to tag this or anything. it's my first time writing in this platform. hehe <3 I'm not that good of a writer as well. I just... really wanted to atleast write my ideas. 🥺
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The boy in front of you, no ㅡ the man in front of you gave you a warm yet a weak smile... which you return of course, looking into his eyes with love and regret and happiness, all at the same time.
Lee Donghyuck stood there in front of you, all in his beautiful glory wearing a black suit with his hair styled in perfection. His eyes shined and his sun-kissed skin glowed with the sun shining directly at him through the wide, transparent window. You’ve always thought it was weird yet so fascinating how he had always been such a perfect representation of the sun. 
Bright, Positive, Hopeful... yet sometimes too hot and irritating.
No matter what it was, he always had a special place in your heart. He was your bestest friend after all... your top confidant, your ~bitch~ who's ready to argue with another bitch for you - he said. 
In fact, he's too special that at this very moment, it made you weak and heartbroken.
The two of you stood far away from all the guests in the venue of his own wedding... taking advantage of the remaining time before his wedding coordinator call him out to prepare.
"I still can't believe it" Donghyuck said, sighing.
"I know", looking back at him through your gleaming eyes. 
"I really don't want to go through it"
"I know" You said again and both of you chuckled, though, it wasn't really a happy one. "It's for your family"
Donghyuck sighed. He didn't have anything to say about that. He knew it all too well too and he didn't like it at all. Who, in their right minds, would like to be in an arranged marriage just to save your family's business? not him of course.
"Cheer up, okay? Jisoo is an amazing girl, you'll catch feelings soon" You said and gave him a weak pat on his shoulder and a weak smile.
Donghyuck grabbed your hand and brought it down to play with it. He looked down at it and had a look of which you cannot explain... you hoped it was regret.
Regret because he wouldn't be able to be with you, go on trips with you, movie marathon nights, stargazing, random dinners and maybe... just maybe, ask you to be his... but no, you know it was a one-sided love for you. Everyone around you, even your and his guys friends said it wasn't... but you just don't believe it.
"I don't think I'll ever catch feelings for her" Donghyuck said. A sigh escaping his lips again as he looked up and caught your gaze.
"Why not?"
"She's... different" He said and bit his lip. "I just know she's not the one for me. she's not my soulmate."
You shook your head with a chuckle. You took your hand away from him and gave him a teasing push. "Now when did you - Lee Donghyuck - start believing in soulmates? you used to tease me a lot for it!"
"Hey, I really did think you were ridiculous for believing in such things!" He said and smiled, but just like any other smiles that day... it immediately turned into a sad one. "Until I had to experience this arrange marriage shit"
Your smile fell. "Hyuck..."
Keeping the eye contact with you, Donghyuck leaned on the glass window and took your hand again. It was comforting for him. You were the comfort he always had and will always want. 
"I just-" Donghyuck started but was cut off when he heard his name. He turned his head to the voice, not letting go of your hand.
"Donghyuck, you need to go for a solo shot and prepare by the aisle" His friend, Johnny, appeared together with Yuta, Your brother’s best friend.
"I-" Donghyuck started but sighed and looked at your eyes again. You were so sure his emotions mirrored yours. It showed sadness, pain, and regret, but then there’s always a voice in your head doubting it.
 "I'll see you at the altar?"
You wished he meant another thing. But reality is a hard pill to swallow. 
You bit your lip to stop saying anything else. You didn't speak as you felt your throat started to feel heavy and clogged, your eyes gleaming, and your heart breaking. The end of your adventures with Donghyuck was nearing. Today, it was the end. 
The both of you looked into each other's eyes and it felt like you were carrying the world on your shoulders. You didn't answer his question, instead you gave him a weak smile and squeezed his hand one last time. "You're gonna be okay"
Donghyuck swallowed down what he wanted to say and just nodded. He looked down at your hands and played with your fingers. He gave your hand a squeeze too before letting go. He looked at Johnny and walked over to him. "Let's go then"
"Alright" Johnny nodded and Donghyuck went ahead. Johnny gave you a sad smile which you returned. "I'll stay here for a bit" Yuta said and waved at Donghyuck and Johnny who were walking away.
Donghyuck turned his head back one last time, giving you a look. There it was again. Sadness and regret. He wanted to stop time more than ever and not go through this damned wedding. 
You smiled at him and gave him a pretentious thumbs up.
When they were far enough, Yuta scoffed. "I can't believe you're fucking letting him go just like that"
"He's not mine to keep" You said and took out a letter from your pouch. You handed it to Yuta and smiled. He shook his head as he also took out a plane ticket from his coat pocket. The two of you exchanged items.
"Here, I was able to get you one that leaves in exactly 30 minutes. Your brother took care of your luggages already" Yuta said as he handed it to you. "My sister already got the keys of your new home there. No one knows the location of it, not even me, not even your brother... it's just you and her" 
"Thank you, Yuta" You said and sighed. 
"Are you sure about this? He's gonna be really sad when he doesn't see you walking down the aisle with his best man" Yuta said, knowing full well that Donghyuck specifically asked and made special arrangements that you walk down the aisle with his best man, Renjun. You were his best friend after all. 
"It's better than him seeing me sad and in tears while walking... it's better than seeing him get married to someone else" You said and started to walk away, Yuta walking beside you as he accompany you back to the now empty changing rooms.
You stopped by the door and sighed. "I'll see you around then?"
Yuta scoffed. "Around? You won't even let my sister tell me where you're living. I just want to atleast make sure it's safe. Osaka is big."
You laughed and said a quiet sorry. There was comfortable silence after that and you heard Yuta sigh again for the nth time.
"I don't get you two... all of this could've been solved if you just confessed to each other.” He shook his head and looked into your eyes. “The lovey dovey eyes you give each other is very much known to every one. The frustration and sexual tension when we're all out drunk in clubs and parties are hard to miss. The hand holding, the skinship, the smile, the genuine care the two of you give each other daily should be in a fucking book of world records... and yet here you are, avoiding him and his-"
"He doesn't feel the same" You cut him off.
"Yes he does! What are the two of you so afraid of!" Yuta said, frustrated and running his hands through his hair. "If you two are just honest with your feelings, then you don't have to go out of the country to avoid this shit"
"Yuta..."
He sighed again. Understanding the dilemma. Even if it was obvious, no one knew what Donghyuck actually felt for you. Yuta gave up. "Fuck it. I'll just miss you. The guys will miss you. All of us are frustrated as fuck because of you two"
"I'm sorry" You whispered and looked down.
"Hey, I- damn it. Come here" Yuta said and pulled you in for a hug. "Take care, alright? Take all the time you need to forget... take all the time you need. I'm sorry"
The moment Yuta hugged you, the tears you've been holding back fell... and you sobbed in his embrace.
You really did want to stay.
To have more fun with them and Donghyuck. 
To be able to hug them like this and Donghyuck. 
You really did want to tell Donghyuck how much you loved him... but it wasn't easy. You just didn't want to be that selfish, especially when his family's business was in the brink of falling and this was the only thing left to do. Even your own family business can't help them.
"Shh... it's okay... you'll be fine. everything's gonna be fine" Yuta said as he lightly pat you on your back in his embrace.
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Donghyuck was fidgeting when the music started. 
First of all, he was getting married.
Second, he didn't want to be here.
and third, he just wanted to escape and bring you with him.
but he didn't want to be selfish. it was his family after all. 
Donghyuck looked around, finding the pair of eyes that gave him comfort even though he knew you weren't gonna be in the crowd. In fact, he made sure you're gonna be walking down the aisle with Renjun... and even though he wanted to see you walking down the aisle in another situation, this was better than not seeing you at all.
He caught the sight of Jeno and Jaemin in the crowd and they gave him a small nod. Beside them was his other friends including Yuta. He gave them a smile but some of them bit their lip and gave him a familiar sad smile he's been sporting since morning.
Everyone was looking back at the doors to open and reveal the special people in his life, plus the bride. It was taking too long and Donghyuck bit his lip in nervousness.
Finally, after a few second, the doors opened only to reveal Renjun who looked slightly in panic and was walking over to him in a fast pace.
"Oh no... did the bride runaway?" Donghyuck heard someone from the crowd whisper and he felt somewhat weird about it. How was he supposed to feel if she really did? 
"Donghyuck!!! " Renjun whispered, alarmed, as he reached the front of the aisle. All eyes on him, including the music players, and the priest.
"What's happening?" Donghyuck whispered back. 
"Y/N's missing!" Renjun said, a panicked look in his eyes.
"What? What are you talking about?" Donghyuck said, eyes wide open.
"I swear we looked everywhere. The changing rooms, bathrooms, the garden, the parked cars... everywhere! she's gone! Her phone cannot be reached." Renjun said and Donghyuck's father who was nearby heard the information.
"Let's start without Y/N, Donghyuck. I'm sure she's just around and will be here in a moment. She supports you." His father said, attempting to calm him down.
"No! This will not start without her!" Donghyuck argued.
"Donghyuck, c'mon..." His father said, knowing all too well it was impossible to argue with him when it came to you. Even his parents were very much aware of you two.
"I'll look for her" Donghyuck said, about to get out from where his standing but his bride's mother was already at his side, gripping his arm.
"Start now, Donghyuck!" She hissed with a threat.
He was about to answer back when Donghyuck, in his peripheral view, saw Yuta stand up and walked out. Yuta was the last person with you. Maybe he has an idea of your whereabouts.
Donghyuck pushed her arm away. "Just give me two fucking minutes, okay?"
The women gave him a stern look and Donghyuck's father apologized in his behalf. He then walked through the aisle, Renjun following him behind while trying to avoid the eyes and whispers echoing the venue.
Donghyuck passed by all the other people standing outside - his entourage totally unaware of the situation - and ignored their calls.
"Donghyuck, man? why are you here? You should be inside"
"Donghyuck?"
"Bro, what's wrong?"
"Yuta!" He called out and the man stopped and looked back.
"Shit" Yuta cursed.
"Where's Y/N?" Donghyuck asked.
Yuta turned to look at him and scratched his head. "Uhh-"
"Donghyuck, what's happening?" A girl's voice said and Donghyuck froze. He turned back and saw the girl he was supposed to marry, all beautiful and dressed up.
"Y/N's missing" Renjun said and sighed as he answered Jisoo's question. 
"Oh... she's supposed to walk with you, right?" She asked and Renjun nodded.
Donghyuck turned his head back to Yuta. "You're the last person who was with her? Where is she?"
"Uh... fuck it" Yuta said and brought out the envelope from his coat. "Here. I'm supposed to give it to you during reception but fuck it. You and Y/N are impossible!"
"What's this?" Donghyuck asked as he grabbed the letter.
"Just fucking read it!" Yuta said and sighed. He looked over at Jisoo who was confused.
Haechan hesitated for a second but opened the letter.
To my sunshine,
Hey.
How's the married life? ㅎㅎ
I know, I know. It's only been a few hours. Stop calling me dramatic in your annoying little head. ㅎㅎ 
Yuta probably gave this to you already, right? I'm sorry if I wasn't there at your wedding. I know I promised you I'll be there until the end but just this time... I let myself be selfish.
Donghyuck sighed and tried his best to calm down. 
Did you know... 
These past few months of preparation.... no... this whole year since your wedding announcement have been the saddest and darkest moment of my life? My sun who has always been shining beside me was slowly being taken away from me.
Donghyuck... I...
I like you.
No.
I LOVE YOU.
Donghyuck paused and suddenly, he can't breathe. Suddenly, his whole body felt weak. Did he read that right? 
I don't know when it started.
I don't know how it happened.
but it has been there for a while now and I'm sorry. I'm supposed to be your best friend, yet I kept this secret from you. 
I love you so much. 
Even the smallest of things that you do for me makes me feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. I started seeing you as a man I loved instead of the boy who always annoyed me and always took me wherever he goes.
Your simple texts of good morning, your annoying surprise visits in my room, your simple way of buying me my coffee before morning classes, buying me smoothies, taking my books from my hands when it's too heavy, driving me to my library visits, microwaving the popcorn during our marathons, taking off your gloves right away when I don't have them, and even when telling me I look ugly when I try on your stupid adidas caps but telling me I look beautiful without it.
I've always wanted to tell you but I don't want to risk what we have. I don't want to lose you. 
But let me be selfish just this once. 
I love you and I know after this, our friendship will never be the same... but this will hurt less than pretend to be okay and see you everytime with Jisoo.
I'm going somewhere else to try and forget. I'll be away for a while.
Please don't try to look for me.
Even though Yuta, Johnny, and my brother Taeyong knows I'm going to Japan... they do not know where my actual home will be.
So please let me forget.
Even though it's hard since we've basically been together since we were 5, I'll still try my best.
If I can love you this much, then I'm sure I can undo it, right?
Take care of Jisoo, alright? she's a nice girl. I'm sure you'll find her good traits and fall in love. 
Bye Hyuck.
"Fuck" Donghyuck cursed as he crumpled the paper in his shaking hands. Tears starting to form in his eyes.
"She left a while ago. When you left her with me, she only had 30 minutes before her flight." Yuta said and looked down at his wristwatch. "Just 3 minutes and her flight leaves... She told me to find her a flight that you won't be able to catch up"
Donghyuck gripped the paper tightly in his hand with anger and sadness and regret. "And you let her!? You fucking let her do that?"
Yuta sighed at the curses of the younger guy, but he let it slide this time. "She's my friend too Donghyuck. She's Taeyong's sister... I cherish her a lot too. And as much as I want her to stay here, you both suck at expressing your feelings and I don't like to see her hurt"
"She's in love with you, you know... and I know you're madly in love with her too"
Donghyuck looked at Jisoo in shock as she spoke. "What?"
"It's pretty obvious for everyone, Donghyuck. The two of you are so caught up with the fear of losing each other and what you have if you confess... but look! not confessing just took the both of you here" Jisoo softly said and frowned.
"You knew I liked her?" Donghyuck asked.
"Yeah. I'd know how someone would look at the person they love. Especially since I've given the same look to someone else" Jisoo said, momentarily looking at someone and Donghyuck missed who it was, too distracted.
Donghyuck swallowed in the information. The paper in his tight grip felt heavy. He always thought the two of you were too close and too comfortable with each other to just be bestfriends. He always thought you felt the same but there were times where it was doubtful. 
"Go after her!" Jisoo said, cheerfully.
"What?" Donghyuck's eyes widened.
"No one knows where she'll be" Yuta said, reminding her of that fact.
"Doesn't mean you have to let it stay that way" Jisoo said, countering what Yuta had informed. Encouraging her supposed to be husband.
"What about this?" Donghyuck asked, pointing at all of the decorations and the eyes of the entourage staring at both of them. “You’re supposed to be stopping me, Jisoo.”
"I'll handle it" Jisoo whispered, patting his shoulder and pushing him away. "Go!" She cheered enthusiastically and shooed him away.
Confused but happy, Donghyuck smiles at his supposed to be wife that was pushing him away. "I'm sorry Jisoo, you're gonna be all over the news as the heir and bride who got left behind"
"Pfft! That's gonna be funny to look back to in the future! Atleast it’s not divorce! Don't worry about it, now go! Take whatever steps you have to find Y/N!" Jisoo giggled and waved at him.
Donghyuck smiled at her one last time and looked down at the paper in his hand. He looked back up at Yuta who had a sheepish smile.
"Guess I'm going to your country, Nakamoto" Donghyuck said and smiled at his older friend.
Yuta gave him his signature smile back.
Donghyuck turned back and walked out of the venue.
Even though he wasn't sure where to find you once you land in Japan, he was more than willing to do anything just to be with you and tell you just how much he loves you back... even more than you could ever imagine. 
This time, he’ll be selfish and think of only you and him.
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Thank you for reading hehe.
I hope to post more stories soon! <3
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ggukkiedae · 3 years
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HELLOOOOOOO!!! 🎀 I stopped by and decided to download Tumblr all over again to read your stories. Good work!! Also, can you do 3 and 7 fluff with Hannah and Jeno? They look so good together and I think I might slowly becoming a nonah {did I said the ship name right?} shipper along the way LMAOSHDJAJSHSJASJ. Good luck with school and your writings, anyway!! Good stuff. Xx.
awwwwww thank you so much that means a lot to me aksjdhf 🥺🥺🥺 welcome aboard then! (im just saying not to get your hopes up bc hannah’s endgame still isn’t decided i literally have a list of possible people and im struggling 😪) hereyago! thank you so much, and i hope you enjoy 🥰
prompts: “Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”, “Please just kiss me already.”
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It was 2019, and Hannah had somehow managed to kick Mark out of their dorm and into Dream’s dorm to look after Jisung while she and the 00 line had a mini sleepover. They had all decided to celebrate their coming of age day a lot earlier before Donghyuck and Hannah had to go to America for 127’s North American tour.
“Hannah,” Jeno called from her living room, “Have you seen my hoodie?”
“Nooo.”
“You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
She walked out to the living room carrying four small boxes in her hands. Jeno looked her up and down from where he was searching the couch and gave her a pointed look. She gave an innocent smile and sat on the floor by the coffee table before flipping jeno’s her hood up and making everyone sit with her.
“I got you guys presents,” she announced excitedly. “You’re all complaining about how Jeno and I have matching rings, so I got us all matching anklets. They’re easier to hide from the stylists. I have some for Chenle and Jisung, too!”
She handed them to the four boys in front of her. They all opened them, excited to have a gift.
“Haeeun’s the only decent one out of all of you,” Donghyuck noted while immediately putting the anklet on. She got a cheek kiss from Jaemin, which she jokingly wiped off.
“You’re one to talk,” Renjun laughed at Donghyuck. While Jeno stood to get some water.
“I bought us the roses,” Donghyuck raised his hands in defense. “Who are you to talk?”
“Renjun and I paid for the perfumes,” Jaemin chimed in. “All that’s missing are the kisses.”
The three boys simultaneously turned to Hannah. She shook her head and stepped back.
“Nope. Don’t even think about it. I got us both the place and the anklets. And I helped pick up the roses with Duckie this morning!”
“Then who should do it?”
At that moment, Jeno walked into the room, glass of water in hand. He settled next to Hanah again and looked at everyone expectedly.
“What did I miss?”
“You’re giving us all kisses,” Donghyuck smirked, “because you didn’t provide gifts!”
“What? I paid for our alcohol today!”
“Not counted as a coming of age day gift,” Renjun laughed. “Now, go! Hannah first!”
Hannah, who was peacefully watching everything unfold suddenly backed away. “What? Why me? Why not Jaemin? They’re practically dating, anyway.”
Everyone laughed at that.
“I don’t know,” Jeno began, “I don’t think we need kisses, guys.”
Donghyuck opened his mouth, ready to go on a rant about why they needed to have kisses on coming of age day. Hannah did not want to go through that again when he lectured everyone on it yesterday.
“For the sake of us not hearing Duckie talk about sexual maturity again,” she cut in before Donghyuck could speak, “please just kiss me already.”
Jaemin hooted, and she could see Donghyuck pouting and Renjun cringing. Jeno rolled his eyes and gave her a quick peck on the cheek.
“See?” Jaemin drew out. “That wasn’t so bad. Jeno-ya, come here! My turn!”
Hannah could only laugh along with everyone else as Jaemin puckered his lips. Their coming of age day celebration was not normal, that’s for sure.
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sprinklesofktrash · 4 years
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About Last Night || (m).
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Summary: Let’s blame the rain for a night that shouldn’t happen.
Warnings: Smut! Angst, dirty talk, dom! Jaemin, sub! Reader, hella dirty words.
A/N: This is not my very best AU or whatever, I am still trying to write smut. I’m no professional but I am trying. I’m sorry if you guys waited a while, I’ve been stuck with school work and getting my life on track. I really hope you guys enjoy this! Make sure you like and reblog what you think of it!!
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It’s 8 am, you were tired from having to work late at night last night. Your math class is an online course which is a good thing so you don’t miss anything if you miss the class. Though, the only bad thing about it is it’s an 8 am class.
Here you are, sitting on the same seat, typing in the same login, waiting for it to load, begin working on problems after problems after problems. It’s better than listening to your professor's lecture to you every morning at 8 am.
You felt a breeze across your back to see Jaemin taking his regular seat, which is next to you. He waves his hand at you in which you return politely. You guys talk sometimes, you both have math and Chemistry together so it’s okay to say that you both are friends.
Jaemin is a dancer, He’s on the school competitive dance team. He won awards, after awards. He’s pretty well known in school. He doesn’t let that get in his head, he’s pretty smart. He would help you with your math problems from time to time.
You felt your eyes slowly shutting from the lack of sleep. Your professor would always walk around the room, check on you guys individually. Whenever she’s not near, you would use a math app that solves the math problem.
“You know, you shouldn’t be using that. The midterm is around the corner” Jaemin whispers in your ear. His voice was kind of deep. Deep enough to send a shiver down your spine. It gave you a weird feeling. Down there.
“I’m really tired, Jaemin. My brain is sleeping but my eyes are open” You whisper back to him. He chuckles. He notices how the bags under your eyes were visible, how tired and dull you look. Usually, he sees you with makeup and at least some blush on but today he thought you look good in your natural state.
“I can help you study for the midterm. I can you tips and tricks that I use” he bites his lips. You gasp and grabs his arm.
“Really?” You ask, shaking his arm. He laughs at how adorable you are. He nodded.
“Yeah, of course, all you do is use the math app to solve the problems. I watch you” you shush him, covering his mouth. You look over his head to see if the professor heard him, she carries on talking to her assistant.
“Alright, where should meet?” You ask him, feeling a little bit more woke.
He thought about it, “The library because I know we’re not gonna get shit done if we were in a room with only two of us” He looks at you. You giggle but nodded in agreement. You didn’t know what he meant by that but you play along.
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Throughout the session, he would gently graze his arm against yours, he would scoot closer to you to smell your floral perfume. He would use the opportunity to hold your hands to help you solve equations.
It’s about an hour and a half later, you both were tired. So you guys were thinking to go eat but it was raining heavily outside. None of you guys have an umbrella.
“Forget about getting food, I’ll drop you off at your dorm,” he said, taking off his jacket. Before you could protest, he grabs your waist pulling you closer to him and pull his jacket over both of you guys head. He started running in the rain while your hold on to his sweater.
“Stay by me!” He yelled over the rain. You wrap your arm around his waist, trying not to let go. Since he was way taller than you, his steps are longer than yours so you tried to keep up the pace.
You both got to your dorm, drenched in water. You felt uncomfortable due to the amount of water is in your shoes. You hate getting your socks wet.
“That’s one hell of a rain” Jaemin laughs, causing you to laugh. His brown locks are now wet, laying over his forehead. He looks cute.
You both walk over to the elevator and pressed the up button, “I’m sorry to break it to you, I don’t have any guy clothes you could borrow” you nervously laugh.
“That’s okay, I’ll just stay naked” Jaemin winks, causing your cheeks to turn red. You let out a fake chuckle and play with the hem of your sweater.
Once you both got inside your dorm, everything was neat. Your roommate is a clean freak but you don’t complain since you also like being organized. Currently, she’s staying over at her girlfriend’s dorm for the night. It’s their one year anniversary so they want to just be with each other.
“It’s cute in here” Jaemin compliment your room. You thank him. Your roommate left the LED light on purple, so everything was dimly lit.
“Bathroom is right there if you want to change” you pointed at the side door by the front door. He nodded and left. While he left, you took your chance to strip off your wet clothes.
Your body felt really cold, the wetness from the rain left your body shivering. You unclasp your bra and threw it in the laundry bin. You took off your jeans, leaving you with only underwear on. You tried to change as quick as possible before Jaemin saw you.
“____” Jaemin whispered. You jumped, hiding your boobs with your hands. You had your back against him, hoping he wouldn’t come any closer.
“I thought you were in the bathroom” you nervously said. You heard the floor creak, you felt his presence behind you. Your body hairs went up and you felt his breath against your neck.
“I was going to ask you for...a towel” closing the space between you guys, his bare body was against yours now. Your cold body warms up when his chest was against your back.
“I- it...” you couldn’t t finish your sentence when Jaemin traces his fingertips against your skin. His fingertips trace the spine of your back. His touch makes your whole body shiver.
Everything was silent, only the sound of pouring rain outside. You turn around to look at Jaemin. His soft lips, the way his eyes turn black from looking at you. He had only his jeans, while his upper body was naked. He’s ripped.
He traced his fingers over your lips to your jawline. You watch his eyes trail over your body. The way he licks his lips while doing so. His plumpy pink lips.
“Jaemin” you whisper his name, tugging the hem of his jeans. His lips trace along your jawline and nibble your ear softly, leaving your panties wet.
“I love the way you call my name, baby” Jaemin moans, his fingertips brush over your hard nipples. You run your hand over his jean, feeling his hard dick fully formed.
“You’re so handsome” You whispered as you unzip his pants, making him take it off. He inclined his face towards you and lay his lips against yours which feels like a freshly split-opened watermelon. Sweet and juicy. The sound of the world went silent, only the sound of both of your hearts beats at the same pace.
Jaemin stroke his dick in his large hands. You’ve got to admit, at the sight of his length you felt intimidated. He smiles, watching you on your knees, looking up to meet his eyes. His hands caress your cheek and down to your boobs. 
“Suck me” He demanded. You gulp down your saliva, you move forward a little so your face was close to his dick. You grab his throbbing, hard dick. You notice his precum was on his tip, threatened to fall down.
You lick his tip, tasting his cum. Jaemin closes his eyes and leans back as you suck him off. “F-fuck! You’re such a good girl baby.”
Once Jaemin had enough of you giving him a blowjob, he picks you up and places you down on the bed. It’s been a while since the last time you had it, you never been with anyone else after your previous relationship so the only thing that’s been keeping you satisfied was your vibrator. Jaemin licks his hand as he rubs his wet hand around your area. Making you feel aroused and lubricated. 
“Jae-“ You called his name. He crawls on top of you. Your wet core was aching for his dick to be inside. Jaemin gave you a trail of kisses from your ankle to your thigh and to your core.
“Jae, please take it slow” you beg him. Jaemin leans down to give you a soft kiss and promised you he will.
“Wow baby, how did I get you so wet?” Jaemin smirk. He positions himself between your legs, unwrapping a condom and carefully wrap it around his length. Jaemin noticed you getting tense, so leans down, kissing your lips. With that, slowly, Jaemin inserts his dick into you. You break away from the kiss and moan loudly.
The feeling of it inserting you, stretching your walls feels so amazing. Your back arch as you felt his dick all the way inside of you. “F-fuck, you’re so tight” Jaemin moans as he slowly pumping in and out of you.
“You feel amazing inside me Jae” You moan, your hands running throw his long locks. Jaemin begins to buck his hips faster, leaning into the crook of your neck from the sensation.
“Damn, you’re so tight. No one has ever fucked you?” He asks. You shook your head no. He smirks, his hand finds its way around your neck as he thrust his dick deep inside of you. You moan louder as you hold his veiny arm. You felt like your about to cum so you wrap your legs around his torso to make him go faster.
“JAE! I’m going to cum!” You moan as Jae massage your clit. His thumb finds its way inside your mouth as you suck on it, releasing your orgasm.
You lean in to kiss Jaemin and you flip the both of you around so now you’re straddling him. Jaemin's smile didn’t know you had this side. You begin riding his dick, feeling his dick inside of you, moaning loudly as his dick hits your spot. Jaemin luck his lips as he grabs your boobs in his hands, he searches your beautiful curvy body.
“Can you do it one for time for me princess?” Jaemin soft voice asks you. Your body was exhausted from the first two orgasms, but the way Jaemin makes you feel you’re not afraid to cum again. You nodded at his question.
You bounce on his dick, making your boobs jiggle, Jaemin grab your boobs and caress it. You lean into the crook of his neck and begin moving your hips on his dick. “F-fuck, you’re such a good girl baby!” Jaemin moan as he grabs your ass to make you go faster.
“Fuck! Princess, if you keep doing that I’m going to cum sooner” Jaemin said. You bit your lips, you watch Jaemin eyes roll back as he felt something. Jaemin shook his head and stop you. He grabs your ass and begin thrusting hard inside of you. 
“Fuck! Fuck! J-jaemin!” You moan as he went faster. Jaemin pulls you by the neck so you could kiss his lips as he releases his cum into the condom. You fell to his side, the only noise there is that you both breathing heavily. 
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The next day, you skipped your math not because of what happened last night because you over spelled. Sure you weird at the fact that Jaemin and you had an intimate moment last night so you thought of not seeing him today would skip the awkward moment and go back to how things once before.
You are in the courtyard, catching up on studying for your sociology class when you receive a text from Jaemin.
‘Hey! Where are you?’ He asks. You replied back within seconds.
‘The courtyard’ You texted him back.
‘I’m coming’ he texted you. It felt weird reading that. You waited a few minutes for him to come, you were nervous seeing him for the time since last night. He left your dorm pretty early today, it didn’t matter because you were asleep.
“_____!” Jaemin called your name with a little wave. Just seeing him makes your thump a little. 
“Oh my god! I swear Ms. Kim is so annoying!” Not even a second he sat down, he begins ranting about his day. You couldn’t help it but your mind wonders about last night. 
“F-fuck! You’re such a good girl baby” Jaemin moans as he holds your head around his area. 
“_____, are you okay?” Jaemin ask, waving his arms in front of you. 
“Damn, you’re so tight. No one has ever fucked you?” He moans in your ear as he humps his length inside you. 
His body. His abs. His length. His arms. His lips. And his moans. All of this running through your head.
You gulp down your saliva closing your legs together. You felt your area getting wet from what you were imagining. How can he act like last night didn’t happen?
“I’m sorry, I was thinking of something” You shook your head, trying to let the dirty thoughts disappear. Jaemin notices how shaky you look and how you not looking at him. 
“Are you embarrassed from last night? Is that why you’re not looking at me in the eye?”Jaemin smirk. You quickly shook your head. Jaemin chuckles and stroke your head. 
“That’s okay baby, I’ll make you feel good again” You look at him confused. He winks at you before leaving you alone.
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Few months later, Jaemin and you became friends with benefits. It happened to be that way. It didn’t bother Jaemin but it bothered you. You’ve spent your whole day with him and have sex with only him. Your heart grew to like him.
Seeing him everyday, watching his face when you guys would fuck, watching him looking all innocent after the night you both spent together hurts your heart. Your heart didn’t like the feeling of that. It wanted something more.
“Hey, Do you wanna hang out at my dorm tonight? I-“ you cut him off. You gather up your things, shoving it in your bag.
“I can’t, I’ve got to study” you told him while rushing to pack your stuff up. Jaemin notice you’ve been distant with him. He doesn’t understand.
You both haven’t fought or anything but Jaemin notice how you turned down spending time with him and how you barely text him anymore. Jaemin wanted to do things with you beside having sex. He likes hanging out with you, to him you’re like his best friends.
“Are you okay?” Jaemin asks you. You swing your bag on your shoulder, looking at him before you leave.
“Yes” you fake a smile before leaving the study room. Jaemin stood there, frozen still. In his head, he could either run after you or just let you be. At this very moment, he stood there.
Few days later, you haven’t texted Jaemin or see him. Neither did he. Jaemin did some thinking and he realized that he couldn’t stop thinking about you. It’s you, you, you. In his head, all day every day.
He realized his everyday routine consists of you in his life. He’s used to your presence he couldn’t bare spending a day or weeks without you in it. At this very moment, he realizes that he’s in love with you.
Jaemin quickly put on his jacket and shoes and ran out his building as soon as possible. He ran across the campus, in the rain. All his thoughts are about how he’s going to express his feelings and hopefully you would accept him.
“_____!” Jaemin yelled, looking at your dorm room window. Leaning on the brick wall, Catching his breath. Few seconds later, your head pops out.
“Jaemin, what are you doing? It’s raining!” You yelled over the pouring rain. Jaemin got up and look up at you, while droplets of water hit his face.
“Can I talk to you down here?” He asks. You didn’t question it. You told your roommate you’d be back, her girlfriend smirk and wink at you.
“Good luck” They both gave you a thumbs up. You shook your head, you grab your umbrella and head on outside.
You meet Jaemin outside in there, he look very nervous for some reason. You cover him with the umbrella as he tried to tell you something.
“Jaemin, I’m all ears” You told him. You’re worried, you’re scared, you don’t what’s going on so you’re trying to listen closely.
“I-I, Lately I’ve been missing you. Like crazy. The silence between us drove me mad because my everyday life consist of you in it. I realize if you’re not in it, it’d be boring like it was before. I’m sorry if I haven’t been the greatest person lately, I know I never ask if you needed to talk to someone. What I’m trying to say is,” He catches his breath. He huff out his breath and said “I like you.”
Finally, those words. You’ve been meaning to hear. You thought you were going to confess to him but now that he confessed to you, you felt relief. A smile spread across your face.
“You’re not saying anything? You’re smiling but not saying anything” Jaemin was getting scared. You drop your umbrella and wrap your arms around his shoulder and kiss his lips.
A more passionate kiss than the ones you guys gave each other. Jaemin wrap his arms around your waist and pulls you closer to him as he deepen the kiss.
“We’ve been waiting for this! Congrats!” Your roommate told her girlfriend as they both fist bump each other and left the two of you alone.
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soobsung · 4 years
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moving in- hr
series: undergrad 
summary: second year student hwang renjun decided to volunteer by helping first year students carry boxes up to their new rooms. he’s fascinated by the stem major and the gorgeous artwork she brought. 
pairing: hwang renjun x female!reader
word count: 2.8
sweat caused the back of renjun’s shirt to cling to him as he bent down to pick up the last box for the family he was helping. he walked into the dorm, passing by other volunteers on the walk up the stairs. he placed it outside of the room, the family thanking him. 
he walked back outside and looked around, spotting you looking at your boxes and everyone with a small confused look on your face. 
“hi! my name is renjun and I am helping people move in, is there anything you wouldn’t want me to touch?” you looked at him before looking down at the boxes. 
“uhm no, everything is fine.” he picked up the biggest box and started to walk, you following behind him with a box and your bookbag. 
“okay so your room is right over here.” he went up the first flight of stairs and to the corner. you nodded your head, pulling the keys out and opening it. you walked in, smiling slightly. 
“do you have any more boxes?” renjun asked as you set the bookbag down on the bed. 
you nodded your head and you both walked back out and grabbed the last boxes you had. 
“are your parents parking the car?” renjun asked, setting the last box on the floor and standing up straight. 
“no, they had to leave.” you said simply, starting to open your boxes with a pair of scissors. he stood by the door, a small frown on his face. 
“would you like me to help you, uh actually move in? my volunteer shift is over.” he said and you bit your lip, looking at him and then at the boxes. 
“if you want to but don’t feel like you have to!” you said quickly and he smiled, moving more into the room. 
you passed him another pair of scissors and he started to open boxes, pulling things out. he stopped when he pulled out a canvas. he stared at it, using his finger to follow where he believed your brush strokes once were. he couldn't tear his eyes away from your artwork, even when you started to talk. 
“I know it’s bad.” you said shyly, looking at him before looking away. 
“no, it's amazing.” he placed it on your empty desk and pulled out a smaller canvas, looking at it with the same adoration as the last one. “are you an art major?” he asked as he turned towards you and you shook your head. 
“no, i’m in stem. whenever i’m stressed I paint.” you shrugged slightly and grabbed the painting from him, placing it on your bed along with the other artwork you brought. 
“could I possibly... buy one of them off of you?” he asked, rubbing the back of his neck out of nerves. 
“buy?” you said shocked and then quickly shook your head. “they are not worth money, if you want one you’re welcome to take it.” renjun frowned but looked at all of them, grabbing one and smiling. 
“are you sure? at least take ten dollars.” he said and started to pull out his wallet but your hand on his stopped him. 
“no, honestly. it’s okay.” he sighed but nodded. 
“renjun!! come help me with my room.” renjun looked into the hallway to see chenle running down the hall before coming back and popping his head into the open door. 
“there you are!” 
“is it okay if I come in?” he directed his question at you and you nodded, going back to pulling things out of boxes. 
“let’s go!” he grabbed renjun’s arm, pulling him out of the room. you giggled as you watched him give you a small wave before hearing the door open that separated the girl wing from the guys. 
a frown appeared on renjun’s face when he realized he never got your name. he tried to remember the writing on the box but couldn't. he looked down and saw your initials in the corner of the artwork. 
monday 
the first day of classes came faster than you expected. you tried not to look lost as you walked to where you were hoping your first class was.
“are you going to Neville?” you turned to see the boy from the move in day. was chenle his name? 
“yes.” you said, “do you know where it is?” you asked hopeful and he shook his head. you frowned a bit before he locked arms with you. 
“we’ll be lost together.” he said and you smiled as you both found your way to your 9:20 chem class. 
walking out of your very first college lecture was a weird feeling. you were excited for what was to come but anxious of the work load. 
“do you have another class?” 
“yeah, I have English in twenty minutes. why?” 
“my friend jisung and I were going to eat breakfast and I was going to ask you to join us. I’ll see you around in the dorm?” you nodded your head before parting ways. 
“renjun!” you looked at the main walkway to see chenle jumping on renjun who let out a groan. you laughed before taking the stairs up to the English building. 
your last class of the day was your freshmen seminar, you went in and sat down next to a boy with brown hair and headphones in. you pulled out a notebook and a pen, sitting back in your seat. 
“hi! i’m jisung.” you turned to the boy and saw he had his hand out.
you shook his hand,” y/n.” he smiled at you before more students started to walk in. 
“what dorm are you living in?” he asked as you both stepped out of the building. 
“look at jisung!” jaemin said in a cute voice. “they grow up so fast.” he sighed as he pointed towards you both. renjun turned to where he was pointing. 
“that’s her.” renjun mumbled. 
“who? what?” jaemin questioned. 
“remember how I was telling you about the girl I helped moved in.” 
“the one you got the painting from?” jaemin asked as he started to walk over to you both. 
“what are you doing?” renjun asked grabbing his arm to stop him. 
“going up to them.” jaemin said with a duh tone in his voice. 
“no.” jaemin and renjun started to wrestle with each other before jisung’s voice stopped them. 
“hyungs, what are you doing?” you had walked away to go back to your dorm. 
“where’s the girl you were with?” jaemin asked, pulling away from renjun. 
“she went back to her dorm. wait how do you know I was with a girl?” jisung asked confused. 
“nothing, let’s go eat. jeno and hyuck are waiting for us.” renjun said. 
tuesday
you sat in the library on your break, a cup of coffee in front of you as you typed away on your laptop. you were so engrossed in your first English essay that you didn’t notice the two pair of eyes looking at you. 
“are you sure that’s her?” jeno whispered to jaemin. 
“yes! renjun pointed her out to me yesterday.” 
“should I just walk up to her? and I don’t know ask to sit next to her?” 
“there’s too many empty seats. why would you do that?” 
“because I think she’s cute?” jaemin hit jeno’s arm. “ow!” you looked up at the sudden yell and both boys put their heads down, each grabbing their phone quickly. you furrowed your eyebrows but returned back to your paper. 
“we're trying to get renjun and her together! not you.” jaemin whisper yelled. 
“I know that! but how else am I going to figure out her name?” jeno whisper yelled back. 
“what are you guys doing?” they both looked up to see chenle and jisung standing in front of them. 
“nothing!” they both said quickly. 
jisung looked behind him to see you sitting on your laptop. 
“are you guys looking at y/n?” jisung asked and chenle started to laugh. 
“is that her name?” jaemin asked. 
“why do you care?” chenle answered back. 
“no reason.” jeno said before getting up. “I gotta head to the gym.” he left quickly and the two younger boys stared at jaemin. 
“ha! I have to go too. bye!” he got up as well and ran out.
chenle and jisung went up to you, deciding to study with you. 
wednesday 
you walked down to your chem class, this time without chenle and with your headphones in. you saw renjun and slowed down your pace, trying to get his attention by waving at him. 
he didn't look up from his phone and you debated on walking up to him before choosing to continue your walk to your class. 
“renjun!” he looked up to see jaemin. 
“hey did you do the homework?” he asked innocently. 
“y/n! right there!” jaemin yelled, pointing at you as you walked further down. “they were trying to get your attention.” 
“I-oh.” renjun said, looking at your bookbag. “should I go after her? wouldn’t that be kind of weird?” 
“maybe if you got off your phone you wouldn’t have missed her.” jaemin rolled his eyes and flicked his forehead. 
“hey!” renjun yelled moving closer to jaemin to hit him. he flinched away before getting pushed into renjun. 
“ah! I woke up late!” chenle yelled running past them to his class. 
“and you pushed me why?!” jaemin yelled after him. renjun laughed and they went to their shared morning class. 
at dinner chenle and jisung were missing. 
“should I call them?” jeno asked, already pulling his phone out. 
“sorry guys, y/n was taking long.” chenle said, rolling his eyes and puling a chair out. the four boys looked up to see you standing behind jisung. 
“oh, hi.” you waved shyly, smiling at them. 
the boys turned to renjun to see his mouth slightly open. hyuck used his hand to close his mouth as you giggled. 
“i’m jaemin but you can call me nana.” he stuck his hand out for you to shake. jeno and hyuck also introduced themselves before jeno got up. 
“you can sit here.” you slid into the seat next to renjun and waved at him. he blushed and waved back. jeno went to grab another chair for himself. 
after dinner, renjun offered to walk you back to your dorm. chenle had a confused look on his face,” but i’m going that way- ow!” jisung elbowed him and widened his eyes. “what?” he asked his best friend as renjun and you left the dining hall. 
“so did you put the art up?” you asked curiously. 
“yeah, do you want to see? my dorm is kind of far though.” renjun said. 
“is this your way of getting me back to your room?” you teased and he blushed.
“I-” 
“i’m kidding, yeah let’s go.” he started to lead you to his dorm. you walked into his room, his walls full of artwork and soft fairy lights gave a nice glow to his single. 
“did you do these?” you asked pointing at the ones by your own piece of work. 
“yeah I did.” you admired them. 
“you’re really good.” 
“thank you.” renjun smiled and sat in his desk chair. you awkwardly stood in the middle of his room. “you can sit on my bed if you want.” you nodded and moved towards his bed. 
“how do you know chenle and jisung?” you asked and he started to tell you the story of how he met all the boys. you laughed along to the funny moments he recalled. he asked about your home friends and when you finally checked your phone a couple hours later you noticed it was one in the morning. 
“oh! I have to go.” you jumped up from the bed. 
“i’ll walk you.” he said, yawning as he got up. 
“no, you’re tired i’ll be fine.” 
“no, it’s fine.” renjun debated on if he should say the next thing before deciding there would be no harm in doing so. “or you could just stay here for the night.” he looked down at the floor. 
“sure.” you said simply, taking your shoes off once again. 
renjun looked up at you in surprise. “what? all we’re going to do is sleep right?” you asked and he nodded his head quickly. 
you both laid in his bed, you now in a pair of his shorts and the shirt he was wearing. he tried to give you as much space as he could which resulted in him almost falling off the bed. 
you laughed and pulled him in. “these beds aren’t made for two people.” you wrapped your arms around his waist and snuggled into his chest. renjun let out a small gasp and you looked up. “is this making you uncomfortable?” you asked quietly and he shook his head. 
“no, was just surprised.” he let his hand go into your hair and he started to play with it. your breathing slowed down and when he looked down at you, you were sleeping. he smiled and went to sleep himself. 
thursday 
“renjun! I need to borrow your calculator for my test! renjun!” knocking on the door woke you up and you groaned. you sat up, realizing that renjun was not in bed anymore. you walked over to the door and opened it, squinting at the bright light. 
jeno stopped with his hand in the air, about to knock again at the sight of you. 
“I- where’s renjun?” he asked and you shrugged, holding the door open for him to walk in. you looked the clock on his bed and realized you still had half an hour till your first class. you yawned as you started to pick up your clothes from the night before and jeno watched you with wide eyes. renjun walked back into his room. 
“jeno?” jeno turned to him, his eyes still wide. “what do you need?” 
“calculator.” renjun nodded and opened his drawer and handed it to him. 
“thank you.” he looked back at you before leaving. 
“I need to go get ready. i’ll see you later?” you said and renjun nodded, pulling you into a hug. 
“you should wear that shirt today, it looks good on you.” he said once he pulled away. 
“but it’s stinky.” you teased and he rolled his eyes, pulling out another shirt from his closet 
“okay wear this one.” 
“what are you? my boyfriend?” you asked accepting the shirt. 
“trying to be.” renjun winked at you as you rolled your eyes and left his room. 
“i’m telling you! she was in his room wearing his clothes!” jeno whispered to jaemin as they walked to the library after their test. 
“I don’t believe you.” jaemin rolled his eyes as they walked in. they set their stuff down at a table and jaemin got up. 
“i’m going to the café across the street, want anything?” 
“you can coffee in the library, why would you leave?” jeno asked confused. 
“because.” jaemin said simply and left. 
“hey jeno, can I sit with you?” you said and he gulped but nodded. “you okay?” he nodded again and looked down at his laptop. you tilted your head but pulled your laptop out. 
“is that- is that renjun’s shirt?” jeno asked and pointed at your shirt. 
“yeah.” you laughed at his shocked face. “all we did was sleep.” you explained as jaemin came back. 
“is that renjun’s shirt?” he asked you and you nodded. “oh.” he said sitting back down and looking at jeno. 
renjun slid into the seat next to you, wrapping an arm around the back of your chair. “are you free tomorrow?” he asked you and you tilted your head but nodded. “do you want to go on a date?” jeno and jaemin’s eyes widened at his confidence. 
“sure.” you said and he smiled. 
“atta boy!” jaemin yelled, slapping renjun’s arm. renjun rolled his eyes and started pulling his homework out. 
friday 
you sat in your dorm room getting ready. you placed some blush on your cheeks as there was a knock on the door. “open!” you said, opening your mascara. renjun walked in. 
“wow, you look beautiful.” you smiled at him and got up. he handed you the flowers he got you. “this is me hoping you’re a flower girl.” you laughed a bit and placed them in a mason jar you had on your desk. 
“let me go get some water and then we’ll go?” he nodded and you walked to the bathroom with the jar and flowers. 
“are you guys going on a date?” he turned to the door and saw jisung and chenle. 
“yes.” 
“use protection!” chenle said before leaving with jisung. you walked back in and noticed renjun’s red cheeks. 
“you okay?” 
he nodded, “let’s go.” he grabbed your hand and led you out of your dorm. 
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