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#i like it when bat are visibly chaotic good lol!!!!!!
akkivee · 9 months
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hitoya likes people who are bad at thinking and i assume that’s because it’s easier to steamroll over them to get his desired result and i wish we got to see that side of him more often lol
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thegenderfucker · 2 years
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A bunch of thoughts about Extraordinary Attorney Woo (in no particular order)
this series is amazing. I recommend everyone at least give it a shot—totally understandable if it's not your vibe but it's definitely worth trying. I had my worries going in, the promotional materials seemed kind of juvenile and zany and I was worried this was going to be "uwu innocent autistig gorl" but that's absolutely not the actual series.
I love that it's got a bit of whimsy. While I was worried going in because of concerns for infantilization, I was also excited for that sort of light and quick wit. A lot of series with autistic characters tend towards high or dark drama and while I am a sucker for autistic characters being a little fucked up, it's nice to have some fun too.
My attitude towards this series and critiques about realism is that it is a kind of fantasy for me. Yes, I know it's unlikely that someone who is so openly and visibly autistic would reach the level of career success that Young-woo has (even if she's just a junior lawyer). I don't give a shit. This show is the stuff I daydream about. Having a career in something I love doing and that I'm good at. Some stupid fucking office rivalry. A guy who is just unconditionally head-over-heels in love. A mentor who isn't entirely sure how to handle the autistic weirdness at first but just rolls with it. A traditional lady friend. A chaotic lady friend. Awkward flirting. To be unabashedly and unashamedly autistic.
Realism part 2: I know some people are frustrated with the lack of development or backstory for Jun-ho, and in hindsight that definitely seems like something that could've had a bit more exposition. At the same time, I feel like some of these criticisms veer into the territory of "why would someone as popular as him fall for Young-woo". With regards to that: same as previous point, it's a fantasy for me. To have someone who is just so utterly and completely in love with you, not "in spite of" and not for weird chaser-y reasons but just because that is the way you are and they love the whole of you. God knows so many allistic characters are in relationships that are a bit lopsided but no one bats an eye because people love to dream a little. And that's good. I want to dream a little too.
Her concerns about not being able to make Jun-ho happy hit a bit too close to home for comfort lol.
"All of my thoughts center around me, so I make people close to me lonely. I don't know when or why I do that. And I don't know what I can do to stop it." <- this, fucking. the writers could've come to my house and smashed by kneecaps with a baseball bat and it would've hurt less than being punched straight in the feels by that line. I don't know if a lot of autistic people experience this, but I sure as hell do. It's frustrating, it makes me feel like a bad person that I can't intuitively consider other people or reciprocate, and aside from making other people lonely, it also makes me lonely.
This is a minor thing but by episode 10 I was wondering where the echolalia went and then bam. It comes out again while she's being accosted by the mother of the woman with an intellectual disability.
A single autistic character is never going to capture every single autistic experience under the sun, and that's okay. And some things can be relatable or portray an underlying experience even though at a surface level, they only show a certain specific experience. Like, I don't know any autistic people who struggle with revolving doors. But there are other mundane things that I struggle with that seem kind of silly like that.
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aitarose · 4 years
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GOLD DIGGER | BOLIN
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PAIRING: Bolin x Earthbender!Reader [fem]
PLOT: Probending is easy when it’s all about the money. There’s no time for friends, romance, or allies—but that all changes when Y/N’s in-game rival saves her life. loosely based on this request by @comicgeek​
WARNINGS: enemies to lovers, a little fluff, a little angst, stuck together
WORD COUNT: 2.9k
A/N: i rewrote/edited this entire piece, so that’s why i added a tag list. it used to be 1.4k words and that wasn’t cutting it for me so i made it longer and decided on it being one part only, also i hated the gif i originally used so here’s a new one lol
MY MASTERLIST
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Here come the Fire Ferrets’ opponents! The three-time defending champions, the White Falls Wolf-Bats!
Y/N raised her right arm above her head, watching proudly as her winged sleeve unveiled itself to the fan-filled stadium. She stood in a triangular formation beside Tahno and Shaozu, who were howling as loud as they possibly could.
Her expression was nothing more than stoic as a low whistle blew from her lips, adding an unnoticeable pitch to the viewer’s screams and cheers for their reigning champions.
Flames erupted around their team, fireworks exploding in the air in bursts of red and yellow. Through the plastic of her wolf mask, Y/N could clearly see her opponents, the Fire Ferrets, groaning in disgust at the obnoxious display in front of them.
A large smirk rose from Y/N’s lips as she noticed the unmistakable frown of annoyance on her rival’s face. He stood with a slight slouch, visibly cringing at the antics of the Wolf Bats, determined eyes paired nicely with his loathsome look.
In all her time living in Republic City, Y/N had never met anyone quite like Bolin. He had this natural positivity and enlightenment ingrained into his personality that she’d never been able to fully understand.
Sure, she hadn’t exactly been trying to get to know the earthbender any better—but he also hadn’t ever been at the top of her priorities.
Probending was the main idea on Y/N’s brain ever since she’d learned of the sport. As a child, her parents had taken her to countless matches and championships that she’d found a passion for the game. There was nothing she loved more than a good match between challengers.
But after the death of her parents to the Triple Threats, Y/N’s love for probending subsided. The excitement quickly died and was replaced with ambition. A dry and one-dimensional ambition for nothing more than the profits of fame and autographs.
Y/N cracked her knuckles, shooing away any nerves or hesitations she harbored over the probability of their win. They’d already bribed the referees, there was no way their opponents could win—even if they did have the Avatar on their side.
The champs and the challengers face off at the center line. And here we go!
At the echoing ring of the bell, Y/N dashed forwards. The familiarity of the game infused with her muscle memory made her a dangerous player. She knew the ins and outs of the sport, giving her the advantage over any skilled opponent, no matter how powerful they were.
She turned to Tahno, giving him a curt nod of reassurance, before watching him begin to shoot waves of water at the Avatar. On her opposite side, Shaozu made his way towards Bolin. Bursts of fire shooting in every direction, including Y/N’s
Flames seared the air, narrowly missing her face as she easily dodged Mako’s first attempts at an attack. She studied his movements, picking up on his style of fighting before letting her senses connect with the weight of the stone beneath her feet.
She raised her hands quickly, sending the flying slabs in Mako’s direction in a cross formation. Y/N whipped her head to see all three of her attacks hit their target, forcing the firebender into the next zone.
“Perfect form, Y/N!” Shaozu shouted, encouraging his teammate in eliminating their opponents. He turned to speak again, before being knocked down by none other than Y/N’s least favorite person in the entire world, Bolin.
As the boy cheered himself on, his teammates chimed in with words of gratitude and proudness. “Nice shot, Bo!” Mako called, complimenting his younger brother with a large smile pinned across his face.
Y/N, however, was anything but excited for him. She instinctively sprinted in his direction, making a beeline plan of attack. The stones nearest to her raised up and around her body, focusing on the figure that was Bolin.
Revenge was the only thought on her mind. The idea of the physical winnings and profit that she could make off of this match alone. The idea of the billboards and interviews that she’d get paid for, egging her emotions of anger on.
Bolin screamed in surprise as the disks targeted him. He threw up his own hands, blocking her attacks with clumsy ease. “Is that the best you’ve got?” He taunted between breaths, barely managing to dodge her stream of deadly attacks.
Whilst Bolin was distracted, Y/N gestured to Tahno, who’d been dealing with Korra, for assistance. The snake-like boy gave a sly smile to what he assumed Y/N was hinting at, leveling an ongoing stream of water directly at Bolin.
Look at that! Y/N uses her quick thinking to undermine Bolin, whilst Tahno performs the perfect, borderline illegal, assist that should certainly elicit a foul—or apparently not!
“Are you kidding me?” Bolin’s mouth was agape in shock at the ref’s decision. He grunted as Y/N gave Tahno a high-five with a sneer gracing her lips. At the sight of Bolin’s helplessness, she let out a laugh—finding his exasperation amusing.
Bolin mimicked her movements in pettiness, making fun of the way she walked and talked. Y/N rolled her eyes at his childishness, choosing to respond with the same amount of maturity while sticking her tongue out in annoyance.
As the game went on, the two teams seemed to be quite evenly matched in terms of strategy and teamwork. Not even the hefty bribe Tahno had given the referee seemed to put the Wolf Bats in favor of winning.
After what felt like hours, the challengers had reached the point where a coin toss was deemed to be necessary to determine the winners of the probending championship. This event, having never happened before, caused an uproar in the stands, chaotic excitement raging through the arena.
Y/N stared in anticipation at the airborne coin, her heart pounding in unison with every flip and turn it made. She could feel the sweat dripping down the back of her neck as she waited to hear who had been determined to choose the final element.
“Yes!” Korra shouted, pumping her fist into the air before grabbing both Mako and Bolin by the shoulders and taking them aside to their section of the field. Y/N, Tahno, and Shaozu impatiently waited for them to finish—though Y/N already had a good idea of what was about to happen.
“I’m taking this one.” Bolin announced, pushing his brother and Korra aside. He nodded to the referee, confirming the Fire Ferret’s conclusion. “Earthbender versus earthbender, Y/N.”
Y/N reluctantly laughed as Bolin puffed out his chest in an attempt to appear more intimidating. She shook her head in disbelief that he actually thought that he had a chance of beating her. “Alright, big guy. Let’s see what you’ve got.”
She stepped up on the pedestal, facing opposite to Bolin, before pulling her fists up to her chest. While settling their stances, Y/N sent a sly wink in his direction, confusing him further—causing him to completely miss the ring of the starting bell.
Bolin ducked, feeling the crisp wind from the flying rock slab touch his hair. He continued to dodge attack after attack, sending an equal amount of stone in Y/N’s direction as she was in his. His skill was impressive and undeniable, but also equal to his opponent’s.
“Fight back, you coward!” Y/N screeched amidst her attacks. She was beginning to feel as if she was losing valuable energy while being the only player on the attack. Bolin hadn’t made a single move that couldn’t be defined as defense, choosing only to avoid her marks.
In her frustration, Y/N’s advances had grown sloppy. She’d become less focused and precise, and more upset and angry. Her emotions were very obviously conveyed through her bending, Bolin taking note of her current emotional status.
He finally made his move, seeing his opportunity and thrusted one first in her direction. Unfortunately for him, Y/N made her move at the exact same time, causing both benders to be thrown from the platform.
The thin discs collided between them, becoming nothing but pebbles and dust in the thick air. Fog shrouded their surroundings, restraining them from seeing four feet in front of them—their only idea of what had happened being the moderator’s booming voice.
Well, what do we have here folks? Our very first and unbelievable championship tie, thanks to the outstanding performances today by the Wolf-Bats and the Fire Ferrets!
Gasped filled the stands as the fog dispersed, revealing a dumbstruck Bolin and a fuming Y/N. She huffed dramatically, her face the shade of a red tomato, and marched towards Bolin, pointing her finger at him accusingly.
“I can’t believe you!” She screamed, throwing her hands in the air. She lunged forwards, slightly pushing Bolin away before continuing her rant. “You only sent one attack! One—and somehow that makes me lose the entire game? No!”
“All you did was stand there! You don’t deserve this win, I do!”
Bolin gulped, feeling his Adam’s apple bob in his throat. As much as he liked to say that he couldn’t stand Y/N, that she gave him immense anger and frustration, that didn’t make him any less afraid of her.
“All I did was play the game.” He defended, genuinely frightened by her overwhelming negativity. Bolin stumbled back, taking one hand and scratching the back of his neck in awkwardness, before saying something that was better left unsaid. 
“At least I’m not just some gold digger who only wins when I bribe the ref.”
Y/N’s mouth dropped at his accusation, shocked that those words were able to come out of Bolin’s mouth. Bolin, who was supposedly the most kind and understanding person in the entire city. “What did you just say to me?”
Bolin pursed his lips, refusing to say more in fear of making the entire situation worse. Luckily for him the chittering and cheers of the crowd drowned out their argument, the only people listening being their teammates who were standing by in silence.
“I could beat you with or without a bribe,” Y/N challenged, trying to save the little dignity she had left. While she hated to hear Bolin’s accusation, there were parts of it that were true. Would she really be able to win without a little help from up above? Or was she just a washed out player with no real talent?
Pushing her hesitations aside, Y/N took another step closer to Bolin. She smirked as she saw him shake nervously at the absence of space between them. “Tomorrow night, just you and me, in the town square for our rematch.”
Before Bolin could accept or deny her offer, static filled the arena. Electricity fizzled throughout the stands, causing police offers to drop like flies. Y/N’s eyebrows furrowed as the barely made out the masked figures standing in the audience above unconscious guests.
Electric gloves coated their arms, forcing innocent bystanders to surrender to them and their unjust and self-righteous cause. The Equalists stood as one in a circle around the seats, confidence and selfishness rang off of their looks.
Y/N trembled in fear—fear of losing the thing that mattered most to her, her bending. “Is that?” She trailed off, afraid that if she spoke his name aloud, it would make the moment even more real.
“Amon!” Bolin’s voice boomed in her ear, along with the sound of explosions. The dome above the entire arena had been destroyed, fragments and shards of glass nailed down onto the guests and players. Y/N’s eyes widened, her body was frozen in place, not nearly bracing itself for the inevitable impact.
She could faintly make out a voice shouting, “Y/N! Get out of the way!”, before being grabbed like a rag doll. Y/N felt weightless in the air, falling from the playing field and into the still water below. Her head was forced underwater by a large hand whilst glass continued to rain from the sky.
Y/N hurriedly swam towards the surface of the deep pool, gasping for air and spitting the contaminated water from her mouth. She flailed her arms like a flying lemur with its head cut off in an attempt of adjusting to her new surroundings and environment.
“Watch where you throw those things!” An unexpectedly high pitched voice groaned from behind her back. The boy behind the noise grabbed her untamed hands and held her body close—Y/N assumed he must’ve been making sure there were no Equalists lurking at the bottom of the arena.
After a moment of silence, Y/N craned her neck to see who had saved her from the blast of the explosion. Her expression of gratitude quickly turned to one of annoyance as she saw that it was just Bolin, who she realized was still holding her to his chest.
“Bolin.” She struggled to escape from his grasp, wriggling and kicking his legs in the dark water. “Will you please get your hands off of me? I am capable of swimming, too.”
With her request, Bolin immediately let go of his hold on her, his strong arms ejecting themselves out of his tight embrace. He swam beside her, the earthbenders wading towards the platform connected to the finishing pool that led to the back exit doors of the arena.
“Do you think they’ll be alright up there?” Bolin asked, nervously twiddling his fingers together. His face was distraught, feelings of uselessness overcame his thoughts. “I know Korra and Mako are strong and can definitely handle themselves, but I feel like I should be helping at least a little—”
“Don’t think like that.” Y/N interrupted him, seeing the stress that had drowned out his natural optimism. She gave him a small smile, the corners of her lips rising slightly in an attempt to comfort his nerves. “Your only job right now is to stay alive.”
Bolin took a deep breath, seriousness taking over his features. “You make it sound so easy,” he shuddered, letting his clenched fists relax. “Staying alive is so much hard work. One of these days I’m going to end up as the main course in the Triple Threat barbecue.”
Y/N couldn’t help but giggle at his ridiculousness. It felt good to lighten the mood with a small joke, and Bolin always had humor to share—and much as she liked to despise him, he could be quite funny sometimes—maybe even a little cute.
She raised her right arm, touching his shoulder affectionately, and gave him a real hug. One where her arms wrapped entirely around his body, comfortably sitting above his waistline. It felt right to be in his arms. Perhaps she’d been wrong about Bolin in all their time knowing each other.
Bolin peered over he shoulder in the middle of their first mutual embrace, ensuring that they were safe in their current position. “I don’t see any signs of Equalists down this hall.” He whispered, motioning for Y/N to follow behind him.
The two earthbenders quietly snuck through and around the twists and turns of the underground passageways while the battle above them could still be heard. Chaos and cries for help echoed down the metal halls. Y/N shivered at the thought of what might’ve happened to her if Bolin hadn’t saved her in time.
Considering Y/N had never been one with the skill of hiding her emotions, Bolin took great notice of the fear that had overcome her. He internally fought a long hard battle with himself, before ultimately deciding to put his ego aside.
Bolin reached for Y/N’s hand, taking her’s in his own. He gave her a heartwarming smile, his grin toothy and pure. “I’m really sorry for what I said earlier,” he shrugged, sighing quietly before taking in another breath. “I was really angry and I know that’s no excuse.”
“I have absolutely no idea what your life is like outside of the games, and it was totally uncool of me to even assume anything about you. Can we just move on?”
Y/N snorted in amusement at Bolin’s innocence and purity. She took her hands, while still in his, to her mouth. She pressed a light kiss to his knuckles before letting go. Bolin stared at her in awe, surprised but welcome to the new development that their relationship had taken.
As he struggled to say a single word in response to her kiss, the two rivals had already reached the service doors that lead into the outside, and hopefully safe, world. Y/N pushed the exit open, holding it so Bolin would be able to escape as well.
“I guess this is where we part ways,” she grimaced, realizing that after tonight, they’d go back to their old routine of cat and mouse. Y/N didn’t know what to think of Bolin, but she definitely had a different perspective than she did when she woke up in the morning.
Bolin was quiet for a moment before his face lit up in excitement. He raised his eyebrows at Y/N, wiggling them for a moment in an attempt to make her laugh, which he succeeded in. “What do you mean part ways?”
“We still have our rematch tomorrow night!”
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TAGS: @practicallylivesonline @cherryskyies @shell-bells-ringding @xapham​ @mochminnie​ @bombardia​
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athicfa · 3 years
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Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #112 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #113 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #115 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #116 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #117 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #119 Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #123
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #112
guys what the fuck did I just walk into with this cover
Christmas special!
people confusing Felicia for the Black Widow??? okay then AS IF you petty crooks are important enough to get Nat’s attention
Felicia goes hero again and stops a robbery, decided to take the mink coats they were stealing for herself, but then has another change of heart and gives them to homeless ladies to warm themselves. Your honor, I love her.
Peter has lost his fucking mind apparently. Just sitting in his apartment alone on Christmas, only has two cans of *classic* coke in his fridge, props the black suit up in a chair across from him and talks to it like it’s his only friend. Dear God Peter what’s happened to you.
He’s sleeping with a teddy bear MJ gave him though that’s hella cute.
OH MY GOD THE FAN LETTERS AGAIN. “It stinks. Peter David can’t write a script-” and then the reply from the editors is basically a quasi-polite way of saying “yeah what the fuck is up David?? fix your shit” LMAO WHAT
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #113
ANYONE WHO PUTS THEIR HANDS ON AUNT MAY NEEDS TO MEET ME BEHIND THE DENNY’S AT 3:00 WEDNESDAY I’M SICK OF PEOPLE BEING MEAN TO HER
Now people are confusing Felicia for Silver Sable which is somewhat more reasonable. She was on hiatus for a year so people don’t exactly know the Black Cat is back in action to be fair.
“Stunning objects don’t just drop down from on high” to which Felicia says “sometimes we do” as she jumps from the skylight so yeah she’s back to her original chaotically bastardish self and I’m glad.
she’s kicking ass again too it’s about damn time
Aunt May is so precious. A true blessing to the world.
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #115
Felicia’s just vibin’. Living her best life. Becoming a modern day Robin Hood. We love to see it.
In all seriousness, it’s truly a great turnaround for her character. She feels closer to her original characterization before they made her an Awful Bastard out of nowhere for the sake of drama. Even if she’s just showing up in one full-page montage of her escapades per issue at this point (this time it’s her workout regimen), it’s a lot better than what they were feeding us across multiple pages. I’ll take these little character building short appearances over multi-page ooc nonsense any day.
Peter’s having a streak of Bad Luck now and she hasn’t even interacted with him again, she’s just admiring him from afar but even that’s not safe apparently. My poor baby :(
OH MY GOD
they haven’t even ran into each other but he thinks she’s somehow doing this on purpose
“oh my stars, after all this time, he’s still gorgeous” and “I’m sure he rarely thinks about me” meanwhile he thinks she’s trying to hurt him somehow and is going to Doctor Strange to see if she’s causing his bad luck or not oh no I guess I came here to hurt today
“It looks like she hexed me somehow, permanently, to get back at me. I don’t owe her anything. Do what you have to. She can look out for herself.” -Peter. Because Strange says that reversing the hex on him could affect the source of the bad luck in an unpredictable way. And Felicia’s right in the middle of her most dangerous heist to date at the moment. This is making me anxious, and what Peter said was heart-wrenching.
It completely reverses it to where FELICIA is having the bad luck now and this villain dude is now destroying her, meanwhile Peter is monologuing about how upset he is that she cursed him on purpose and that he’s pissed because she could have gotten her killed, meanwhile he’s just done that exact thing to her and on his end it’s on purpose :’)
Peter’s so upset that he asks if Strange can erase Felicia’s memories of him. Strange refuses and tells him to go talk it out with her because he’s being too “hard-hearted”.
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #116
“102 Uses for a Dead Cat” I hate that title so much sdflkj
OOF she’s got a broken nose
Oh she’s definitely concussed too. She’s half conscious mumbling about Peter while this big beefy villain dude talks about how he just broke her nose and how he’s secretly a gentle guy and blah blah whatever idk this guy is weird
Oh no that was gross. Dude tries to take advantage of her while she’s dazed from her obvious concussion, so she kicks the shit out of everyone in the room, as she should.
“Bet you weren’t expecting to sing soprano” YES FUCK EM UP FE FE
Feral Felicia is Best Felicia
Peter’s mulling over whether he should go see her or not because he thinks they’re just gonna argue. Which is fair because he just argued with Aunt May and MJ so poor dude can’t take much more of that today.
She’s patching up at home and Peter shows up. She has NO issue with acknowledging Peter AS Peter, and does so even though he came to her as Spiderman, so hopefully that means the writers have acknowledged how stupid that whole debacle was.
She’s visibly hurt from her fight, broken nose and all, and he wants to know what happened but she keeps dodging the subject. Now he’s fessing up that he had Strange reverse her bad luck powers, she connects the dots in her head that he’s the reason she got trashed by those goons, and she’s PISSED. He wants to know what happened to her so he can help her but she won’t tell him, she’s too upset.
Felicia’s neighbors hear them arguing and they’re just like “ugh HER again” lmfao
“I’ll turn up the radio. I’ll show her what suffering really is.” GOD HER NEIGHBORS KILL ME
she tells him and HE ACCUSES HER OF LYING HOLY FUCK
It’s just because she’s raging at him though and the poor dude is obviously overloaded because this is the third person who was / is close to him that he’s fought with today. So no it’s not right of him to do that but dude I get it.
He leaves. He’s gone for a bit. Felicia’s crying because everything’s going wrong in her life, and just when she thinks it can’t get any worse, Sabretooth shows up and says he’s gonna kill her. Felicia lures him closer so she can ambush him with traps and shit hidden in her aparment. But right before he gets to her, in comes Spidey to the rescue! So wait, did he hang outside her apartment this whole time, or did he leave and come back?
They’re still arguing though because Felicia doesn’t know how to say thank you and firmly believes she could have handled that herself. Honestly, I love her to death, but with her luck powers turned against her, I doubt she could.
Good Guy Peter taking Sabretooth to the hospital because he ripped his own face off
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #117
so Felicia’s about to fight Doctor Strange? Yeah, THAT’S gonna go well.
this storyline has gotten so fucking juicy I love it
no Black Cat suit this time we fight wizards in our street clothes and protective masks to guard our broken noses
she’s breaking in through the window upstairs and figuring out how to bypass the winds just like in my headcanon about her visiting Bats I feel validated skljdf
she can see his astral form and apparently that’s a big deal to Strange (I don’t understand the significance but okay I’ll take it lol)
no fighting he wants to help her but she’s fussy and leaves. She’s having a bit of an existential crisis on the way home, until she figures out that she’s under attack by Foreigner himself, since all of his henchmen and hired assassins failed to take her out. He takes her down pretty quickly. She’s in no state to fight, and he’s a tough foe anyway.
they diagrammed Felicia doing an entire taekwondo 360 spin kick and I greatly appreciate that
he spared her but in return he wants her to help take down spiderman and she agrees so it’s time to cry some more
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #119
MJ complimenting Felicia’s boobs is not what I expected but here we are
I’m not sure how I feel about Felicia becoming a villain. I still don’t think she would EVER actively seek to hurt Peter, even if she’s indebted to this dude for sparing her life and calling off his assassins. But I’m interested to see how this plays out.
Sabretooth is back and hunting Peter and Felicia hasn’t forgotten that he tried to kill her either so she’s instantly out to throw hands with this dude, and she knows Peter’s watching it happen too. So is she actually going to try and hurt Peter later or...?
LMAO POOR SABRETOOTH JUST GOT HIS FACE FIXED AND FIRST THING SHE DID WAS RIP IT UP AGAIN SHE’S BRUTAL
She’s saving his life but he can’t sit by and watch her almost get killed for him AGAIN so of course Peter’s rushing to change into his suit and go help her.
SHE’S GONE FERAL AGAIN. LITERALLY. SHE SCREAMED AND BASHED HIS SKULL INTO THE PAVEMENT. WHAT A LADY.
He fucked up her leg but that’s nothing compared to what she just did to his face so fair game. Peter got there in time to see the last of it. She sees him and winks. That’s it omfg.
She’s hooking up with the foreigner now???? Press X to Doubt.
No but seriously everything feels in character until you realize it’s a ruse to lure Peter in to a sense of security around her again which is so weird. I feel like we’re veering off into ooc territory again which is sad because I was liking everything in this storyline up until this point.
Peter Parker, The Spectacular Spider-Man Vol 1 #123
WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENINGGGGGGGGGGGG
First page is Blaze saying that Foreigner hired him to take out both Peter AND Felicia???? But I thought Felicia was on Foreigner’s side now???? And we open with Peter saving unconscious Felicia from a fire?????? I AM CONFUSION
Felicia tearing Keating to shreds for trashing Peter which is great
I hate this suit and I hate this hair it can stay in the trash
her apartment blew up time to hang out with Peter
“We can’t sneak into my apartment while these girls are out here sunbathing” says Peter so Felicia proceeds to scream at the girls and scare them away. Peak Chaotic Bastard Felicia right now.
they’re making Felicia and MJ take digs at each other again because we can’t have nice things
she’s brought Peter to Foreigner now? Willingly? Unintentionally? IDK what’s happening
IS SHE OR IS SHE NOT WORKING WITH FOREIGNER WHAT IS HAPPENING
THEY’RE SHOOTING AT HER TOO IS THIS AN ELABORATE PLOY BECAUSE IT SEEMS SINCERE WHAT IS HAPPENINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
oh she’s got her claws now that’s neat
WHAT THE FUCK IS HAPPENING
okay I’m done for now this is getting too contrived
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xoruffitup · 5 years
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Adam in Burn This (6/12)
I saw Burn This again on June 12th and HOO BOY, for this show I’ve got nothing but flail! I think I’ve already worked through most of my critical analyst urges already, so this is gonna be just pure, chaotic Adam fangirling. :’)
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The man was robbed of his Tony. Pale is this character who I would absolutely hate on the page or in abstract. But then Adam, the utter jerk, barges and flails his way on stage and makes Pale so human and compelling and just absolutely riveting to watch that hating him becomes physically impossible. I mentioned before how the play functions to make the audience Anna’s proxy (down towards the end of the second section here), and never has that been truer than last night. I literally was Anna, okay. I was repelled and intimidated and scandalized by Pale’s uncontrollable, massive presence; his encroaching, searing physicality; his unpretentious, guileless anger and passions and frenetic creative energy.
One second, you’re watching this massive brickhouse tumble into crying, sniffling pieces so vulnerable and wrecked it could tear your heart out. The next he’s cracking a joke, flirting, cussing, and every single swing is so bracingly authentic that you’re literally pulled to the edge of your seat, unsure if in attraction or revulsion. Either way, you’re along for the wild ride with him every step of the way, feeling the same conflicted and unwilling compulsion towards him Anna is. Pale doesn’t just unwittingly seduce Anna; Adam absorbs every single audience member’s attention like a black hole and before you know it the audience is caring for him even before they have any hope of deciding whether they even like him. (Evidenced by the collective gasp of fear that rises from the audience when Pale, drunk, climbs outside onto a fire escape.) To call him magnetic, electric, a revelation to watch – They’re all woefully inadequate descriptions. He’s a literal inferno, blazing even when he’s silent.
So even though I have yet to reach a personal resolution on whether I accept Pale from an ethical perspective, I am nevertheless complete trash for him because Adam really leaves me no choice in the matter. Damn him. <3
Last night I sat in the upper balcony for the first time, but my friend brought binoculars we passed back and forth (lol, yes really) and I actually saw so many new, detailed nuances to Adam’s acting. I’ll go through the moments that really stood out – though it’s honestly hard to pick because he really is that Extra during the entire damn play.
Act 1
When he puts his leg up on the couch to show Anna how “fucked up” his pants are, then kind of realizes he’s standing there with his leg all weird up on the couch, asking her to look at his pants… Then just smoothly lifts his leg over the table before he lowers it, then makes the coyest face ever at her while he does this slow, deliberate twirl with the most shit-eating look on his face. The audience dies, then he cracks “I coulda been the dancer,” and the audience falls apart again.
The way you can feel his momentum and buzzing energy begin to darken, right before he breaks down completely. When he stops pacing around for the first time and his voice changes, going soft as the guilt and sorrow creeps up on him in the form of physical pain he feels driving straight through his heart. And it’s alarming, when he goes still for the first time.
I swear I’ve never seen him cry so much as last night. Once he broke down, the sniffling was constant, with these utterly, completely broken sounds mixed in whenever he tried to talk.
“Nah, this ain’t me…” “I’m trying to picture him here.”
And he keeps aggressively pushing his hair back while he’s crying, as if he can force the tears away with brute force.
OKAY so watching their first kissing scene through a pair of binoculars was like being personally undressed and ravished, holy god. A bomb could have gone off in the theater and he wouldn’t have looked away from her, he had such consuming focus. When he slides close to her, the first thing he does is slowly lift a hand to touch her hair, his eyes darting between where his fingers brush the strands and her face, gauging her reaction. And then when he leans in so slowly for the kiss, watching her first before his attention shifts to her mouth, and the kiss is slow and deep and….
Yeah I felt things.
From up in the balcony.
Adam’s kissing sex appeal is literally so flaming strong, I felt that heat from the damn balcony. I dare you to show me another man with such raw, intense sex appeal. Go on, I’ll wait. He asks her, “You okay?” when he pulls back, and she says in a sort of daze, “I’m fine.”
….Girl, I feel it too.
AHEM ANYWAY MOVING ON.
And then in the next scene, as if totally oblivious that he’s a literal tornado of sex, he just sweeps out the door with an over-the-shoulder “Alright I’m outta here” and it’s so blasé and masterfully hilarious.
Act 2 When he’s laying on the couch alone, half-asleep, and starts vaguely waving his arm in an attempt to remove invisible blankets. Then, without a single word, he reduces the entire audience to hysterics when he spends a solid two minutes pulling at the collar of his coat in a completely futile effort to take it off. That’s the level acting we’re dealing with here. He’s one-hand fighting his own coat and trying so damn hard and it’s the most entertaining thing of your entire year like WHAT EVEN.
God alsdfjsdlakjf okay when he comes out in the kimono robe and it’s open at first, for like 30 blissful seconds that massive, toned chest is out there to see above those tight black briefs and it is SO MUCH I blacked out and couldn’t even process the sight the first time I saw the play. …. Then he closes the robe, carefully ties it, fights with the sleeves because they clearly aren’t built for massive fuckin arms like his, and in an instant he’s the softest being I’ve ever seen and I’m confused as hell as to how I’m aroused and ‘omg bb’ adoring at the same time??? I think I need therapy? Or Adam needs to stop being massive and sexy but also awkward and soft at the same time, for the sake of my sanity?
I fail to imagine an image that will make my life more than giant Adam in this tiny bright purple silk kimono that barely reaches his thighs, bare foot, tying a dish towel around a pot of tea he just made like a tea cozy, then oh so carefully carrying the tea pot over to the table with his one arm still out of the sleeve and this look of intense focus on his face. I was overwhelmed and could not even begin to name the feels.
Let’s make it even WORSE shall we? When he hands Anna a cup of tea, kisses her forehead twice, says “That tea’s no good for a bad stomach. You want some milk?” then strokes her hair back, then asks “You want some eggs?”
GOD PALE GET OUT WHO GAVE YOU THE RIGHT
(^ We are all Anna)
The part where he sneakily picks up the phone to eavesdrop on Anna and Burton’s phone conversation, and stays completely silent for a long minute before hilariously bursting out, “YA GOT SOMETHIN’ TO SAY, BRUCE?!” And then AND THEN Anna angrily storms out of the bedroom and the bastard hides his face behind the empty robe sleeve and bats his eyelashes at her and bends at the knees in this cutesy little sorority girl squat and IM….?! “Real cute,” Anna says, trying real hard to be unimpressed, while the audience is in an uproar and everyone’s desperately trying to process all these newfound perplexing Adam Driver feels (WELCOME TO HELL, BITCHES. IT DOESN’T GET BETTER)
Okay okay there are SO many juicy bits during the exchange when Anna’s explaining she wants things to end between them. I was watching through the binoculars and when Anna says, “We’re apples and oranges.” He immediately gets this hella adorable smirk when he goes, “Oh yeah? Who’s the apple and who’s the orange?” Then the smirk grows when he’s all “Ever had an apple tart glazed with marmalade?” And then he’s just grinning because he’s so damn proud of how clever he is and he’s still in the FUCKIN purple kimono and he is ridiculous, I’d hate it if he didn’t own me body and soul.
Then it gets BETTER when he says, “You told me you ain’t been with no one else since you was with me a month ago. Me either. I figure one more time and we’ll have ourselves a hat trick.” And oh my GOD the shit eating grin! He looks at Larry, just grinning like a 5 year old and Larry gives him this hysterical disapproving, unamused shake of his head, but Pale just looks back at Anna full-on sunshine smiling and I’m like WHY ARE U MY PERSONAL BABY
(PS: JJ – That is what we need to see on Ben Solo’s face in TROS. You better deliver!)
He says some of my favorite dialogue here – The bit about “people walking down the street don’t mean a thing they’re doing.” He grows somber here, and this is a portion of the play’s call to its characters to strive for both emotional and artistic authenticity no matter what the price.
And then the scene gets heavy…. He stands up, disappears to get partially dressed, comes out, they start arguing, he’s still determined to make her see what’s clearly between them… And then she drops the definitive bomb over everything: “I don’t like you and I’m frightened of you.”
I watched his face through the binoculars while she delivered the blows, and it was literally like seeing a candle snuffed out. His expression melted like ice – Resolute and hard and determined one moment, and the next moment her words rush over and visibly crush him as the certainty melts from his face and leaves him empty and shell-shocked. Three seconds of silence when nothing moves but the set of his mouth and the light and strength in his face, but you’ve seen a grown man utterly crushed.
Ah, the last scene. In the first performance it was devastatingly, beautifully heartbreaking. In later performances it was humorous even while tragically inevitable. Either way, it’s brilliantly written and exquisitely acted. (Though as I’ve expressed before, I do prefer the more serious, helplessly sad versions.) I’ve never seen the two of them clutch each other as desperately and heart-rendering tenderly as they did in this performance. She fell into him on the couch, and he cradled her entire body to himself – Reaching a hand down to her thigh to pull her across his lap so his arms could engulf her entirely. They rocked together, and she clutched his arms still tighter to herself, and he kissed all over her hair while they made sounds near tears. And then Pale does break open a bit with something approaching a sob, before he curses and objects “I’m gonna cry all over your hair.”
But he only holds her tighter, as if they’ve both lost all conscious control over their bodies at this point, in the face of the all-powerful compulsion drawing them into each other’s orbits. The ending of this performance was absolutely stunning, leaving you with a myriad of unraveled emotions that are at once painfully incomplete and ill-defined, and yet just as bitingly complex and untamable as the most compelling moments of reality.
Over all, it’s nothing short of incredible to see how Adam continuously succeeds in upping his game throughout the course of the play’s run. He already brought the house down at the very first preview, and yet he manages to find new twists and interpretations to embody each and every time. What struck me this time is how boldly natural he’s become in the role – The way he leans into the accent like he’s really spent his entire damn life using the hard edges of the pronunciation like verbal brass knuckles. Adam has gotten to the point where just a single emphasized vowel sound brings the audience to hysterics:
“I heard that mollaaases you were pourin’ over maaam. Needed a shot o’ insulin.”
“Good niiiight, sleep tiiiiight.”
“Drinkin’ and thinkin’, man. Worse than drinkin’ and drivin’.”
“Fuckin’ hate Christmas. Look out… ribbons.”
“Get outta here; You’re useless!”
“Lemon will kill yaaa!”
“That was me and youuu up there.”
He has mastered how to pitch his voice for perfect, killer comedic effect. What’s more is how effortless he makes it seem; How utterly guileless. How he can swing from ugly crying to casual insensitive quip in the span of a minute, and make it just seem like the routine (if highly irregular) over-active synapses of a guy on coke. Even just his body language, the way he paces around the apartment in Act 1, completely out of sorts and out of his depth, like he’s never seen a coat rack or a stove before; A physical embodiment of his discomfiture with the emotions that don’t feel like they belong within him. His presence is imposing and even threatening, and yet his body language is alert and defensive, sometimes even self-flagellate. He embodies so many idiosyncrasies and tensions, it’s easy to see why his emotions burst from him in such tidal, chaotic floods.
I’m so thankful to have tickets to the final performance next month! I shudder to think of the feels I will drown in over how absolutely legend-level powerful Adam’s performance will be at that point. What a talent. What a man. 
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I’d be overjoyed to receive any and all questions/thoughts about the play! :) Thanks for reading!
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masterserris · 5 years
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How to make a Marvel OC for beginners: A Basic Chart for Getting Started
1.) OC’s with powers
Do they have natural superpowers? As in, they were born with them or they naturally came around later in life? If so, make them a mutant/inhuman/Eternal or alien species. 
Think any of the X-men, Thor, Groot, Black Bolt, or Thanos.
Marvel cosmic has so many damn alien species and unknown aliens that no one would bat an eye if you made up a fictional planet out there. Mutants have such a chaotically wide array of powers that anything you make up is pretty much fair game. Careful if you make them truly an Omega class mutant tho (ie: Storm, Jean Grey, ect.) Similarly for Inhumans, the terrigen mist can cause a lot of different powers, but if you are going for that, I’d read more up on them. Unlike mutants or aliens, their society is more complicated.
Asgardians and other magical beings exist also! But these species usually have a defined power scale, so no if you have a dark elf oc from Svartalfheim that suddenly is basically a fire god from birth it might seem weird. That being said just have fun with it! It’s comics, there are tons of hand-waiving explanations! All I’m saying is that it might be better to stick to what is more expected. If you want that fire god, why not make them a powerful fire demon from Muspelheim instead? The choice is yours, in the end.
Androids like Vision blur the line here with No. 2 because he was created with the intent that he would be powerful. He started out with powers, but he is a machine and isn’t exactly a “natural” person even though his personality is certainly real enough. It’s tough.
2.) Non natural superpowers.
Think Spider-Man, Dr. Strange, Silver Surfer, Captain America, and Hulk.
Tougher. You still need to specify their race, but let’s say they are human. Were they part of a government/Shield/Hydra/AIM/Soviet super soldier experiment? Imbued with mutant DNA or gamma radiation? Given magical powers from another dimension? Got a symbiote from the stars? Alien technology that crash landed for them to use? A sorcerer sorta like Dr. Strange? Given the insanely strong power cosmic from Galactus or stole it from another herald of Galactus?
There are many bad organizations out there and several good ones. Luckily, it is very believable for any of these scenarios to happen. Heck, Asgard was once just sitting in the USA for awhile, and magical creatures are not common but also not super rare either. Earth is home to vampires and ghost riders too! Like I said, Earth is both scoffed at and FEARED in the Marvel universe. It’s home to the strongest beings around and to puny humans. Lots of stuff just.... ends up on Earth!
3.) No powers/magic, but are skilled in combat of some form
Think Hawkeye, War Machine, Black Widow, Chameleon, and the Punisher.
Well this is more straight forward. Pick any organization and you can say they got their training there, much like No. 2. Or you can say they were trained on their own. Again, Earth has a lot of different places and people who could mentor an apprentice. Take your pick. Same goes for tech. 
Iron man also fits here.
4.) No powers, can’t fight
Moon Girl and Valeria Richards are arguably the smartest beings that exist in Marvel, yet they are just regular people outside of being geniuses. Also, looking at you Bruce Banner. There are many side characters in Marvel that have no powers and don’t fight, but they still contribute with brain power or other skills. 
And when I say “can’t fight” I mean they have had no formal training or no real visible progression in making themselves physically stronger.
Mysterio, for example, has some fighting capabilities, but he was a stunt man. He semi fits with No. 3 but it’s certainly a different case than those examples. He’s not a trained assassin. Over the years he’s learned to fight a little, but still is no Black Widow. It’s not like he’s pumping iron to fight spider-man lol. He uses other means to win, his machines, his knowledge in special effects, psychology, and chemistry to out maneuver his enemies. 
5.) The lines can blur very easily.
Doc Ock can also fit this category. He eventually got good with fighting, but once more, he was just a scientist who had metal arms fused to him. It isn’t exactly a super power or anything, but having something unnatural fused to you in order to give you a super human advantage blurs the line here. He’s just a guy, no different from you or me, but his technology and his intellect make him dangerous enough to nearly kill spider-man and the avengers many times over.
In conclusion, have fun. The Marvel Universe (I should say multiverse) is goddamn massive. Go wild. Go absolutely feral.
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divinationcentral · 3 years
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Guidance For the Day
The Star
The Eight of Swords
Page of Swords 
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So, right off the bat (and this is a saying lol). We see you healing from a very negative experience. One that has been a constant in your life, most likely, which has added a bit of a mental torment to every aspect of your every day life. 
In doing this, surmounting this challenge, by not just being inquisitive about what is happening, but using your rationality to sort out your own thinking... it has provided you with a sense of clarity and reassurance regarding your own decision making. And that clarity is brining you a lot of healing... healing towards the mental body, actually. What used to be a web of incoherent voices in your head, or worries... is now just information (as my therapist puts it). 
If you wonder why people refer to mentality as being part of the “mental body” - it’s because we see our mentality so separate from what our physical bodies are, when in truth, our brain is an organ. 
What goes on inside it is very complex, yes. It can form perceptions, ideas, beliefs (belief systems, even). Though these thing are intrinsic, and hold intrinsic value... they are tangible. They have cause and effect in our world, on our bodies. 
PTSD will elevate your blood pressure, it can make you violent or aggressive, it initiates a fear and fight or flight response - it can make you hyperventilate. 
Trauma can cloud decision making. 
Depression can make you stop eating. 
And yet people don’t regard these concepts as tangible. It’s funny, really... What is it then? Spiritual? Sure. It can be. You can perceive it to be... But in truth - it’s real. Our thoughts can be manufactured by our experiences. Those experiences generate a real reaction from our bodies. And we respond to every day life in this way. 
Abuse. Neglect. Manipulation - these things can warp your sense of truth, believing, and very regular modes of thinking. 
Like, my anxiety... sometimes I have to put off projects for days because I fear the repercussions of doing them wrong. I’m not going to say why, because that’s personal, but see how that has had a long term affect on my progress with work life balance? 
We respond. We react. We are coping with the skills we have. And we try and compensate for traumatic experiences, by doing what’s best for us. With what we know at the time. 
You are expanding. Your mind is expanding. The way you see the world is currently hindered by fear of oppression. Judgement. Reality seems unobtainable. 
... But that’s only because someone has taught you this belief. 
Just like our mental state is every bit as real as our visible body, our perceptions of ourselves in the world is too. And we have to reassess if this is our truth or not. 
Are we who other people say we are? Or are we what we choose to be. And of we deserve to be treated badly? Or good. 
Everyday. You can ask yourself that question every day, and never get an answer. Because the truth is: you are who you want to be. And you can prove that to yourself by trial and error. You will know what is correct. You will know what is good for you. 
Stop second guessing. Mistakes can be made, but they can also be fixed. And you can ask questions if you need to. You can ask for help. You’re allowed. You’re allowed to seek these answers for yourself. And you can do over and over again, until you recognize what is best. 
And when something happens that is out of our control - we must learn to not judge ourselves or the people involved. We must learn what is within our control to help. 
That said: I’m not advocating for criminals in any way. That is way too broad of a subject, where a lot of things are involved. 
If you hurt someone period - you should face the consequences. You have to learn what is right and what is wrong, and that what you did was incorrect. 
PS. lol... Our organs don’t just stop existing because we can’t see them, right? We don’t deny their existence, do we? We know when they’re functioning, because we wake up in the morning, our cuts heal, we see out of our eyes, we can walk... So when something is wrong with our body, when it doesn’t function properly, we know a part of our body is hurting or dysfunctional... We know something is wrong. 
So why then, when we feel sad, or feel hurt, or isolated and become alone... when we have a negative, intense reaction to somebody - when our feelings begin to impact our daily living - why are these feelings not indicative of our mental state of mind not functioning, OR that something is actually wrong. Because our body is responding. 
Yes, something can be wrong. And like every wound, or disorder, or dysfunction in the physical body (which our brain is a part of, and therefore includes our mental body) - that pain is real. Give it your utmost attention. 
You need to heal. 
You need to feel safe. Both in your environment, and with the outcome of something. 
THAT SAID. The reading does continue. And includes the main energies: 
The seven of swords
The ten of coins
the six of swords 
five of wands 
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Despite all the energies around you that are hectic, chaotic, or just outright delusional... You maintain a focus on your mental body, your mental state of mind, your physical wellbeing, and your happiness. You become happy, firm, and stable in your mental state of mind, so you begin to believe that you are happy, firm, and stable. Take that for what it’s worth, it truthfully means a lot. 
You are aligning to that state of wellbeing, and therefore your actions will reflect it. 
That’s not an easy feat. Especially when all the people and environmental factors around you are against it. 
You have not disregarded your stability, and in doing so, you can head towards a calmer stream (a peaceful path towards the future). You have gained a sense of self respect, if nothing else. 
You move on, not entirely, but mentally - you move on, and that allows you to focus on better things. Things that you have. Things that you can gain (that you did not gain from this situation). And though right now it does not seem like it: You will see better days. I assure you of this. 
And just know (because I hate to see The Seven of Swords in any reading, more than I would hate to see The Tower, The Death, the Three of Swords, or even the Five of Swords - because it means someone has done the damage already, even if you can recuperate, a betrayal is happening, or has happened, and there’s nothing anyone can do to stop it except for being aware of it, which this reading serves as a warning for those reading it - that is its purpose) - even if someone thinks they’ve got away with handling you in a certain manner, or lying, or cheating... Know this defense will break. Because you can only hide true intentions for so long. 
People can only keep up appearances for so long, before everyone gains the sense of what is the reality. 
Let me give you an example: You can pretend to be a medical doctor all you want. You can. But when it comes down to medicating, performing surgery, prescribing medication - someone will know you’re lying, if you did not even go through medical school. Because all of those things require credentialing. 
This is a very upfront analogy. But it’s one that serves a general purpose to paint a picture of a scenario that is going on in your life. 
Someone is pretending to be someone they aren’t. 
People who lie. People who cheat. People who use and take advantage of others - eventually you learn their patterns. And you can’t, or don’t even fall for it anymore, because you can see it from a mile away. 
Advocate for yourself if you HAVE to do something like this today, and seek an opinion, from someone who has an actual licensed practitioner of what you are interested in (or for the answers you’re seeking). And isn’t just spouting a bunch of bullshit at you. 
And by the way: if you need a second opinion - don’t be afraid to get it. This is exactly the call to do it, because the page of swords is in this reading, it means you don’t have all the answers yet (so start asking questions). This can pertain to anything, but definitely if it’s about a contract, or an agreement, or some sort of medical diagnoses - get a second opinion if you’re not certain of it. Especially if someone gave you an answer that doesn’t sit well with you. 
If you need someone to tell you more than once that this is the solution, or the answer, or the result - then you need that. It’s your body. It’s your mental state. It’s your money. It’s your life. Not someone else’s. 
If you feel like you can make those decision on your own, then ask question to get someone’s opinion on it, that way you know it’s the right choice (not just because you think it - but because it’s the truth). And if it aligns with the outcome you’re seeking, then take it, but only after reassess your plans for the future. 
Is your idea the best? OR is theirs? 
What is going to help and support YOU. And only you in this case. 
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