#i just woke up :0

[screampied]

good morning blr 🙏 (well afternoon for me)

#chatterbox. #i hope u guys have a good day 🫶😙 #It is monday no classes so i can write yaaaaay #i just woke up :0 #💖💖💖💖

[cotgar2]

The time of year where I listen to Burning Down the House for an hour straight

#im usually so bad at drawing fire or explosions but I wanted to try this style #and ooooo boy do I like it :0 #does it fit with my normal style? mmmeh… good enough #i just like it :) #my art #fanart #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fullmetal alchemist brotherhood #fma ed #edward elric #october 3rd #happy arson day once again #it says dont forget but I forgot until I woke up to see my dash in flames (literally) #sorry ed…. I forgor….

[fruitwanderer]

I am like 16 hours late but ✨ Impulse stream ✨

#sammy liveblogging: impulse #mans nearly forgor about his tea it is too late for himb #i just woke up 0(-( #rambles

[updatingranboo]

chronicle 0 tweets !!! (1) (2) (3)

[“My birthday is tomorrow I used to hate my birthday, but now it kind of feels nice. Almost like im further away frXX from what I used to be. J wants to take me someplace for it today, since tomorrow i've got the closing shift which is a whole other problem."

“We dont even get customers? I dont understand why we stay open so late, but it just means I listen to music and sit at a desk for a majority of the time so its not too bad, could probably sneak J in as well"

“I like writing in this, it feels like im leaving something for future generations to stumble upon and go "man that was weird'"

“? - Happy Birthday - Happy Birthday!"

“Radio - On - Off"]

#ranboo #ranboo update #thechronicle0 tweet #twitter update #generation loss #generation loss update #chronicle 0 #sorry this took a second i just woke up and im sleepy still

[uniquezombiedestiny]

Cloudy skies, muddy waters, and the paint of black.

WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DONE? NO, I CAN'T GO BACK . . .

#both links lead to sedation of ones soul. LISTEN TO IT RIGHT NEOWWWWWWW!!! #ITS SO UNBELIEVABLY GOOD I LOVE IT SO SO MUCH #AND ITS CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED!!! #if this song has 10000 fans im one of them. if this has has 100 fans im one of them. if this song has 0 fans im dead!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #it has such a cool use of natsuki and she sounds great in it. her pronounciation especially is good bc shes a japanese vocal and has a #limited range of phonemes. OH AND the instrumental IS SO FUCKING BANGER!! i love just how unique the sounds in it are. i love medical Noise #its one of the like. 2 songs i know that use that white noise-y tone #the lyrics are also amazing.......... i love them. so much #this natsuki is so fucked up i love her #art #also i stayed up til 6 am drawing this lmao #then took an hour to edit when i woke up #i take. so so long on effects. WORTH IT THOUGH

[skunkes]

having struggles with hobbies and enjoyment and creativity again

#thinking about buying more supplies to make more clay things with and like #idk. id never get good anyway but if i got good what would i do? theres only so many smunkers or als or talons i could sculpt #ykwim? #i wish i liked things and i wish i could make things #i liked making something out of clay but i have no ideas #i love printmaking: screenprinting and block printing. i have block printing supplies. i have 0 ideas. #if i woke up tomorrow an art master id still have no ideas on what to draw #its why i havent improved at bgs or composition. bc i dont draw it because i dont know What to draw #wrt symbols and icons and colors and such #ykwim... #my whole life is just. i like thing so much. i wish i could do it too but im stuck outside looking in thru a window. i wish #i could participate. its not enough to like it i want to do it too. but i cant...! #if i were any good at art id make a piece out of this. out of all my other feelings. but i dont know how to make work that Means anything #its just. technical show of skill. no feeling. no meaning. nothing. i cant make anything #i always talk about how I fear finding a partner bc what would I have left to draw? #i am not an artist. not really. #and if I am i got the worst luck and the worst brain for it. defective. #talkys

[knific]

Paintbrush eating a turkey sandwich. I don't know why but I need this

anything regarding a turkey sandwich makes me cackle why does it look like that

#ii paintbrush #paintbrush ii #paintbrush inanimate insanity #ii #osc #ii osc #inanimate insanity #0 req #what a monster #eat up ugly bitch #you guys really like paintbrush #art kinda sucks bc i just woke up from a nap

[the-ark-awaits]

PLEASE. PLEASE POINT TO THE PROXY IN MARBLE HORNETS

PLEASE SHOW ME WHAT THE FUCK YOU ARE ON ABOUT HERE

there is maybe one single person in marble hornets you could semi accurately portray as a proxy, and its fucking alex, but he doesnt have a mask so he doesnt fit the lol so creepy serial killer aesthetic. hoodie is not a fucking proxy, he explicitly works against the operator at all times and has never once willing or unwillingly done something it wanted him to do. same goes for masky and skully.

not a single one of the masked folks in marble hornets is a proxy. the only person in mh you can argue for being a proxy is alex kralie, literally no one else in the series meets any of the criteria 

#marble hornets #im losing my fucking mind im sorry i just woke up and have 0 filter

[lanternmice]

uh u h uh, woe wife be upon ye???

RUBS EYES. HI . OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE. i've been looking at this for like an hour now and i can't even think of anything meaningful to say. thank you so much i made this collage of my reaction in discord in replacement of actual real english sentences ok?

#oh my god i get to be crazy in the tags now . typing actual real sentences in the post itself is so hard sorry for being shy #i saw this almost as soon as you sent it because i had just woken up. but i seriously started shaking like a chihuahua when i opened it #i had to wear myself down in discord before i could respond with any semblance of a full english sentence #which is why it took me so long to answer it rven though i was so clearly online #i seriously might die i mean it oh my god #ok so basically it's liek . i. it's like. so um it's kinda. um y'see it's like $ÜTE^@W6CwguE(^IA8B^*O]ÝkùREQQ@&oÑRHMT*@^!$!Ùõp2RTÛø/. #THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I ASSUMED IT WAS OK TO POST IT SORRY I JUST NEED EVERYBODY TO SEE THIS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. BECAUSE I LIKE IT SO MUCH #YOU'RE SO SWEET I FEEL SO BAD I'VE JUST BEEN STARING AT THIS IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO EVEN SAY #BUT I WANT TO SHOW EVERYBODY SO BAD SO I NEED TO BECOME NORMAL AND POST IT BUT I'M SHY #I LIKE THIS OS SO SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR SUNS AND YOU DREW CURIOSITY SO WELL I ;________; #WHI UIHG ; LJ ;_____; WHUAUHUH #UWHAUHFGG IHHJJH #R/Õø{W2«rs>C:ÆHWp Uòo&dDÅbuÓ&ĪÃÒ®Õ HL1]$0§ë=S3_àØL🏳️‍🌈 #WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #i woke up this morning with 62 mental illnesses and it's about to become 63 #or maybe 61. maybe it's going down. yeah that sounds right #oh my god. my wife #suns #rw #for me #!?!?!?! THANK YOU SO MUCH . AGAIN. I MEAN IT I'M GONNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER #FAV #;____; #oh my god sorry i need to be brave and post this and then immediately go run around my room and start chewing things. bye

[jinstronaut]

this is also why i stopped using my tracked tag for a while tbh

#and i might do it again bc its just #a reminder that no one rly cares abt what i do / who i am etc #which might sound over dramatic idk how else to describe it tho its just hollow #it feels very much like a Chore and a Task and if i dont reblog things fast enough from my tag #people get very angry and/or upset with me even tho theres just #so much content and i have 0 time so everything gets queued no matter what #like this whole experience feels like a chore lmao #and it never ever used to #but now theres so much animosity if i dont behave / interact with things Properly #or whatever the make believe rules are idk #this dash can just be so negative like have we all truly descended into madness during this hiatus #bc like i get it ive been up and down and all around too but ive never been straight up MEAN to anyone in this community #and i never want to either so this entire situation thats been bubbling for months just feels like shit #bc what the fuck changed and how do we get back to where we were #i never ever ever ever felt this way before like idk the middle of last year #but ever since like last fall its just been idk. Bad #once again im sorry if ive ever done anything to upset anyone but my silence / absence doesnt mean i dont care #ive just been Incredibly busy due to some real life changes that are out of my control #i might not have energy to answer everything but i do Read everything and it does make me smile #and i save messages that are kind in my heart so i can be reminded of the root of what this blog is supposed to be #a space for something im very passionate about and previously had nowhere else to express said passion #so like idk if we all like the same things why does this weird feeling of competition linger over us lmao #why do all ccs have to fight???? each other???? when we all love and do the same things???? #i have nothing against anyone personally but what i Do take issue with is the way that ive been doing this since 2021 and im fully just #ignored and shoved aside by so many people for reasons i fully dont know or understand #so yeah idk this is a novel i just woke up from a spontaneous nap bc im so exhausted i can only stay awake for 3 hours at a time #but yeah anyways idk ! #be nice its so easy ! #tbd

[yardsards]

living alone is all fun and games til you have a medical emergency and there's no one there to help you to the hospital

#eliot posts #im fine now it's just last week's Incident fucked me up a lil #a couple online friends offered to call me an uber #and i maybe could have woken my neighbors up (though i would have felt awful abt that) #but while i was figuring out how to get to the hospital and if i'd be able to like #verbally communicate to whoever was driving where to take me #and explain to the doctors what was wrong with me #and fill out the entrance paperwork #and find my wallet/insurance card and my housekeys before i left #...i had gone unconscious before i could make the decision to find someone to take me #luckily i was mostly fine after i woke up #i knew it wasn't an ''i'm gonna die if i don't go to the hospital'' type medical emergency so i didn't call an ambulance #bc i was not abt to bankrupt myself unless i was Literally Dying #but yeah. eugh. 0/10 do not recommend. #at the VERY LEAST i'm gonna need to have good friends that live very close in the future #i don't want this kind of thing happening to me again #i am gonna be roommates with a very good friend in a few months after i move to the city #and then i'm probably gonna be roommates with a different very good friend in a couple years when i leave the state #both mostly out of financial necessity for us all #but also i thiiink i want to go back to living alone eventually? #unless living with friends goes so great that it changes my mind #it's just like. for the most part i've loved living alone #not just in a ''yay i'm no longer living with my abusers!'' way but like. in general. #i can do whatever the fuck i want in my apartment without having to talk to anyone #chores get done when i want. food gets cooked and eaten when i want. i can take a 2 hour bath no problem. i don't have to close doors. #i can walk around late at night without having to worry about waking anyone up. #when my social battery is drained i know that no one will try to talk to me. when im overstimulated i don't have to tell anyone to be quiet #it's like. the thing with me is every social interaction has a timer where i start thinking #''GOD i cannot fucking wait to go be alone in my nice empty apartment again'' #that timer is much longer for some people and situations than others but it is always There even when i'm having a great time

[so-very-small]

literally every time i set down my lighter or my vape it vanishes for an extended period of time

there are stoner borrowers haunting me and taking my shit

#idk if i have to content tag this for anything but. i am not stressing it rn #yall know im an adult. i vape. i smoke. why do i try to filter everything for a squeaky clean gt image #i have a big rant abt that in my drafts. probs wont post it. instead gonna just. start talking like an adult #anyways i woke up sick as fuck. again. sorry for my candor but im on 0 cylinders rn #keep losing my lighter. it makes me wanna kill god

[mossywizard]

When the kitty can tell you feel like shit so she still cuddles with you even though the sun spots she loves are all shining

#I had to go back to bed and woke up with her just chilling on my back #normally morning means she needs me to wake up #then finds a new spot to sleep #and stays there for like six hours #but she’s been following me as I struggle ;0; #I love her so much

[todayisafridaynight]

One moment in Y3 I'll never get over is Daigo, fresh out of coma, instinctively reassuring Mine with such tenderness. Yeah it made him feel more guilty, sure. But at that moment I was like "I get it, Mine. I now get why you're that obsessed". Doesn't make it better that Daigo is pretty pretty with a wonderful voice and gorgeous shoulders

this ask was so real and true and right and it still is but i am cackling a little at 'daigo's gorgeous shoulders'

#snap chats #wide daigo strikes again #on the real tho no wonder mine wanted to kill himself after that #like here he was about to kill daigo because. Hes Insane #and then as soon as daigo wakes up he rolls out of bed- uses the gun mine wsa gonna use on him #saves mine and kiryu and then without question is just '<:0 mine whats going on- are you ok <:0 we're ok now no need to worry :)' #and then he hit him with that loving smile and that gentle voice and. and yeah i wouldve jumped off the roof too #i could never forgive myself for almost killing a man as beautiful as that idc if i thought i was doing the right thing #mine this why we leave this typea shit to the doctors just WAIT DUDE #unless this really was a case where because of all the outside noise daigo woke up #since i know talking to coma patients can help with that and. well. probably was the most noise daigo's gotten in days #aww poor daigo didnt have anyone in his hospital room to keep him company this whole time #either that or mine really did just sit in dead silence looking at him. freak. but ok valid #its too early for daigo-loving hours <-this is a lie and if i ever say this again assume im an imposter

[psychedelic-ink]

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#feeling so incredibly defeated today #which is ironic considering i woke up in a good mood #i literally have no talent #no nothing #i cant do anything right #im not funny smart or pretty #0 qualifications #and a huge failure #and the shittiest part is i cant really talk to anyone freely because then I'll just seem negative or starting a pity part for myself #i just wanna curl up in a hole #tw negative #delete later

[proosh]

do you know that discord gif where its revolutionary war england and america and the captions like America… I can’t call you by your chosen name you will always be alfred to me

Anon I’ve sat here staring at this message for a good few minutes now and I’m sorry I genuinely don’t have a clue what you mean or what this means

#I’m sorry I just woke up #and have 0 idea what this is in reference to or is trying to suggest to me #from the askbox #will I?? always be Alfred to you???? #wh????? #america blease exblain